#forgive my disappearance

[the-phantom-peach]

color and style studies i dunno

#forgive my disappearance #been down lately but I draw the wife to cope <\3 #the legend of zelda #tloz #legend of zelda #loz #loz tears of the kingdom #tears of the kingdom #totk #breath of the wild #botw #nintendo #zelda #link #totk link #botw link #screencap redraw #color study #tloz art #totk art #loz art #art #my art #idk how to tag anymore #wanna change my art style again so bad

[revenantghost]

Hello hello hello, remember to keep in mind the true lord and savior, Vash the Stampede, for this most holiest of days, and bring forth the messages of love and peace from the gunslinging space cowboy Jesus into all aspects of your life

#Trigun #The two versions I have of all of him for your consideration #This stuck me as funny in the few moments I have before I have to disappear for awhile #FORGIVE ME IF MY ESCAPISM FROM THE CURSED DAY IS TOO SILLY #*collapses* #*crawls off*

[jakehoon]

· ˚ ˖ IT GIRL * a character template

this is a free character template to celebrate a character's birthday. this template is made with png and requires basic ps knowledge. the fonts used are spicy rise, poppins & elychalk by tzxico. click the source to download. credit is not necessary but please give a like or reblog to support.

#psd template #character template #template psd #rph #dailyresources #character psd #rpc #free template #montsecore #my first character template hope y'all like it 🥺 #now i will proceed to disappear again for another year #lmao #i'm doing this on an impulse at 11 pm please forgive and ignore any mistakes from my part 😭

[brookheimer]

i feel very mixed on shiv's ending, particularly her choice to return to tom -- i think it makes sense from a thematic/character arc perspective and is a powerful yet devastating indictment of both shiv and the world that created her as well as showing that the cycle of abuse will always continue to cycle, that shiv will become her mother etc, but i also think it does not make sense from a character/internal logic perspective. it's a choice that makes sense from the writers, but not from shiv, not yet. it could've been a brilliant ending to her character, but is tainted for me by the less-than-ideal execution of it, which felt very rushed, making shiv's final submission to tom feel forced by the show rather than forced by the situation or honest to her character. the ending is not inherently misogynistic from the writers' side as i've seen some criticisms claim (it is a dark but real portrayal of misogyny within capitalist society and how it's internalized within the white women who end up at the hips of the CEOs who run it), but i do understand how it could feel that way. the show fails at building up to (and thus convincing us) that the version of shiv we currently know would so immediately subject herself to her mother's fate, so instead of it feeling like shiv's hand was forced by patriarchy to place herself into her worst nightmare, it instead feels like the show itself was the thing that forced shiv to take that route, which does leave a sour taste in the mouth. it doesn't feel like the result of a choice shiv would make or the impact of patriarchal society bearing down, it just feels rushed and thus wrong. shiv would've benefitted immensely from a few more episodes or even just a few scenes dedicated to teasing out her newfound willingness to subject herself to immense disrespect in order to remain close to power, but given that her entire character has always been defined by her inability to do just that unless forced to (which i don't think she was in this situation as she could've easily not waited in the car for tom, not put her hand in his, but she did), her return to tom feels hard to comprehend, and her near immediate submission to him hard to stomach.

(read more under the cut because jesus christ did this get long)

