#he's a narcissist but still

[videogamelover99]

Bill Cipher angst at 2AM??? Also plz read Flat Dreams

#gravity falls #bill cipher #flat dreams #gravity falls art #my art #fan art #vee's art #liam cipher #pengychan #flat minds #bill in this fic is a narcissistic little shit but also he has so much internalized self-loathing #bill gets a tragic backstory but its like. good #he's still an absolutely terrible person #not to me though. he did nothing wrong #its been SEVEN YEARS and this triangle is STILL living in my head rent free #who's excited for the Book of Bill

[noecoded]

i like it better when u cant keep warm

#oughi love asmo so much idec if this looks nothinglike him. its asmo to ME........scemos emos win forever #written 2 be just kind of cute on socialmedia butsuchh a narcissistic asshole in person like every 2000s emo band member #i think he can be very charming and sweet for crowds though ofcourse so his likability is still rlly high… #theres more but i cant even say.i feel sick thinkingabotu him i hope u guys udnerstand the img #i didntdraw very much bc i was soo sleepy but now ill just game a little :3 #asmo #mine

[edjectedly]

How has Tumblr not found Bug Hunter yet, like he's checking all the boxes for Tumblr Musical Artist™. Like his song Pinecones? It's about hitting people with Pinecones and being stressed and how sometimes you just need a break. His song Safe Word? A clever work or art that honestly leaves me baffled every other time I listen to it cause I notice something new. His song Shocking Plot Twist? Well, I shan't say, just go listen to it. His song Two Beds Two Baths and a Ghost? A upbeat, haunting, song about death.

Just go check out @bughuntermusic, seriously. You'll be doing yourself a favor

#ace rambles #music recs #i saw him in Nashville a in july #and I'm still not over it #he's so kind #matt was there too #from Narcissist CookBook #working on a post for them #cause like also in love with them

[earlgodwin]

"It’s interesting that Juan’s attempt at relieving pain is through closeness and hugging and love. When he forgives Cesare at the end saying how they’re brothers and wants to be together, I think that’s genuine. That’s the first time you realize what he’s always wanted." (x)

#“I glimpse us cesare. two brothers in harmony. walking together.” #francois saying cesare refused to listen to juan because he *knows* he can change his mind about killing him still living in my mind #something about cesare humilating juan and making fun of him and even set him up to die at forli by not warning him about ludovico's army #and yet juan still loves him anyway because his jealousy of cesare is unserious unlike cesare's jealousy of juan which is a deadly hatred #ngl juan is so funny because he'd rather die than being sappy. he's too narcissistic and prideful to reach out for cesare or his family #but he only reached out to him in his final moment when he was vulnerable and going through it. it was too late rip #confessing to cesare that he's a fuck-up and he's always been in pain etc i missed you we should love each other wah wah type of speech #juan borgia #cesare borgia #the borgias #juan and cesare #david oakes #francois arnaud #theborgiasedit #periodedits #perioddramaedit #tvedit #cinemapix #tvarchive #by jen

[femmeconomics]

random but it’s annoying to me that ‘narcissist’ is like. colloquially referring to the diagnosis now. like it’s a word outside of psychology too. it’s like if i was like “wow he’s such an asshole” and someone was like “oh, he’s been diagnosed with Asshole Personality Disorder?” or like “he’s stupid” “you mean he’s clinically Unintelligent?” like. girl no. clearly i am using this word in an non-professional manner. i am making an observation and using an adjective. not every adjective requires a doctor’s input and they cannot claim all the useful adjectives

#like. my dad did not have a personality disorder he thought the world should revolve around him #sorry but the word for that still IS narcissistic #in the normal adjective sense. #in the “in love with yourself” sense. in the “resembling narcissus” sense #but i would also get cancelled again if i shared my personal opinions on the field of psychology and psychiatry so 🙊

[alicentes]

I initially found it strange that we Lucy Gray doesn’t seem too affected by what happened in the games, she says through music that she’s not going to let the capitol take anything from her and she’s not going to let the games change her or break her. Lucy Gray is a survivor, Because of this you could say that she’s accepted that she did what she had to to survive and she tried to do the least harm as she possibly could. However I find it hard to believe she never got angry or upset about what they put her and the others through, that she never thought about her friend jessup and the other tributes that she got to know, who died horrible deaths.

