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whoopsyeahokay · 28 days

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October Sun

summary: Xavier had been acting cagey for weeks, a fact you hadn't had the heart to address since Maddie's disappearance. but with his dubious return to school and how he loitered in the periphery of Nicole and Simon's orbit, you thought it was about time to get answers. too bad one pale, cow-eyed jock had other plans.

pairing: Wally Clark x fem!reader

warnings: eventual smutty smut smut. and mad spoilers. and obvious Canon divergence.

✨ alright, beauties, this part ended up with a wordcount almost 3x longer the others, so tumblr forced me to split 'er up. 😅 PART FIVE and PART SIX will be posted in tandem with this one, so y'all don't have to wait to read both 😊

bon reading, frens

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OCTOBER SUN pt.4

Xavier knew that whatever oddness you displayed, it was done with intention.

Sticking wads of gum in your hair at recess? Hana's brother had shaved a strip off the top of Hana's head in 5th grade and you needed to give your mom a reason. Giving Xavier's dad a casserole in a pan he'd have to return? He and Xavier hadn't had a homecooked meal since Xavier's mom went to visit her sister in 8th grade. Now every other Wednesday was circled on the calendar in Xavier's kitchen, Family Dinner scrawled in red sharpie.

So, whatever had possessed you into your uncharacteristic choice of outfit, Xavier knew there was a reason.

"Don't." You warned as soon as you opened the door.

Xavier smirked, eyeing you as you climbed into the passenger side of his truck. Of your friends, Mathilda was the one who layered herself in dark colors; a walking shadow with sass and a violent streak. You, on the other hand, tended toward a more eclectic wardrobe and never reached for black on black, especially since...

Well. Since.

Xavier recognized your leather jacket, the lapels boasting a collection of button pins and silver studs, and band patches stitched into the sleeves. An accessorized exhibition of your taste in music and social commentary.

The jacket made sense.

What didn't was what was undoubtedly your uncle's Black Sabbath hoodie paired with black skinny jeans tucked into pointed-toe, matte black booties, the small heels on which had click-clacked down the walkway from your front door to the truck.

"Your mom's?" Xavier guessed, referring to the jeans and booties.

"Shush."

"No, no, no," Xavier said mildly, pulling into the road, "I happen to think you make it work. It's giving—" He swept the air in front of him dramatically with one hand, setting the scene, "—Crime in the Dead of Night."

You shoved your backpack into the footwell and buckled your seatbelt before leveling him with a glare. Well, maybe. He couldn't really tell through the enormous sunglasses you'd chosen to complement your peculiar ensemble, but your lips were pursed in that way they got when you were grumpy about something.

"Shut up, Zav."

"No really," Xavier insisted, "Incognito Chic. Doesn't look like you're hiding something at all."

You smacked him on the shoulder, unable to suppress a lighthearted chuckle. "No questions asked." You said, invoking a years-old promise you'd made in the aftermath of what had happened to you that third week of 7th grade.

It was an appeal for support without having to reveal things that didn't make sense yet. Perhaps never would. Just unconditional thereness from someone you trusted to have your back.

A knot curled in Xavier's gut. His grip tightened on the steering wheel for a short second before he managed to tamp the haunting feelings back to the darkest corner of his brain.

He'd taken advantage of that pact in recent weeks. Had asked you a few times to cover for him if Maddie asked after him; even had you send texts about band practice on random days when the schedule hadn't changed since last fall. Every Saturday in Lucas and Hana's garage.

The whole thing with Claire made him feel rotted from the inside out. He could only vaguely remember how it'd started. A dumb decision made at 3am on a Tuesday, swaying from too many hits of his vape and two shots of his dad's whiskey.

And you never questioned him. Not once. Just honored your end of the deal because you believed Xavier was your friend and wouldn't make you aid and abet his sleaze.

Fuck.

A few blocks from school, you reached across the bench seat and placed a hand on Xavier's forearm, tone warm, "You sure about this?" You asked, "Cause we could go to the mall. Or drive up to the lake." Meaning his dad's cabin. "Or into the city."

Xavier gave you a weak smile, "Sounds like you're looking for an excuse to skip." He couldn't blame you. Still, "I need to do this, kiddo. Not just because I don't want the fucking trolls to win, but because there is someone in there who knows what's going on."

"So...what? You're going to track down leads and find Maddie yourself?" You raised an eyebrow. Again, Xavier couldn't quite see it with how much of your face the sunglasses masked, but your forehead shifted in a way to suggest it.

"Hey, I'm open to ideas if you have any you'd like to share."

You sighed heavily, shook your head. "Nah, B, I got nothing. But if you need help, just let me know." You smiled, patted his shoulder, then bent forward to grab your backpack.

