#god i hate still being treated like this

[ff2-soda-pop]

man if my final cant get my grade up past 89% i am so fucking dead-

#i am. aware. that 89% is already a good grade. BUT NOT TO MY FUCKING MOM #and if i cant get this grade to something she'll approve of with this final she'll lose her fucking mind #she already has been screaming at everyone like every day for the past week and i do Not want to make that worse #and since shes already told me that her in her mind anything below 90% might as well be failing and that i'll be in trouble if i get #below that. and with her 'trouble' could be anything from her just being passive aggressive for a few days to having all my stuff taken awa #and basically getting isolated from everyone that doesnt live in this house for the rest of the month. who knows not me! #and shes already pressuring me about this and has been for like a week now #i just wants finals week to be over with..... 😭 #vent #god i hate still being treated like this

[strrwbrrryjam]

"we need more complex female characters," you guys can't handle molly o'shea, mary gillis, abigail roberts, sadie adler, tilly jackson, marybeth gaskill, karen jones or susan grimshaw.

#karen tilly and marybeth dont get it as much people are usually quite kind or just completely forget about them #but they are included too. with susan molly mary sadie or abigail they get the worst treatment #being called either a bitch whiny mean asking too much emotional etc #i can understand why people can't handle susan. sometimes i can't handle susan #when i see her sometimes interact with the girls or remember the fact that she killed molly i'm genuinely disgusted but she's more than tha #there are layers to her. she's like dutch yet people still like him and try their damnedest to defend him #people might be surprised by sadie being included too but god the hate that she gets from mostly men for being 'overconfident' is insane #you have complex female characters yet you refuse to either give them a thought or completely disregard them as one negative quality #and refuse to recognize that they are just as complex as the men in this game #treat them as such #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #rdr2 molly o'shea #molly o'shea #rdr2 susan grimshaw #susan grimshaw #rdr2 sadie adler #sadie adler #rdr2 abigail roberts #abigail roberts #rdr2 mary gillis #mary gillis #rdr2 tilly jackson #tilly jackson #rdr2 karen jones #karen jones #rdr2 mary beth gaskill #mary beth gaskill #rdr2 van der linde gang #van der linde gang

[camellcat]

WTFFF I thought thirteen would be my new girl crush love of my life heart eyes wife you-came-after-twelve-you-must-be-better-than-they're-all-saying bbygirl and then I had to sit down and watch as she told a man who (if he were not a murderer, of course) literally every regeneration before her would've LOVED and FULLY SUPPORTED that "the systems aren't the problem. how people use and exploit the system, that's the problem. people like you" </33333 !?!?

#WHERE IS THAT POST THAT SAID NINE WOULD KILL THIRTEEN FOR BEING A CLASS TRAITOR #WHY WOULD YOU SAY “ERODE PEOPLE'S TRUST IN AUTOMATION” ALL WORRIED AND CONCERNED LIKE THAT??? #WHEN DID YOU START LIKING AUTOMATION OVER PEOPLE THINKING AND DOING THINGS FOR THEMSELVES??? #AND WHY ARE YOU TRAVELING WITH A COPPER??? WE HATE COPPERS?????? #did we FORGET into the dalek?? how about how he treated danny?? god there's so much more I can't even remember off the top of my head #(I understand soldiers are different from cops but c'mon don't even PRETEND twelve would've been any nicer if blue or danny were just COPS) #also a bit off topic bUT MAY I JUST TALK ABOUT ARACHNIDS IN THE UK FOR HALF A GODAMNED SECOND— #I know the companions are usually the ones to do the doctor's dirty work here but like #I just can't see the other doctors NOT having the business man lure the spider for being so fuckin annoying about it #like I was genuinely surprised when they had him do that whole song and dance about not doing it and then he actually just. didn't do it #the doctor LOVES fucking with evil rich business men this is PERFECT. plus why not get back at him for being awful to their companions? #absolutely gobsmacked thirteen let him act like that. I am wrong in thinking that the others would've shut his shit down a LOT quicker?? #anyways. I love jodie whittaker and it's just so upsetting to have her doctor do something so wildly off #THIRTEEN PLEASE I HAD SUCH FAITH IN YOUUU I WAS IGNORING THE HATERS AND FOR WHAT #I can SEE the other doctors in her still I can FEEL them they're there she's doing an AMAZING job but. oh my god. what did they make her do #I can't even say she feels ooc as a whole because jodie is bloody brilliant. it's just these... moments. that don't make ANY sense to me... #especially coming off of twelve?? I get the radical personality switch but that belief is a core part of the doctor. or at least I THOUGHT #thirteenth doctor #doctor who #I still love all of you who love her and reading ur posts/fics but I. will not be making any myself. I do not think.

