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#feel free to correct me if you think im wrong or if i dont understand/ am misremembering canon here
literalfuckingfreak · 8 months
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also while im on it i dont care how magic a character is not everyone needs to have colored eyes. its like. fine to give people dark brown/ black eyes even if theyre "magical" or some shit.
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chalkeater · 1 year
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Im soo happy i made the art of the height comparisons thing but oh my god some people are just So Wrong about the canon heights or are completely misunderstanding the SIMPLE point/joke/au/headcanon whatever- i was TRYING to make. Like on one hand i totally agree that yeah youre right Noelle isnt THAT SHORT im 6’2 and she’s 6’0. Monsters are just tall in my source but if people are gonna agree with me they should at least not be wrong about it .. how many times do i have to read “good headcanon but its not canon” girl its my little personal joke and indulgent thing “um Noelle is actually taller than susie anyway” no Count the pixels?? “youre wrong noelle is canonically shorter-“ im not stupid im just suggesting people consider a little fun idea that isn’t canon on purpose
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cryptidclaw · 11 months
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I find it hilarious that you had the chance to make mapleshade a complex character but instead you her more “redeemable” which she isn’t redeemable you just made her morally correct. Like no one is going to say she’s was in the wrong for killing the people that caused the death of her and her literally KITS!
Like stop pretending that’s she’s redeemable. She’s not. Anyone with an amount of empathy is not going to think she’s a evil witch. like what’s there to redeem? No like seriously?
And all the other female characters in this au are either little goody two-shoes or a Side bitch to the male characters. (Leopard and Ivy)
That’s all.
Uh ? huh????
Idk if i even want to dignify this with a response bec this is stupid but ig I will???
First off, why are u getting so heated over fantasy cats? if you dont like my au, just block me I dont give a shit.
Second, this is my au and I do what I want.
Third, since when have the female characters in this au been "goody two shoes" or "side bitches" ???? like what the fuck are you on about??? Leopard is her own person who makes her own decisions, Ivy doesn't hang out with any guys?? except for Hawkfrost Ig?? but like thats her evil dad and that also happens in canon???
Squirrelflight and Leafpool are both in-depth characters that Im obsessed with??? uhhh idk who else you could be talking about????
If anything I am actively trying to make the female characters more complex than in canon. so ... i dont understand what you are saying.
Onto talking about ur Maple claims. I dont fully understand what you are getting at? Are you saying that she was already redeemable (because she absolutely wasn't) or are you saying that she cant be redeemable (bec that's fair)?
I do somewhat regret using the term "redeemable" for RoC Maple, bec Im more so trying to give her a gray character characterization. She is in many ways still a horrible person. she is still a serial killer and enjoys haunting and tormenting people, even if those cats "deserve" it doesnt meant that its okay to do that. She is filled with hate, and anger and she is never able to free herself from that. So, ya she's not a goody two shoes she kills and tortures people.
HOWEVER, her backstory and motivation gives her the potential to be far more "good side" leaning. I feel like it really works for the themes of RoC for her to be on the side of the main characters rather than the villains. Her being a vengeful spirit that guides those she relates to and sees her kits in makes since, and really works for the au, especially since I am exploring how the Stars aren't all perfect and good, and the Dark Forest isnt pure evil.
Also I would like to point out that a LOT of people think that Mapleshade is an "evil witch" and despise her so ... ya.
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ihopesocomic · 1 month
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frustrated anon here! i think i didnt fully get my point across—i dont mean anything i said as an attack on you guys!!!! i just personally find myself getting a little frustrated because it does sometimes feel like youre getting a little short with people, or something along those lines. its definitely not a problem per se, its just something ive noticed and how the tone comes off to me personally sometimes! i fully support you guys doing whatever the hell you want here; its your comic, its your blog, etc etc, and if people dont read or want to be spoon fed or smth thats definitely on them not you guys
thats what i meant when i said i couldnt imagine one of my passion projects getting popular. sometimes people just come at you out of left field and youre free to respond to that however feels natural. like i said i just sometimes personally read some answers and go “oh come on they didnt mean anything by it”, if that makes sense! ive been a fan of this comic from nearly the start so im def not one to be saying much lol
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Just to clarify: us and other folks were just speaking in general terms. Aside from that one anon that responded directly to you, what was being said is just a commentary on the weird or downright problematic asks we get sometimes. Again, us correcting anons and highlighting that some of their takes - however good intentioned - are reductive is not intended to be an attack on the anon. Some people genuinely mess up and come out with misconceptions and that's OK. We try very hard to understand that.
However, if I may be completely honest, I don't feel it's fair that anons are being given the benefit of the doubt in your ask but not us? "They didn't mean anything by it" could also apply to a TON of our responses, I feel. What you may read as us being on the attack could just be us sitting an anon down and explaining something they've got wrong. Or just politely disagreeing. I'm just sayin' that I feel that the last few instances of anons trying to say we're rubbing them off the wrong way has come off the back of answers that I feel are completely innocuous, with us kidding around about people asking spoiler questions and me explaining how people in cults actually function being the most recent examples and yeah, I agree with that one anon that it feels nitpicky.
