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compneuropapers · 6 months

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Interesting Papers for Week 46, 2023

Spatiotemporal bias of the human gaze toward hierarchical visual features during natural scene viewing. Akamatsu, K., Nishino, T., & Miyawaki, Y. (2023). Scientific Reports, 13, 8104.

Goal-oriented representations in the human hippocampus during planning and navigation. Crivelli-Decker, J., Clarke, A., Park, S. A., Huffman, D. J., Boorman, E. D., & Ranganath, C. (2023). Nature Communications, 14, 2946.

A Measure of the Complexity of Neural Representations based on Partial Information Decomposition. Ehrlich, D. A., Schneider, A. C., Priesemann, V., Wibral, M., & Makkeh, A. (2023). Transactions on Machine Learning Research. Retrieved from

Cortico-cortical feedback engages active dendrites in visual cortex. Fişek, M., Herrmann, D., Egea-Weiss, A., Cloves, M., Bauer, L., Lee, T.-Y., … Häusser, M. (2023). Nature, 617(7962), 769–776.

Perceptual History Biases Are Predicted by Early Visual-Evoked Activity. Fornaciai, M., Togoli, I., & Bueti, D. (2023). Journal of Neuroscience, 43(21), 3860–3875.

From Prediction to Action: Dissociable Roles of Ventral Tegmental Area and Substantia Nigra Dopamine Neurons in Instrumental Reinforcement. Fraser, K. M., Pribut, H. J., Janak, P. H., & Keiflin, R. (2023). Journal of Neuroscience, 43(21), 3895–3908.

How overconfidence bias influences suboptimality in perceptual decision making. Hainguerlot, M., Gajdos, T., Vergnaud, J.-C., & de Gardelle, V. (2023). Journal of Experimental Psychology: Human Perception and Performance, 49(4), 537–548.

A rapid theta network mechanism for flexible information encoding. Johnson, E. L., Lin, J. J., King-Stephens, D., Weber, P. B., Laxer, K. D., Saez, I., … Badre, D. (2023). Nature Communications, 14, 2872.

Neither Enhanced Nor Lost: The Unique Role of Attention in Children’s Neural Representations. Jung, Y., Forest, T. A., Walther, D. B., & Finn, A. S. (2023). Journal of Neuroscience, 43(21), 3849–3859.

Human-Like Modulation Sensitivity Emerging through Optimization to Natural Sound Recognition. Koumura, T., Terashima, H., & Furukawa, S. (2023). Journal of Neuroscience, 43(21), 3876–3894.

Silencing hippocampal CA2 reduces behavioral flexibility in spatial learning. Lehr, A. B., Hitti, F. L., Deibel, S. H., & Stöber, T. M. (2023). Hippocampus, 33(6), 759–768.

Functional specialization and interaction in the amygdala-hippocampus circuit during working memory processing. Li, J., Cao, D., Yu, S., Xiao, X., Imbach, L., Stieglitz, L., … Jiang, T. (2023). Nature Communications, 14, 2921.

Multi-scale goal distance representations in human hippocampus during virtual spatial navigation. Liu, J., Chen, D., Xiao, X., Zhang, H., Zhou, W., Liang, S., … Wang, L. (2023). Current Biology, 33(10), 2024-2033.e3.

Making memories last using the peripheral effect of direct current stimulation. Luckey, A. M., McLeod, L. S., Huang, Y., Mohan, A., & Vanneste, S. (2023). eLife, 12, e75586.

Multisensory learning binds neurons into a cross-modal memory engram. Okray, Z., Jacob, P. F., Stern, C., Desmond, K., Otto, N., Talbot, C. B., … Waddell, S. (2023). Nature, 617(7962), 777–784.

Neural dynamics underlying self-control in the primate subthalamic nucleus. Pasquereau, B., & Turner, R. S. (2023). eLife, 12, e83971.

Attention biases preferential choice by enhancing an option’s value. Pleskac, T. J., Yu, S., Grunevski, S., & Liu, T. (2023). Journal of Experimental Psychology. General, 152(4), 993–1010.

Impaired perception of temporal contiguity between action and effect is associated with disorders of agency in schizophrenia. Roth, M. J., Lindner, A., Hesse, K., Wildgruber, D., Wong, H. Y., & Buehner, M. J. (2023). Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences, 120(21), e2214327120.

Dynamic prospect theory: Two core decision theories coexist in the gambling behavior of monkeys and humans. Tymula, A., Wang, X., Imaizumi, Y., Kawai, T., Kunimatsu, J., Matsumoto, M., & Yamada, H. (2023). Science Advances, 9(20).

Uncertainty aversion predicts the neural expansion of semantic representations. Vives, M.-L., de Bruin, D., van Baar, J. M., FeldmanHall, O., & Bhandari, A. (2023). Nature Human Behaviour, 7(5), 765–775.

