#feeling morose

[lepetitfruit]

I think I just need to participate in the divine act of creation

#feeling morose #surely making bread will fix this #petit talks

[cruntslayer]

What is even the point of hating everything. It's like, during your evil monologue, somewhere a bee will be pollinating. Or a rainbow spreads wonder and joy amongst the townspeople. I can only do so much, and it feels all my wickedness is just lost on these fools, like they will always believe in a happy ending even though there will be no such thing

#feeling morose #villainy

[polarsirens]

short rest

#dimension 20 #dimension 20 spoilers #neverafter #neverafter spoilers #ylfa snorgelsson #prince gerard of greenleigh #elody of greenleigh #fanart #my art #look maybe i have too many feelings about the frog man #i can’t avoid it anymore #gerard is a bit too morose in my imagination #compared to how murph plays him but #yeah. yeah these are my thoughts post ep 12 #here we are

[sensitiveheartless]

Doing very rough sketches for the thing I’m working on and this face cracked me up

#currently under the influence of the blood moon so I’m feeling a little feral #and unnecessarily morose #but this helped lol #my art #bsd dazai

[skitskatdacat63]

2023 Las Vegas Grand Prix - Qualifiying - Fernando Alonso

#half asleep making these istg #yayyyy p9? idk ig i expected him to do better #old man asleep at the wheel whats new 😴 #he was very quick w this interview i wonder if he was eager to get to bed #i certainly am rn #f1 #formula 1 #fernando alonso #2023 las vegas gp #(i wish i could atop feeling insecure abt my gifs. i do it for fun.) #(of course i want them to look somewhat good but i get a bit ill over it) #(there was somw drama on here at some point that made me want to completely stop posting then ngl) #(cause like what is the point if im not as good as others ig :/ this is kinda vague posting but it made me so uncomfortable) #(as i said. i do it for fun in quick time bcs yay jsut wanna post smth i found cute) #(but ever sincce that thing happened its just made me extremely self critical and insecure abt posting) #(idk why im saying this. kinda repressing the urge tk be like 'SRY THESE ARE TERRIBLE. YEAH.') #(i need to sleep. but i often feel like this literally every time i post now bcs some people get on their high horse and ruin people's fun) #(iykyk ig. its smth bothering me lately. but i hate to act so morose. but i still feel bad abt the quality sometimes. i guess.) #we do a little bit of f1

[specialagentartemis]

The end of a fandom fixation is such a bittersweet feeling. It’s like a fever breaking; you were in the throes of it for a year, two years, however many, it’s all you think about, you want to discuss it and create for it and relate everything back to it, it’s the constant running background noise of your brain. And then something happens or maybe nothing happens. And one day you realize that you don’t really care like that anymore. You don’t feel the desire to check the Tumblr tag or keep up with the AO3 tag and the fan conversations spinning ideas about it don’t give you the urge to join in. You sit down to your fanfic WIPs and don’t really see the point. You’re looking forward to the next installment but don’t feel the need to Do Fandom about it. It’s gone from your Fandom back to a thing you just like.

#Maybe I’m just being whiny and morose and System Collapse will kick me back into gear #But also it’s just kind of natural life cycle of a fandom fixation #It happened to Zero Escape. It happened to Ace Attorney. It happened to Metal Gear. It happened to Wolf 359. #I feel like it keeps happening to me right when I’m in the middle of (co-)running a major fandom event tho #which is. kind of a frustrating pattern that that keeps happening

[mxwhore]

woah. ocs be upon ye

#i was feeling morose and then i remember that i was like 90% into this sketchpage so YES #meet my girls #will return #with a bit of lore shortly #tessart

[darthkvznblogs]

Man.

I know there were a boatload of things to criticize about it, and I hadn't consumed much content from them lately myself, but damned if it isn't a gut punch to hear that Rooster Teeth's getting shut down. That is a big chunk of my teenage years gone - RvB, RWBY, so many let's plays and podcasts...hope people land on their feet.

#rooster teeth #hard to say i didn't see the end coming #but this is so abrupt #feeling real morose right now

[deadgit]

4 AM and I can't sleep... so it's time to post my deeply unpopular, but fervently held belief that Rimmer fell first, but Lister fell harder.