in my mind, at least, i've always understood shiv as being respect-driven rather than power-driven -- she wants power, yes, but more than anything she wants to be taken seriously and respected and seen as a legitimate player, and time and time again we've seen her blow up situations that would've been very advantageous long-term because she felt disrespected and needed to speak up and force people to take her seriously (which, ironically, typically results in the opposite). shiv's overarching goal is power, but her immediate necessity is always respect. her dignity is her number one priority at any given moment, even when it shouldn't be, even when it stops her from attaining the success and power she wants. i can kind of understand shiv going against kendall because of this -- she's always had a very, very narrow lens whenever she feels like she's being disrespected, and even though it is infinitely more humiliating for your (somewhat ex) husband to betray you and boot you out of the CEO position behind your back at the behest of your supposed closest ally (and for you to still vote for them after that!!!) than it is for you to magnanimously allow your brother to be CEO (which would publicly be seen as a choice, as telly etc said - sibs need to stand united behind one chosen CEO - rather than shiv being out of the loop and fucked to infinity), the narrowness of her vision upon seeing kendall about to win makes it impossible for her to think about that legitimately. it's not just jealousy, it's indignity: shiv feels she earned CEO through her machinations with mattson and feels genuinely sick seeing the loganified kendall grinning at the head of the table, hearing his "that's fucking right" and witnessing his cocky entitlement to the job that belonged to her. so, she does what she always does when she feels disrespected, when she feels her dignity is at stake, and impulsively blows everything to fuck, including her own best interests. that makes sense for shiv, at least somewhat -- i still think that as much as she wouldn't want ken as CEO she'd feel like at least w that outcome she'd be seen as a player and a deciding factor, whereas with mattson/tom she'd be viewed as a pathetic fucked-over nothing woman pawn etc (a situation of unparalleled indignity imo), but i can rationalize her choice to go against ken anyways as being part of the narrowed field of vision she always gets upon feeling disrespected by men in her life that makes it impossible for her to think strategically (and i guess even though the disrespect was greater and more humiliating from tom/mattson than ken, ken was the most recent most present and most lifelong source so that's all she could focus on; seeing him like logan was too much to bear). it's hard to imagine shiv publicly throwing her vote behind two men who publicly fucked her as humiliatingly as mattson and tom just did, even if the other option is kendall, but i think that's part of it -- it's fundamentally illogical, even from her disrespect-lens, because there's just something about kendall specifically being in charge that she's never been able to stomach. it's visceral and impulsive. it's not meant to make "sense." it's just what she feels she has to do to preserve her own dignity, even though it works directly against those same interests realistically. it wasn't executed very well, making it hard to entirely buy it given just how publicly humiliating the alternative is, but it can still be chalked up to her historically one-track-mind when it comes to indignity by the hands of kendall in particular. it's a last-ditch attempt for shiv to at least feel like she's maintaining her dignity, her self-respect, as counterintuitive as it actually is. it makes sense. i can stomach it.

again, shiv's fatal flaw (in logan's eyes and aside from her original sin of being a woman) has always, always been her inability to shut up and make the smart move in situations where she feels she's being disrespected or not taken seriously. if shiv stayed quiet during that dinner with the pierces, maybe she would've been logan's CEO, but no, she couldn't stop herself, she needed to feel she was being taken seriously, she burst out 'cmon, dad, just tell them it's going to be me.' she is unable to play it smart, to keep quiet, to win when winning means perceived disrespect. she's allergic to it. even on a personal level, she shoots herself in the foot constantly because of this: she is unable to let herself have the things she wants because she can't put herself in positions that open her up to disrespect and perceived inferiority. she can't be vulnerable because she needs to be respected. tom asks her if he could 'try to make love to her' in episode one of this season, and even though she clearly wants to, she says 'no, i don't think so, tom.' tom tells her he 'wants her, wants this' back in episode six, and even though she clearly wants that too, she draws back and says 'well then you shouldn't have betrayed me.' shiv is fundamentally incapable of allowing herself to remain in possibly advantageous situations when she feels at risk of being seen as lesser, of being disrespected, of being perceived as weak. that is her response to patriarchy. when patriarchal forces bear down, shiv is unable to grin and bare it -- she has a short fuse, a sharp tongue, and an inability to entertain even a second of being treated like The Woman, of being looked down upon, especially when it's for her gender. it's the one thing she cannot do, cannot let herself do, and it's why she fails to "win" over and over and over again. she shoots herself in the foot the second her patriarchy disrespect sensors tingle. she makes the wrong choice, the dumb choice, the one that makes her feel like she stood up for herself in the moment but ends up leaving her powerless and helpless in the end. that's the only explanation for why she chose to vote against kendall (the clearly better option for her long-term as she'd 1) be respected as part of the decision, as someone who helped choose the CEO rather than a Woman who got fucked over and had the door slammed in her face by her husband and close ally simply because she possessed a womb, and 2) probably be head of ATN or some other area of waystar, she'd have actual power within the company and be respected as a legitimate source of power rather than the CEO-to-be made CEO's humiliated wife -- if she was capable of making the smart, selfish choice in terms of power instead of having a hair-trigger reaction to gendered disrespect and cocky male superiority, she would have voted kendall. but she is not capable of doing that. she never has been. so she voted tom and mattson.