#neuroscience #science #research #brain science #scientific publications #cognitive science #neurobiology #cognition #psychophysics #computational neuroscience #neural computation #neural networks #neurons

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falsenettleland · 1 year

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falsettos 2016 revival, william finn / the night we met, ben schneider

#falsettos #marvin falsettos #whizzer brown #whizzvin #falsettos revival #the marvin trilogy #from falsenettleland

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condescendingbench · 5 months

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Mauraders fancast:

James Potter - Ben Levin

-> Nico Hiraga

Sirius Black - Conan Gray

Remus Lupin - Thomas Brodie Sangster

Peter Pettigrew - Amir Bageria

-> Suraj Sharma

Lily Evans - Bree Kish

-> Shannon Purser

Mary Macdonald - Geraldine Viswanathan

Marlene McKinnon - Xochitil Gomez

-> Maitreyi Ramakrishnan

Dorcas Meadowes - Chinenye Ezedu

-> Precious Mustapha

Severus Snape - Finn Wolfhard

Regulus Black - Andre Dae Kim

-> Louis Partridge

Barty Crouch Jr - Anthony Keyvan

-> Joshua Bassett

Evan Rosier - Drew Starkey

Pandora Rosier - Irene Ferreiro

Petunia Evans - Danielle Rose Russell

Vernon Dursley - Alfie Allen

Frank Longbottom - Jordan Fisher

Alice Fortescue - Sonny Turner

Bellatrix Black - Dianne Doan

-> Gideon Adlon

Andromeda Black - Thaddea Graham

-> Louisa Harland

Narcissa Black - Lana Condor

-> Odeya Rush, Mika Schneider

Lucius - Freddie Dennis

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save-the-villainous-cat · 1 year

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hi i have a little 18th century german boy oc and u r the only german person ik . i want to strike a deal . if u suggest German names i will give u cat pictures

A lil 18th century German oc? Oh boy oh boy those dudes had terrible names like Gerhard, Eberhard, Reinhard…lots of hard huh…

But here are a few German names (also a bit Nordic, cuz I’m a bitch living in the north and c’mon Hanse <33) which I believe to be rather timeless and free of the grandpa stamp:

-Hans

-Erik (also Eric)

-Anton

-Till

-Emil

-Mats

-Fiete

-Lars / Lasse

-Konrad (also Conrad)

-Fred

-Moritz

-Jannik (also Jannick, Yannic, Yannik, Yannick…)

-Gustaf (also Gustav)

-Arne

-Phillip (also Fillip)

-Finn

-Jakob

-Jan

-Nils

-Julius

(Not me searching through my followers on insta to look up my classmate’s names…👹)

Those would be a few that come to mind when I think of timeless names that guys had in the 18th century and today. When we think about 18th century people specifically, I just think of writers and artists of that time, like:

Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (<3) and his boyfriend

Friedrich Schiller,

Gotthold Ephraim Lessing,

Joseph von Eichendorff (<3),

Caspar David Friedrich (<3),

Heinrich Reinhold…etc. etc…

As most last names, Germany’s last names are an indicator for the occupation someone had (unless there’s a von, that means they’re nObLe), here are some examples:

-Schmidt

-Weber (hehe)

-Bauer

-Müller / Möller

-Koch

-Schneider

-Fischer

-Meier/Meyer

-Wagner

-Becker

-Hoffmann

-Schäfer

-Wolf

-Neumann

-Zimmermann

-Krüger

-Köhler

Etc. etc….

NOW GIVE ME THE CAT PICS 🔫

#no writing #hope this helps #if not feel free to send another ask uwu #an answer for an ask

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gleedreamcasts · 10 months

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Cabaret

requested by me!

Kurt Hummel as The Emcee

Brittany Pierce as Sally Bowles

Finn Hudson as Cliff Bradshaw

Quinn Fabray as Fräulein Schneider

Blaine Anderson as Herr Schultz

Noah Puckerman as Ernst Ludwig

Rachel Berry as Fraülein Kost

#my instinct was to cast rachel as sally but i feel like she's too polished #brittany is an amazing dancer but as a singer she's overlooked #and heather morris's acting tends to go unrecognized even though she's INCREDIBLE #she's so good at comedy when but they let her do dramatic moments (like shooting star) she fucking DELIVERED #also sally and brittany are very similar #flirty & sexy performers who are too naive & ignore their problems but are actually sensitive & really just want to be loved?#however i do feel uncomfortable with the fact that the only jews i casted are playing nazis...#as a jew myself i don't think an actor has to be jewish to play a jewish character #but given the fact that this subject matter is in a hypothetical high school setting...#like. an education space.#that can get controversial pretty quickly #glee #glee dream casting #cabaret #kurt hummel #brittany pierce #finn hudson #quinn fabray #blaine anderson #noah puckerman #rachel berry

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kindaorangey · 2 years

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2, 5 and 12 🧡🧡🧡

2) are there any popular fandom OTPs you only BroTP?

penelope and schneider from odaat...