Pulling into an empty spot in the parking lot, Xavier wrestled with asking you for another favor. After all the deceit, he should take responsibility for his own shit, but he didn't have the mental fortitude to deal with Mathilda's—albeit well-meaning—stance against his choice to return to school.

She'd made a fuss in the group chat the night before, words all capitalized and stressed in bold, and Xavier wasn't looking forward to listening to the barrage he was sure she'd prepared for him. Hana, Lucas and Eli, Xavier could manage, even if they shared Mathilda's point of view. But Mathilda? Was a force of nature.

You'd just slid out of the truck, were about to shut the door, when Xavier swallowed and forced himself to ask, "Do you think you could run interference?"

You studied him for a moment, likely wondering if it was worth it to take the bullet on Xavier's behalf, and then, "Sure thing, I got you."

Xavier was profoundly grateful to count you as a friend—hell, after all you'd been through together—a sister.

He put every ounce of sincerity behind his words, "Thank you," and offered you a proper smile, all teeth and crinkled eyes. You responded with a smile of your own, bright and buoyant and a boon to the anxiety rending his confidence.

"I'll see you in there." You chirped, stepping back and giving a mock salute, "Good luck!"

Xavier sat in his truck until you disappeared into the school, waited for the door to shut behind you before he leaned over and opened the glovebox. His vape sat on top of a mess of empty takeout wrappers and vintage CDs—the latter a testament to how old his truck was.

He hovered, stock still, chewed the inside of his cheek as his lungs and brain yearned for a taste of sweet-cotton-numbness.

"You know, you don't have to lie to me." Maddie's disappointment was palpable, pressing under Xavier's skin like cold fingers.

"Okay, fine, I'm a total burnout who is skipping class to get high in his car. Congratulations, you got me." He nonchalantly responded.

Maddie smiled, cute, dimpled, and said, "For the record, you're the worst liar in the world."

Xavier's heart broke.

Abruptly, he smacked the glovebox closed and opened his door, hauling himself out of his truck in a blur of movement. He needed to get his ass in gear before he changed his mind and fucked up again.

Today, he was going to make damn sure he did better.

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PART THREE - PART FIVE

note: if you'd prefer to read all three parts together, as it was intended, you're welcome to check it out on AO3!

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strawberry-cowmilk · 2 years

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It happened a while ago, but me and a friend saw the cutest things at some random store. That's the inspiration behind this post.

mc gifts the brothers an alpaca plushie

-> brothers x mc

mc's gender is not mentioned, not proof read

content warnings: mild self-deprecation and a fish judging you

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Lucifer

he was very confused why you would give him a cute stuffed animal randomly on a tuesday afternoon

he's the embodiment of pride itself, he doesn't need a toy, regardless of that thought, he still thanked you for the gift

and turns out, the plushie does calm mr avatar of pride down after signing mountains of paperwork, it reminds him of you

Mammon

'...ya really think the great mammon needs this? uh, wait, no don't walk away! thanks, I mean-' mammon said, while his face felt warm and he kept avoiding your eyes

his awkward monologue went on for a good 15 minutes before he left with the alpaca plushie under his arm

mammon will also be prepared to fight anyone who comes a little too close to the plushie

Leviathan

congratulations! you broke leviathan

he actually nearly cries while thanking you, telling you how he isn't worthy of such kindness

you try to help him calm down a bit while henry 2.0 is judging both you and his owner

when levi is alone, he creates little cosplay costumes of hana ruri and tsl characters for the little alpaca plushie

Satan

'oh? a gift from you? thanks, mc'

satan might not get why you would gift him something so seemingly unlike him, but he likes the thought you put into it

the plushie actually motivates him to tidy a corner of his room up a bit, so it has a nice place to stay instead of being buried in a ton of books

Asmodeus

asmo loses it because of how cute the alpaca is, he clings to you while thanking you and declaring his undying love for you

the plushie becomes an important decoration item, if you were to watch one of his livestreams, you'd always be able to see it somewhere in the background

sometimes, when asmo is sad or frustrated, he'll take a look at the stuffed animal to calm down

Beelzebub

beel loves the fact you got him a little gift, he will actually give you something in return

and now, he carries the plushie with him wherever he can

that also means he takes it to his games, for good luck and support, he even places it on a separate chair

he will be very upset if something were to happen to it

Belphegor

he acts like he doesn't care for it at first, but thanks you either way

little do you know belphie sleeps with the plushie every night, one time beel even texted you a picture of the sight

he always holds it close to himself during sleep because one time it fell on the floor, and when belphie looked at it, and the plushie's eyes stared right at him, he felt horrible

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goldtheostrich · 4 months

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Current Fandoms and Stuff I like! (will update often)

