#hange stables

[saturnvs]

polaris; guiding light for lost horses

#this was done in krita!!! my first time ever using it and i'm digging the brushes :D #horses #art #horse art #horse #illustration #krita #artists on tumblr #my art #oc #oc: polaris #i love her wahhh #still deciding whether or not she has a human #does she just hang out in the dark waiting to help? or does she have a warm stable to come home to? #the harness is human made so someone has to be looking after her #might need to be silly and draw a reference sheet thing for her as well

[kimbapisnotsushi]

haikyuu is NOT realistic!!!! and it's not because of the underdog plotline or the insane athletic skill or funky character designs but because in the timeskip everyone gets a job that they are perfectly content with and more or less suits them to a tee and don't seem concerned for their futures whatsoever all before the age of thirty

#okay except maybe makki. but he's chilling so whatever #it is literally the thing i am most jealous about in hq #do i wanna be hinata with muscles that could smash watermelons in half and traveling the world to play volleyball?? #no i wanna be a side character with a stable job and financial stability who has time to hang out with their friends!!!! #GOD i wish that were me #also hey guys sorry for awol!! #it was a little bit shit both inside and outside my life #and posting might be the only bit of nonhopelessness that i've got so!! going to slowly make my way back into it #haikyuu!! #haikyuu #sou says stuff

[panncakes]

aylin being invested in ongsun both because she wants her cousin to be happy but also to take notes for going after luna was a tiny but Huge part of the episode for me

#23.5 degrees #23.5 the series #she was so brave too admitting she wanted to hang out with the blue team (luna) #both her and ongsa finding a stable friend group is so important to me

[devilsskettle]

there’s also just Something About female characters who are jealous of the men around them for getting to behave in certain ways that they just can’t. like you can just act like that? you don’t have to maintain a carefully curated and constructed image of yourself to present to the world so people don’t treat you like shit? i’m not gonna universalize but i do believe most women feel this way at least at some point in their lives, i feel it all of the time and it drives me fucking insane

#that’s the thing with kie from outer banks for me like. she just wants to be allowed to act like the guys and just like. fuck around i guess #like just to hang out and to do whatever she wants and like to be herself and still be accepted #like she is tone deaf when it comes to like. complaining about her supportive family and better-than-stable financial situation lol #but she feels so trapped! and so alienated! and she can’t escape this role she keeps getting trapped in! #as a Daughter! or a Love Interest! #and like a big part of that is actually kind of just Bad Writing lol but i will take what i want from this story lol #i am going through the scraps i am scavenging it for working parts i am creating meaning where the writers forgot to etc #anyway aaaaaaaaa

[squeakadeeks]

moodboard for this past week ❤️

#they should invent a grad school thats not fucking insane #i'm hanging in there but im the most unwell i've been in AWhile #this week was just horrible #there was already the freezer food incident but it also started off with a very severe pain episode thats putting me in constant woe #even mundane motion has been agonizing which is McAwesome bc we had a lab inspection which involved moving hundreds of pounds of equipment #during which we found a blackwidow and rats which we had to deal with and was a whole thing psychologically on top of the physical toll #the new class fiasco is still popping off and i had to respond to at this point over 400 emails in the fleeting moments outside of lab #AND A STUDENT TRIED TO FINANCIALLY BRIBE THEIR WAY INTO THE CLASS ? ?? ?? ????? #then the instructor wanted to use me as a guinea pig and i had to test new circuit boards but I wasnt given any time to do so properly #i had to test them plus get them operational and deal with my incoming students all in a frantic 10 minute window #im in charge of running our meetings too but the instructor was interrupting and having side conversations that made it really hard- #to train the other people on the new equipment in a smooth manner #which meant that a bunch of people had to keep me after to ask questions which made me late for my drs appointment #where i found out i cant get the new covid vaccine bc my heart and blood levels arnt stable enough #and joanns lost an expensive+critical fabric order of mine+i had to give a big presentation this week on my research that was stressful #and my inbox is still blowing up from being needed all over the place between teaching lab and classes and yall i am. so so tired. #im in so much pain and so stressed out #debating the ethics of turning into a pile of lint to escape my responsibilities and mortal frame