[fiovske]

the thing abt mizu is that she is extremely non-binary in such a genderqueer way that she has homoerotic energy w men and extremely sapphic energy w women.

#i know this is gross simplification bc mizu's relationship to womanhood is quite a few layers of complicated #bc she has never been allowed to be human let alone woman in a society where mixed race is seen as a greater condemnation than womanhood #and a lot of her dressing up as a man is to save herself from the reach of said misogyny which wont let her be addressed as a woman #but sure be dehumanized as one. #but it is funny to think of how homoerotically charged her interactions w taigen are. as opposed to her interactions w women. w akemi. #i have not finished the show yet i've still quite a few eps to go. but god her being mixed race has been so incredibly isolating. #she struggles w intimacy she feels like she has to do everything alone bc who in the world wouldnt hate her? would not turn her in for coin #her easily clockable ethnicity has challenged both her ability to live w womanhood #and be a part of womanhood in a society where women are treated so poorly. #anyway this is a joke post simply to comment on how mizu's chemistry w taigen is as opposed to mizu's chemistry w akemi #i'd beseech you to not take it seriously. like i said. its a gross simplification. and this is a joke post. #im watching blue eye samurai and the art style is pretty cool

[nana-glass-chillhop-radio-hour]

Ok sorry I’m long overdue for a follow up of these tags I left on your post lol. Here goes: In my brain, the role of a cop is a very masculine one. Like obviously there are female cops but whenever they appear in media ( at the ones I’ve seen) they always are very masculine. So with Hayward whole thing about performing the role of a standard cop I think he was also performing masculinity in a very standard way. His whole arc in season 2 has also been about learning who he is outside of that performance so he I think he can also start to experiment with gender and get silly with it. I think that’d be good for him. maybe this only makes sense to me but thank you for the space to expand upon me ideas.

This is paige and Hayward season three. my final message

I just saw this response omg loving where you head is at... gotta get this out on the record before s3e3

#he can be gnc like harry dubois never let himself be #the silt verses #investigating officer hayward #hayward's gender has GOT to be weird like his whole thing with his wife who doesn't exist is SO gender #god I need to go back and rewrite 'come hell or high water' to make Hayward's wife not have been real #I think Jon and Muna have heavily implied that Hayward's wife was supposed to exist at the end of s1 #but Jon decided to make her fake retroactively just to fuck with us #(in a 'just to fuck with us (affectionate)' kinda way #I don't believe in rewriting fic to conform to canon but the fact that THAT'S the fanon they canonized is *so* fucking good #a tasty tasty treat for us gremlins #but his wife that doesn't exist... he's like an alien in a human body doing a dane cook routine at work #whenever he talks about his wife who doesn't exist hating him I'm reminded of that John Mulaney bit #of 'my wife's a bitch and I don't like her? That's not a comedy routine! That's a support group for men in crisis!' #like Hayward. you invented this woman #she isn't real #why did you make her a bitch who doesn't like you???? #and who YOU are pathetically still in love with #Like that's the craziest thing he doesn't even portray himself as in a failing marriage #he portrays himself as being desparate to stay in a failing marriage even though he isn't in love because he's afraid of being alone??? #like hello am I speaking English here that's fucking insane in the membrane #siltposting #anyway thank you for answering my ask sorry to write this tag novel when you were just trying 2 help

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Ngl youtube videos suddenly got me slowly turning into a Justin Russo hater.

#like mainly later seasons him #early seasons him is fine #but like i guess plot wise you could argue he becomes more iffy because you know the competition will be soon #and justin does want to become the family wizard #as for some reason this show still never fully tackled the fucked up shit of the idea that wizard siblings have to grow up studying magic #only for one or two or whatever number siblings to lose it to one sibling in a competition #like stevie was the closest we got to that #but like it still dont make it less bad with how justin was #like the worst example i can name is him literally refusing to save alex whose his sister btw and shes always dropped shit to save him #because he wants to project onto her that she purposely fucked up his chances to get back into the competition via #pushing the students to take the test only for them to be failed because bad guy being bad guy in reality #and basically blames her for the failure and such as a result and acts like its all an act when she is mad on the students behalf and shit #and his students have to drag him kicking and screaming just to save her from the bad guy's shit #and there's also the competition itself where harper and zeke get grabbed by a creature during it #but alex has to convince her brothers to save the two and thats just cold already on justins end with zeke #but cause they took too long they all lose the competition and magic #and both brothers especially justin proceed to treat alex like shit even during work hours meaning #fucking over family business just to get at alex #and when the dad ultimately almost sells the place justin STILL blames alex #like she was the only one working fully max was being max and justin was being a little bitch to her #aka the infamous refusing to make her orders only max's and when he does he throws the sandwich at her #and cause she was holding drinks at the time and didnt see it coming the drinks went on a customer #and also throwing table trash into her already full bin shes carrying around while cleaning tables #and therefore messing it up for her like #and alex's logo...well from sounds of shit thats just justin again being a hateful bitch to his sister with zero consquiences #even one commenter pointing how he sadistically smiled while telling her all her friends hate her #like dear god if the show was doing this to make everyone root for alex its working i hate later season justin #gonna be interesting if hes matured or not as an adult

