#get myself rolling again

[jmoneydollarsign]

WILD KRATTS SEASON 7 SPOILERS

MARTIN GREW A BEARD???

#wild kratts #wk season 7 #martin kratt #WHAT #OMG #THIS IS CRAZY #I AM SO EXCITED #SEASON 7 IS GONNA POP OFF #ok now that i've filled the tags out #i made this 😂 #and pretty soon i'm gonna pitch the idea to tiktok #get myself rolling again #jmoneydraws #anyone who was fooled i hope i made you laugh

[lavenoon]

me drawing self indulgence: ah jeez this indulgence sure is catered to exactly me huh

@naffeclipse man's gotta practice holding back. it's slow going <3

*self insert is not a girl (he/ she)

og detective au by sunnys-aesthetic!

#post let luce #dcamv #sleuth jesters #bloodstain fool #naffeclipse #i am so normal about this one #im always normal about self indulgence but somehow i got myself more than normal with this one #“wonder why that is” <- blatantly ignores the increased focus on hands during all of this #and yeah the button joke #sorry i could not resist #he does get to keep the rolled up sleeves though <3 #who needs more than that anyway #my art #nearly forgot again #okay now enjoy <3 #menace4menace

[weirdw00d]

I want to get flower/vine roll tattoos sooo bad. But 1) the artist who originated them (@carrie_metz_caporusso on insta) has been dealing with chronic pain and has only just now started to dip back into doing them and there's a huge list of backlogged people she's got to work through before opening more requests and 2) I need someone who would rub lotion on my rolls cuz I'm such a baby about the healing process and I can't reach 🥺

#gonna finally be getting my oscar wilde tattoo in april #and i told myself i would take a break and save my money for a bit #but damn if her books opened for roll tattoos again i would jump on that so fast #text

[mabledersteen]

current clor pecil wimps

#probably gonna stop touching them after this but i gotta get smth real goin here #whatever that means #my art #mine #colored pencil #craving to make but i just cant get the ball rolling #i guess i want the joy of having created but the creation parts where m stuck i think i just need to let myself abstract again rargh

[faeyism]

Guys I fucking love mob psycho. Can we talk about that? How cool that piece of media is? Like. Bro. Random autistic kid has psychic powers and is mentored by a con man with probably not much of a future, and then they just. Become enveloped in a world of wonderfully complex and interesting characters and conflicts? In which the whole psychic thing is important but not even really the most interesting thing going on? “If everyone is not special maybe you can be who you want to be” and all that.

Spoilers!

Like yeah it’s cool that you can float a frog with ur brain, but tsubomi doesn’t care in the least so does it even matter? Like the whole psychic thing is more interesting in terms of Ritsu’s struggle with feeling inferior because of it, or because of the absurd ego that whole organization has over their psychic powers. Or even because of the morals Reigen has given mob to follow in regards to the powers. Ok im done now. Just had to explode into confetti for a second there, I know it wasn’t super intellectual or analytical. I just lovelovelove mp100 so much.

#mob psycho 100 #I loveeee mp100 so much man #like I cannot contain my autism whenever it gets brought up #mob psycho one hundred #mp100 #mob psycho anime #I don’t think I have it in myself to finish the show #to never watch it for the first time again is hard to grapple with #I always do this with media I love though #same thing happened with slime rancher #I refused to open the mail received after the glass desert temple because I knew it would roll the credits #and that made me want to cry lmao

[mossyflowers]

That time of year again, here's a bunch of assorted doodles of Mossy <3

#hollow knight oc #hk oc #for those who dont know her she's the reason this blog exists! :] #her fifth birthday should be rolling around soon so i wanted to doodle her a bunch again #but yea erbrbr maybe i'll like. chatter abt her story n stuff or smth since i cant see myself finishing it as an ask blog #and she's like. genuinely a really important oc to me #rlly vibing with the one in the top left corner ngl #it was fun getting to draw her again. miss her <3

[moonchild-in-blue]

Someone yell at me to pick up my cameras and start shooting again. I miss it so much.