[eiders]

my absolute favorite photos I captured during study abroad

#keeping my camera stable was Rough I was on a hanging bridge... #animalia #reptilia #squamata #iguana #green iguana #animals #reptiles #wildlife #wildlife photography #alpenposts #my photography

[mymitochondriaforpresident]

Honestly it was less so about actually leaving the monarchy than the choice for Wille to leave the monarchy, that makes it all the more powerful.

#he chose himself #he can advocate for the mental health for young people (as simon suggested and obviously supports which AHHH MY HEART) #and in turn help himself #like he chose simon already in s2 finale #that was done already imo #he chose his own stability (which good!!! he should!!!) and in turn that will make wilmon stronger 🥹 #like simon deserves a stable partner!!! and wille realized that #he wants a partner that will choose to take care of himself!! #and i love love loveeee that simon wanted wille to leave that place because of HIMSELF like he’s the bestest boy #and wille knows this #like i’m not sure how long a*gust will truly be able to hang in there tbh….he did NOT look happy (good). #who knows what will happen (open ended!) #but it matters now because wille really needs to work on himself like i love him very much but that is not a stable boy and it hurts me #on a personal anxiety-likened level 🧠 #but there is hope. #but one day…one day. ❤️‍🩹 #prince wilhelm #wilmon #young royals #wille my beloved 💜

[morrigan-sims]

The Stables

Decided I needed to build my own stables for RTQ, because I can't help myself. The exterior is absolutely hideous, but at least the interior is at least semi-decent...

#ts4 #the sims 4 #ts4 build #sims 4 build #*rtq extras #ts4 interior #sims 4 interior #this is where Alena Phillip and the rest of the horses are hanging out when they're not in the story... #might end up scrapping this and just renovating the existing stables because they actually have a nice exterior #but that would be stupid of me lmao #don't mind the fact that I used 3 different wallpapers lmao. #the exterior one didn't look right on the inside and the inside one didn't look right in the courtyard. #SO MUCH WOOD #and most of it doesn't match #it's fine. #I decorate in unmatching monotones most of the time anyways #now the real question is: which will get finished first? the stables or the gardens? #my bet's on neither ever getting finished lmao #but the gardens is just so fucking huge and I've used every single flower I have at least 2 dozen times. #So I really need more pretty flowers to use. #or I just need to learn how to actually landscape #since right now the gardens look more like an overgrown field of wildflowers than a manicured palace garden #wow. this is more talking in the tags than I usually do. Sorry about that. #I'm home for the weekend cause I have a concert on Sunday. #if you read this far I love you and I"m giving you a big hug! (If you want one.)

[alcoveofconcealment]

It was suppose to be a reunion party for the 1991 Gryffindor team, now it's just the "I played Quidditch with Harry" party.

They're lucky that these guys don't mind party crashing in the distant year of 2004

#after the names I got some thought tags I wrote as well but ya know how the search engine can be #This is obviously postcanon by 7 years so the tag names are organized from top left to bot right because it might hard to tell who's who #Ron Weasley #Katie Bell #Alicia Spinnet #Lee Jordan #George Weasley #Angelina Johnson #Oliver Wood #Ginny Weasley #Harry James Potter #Dean Thomas #Seamus Finnigan #If you're wondering the thing in George's hair is suppose to be a hearing aid that without his ear has to be braided in #to you know keep it stable and all since it cant just hang on to his lack of ear to keep it in the canal #but the ink got a little wacky so now now Angelina is braiding hair that has the weirdest accessory #All while Lee pokes George with his own cane and Ron watches #harry potter #post canon #CharacterClaws #SugerQuillAndInk #Disabled George Weasley

[worldlydesiretemple]

played the new stargazing quest and so, what you're telling me is, mario and the mc are autism buddies

#bailey's babbles. #sso #star stable online #the quest was very sweet though i like how chill and friendly mc and mario are LMAO #“hey i got this awesome new telescope wanna hang out until nighttime?” “yea sure” [talk for literally hours] #i think the part where mario talks about how he usually doesnt have anybody to talk to about his excitement #nor how anyone appreciates astronomy as much as he does and thats alright is like. Sniffle. #I understand you bro... i understand more than you could ever know....