#obviously it's awesome if you see otherwise but that is just how it is in my brain lol #to be fair. i think that rimmer is gonna have to fall in stages and that process isn't going to be finished until lister already loves him #but he definitely starts first in my brain #and. tbh i think if it all went catastrophically wrong he'd handle it better than lister #not HEALTHIER mind you. but he'd get on with his life and just never trust anyone ever ever again 🙂 #i think lister would struggle a lot more #they both have to really tear themselves open to fall in love. i think in hindsight lister knows this. rimmer des not. #idk i'm feeling a bit morose tonight so you guys get Late Night Ramble Tags i guess lol #rimster

[uncanny-tranny]

I don't necessarily buy into the idea of love languages, but I think figuring out how you show your love to others can be such a great idea.

I've learned that I show love through gift-giving and creating things with my loved ones in mind. While this won't be compatible with everyone, the core of why you like expressing your love in particular ways can help you explore how to expand on how you express it.

I think this is important because I think we should strive to be adaptable and to understand ourselves as deeply as we understand the people we love. By getting to know yourself, you can how to appreciate all these qualities about you

#advice #relationships #this goes for ANY TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP #i have always expressed my love in the same way no matter who it is - because i love them #i used to buy my friend flowers when i had no classes in high school #(funnily enough i'm not a huge fan of recieving gifts myself. i would rather be giving them) #inspired because i just gave my dad a gift the other day and i felt so fulfilled and happy #i've gone so long without giving a gift that i felt morose. and now i feel rejuvenated :3 #i'm thinking about what gift i could give next #i've been talking a lot about crochet to my dad so maybe after my next project i could find something to make him #after my hoodie i wanna make this freddie fazbear beanie. i thought it was HILARIOUS #bruh i took sewing classes as a youth and i made a stuffed bear and gave it to him. and the bear has no eyes and he STILL HAS IT 😭 #this bear is almost ten years old and he still has no eyes gd bless 😭💀💀

[sipofsnips]

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[doeeyeddyke]

the thing about being a queer Muslim is that i'll see someone with a flag or a sticker or pin or some such and i want so dearly to at least say hi or show some sign of joy or acknowledgment or community but no one actually wants a Muslim who is also a queer and are discomfited by the thought and implications of it

(i've found that they especially are thrown off by my wearing a burqa and masking, whether they think i'm just an ally or not)

#just feeling a lil morose bc it keeps happening and also it's 11:27 pm and i just finished chem hw so. Feelings Time yk #lgbt #queer #lesbian #muslim #muslim american #nonbinary #gay #aroace #hijabi

[ajaxpilled]

I think a lot about Wrio allowing himself to indulge and gaining some weight as a way of healing, he went hungry for a long part of his life, but now he gets to be safer, to eat his fill and go to sleep with a full tummy. I also think of Neuvillete encouraging him to do it so, cherishing his softer body and rubbing his tummy, empty or full, which is great bcs Wrio not only lived starved of food but of affection too. I LOVE WG AND STUFFING AS HEALING, AND I LOVE WRIO. I CAN HEAL HIM FR (BY FEEDING HIM)

AHSJSHUS I LOVE THIS cherishing his softer body and rubbing his tummy <3333

i feel like so many canon profile bits and exchanges with him point to him being quite an indulgent character already; slacking off work, turning up his nose at the less desirable welfare meals, strolling around fontaine's patisseries, taking little tea breaks whenever the opportunity arises. as he deserves to!

given that he's said to be seen visiting bakeries while on duty in the overworld, i like to think he has a sweetooth :3 perhaps neuvillette often brings him pastries and cakes as gifts whenever he visits during work hours. he invites him to furina's famous tea parties whenever the chance makes itself available (one of which is sure to be hosted each time the warden has official business to discuss in the court of fontaine, no matter how trivial.) he is always delighted to see him treat himself, and wriothesley is just as happy to satisfy his sweet tooth on such a decadent feast; not only did he never think he would have the opportunity to live so luxuriously, but also because now he believes he deserves to do so, no longer holding back from his desires out of guilt and little self worth.

not only does he give in to his newfound large appetite, but neuvillette rather likes to indulge him too. he brings him out to restaurants and orders fine foods and wines - a gloved finger pointing out the dishes on the menu as he orders for the both of them. at furina's tea parties, he offers him another slice of cake or suggests which desserts to try next, even as wriothesley places a hand on the swell of his quickly filling stomach.