#i've got the Big Sad okay? i want to go out there but it's harddd #i have a few rolls i need to get to the lab - will try to organise myself to go there by the end of the month #maybe once i get the scans i'll feel motivated enough #also i should just revamp my old blog. thinking of a hard reset and just reupload my stuff again #good thing the weather is starting to get a little bit better. cus i've been dying to get some nice light shots but the rain :/ #darya talks to herself

[s0lar-ch3ri]

cant write tonight cause eepy but

the "unborn kings" are those who already died in the black sea

explanation coming tmr

#cheri's insane again #jrwishow #jrwi #jrwi podcast #jrwi show #jrwi riptide #just roll with it #jrwi spoilers #its almost midnight here and i was just with fam #i got a date tmr whoch im happy about but also sleep is needed for it so AHHHHHHH #wasnt gonna post this originally but i need to get through my drafts so the last thing i wanna do is make another #also im guilting myself cause i said id work on my fic but didnt :(

[astranauticus]

Guess what i fucking did it

#rolling with difficulty #art i made #rwd #wow im so glad im finally free from this. honestly #surprisingly this did not ruin the song for me? #cuz last time i made an animatic (/first time i made an animatic) it was set to drowning sorrows by mao buyi #so. two for two on animatics using cpop songs nobody on this side of the internet has heard before #and i could not listen to that song for like a YEAR afterwards #killed stone dead by overplay #interesting. anyway #in my planning spreadsheet the last two frames were written as 'how??' for the longest time bc my original plans only went up until like #the end of the lyrics? #then i realised the outro for this song is fucking long so like i needed to add something there but i wasnt sure what for really long #basically my point is the last two frames of MR-SN was. absolutely not planned from the start but oh boy #not to like gas myself up but like #i watched this once through again after uploading to youtube bc youtube.. really did not want to upload this in full quality for some reaso #and that time around that ending really broke through the whole 'i always get really desensitised to my own art' thing #yeah. #Youtube #as a side note if you're curious the character behind VR-LA in the thumbnail is 马 -> #chinese name of the song #bc can you imagine how fucking ominous it would look if i just wrote HIM really big behind him #so no. just this once i'm going w the chinese option

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

wow there really are so many little blessings in life huh. little things that make it worth living. small brightnesses that make it worth looking for more. <3

#the wingfeather show is already opening funding for season 2 and season 1 starts airing in December #Victoriocity has just wrapped preproduction for s3 and has just opened production to get it made #ACGAS is gearing up for its third season this winter #Skye Peterson had just announced her concert dates/schedule for this season (and I may possibly get to see her perform again!!) #everyone has been saying that War Room was great and now I finally own the boxset and can listen for myself !!! #fall is just around the corner and Starbucks and Panera roll out their fall drinks soon; and Dunkin already has theirs out! #if I could just keep all these little sparks of happiness close to my heart when I’m feeling aimless maybe it would help #there are still so many good things happening to me here in this place of waiting & worrying #hey maybe here’s a fun game—reblog this post with your recent small brightnesses! good things happening to/around you!! :D #gurt says stuff #reminders #life lessons #important #knitting circle

[8rujaa]

my therapist really saved me….