But then I realised WHY we don’t get to see her feel anything about the games and it’s victims. It’s because we only see the story through Coryo’s POV and he lacks the capacity for empathy. It’s that inability to empathise with people that stops us from witnessing Lucy Gray’s trauma and grief. He doesn’t think about what she went through, he never asks her about how she feels about it or even about how she’s feeling in general. Lucy Gray never confides in him or brings up the games herself because (perhaps unconsciously) she knows he won’t understand or truly empathise and therefore, he wouldn’t be the person she’d choose talk to about how she’s feeling.

We don’t see her trauma because snow never cared about her trauma, he only focuses on how they fell in love during the games, not the horrors of it or what the girl he believes he loves had to go through, despite having a small taste himself of what it would have been like for Lucy during the games despite having a front row seat when he went into the arena and had to kill a person to get out alive, but he lacks the capacity to empathise. Despite his front row seat to Lucy Gray’s trauma as well as the injustices, and poor quality of life that she faces in district 12.

#lucy gray baird #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #tbosas #coriolanus snow #the hunger games #their relationship was doomed from the start because of his inability to feel empathy or understand their differences #he’d never be able to understand why she sees their world differently and respect her difference of opinions or their different in decisions #no matter if he tries to fight his narcissistic tendacies and his lack of empathy those traits still come through and influence #his relationship with lucy #theres a lot i can say about the power imbalance that shaped their relationship from the start and how he had ownership over her and how he #never stopped feeling ownership over her and how his natural lack of empathy shapes their relationship despite his apparent love for her #but that’s a whole other post #i might make a post analysing their relationship and my interperation of it bc their relationship is more complex than just a lovestory

[outlawssweetheart]

“I can fix them” this, “I like them, I wish they didn’t turn out to be a killer” that. 🙄

BORING! WEAK! You people are pussies! I love them exactly how they are! I wouldn’t change them AT ALL!

#Seeing this most with: #ethan landry #MY GOD! Did y'all really just want him to be a boring but adorable Softboi™ who gets brutally murked without deserving it?! #(PROOF that many people just like characters bc they wanna fuck them. 🙄 FAKE fans! 😒 #Ethan sweetie; I GOT YOUR BACK! Get behind me honey!!) #richie kirsch #amber freeman #erron black #mk skarlet #aemond targaryen #(I don't love Aemond at all but seeing this is still annoying. 🙄 He's a violent raging narcissist for God's sake!) #aegon ii targaryen #edward nygma #harley quinn #nubbins sawyer #DC really said ''We can fix her!'' about HQ and warped her into a completely different and inferior character. 🙃 #txt

[sugarsweetvirgo]

Daily reminder that Kaiba suffers from extreme lucid nightmares due to his penalty game

#no because imagine literally waking up from a nightmare about you dying over and over #and your first thought is “This chick better not tell anyone istg” #thats Kaiba. and his massive ego #After Battle City i don't think he'd get them as often though because he technically moved on from everything? (DSoD be damned) #But he still does occasionally. and when he does Eve is there to comfort #Even if its difficult to comfort a 60ft narcissistic ego fueled Kaiba #Eve does the little toy squeak sound when she's squeezed btw. Little freddy fazbear nose noise #fun fact i actually did this so i could see how far i could press Kaiba's expressions instead of the usual smile/frown #I also promised like 3 people angst and even tho i hate posting doodles i try to deliver #ssv #smallartist #traditional drawing #seto kaiba #oc #yugioh au #traditionalart #giant/tiny #yugiohoc #oc x canon #bondshipping #sugarsweetvirgo #gt fluff #gt community #light angst

[commonmexicanname]

Good Omens Thoughts

Your honor, in the matter of maybe Crowley's memory wasn't wiped, I'd like to submit the following into evidence:

"Angels are like bees. […] Once you're inside… Well, I mean…" Proceeds to walk by two higher ranking angels unnoticed.