(Most favorite ones are Sailor Moon and Ojamajo Doremi, but the rest are a fight for second place! >:3)

Ed Edd N Eddy

South Park

Leo (2023) most recent fandom go watch it pls

Regular show

Catscratch

Sailor Moon

Ojamajo Doremi

Precure

The Amazing World of Gumball

MHA

Cute High Earth Defense Club

Bluey

Marvel stuff (hehe)

Dragon Ball

Demon Slayer

Spooky Month

One Piece

Naruto

PPGZ and PPG

Canimals

Jewelpet

Pripara

Cardcaptor Sakura

Tokyo Mew Mew

Housebroken

Princess Tutu

All of Aphmau’s series! :>

Percy Jackson

Warrior Cats

Aristocats

Oliver and Company

Proud Family

Peanuts

Adventure Time

Lucky Star

Talking Tom and Friends

FHFIF

The Owl House

Gravity Falls

Whatever Happened to Robot Jones

Steven Universe

101 Dalmatians the Series

1O1 Dalmatian Street

Animal Jam (Play Wild and OG)

Roblox

Genshin Impact

Canimals

The Amazing Digital Circus

Bitlife

Sims 4

Dungeons & Dragons

The Simpsons

12. oz Mouse

(still fairly new to some of these, so yeahhhh)

Now time to explain the rules in this blog and some stuff about me!

-fav animal is seals bc they so silly, also one my most fav youtubers, leamon puppy has her main as a seal, think that’s where I first started loving seals so much but idk XDDD

-I absolutely love vintage vids, just something so interesting about them to me! I love animes from the 90s-2010s most, but my most FAVORITE anime genre is magical girls!

-My first magical series was probably Glitter Force (SMILE PRECURE DUB YALL), but then Sailor Moon caught my eye and it is one mmy favs to this day! I finished Tokyo Mew Mew first though!

-Fav character is Pop Harukaze! She doesn’t get much of a role in Ojamajo Doremi as a Ojamajo, but something about her personality or something.. I am just living for it!

-Some other favs.. and yes I have a long list bc my autistic brain can’t choose favorites when they are so unique.. are Tsubomi/Cure Blossom, Aoi/Cure Gelato, Aiko (Ojamajo Doremi), Onpu (Ojamajo Doremi), Chibi Chibi/Sailor Chibi Chibi, Saki/Cure Bloom, Minako/Sailor Venus, Erika/Cure Marine, Nagisa/Cure Black, Bu-Ling/Mew Pudding, Yayoi/Cure Peace, Love/Cure Peach, Hana-chan (Ojamajo Doremi), Pollun/Porun (Precure), Jewlulu (Pripara), Tweek (you know what), Oz (Canimals), Muffin (Bluey), Zane (Mystreet/Aphmau), Garroth (Mystreet/Aphmau), Kim (Mystreet/Aphmau), Ian (Mystreet/Aphmau) and Noi (MID/Aphmau)!

-Fav color is lavender and pastel yellow

-Im scatterbrained at times, but can try remembering anything you say! Im clumsy and shy! <3

-“Do you have games on your phone” YES BUT LEAVE THEM IF ITS MY PHONE OR IPAD XDDD, especially my dear Animal Jam >:3

-I don’t really prefer to talk on email or text.. just tell me something on here or a social media platform like Youtube or Deviantart! I still use Gold the Ostrich as the user!

-Fav thing to say is “HOR HOR HOR HOR HOR” all i freaking know about fnaf is the movie with unnecessary add on lore 💀

-I don’t mind cussing, it’s just not a full on “lifestyle” for me

Now some rules! <3

-Everyone is allowed on my blog, it is mostly a tickle/random blog, but it’s quite decent so far!

-If you dislike this blog, please don’t say unnecessary stuff in your blogs, posts in any other media, etc if so. Just try ignoring this blog if possible.

-I can do commissions, especially of the following fandoms, but pls don’t get too upset if I don’t know a certain fandom, sometimes I forget to add a fandom to here.

-Might update this later, but this is good for now! Also this might stay as my only blog due to having no other ideas for blogs at the moment

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karinasbaby · 2 months

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your reblog !! haven’t used tumblr in a hot minute and realized i couldn’t respond right back as a direct comment 😕 but i’m sending a message in ur inbox because don’t we all love getting those?