I will also say that I feel we've come a long way with just deleting anons that we feel are either wilfully ignorant, haven't read the comic properly or just want an argument. Going any further is just going to make it appear like we don't want to engage with any anons other than the ones full of praise for us and we don't want to run that kind of blog. We hope you understand. Thank you. - RJ
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forlorn-crows · 5 months
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Just stopping by to say this (also sorry in advance, english is not my first language)
some of these headcanon critiques are a bit.. hurtful in a way - especially coming from a system POV who has system members of the band members that while are different, are sort of how people normally portray i guess you could say. we have a dewdrop that's very i guess you could say fem and subby, ect ect. And reading some of these hurt a lot. and sort of felt like .. a slap to the face almost. Our Dewdrop headmate is now sort of afraid to even make a post about their own headcanons of themselves because they don't want to be bashed for it or bullied for it. These critiques come across as straight up bashing vs critiques.
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please note that these second two screenshots were part of longer submissions, but these parts i still wanted to include. i hope they dont seem out of context.
to our system friend here, hi. im sorry that what i and/or others have said hurt you. it was not my intent to come across as bashing, and i know i have a tendency to be 'loud' about certain things, etc. absolutely not an excuse, and im sorry if others felt that they were unwelcome to speak up. so, i appreciate those who did stop by to say so.
i wont backpedal on my opinions, though. i tried multiple times to make clear that almost everything about these ghouls is headcanon, and you are absolutely free to say 'fuck off crow, i like dew being x y z'.
if your dew is more feminine and submissive, then that is a-okay. but, the way the ghouls sometimes are portrayed can be very two dimensional. many of us, essentially, would like to see a bit more variety, even if your characters still fit this common fanon characterization.
like our second anon here has said, these common characterizations are understandable, due to how they act on stage. hell, rain was called 'bambi' for a little bit because he kept tripping over his own damn legs. their stage presence still plays a part in their personalities, absolutely.
to what extent, of course, varies from person to person. ive seen many a headcanon say that 'dew only acts that way onstage, hes actually really shy/reserved in person' just as an example. and all of these things that we think about the offstage characters is technically correct because we dont have a basis for it otherwise.
the original intent of the asks last night was simply to discuss headcanons/characterizations people liked the least. and im sorry if it resulted in something that felt placating, invalidating, or just mean. again, i tried to state in multiple different ways that those things were what i headcanon. not that people are 'wrong' for thinking x y z about a character. i dont even agree about everything that my friends think about these ghouls. and thats fine. i wouldnt want everyone to just think like me either bc then its just a boring echo chamber. many of the things i spoke about, if i come across them, i just skip and move on with my day. everyone has different ideas, and sometimes its just not for me. just like my ideas arent for everyone either.
you have full autonomy to post and think and create anything you want about ghost. what i dont want is people thinking im some kind of authority, or that people arent welcome to say their thoughts. i wanted (and still want) these things to be a discussion, an open forum for people to talk about their headcanons that may differ from the norm.
with all this being said, i want everyone to have fun here, and i dont want anyone to feel pushed out of a fandom because one or two loud people 'dont like' what they believe about silly nameless ghouls in a rock band.
i want people to feel like they can write characters differently than others, or if you enjoy those common characterizations, that you recognize when things might slip across those lines we spoke about yesterday. that everyone is critical when warranted, not just because someone said they dont agree with you. you feel me? and if you dislike something, and want to see something specific, you have the ability to create those things if you wish! thats the beauty of it all.
i know these are not fun conversations to have, and that some people might feel defensive about specific topics. but we all need to understand there are nuances to situations, to opinions, to people. okay?
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prestonmonterey · 3 months
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hey so im v curious about like reality shifting and stuff but idk much about it and i have some questions
hii ok
im like
a bit eepy
but ill try to make my thoughts make sense
so
(forgive me, i wanna learn more about shifting and the community, but all of my knowledge comes from inherently critical sources, so im sorry if i come off as rude or anything, im not trying to be i genuinely want to learn more about this)
reality shifting
to my understanding
is like...kinda a combination of fiction/fanfic and dreaming.
and it stems from the idea of the multiverse?
and the idea. that you can exchange your consciousness with someones from another timeline/parallel universe
and usually this happens when youre dreaming or begins when you sleep
so
(also plz correct me if im wrong on any of the stuff above)
now onto question stuff
i think its pretty important, that like. a lot of the stuff ive seen around shifting and like, response to any criticism is basically like 'youre the only person holding yourself back" like, anyone can shift, so if you cant its your fault
and on one hand i guess this could be motivational? like as long as you try hard enough its possible?
basically i want to make sure it isnt hurting peoples self esteem or mental health
but also. i. had a similar experience with lucid dreaming when i was a kid. my mom had a phase about lucid dreaming and was telling me all about it and was like 'you should try it' so i did. i tried. over and over. to somehow just 'realize' i was dreaming and take control. it never worked for me. and my mom was like 'well i guess youre just not trying hard enough'
and it was really disheartening bc ive always had trouble with sleep (might have like. insomnia or something. ive never been able to sleep well through a full night even before my life was consumed by screens.) and ive always had extremely strange dreams. and in my waking mind of course i know that if my teacher turned into an octopus with an apple for a head (yes this did happen in a dream) i would definitely notice and be like 'hey, thats not right' but it doesnt work like that in dreams. in my dreams it kinda feels like my impulses control me and i dont have any sense of self or logic.
and it felt awful to be told that it was my fault that i couldnt do it.