so what i still cannot for the life of me understand is what would compel this shiv, the one who cannot stomach indignity even when power's on the line, to immediately return to tom's side the second he beckons her, which is like five minutes after he becomes CEO (the job she was promised) by mattson (who gave it to tom instead of shiv because 'why get the baby lady if i can get the man who put the baby inside her?'). it makes perfect, cruel, devastating sense from a show perspective, and that's what most people are talking about, understandably. it's a devastating yet unavoidable, inevitable outcome. she's left with no other choice once she makes the decision against kendall, and patriarchy compels her to play the good wife to stay close to power. except, like... she does still have a choice. she does not have to go back to tom's car. she does not have to sit patiently waiting for him. she does not have to quietly congratulate him on his victory. she does not have to place her hand in his. these are all choices she made very voluntary. they're choices between maintaining her dignity and self-respect at the cost of future power versus maintaining the potential for future power at the cost of her dignity and self-respect -- the classic siobhan roy conundrum. she's been faced with it time and time again (even just five minutes prior with kendall) and she has never, not once, chosen the latter of her own volition. she hasn't been able to. that's her fatal flaw. maybe i could stomach her going back to tom if she didn't congratulate him, didn't place her hand in his when he expectantly held his out -- then some dignity would be preserved, maybe. but her complete and total submission for the sake of future power does not make sense with her lifelong inability to do just that. it makes sense that this would be her eventual endpoint, but we have seen nothing that implies shiv would so willingly subject herself to this feminine submission of wife and mother before person or source of power, to the complete and utter humiliation of being the quiet wife at the side of the man who knifed her in the back (and notably handed said knife by the man she thought her closest ally) in order to steal the job she fought for her entire life and, in her opinion, had earned. maybe she would come back to him eventually, for love or (more likely) for power, but it is incredibly hard to believe that shiv 'impulsive when faced with indignity' roy would be capable of immediately and publicly playing the role of the good wife after such intense and public humiliation at the hands of her husband.

really, the way i feel about the shiv ending is similar to how i feel about the daenerys ending -- unlike most people, i really wasn't that against the daenerys outcome. i thought it made a lot of sense and was interesting, devastating, and fascinating. i thought there had been a few signs all along and that that ending for her would make sense and be far more interesting than a Hooray ! Girlboss ! ending. however, it was poorly executed -- it was rushed. it did not make sense from where daenerys was at that point in the text. it could've worked, it could've worked brilliantly, but it needed more time to build and fester in order for her ultimate turn to feel earned rather than forced for the sake of the point the writers wanted to make. that's kind of how i feel about shiv. i get the ending and i don't think it's inherently bad or misogynistic or anything, but it feels like the writers saw the possibility for a shiv 'mommed' ending and immediately took it, with little regard to what actually made sense for shiv herself to do in that moment. outcome > character. that's frustrating for me particularly for succession because my like number one reason for adoring succession as much as i do is their consistent refusal to operate the way most media does (using the characters as instruments to achieve the plot/outcome the writers want), instead prioritizing following the characters themselves in a way that feels honest and real. it's character-driven, not plot or ending driven. i think that this fell by the wayside a few times in the latter half of this season simply because there was so much that needed to happen in such a short space of time (especially during the finale), but in my opinion, at least, the most egregious case is shiv. given more time, more development, more build-up, the last shot of her hand in tom's would've struck the chord the writers wanted it to -- and for some people, it did anyways! but for me, it rang out and fell nauseatingly flat. it felt hollow and wrong and unearned. shiv could end up becoming her mother, that feels entirely possible, but not in this particular sense, not yet. in what world would siobhan roy willingly choose to be seen as nothing more than a woman hanging off her husband's arm, especially when said husband had publicly humiliated her and ruined her entire life just five minutes prior? when, just five (metaphorical) minutes prior, she was the one poised to be CEO and everyone knew it? when now everyone will see her on tom's arm and whisper and gawk? she has become her worst fear, yes, but unlike kendall, it does not feel earned. it does not feel like she has actually become her worst fear. it feels like the show forced her to. not patriarchy or the situation or her own desire for power, but the show itself. that's what feels so shitty.