i’ve made a mental note to go through your list of works (including the one you just posted!) because i loooove your writing style and the ideas you bring to the table. i also enjoy giving feedback in the form of long post comments because it feels right to be vocal about how much i love certain things. i also think jay should personally ask me for my number so we can get the ball rolling 🤩

anyway i adore you equally and hope you’ve been having a very good week <3

MY SWEETEST JOSEPHINE HIIII :D !! <3 you’re always welcome in my inbox baby !! you’re so right we all do love getting those😭🫶🏼

pls you’re actually making me giggle and laugh like a crazy girl rn like wdym you’re gonna read all of them (im so nERVOUSSS) i will for sure be looking forward to ur reactions :0 !! and i really really hope that u enjoy them !! thank u so so much for ur sweet and kind words baby they mean so much to me :( thank u for enjoying my writing and all the random and questionable ideas that i have i appreciate this so so much my love !! and me & u are on the same boat when it comes to giving feedback in the form of long comments ! personally i have a passion to yap continuously with no intentions of stopping especially when it comes to my friends’ works (as u can tell by the way i can’t stfu about hana rn🙏🏼) and i love love love reading feedback in the form of long comments they never fail to make me feel so warm bcs they’re always so sweet 😭 and i’ll be texting jay as soon as possible to ask for ur number baby i’ve got you 💪🏼 i genuinely can’t wait to start yapping about ur works now ESPECIALLY the hee fic i saw u post that’s gonna be a whole feast 🙏🏼 and pls do add me in ur sunghoon smau that i will be catching up on the moment i’m free bcs i’ve been wanting to read it for ages now !!!

again, thank you so much for taking time of ur day to send me this sweet ask that i’ll cherish :( sending u so so much love baby and i hope u have an incredible day ! week ! month ! & year !! love u so so much baby sending u so many hugs & kisses :] !! ♡♡

#asks & responses <3 #genuinely in love with u but shhh #ᓭི༏ᓯྀ‧₊˚ — ♡ 𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒.#— seph ! ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚

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mi-rae07 · 1 year

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Kim Hong-Joong : Moonlight

Pairing : Kim hongjoong (Ateez) and named character (Lee Hana)

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A/n note : this is my first post and i thought I should dedicate it to my bias. Since I wish to make things a bit different, i will do only random oneshots on this acc, only fluff and angst. There will be no warnings given before any posts so please be aware of that.

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Lee hana opened the door to hers' and hongjoong's penthouse, sighing deeply as she noticed that the lights were off. This was the 11th time in a row she had come this late to nothing but emptiness. Hongjoong was probably asleep, she thought.

Hana was about to turn on the lights when it turned on by itself, the living room lighting up. Hana's eyes fell on her boyfriend who was leaning against the glass wall that overlooked Seoul beneath them, his hands still on the switchboard next to him.

Hana : hongjoong. You aren't asleep.

Hongjoong : no, I wanted to have a talk with you.

Hana put her bag on the couch and said

Hana : at this time of the night?

Hongjoong : it's the only time of the day I get to see you, hana.

Hana sighed and nodded, motioning hongjoong to continue.

Hongjoong : I don't want to sound immature about this, I really don't. I know you have work, I know I'm supposed to understand and I did, for the past month, I did. But not anymore.

Hana : hongjoong-ah, I just have so much to do.

Hongjoong : so do I hana! I am an idol for lord's sake and I still make so much time for you.

Hana : I have an entire company to handle, joong. It isn't easy-

Hongjoong : so you just drop me? You decide that it's okay for me to be completely alone in this house that we bought for us? For our future?

Hana : I don't wish for this to happen-

Hongjoong : do I even exist in your life anymore, lee hana?

Hana paused, looking at hongjoong. Hongjoong chuckled and stood straight, walking closer towards hana.

Hongjoong : it's not like I existed much before either, I've always been the one to beg for your love while you got it without trying from me.

Hana : kim hongjoong.

Hongjoong : is it not true? I talked to you first, I asked for your number first, I texted you first, I asked you out on a date first, I bought you gifts first, I proposed to you first, I introduced you to my parents first, I kissed you first, I did everything first hana!

Hana looked down as she realized it was all true. She was always the one who kept quiet and remained cold despite being in a relationship with hongjoong for 5 years now.

Hongjoong : you never initiated anything first, hana. Hell, you don't even reciprocate whatever I give you. May it be kisses, or hugs, or even talking! You just continue making me feel like a pathetic animal whimpering and begging for some sort of love and care.

Hana just continued looking on the floor, letting hongjoong talk everything out. She knew she was in the wrong, she had always known that. She expected this to come someday, just not today, just not on her birthday. She didn't blame him for forgetting, she never would. She had done a million things to him like this, she didn't deserve to put blame on hongjoong for this one thing.

Hongjoong : hana, I'm tired.

This was it, this was the end. Hana looked up at hongjoong as he shook his head and said

Hongjoong : I know you love me, I know you do things for me but even then…I feel like I don't matter to you. I feel like if I die, or if something happens to me, you'd find it so easy to move on. You've never once told me you loved me, you haven't even touched me willingly without me begging you to even just hold hands. You never talk to me about anything, you make me feel like…you make me feel unwanted and worthless hana.