i also know that lucid dreaming somewhat ties into shifting so thats one of my other concerns, bc ive never been able to lucid dream and i dont know if i ever will
also idk where to put this but like. safety is important to me. i have friends who shift and i want to make sure they arent like, actually at risk of dying? and even seperate from that im wondering if people use this as a form of escapism too often that it becomes unhealthy and like negatively affects other aspects of their life
next question: is there proof
of course theres going to be anecdotal evidence from individuals in the community, and thats super alright. but sometimes people make things up. and sometimes people tell made up things to young, impressionable children who carry those falsehoods into life. and im worried about that
ok so ive read like 1 artice about this all. but immediately it brought up a major red flag for me. it gave an example of a study on shifting. but. it didnt cite its sources
and if anyones wondering that is a huge no-no. anyone can make up conclusions from made up studies. the point of studies is to show that people who are properly educated and know what theyre doing support these claims.
now im not saying shifting is made up in any way. it just seems sketchy to me that seemingly widespread sources talk about studies but theres no links or anything. theyre basically saying 'i saw a thing about it. just trust me.'
also uhh...idk much about the multiverse. but from what i understand. it comes from the idea of free will. and that every time anyone makes a descision, a parallel universe is created where they made a different descision. so i get that that could change a lot of things about the world like the rate of inventions and industrialization and wars and stuff. but really the shifting that ive seen most is into more fantasy leaning worlds. and im kinda wondering how thats possible in the multiverse? like sure theres infinite timelines...but most of those timelines will just be like. the same as this one but samantha chose to put on her right sock first instead of her left sock or something. and physics still applies, right? so how does hogwarts exist? does hogwarts exist? if magic is real in a parallel universe, is it real here?
so basically to sum it up my main questions are:
how do we know shifting is possible for everyone?
is it safe? (mentally, physically etc)
is lucid dreaming necessary?
is there any proof or credible source that i can look to for more info?
and how does this tie into the multiverse theory
also if anyone has any information about scripting and like evrything about reality shifting that would be great
i wanna learn more but im afraid of finding misinformation
ty :3
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kabukibun · 10 months
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hii!! I was bored and doing some research since im still a little confused if mommy and her babys are considered polyamorous!
its a bit hard to give them a title since I dont really know if the boys are also romantic with each other or just mommy!
but their definitely polyamorous! (I just dont know like what type so if anyone want to help yes pls)
but polyamorous marriage is illegal in most places, so if the boys would ever want to get married they’d have to fight for who gets to legally marry mommy 😭
(I might be wrong about something since im not an expert so feel free to correct me! <3)
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hihi! i looked around myself online too, but since i’m not polyamory myself + there’s a wide variety of polyamory types, my understanding may not be 100%. pls forgive me for any errors!!
honestly, i’m going to leave the relationship between the boys up to the readers to interpret. i won’t give a definitive answer to that, just that the boys love mommy and won’t be looking to add anyone into the relationship. if you want the boys to be romantic with one another, go for it! my responses for each mommy ask are not continuos, so although “mommy au” is the name, each ask should be treated as your own personal au to run with
as for the title, it’s just mommy and her boys for simplicity’s sake wwww
i think the types of polyamory that suit their relationship best are kitchen table or polyfidelity! when reading about it, i thought, this is so them www
wanderer gets big bro privileges and gets to marry mommy- regardless of who marries her, she’s still each one’s wife. they all chose the ring together and engraved it with their initials.
(i’m no expert myself, if anyone with more knowledge would like to add to the conversation, my inbox is always open!)
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neteyammyloveee · 1 year
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How about neteyam x black tall reader who reaches hi shoulder and is spider adopted young sister, but she's not interested into being part of a relationship but neteyam will wait a 100 years if he has to, ps neytiri's loves having reader around, reader likes to tease spider for being short while he teases her for being too tall, (she has 4c type of hair)
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Author: Omg hii! I love this request! But ill try my best to write this for ya!
Feel free to correct me if theres anything wrong! (Its my first time writing for requests hehe)
This will be a short one-shot! 🫶
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“Hey hows the weather up there?”
You rolled you eyes in reply to Spider’s rude comment. While thinking of a reply
“Yeah, like you’ll be able to know” you said sarcastically, mentally pointing out how short he was compared to you. You rolled your eyes while you headed up to your friends. Leaving your short brother behind
“Hi y/n!” Kiri greeted you with a welcoming smile as she opened her arms to embrace her friend. “Hey kiri! How are you? How are things?” You replied and asked. You missed out on a lot with training and other stuffs, so you wanted to know how were things, hows training, hows life and more specifically…
How is Neteyam doing.
Its been a week since you rejected him. Well not a really a “rejection” its more like a friendly decline that you aren’t ready for a relationship. And Neteyam knew that, he didnt want to pressure you…
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Heartbeats.
All you both can hear. You felt as if your heart was about to jump out of your ribcage. You couldn’t believe what came out of his mouth. His previous words were living in your brain for the past few seconds which felt like hours
“I like you y/n”
Neteyam stared at you waiting for your reply. The longer he waits the longer tensions roam around the air. What if his words ruined your friendship? What if you’ll never talk to him? What if everything changed just because he told you his feelings? A bunch of what if’s flooded his mind.
“Neteyam… you know im not ready for all this…” you told him, while you looked up to his face. Your eyes widened at your sight. His eyes filled with worry but acceptance, but it was also like he expected this to happened.
Of course you knew he knew, you arent the type of girl to go into relationship, you weren’t romantic and lovey dovey.
You were the type to just focus on your goals and trainings for future purposes incase something happens. And he knows that.
He smiled weakly and nodded after... Even tho he expected this. He was still hurt. You felt him fix his posture to remain balanced.