[melto]

my birthday week is like a fight for my fucking life.

#like i dont like my birthday bc i dont like attention and also bc the fact i am still alive when i never planned to be is so heavy #which makes it feel like all of a sudden i have a timer and i need to kiilllmyself #but mostly. The biggest issue is i think of my exbest friend bc it was our week always even if they treated me horrible #and i would just go along with whatever they wanted even if i hated it and i just think about them think about them think about them #and i dont want them in my life but i will talk myself into missing them #and feel guilty like its my fault like i deserved everything they did to me like i should never be allowed to move past it #and then i get so embarassed over how i let them rule my life and ruin so much for me and made me break away from people i care about #but then its like im so lonely at least they were always there even if they hated me #even if they wanted me to be so miserable even if they just wanted to know they would always have someone to push around #And i still have trouble when it comes to food im still scared of opening up to people im still scared of my friends of buying new clothes #somehow everything they said to and about me was true even though none of it is and it hurt me and ruined so much #but i must have deserved it. they were supposed to know me best. and i never have known myself #so everything they had said about me has been true for so long. #every time i have the thought that i miss them i think i need to crash my car #every year it gets better every week it is easier but its been so bad recently its been so bad i feel like pieces of me are falling apart #i dont want to manifest this year it being bad bc its just starting to get easier after my total depressive state but god #im looking at are they made for me years ago and i want to rip it apart but i cant every time i try i almost throw up. #i think im going to throw up right now. #deeply pathetic. #news with isaac

[martyrbat]

saw someone say tim (🙄) gets mistreated and put down in comics to uplift damian (💞) and like... girl what comics are you reading, i wanna read them too.....

#damian cant exist getting shit on for things other robins were praised for like... #half his storylines is ooohwhhh damian got possessed again!!! hes evil!!!!! sike jk jk... unless???? #like damians entire treatment is influenced by racism and white savior syndrome from the writers that hate him for not being tim drake #or the fans that hate him for not being tim drake.... #(who's still robin despite being robin for over 30 years because god forbid he ever gets any character development beyond it) #like. you can say you like tim. i dont care. but making him a poor meow meow who gets bullied and treated sooo unfairly???

[emdotcom]

I changed my mind. Hater behavior is undeserved, when it comes to works, & idgaf about holding creators accountable when their games are mid, anymore.

#em.txt #now i only care about how you treat your workers tbh #so there are still series i hate. but now I don't want to be mean to people who put time & effort into making shit #this is about post shift 2. people were too fuckin mean to Rjac for a game he made for free #& as a bitch who loves that game a lot i see your criticisms i understand. but you're not gonna be mean to him abt this #that fucking teen that held that interview & told him he needed to be held accountable for his mistakes. god #he made this shit for free across four years. what can happen in four years? what did he work through? #to deliver you a free game. even if you don't fucking like the game if you invite a creator on to talk about their works #you don't fucking talk to them the way uyeah did. shit was cruel & uncalled for. #this game is fucking good but it's forever going to be burried as a game that's complicated with weird tutorials #ps2 is fun. you should try it. if you don't get it -- ask. I'll answer any question at any time #i will vc you i will write a text doc -- whatever you want. more people need to experience this fucking game #it's compelling in a way few games are to me. #i can homestly only compare it to rain world but not for a reason that's overt & easy to explain. more in how it feels to play #rather than what you do. #man. idk. i gotta learn how to talk about shit i love without being mean now #this started because i was talking mad shit to my friends & it asked me to stop because i was downtalking something she loved a lot #& i realized this isn't fun for people. i thought we were having fun but tbh? I'm just a mean negative bitch #& that's not fun. that's mean. #i have to redo this character arc from when i was 13 because i guess I didn't learn it the first time around #cynicism doesn't make you funny or cool. it makes you mean & unfun to be around. finding kind things to say is tougher. #if you can present your criticism nicely then maybe you can criticize too #but that alone does not a good critique make & it definitely don't make you fun at parties #listen. i am still gonna be a bitch. but i am going to be less of one.