Hana felt like someone tore her apart, she felt the world crumble on her at that last sentence, was she really that bad?

Hana : so you wanna break up with me, you want me to leave, is that it?

Hongjoong : hana-

Hana : I will leave. If I make you feel unwanted and worthless then you should be throwing me out because you're anything but that.

Hongjoong looked at hana as she said

Hana : you deserve the entire world, hongjoong. And I'm sorry I wasn't able to give that to you.

Hana chuckled and looked down before whispering in a low voice

Hana : I should've known no one could love someone like me.

Hana turned and left, leaving hongjoong in tears.

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Hana slid down the corner wall in the master bedroom, looking at city below the sky that she could see through the glass wall in the room. She remembered the time hongjoong laid on her chest in the bed, looking at the stars and whispering sweet nothings while rubbing his finger on her palm that day she had accidentally burned herself. Hana hadn't cared about the immense pain she was in after looking at the stars reflecting on hongjoong's eyes, making him look like the moon itself.

The moonlight was always their thing, it was the one thing that made both of them look ethereal.

Hana felt tears threatening to fall she continued gazing at the stars above her. She was sure her mom and dad were one of the stars above her, she was sure they could hear her as she whispered, her voice breaking as tears rolled down her cheeks

Hana : I love him so much eomma, what do I do.

Hana sniffed and wiped her tears as she wrapped her arms around her knees, bringing it close to her chest and resting her head on it.

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Hongjoong let out a shaky breath, plopping on one of the couches after he heard the bedroom door slam shut. He knew he wasn't wrong, but even then he felt himself hurting. He saw the emotions in her eyes, she couldn't hide that. Those eyes were what made hongjoong stay, those eyes were the only proof of the love hana had for him. And that was more than enough for him because he knew those pair of blue bambi eyes could never lie.

And today, he saw pain in them. Even though hana agreed to break up with him without him asking for it, even though hana took all of what he said without uttering anything back, he could see the pain and love in her eyes that was caged by her past. He wanted to help her, he did. But she never let him, saying her pain was nothing.

Hongjoong sniffed and looked around, trying not to cry. His eyes fell on hana's black Birkin bag that was lying on the couch next to him, the zipper accidentally having opened, revealing a small velvet box inside. Hongjoong frowned as he took the box from her bag and opened it, his eyes widening at the two promise rings inside. They were made of diamond and platinum, with the initials H engraved inside both the rings. One of the rings had 3 blue diamond stones shaped like a moon attatched to it, the ring looking more manly than the other one which had a feminine look to it. This ring had three brown diamond stones in it, shaped like a star. Blue, the color of hana's eyes and brown, the colour of hongjoong's eyes. The moon stood for hongjoong, because that was what hana had told him he looked like the first time she talked to him. And the star, which was what hana had always been in hongjoong's life.

Did she mean to give me this? Hongjoong thought. He ran his hands along the smooth cut stone as tears fell freely this time, hongjoong making no attempt to stop it this time.

Hongjoong flinched as he heard a notification from hana's phone, the iPhone lighting up by itself. Hongjoong looked at it and realized that the lock screen was a picture of hongjoong smiling, a picture hana had probably taken that day when she took him to the beach on his birthday last year, knowing how much hongjoong had loved the beach during the night. She had rented the whole beach and given him the best night of his life with all his favorite foods.

Hongjoong looked at the message with blurry eyes

"Secretary Park : Miss, I have cancelled all of tomorrow's meetings as per what you said. Fortunately, the partners were most understanding. However as you expected they have all shifted their meetings to this Sunday and Saturday, which are the only less packed days you have. I hope it isn't too much for you, I will bring your schedule to you the day after. I hope you have a good day tomorrow, thank you"

She had taken a day off tomorrow, oh god. Despite knowing that the work would pile on her, she had done it.

Why was he always so stupid, why did he never understand the love hana had for him. He had now realized, it was all him, he was the person who didn't deserve hana. He was the worst boyfriend ever and he had to fix it, no matter what it took.

Hongjoong shut the box and put it in his pocket before walking swiftly to their room, to hana.

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Hongjoong entered the room, his eyes falling on hana who was sitting on the floor, her back against the corner wall that faced the city below them through the glass wall. The moonlight shone on hana's face, making her blue eyes appear even lighter than they were. Hongjoong felt his heart race at her sight, it never got used to how beautiful his girl was. Hongjoong closed the door behind him as hana said, not turning away from the window.

Hana : I will leave tomorrow, it's too late now. Do you mind?

Yes he did. He didn't want her to leave at all. This was their house, this was hana's and hongjoong's house, only two could live in this house. If she was going to leave, so was he because without her, this house was nothing to hongjoong except cement and glass.