“I understand y/n. I really do” neteyam said in a calm manner. His hands reached your cheeks as he rub them with his thumb “but that wont stop me from courting you, you know?” Though, he respected your decision, he wasnt giving up on you, he would never when it comes to
You.
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“Hey! Are you okay?” Spider waved both of his hands across your face to catch your attention. It eventually snapped you out of your thoughts.
“Hey? Is everything okay y/n?” Kiri asked, worry starts to appear on her face, you hum in suprise and nodded. “Shes been like this since nete—“ kiri cut off Spiders words with a piercing glare, a glare that would take anyone or anythings breath away.
Spider raised his hands in defense. “Alright! I wont..” both of them knew what happened between you and neteyam, but kiri KNEW that you dont like bringing up the past conversation you had with Neteyam.
You sighed, avoiding eye contact with them, and remained silent “come on hurry up we have to get home!” Kiri said grabbing your hands leaving spider behind
Lets see your short legs catch up on us
You thought to yourself, with a grin spreading across your face as you started to run faster with kiri.
A few moments has passed. You were at the Sully’s home.
As you were trying to catch up with your breath, you began scanning the place to see if he was there. But there was no sight of that person you were hoping to see. As Spider catches up, you all went inside the Sully’s home.
You spotted neytiri and Tuk together, you brought your hands to your forehead and then forward to their direction, signaling “i see you” and Neytiri did the same thing.
“Y/n!!!” Tuk ran up to you with open arms and began hugging your leg. “Hey tuk! How are you?” You said, as you patted her head gently “everythings great! Come here!” She said excitedly while jumping up and down signaling you to sit down with her mother. You followed and sat down, same with Kiri and Spider
Neytiri gave you a welcoming smile. “How are you y/n?” Neytiri asked gentle as possible. Neytiri always loved it when you were around. “Everythings alright! Im so glad to be here again…” you replied with a hint of excitement in your voice. Neytiri chuckled at your response “well, thats great to hear y/n” she said give you a reassuring smile.
As you were talking with Neytiri about things you missed and how you wanted to catch up. You felt a tug on your arms.
You tilted your head in response, “hmm?” You looked to your right to see tuk. “Can i play with your hair?” Tuk said, asking for your permission. Tuk always loved playing with your hair, and even braiding it and putting beads and decorations to yours.
You smiled at her, and nodded “sure tuk!” You replied, as you saw her face lit up when you agreed. So without waiting she jumped up and grabbed her beads and decorations that she can add to your hair to match hers. It made you giggle.
After that, you turned around and brought your focus back to Neytiri and starting another conversation while tuk braids your hair. Everything seemed perfect again.
Hours went by that felt like minutes, you also noticed that the sun was almost down and dinner is almost ready. You all went to stand up to get ready for dinner as you feel your newly braided hair with a few beads and feathers, “wow… tuk this is amazing!” You said to the little one. “Really?? Thank you y/n!” She said loudly with excitement.
Neytiri turned to both of you smiling, “y/n do you mind calling neteyam for dinner? Spider and kiri can look for lo’ak” she smiled while setting up dinner. Spider and kiri nodded, you also nodded but hesitantly
You were brought back to reality…
Neteyam.
You walked out of the home, and started searching for him.
You search and searched everywhere but he was nowhere to be found. The sun is finally gone leaving it dark, but with the help of the moon and stars, some things were still visible.
“Where could that damn boy be?”
You cursed under your breath as you started to grow more worried.
As you were walking you felt a strong arm grab yours, you gasped at the action and immediately pulled away in defense, but the sight infront of you left you shocked. It was neteyam.
His eyes were filled with shock to see you here, freckles glowing, and a smile forming on his face.
“Y/n…”
The way he said your name left shivers down your spine. You smiled softly…
“Neteyam, your mother is waiting for you to come home for dinner, come” you said leading the way back home, but you were stopped as he grabbed your waist and turned you to face him.
“I want to talk”
He said, tightening the grip he had on your waist, with his eyes widening realizing how close you two were. He shook his head and stepped back a bit, afraid to make you uncomfortable
“Y/n even though you aren’t ready for relationships, or anything romantically…”
You gasp quietly, knowing what he was talking about…
“I would always be here, Always. Even if you aren’t ready i will always be here incase you change your mind… y/n i will always be here with you.”
His words warmed your heart. with him letting you know that he wont EVER leave you and with the grip he had on you made your heart flutter…
“Even if it takes a 100 years”
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Author: Hii! I hope you like this short story i made for you! I had fun while writing this hehe, feel free to request more!
I will gladly accept any request from anyone! Just let me know 🫶 @avatar4life
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doofus-and-dragons · 10 months
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OK SO IM ON S2 OF TMA AND I NEED TO GET MY THOUGHTS INTO THE WORLD SO I DONT FORGET
Jon- the love of my life, my current fictional husband, and the man living rent free in my head for the past 2 days- I know you've been through something awful and I understand feeling weary about the coworkers who worked with Gertrude, but am I wrong in believing the Sasha, Tim, and Martin have never worked with her?
I mean, please correct me if I'm wrong, but I was under the impression these three never even knew her.
How could they have killed her?
Jon, maybe Martin's secret is that he's gay.
Wait is Martin gay for Jon?
