SERIES: “stages of love: words left unsaid” [ateez: wooyoung]
genre: a dash of angst + small fluff + some smut + kind of long
ficstyle: bulletpoints + series [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8] [END]
prompt: inspired by “1,2″ by Lee Hi [listen to Hanbin demo version for max. effects] + “We Don’t Talk Together” by Heize ft Giriboy + “Hold Me Tight” by BTS
note: [this fic as some smut, so if you are uncomfortable with smut; DO NOT READ // also has mentions of alcohol and self-harm ): ]
your heart was caught in your throat when you got that text from Mingi
the one saying that he was still touring in Japan and wasn’t going to meet up with Yunho at the airport
so why did Yunho text you that
why would he lie to you?
all of your trust for him slowly started to crumble
right then and there, you get a call from Yunho
your shaking hands fumbled as you swiped to answer the call
“h-hey?” you didn’t want to suspect him of anything without any evidence
“hey are you free? I... I wanna see you..” you could see his puppy-like smile through the tone of his voice
but this could all be a facade; maybe you didn’t know everything about him like you thought you did
“yeah! sure! did...” you prayed that this conversation wouldn’t be the break of your relationship
“did you pick up Mingi from the airport?”
you hear him nervously chuckle, “his flight got cancelled so I just went to dance studio to get ready for this week’s classes..”
you wish he was telling the truth
what was so bad that he had to lie to you?
you just recently reunited with your best friend from your childhood
not only was he your best friend.. but he was your crush
you couldn’t talk to him in person about this
with the safety of being in your own bed, you HAD to know the truth
you had dealt through too many problems with your love life
you had enough
“I texted Mingi”
there was no reply on the other side of the line
“Y/N...can I please talk to you in person..”
you felt your tightening the grip on your phone
“whatever you need to say, you can say it right now.. if you feel like there’s nothing you NEED to say... then I don’t want to talk to you.. at all”
the line was still on but the only thing you heard was his devastation
“that’s it then...goodbye Yunho”
you hung up the phone and blocked him right away
you didn’t want to feel so pathetic but you did
you clenched your fists so tight you could feel your fingernails digging pain into your hands
but nothing hurt more than having the concept of love failing you
over and over and over again
you got a text from San
-hey! there’s a party tonight at a friend’s place, wanna come with?
that was all you needed to get all of this off of your mind
even though you were more of the reserved type and would consider yourself to be more of an introvert than an extrovert, you wanted to go to that party
and have fun without worrying about anything or anyone
you wanted to feel like expensive version of yourself
you always covered your body but tonight was the night you were going to show off your curves
you wanted to stand out so you found the brightest and tightest dress you owned; which was a bright, true red bodycon dress with piped linings that extenuated your boobs and your chest
it was shorter than what you usually wore but having it be held up by two non functional strings that were meant to be straps that constantly fell off of your shoulders
you matched this dress with some nude, red-bottom heels that your mom got you for Christmas
you let your hair out of your usual messy ponytail and lightly curled it
watching makeup tutorials for fun made you inspired to get more into this new character of yours; your followed an easy smokey eyeshadow look that wouldn’t be overwhelming for some mascara
paired it with a transferproof darker red lip and packed on some highlighter so you could glow to the gods
and pray that with a look like this, you can finally find a guy who appreciates you
San sends you a text saying that he’s at the door as you were spraying on some luxurious perfume
he could hear you trotting to the door in what sounded like high heels
his brows were raised as his eyes were about to pop out of his sockets
you were absolutely stunning and breathtaking and all of the words in the dictionary could not describe how beautiful you looked
San almost forgot the promise he made to himself when you loop your arm around his
“ready?”
he smiles and nods as he walks you to his car
San was trying hard to keep his eyes on the road when you were right there next to him
“so... is Mingi in town?”
you clenched your teeth so that you try and control your tears from welling up
“no... I.. don’t wanna talk about Mingi... or Yunho..”
it broke his heart to see you so sad but he nods and changes the subject
you were so surprised to see that there was a parking lot for house near a college campus
you didn’t know that it was a GRAND party
“how do you know someone like this?” you were in awe as the cool air hit you as you got out of the car
“you could say he is just a classmate who has become a pretty good friend of mine..”
you started to feel self-conscious of yourself; maybe you wouldn’t fit in
right when the door open was when you saw the closest thing you’ve seen of a Greek God
“oh.. San.. is this your plus one?” the boy’s voice was just as charming as his face
San put his arm around your shoulder, “this is Y/N, my friend.. Y/N, this is Wooyoung.. who’s also my friend..”