Hongjoong walked towards hana's figure without saying anything, sitting next to her on the floor and laid his head on her shoulder. He loved how his head fit perfectly into her shoulder, it was like he was made for her. Hana only looked at hongjoong, who closed his eyes and whispered

Hongjoong : you feel so warm, hannie. You've always felt so warm.

Hana pressed her lips and looked away before saying

Hana : it must be quite opposite to my cold heart and it's actions.

No it wasn't, her actions were the most beautiful thing in the world to him.

Hongjoong : hana, have you ever loved me?

He wanted to hear her say it, finally and maybe for this last time.

Hana : what change is it going to bring now, hongjoong.

Hongjoong : all the change in the world. I wanna know hana, tell me.

Hana decided to let go of her walls for this once. It was probably the last time anyway. She sighed and bent her head down before whispering

Hana : I have always loved you kim hongjoong. You're fucking stupid to think someone could hold themselves from loving a man like you.

Hongjoong clenched his hands as hana continued

Hana : from the time I met you on that bridge, I have loved you. I refrained myself from talking to you because I was afraid of this, what we have become today. I knew you deserved someone better than me and I knew that no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't be any better than this bitch I am.

He didn't want anyone except the woman next to him, he'd rather rip his heart out than love someone who wasn't Lee Hana.

Hongjoong : I don't want someone better hana-ya.

Hana : you should. You know, whenever you do this, leaning against me, kissing me, touching me, or simply just existing in my life…hongjoong, your love gives me so much happiness.

Hongjoong pressed his lips together as tears fell from his eyes. He felt like exploding, like kissing hana and never letting go of her. How was he so stupid.

Hana : I never talk to you about my problems because I only wish to listen to yours. I want to protect you from the entire world so…so I listen to everything you say without breaking in between because I want to kill the person who hurt the man I love. I don't care about my problems, that's for me to deal another day. I only care about you, hongjoong. I don't even care for myself as much as I do for you.

Hongjoong sniffled, nuzzling deeper into hana's shoulders as hana said

Hana : I prefer listening to you than making you listen to my stupid problems that shouldn't matter. I push you away every time you try to kiss me because it makes me feel so fucking overwhelmed, it makes me feel like I'm going to fall apart because that's how much I feel.

Hongjoong was trying hard not to break down completely now. He never knew she felt all this, if he had…if only.

Hana : hongjoong if something happens to you, I will kill the cause of your pain before killing myself. If you die, then I will shred myself to a million pieces for not having protected you from harm. I could never live a life without you, ever.

Hongjoong sobbed, the sounds getting muffled as he pressed his head against hana's shoulders, kissing it. He heard hana say

Hana : hongjoong-ah, look at me.

Hongjoong shook his head, he couldn't. not when he was so ashamed of himself.

Hana : look at me, baby.

At that hongjoong lifted his head, looking directly at hana. His heart stopped as he looked into his girlfriend's tear filled eyes, the moonlight making it seem like diamonds. Because that's how precious those tears were to him. He had never seen her cry before, and now that he had, he felt like burying himself six feet under.

Hana : hongjoong, I love you.

A small gasp left hongjoong's lips, because despite everything he hadn't expected that.

Hana : I love you so much I could fucking die for you.

Hongjoong : hana.

Hongjoong crashed into hana's arms, sobbing on her shoulders as he pulled her to his lap. Hana smiled and wrapped her arms around his neck, inhaling deeply as she tried to blink her tears away.

Hongjoong : god, I love you so much lee hana.

Hana : I love you, joong.

Hongjoong pulled back, putting his hand into his pocket and pulling out the velvet box before opening it. Hana's eyes widened

Hana : hongjoong-

Hongjoong : shh.

Hongjoong took the ring with blue diamonds on it and held it out for hana to hold as he said

Hongjoong : put it on me hana-ya, make me yours.

Hana sniffled and took the ring from hongjoong's hand before sliding it into his ring finger, kissing it after. Hongjoong smiled and took out the ring with the brown stones on it as hana held out her hand for him. Hongjoong chuckled and slid the ring into her finger as well, looking up at hana as he whispered

Hongjoong : happy birthday, love.

Hana looked into hongjoong's eyes, the eyes that still glowed under the stars, the eyes that made him more beautiful than the moon, the same eyes that looked at her like she was his everything.

And hongjoong looked into hana's eyes, the eyes that had brought him to her, the same eyes that had made him stay and the eyes that was his ray of light in the darkness. She was his star, she always would be until the day he died.

Hana smiled at hongjoong before leaning down, capturing his lips in hers and wrapping her arms around his neck. Hongjoong smiled and pulled her impossibly closer to him, reveling in her warmth and love.