[caitlynmeow]

this is the sane sister 😭😭

#bela dimitrescu #house dimitrescu #resident evil village #resident evil 8 #re8 #im sorry this discription of bela always throws me off bc she actually looks insane but she’s supposed to be the okay one #h o w #???? #like okay dani is unhinged and it shows #Cassandra looks very sane and super composed???? even though she’s supposed to be crazy #but I think Cassie is just sadistic and violent for no reason #bela tho??? the way she licks her bloody lips in the One Scene ™️ #she looks fucking psychotic #in no way would i call that anything remoletly close to sane or even stable #she was calm and even bored chasing Ethan in the cellar #but when he broke the window? she just flipped and literally l o s t it #i love that for her really #I think it’s because she’s always trying to impress her mother that she appears calm and collected but deep down she’s literally hanging by #a thread #one minor inconvenience and she snaps #and she’s kinda fed up with her sisters not taking things as seriously as she does #but she also can’t do much about it because she can’t go too far with her siblings #she adores them but she thinks they’re not as competent as she is esp daniela #she’s like this borderline perfectionist who can’t handle things getting out of control #the line where she calls cass messy says that much because she was not impressed by what her sister has done #i think she’s just quick to snap and we’ve seen plenty of that in the game #but like— she doesn’t show this side when her mother is around #always the proper eldest daughter when her mother is present #she loses her shit when mother is not around

[trans-cuchulainn]

reading queer historicals does something to me because the characters are never totally safe but they find ways to be happy anyway. they find people they're safe around. they find ways of living in the world without attracting attention. ways to be happy that will let them exist even amidst a hostile society

and it's... i guess it's encouraging, sort of, when the world feels so hostile. to remember both that there has been progress, and also that we can find ways to be happy even when the world seems determined to make that as hard as possible. that it's possible to endure, and keep existing, and find joy, even when you can never be entirely safe

but

but i want to be safe. i don't want to have to fight to find my own joy. i don't want to have to build a future before i can live in it. i just want to feel safe

#i am also suffering a surfeit of singleness at the moment which is. weird for me #look i am on the ace and aro spectrums but the trouble is that doesn't stop me wanting #it just means i don't want ANYONE and do you know how bloody inconvenient that is? #to want in the abstract but to not know a single person you'd ever want it with? #SO. INCONVENIENT. #it doesn't help that i also just... don't know people my own age #i really want to meet people and i have no idea how #27 is a weird age. everyone i meet is either 18 or 40 #where do the 27yos without a stable career or a relationship hang out #bc my old friends from school are getting married and having babies #and my uni friends are doing phds #and i'm just here #anyway. maybe if i actually met people IRL i might one day theoretically experience An Attraction #because i sure am not going to do it if i never !! meet !! anyone !! #personal

[thirstforhelmets]

Wife: Vergil.

Vergil: *Glances over*

Wife: Can I...

Wife: Um...

Wife: Nevermind.

Vergil: *looks away* Alright.

Wife: *immediately offer out her hands in embarrassment*

Vergil: *Glances down* *Smiles gently for a moment*

Vergil: *Takes her hand*

Vergil: You make me worry sometimes.

Wife: *grumbles in embarrassment*

Vergil: I keep thinking that maybe, just maybe, I brought home a succubus-

Wife: *Shoves her shoulder firmly against his own*

Vergil: *Actually smiles* *pretends to be -slightly- staggered off his feet*

Vergil: I wouldn’t trade you for the world.