#tw abuse // tw sa #i can’t sleep bc i keep thinking about this. #like i probably would’ve not been here if it weren’t for her #i started seeing her january of 2023… my life has changed entirely since then and she was definitely the one who got the ball rolling #literally so much has changed since then and it’s all because of her #i was so dissociated during our first few sessions #thanks to her i was able to get diagnosed and medicated for adhd. i was able to realize i was in an abusive situation and plan a way out #i was able to focus on myself and my healing and she’s helped me reframe so much of my negative thinking #i was able to process a lot of emotions and become a better version of myself with each session #she’s truly incredible. #i remember the first comment she made about the relationship had been ‘’so it’s like there’s an imbalance of control in the relationship’’ #i had put my partners on such a high pedestal that i had no idea they could be doing anything wrong #and i asked her what she meant and she said ‘from what you’ve been describing it’s sounds like a strict parents and child type of dynamic’ #she told me they didn’t need to understand why i wanted to leave and they didn’t need to make that decision. if that’s what was going to be #best for me the only thing i could do is let them know my reasoning and simply leave. i didn’t need their permission.’’ #i remember being so confused at that realization bc like… i had been putting their emotions over mine the whole time i had forgotten simply #doing what’s best for me was an option… l #ever since then i’ve been putting myself first and it’s been a steady uphill from rock bottom… i’ve made an incredible amount of progress #when i first started with her getting out of bed and walking to the kitchen was incredibly difficult and took all my strength. #yesterday i conquered a mountain!!!!!!! i hiked all the way to the top!!!!! :D #me a year ago thought it was going to take me years and years to recover. as soon as i left i made leaps of progress #im incredibly proud of myself and grateful for her. and my reiki lady she’s also been a great great help. #the silver lining is i realized who really matters. and the relationships i cared about deepened. #my sweet virgo friend was the one who was always like ‘THATS A GROWN ASS MAN WHO CANT UNDERSTAND BASIC CONSENT???’ #LMFAO i would be like ‘but he has trauma and bla bla bla’ she looked me dead in the eyes and said #’jess you said with your last boyfriend that you would never make excuses for a man who was hurting you again. stop defending him.’ #she’s really a gem and i treasure her with my life. i hope she knows i love her. she’s family at this point #she’s also literally saved my life before (like deadass called 911 for help) #im glad i had the support system i had. that was a rough situation with so many layers and im glad i got through it #my 22nd year of life was by far the worst of my life and i don’t ever want to put myself in that situation again. im glad i learned.

[mblue-art]

It's me again, anon, who adores your love-hate towards Cross. Friend recently showed me a video in tiktok where there was a sound of 'oh I hate that man...but oh, cara mia...how i love him'. It immediately reminded me of you. Tsunderes keep winning. Let's go tsunderes ✊️

hhhh h hhhi anon i do, i do ha-

#ask #mblue talks #mblue art #self insert #.. dammit #HSHFBXNZN #('oh i love tsunderes' — *becomes one* — *surprised pikachu meme*) #(each day i get a cross simp thought i ask myself WHY am i a tsundere for this man istg smfh 😤😤😤‼️/lh) #(everytime i get a cross brainrot it hits hard and it burns (just like the blush on my cheeks HSHFHCBDN/J) for how goddamn long it lasts) #(once again i wanna be mean to him and lovingly bully him but also he deserves the niceys!!!) #(tired man tired boy needs to RELAX‼️ like sheesh ur shoulders look stiff dude im patting those tf down; ease up my man) #(gonna do that thing where i plat my palm onto his forehead bc of how much hes furrowing his brows!!) #(thatll probably surprise him and unfurrow those for a few secs LOL) #(give him a lazy day; let him roll around in bed with the fluffiest pillows and the softest blankets and watch anime and drink choccy malk) #(ok that just sounds like i wanna pamper him HSHHRFNKDSK BUT STILL i want him to be happy HAVE YOU SEEN HIM SMILE GENUINELY????) #(like in fanart nstuff LIKE WHY DOES HE LOOK LIKE THAT /POS) #(hes got that anime boy charm somehow istg) #anyway ramble over im sorry hello tag readers did you enjoy me simping 😎 (imagine my hands folded on the table) #m rambles #CM

[toribookworm22]

...

He texted me.

He fucking texted me.

#i dont know what to do #we havent spoken since i hung up 4 and a half months ago #i finally started writing poems about accepting this not the grieving portion #and then i rolled over and checked my phone #and he texted me #and i dont know what to do #i cant even make myself read more than the first few words #why does he get to do this to me again #bookworming

[m0e-ru]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to the day my brain was literally rewired and my gender was being changed by the second SO HERES A GAS STATION SPECIAL before this joint was even a gas station in the FIRST PLACE !!!!