[soldier-poet-king]

I am not obligated to argue with people on the internet. The internet is not a good place for debate or genuine discourse.

I am not obligated to argue with people on the internet. The internet is not a good place for debate or genuine discourse.

I am not obligated to argue with people on the internet. The internet is not a good place for debate or genuine discourse.

#affirmations for myself on this god abandonded afternoon #girl help. the trads found my niceness post. #its like. the garfield meme. huh. wonder who that's about #bestie it was ABOUT terfs and people being disgusting assholes #like you can hold whatever opinion and whether i agree or not is irrelevant #to if youre gonna treat someone like a human being #and not preach truth in love or whatever bullshit you wanna call ur assholery #would you say this shit to Christ's face???? no??? then stfu #also I DIDNT say niceness was a a virtue #i said mercy and compassion were #but even if i WASNT acting out of compassion and love #i would still choose niceness over whatever bullshit y'all got going on in the name of truth or whatver #literally. always alwayd always always forever and ever i will err on the side of mercy and charity #and not of what yall are calling truth and justice #bc. truly. i dont think thats it. i dont think thats divine justice. #the mercy-justice continuum is more complex. who am i to make that decision #what pride must i have to act as if i understand or speak for the divine #i know what i am and what i am capable of. and it is small kindness above all else #i cant be snarky and sharp tongued and self righteous. i cant stand it i cant abide it #i hate it perhaps more than anything but because i WAS that awful person #im not even sorry for being a little harsh. thats untrue. i am sorry. but im not sorry for believing this callous cruelty to be a injustice #an injustice perpetuated in the name of so called justice and truth

[tatonslice]

you kmow, regarding the rant from july, it’s tagged “no one has said anything weird about sergey after one year being in the much bigger lc community”

#tatonposting #i mean #i hate most of it for other reasons #and sergey has the advantage of Not being a stereotype because i made him #and its technically an outdated statement #..technically #someone said he looked like a game reviewer but they only saw it from the sprite #bc he has the wellcheers gift #man i can only imagine what theyd say about the fact that hes a bear. #game reviewer is kind of weak anyway #still #i feel like #ever since i rediscovered m/4 #and like #became a really bit m/rikaze fan #and saw the way everyone treats him #every time i post sergey to like #pmch (god forbid) #i expect the worst. i expect the m/rikaze treatment. #which is weird #because i made sergey like.. last year? #and my interest in m/4 sprouted in april #it might be combined eith the fact that i fucking hate pmch and expect the worst from it all the time #still. #fucking weird #because i never had that feeling before? #i don’t know man #being a m/rikaze liker and having to witness a bunch of stuff that endlessly pissed me off #has altered my brain in the worst way possible #ok apparently i hit max tags one moment

[vulpinesaint]

okay. god. turned poem in. going to kill myself a little maybe but fox transgenderism poem is officially submitted for my creative writing workshop

#I HATE OPEN FIELD POETRY A LITTLE BIT MAYBE #i have nothing against it actually it just freaks me out cause it makes me feel like i'm being tacky and everyone's gonna hate me #makes me feel like rupi kaur a little bit when i'm isolating words with white space. idk. #screaming and sobbing but it's gonna be what it's gonna be #and i'm gonna preface my reading of it saying that i struggled a little bit <3 #and then the writing itself will still be good and people will be soooo impressed with how brave i was for submitting this #god. head in my hands. it's so late i'm not gonna get nearly enough sleep #AND THEN I HAVE TO WAIT UNTIL THURSDAY TO ACTUALLY READ IT. HELL IS REAL AND I'M IN IT #maybe i'll type up other little poem i wrote earlier and post it as a treat for myself 😭 #valentine notes

[rivilu]

See, the issue with me is that every single time I replay Origins I fall in love with everything about it more and more. Which consequently also makes me hate Inquisition more and more vitriolically each time.