i wouldn't necessarily call the writing misogynistic as a result of this, as it's less a flaw of misogyny and more a flaw of bad, rushed writing that could happen to any character. it's the same as with daenerys -- although (somewhat unlike succession) there were many, many aspects of GoT's writing that were deeply misogynistic, especially in the last season (just look at fucking brienne), the core issue with the daenerys plotline is not one of misogyny but of time. they did not give daenerys the time needed to become the version of herself seen burning down the city. that could've easily been a focus of previous episodes, but it wasn't. they simply did not develop her enough for that turn to make sense yet. it could make sense, hypothetically, at some point down the line, but at that point it felt sudden, off-putting, and wrong. shiv could easily become her mother. that's been made evident especially regarding her relationship to pregnancy/children, love, and vulnerability (or the lack thereof). but for this ending to make sense, we would have needed to see signs of shiv imitating her mother's willingness to be relegated to the sidelines, to bring out the food while the men eat and make deals, in order to remain tangential to power. that is a concession shiv roy had never been willing to make prior to the last five minutes of the entire show. other signs of shiv imitating caroline or falling prey to patriarchal norms throughout the show are not enough to undo shiv's fundamental refusal to weather gender-related indignity even when doing so would benefit her. in my opinion, that's why the final five minutes of shiv's plotline were so unsatisfying.

shiv could become her mother, and her ending could be a devastating portrayal of the inability for even rich white women to escape their original sin of being a woman in a man's world, as well as a dark, ironic criticism of both women like shiv and the patriarchal world that breeds them into existence. but because the show did not develop shiv in this particular direction and because her entire character thus far has been defined by her self-destructive insistence on being respected at all costs, shiv's ending did not land the way it could've, or should've.

#WOOF okay this was long. not even gonna read it over bc if i do i'll never stop editing to it or adding to it and god knows no one needs tht #so if it's shit well. forgive me #but yeah this is just my take. i felt really unhappy w shiv's ending but didn't quite know why because the ending itself i can imagine bein #fine with but really i just feel very frustrated by the show writing over any agency she would normally have had in order to make their #point by the time the episode ended #honestly the more i think about it the more i feel this season should've had more episodes -- i think another season after this one would b #GREAT for me personally obviously but unnecessary for the show itself and possibly too much of a good thing #but at the same time the latter half of this season could really have benefitted from a little wiggle room and space to develop #so it wasn't just Sudden Mattson Likes Tom or Wait Did Mencken Disappear or Remember Roman's Sexuality or SHIV FUCKING SHIIIIV lolllll #ok. this is too long. post #succession #succession spoilers #long post #and i mean LONG #should i do a read more? i never know what the like courtesy is lmao #well . yall asked for it so here u go #shiv roy #succession meta #i guess #edit i did a read more this is disgusting LOLOL #100 #casey shut the fuck up about shiv roy

[py-dreamer]

Hello my lovely marshiemallows!!! I'm so sorry I haven't posted for like a good couple of weeks; my stylus went missing and I couldn't draw in csp with my finger so I basically couldn't draw for like a month.

Buuuuuuuuuuuut in the meantime guess what fandom I jumped into!

Holy sh!t I think I might've struck gold with this one. Like the art style is just gorgeous?!!! AND A GREAT PLOT WITH AN INTERESTING CULTURAL BACKGROUND?!!!! HELLO YESS PLEASE?!!!

So yeah...I might've fallen down the lmk rabbit hole...

(also I find it kinda funny how many lmk artists I find previously drew a lot of mcyt mainly dsmp, hmmmmmmm.....)

I will still post mcyt fanart (I actually have an au ripe and ready to see the sun!) but in the meantime I hope y'all can give monkie kid a chance (I MEAN LOOK AT THEM!!! BABIES!!!!)

I couldn't get MK's face right for some reason and while I was drawing, I realised Mei has no shoes and neither does Red Son... so I gave them some new kicks.

There aren't as many details as I could've liked to include (ie highlights, shadows) but I was feeling a bit lazy and wanted to show you guys these little skrunkles

Oh yeah and here's some baby Monkey Mk!

Yes he has six ears, yes there's a sun and moon in the background, yes there're gold tips inside his ears, yes his eye mask pattern thingy is the same dark red as someone else... (If you know you know.)