WAIT WHAT IF THATS THE SECRET
WHAT IF THE "LYING" HE'S BEEN DOING TO THEM IS LYING ABOUT THE FACT HE LIKES THAT GIRL WHO I THINK WAS MENTIONED ONCE
AND THE POEMS THAT JON THOUGHT WERE ABOUT HER WERE ACTUALLY ABOUT HIM
IVE CONNECTED THEM
Anyway, Tim is too much of a himbo to be able to pull anything this complex off (affectionate)
And Sasha worked in the relics room before the archives so
I don't think she's a suspect
So episode 47 huh
I didn't make the connect to micheal UNTIL MICHEAL STARTED TALKING
I THOUGHT JON WAS TALKING ABOUT A DIFFERENT MICHEAL. MIKE? FROM EPISODE 46 AND ALSO THAT ONE WHERE ELIAS RUDELY INTERUPTED LIKE THE BITCH HE IS
It's funny when Sasha, Tim, and Martin do it, but how dare he
Yes, I am aware this is a double standard. But Elias is an annoying prick and I don't like him
Anyway, Micheal sounds like a feral version of Glam from Heavy metal family and honestly? I love glam so I'm here for it.
MICHEAL DONT HURT JON'S HE'S BEEN THROUGH ENOUGH
Micheal is agender confirmed. Why? Because They/It litterally said they didn't exist
MICHEAL DID YOU STAB JON?!
DUDE I LIKE YOU BUT DONT WHY
WHAT DO YOU MEAN PREMATURELY?!
SIR?!MADAM?! PRESENCE?! CREATURE BEYOND MORTAL COMPREHENSION?! WHAT DO YOU MEAN?! WHY DID YOU STAB JOHN?!
I HAVE SO MANY QUESTIONS
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spamgyu · 2 months
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i will become an anon again after this post so dont mind my acc reveal (im merlin btw and in this story i hide the sword cuz like why not) ok so as we are into giving svt members a new life here me out dk is our theater major who is like into musicals and shit and he like gives of Ethan(because ethan nakamura is a fucking drama queen) vibes like he has this menacing name but like is the chillest dude to ever chill and because of parental pressure he took business too cuz like theater majors become comedians later in life and not all of them flourish tells everyone his favorite movie is godfather but in reality loves little women but like greta's version cuz it is the only one that did justice to amy's character and payed homage to the author at the same time by critiquing the reality declining notions of the older and the younger gen has a collection of dainty rings and chains and meticulously chooses his outfits everyday so that they give dostoevsky and plath vibes, but absolutely hates them and kafka too cuz they are thinking too deep into life instead of enjoying it, but if the outfit give old money then it gives old money. Spends at 3 hours ranting to anyone who will listen that he is born in the wrong era, cuz like look at him he is giving bridgerton bro vibes absolutely hates responsibility but is give will fulfil his duty like a war hero loves to read jane austen and oscar wilde. will also claim that behind the closed doors of the theater there is a revolution going on and it will soon emerge on the streets of the country because ai is indeed stealing their jobs pretends to like the concept of communism to be different from the others but cant for the life of him understand what is its deal also plays atleast 3 classical instruments and has a secret diploma in classical music but never told anyone, dont ask him why he cant answer, loves hamilton cuz whe he talks about it people think he is smart but he just likes the songs and thats it. oh btw did i mention like bro comes from money too
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that 1 pic in all of his socials
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pulling up to the theater to practice for hamilton(yes he is aware he got the outfit wrong but if he goes for the correct 1 it might look weird, plus he got mistaken for the professor around the campus )
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that one tinder pic he chose cuz shua told him he looked like the typical trustable badboy who can pull bitches (and he was right, his matches went up a lot more after he posted this pic, but he will never tell shua that)
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will look dead into your eyes and tell you he likes kafka while looking like this (who is he trying to fool??!!) did this all spiral from my obsession over classical lit, the need to be born during the 1800s so that i could actually share a cup of coffee with dear mr Fyodor and listen to him rant about his radical opinions, and love for my bias absolutely yes!!
HOLY FUCKING SHIT
okay few things
tells people he likes godfather but really likes little women BYE BC I SEE IT. the way someone would talk about godfather and ask him about his opinion and he'd be like "oh no yeah..... i love the part where.... he is the god father" ..... boy if you dont stfu lol
dokyeom giving off hot loser(lovingly) theater kid is actually stressing me tf out..... i ....
he def annotates his books with dif colored sticky notes for dif purposes and when he loves lending those books and asks what u thought of his annotations AND AND encourages for you to annotate too like "here's a pack of purple sticky notes, feel free to add ur own" sickening
wow i will be rotting on this thank you omfg
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stylesyourmine · 2 years
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believe us ll jj maybank x reader
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a/n: hello my lovely humans!! i have not been here in quite a while! im so sorry! now that i have some free time i whipped this up for you! i hope you love it. miss you guys and ask box is officially OPEN.
pairing: jj maybank x reader, platonic pogues x reader
word count: im not sure!
warnings: anxiousness at the end? death mentions? not a lot!!
it was a few weeks after john b and sarah had passed. well, to everyone else's knowledge anyways. the truth was john b and sarah were alive. and the only ones who knew that were pope, kie, jj and you.
you guys were currently ducking under some building ledge you'd climbed on to watch ward and gavin. just moments before you saw ward murder him in cold blood. in front of your own two eyes. it was pouring, the cold water drenching every inch of your body. jj was to the left of you and pope was to the right of you. kie sat next to you as well, holding your hand. pope was leaning over the wall with his camera, but dont tell him you said that, because then he'd just correct you to the right wording.
catching ward seemed impossible, because no matter what evidence you ever got on that man, somehow he'd always get away with it. it was the money, it'd always be the money. he was an asshole and either people saw it and closed their eyes, or just would never say anything against him.
jj's hands were holding your waist sturdy as you were balancing on your bent knees to hold you up.
