#fuck i’m so tired

[ashikarin]

he eepy,,

#vox akuma #luxiem #akurylic #fuck i’m so tired #vox i’m gonna kick u down a flight of stairs

[far-thee-well]

Rating the Juneau, AK airport terminal:

Size: very small but still has 6 gates which seems like too many, especially since none of them seem to be labeled #1

Seating: very firm, there are occasional sets of two seats without armrests between them, thus making them almost long enough for a 5’2 woman to sleep on

Amenities: there appears to be exactly one shop/cafe/bar that supposedly opens at like 04:30; bathroom seemed clean

Temperature: why the fuck is it so cold in here?? My feet hanging over the edge of the aforementioned seating are boutta freeze the fuck off.

Overall rating: 5/10, second worst airport I’ve ever had to be in overnight (first goes to Brussels South Charleroi, but that’s another story)

#international travel is a bitch #especially when you live in Alaska #and there’s a shitload of grounded planes after that weird panel thing happened #Alaska #personal #fuck I’m so tired #still 11 hours til home

[blueish-bird]

hyperfixations are weird as hell; every time I see a representation of a particular interest i get a surge of dopamine that makes me want to sprint a mile while writing an incomprehensible-yet-poignant essay about how much I like said interest. except I can do neither of those things because I have to leave for work in 20 minutes.

#maybe it wouldn’t be so difficult to manage if capitalism wouldn’t bleed workers dry idk man #I kind of rly miss quarantine bc I actually had time and energy to devote to my hyperfixation #I made So Much Fanart for Promare it was insane #I tried all sorts of new art techniques. wrote some fanfic. came up with a bunch of aus. it was wild [pos] #I miss having that time and energy available to me #my thoughts #adhd #hyperfixations #in some ways I’m glad CSM doesn’t have as much merch and stuff in US stores because I’d go bananas #I’m not sure I’d have the capacity to mask over my excitement if I saw like. Angel merch. #still pissed there’s no official merch for him at all. but it’s a silver lining I guess. #fuck I’m so tired #fuck capitalism #‘workers need money in order to survive and stimulate the economy’ ‘can you give us more money then?’ ‘no’ #(imaginary convo between the embodiment of companies/the system of capitalism and workers) #except worker survival isn’t the important part ot capitalism. it’s whether workers can continue to be productive/exploited for profit. #:-/ #feeling. hungry. #meposting

[lokust]

It’s very rare that I share pics of myself, but..

I’M GRADUATED BITCHES

#class of 2023 #WE OUT THIS HOE #fuck i’m so tired #and so so happy

[romijuli]

Hi if you left a comment on one of my fics in the last month I am SO sorry I’ve been meaning to comment back but my life is ✨falling apart✨

#i mean I’m sure you guys get it but #fuck I’m so tired

[howl-at--the-sun]

@everyone block

Asshole Anon is back

#fuck i’m so tired #levis speaks

[to-dance-beneath-the-diamond-sky]

Well, on the bright side, at least I’m too beyond- fucking exhausted sleep-deprived, stressed, and crazy busy to have the energy to be hurt that my best friend forgot about my birthday and also hasn’t bothered to text me in over 3 months even though she knows I’ve been going through some pretty major transitions 🙃

#don’t mind me I’m just venting #it is my godgiven right to neurodivergently overshare on tumblr #lmfao #I don’t even believe in god wtf #fuck I’m so tired I’m literally forgetting that I’m not religious and don’t believe in anything as a “god-given right #yikes #also this is the second year in a row she’s done that #except last year she called the next day #this year she did not #we’ve been friends for over ten years now #I really don’t understand how she suddenly forgot #unless the answer is she just genuinely doesn’t care #which honestly #might be the case actually #fuck i’m so tired #I wish I cared more #but at this point I’m just like whatever #I genuinely don’t have the energy to care #it is what it is

[transthatfag]

fine I just won’t sleep then since you’re so fucking complicated

#jesus fuck #legit all of the dreams in one dream #it fucking sucked #AND in the middle of it I woke up and my vision was ducked so I g #thought I saw a bright light and that someone was in my room but again it was just my vision and #fuck I’m so tired #i want sleep so bad but it’s only 3am and idk how much more dreaming I can take #it’s so abad #pls bro I don’t wanna dream anymore

[makialene]

I want a nap so bad

#but alas #i cannot #as band camp calls #fuck I’m so tired #jus talking

[wow-an-unfunny-joke]

My parents are fighting and for some reason I’m in trouble???? I’m just sitting here sick and my mom comes in all pissed cause my dad just drove away so now me and my (19 year old) brother are gonna be here alone, so like, that’s a problem I guess? Enough of a problem to get passive aggressive at the kid who’s trying their Danm best to not vomit up the medicine they just took instead of, I don’t know, going to the other adult I’m the house???? The one who isn’t sick??? Why is it always me who gets yelled at!? Why can’t my parents keep it to themselves!? Jesus Christ!