#art #pog champ #lego monkie kid #lmk #lmk mk #lmk red son #lmk mei #traffic light trio #my beloved #pls forgive me #for my disappearance #take these skronklies as an offering #baby mk #xiaotian is squishable #shadowpeach #fluff #Py's_art

[todayisafridaynight]

shopping trip

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #.. god what timeline is this even #ryu ga gotoku 2 #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 2 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #daigo dojima #masumi arakawa #snap sketches #how many dads can we give daigo before its enough #TRICK QUESTION it'll never be enough this man has never had a stable father figure in his life he needs all the dads he can get #collect em like pokemon except youre playing a nuzlocke and they keep disappearing #if masato isnt going to appreciate his dad then im simply transferring him to someone who will #i just think its cute they both wear trench coats and fedoras. Its A Common Outfit i cant hear you over my delusions #i have so many goofy Papa Masumi doodles in mind yet so little time nowadays to get to do them #'arakawa the assassin' i dont know him sorry i just know rgg's number one dad #speaking of though... will we forgive me if i do that dad drip tier list tomorrow ? or later i guess #i procrastinated this comic all day LMAO id do the tier list tonight but i wake up in like two hours so #i'll do it later i prommy #for now goodnight please enjoy. //gestures vaguely to this post//

[merakiui]

currently thinking about a really silly azul x reader dynamic where the both of you are merfolk but have no idea. you’ve always admired octo-mers and in contrast azul has always admired your mer species. thankfully the surface has plenty of toys to fulfill both of your needs, with you relying on tentacle dildos/octopus onaholes (however unrealistic to the real thing they may be) and azul relies on his hand (mostly) and (more recently) the mer onahole he bought with you in mind because lately he’s been thinking you would look so pretty with a tail and fins. also,,, mer pussy. there’s that, too.

imagine the both of you order a toy online, but you get each other’s packages by some strange mix-up. you have to make the long trek to octavinelle to retrieve your tentacle sex toy (which azul has most definitely opened on account of peer pressure and curiosity from the twins) so that you can return the mer onahole that was meant to go to him.

the exchange is very quiet. not many words are spoken because what else can be said when the both of you have already taken peeks into the other’s sexual preferences (which neither of you are judging; you’re just both awkward hehe)? but now this experience has left azul wondering if you’re both into merfolk or (and this is azul’s favorite theory) if the both of you are merfolk and just never known. also a small, hopeful part of him wonders if you like octo-mers. :)

#meraki mumbles #n/sfw #i am terribly sorry i cannot put my silly words under a read more #because when i do the text disappears T-T #forgive this very silly nonsensical thought #i just think it’s funny to consider both azul and darling coming to the slow realization that the real thing is right in front of them #fwb dynamic where you and azul test sex toys that have been modeled after merfolk together #to determine just how realistic and authentic they really are

[albatris]

Nat Post!

@original-character-championship

well he is just a little guy <3

Nathaniel Felix Finch!

he's 25 years old and he works at dodgy petrol and convenience store Stop 'N' Go! he's schizotypal like me and he loves cats, cooking, and his friends! he's the protagonist of my campy gory vampire horror trilogy, though he'd rather not be!

in this story vampirism is a sentient entity and all connected via a hivemind known as "the Garble".... it lives in the vampires' blood and can manipulate their thoughts as well as give them heightened strength and speed, claws and fangs, and night vision when they need it. it can be useful, but mostly it's a bully and an inconvenience

at the centre of the Garble hivemind is the very first vampire, a vampire god, if you will, and a small group of their vampire friends and confidants. all life force collected by other regular vampires flows to them at the centre and grants those select few immortality and power. it's a sweet deal for the folks at the centre, and a terrible deal for ordinary vampires who rarely reap any real benefits from their condition. but the Garble makes 'em participate through all kinds of threats and discomfort. it's a bummer

Nat is a brand new freshly-turned baby vampire! he was turned by a group of vampires with ~nefarious intentions~, who forcefed him part of the original vampire's rotting undead corpse. his story sees him struggling to solve the mystery of why this happened to him and trying to balance his kind, caring nature with his new violent condition... and eventually leads him to, "hey, I think I'm going to hunt down and eat the rest of vampire god"

good for him!

he's a sweet boy, gentle boy, awkward boy; he doesn't have many friends at the start of the story due to his paranoia, psychosis, and social anxiety, but by the end of it has a whole bunch of good friends AND a kitty he adores named Grub who purrs like a faulty tractor

rapid-fire Nat Facts!

huge drama queen (will play up being sad and pathetic to get what he wants)

vampires are hardwired to seek warmth and coziness so Nat is always down to snuggle 24/7

bouncy cheery overexcited lad who will grin for weeks if you say something nice to him

collector of trinkets

excellent cook and especially loves cooking for other people, because he likes to feel useful and enjoys being showered in compliments

vegetarian, aside from eating people, which he insists does not count

speaking of eating people, primarily preys on rich pricks and abusive bosses where he can

is too awkward to tell his neighbours he bought them a cute knitted blanket he thought they might like for their corgi because what if that's a weird thing to do. this has been going on for three weeks

is too awkward to tell his neighbours his name is nat not matthew. this has been going on for three years

look at he:

there's also a lil playlist of Nat tunes!

ok bye!