"there he goes. i think he's looking for the gun!" pope exclaimed. his body moved from left to right slowly following wards every move. your eyes peeked up as you saw him running down and chasing what seemed to be the gun in the current. he raised his arms in agony and placed them behind his back. he yelled something, but you couldn't make out what he'd said exactly. all you could make out from the rain clouding your eyes, was that he was pissed.
the fury you were feeling was over the moon. you were so pissed right now. that was the man who'd framed your best friend. a sixteen year old kid who didn't do anything wrong but live out his life with his friends. this was the man who ruined all of your lives. who made you have panic attacks at night, that woke jj up to help you go back to sleep. you'd get nightmares too, ones of john b and sarah dying. he caused this.
"i think the gun just went down the drain! he's lookin for it." pope muttered again. your heart was pounding. how could he just kill a man, and how could you have just sat there and watched? this wasn't right, whether he'd get his consequence now or later.
"hey. he's lookin for the gun."
kie stood up, and you and jj watched her,
"kie. what're you doin kie?" jj's eyebrows furrowed in confusement. you guys didn't want to get caught, so why was she making it obvious that you were here?
"kie." you whispered. you looked back at jj just to be met with a nod from him, signifying he didn't know what was happening either. this was so important. please dont mess it up, you thought.
"WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" she shouted, from the top of her lungs. your stomach instantly dropped at the thought of ward cameron, the man who just killed someone, in public, would hear kie.
jj's hands were ripped from your body as he tried to pull down kie's. you tried to put your hands on her mouth, trying to help jj in calming her down.
"YOU ARE A MURDERER!" she shouted once more.
"kie please shut up!" you whisper-shouted, hoping she'd understand the gravity of this.
"what're you doing?" jj said his hands were on her arms, trying to stop her from standing and causing any attention to you guys again.
"i dont care if he hears me! he's a murderer!" she lunged forwards, trying to make ward hear it, but pope caught her so she wouldn't.
your eyes darted down to ward, who was now onto you guys. he was sprinting the street, trying to get up to the building you guys were on.
"guys, he sees us!" you shouted trying to gain your friends attention by waving your hand from behind you.
"are you serious?!"jj shouted. he let go of kie and grabbed your hand, trying to help you stand. your heart was pounding. never in your life had you been this nervous. sure, you were pissed at ward, but this was not the time to yell at him! you were trying to catch him red-handed, and leave. not try and catch him and cause attention to yourselves so he'd know you were there!
"come on lets go!"pope yelled in you guys' direction.
you got up and sprinted towards the ladder you guys had used to get up there, really hoping you'd get down and into the car as quick as possible.
you were up first, and heights weren't your thing. but for today, it was going to have to work, you'd told yourself.
"c'mon baby, hurry hurry hurry!" his hands grabbed yours. he stood at the edge of the ladder, watching you go down as fast as you could.
then went pope,
"lets go man! we gotta go!" jj got onto the ladder directly when pope made his first step down, and then kie. and suddenly you watched as kie's foot stepped on jj's hand, making him scream and fall off he ladder, causing him to knock pope off while he was at it.
"no!" you shouted as you watched the camera fly in the air, and then fall to floor before you could even react.
"sorry! so sorry!"
kie said as they were on the ground.
your eyes widened at the sight. it had broken into pieces. no. this couldn't have happened. everything you'd had on him, you lost it.
jj and pope got up as quick as speed goes and pope grabbed the camera off the ground.
your hands flew to your mouth, this was all for nothing.
"are you kidding?! you fumbled it?" jj yelled.
"you kicked me in the face!" pope had spat back.
"she stepped on my hand!" he'd gestured out at kie.
"i was trying to hurry!"
groaning you stepped in front of them, this wasn't the time to argue. especially when a murderer was chasing after you guys.
"STOP! both of you stop! he's coming, GO!"
you ran with them and watched as they all jumped the gate. you then jumped it lastly.
you all finally got to the car and in went pope in the passengers seat, kie got in the drivers and you and jj got in the back.
out of breath you shut your eyes and moved your hair out of your face. jj's hand met your cheek as he looked you deeply in the eyes.
"are you okay? look at me." his hand raised your face to meet his, allowing your hand to drop to your lap.
"are you okay?" he repeated. he looked at you for reassurance and you nodded, swallowing.
"as okay as i can be while a murderer is chasing us."
he panted and nodded, looking up at pope and kie.
his hand went to his own face now, using both hands to bury it in.
"can someone tell me what the frick just happened?!" he muttered, and you looked up at your friends as well.
"holy crap. i cant believe it." he added.
"wait what the hell were they even fighting about?!" you asked.
"uhh,-
pope started to fiddle around with the camera, trying to piece it back together.
"it was a gun- the one rafe used. he must've kept it."
"of course! of course! the murder weapon!"
you threw your head back and your hands hit your face, shit. how could this night have gone any worse.
"pick up, pick up."
you sat up in confusement, was she calling someone?
"who are you calling?" jj asked,
"who do you think?" she said with distress in her voice.
"the cops?" pope furrowed his brows and leaned in closer towards kie.
was she serious? the cops?
"who else am i supposed to call?!"