5) has fandom ever ruined a pairing for you?

yeah, uh... finnpoe. i know that means absolutely fuckall to you, em, so let me briefly explain: they had a lot of chemistry in epVII, and they were just, y'know, a nice pairing in canon, but the star wars fandom is deeply infested with racism, which led to a lot of the shippers grossly disregarding, fetishising, or mangling finn's character. this, added to how finn's character was similarly squandered in the movies themselves, meant that the ship just lost its appeal in favour of mourning the loss of what was initially a very promising character arc for finn.

12) is there an unpopular arc that you like that the fandom doesn’t? why?

only thing i can come up with is nate's arc in s2 of ted lasso, but that's less that it's unpopular and more that people villainise him for it and i disgree with that. i think ted lasso's themes of insecurity and self esteem are excellently done, and it's very true that low self esteem and viscious insecurity can turn you into a deeply petty, entitled, and self-destructive person. i think it's balanced well in the show itself and has just enough sympathetic portrayal that i earnestly believe nate will come out the other side of this arc a better person, but not before he burns a million bridges. it's going to hurt to watch, and that rules.

give me salty asks!

#asks #ask game #em tag

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koreangermanium · 8 months

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Most Popular Names in Germany Top 10

Are you curious about the most popular names in Germany? Names are an essential part of cultural identity, and Germany boasts a diverse and rich naming tradition. From classic names that have stood the test of time to modern and unique choices, German names hold a unique charm. In this article, we will explore the top names that have captured the hearts of parents in Germany, diving into their meanings and significance.

Table of Contents

- Introduction - Traditional German Names - Modern Trends in Naming - Gender-Neutral Names - Celebrity-Inspired Names - Name Meanings and Origins - Factors Influencing Name Choices - Regional Variations in Names - Naming Laws in Germany - Name Evolution Over Time - The Role of Surnames - Unconventional Naming Choices - Impact of Globalization on Names - The Emotional Connection to Names - Conclusion - FAQs

Introduction

Names hold a mirror to the culture and society of a country, reflecting its history, values, and trends. Germany, with its rich heritage and modern influences, showcases a diverse array of names that have gained popularity over the years. Male Names: - Lukas - Elias - Benjamin - Leon - Paul - Jonas - Finn - Maximilian - Noah - David Female Names: - Emma - Mia - Hannah - Emilia - Lina - Anna - Lea - Sophia - Marie - Lena

Traditional German Names

Classic names like Heinrich, Gertrude, and Wilhelm have deep roots in German history. These names have a timeless quality that continues to attract parents looking for names with a historical touch.

Modern Trends in Naming

In recent years, there has been a shift towards more contemporary names like Liam, Mia, and Noah. These names resonate with modern sensibilities while maintaining a connection to German heritage.

Gender-Neutral Names

Gender-neutral names such as Alex, Jordan, and Taylor are gaining popularity as parents seek names that challenge traditional gender norms and offer a sense of inclusivity.

Celebrity-Inspired Names

Celebrities often influence naming trends. Names like Lena, after the popular singer, and Lukas, inspired by a well-loved football player, have gained prominence.

Name Meanings and Origins

Names like Friedrich, meaning "peaceful ruler," and Amelia, meaning "industrious," carry profound meanings that parents connect with on a personal level.

Factors Influencing Name Choices

Religious beliefs, historical figures, and family traditions all play a role in naming decisions. Parents often choose names that hold personal significance.

Regional Variations in Names

Different regions in Germany have their own naming preferences. Names popular in the north might differ from those in the south, adding to the country's name diversity.

Naming Laws in Germany

Germany has strict naming laws to prevent names that could be detrimental to a child's well-being. Names must indicate the gender and not be offensive.

Name Evolution Over Time

Names evolve with societal changes. Old names experience resurgence, while others fade into obscurity due to evolving tastes.

The Role of Surnames

Surnames like Schneider (tailor) and Fischer (fisherman) often have occupational origins, providing insights into the ancestral professions of families.

Unconventional Naming Choices

Some parents opt for unique names like Jasper or Elke, making their child stand out in a crowd and fostering individuality.

Impact of Globalization on Names

Globalization has introduced international names to Germany. Names like Sophia and Alexander have gained popularity due to their universal appeal.

The Emotional Connection to Names

Names are emotionally charged, connecting individuals to their cultural roots and family legacies. They become a part of one's identity.

