J.C: should I be concerned that the nurse, and the aide, both told me to check myself into the ER if I thought of hurting myself or somebody else? Multiple times. In the thirty minutes I had to be meeting with both of them? And separately?
[theres a few reasons why i dont start conversations, one of them being idk how tf to explain what i mean ever, and people just keep assuming i mean other things, and like, no. that's not what i was going for.]