#god. yeah.

[engagemythrusters]

okay time for people to start editing biden deepthroating netanyahu's tongue. if we mass send it to them maybe they'll both implode and die.

#sorry. humour is coping for me. #its not always healthy but good god if i get too mad rn i'll just... #god. yeah.

[good--merits-accumulated]

i'm never finishing this damn fic but. we move

#dead poets society fic #dead poets society #anderperry #GOD. anyway. this snippet #Lady In The Pool shows up quite a bit (considering this is the same pool Todd falls through at the beginning) #that paper about water in irish mythology did a number on me so it's like a. Boand/Sinann origin story lite #also it IS kind of unnecessarily pessimistic but! #a) she does have reason! #and b) the whole thing with this fic is that it's about people who are all completely convinced they're hurtling towards tragedy #so that when the happy ending shows up it surprises them #really i was just thinking about house of niccolò again. you know when claes kisses katelina's hand before he leaves her? #and how he doesn't realise he called her katelina instead of demoiselle? #and how the narrative shifts to omniscience so we can be told that he has no idea the events he's just set into motion? #god. yeah. #might experiment w the omniscient narrative here icl #tristan writes

[antiv3nom]

OUGH. THATS WHY THEY WENT OUT TO SEA AT DIFFERENT TIMES. AND WHY THEY WAITED SO LONG.

BECAUSE SABO WAS GONNA LEAVE WHEN HE WAS 17. AND THEY HONORED HIS WISH.

#random ramblings #poppet touches the sea #FUUUCK MAN :((((( #GOD. YEAH. #im glad i have secret knowledge on this one ngl #bc like. thinking sabo was dead for fucking ever with this one would have wrecked me even further. #like it hurts STILL even knowing hes alive #but FUCK man

[joanbaezed]

#god. yeah. #so beautiful #Spotify

[direwombat]

what's your (oc's) role in the tragic play?

tagged by @detectivelokis, @socially-awkward-skeleton, @inafieldofdaisies, @fourlittleseedlings, and @madparadoxum (who tagged my main, @verbjectives), to do this uquiz! thank you so much y'all~!

not tagging anyone because this has been going around and brain soop but if you see this and want to do it, consider yourself tagged!<3 <3 <3

MISUNDERSTOOD VILLAIN. prepare for an onslaught of both the most dehumanizing and hateful takes, and flood of thirst comments. you are chronically misunderstood. whether or not you're actually evil is debatable. you may be acting out for revenge, to defend someone you love, or even just to protect yourself. you're a pretty jaded person. you don't trust or even really like most people. maybe you did at one point. but that part of you is gone, and you don't go a single day without grieving it. you think a lot about what your life could have been. you're stuck in the past. you're angry and maybe you don't even want to be, but this is the only way you can see to survive. you're open, but less in a trusting way and more like a wound. you don't like to let people see you, but the hurt spills out of you before you can stop it. you're impulsive, even as you try hard to plan and prepare. maybe someday your side of the story will finally be heard. until then, you can convince yourself that being hated is safer anyway.

#britney crying.gif yeah... #'open less in a trusting way and more like a wound' OOF #'you think a lot about what your life could have been. you're stuck in the past. #you're angry and maybe don't even want to be but this is the only way you can see to survive.' #god. yeah. #oc: deputy sybille la roux

[fulane-de-tal]

to the two older dykes at the church i visited: i know you saw how hungrily i was looking at you. i know you saw my men’s pants, men’s shoes, my haircut, the way i wore my coat. i know you saw the unwinding in me when i shook your hands. i know you saw the way i took in your rainbow scarf, your cropped hair, your smiles.

you called her your wife and i know you saw my smile at that. you didn’t see me go to shake your hands until i was pulling away, but just that moment told me i wasn’t the only one. you told me to come back. i wasn’t going to- i’m too jewish for any church and too disorganized to go to synagogue half the time- but i think about going back just to see you. i know you get what i am. i know i’m going to understand who you are, someday. yeah. thanks.