Conclusion

In conclusion, names in Germany reflect a captivating blend of tradition and modernity. From traditional names rooted in history to contemporary choices influenced by global trends, German names continue to intrigue and inspire. Choosing a name is a deeply personal decision, a glimpse into a parent's hopes and aspirations for their child.

FAQs

- Q: Can I give my child any name in Germany? A: While Germany allows a range of names, they must adhere to certain guidelines to ensure the child's well-being. - Q: Are traditional names losing popularity? A: Traditional names are still cherished, but modern and international names are gaining traction. - Q: What's the significance of gender-neutral names? A: Gender-neutral names challenge stereotypes and promote inclusivity and equality. - Q: Do names have legal implications in Germany? A: Yes, names are subject to legal regulations to prevent names that could harm the child's interests. - Q: How do German names compare to naming trends in other countries? A: German names share similarities with international trends while maintaining their unique cultural flavor. Read the full article

#Baby #Celebrity #Female #Gender #Male #meaning #Name #Origin

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mnaasilveira · 9 months

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Antikrists Debut

______________________________________________________________ ______________________________________________________________ Vad är Antikrists egenskaper? Hur kan vi känna igen honom? Rabbi Schneider delar Antikrist kommer att vara attraktiv, karismatisk, smord av Satan eftersom Jesus är smord av Gud Fadern, ha utseendet av fantastisk kärlek medan djupt inuti finns ett intensivt hat. Antikrist…

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bratiemma · 2 years

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ashintheairlikesnow · 5 months

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For @amonthofwhump 12 Days of Whumpmas, Day 2: Krampus

Sensory Overload | Temptation | Whipping | Comfort: Decorating Cookies

Death Valley on AO3

CW: Past trauma, dissociative state, references to Noah's gaslighting and emotional abuse

Somewhere in Illinois, Present Day

It was a perfectly normal place to park his truck between jobs, while driving to the next meetup point. Nothing suspicious at all about choosing to stop here, in this tiny little town in the middle of nowhere. No reason for Noah to call, check into his phone, look at the keylogger on his laptop, or start digging through the scraps of a life Finn Schneider had - however painstakingly - built.

No reason for Noah to even think twice.

Even though he knew, he knew Noah would think about him. Would look at the location on the GPS tracker in the truck and see if the phone and the laptop matched up. See if there was any activity. Look at what Finn searched for, what keywords he might use.

Noah always knew everything.

Not this, though.

At least... not yet.

The man who had once been called Finn Schneider stared through the windshield of his truck into the diner that took up half of the enormous truck stop, settled snugly against an interstate highway with another, smaller country highway intersecting. Through the windows, a few booths held lonely truck drivers with eyes glued to a football game playing on a television up on the wall. A gaggle of teenagers giggled over shared plates of french fries and cups of weak coffee doused in enough creamer to turn it nearly white. A man with two small children watched with a tired smile as the kids gestured wildly.

On the interstate, traffic roared by - people heading home to their families after a long work day, as the sun began to set.

Here Finn sat.

His heart was in his throat, his knuckles white where he was still gripping the wheel. Beside him on the front seat, Little Mother yawned, her teeth clicking when her mouth shut, and slowly blinked at him. In the back of the cab, the kittens were playing with the catnip mice and other toys he’d bought for them. One made mincemeat of a stuffed penguin, casually ripping the stuffing out of with a predator’s zeal for a satisfied hunt.

He could do two things, right now.

He could walk inside, order dinner at the diner, have a shower in the facilities along the back, call Noah, sit and eat, and then head back into the truck to watch a movie and sleep. It would be the safe thing to do - what Noah expected him to do. What he always did, at the end of a day driving to his next task.

Call Noah, get the details on the next job, and keep living how he had been for so long, for almost two decades.

But... there was one other thing he could do, as well.

Riskier.

Not safe.

Noah could find out what he was up to, know that Finn had… doubts. Worries. That he wasn't sure what was real. He didn’t know what would happen, if Noah knew that there were things he said that Finn didn’t really believe any longer. Probably he’d just… talk to him, like he did sometimes. An arm slung over his shoulder, a hand rubbing his back, close enough to his face to make Finn tense with the memory of another man's diesel smell.

Noah would explain with casual certainty that the truth was a version of reality that didn’t quite match the one seen through Finn’s eyes.

But then, he couldn’t trust his eyes, his mind. Not anymore. Not since Robert. His mind invented shadows, his eyes saw shimmers of the bones in the basement, the bars of his cage. His reality was laced around every edge with too much darkness.

But...

That didn't mean Noah's reality was true.

How long he sat there, arguing with himself, he wasn't sure. People walked into the diner or out of it, laughing and joking, bundled up against the harsh winter chill. The teenagers left. Some truck drivers left, while others headed inside for their turn at hot showers and hot food, sometimes giving Finn a sidelong wave, thinking he was one of them.