"why would you call the police that's ward!" you shouted, leaving everyone to look back at you. jj's hand found your thigh, helping you calm down. you never raised your voice, and didn't like getting in trouble. to say the least, you were the mom of the group, so calling the police would be something you'd do. but in this mess? god, no.
"sheriffs office....." the rain was pounding on the sides of the car like someone was outside banging on it, it was so bad tonight. it basically set the mood for how it was going.
"hello?! hello? somebody's been shot you guys need to come to the grand street construction site! i dont know if he's dead or not, you guys need to hurry!"
"we need to get out of here! were sitting ducks, we gotta go." jj said.
"what do you want me to do?!"
"just drive!" pope said.
the car picked up and your head started pounding as hard as ever. a major headache was forming. you wanted this to be over.
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"so...ward cameron just popped one off and killed em,right?" you were now standing on the same construction site platform that you watched ward kill gavin on. you were trying to explain to shoupe what had happened.
except this time, there was no body. no blood. no signs of distress. this wasn't a crime scene to the naked eye. but it was to yours. you saw it happen.
you watched as jj got down and inspected the ground, it was as clean as ever. no blood. no mess. no distress. as if nothing had happened.
"yes shoupe." you muttered.
"how long ago was it?" he stated at you questioningly. you and shoupe had went back to seventh grade, where he was your supervising officer in the juniors police academy. law had always had a special place in your heart. you had been in the academy ever since a few weeks ago, when you dropped out because of john b's disappearance. you were the highest in your program, a team leader. so when shoupe had told you your best friend was dead, and he could do"nothing" about it, and the way he betrayed you by not believing you when you said your best friend had nothing to do with peterkins death, you left. he was pissed, you were his star student heading in good directions.
now here you were with your friends trying to make him understand that ward was a terrible person. but obviously his grudge against you had its own leverage.
'about 45 minutes ago."
your friends were letting you take the lead on the questioning, knowing you knew all the right words. you knew how they worked, how not to fall into his lap.
"and he cleaned it all up in that time frame?"
you crossed your arms and nodded your head in disapproval.
"yes. we filmed it."
he looked up at you and then the camera in popes hand.
"but then i stepped on jjs foot and it broke." kie spoke up.
he looked at all of you, and left his eyes on you for slightly longer, making jj stand closer towards you.
"were done here."
"what? so thats it?" you muttered following him down the stairs.
"we both know a murder could not have happened that fast with no evidence."
"y-yes it could have! shoupe i watched it fucking happen!"
jj's hands came up to your shoulders, trying to get you to calm down.
"just like you know john b didn't murder peterkin?"
"what? who's talking about that?"
"hey man." jj said, standing in front of you now. he was getting overprotective of you again. ever since john b, your emotions have been everywhere and he wasn't gonna let shoupe affect that.
"go home, kids."
"baby-" jj outstetched his arm to comfort you,
you nodded your head and started to walk off, pissed at this entire situation.
"i told you this would happen!" jj took off his hat and motioned towards kie.
"like you're the one that had to drop the camera", he continued.
"it was your fault!" she exclaimed.
turning towards her he yelled,
"oh it was my fault?!"
"yeah! it was your fault!"
"why do you always take his side? why do you never take mi-"
"oh yeah, what about you? taking your girlfriends side for everything!"
"shes my girlfriend kie! i cant just not take her fucking side!"
pope shook his head beside you and you stopped walking abruptly. you had tears in your eyes. what a shit-show.
"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" you yelled, over it. you couldn't stand it. your head was pounding, your eyes were becoming cloudy and it was all too much.
both of them whipped their heads to look at you.
"you two bickering like little kids is not going to help anything. we can still do something." you looked over at the sewer drain next to you.
"we can go get the gun."
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"this is the north drain. it should've gotten washed into the gully, but if it didn't then it should've ended up somewhere.... here." jj motioned to the open water space around you guys.
you guys had all parted ways last night, excluding you and jj, who went to the chateau together, and calmed down enough to all be forgiven. you guys were all better now and were now looking for the gun.
you guys were at the drain dump, where excess items that weren't supposed to be in the drain went.
"oh my god. people who use plastic should be shot." kiara huffed.
"okay. personally, i love plastic. use it everyday. love the stuff." jj retaliated.
you hit his shoulder and he looked back at you defendingly.
"stop teasing her you idiot."
your eyes widened at him teasingly and winked. he widened his mouth, as in in shock and leaned in for a kiss. you leaned back into him, and just as his lips were about to meet, you swerved, so he hit your cheek.
"ohhhhh...." was the sound made by your friends who were both dying of laughter.
"not cool y/n."
you shook your head and stood next to him, whilelooking at pope and kie.
"anyways-" pope started,
" i knew you'd say something like that which is why i brought......trash bags!"
he smiled towards her and you smiled at how cute that was.
"did you just proactively protect the environment for me?"she replied in awe.
"maybe."
"ew im gonna vomit" jj mumbled
you just looked at him with a defeating yet playful look. "do you really not wanna get laid? like ever again?"
"woah woah woah no no no i dont- i wasn't- how is that fair?!" he protested, and you just laughed.
after cleaning every inch of trash up, no gun was found. you and kie sighed, standing together. you were exhausted.
"if its not in the trash, then it has to be in the storm drain." pope pointed.
"of course it is." kie mumbled.
"good thing i brought the crow!" jj said, moving over to grab it.
"good thing you brought the crow j." you said sarcastically, staring at the gross drain.