And so they kissed each other, the blue stones in hongjoong's ring and the brown ones on hana's shining against the moonlight.

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WIPs: Choices Edition

So the last time I did this I didn't actually read the rules and then I got really confused when I didn't get a bunch of asks. That's on me. Should have read and followed the rules. @lizzybeth1986 sent me an ask about my Choices WIPs and I was torn between actually following the rules this time or talking about fic in detail which is kinda what the ask was about. In an effort to a) actually respond this century and b) keep it (relatively) short, I split the difference. I talked more about the WIPs I found interesting. I listed the ones I didn't. Actually I listed the ones I found deeper in my Drive because I do not keep my WIPs in a separate folder from my other documents and it's just chaos in there but we don't need to talk about that.

Rules that you totally should follow if you want to play: Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them, and then post a little snippet or tell them something about it! Then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

Tagging: I have been out of the Choices fandom for a while so I am tagging anyone who wants to play.

Random Fics - The Royal Romance

Bustin’ Out - Paring: Drake/MC (platonic), Liam/MC (romantic)

This was a fic where Halle was pregnant (like 7 months along) but was put on short-term bed rest due to an early labor scare. She has been medically cleared to get out of bed rest, but Liam would prefer that she stays on bed rest. Halle goes stir-crazy so she escapes and drags Drake along with her. I wish I actually finished this one if only for the funny. This is the funniest I have ever written Liam. The blocker here was the ending or the lack thereof. I think if I could wrap up the ending and decide on the Drake/Kiara subplot I could still publish this…regardless of what actually happened in the rest of the Royal Romance series.

Do that Baby’s Hair - Pairing: Liam/MC

This was a fic to actually piggyback a fic I actually did release called Wash Day. In this fic, it sees Liam and Halle in the future with their children and essentially Liam isn't exactly fully keeping up with promises he made in the first fic and Halle seeks to change that. I think I got the first half done but was not done writing the second half.

Not My Children - Pairing: Liam/MC

This is a future fic where Liam and Halle are confronted with the significant level of scrutiny their children will face in the media. Kind of inspired by the discourse that happened with Blue Ivy when people saw her hair looking less than pristine and how harsh and swift the judgement came. Got through the first half then stopped.

Phone Grab - Pairing: Liam/MC

This is a random fic where I guess I was working under the idea of what would happen if Maxwell took Liam's phone and started answering his texts (security breaches aside obviously). Of course Drake gets involved and eventually Hana and even Kiara does as well. Hilarity ensues. I am actually open to brainstorming this one for ideas to see where this one goes.

Hana Persy Drabble - Hana/OC

What it says on the tin. This was supposed to be a drabble featuring Hana and one of my favorite OCs, @lizzybeth1986's Persy. It was meant to be a gift for her at some point but I got blocked on how I wanted to end.

Fic Series

In the Dark: A Bloodbound x TRR Crossover AU

These fics are related to a series I did with Misha where she writes chapters for her TRR MC and I write the chapters for my BloodBound MC. The series starts kind of at the beginning of TRR but about halfway through BloodBound Book 1 (specifically when the BloodBound Gang rescue Adrian from The Baron's prison). Of course things get more complicated when the Cordonian vampires get involved with all of the mess and in-fighting happening between the NYC vampires. It pulls a lot contextually from The Crown and The Flame as well.

Choosing Darkness - Pairing: Olivia/Liam (unrequited)

This fic was a companion fic to a crossover AU fic I did with Misha. It’s the backstory of how Olivia got Turned into a vampire after Liam’s forced Turning. It also was interspersed with background on how Cordonia during the time of Queen Kendra and ‘em dealt with the rampant new vampire problem and why Turnings in Cordonia look they way they do now. The fic was almost a completed draft. I just had to nail down some timelines and flesh out the descriptions.

In the Dark, pt 6: Aminah

This chapter picks up where we left with Aminah after she and Adrian get conditional refuge from the Cordonian Vampires. Adrian needs to pick up the serum back from his company which has been seized after what happened at the Vampire ball thingy...its been a while since I have read BloodBound. Since Adrian cannot get it himself, Drake and Aminah are tasked with retrieving it. Aminah and Drake have verbal exchanges. They get ambushed while at Adrian's office. Jax saves them. I just hadn't worked out the details of the ambushing part. I am pretty sure it would have been fin though.

Liam x Halle Pregnancy/Baby series [The Royal Romance]

This was supposed to be a series of one-shots chronicling Liam and Halle's journey to become parents. It has some twists and turns but ends happily...as Liam and Halle deserve. The first two fics, A Wish and A Life-Changing Moment have already been released. It was the rest of the series that have been in progress. I think what made me want to explore Halle and Liam becoming parents (besides wanting to see them have a baby) is writing them in scenarios where they are not in total alignment whether its them essentially wanting the same thing but feeling very differently what their obstacles and challenges are (like in A Wish) or being in completely different headspaces but despite everything they work through those issues and come back together stronger for it.