Wooyoung reached out for a hug, “a friend of San is a friend of mine”
you could get intoxicated by his scent
how could a guy be so infuriatingly handsome in every way?
a group of girls were passing by when Wooyoung politely stops them, “excuse me ladies, could you help my friend here get settled in with some drinks?”
they giggled and nodded as they took your hand and led you into the house
you look back at San and Wooyoung as they nodded at you indicating that is was okay
San turns back to Wooyoung
“so what’s up?”
Wooyoung massaged the back of his neck in a shy manner
“Y/N.. you said she was just a friend right?”
San’s stomach began to churn, “yup.. just a friend..”
San could see the glimmer of hope in Wooyoung’s eye
“it’s okay if I... get to know her?” he moves his head in the direction you walked in
“maybe you should just... yeah... just get to know her I guess...”
you were surrounded by the bunch of girls that escorted you to the table with the drinks
“how do you know such a handsome guy?”
“are you close with Wooyoung?”
“what’s the other guy’s name?”
“you’re so pretty! no wonder the guys are into you! who are you interested in?”
you were so confused by the choices of questions that were asked, you had no idea how to answer them
but before you could say anything, you felt a gentle hand on your back
“sorry ladies, I’m gonna have to steal Y/N from you for a moment..”
they nodded as they giggled about finding San
you looked up and saw Wooyoung
he was such a gentleman; you found yourself blushing
he refills your drink then leads you out to the area where the music was blaring
small talk led to a heart to heart talk
“so... are you seeing anyone?” you were surprised that someone like Wooyoung would be interested in someone like you
“well... it’s kind of complicating but-”
“Y/N?”
that familiar voice made chills rush down your spine
you turned as saw Yunho
with Aurora clinging onto his arm
as if this girl couldn’t stop ruining your life, she had to take your best friend, your childhood friend, your first love
you wanted to hide and runaway; you subconsciously gripped the shirt
Wooyoung reading your body language, he slithered his arm around your waist and pulled you closer
“what business do you have with Y/N?”
Yunho sobered up right when he saw you
he wanted to push Aurora off of his arm but she was clinging in a little too tightly for comfort
“I wanted to check up on her-”
“are you her boyfriend?” Wooyoung cuts him off
but you answer instead of Yunho, “no, he isn’t.. I wouldn’t want a boyfriend who would lie to me...”
you pulled Wooyoung into the dance circle
Aurora wanted to follow suit and tried to drag Yunho
Yunho doesn’t budge, “what are you doing?”
“who does she think she is? now she’s with some rich guy? come on we have to show her that we’re better than her..”
Yunho still doesn’t budge when Aurora tries to tug a little harder
“what is it to you anyways? just leave her alone..”
“because all the guys that I want to be with always talk about her, okay? I’m sick of it!” Aurora screams only for a couple of people around her to hear her through the blasting music
when Aurora went for Hongjoong, all he kept talking about was how amazing you were at composing and singing and playing the guitar
when she went back to Seonghwa to sabotage you, he ended up not going back with her because he was the one missing you and not her
when she dated Jongho, he would say that he would be better being single than ever dating someone as toxic as her, then saw him smiling at your little gestures a couple days after
she was sick of hearing about you and seeing you
she wanted to be the one with the attention; you were in her way
so when Yunho confronted her about ruining your love life, she blackmailed him saying that if he didn’t date her, she would continue to destroy your life in ways that couldn’t even be explained
Yunho only wanted your happiness and was scared for you, so he agreed
he hated every moment of it; she made sure that he would lie to you via texting or calling
taking up all of his free time so that you couldn’t even meet up with him
she even told him that if he told her, she would injure herself because of him
although he didn’t like her, he didn’t want her to inflict self-harm
he knew she needed some sort of mental help so he decided to be her “boyfriend” to help her out
in exchange, he didn’t have the chance of telling how he felt about you and how much he cared for you
seeing you with another guy shattered his heart in pieces but he knew that he probably shattered yours into fine dust
and all of this was his fault
Yunho let Aurora drag him like a ragdoll
when you saw Yunho and Aurora in your sight, you turned yourself to them as you started to dance on Wooyoung
Wooyoung gently sweeps your hair off of your shoulders as he leans in to ask, “are you okay? is there anything I can do? do you want me to kick them out?”
you could feel the tears accumulating as you interlocked your hands around his neck
“please make me forget about him..”
without another word, Wooyoung pulls you in closer to his body and cups his other hand on your face as he leans in to kiss you
it was a needy yet gentle kiss; you couldn’t get enough of it
you felt a little pride swell up inside of you knowing that Yunho and Aurora were watching the two of you
Aurora wanted to copy you and Wooyoung but Yunho just couldn’t take his eyes off of you
he was so angry at himself; he could’ve been the one kissing you and holding you tight
“shall we take this elsewhere?” Wooyoung lets you catch your breath
when your eyes meet his, it’s like the world stopped for a minute
you could tell that he was genuinely worried about you and that you were okay with everything that he asked of
you nodded and he led you to another part of the house where no one was allowed
how classy was it to be escorted to his room while getting frisky in the elevator
his thick thigh kept some friction for you inbetween your legs
your hands were tugging his hair to his shirt
his hands were all over your body yet you were comfortable with it
if anything you wanted more
it was like..