#a rental car takes a left down rake street and disappears #tw blood #tw gore #forgive me i put this together in about ten minutes fjdksksks #long post #very awkward if i post this then find out my submission glitched or didn't go through ahaha

[nagasthia]

start to finish

It only took me 292 days :D

(bec I'm a procrastinator)

Ah I missed my pencils ngl

#This took me so long I #got out of college #finished a telenovela #started another one #got into therapy #finished therapy #finished the other telenovela #got diagnosed with autism #got diagnosed with ocd #painted my nails 90+ times #didn't got into college #got into college again #started another therapy #got insomnia back #got rid of my insomnia #started college #got insomnia another time #started another nelenovela #got dengue fever #got diagnosed with adhd #STOPPED BEING A TEEN SOB #what a crazy year #and forgive my abilities with the camera #my art #long time no see tag #my oc #OH AND I FINALLY GAVE HER A NAME #My abilities changed a lot during this year so I redid a ton of things #I did disappear bec of college

[allieinthesky]

Hey! Hope you are doing well, haven't seen you around for a while 😳💖

Long story short, my brain has been a mess and it’s been better for me to stay away from the socials for the time being. The thought of deactivating has been super tempting tho.

But I like my new meds (yay) and I’m starting to see the sunshine a bit, I guess you could say.

Thanks for checking on me 🤍

#appreciate those who noticed my absence. #didn’t mean to disappear on ya lol #please forgive me #but I’m probably going to be deleting the app again #personal #me

[daily-crabbys]

Crab blog might go on hiatus. I'm a little on the fence about it but there's some stuff going on that I don't need to explain so I won't. It's why I've been sporadic posting, and if I don't post tomorrow I'm probably going to be on a break for an indefinite amount of time. hopefully it won't be too long but we'll have to see. will stock up on some crab posts for my return if I do!

#daily-crabbys #not crab posting #my health is not the best right now #i think its mostly mental but its also a little physical #things are changing and other things are catching up to me and its #a lot #managing a daily blog is also a bit exhausting so i dont think its helping to much #all you lovely crablings in my notes make me so happy but the maintenance is so much #i wont go in depth but its just a lot on me #very tiring #i knew what i was getting into when i started this and i could handle the blog on its own but life has plans you cant control sometimes #i dont want to go on hiatus but if i dont do it now ill end up doing it eventually and itll probably be longer then #will try to keep up but who knows how ill feel tomorrow or any time after that #if i hiatus ill still answer things and post submissions and reblog stuff but no dailys #i said i wouldnt explain then i went on a mile long rant my goodness #love you all so much <333 forgive me if i disappear a little :(

[re-samo]

Why is it called Tokyo After School SUMMONERS when the summoning components aren't even important to the main story until they're convenient??? Like, I love Housamo with all my heart but reworking the main story is WILD

Anyway, what's you're guys' biggest things you're curious about/wish they focused on more because I'm curious and I have a whole list lmao

#call on me whenever you need 😤😤 #housamo #tokyo afterschool summoners #not a reblog. #fel rambles #I'm already messing with the summoning part because it fucking bums me out that we don't really have any canonical summons #outside of the red oni at least AND I ADORE HIM BUT DEADASS ONLY POPS UP WHAT?? TWICE? IN THE ENTIRE STORY SO FAR #and I know it's because of *how* the game is set up and everything and it's left to the player's imagination for who you summoned #BUT AT LEAST ADD OPHION??? OR ONI OR ZAB???? THOSE THREE ARE LIKE CANON PEEPS THAT YOU CAN FORM A SUMMONING BOND WITH #WHICH LOOK- #*spoilers for chapters 2- 3- and 6 preceeding the next couple of tags #just watch yourself lmaoa #BUT LIKE THAT WAS SO STUPID THAT THEY JUST DISAPPEARED??? LIKE- LOOK- I GET IT- I get it! their wishes were fulfilled their time is done l #it's over BUT MAN- FUCK THAT SHIT- IF THEY CAN JUST GET RESUMMONED LATER ON FOR A SHORT AMOUNT OF TIME AND ARE LIKE d #WHAT'S THE POINT #WHAT'S THE POINT OF THEM DISAPPEARING???? BULLSHIT LET ME HAVE MY FUCKING BOYS LIFEWONDER GOD FUCKING DAMN DUDES >:0000000 #anyway I know there's a lot of typos in here pls forgive #i was taken over with passion lmao sjjsjsjjs