"kouign-amann pair quite well with ginger tea. i must say this batch has been baked long to perfection," he muses, delicately pushing a plate across the table to wriothesley, who is still making his way through the gâteau he insisted he try. "though if you are drinking something sweeter, i would suggest a few canelés, or this pear tarte tatin. what do you think, furina?"

"the red wine caramel is exquisite, wriothesley."

"these macarons from lucerne's, though, are truly delectable. they are still light and crisp from this morning."

"let me breathe first." wriothesley swallows, smiling fondly at his enthusiasm to see him eat well. (and, really, breathing may become slightly more challenging if he continues on like this.) "i haven't even finished the last few you so kindly bestowed upon me."

and ohhh the belly rubs,,, !!!!!!!

ofc i believe wriothesley is so weak for having his tummy rubbed in the first place - neuvillette's warm hands are the perfect balance of heavy and firm but gentle, and just feel so inexplicably nice - so when the deep circles he rubs into his belly are accompanied by the pleasurable feeling of being full of baked treats or a yummy dinner, he quite positively ascends to heaven. and when his lavish lifestyle inevitably fills him out and he amasses a few extra inches on his waistline, the iudex's hands on his newly senistive tummy send him out of this world entirely. falling asleep is a difficult thing for wriothesley, but under these circumstances - whether neuvillette is settling a meal in his stomach or simply providing affectionate rubs - he feels safe and cared for in his arms, and despite fighting it, sleep takes over him and he's snoring lightly into his boyfriend's shoulder. indulging is a fun little hobby, but having somebody to indulge with - somebody to pamper you - is much preferable.

(also consider - tummy kisses. neuvillette is absolutely over the moon when the soft cushioning of wriothesley's tummy means he can easily take it between his teeth, trailing little love bites over the gentle curve of his belly. or simply just pressing his lips to his warm middle in soft, adoring kisses, much to wriothesley's blissful delight.)

#wow i rambled im so sorry #im just so in love with him sorry 💔💔 #more specifically his tummy #more specifically his tummy chub #the way u read my mind anon i have had something so similar for zhxngchi in my drafts for so long may b i will post it #given that in the AQ neuv observed how much the traveller can eat #i feel like he would take note of what i hc to be wrios v big appetite #more specifically /why/ he eats and /what/ he eats idk i think neuv is dumbed down by the fandom a lot so i love this ask ‼️‼️ #so draconic of him to treasure and protect him in such ways #that being said #i love that he doesnt have social cues #and like to imagine him trying to rub wrio's belly in a restaurant after eating a little too much but he gets flustered and wont let him #sad neuvillette all miserable and morose bc he cant Hold Tummy until they go home :(

[kanerallels]

It has been an Interesting Day today

#on the one hand. i got the results back from the first stage of this writing contest of sorts that i entered #and they were not what i hoped they'd be #(usually i'd be all morose about this but i immediately went huh. too bad. and proceeded to forget about it lol #i saved all my moroseness for right now) #but then on the other hand #i shared this ficlet that i was feeling kinda insecure about with a friend #(and she hadn't even SEEN the source material) #and she loved it!!! #so that was encouraging #anyway. just wanted to ramble about that a bit

[eccentricmya]

I find it strange that people here would obliquely comment on the creative choices of their fellow artists/writers in the fandom.

Yes, there are times when we do not agree with someone's depiction of a character, but don't like, don't read exists? And if you stop reading, then what's the point of dredging your irritation up? There will always be fandom trends that don't agree with your headcanons or perhaps even go wildly against established canon. But fandom is a free-for-all sandbox. You cannot dictate it to your liking.

Yes, I'm aware I'm being a hypocrite right now. Making the same vague posts and trying to dictate what one writes on their own blog. But I thought of how seeing such shading posts might make a newcomer feel about sharing their creativity that follows the fandom trend. How a post made in a joking manner might scare someone shy about to post a fic/art with the same 'irksome' concept.

So maybe some posts are meant to stay in the drafts, folks. Or shared with your bestie in private messages. (Perhaps this post is one such example.)

#just fandom things #I'm slowly realising what they meant when they said the fandom landscape has changed #i feel like glorfinden returned to arda only to find it even more marred #I'm sleep deprived and morose lmao #and a tad too sensitive i guess

[zinjanthropusboisei]

I was on some good shit as an undergraduate. Why can't I write titles like that anymore

#beowulf #i'm looking at old papers and feeling morose about my ability to design essay prompts. as a distraction from grading said essays