He was.

Sort of.

Was he?

He felt like Adam and Eve, weighing the fruit of the tree of knowledge, knowing he shouldn’t take it. Holding it heavy in one hand, while the serpent whispered Ihr werdet mitnichten des Todes sterben... What if Noah was angry with him, for looking? What if he found nothing, only his own madness?

What if Noah was right, that he had lost his mind in Robert's house, that he could never reclaim it?

But... Noah lied.

Finn was more sure of it with each passing year. He couldn't trust his own mind, his own eyes, his own heartbeat, but... he could trust documentation, he could trust words written down, records... maybe Noah would be angry, but the idea of not knowing was an agony worse than whatever the knowledge he discovered might be.

Wasn’t it?

Finn must have left his own mind again, too lost in trying to decide if he wanted to know the truth or not, if he wanted to take a bite of the apple from the serpent’s hands. Or was Noah the serpent?

Somewhere in his panic, his mind and body must have split apart into two halves. It had happened before. His body went around doing things while his mind was locked in a cycle of thoughts he couldn't pull himself away from.

It was why Noah said he couldn’t be left alone, needed to be tracked. Sometimes he left his body, and stopped answering the phone.

He blinked.

The next time Finn was aware of himself, he wasn't in the truck. He wasn't in the diner, either.

Instead, he found himself walking past a water tower, halfway across the length of the tiny little town, crossing railroad tracks with the wind pushing against his back.

His hands were in his coat pockets - his body had put on his coat, apparently - and his face burned from the biting freeze of air around him. He’d pulled a knit cap down over his head, which he couldn’t remember doing, either. His cell phone wasn’t in his pocket, and his heart skipped and then picked up speed again.

He came to a stop so sudden his boots scraped on gravel along the side of the road, staring straight ahead.

He must have left it in the truck.

Noah would-

Maybe not know.

If he didn't call, he wouldn't know.

Right?

Someone drove past, slowed their truck down, watched him. It was a town small enough that even a single stranger walking through the tiny town square was noticed. His hometown had been small, a little like that, although not this small. His mother would have slowed her car down, known every cousin visiting family, every boyfriend or girlfriend meeting someone’s parents for the first time.

The town square was more of an oblong oval shape, vaguely uneven on one side. To his right, two big grain silos rose two stories high, gleaming metal that blinded him when the setting sun bounced off the exterior. To his left, old brick buildings that seemed to lean on each other for support, places that had once been a grocery store, some kind of antique shop now maybe. In front of one, where the brick had seen better days and some of it lay crumbled on the sidewalk, was a strange, incongruously gorgeous red sports car.

That building had a light on upstairs. He could see a man on an exercise bike through the window, watching a TV.

Finn headed straight across the road, passing through a small park in the center of the town square that was only big enough to hold a picnic area, two large trees - one decorated for Christmas - and a single stone bench.

In front of him now, there was a post office, the town library, and what seemed like a combination bank, place to pay utility bills, and… town hall. He frowned, the expression faint and barely-there, wondering what he was doing here.

There was nothing in this town. Nothing to it.

What was he doing?

Then his gaze went back to the library, the entire inside warmly lit against the outside chill. He could look right in and see a woman with two small children encouraging them to look at a bookshelf, a toddler playing at a table full of legos while her mother sipped something from a paper cup, the librarian moving one pile of books from one table to another with patient certainty.

Then, all at once, Finn understood what he was looking for:

A computer.

An old desktop,squatting on a folding table as if it were merely an afterthought, someone’s donated castoff. But the screen was on, the chair in front of it was empty, and Finn knew what he wanted to do, how he could keep Noah from knowing he'd done it.

He walked inside, steeling himself for the way all three women stared at him openly, without even trying to hide it. The weight of their gaze prickled on his skin; he was far more used to being ignored or going unnoticed.

“Welcome in,” The librarian said, in a tone somewhere between baffled and amused. “What can we help you with tonight?”

“I would like to use your computer,” Finn said, and pretended he didn’t see the sudden burst of interest in the faces of the women with children here, who glanced at each other when they heard his accent. “Mine is-... mine is broken.”

Why he bothered with the lie, answering a question she hadn’t asked, was beyond him. His heart beat so fast and so hard he was sure he must sound out of breath.

But she smiled, nodding knowingly. “Of course. You must be one of Bob Kaufmann’s cousins in for Greta’s hundredth, huh?”

Finn leaped on the excuse. He’d be gone in a few hours. No one would ever need to know. “Ah, yes, I am. How did you know?” He managed a grin, and the librarian laughed. She didn’t see it wasn’t real, was simply painted-on. He never smiled and meant it, unless it was for Little Mother or the kittens. Not anymore.