[themoonfeltmyenvy]

this is by far my favorite angle of that™ moment because you can see George's smile in all of it's 480p glory.

#I'll never forgive them for putting that cage up #imagine the pictures we could've gotten #dreamwastaken #georgenotfound #dreamnotfound #twitchcon sd #I can't find the OG video #OP was from TikTok and only had like 3k views #and it disappeared from my watch history #so rip #at least I got screenshots

[lcevinolusola]

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#oh i forgot i had my queue going sweet here i thought my blog was dead for the past 3 days #i do need to disappear again bc alas adulthood calls me #BUT #im so happy i finally got the urge to write again and ive busted out like 6k so far today #by god i will get this fic done if it kills me #so far this thing is gearing up to rival the other uni au i have. idk probably around 30k??? #some absurd number for a silly oneshot #please keep me in your thoughts as i battle this fucking POLLEN THAT IS TURNING EVERYTHING YELLOW AND IS KILLING ME #mwah i will be back mutuals ily i am smooching you on the forehead #IF I OWE YOU A RESPONSE I HAVENT FORGOTTEN ABOUT YOU i promise i will get to it eventually ghjkj please forgive me #personal

[finniestoncrane]

Absolutely heartbroken you called BTAA Riddler bitchless… he could get bitches. It’s me I’m bitches.

NOT CMPLETELY BITCHLESS but just in the grand scheme of things, i love that boy, he has at least two bitches cos i am one of them also, but... he's just not got the concentration or time for bitches I AM SORRY SAV 💚

#pls forgive me i love you lol #unrelated notes: #i am getting all my messages answered right now because i'm about to disappear into a little depression hole lol I AM FUCKING THINGS U #gotta go play animal crossing and pretend i don't exist for a bit today hoooooooooo #friends being friends

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I'm also so pissed because Phu came back, accepted the job with Nan's company that Nan literally fought to help him avoid, then up and abandoned him AND his fucking job. Like Phu fucks with Nan's personal life so much that now he needs to let that bleed into Nan's professional life? Nan was doing fine. He was literally letting go and moving on with his life when Phu returned and fucked everything up again. Phu has no sense of responsibility. Not even for his own damn coffee shop. I can forgive a lot, but I cannot forgive people fucking with jobs/careers. Nan deserves to feel secure in at least one aspect of his life damn it.

#the promise #the promise the series #the promise bl #if someone came into my personal life and fucked it up i won't be happy but i'll deal #but if someone came along and fucked with my job and my career? #heads would roll #phu doesn't care abut anyone outside of himself #he hasn't thought of anyone else once during this entire show #and the only time he kind of did is when party told phu everything nan had done for him #and it would be a good idea not to be a shitty friend in return and maybe do one nice thing so nan can fucking keep his job #fuck phu and i mean this sincerely #i hope he gets a paper cut between his fingers and his fingernails #all of them #and also that everything he ever eats ever again is just ever so slightly too spicy for him #including the water he drinks #i hope he always has one mosquito bite in a random yet inconvenient place at all times #i hope phu has to watch as nan learns to live his life without him and falls in love with another man #i hope phu sees nan love a man and never forgives himself for thinking that nan would do anything but be supportive of him #for thinking nan could be the kind of person he envisioned as disgusted and homophobic #nan literally initiated a kiss that turned into them making out before phu disappeared #yeah they were drunk #but to think that nan would be disgusted after that? does phu even know the man he claims to love? to think nan could be so awful? #they made out and then phu ran away for ten years #kjsdhgkjsdhgkh i'll stop ranting now but just know i'm still mad and thinking angry thoughts about it