Look at that smug. The smug of someone who was proven right. Crowley knew they weren't going to notice him because he "doesn't matter". He's just "another low ranking angel". How else would he have known that unless he himself acted the exact same way?

He got his proof that nothing has changed in Heaven in the past 6000+ years. And so, "I haven't always been a demon, and they never change their passwords."

In this head canon of mine, his memory didn't get wiped. He still knows how heaven works. He was just a high ranking angel full of himself who didn't bother knowing or remembering lower ranking angels. (Or just an angel who never took the time to know his fellow angels because he was too busy with his singular brain cell making the one thing he was created to do. Thus, making him seem like he was full of himself.) Just like Gabriel, Michael and Uriel. The only thing that made him different was his passion to create, his curiosity, and his love for the universe. His little engineer heart.

The fall humbled him. Literally brought him down from having his heads in the clouds.

It's why he didn't bother introducing himself to Az the first time they met, but does at the wall. Probably also why he felt safe slithering over to him at the wall. Az is an angel he remembered being kind to him and warning him about Heaven, "peek your head out of your clouds", before the fall.

The madness comes from watching this too many times:

#one day i will recover from this good omens brain rot #yes i still also believe in the memory wipe theory #angel crowley just feels like someone who just wanted to make something amazing #but prob looked like he was just as narcissistic as the other archangels #but actually he was just so in love with creating the universe he didn't notice the angels around him #he was waiting to create the universe since um... well always #he had one brain cell that was tasked to do one job #its not his fault hes stupid your honor #crowley #anthony j crowley #angel crowley #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens season 2 #good omens spoilers #good omens analysis #good omens theory #good omens tv #give me season 3 or give me death #Youtube #marias good omens thoughts

[wo-der-horizont-beginnt]

There's a point at which disliking Rebecca just falls into vastly tired women-hating tropes lacking any nuanced thought and part of this fandom's definitely made it there

#abuse mention #inspired by seeing the tv tropes page. and then people praising it #brief summary of parts of the tv tropes page would be *she was an awful bitch who deserved to die* #like can we have some perspective #some consideration for where info on her comes from. those characters vested interests. the fact that all of this is then filtered through #*i*. you think i is reliable here #ich and maxim are weird and fascinating and i love them as fictional characters #but i hate how horrible and downright stupid the rebecca hate has got #and i dont like her anyway #but phrases like 'utterly selfish narcissistic bitch' who's husband killed her in a 'righteous fury' #because divorce would have 'destroyed manderley' (bullshit) and she 'rather had it coming' because she was 'utterly rotten' #just say you dislike women and go jesus #thats not even all the quotes i hated on the page #its excused with well she was an abuser/maxim's a victim of abuse which is headcanon. #which i still dont rhink justifies the stuff being said but more importantly #its as easy to textually back up maxim being an abuser as it is rebecca #and he's the one with structural power and she's the one who's been murdered #he's also the one with all the power to shape the narrators views. because he's alive and rebecca's been murdered. #which will affect how the narrator reports events and conversations thoughout the story #my headcanon? sure but just as supported by the text as the other interpretation and i dont belitted and victim blame women to do it #and in no way do i think rebecca's perfect. I think the level of awful you think she is is based on personal interpretation #and that maybe in a public fandom space/website and not just your own blog not talking about women like might be nice

[mellodiies]

reminding everyone mello can't hear out of one ear and see out of one eye

#and he's still annoying as hell #. [ ○ ] 𝙾𝚄𝚃 . homosexual narcissistic tension. ━━ 𝙼𝙸𝚂𝙷𝙰.