“Well, you know. There were some signs that you might not be local to the area,” She replied, dry as a bone, and he huffed a laugh - surprised to hear it, and realize it had come from him.

“I see. You don’t mind if I use the computer?”

“Oh, not at all. It’s got a sixty-minute limit and then it’ll kick you out, but just let me know and I’ll let you back in.” She waved a hand and went back to her work, and he nodded, moving through the small space packed with bookshelves on every side until he made it to the computer chair and took a seat.

It didn’t take the full hour.

He didn’t know Noah’s real name, but he knew the phone number his wife called him from, searched for where the area code for that number was located.

He also knew Noah’s license plate number. Then he started looking, city by city in the state the license plate was from, at vehicle registration lists.

The third city he searched within the area code popped up a name.

Searching for house taxes using that name gave him an address, he owned a home in a cul-de-sac, he owned three other cars besides the truck. There was a second homeowner listed on his house taxes.

Edward Paulson. Wife - Christina Paulson. Finn looked her up by name and city, found a nurse by her name listed as working at a hospital there. She had a facebook, an instagram, and on the facebook were pictures of the same woman, two young boys, and… Noah.

Smiling, an arm around her shoulders just like he did with Finn sometimes. Another photo with a hand to her lower back.

Did he rub her back, when she was scared? Tell her things weren't the way she thought, that she couldn't trust her own eyes?

Did she know about Finn?

He asked politely for a piece of paper and a pen, a noise like static rising in his mind.

When he made it back to his truck, a harsh wind had risen and his nose and cheekbones felt cut to ribbons by the freeze. Little Mother greeted him with a cheerful chirp, and he rubbed a hand over the perfect soft round curve of her head, his other hand holding onto the names and address he had written down folded inside his pocket, while he stared at what he had done but did not remember doing before he left the truck.

Sometime between the temptation and taking action, he had set up his laptop to play a movie. There was a fight scene, tinny voices shouting. His phone was charging beside it. If Noah checked, he would see what movie was playing. He would think Finn had not left the truck.

Unless he'd called and Finn hadn't answered.

Panic thrilled through him again, but there was no missed call. Noah hadn't tried to talk to him. He could still call him later, pretend everything was normal.

That he wasn't-

That Finn wasn't giving in to his doubts.

For a while, he sat and stared again, willing the static noise in his mind to soften, so he could hear himself think again. Then he took a deep breath and grabbed his backpack.

He headed in to get a shower and some food, taking his phone with him this time so Noah would see that when the movie finished, he headed into the diner.

Normal night.

Perfectly normal.

He would go to sleep early tonight.

He had a long, long drive to make tomorrow.

@whumperfully@pigeonwhumps @squishablesunbeam @darkthingshappen @whumper-soot @pumpkin-spice-whump @pardonmekreature @d-cs @whump-queen @sowhumpful

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youcouldmakealife · 8 months

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Is Finn single?

He is, to the collective shock and occasional outrage of his fellow Whalers, because Finn Schneider is a Catch.

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aus Mittendrin - Die Thesen der WG

Nach vier Wochen platzte Stefanie und Marlene der Kragen. Sie riefen eine Sitzung ein.

„So geht das nicht“, sagten beide. „Ihr könnt euch nicht bedienen wie ihr wollt, und auf der anderen Seite euch um nichts kümmern.“

„Wir müssen die nächsten Jahre miteinander auskommen, das heißt, jeder von uns trägt sein Scherflein dazu bei, das das reibungslos funktioniert. Wir haben jetzt einen Plan gemacht und der wird strikt eingehalten. Damit keiner zu meckern hat, geht das ganze reihum. Zuständig für das Duschbad diese Woche, ist Florian. Für die WC' s und den Flur ich“, sagte Stefanie. „Für das Gemeinschaftszimmer incl. Balkon, Marlene und Stefan für die Küche.

Die eigenen Zimmer unterliegen der eigenen Obhut. Und, lasst uns eine Gemeinschaftskasse einrichten, bei der jeder 15€ in die Kasse tut, und wer Küchendienst hat auch davon einkauft, sinnvoll nach Plan versteht sich. Kochen kann jeder von uns, damit sparen wir auch wieder. Und wenn wir gemeinsam kochen, dann waschen wir auch gemeinsam ab, bzw. packen es gemeinsam in den Geschirrspüler. Und wer seinen Part nicht erfüllt, der zahlt 50€ in eine Strafkasse ein.“

„Das ist ein bisschen viel“, maulte Stefan.

„Finde ich auch“, sagte Marlene. „Andererseits soll es wehtun und man kann es ja vermeiden, indem man seinen Aufgabenbereich erfüllt.“

„Genau“, sagte Stefanie. „Diese Liste hänge ich jetzt für den Monat aus im Duschbad an der Tür, im Flur, im Gemeinschaftszimmer, in der Küche da kann jeder einsehen wann er dran ist.“

„Wow, die Thesen der WG“, lästerte Stefan.