Wife: *Silent but face is as read as a tomato* *Mutters ‘ass’ under her breath*

#Chaotic Love AU #dmc vergil #vergil x reader #vergil/reader #i swear #Vergil might be the stable one in this relationship after a year or two #knows he has to step out of his comfort zone a bit but the rewards he reaps are usually worth the effort #wife/girlfriend/q/reader is the avoidant kind but is cool with casual sex and casual hanging out #Vergil misreading everything about the relationship as he unintentionally gets more invested #they could be living together but if vergil doesn't make his intentions clear his partner is gonna assume its just casual #kind of why they take forever to become 'official' and then almost immediately marry after that #vergil being like 'i want you a bit more than just dating' #and #yeah #they sign the papers the next day or something #lol

[horseslur]

Update on playing SSO day 1: There are Three (3) things I hate about this game.

The stupid fucking clown (Xin)

His even stupider fucking course

The walking mechanics when you're not on a horse

#i shouldve left him hanging from those circus ropes #star stable #star stable online #ssoblr #sso #calamity be upon ye #calamity will be upon ye in three to five weekdays

[hannibal-confessions-nbc]

I hate when people say Hannibal "ruined" Will's perfect life with Molly shuuut up Will made his own choices. Will conveniently walked his dogs when Jack was there and left Molly alone with him knowing he would show her crime scene photos and she'd try to make Will go. He said he knew what he was doing going back after Molly got hurt. Hannibal told him not to come back even and Will ingored it! We need to acknowledge Will is a manipulative person and makes his own choices

.

#anon i am so sorry i took ages to post this. its been over a month i hope youre hanging in there #hannibal confessions #nbc hannibal #hannibal #im so sorry for ranting here! couldnt help myself. #about hannibal telling will not to go back... he did say that BUT because he knew will wouldnt #listen to him. will has problems with authority god damn it. course he wouldnt listen. i think im more upset with molly in this scenario #because she pushed will to do something he expressed uneasiness for. she pressured him. he guilt tripped him into going. #ik will makes his own choices but as someone who has been guilt tripped frequently by someone im supposed to trust. its not easy to ignore. #doesnt matter if its intentional or not. #guilt tripping is not easy to ignore at all. so yeah im mad at molly for that. BUT THEN. im mad at jack for guilt tripping molly into guilt #but then im not mad because jack was just doing his job. he wanted a way to catch the ripper and he was relentlessly out for his ass #and would stop at almost nothing to get there. including putting his agent-made-ex agent-made-agent again's life and wellbeing on the line #yeah. will is a grown man. he makes his own choices. hes manipulative. hes a good manipulator. #no matter how manipulative you are you can still be manipulated. and easily. will has an unstable sense of self and im 99.9999999 percent #sure he struggles with a dissociative disorder outside of the encephalitis. among plenty of other things. his sense of self is not stable. #that makes him malleable. he can close himself off all he wants to avoid being susceptible to manipulation but he's still malleable. #chiyoh said it. she's not as malleable as he is. #will graham #hannibal lecter #molly graham #jack crawford

[ruinikaido]

i wish i was as social i make myself out to be irl, more social than the average awkward inept tumblr user is still not social enough

#anddddd i want people to like me a lot more #and i want to take care of my appearance more and not go in the same four bland legging-sweater outfits to school #wouldnt hurt to have a stable friendgroup and not be thrown around by the same couple of people 60% of whom i do not care about like that #would be nice if i was allowed to hang out in my old friend group and have them actually care when they never did also #i talk to everyone in my grade but because i do no one caresssssssssssss #well im going to uni next year i can fix all of this ^_^ #i dont like feeling people lose interest in me and feeling myself lose interest too im boredddddddddddddddddddd #(massively insecure) #extremely rude to say this but the majority of people i am currently in contact with irl to some degree annoy me if youre on here not you #btw i love you and i just mald over like #seeing other people i want to be friends with but cant get out to #i should be and im made to be more popular so whats holding me back #ughhhhh i feel empty ever since something!