“it’s like my hands are made for your body”
he said exactly what you were thinking
right when you heard the ding of the elevator, Wooyoung swept you up like a princess as he was huffing through his smile
“I’m gonna make sure that you’ll only be thinking about me tonight, princess”
maybe it was the alcohol but you felt a certain type of warm tingling sensation fill you up to the brim
despite of the lust in his eyes, he was really gentle with you
he placed you comfortably on the bed as he peppered you in kisses from your forehead down to your pooling heat as he hikes your dress up to get access to where you needed attention
before he continues he looks to meet eyes with you, “I want to know that you’re okay with this..”
you nod but he wasn’t satisfied with just that; he cowers over you so that you could look at him, face to face
“I want to hear you say if you are.. I want you to be comfortable with-”
you cut him off with a passionate kiss
you had sex before but it was only a one-night stand kind of deal
but this time, you felt like it was going to be different
“I’m okay.. I’ll let you know if it isn’t...”
you could feel him smile through the kiss
“you’re absolutely beautiful... I want you to feel like the most beautiful girl in the world because you are”
he goes back down to take off your panties with his teeth
if you didn’t feel yourself growing wet since you were dancing with him
you definitely did now
Wooyoung leaned in to take in all of your essence; you whined at the lack of pleasure
“Wooyoung.. please..”
“so eager for me..”
with that he dove himself right into your heat; his nose continuously hitting your clit
you didn’t know that he was going to go that hard but you loved every moment of it
he was working you up so good that you didn’t know what to do between pushing his head away or pushing closer to you
you felt yourself quickly spiraling into an abyss of pleasure
“Woo-Wooyoung.. I-I..”
he quickens the pace of his tongue as he adds in his finger
for every time that you clench around his tongue and finger, he adds another finger
by the time he got to three fingers, you were seeing the Milky Way
your body convulsively shook under Wooyoung
he was just in awe watching you come down from your high
you were sprawled out for him; your straps hanging off of your shoulders, hair placed as if you were an art piece from the Renaissance and just panting as you squeezed tears of pleasure from your eyes
Wooyoung leans down to kiss them with the scent of you still covering his mouth, “how’s my baby doing?”
you didn’t know why; you just met this guy and yet you have completely fallen head over heels for him
the way he called you baby made you feel like he was just about everything you wanted and more
“I want more”
that was all Wooyoung needed to unravel
he unbuttoned his black satin shirt showcasing his toned-body
although he left his shirt on, he completely took off everything from the lower part of his body
you drooled at the sight of his proudly standing member; you couldn’t keep your eyes off of it
Wooyoung chuckles as he lifts your chin up to look at him, “eyes up here, princess..”
you too wanted to take off your clothes but Wooyoung stops you
“leave them on.. you look so good I want to remember me fucking you in this dress so that every time I see this dress I can remember how we met..”
Wooyoung reaches over to grab a condom but you gently grab his wrist
“it’s okay, I’m on birth control... I want to feel all of you...”
he lines himself up to your entrance as he leans into your neck, “you really know how to drive a man crazy...”
there was a mix feeling of pain and pleasure as you could feel him stretching you out
your hands ran through his hair as he continued to work on his deep, purple love bites on your neck
you didn’t notice how spacious his room was until you heard the echos of the lewd sounds of Wooyoung slamming himself into you
you couldn’t stop saying his name
it was as if it was the only word you knew
“nngh..Y/N.. baby please... don’t clench like that or I’ll cum in seconds...” Wooyoung grunted
surprised by how much strength he had while still being able to fuck you, he picked you up to flip you around
you were propped up on your elbow as he placed his hands on your raised hips
he never stopped pumping his dick in and out of you
as soon as you were adjusted into your new position, you started to clench around him again; you couldn’t help it
Wooyoung exhales through his smiles as he could feel himself reaching his peak
“baby, please tell me that you’re getting close because I am-”
but you reached it before you could even reply to him
your body shook even harder than the first time he made you orgasm; making you squeeze around him harder than you have before
he came a couple seconds after
you could feel how his thick cum fill you up inside to the point that you could feel it overflowing out of you
Wooyoung lightly swept the hair away from your neck to kiss it before slowly taking himself out of you
you were and looked completely spent
he gets up to get you something to clean you up
you took this time to look around his room
although it was a spacious room, it wasn’t heavily decorated; if anything it was kind of empty, kind of lonely
he returns with his pants back on, holding a wet towel and some water
“you’re really something you know that?” he’s always smiling but you feel like there’s something more to his smile
you chuckle trying to hide your blush, “are you like this with all of the girls?”