#dragon age #dragon age origins #dragon age inquisition critical #inquisition critical #2 is the middle ground if you're wondering. it has a lot of flaws but I still love it a stable amount. #inq though. inq my behated. my beloathed. #at this rate my da keep will never be completed jhbjgs #Imagine setting up and fleshing out such a fascinating and wonderful dark fantasy world #only for the second successor to spit at everything you created- retcon half your shit and add nothing of value #not content to JUST sanitize it for mass consumption- but doing so by placing the protagonist as head to a fucking religious institution! #FORCED TO WATCH / T H E M / DO THE SANITIZING IN REAL TIME! MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM #Also i vehemently hate the '[x pagan/non christian coded god/ deity] revealed to just be some guy!' trope. I fucking despise it. #just spit at my face and tell me my religion is childish and stupid instead! Save us both some fucking time! #Then there's the whole plight of the mages being treated as fucking laughing stock and the wardens suddenly becoming incompetent babies #most likely just to bolster your protagonist's ego because look! This whole supposedly world saving order is stupid enough - #to fall to Coryphallus! But not you inquisitor- you're truly so strong and special and perfect and so much better than them! #just thinking about the wardens in inq. Mmm violence. #You know. darkspawn chronicles implies the Warden is the only reason the blight was defeated right? #similar to how the time traveling in inq implies the inquisitor is the only one that can stop corypenis #However the big difference is that 1. neither the warden nor the player explicitly know (could be assumed that Alistair/Riordan- #would manage without you) #2.though your recruitment was coincidental- it was still /earned/. and your connection to the taint is what influences it ending. #you're not a chosen one. just one of the chosen ones; in a sense #3. by inq- after seeing to protagonists accomplish way more with way less. I'm sorry but magic hand or no i'm not convinced- #that the inky is the only person capable of saving the world. Just not buying it. #And i'm not even done touching on HALF the things I hate! Yet another example: inq as a game has the strongest obvious agenda #and it's infuriating #Oh you're allowed to be a piece of shit to Sera; but you want to tear into mother Gizelle for literally spreading fucked up rumors- #about your love interest (talking about Dorian) and then having the GALL to come up to you fake concerned asking you to break up? #sorry mate the worst thing you can say is 'And where did those rumors come from?' mildly aggressively

[beelas-bees]

^am I in the upside down world or something

when I'm a disabled character in the warrior cats world facing constant ableism, forced into a role I'm unhappy in, and never being treated with the respect I deserve: *acts snippy and rude*

wc fans: fuck you. go to hell. I hope the lady who falsely accused you of murder kills you too btw

#cant even begin on how horrid this is #too exhausted mentally and physically rn. will add rant later #but like. im not the crazy one right. all the notes are agreeing with the op #like obviously hes flanderized and turned into a starclan loving mouthpiece in the later arcs #but that still doesnt warrant.. the level of absolute vitriol and hate hes getting on this post #someone please agree with me. god. #also that one tag in the notes... 'he wasnt treated with respect as a kit so now he acts like this'... #bitch....... are you trying to say hes being treated with respect now?? because. HA #jayfeather 🤝 dovewing: lunatic wc fans hating them and wanting them to die for almost no reason #maybe i should make a ramble tag.. #sorry to vaguepost i guess. i usually wouldnt but im kinda not here rn #better to rant about battle cats than think about life

[silverselfshippingchaos]

he <3

#big bro <3 he's cool! but is he as cool as best boy t.orgal? hmmm thats up for debate #ash feeds him treats and gives him lots of pets!!! pat pat pat pat pat #ash rambles 💚 #i've been doing nothing but study so brain is mushy #but c.live! brother! and t.orgal! friend! #f.f16 and m.ass e.ffect are keeping me goinf ajdhqjdh i love them #my first fucking post about c.live hasnt popped up so screw it! i'll make another! #also fellas i think my crush on g.arrus v.akarian is much more than that- may or may not have two fankiddos #ahskjqkdjq i've been seriously going through it as of late with school and shit but at least theres hot aliens 😳😳 #but yeah. ash isnt actually blood related to c.live! thank fucking god- i freaking hate his mom LMAAOO #she's just a close friend who he starts to see as a sibling type #especially since shes the same age as his actual little brother #theres about 5 yrs between them so ash is around 28ish! a wee bit younger than her gf v.ivian #big bro is cool :D #... i still like his dog better- #(that was a joke. mostly.) #so much studying.. so tired... but we must persist #once the horrors pass i shall finish m.ass e.ffect 3! muahahaha! #a while back my friends and i decided to go out this weekend. and me being busy as shit is not gonna stop me from dancing it up LMAO #so we're on the study grind 😎 #also on the freaking brainrot grind oh my god- m.atthew has been on my mind all day!! and ofc g.arrus and the two fankiddos i'm working on #also an old crush AJDJAJJSJQ i need to finish h.aikyuu since a.kiteru has my whole heart #okay yeah thats all #everyone look at t.orgal and how cute he is :D! and ig c.live too #my screenshots too! me and f.f16 photo mode are besties :D (i have spent an embarrassing amount of time zooming up on my gf v.ivian)