Liam x Halle Pregnancy/Baby series

This was the outline for the whole series.

A Devastating Loss

This would have been the next part. As you can guess by the title, this would cover Halle and Liam dealing with a miscarriage.

Call for Help 1 & Call for Help 2

These two fics are not immediately after A Devastating Loss, there is a fic between them (that I am honestly surprised doesn't have a draft that I can find). These fics show Liam and Halle working through the aftermath of the miscarriage in therapy. Part 1 was Halle's session and Part 2 was Liam's session.

Driara Series

This was another series of one shots that was supposed to examine the complicated relationship between Kiara and Drake. I actually started this with Bold. While some of the fics do take place in Drake's point of view, it's all about Kiara. I meant for this series to feature Kiara in a way where she was the primary focus, she was cast in a role where she was a central figure of desire, she wasn't a villain (at least to anyone else but herself), and she was given the space to be messy and complicated. Those were the goals of the series. I wanted to do this series in particular because at the time both in canon and the fandom Kiara gets a lot of disrespect (and this was before her part of keeping Liam and MC away from their baby which takes place in later books--I know after that became a plot point, Kiara would never know piece in and out of canon--let alone the fandom--again). So this was a fix it series where it was all about her. What does she want? Where does she fit in? Who does she choose love? It was about getting to see her navigate those questions as her perspective changes from operating in should to operating in want. Now that I am reading the drafts I am getting all kinds of ideas again...but I haven't finished the rest of the TRR series...Very torn.

Driara Fic Outlines

The outline for the series.

Avoidance

This was supposed to be the next fic after Bold which takes place from Drake's perspective. He is in a rough headspace because as much as he wants to be there for Liam after Liam's father dies he can't stop thinking about Kiara and their kiss in Bold. He wants to dig deeper into that but Kiara keeps avoiding him and eventually drops out of the Unity Tour. He also gets in his own way when given the opportunity...Drake is a mess. This is actually mostly written, it's just the details that have to be fleshed out a bit more.

New Options

There are 2 fics in between this and Avoidance. This takes place during the Lantern Festival and it's told from Kiara's perspective. At this point she has been getting a lot more attention from Rashad. Drake has been trying to get closer too, but in less obvious ways. Drake and Kiara do share a moment when lighting their lanterns together but Rashad interrupts them. I have barely started this fic TBH.

Confused

This fic is also in Kiara's POV and take's place during Halle's Bachelorette Party. Kiara has been connecting with Rashad more but is unsure of what she should do in the face of Drake actively pursuing her in a way that he hasn't before. In the midst of all of this Kiara and Drake are tasked by Madeleine to essentially keep Liam and Halle from getting too wild since Halle barred Madeleine from participating in her bachelorette. This involves drunk shenanigans from both Liam and Halle.

Wedding AU

This was a series that kind of started off as a fill I did for an ask where Liam and Halle meet as guests at Leo's vow renewal and it kind of grew from there.

Wedding AU Outline

This is the outline for the series

Wedding AU: Foolishness

The refined version of the initial fic I wrote for the ask.

Wedding AU: Extending the Fairytale

The morning after the first fic where they spend the day together instead of parting ways. Apparently this also has an ask too...

Wedding AU: A Small Decision

The events of Foolishness from Liam's perspective and him deciding to continue to pursue Halle after returning to Cordonia.

Wedding AU: Splurge

Liam gifts Halle an expensive phone and she doesn't know how she feels about it.

Wedding AU: The First Lie

During Liam's first visit to NY since the vow renewal, when Halle asks him more about his background he lies so that he doesn't have to tell her that he is actually a prince.

Wedding AU: Kept

The outline says this was intended to be about how Halle feels about dating someone with the kind of wealth Liam has and how some aspects of that make her uncomfortable. The actual document is blank.

Other Choices fics

Magic [Perfect Match]

Perfect Match fic series

Testing Lily x MC [BloodBound]

I Do...For Real [The Royal Romance]

Your Real Duty [The Royal Romance]

Safe [The Royal Romance]

Sudden [The Royal Romance]

The Boat [The Royal Romance]

I've Got You [The Royal Romance]

#i have never hated formatting posts on tumblr more than i do right now #i wouldn't have this problem if i just followed the rules of the fucking tag #i am definitely sure there are more WIPs but they are lost to the depths of my drive #i wouldn't mind getting asks about these #choices stories you play #the royal romance #perfect match #bloodbound #long post

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