[revrads]

“The catcher in the rye”

I miss Mindhunter :(

#mindhunter #netflix series #netflix original #holden ford #jonathan groff #mindhunter fanart #fanart #digital art #drawing #art #fake screenshot #((Holden my beloved pathetic little dude <3)) #((Traumatized sopping wet cat but still an asshole)) #((Also Catcher in the Rye reference cause Holden lmao)) #((Idk he's very Holden Caulfield coded)) #((Narcissistic? Troubled? Had a near panic attack due to being touched by an older man?)) #((I love him sm Fincher really had us in the first half when he cancelled Season 3 :/)) #((Fincher if you give us Mindhunter season 3 I would donate an organ

[abstract-crossverse]

I found myself realizing my Enjoyer Pattern was worse than I inicially thought

And dont forget "Has some sort of Politic Power or something related to Social Power in general" for like... Four of them

#ik sir pent is very much shitted on by the entire City but hey #he still has *something* going on there #madcom #my drawings #maskdraws #madness combat #maskrambles #director phobos #madcom phobos #mc phobos #madness phobos #sir pentious #hazbin hotel #sky children of the light #sky cotl #cackling cannoneer #gloating narcissist #off game #off mortis ghost #off dedan #deltarune #deltarune roulxs kaard #deltarune rouxls #roulxs kaard

[thatrandomblogsays]

Me watching the movie and reading Ballad of Songbirds & Snakes and discovering the young snow everyone is thirsting over is just… an asshole

#disrespectfully … what is wrong with you all? #he’s a manulipative self serving ass in the movies #and an even worse one in the books #this man is a narcissist #he wouldn’t know empathy if it slapped him in the face #Sejanus tries to feed tributes and Snow’s first reaction is it’s a strategic ploy #and he cannot comprehend that Sejanus is just a good person trying to help people out of sympathy #fucking Stan Sejanus #Chuck Snow into a wood chipper #how is Snow getting thirst traps but you all are still salty about Prim dying #you all remmeber what Snow does right? #what he will do? #I’m screaming #thg series #THG #president snow #coryo snow #the ballad of songbirds and snakes #bosas #suzanne collins #mine

[ryryryryryryryryry]

So,

my partner and I don’t live together yet. I live in a 400 sq ft cottage with no space because I have a toddler and a cat and a dog, and I’ve only let him sleep over once so far because our schedules are wonky (he works 4 pm - 2 am and I’m up at 6 am and go to sleep at 9 pm, so it just doesn’t work). We’ve been looking at houses, we’ve probably gone to 17 open houses/showings at this point and we showed up today to an open house that had 12+ cars outside and I’m just starting to feel so downtrodden by the whole situation. I sold my old house and I’m thankful I did, but now I’m going to have a shitty interest rate and probably a shit ton of work to do on a new house, I’m just feeling very overwhelmed.

#it’s also coming up on a year of being divorced #on April 5th #so I’m feeling weird #I was ecstatic to be divorced #I’m still so happy to be away from him #he’s dangerous #he’s emotionally immature with narcissistic tendencies #so it’s so much better that I got me and babe out of there #but it still feels like I’m the failure for being the one to end the marriage #he had been cheating on me for god knows how long and god knows why because we were in a literal open relationship #he’s driving me crazy lately #trying to keep from venting about him but he asked to have babe for more time during the week #he was granted two days with 4-6 hrs a day #which for anyone who’s dealt with custody #a judge doesn’t just agree to that lightly #so it’s clearly indicative of his lack of ability to parent #and he thinks he should have her overnights… #she’s almost 18 months old and he didn’t even meet her until she was 3 months #and she’s never spent a night away from me unless it was with my parents #I’m just rambling now because he’s such a turd l #lol*

[eldragon-x]

Gravity Falls fans don't be ableist when talking about Bill challenge

#''psychopath'' ''narcissist'' PLEASE just say what you mean. #not to say you cant ever hc him with personality disorders or whatever and I've at least seen one person be normal about it #but I still see ppl toss around words as a shorthand to say hes evil to this day