„Du hast es erfasst“, sagte Stefanie.

In der WG unter Ihnen, krachte es eine Woche später und zwar haute Moritz mit der Faust auf den Tisch.

„Was für ein Dreckstall“, fauchte er. „Mir scheint ein Miteinander kennt ihr nicht.

Deshalb stellen wir jetzt einen Plan auf, wer welche Arbeiten und zwar im Wechsel so das jeder Mal, jeden Bereich übernimmt. Ein Plan gilt immer für eine Woche. Ich würde sagen, Tamara beginnt mit dem Gemeinschaftszimmer und dem Balkon, weil sie dieses mit ihren abbeizen und hobeln ganz schön versaut. Ich übernehme das Duschbad und Emma die Küche. Und Finn du Flur und WC' s. Die Liste, wie es dann weiter geht, hänge ich in jedem Bereich aus. Regeln müssen einfach sein beim Zusammenleben. Für sein Zimmer ist jeder selbst verantwortlich. Schlampt jemand, zahlt er 50€ in eine Strafkasse.“

„Das ist viel“, jammerte Emma.

„Soll es auch sein, nur so lernen einige ihren Part zu leisten.“ Moritz blieb hart.

Hier in dieser WG achtete im Gegensatz zu oben, jeder auf sein Fach im Kühlschrank und Gefrierfach. Für solche Dinge die man gemeinschaftlich verbrauchte wie Wasser, Milch, Kaffee Nudeln, Reis und Kartoffeln, gab jeder in der Woche 10€. Finn kochte gern und gut, mit irgendeinem der Grundnahrungsmittel.

Seine Models für neue Frisuren, fand er im Haus. Und auch den anderen schnitt er die Haare, dafür nähte Frau Schneider ihm neue Hosen.

Frau Schröder bügelte gern und so hatte sie Wäschekörbe voll davon in ihrer Wohnung. Das Miteinander im Haus klappte. Von Nachhilfe bis juristische Hilfe und die Versorgung des einen oder anderen Tierchens, im Gegenzug zu frischer Marmelade, frischen Apfelmus, Einladungen zu Kartoffelpuffer, Blechkuchen oder einem leckeren Eintopf, wenn sie sahen das die WG von einem langen Tag zurückkam.

Die erste Kommode von Tamara war bearbeitet und fertig ein richtiges Schmuckstück.

„Wow.“ Die anderen zeigten sich beeindruckt. „Mach bitte weiter“, baten die anderen.

„Herr Kehler will uns die Ottomane und die Sessel beziehen, er meint, das macht er mit lauter Reststücken“, erzählte Finn.

„Du hast echt was drauf Tamara“, sagte Moritz.

In den Semesterferien hatten alle gejobbt. Ein bisschen Geld auf die hohe Kante gelegt. Mittlerweise hatte sich das Miteinander der beiden WG's, in Sachen Plan für Ordnung und Sauberkeit durchgesetzt.

Sie unternahmen auch einiges gemeinsam. Und so war es nicht verwunderlich, das sich auch Pärchen Konstellationen ergaben …Thesen hin oder her. So etwas konnte man doch nicht unterbinden. Nach einem Jahr des WG Lebens ergaben sich folgende Konstellationen. Jonas und Marlene waren sich näher gekommen. Auch zwischen Stefan aus der 5. und Britta aus der 4. knisterte es. Lauter Nordsüdgefälle.

Als Stefanie die beiden, also Marlene und Jonas das erste Mal händchenhaltend unterwegs beim Kinobesuch sah, schüttelte sie den Kopf. War das Liebe oder eine Zweckgemeinschaft… so nach dem Motto, ich brauch keinen Tierarzt kommen lassen, meine Freundin ist Tierärztin, die kann sich um die Tiere kümmern. Jonas war sehr praktisch veranlagt, das hatten alle aus der WG schon mitbekommen.

Und manchmal ein richtig sturer Bauernschädel. Auf der anderen Seite brachte er bei gelegentlichen Besuchen von zu Hause, auch mal Eier, Kartoffeln, frisches Gemüse und Obst mit. Hin und wieder war es auch mal Frischfleisch, etwas, was dann wieder die Haushaltskasse der WG entlastete.

Für Jonas war Marlene eine tolle Frau und sie hatte den Aspekt etwas Positives mit in die Beziehung zu bringen, einen Beruf, den man als Landwirt mit Tierhaltung echt zu schätzen wusste, also warum nicht das angenehme mit dem Nützlichen verbinden.