#je parle #butchisms #i need them to know #i was awkward and shy #but the denim jacket and green coat told me everything #the two older dykes shaking the hand of a young butch in too many layers #i know they saw my men’s shirt with my vest over it #my men’s jeans i hemmed myself #they looked at each other so knowingly #god. yeah.

[phantom-does-a-thing]

you know maybe I should go back to that old WIP in like middle school bc that was a really interesting concept actually

#God. yeah. #a war between 'heaven and hell' #thats in quotes because it wasn't actually that #but the world fell into ruins. Everything was the crumbled remains barely anyone was still alive #Valerie. an Angel fighting in the war. Corrupted by the demons #trying to hide the fact that she's falling apart because she's been corrupted #her wings are losing their feathers. She's dying. She's corrupted #and shes so angry. Angry at everything. Angry at the world. At her parents #and EVERYTHING that could have possibly gone wrong did #shes all alone. She can't accept help from anyone else #she NEEDS to be alone because if not who knows what might happen #she might hurt someone. she might get hurt a gain #and so she is alone. there are people that can help. there are people still alive but she is alone #this is such an interesting concept and now im thinking about it again #rambling #phever dreams with phantom

[kaustic]

yeah no i've decided that im moving on. it was fun guys but i genuinely can't do this anymore. I'll probably unfollow everyone that isn't a mutual. you're welcome to stick around but this is gonna be a t.olkien blog from now on

#maybe we'll get more information in the future but i genuinely can't do this #like even if he does turn out to be innocent i just can't handle this stress anymore #its too much #i'll probably be on the outskirts of the fandom. maybe occasionally interacting with other ccs depending on how they react #but god i can't do this #it fucking breaks my heart i want to cry. this is one of the best fandoms I've ever been in #and now im going back to being only a rber #which isn't a bad thing i just had so much fun posting my insane thoughts #and idk i dont feel like i can do that with other fandoms #god. yeah. #bye guys love yall

[plinkcat-gif]

am unwell

#but! i am going to invite an irl friend over and talk w her bc i just #god. yeah. #so am doing one healthy thing!!!! v excited for it too djsksjfks #it’s been too long since i’ve met up with a friend lmfaoo

[meistoshim]

𝘘.     𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘥𝘰 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘪𝘴𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘢𝘺 ??

𝘈.     “   EVERYONE  ELSE  IS  MORE  IMPORTANT  THAN  ME.   ”          you’re  deathly  afraid  of  being  selfish.     you’re  also  deathly  afraid  of  being  forgotten.     all  you  want  is  to  be  somebody’s  favorite  person,  but  that  feels  like  a  far  off  dream.     you  try  &  make  yourself  interesting  so  that  people  stick  around  you.     it  doesn’t  feel  like  that’s  working.     you  want  to  hang  out  more  with  your  friends,  but  it  seems  like  they’re  always  busy  or  that  they  have  better  friends  than  you.

#god. yeah. #▐█ ▌ ◇ — ( narrative. ) #▐█ ▌ ◇ — ( pkmn is autistic culture. ) #q.

[mias-back-from-the-dead]

tbh i think the funniest phenomena that's been happening in the last couple years is "youtuber, having gone too deep into the research hole, has been made an investigative journalist against their will"

#like im not gonna name names but i can think of at least 3 channels #where they stopped posting short form content and went #wait the patreon is paying my rent im no longer a slave to the algorithm gods #HELL YEAH TIME TO SPEND 5+ MONTHS PUTTING TOGETHER A 3+ HOUR VIDEO #and i eat that shit up every time

[lesbianralzarek]

"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw

#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now #there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??' #and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies #aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you #so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager #the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience

[h0rsegirlpercy]

Percy age 12: And if the mission required someone to push me down a flight of stairs for it to succeed… you’d want someone who won’t hesitate when they do it

Percy age 17:

#OH YEAH ITS ALL COMING TOGETHER #percy jackson #pjato #pjo #rick riordan #percy jackson and the olympians #rrverse #Annabeth chase #percabeth #chalice of the gods spoilers #cotg spoilers #pjo tv show #percy jackon and the olympians #leah sava jeffries #walker scobell #leah jeffries #1k #mine #10k #👑 #20k #30k #40k

[eric-the-disposable-demon]

Uh-

just found out my cousin (who lives in England) is in the art department of a bunch of shows??? And she worked oN DOCTOR WHO? AND HAD LUNCH WITH DAVID TENNANT???? and she just told me so casually because she's interested in the art, not the show? I mean, excuse me? She worked on SHERLOCK???? FOR A WHOLE SEASON?? She worked on Peaky Blinders and Lord of the Rings and Game of Thrones??? And probably other things because she has a shitty memory and according to her everything is a blur?? AND AT ONE POINT SHE WAS LIKE: "oh and have you ever heard of Neil Gaiman?" And I was trying not to scream, because yes, of course I've heard of Neil, he's only my favorite author, I've only read like all of his books multiple times, and if you say you worked on Good Omens or the Sandman I'm going to lose it completely. So I said "yeah I've read a couple of his books," -you know, like a liar- "what about him?" and she goes "well I worked on one of his shows and he's brilliant i just can't remember which one" and i go "w-what do you mean he's brilliant? You're.. you're talking about his writing... his writing is brilliant, right?" And she cheerfully says "oh no I don't read books, I ment he was really nice and brilliant when I talked to him" and i go "WHAT DID YOU TALK ABOUT WHAT DID YOU TALK ABOUT" and she thinks for a moment and goes "oh! BRICKS" WHAT IN THE WORLD YES NO THAT MAKES SENSE YOU GET TO WORK AND TALK WITH NEIL FUCKING GAIMAN AND YOU TALK ABOUT BRICKS? NO THAT'S TOTALLY NORMAL I'M NOT MAD ".... it was what I was designing at the time, I needed to know what vibe the bricks should have. Anyway want to see the spinning fireplace I made for doctor who" WHAT THE FUCK.

@neil-gaiman do you remember any brick conversations by any chance

#Doctor who #Sherlock #David tennant #I'm losing it #neil gaiman #DAVID TENNANT JUST SAT DOWN NEXT TO HER AT LUCH AND SHE GOES OH YEAH HE WAS SUPER NICE. VERY TALL. ???? #anyway i- oh my god. #Let me just perish in peace #Just my cousin living my dream making art and vibing with Neil and David and her fucking bricks what the fuck #Good omens #Sorry this is a mess #I understand actors are still people I'm not saying they aren't but can you look me in the eye and tell me you wouldn't be psyched #If you could have lunch with David tennant?

[demigods-posts]

can't wait to see percy's reaction upon learning that the twelve major gods have been staying on the 600th floor of the empire state building. like imagine the rage of this twelve-year-old kid when he learns his dad, who allegedly abandonded him and his mom shortly after he was born, was actually just down the fucking street this whole time.

#yeah i'd be pissed #i'd start a revolt against the gods #pjo shitposting #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #pjo text post #percy jackson #pjo spoilers #probably pjo tv spoilers too depending on how things go

[spooksier]

me when the emotionally repressed character is revealed to have had something happen in their childhood that was completely out of their control but changed them in a way they can never come back from

#text! #did post this on twt but this belongs on the crying about characters website #and yeah this is about jarchivist and also marc spector in the mk show #idk it hit me yesterday that they were EIGHT AND NINE!!!!!!! when their respective thing happened and that ruined me #like it wasn't their fault but they think it is!!! GOD!!!!!!!!!! #holds those autistic bi men close to my chest #should've never smoked that shit* (*took my brother to a cave/read that book) #now im irrevocably changed* (*tied to the shittest god possible/destined to be the antichrist) #edit: this is getting a bit of traction so pls know that blorbo tagging and oc tagging is SOOO encouraged #thank you to the person who added the flaming text miles edgeworth thats so funny