FUCKING FREAK

#kommento #// theres a whole love letter in here dont open these tags it's a readmore equivalent #p4 #⛽️🌫 #moel gas station attendant #tohru adachi #boot.tingting #arttag #// sneak peak before the manager became a manager and only put the uniform on to see how well it would fit and hasnt taken it off since. #// im tearing up because i hate how it's been three years and also i cant find the other notebook so i went through gphotos instead #// also that i miss blorbo so much i miss my old self so much she was so sweet and genuine and the passion and love and everything #// STUPID SEQUENCE OF PHOTOS the way my brain was so fucking rearranged i had to get up and make memes and take screenshots and then #// draw then COME BACK AGAIN to watch the thing that changed my life forever. AGAIN #// sorry was having technical difficluties in yokohama im back istok im normal (affirmation ) #// this is literally all me before i started thinking about myself and wondering about my gender then the dysphoria came rushing in like #// some freshwater spring about to make a waterfall and i had to let it settle and get used to the ecosystem with two more years #// took a month where p4gsteam was booted up and i made my own save at some point and finished it on july 8 #// clasped my hands and had a honeymoon period over. mimi <3 then the day after rolled around and i watched the .chair car adventure #// literally my first p4 doodles were mimi and adachi theres no fucking denying it theyre the og. theyve been with me from the start #// theyre so important to me theyre so personal they made me who i am thats why im so mad with the community i have to share them with #// because theyre all so different from me and i took that personally #// IT'S KOKAY !! look at how far ive gone. this is the biggest archival effort ive ever done my entire life ive grown branches #// farther than ive done before ive put such a variety of skills to use just to make myself food and manage this damn station #// and keep some sort of love alive which was all from me and is still from ME !!! #// crying while writing these tags now sorry okyakusan i'll clean it up soon #// these doodles really explaining my mindset from the start and how the grindset has never really changed at all #// it was all friendship for three years and still will be i love adachi i love gas station attendant so much THERE I'M SAYING IT #// cherry on top friend just dm'd me to get an actual job at a gas station IM SHITTING MYSELF #// happy anniversary to my genderest best friend and the most problematic uncle ive ever had #// we're all holding hands and theyre treating me to topsicles because it's all i could ever shamelessly want

[thenarrativefoil]

WONDERFUL EXPERIENCE OF THE YEAR: FOUND A RESTAURANT THAT CATERS TO AUTOIMMUNE DIETS AND GOT FOOD!!!!!!!!!

#i had SOUP and TORTILLAS and COOKIES and BONE BROTH and CINNAMON ROLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #text #the past couple days have been A Struggle but the past four years are FINALLY balancing out #and I am going to get some Test Confirmed Answers and a Treatment Plan anD THEN #I AM GONNA FIX MYSELF #and then I get to do WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT FOREVER #gonna eat all the things #again: what doesnt kill you makes you weird about food!

[soldier-poet-king]

Stop thinking and wanting, it's never gonna happen you stupid idiot

#franposting #it certainly. is a monday #like usually when im feeling like this past 10pm sleep fixes it #if i WAKE UP still bad. well. then u know its bad #its not even like romantic pining. i don't GET crushes really. or not often #its like #pining after the concept of being loved and cared for and doing so in return #romantic. platonic. qpr partner. idc i just WANT #i mean. mistkis one good movie kiss does make a compelling point. and i am just.nobody on repeat #but its a broader want than that #anyway im metaphorically beating myself upside the head with a rolled up newspaper #STOP WANTING! its about duty and goodness. who care about your lonely soul we strive towards a larger goal. #gotta crack open the grief of stones again. i got distracted. lost focus. thara celehar is the only one that matters maybe #ughhhhhh #ok. i log out. i have to go to work now #idk. idk #a combination of things. but the comfort and kindness velasin received in a strange and stubborn endurance. certianly isn't helping #im early book vel. a false dutiful creature.