Marlene war auch schwer verliebt und Jonas Eltern waren ja so nett zu ihr gewesen, dieser schöne große Hof, eine ehemalige LPG war auf Bio umgestellt worden. Sie fühlte sich da sehr wohl. Jetzt saßen sie oft zusammen in einem der Zimmer und kümmerten sich kaum mehr um das WG Leben.

Hinter Ihnen mussten die anderen nonstop hinterher räumen, was natürlich wieder Anlass zu Streit gab und so wurden die Thesen um einige Punkte erweitert.

Florian, der jetzt auch mal ein Praktikum im Krankenhaus machen musste, hatte dadurch des öfteren Schichtdienst, wenn er dann schlaftrunken in die Wohnung kam, hatte er es dann schon erlebt dass Marlene sich auf dem Küchentisch von Jonas ficken ließ. Aber heute hatten sie sich des Gemüsekorbes bemächtigt.

Heute hatte er in der Notfallaufnahme seinen ersten Tag gehabt, das war hart, sehr hart gewesen. Und als er das hier sah, da reichte es ihm. Er fasste sich an die Stirn, als wollte er seinen Augen nicht trauen und bekam dann einen Wutanfall, was die anderen auf den Plan rief und somit wieder eine neue These auf dem Plan einbrachte.

„Treibt es nicht zu bunt“, riet Stefanie den beiden anschließend.

„Du bist ja nur neidisch“, sagte Marlene schnippisch. „ Auf Florian brauchst du nicht zu hoffen, der fickt jetzt wahrscheinlich Krankenschwester um Krankenschwester.“

Stefanie mahlte mit den Zähnen. Mit Florian war im Moment gar nicht viel anzufangen. Ihn nahm der Schichtdienst und gerade auch die Notfallaufnahme, sehr mit.

Außerdem war sie in der letzten Zeit immer mal mit Moritz ausgegangen, oder auch mit Finn…Meine Güte wen der alle kannte. Es war immer sehr lustig mit seinen Bekannten.

Heute Abend war sie auch wieder mit ihm verabredet, eine seiner Kundinnen hatte ihm Theaterkarten geschenkt, sie war, so erzählte er, Theaterschneiderin dort, und so kam er dann hin und wieder mal in den Genuss von Premierenkarten und anschließenden Feiern mit Stars und Sternchen.

Sie machte sich also schick zurecht, war gerade dabei, die Augen zu schminken, als sie von kleinen spitzen Schreien irritiert wurde. Eindeutig nicht die Landeier, die waren an diesem Wochenende mal wieder auf das Gut gefahren. Aber wer? Sie wurde neugierig. Folgte den Stimmen und sah, dass die Tür zu Stefans Zimmer nur angelehnt war und dieser auf seinem heiligen Schreibtisch Britta durchfickte.

Sieh mal an, die beiden hatten sich also gefunden und egal, wie man es drehte, auch wieder so eine Zweckgemeinschaft.

„Liebling unsere Praxen werden sich auf das vortrefflichste ergänzen“, flüsterte ein müder Florian hinter ihr.

Stefanie drehte sich zu ihm um. „Du siehst müde aus.“

Die Thesen in der WG

Schlüssel nicht von innen in der Wohnungstür stecken lassen, sonst können die anderen nicht rein!

Fenster nur mit Riegel offen stehen haben, sonst Scherben!

Licht nicht brennen lassen wenn du die Wohnung verlässt! - Herd ausstellen, ebenso Bügeleisen, Kaffeemaschine, PC, etc.! (hat was mit Energie sparen zu tun)

Essbares in den Kühlschrank packen!

Wir sitzen alle auf der Toilette!

Vergiss nicht den Müll / Biomüll mit runter zu nehmen!

Leere Flaschen mit runter nehmen!

Papiermüll nicht vergessen!

Wenn nur noch 1 Kiste Wasser da ist, Neues besorgen!

Pfandkiste und andere Pfandsachen mitnehmen!

Keine Tiere - da nicht abgesprochen!

Wohnungstür von außen abschließen wenn Du gehst!

Rauchen nur auf dem Balkon oder im eigenen Zimmer nicht in den gemeinschaftlich genutzten Räumen!

Musik nur so laut hören, dass du andere nicht damit belästigst!

Schuhe nicht als Stolperfalle irgendwo im Flur liegen lassen – dafür gibt es die Schuhbank!

Keine Beziehung innerhalb der WG das bringt Ärger!!!

Und wenn doch:

Kein SEX in den gemeinschaftlich genutzten Räumen

Grrr. Keine benutzten Kondome rum liegen lassen

Lautstärke beim Sex in den eigenen 4 Wänden auf ein Maß reduzieren das andere sich nicht bemüßigt fühlen die Wohnung leise zu verlassen um euch nicht zu stören.

Nicht in fremden Schuhen seinen Erguss abladen.

Finger weg von meiner Wäsche, meinen Nylons fordern die Frauen

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