he gets up from cleaning you up and fixes your dress and hair
“I actually don’t do this as often as you think..” Wooyoung brushes his sweat-covered hair back so that it’s not sticking to his forehead
“even though you host all of these glamorous parties?” you were feeling pretty exhausted but you wanted to talk to him and get to know him
you didn’t want this to be another one-night stand for the books
Wooyoung wraps his arm around you and has your head in the crook of his neck and shoulder
“hey now, I’m not your typical college fuckboy, you know..”
you both laughed softly over the muffled sound of the party downstairs
“so I’m guessing the guy with Aurora was the guy you were seeing but it was complicated?”
you nodded, “everyone knows Aurora huh...”
Wooyoung sees you sulking, so he pulls you back onto the bed so that your head falls onto his chest, “she’s just a homewrecker... she’s not worth your time, sweetie.. trust me”
“I don’t know.. he was my best friend, childhood friend and first love all in one.. and she’s ruin my life more than just one time a year...”
you wanted to change the topic, “what about you? what’s going on in your life?”
it was like you knew that Wooyoung’s smile was just a mask under his worries, “well.. my dad wants me to take over his plane company.. but I don’t want to. I want to pursue being a pilot. I can’t be a pilot and run a company at the same time. he wants me to run the company, even though my brother is the one who wants to run it...so you can say me and you have it pretty tough huh”
“are you kidding? you’re dealing with grown up stuff and I’m still caught up on the idea of love!”
you didn’t notice that Wooyoung was just looking at you the whole time as you raised your voice
“I think that love is some pretty hardcore group stuff too...”
you nodded and you both just sat there in the dimmed room with the music still playing in the background
“you wanna go back down to the party? to show off your battle scars?” Wooyoung broke the silence, “or do you want to runaway, to start over?”
your eyes widened as you looked up at him, “runaway?”
“we could start over? I know we just met.. but I’m willing to take that chance and give you everything to be happy”
you were feeling kind of skeptical, “you wish happiness upon a stranger at first sight?”
“I wish happiness for a girl who deserves more than what the world has to offer”
you got up from his bed to get a better look at him, “I need a couple days...”
Wooyoung follows your action and grabs your hands, “take all the time you need.. it was just an option... maybe we could just get to know each other before we take a big step..”
Wooyoung escorts you back downstairs with his black denim jacket thrown over your shoulders
you were wobbly from how hard he went on you; he couldn’t help chuckle at his handiwork
you’d jokingly give him a side glare every time he did
you met San on the other side of the elevator
the first thing he saw was how you clung onto Wooyoung
how the hickies he gave you popped under Wooyoung’s denim jacket
to be frankly speaking, San was already heartbroken when he knew he didn’t have a chance with you
but he was even more broken to see that you would never see him the way you saw a potential lover
but nevertheless, he smiles, “looks like the two of you were busy. ready to go home?”
you kissed Wooyoung on the cheek before looping your arm through San’s, “I’ll text you when I get home?”
“I’d rather you call,” Wooyoung said with a seductive smile
San gives Wooyoung a handshake before taking you back to the car
you and San walked passed all the guys that have affected your love life since you started college
Hongjoong, Seonghwa, Yeosang, Yunho, Jongho
every time you saw one of them, you clung closer and tighter to San
San stares at all of them; knowing who they were and how they broke your heart
and what he could’ve done to be the one by your side making you happy
earlier when Wooyoung took you upstairs, San pulled Yunho over to talk to him when Aurora went to the bathroom
“are you trying to break Y/N’s heart? you already broke it once and you’re gonna do it again?”
Yunho shoves San, “don’t talk about Y/N like you know her-”
“I know that she loved you.. I know that she was head over heels for you.. I know that Aurora was the bitch that made you lose hope in love.. so seeing her with you? you’re basically ripping her heart out of her chest..”
San shoves Yunho back and walks away
Yunho couldn’t take it anymore
he had to find you
he had to tell you the truth
so when he finally found you exiting the elevator, clearly having moved on with Wooyoung, he lost hope
maybe he should just keep the truth to himself
you already seem like you’re happier in the last hour with Wooyoung than you have with Yunho for all your life
but Hongjoong had words he wanted to say to you too
so did Seonghwa
and Yeosang
and San
and Mingi
and Jongho
but they would’ve all kept it to themselves.. because you were glowing now
you had shelled out of your cocoon and had transformed into a beautiful, unattainable butterfly
these were the boys that left their words unsaid; for the happiness of the girl that they love
PLEASE LEMME KNOW IF YOU WANT A SEPARATE ENDING FOR EACH MEMBER OR ONE FINAL ENDING WITH ONE SPECIAL MEMBER???
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