#small vent #vent tw #tw vent #fighting tw #arguement #oh #ig #fuck I’m so tired #im think I’m dying #my everything hurts I’m so Fucking sick #NyQuil and dayquil should be named NyQuil and dyquil #i just down a shot of nightvale #oop my moms screaming #you know it’s a real fight when you can hear BOTH parents and not just mom #word vomit

[blueish-bird]

mom is regurgitating TERF talking points (presumably learned from F*x Entertainment) to my dad godfuckingdamnit

#*insert Simpsons meme of kid laughing on bus saying ‘I’m in danger’* #vent #transphobia #before she was neutral/ignorant. now she’s becoming radicalized. great. #not surprised. just angry. #I have. thoughts and feelings. #just when I was getting the ball rolling on top surgery intake too #fucking hate this house #I’m tired of using my existence as a teaching tool for people — particularly my parents #I DONT WANT TO EXIST FOR YOU. I WANT TO EXIST WITH YOU. #hits head on wall #meposting #personal #watch my dad get radicalized too… my one hope of a semi-accepting parent. dashed on the rocks. #fuck I’m so tired #I just want to live is that too much to ask?

[chronicallycouchbound]

It IS ableist to laugh at politicians displaying symptoms of disorder.

It IS ableist to say that them becoming disabled is punishment for being shitty.

It IS ableist to say that a politician becoming disabled is a reason they shouldn’t be in office.

Those politicians are shitty. That’s it. You don’t have to being disability into it. Disability isn’t a punishment for being shitty. Disability isn’t the reason they shouldn’t be in office.

Also, that politician isn’t who sees you laughing at them for being visibly disabled— it’s your disabled community members who do.

Tbh, I hate most politicians. But them being disabled, fat, etc. isn’t why I hate them. I don’t need to talk about it at all actually. You can point out egregious human rights violations and abuses without ever mentioning them being disabled. When you actually hate someone for being shitty and harmful, but all you make jokes about it their disability, you’re not accomplishing anything helpful aside from furthering ableist stereotypes.

Stop and consider: Does this joke actually bring light to the ways they’re genuinely awful, or does it just make people hate them for being a part of a marginalized community?

It’s thinly veiled ableism and y’all will say we’re sympathizing when we’re literally just saying don’t pin their shitty behavior on them being disabled.

You can hate someone’s actions and leave their disabilities out of it.

#chronically couchbound #I’m so fucking tired of this #disability #disabled #cripple punk #cripplepunk #ableism #mitch mcconnell

[feralviscosity]

is there something in the water that is just making this week so shitty?

#fuck I’m so tired

[im-nothing-and-n0body]

I’m fucking miserable and I have no fucking idea how to fix it cause everything feels impossible

#mentally fucked #tw depressing stuff #mental illness #sorry for being depressing #i’m so tired

[kennahjune]

Thinking of Steddie Soulmates where you feel every pain your soulmate feels.

Thinking of little Steve feeling every backhand and punch from Eddie’s dad.

Thinking of little Eddie feeling Steve break his arm and the pain being so much worse because his parents refuse to take him to the hospital until the school gets involved.

Thinking of Eddie finally moving in with Wayne and sure, the paternal beating are done, but now he’s just a small town Freak that’s constantly targeted.

Thinking of Eddie and Steve in their Sophomore/Freshman years respectively, not knowing who the other is outside of rumors and (unknowingly) their shared pain.

Thinking of Eddie finally escaping pain, the bullying turning to mainly verbal shit.

Only to be thrust right back into pain because his soulmates a walking hazard.

Thinking of Eddie having no idea what’s going on when he suddenly feels like one giant bruise after Steve’s beat up by Jonathan. Eddie watching Steve fall from grace in his Junior year and not connecting the dots.

Billy coming along and smashing a fucking plate over Steve’s head while Eddie’s peacefully sleeping. Eddie jolting awake with a shout because /holy fucking shit ow—/

Neither of them connecting the dots.

Then Steve graduates, and Eddie’s held back. And the pain subsides for a bit.

And then fuck all happens in Starcourt and Eddie literally feels like he’s dying and Jesus H. Christ is his soulmate /ok/??? Like they are getting seriously fucked up.

And then that recedes and it ok for a while— Eddie will still get killer pains that seem to circulate in his chest and head, but that’s to be expected with whatever tf his poor soulmate is going through year after year.

And then the fuckery of March 1986 happens and Chrissy Cunningham is dead in his trailer— his home— and he’s wanted for fucking murder and hiding in Rick’s dingy ass boat house—

And then he’s shoving none other than Steve Harrington up against a wall with a broken bottle helps to his throat. Eddie’s so piped on adrenaline he barely feels the sting in his back, but he does feel the zing of pressure on his throat and ok /ow—/

And he’s staring at Steve Harrington, who looks kinda terrified and so pretty and Eddie’s holding a bottle to his throat and is that Dustin?—

And—

And holy shit.

Eddie’s eyes widen at the same time as Steve’s and the realization hits them both at once.

#stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #dustin henderson #mike wheeler #robin buckley #will byers #lucas sinclair #steddie #max mayfield #el hopper #steddie fics #steddie idea #steddie soulmate au #gonna do smth with steve and robin being literal platonic soulmates #steve and eddie going through the bat bites #steve saving eddie in the UD because of their soul bond #i can’t think of anything else #I’m so fucking tired 😭 #goodnight (probably)

[pipfrankenstein]

going through my trolls phase, have human brozone ^-^

#they’re so silly #the movie was SO good #sorry if the art looks fucked i was tired #anyways i’m in love with them all #especially floyd #floyd hit me up king #trolls #trolls band together #trolls 3 #brozone #dreamworks #digital art #art