"so, are we doing rock, paper scissors?" kie asked. the boys both looked at her at the same time, and then you. you furrowed your eyebrows in confusion.
"how bout alphabetically? the oldest?" you suggested.
"one, two, three!" they lifted the cover of the sewer drain and placed it to the side, revealing the deep dark hole of the sewer.
jj looked at you and smiled,
"in the sewer there's this worm that you get down there, it goes into you and then comes out of your pecker so that uh...a no from me."
"yeah same rules apply here too."
"you mean the same pecker that i-"
jj's lips came into a smirk as pope threw his hand over your mouth, blocking out what you were gonna say.
"gross." he mumbled
jj nodded at you devilishly.
"its fine you guys are just scared. scaredy cats if you will."
"nah were not, i'm not scared i just"
"yeah me neither, i'm not scared of that thing."
as their bickering continued you rolled you rolled your eyes and stepped forwards.
"ill go if you shut up."
"oh thank god i did not wanna do that" kie breathed, relieved.
she shot you a thumbs up and you looked at jj, as you bent down in front of the smelly sewer.
"okay can you just-" he shot a look at pope and kie, cause he was about to get sappy.
"can you just be careful for me, if you need anything we're right here okay?" he leaned in and your lips melted together.
"awwwww" they spoke from behind you guys.
you pulled away and smiled at kie. "i'll be soooo careful baby."
"look how soft jj looks right now, i wanna capture this forever." pope said, nudging kie's shoulder as they smiled.
jj pecked your lips again quickly and you saluted all of them, going in as fast as you could.
as you started to crawl you couldn't help but notice the grossness around you. the spiders crawling and the sap wetness from beneath.
"see anything yet baby?!" you heard jj's voice echo from behind.
"nothing yet!" you shouted back, trying to focus on what was in front of you.
after about five minutes of looking around, nothing. and you’d made the decision to start heading back.
you crawled further in, the water flooding in as you got into the deeper part of the sewer, where you where able to stand.
your eyes drifted down, your eyebrows furrowing together. what the hell? why was there a draft of water coming in?
at this point, the water was at around your waist. you screamed as hard as you could,
"JJ! THE WATER! ITS FUCKING RISING!"
it was loud, so loud. nothing seemed real.
your breath seemed to dimmer, and your lungs were working overtime.
was this it?
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THATS IT!! love you so so much! want a part two? like and comment for me <333 reblog reblog reblog!!! <3 -nina
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HAI FRIEND
i’ve literally been obsessed w ur megumi smau since like chp. 14 or something LOLL,, i have this thing where i just psychoanalyze characters and ive been thinking a lot about yn like hm…
(THIS MIGHT BE A LUTTLE LONG BTW SO FEEL FREE TO JUST LIKE IGNORE THIS BUT I RLLY WANT TO TALK ABT HER)
like yn (to a lot of people) may be like a little intolerable but honestly i think the reason we have such a reaction to her personality like that is bc we see a little bit of ourselves in her if that makes sense…
PERSONALLY, I AM A YN DEFENDER FOR LIKE THATS MY HOMEGIRL.. like imagine you grew up in a world where soulmates are the basis of your romantic future. the sheer fact that that in itself already builds a sense of you either love your soulmate or hate them in someones head (considering that most of the time,, soulmates are portrayed as; first time you meet, you just know)
yn,, having met megumi long before you brain could have developed a coherent understanding of relationships, and lacking in the sense that when she met megumi,, she didn’t feel sparks like they said she would, obviously, she would categorize those feelings as hate. THATS WHY WHEN MEGUMI SAID “i dont think you really ever hated me either” HIT SO HARD FOR ME I WAS LIKE OH MY GOD…
BASICALLY WHAT IM GETTING AT is the fact that there is so much pressure already due to the fact that soulmates are said to be your other halves, so if you don’t like them, theres immense pressure and insecurity (hence yn’s hostility to the subject of her hating megumi because she has no comprehended idea of why she actually hates him) plus the fact that they met when they were kids and that probably affected the way she saw relationships in the first place EXPLAINS WHY SHE IS SO ADMENT ON BEING INDIFFERENT TO HIMMM
ok… another thing (sorry)..
AS MUCH as i love yn’s friend group,,, THEY LOWKEY PISS ME OFF THE SAME WAY YN PISSES ME OFF HELP..
OK SO,, obviously i’d also get pissed off if my friends get hostile bc i bring something up to want to understand them better, BUT at the same time, i would also have some sympathy 😢😢
LIKE,, their immediate response is to press harder, and try to solve the problem and if youre looking at texts like that thru yn’s eyes, it will prob lowkey feel like your feelings are being invalidated. yn is already confused, probably insecure about her love life, and now having to literally throw up her heart into her hands just for her friends to understand why they feel that way,, like she’s not gnna want to do that no matter how close they are (but maybe thats js me idk…) and then their immediate response to her not wanting to show that side of her is to get pissed off like i’d be mad and sad like yn too :(
i think those are all the points i was thinking sbt but if not im not gnna try to rmbr the rest bc this is alr super long.. BUT I HOPE U ENJOYED MY RANT AND I LOVE UR SMAU AND I LOVE U MUAH I HOPE U HAVE A GREAT DAY
I LOVE U I LOVE U I LOVE U
i absolutely ADOREEEE when people psychoanalyze the characters (mostly only when the analysis is correct tho LMFAOAO autism.) BECAUSE I DO THE SAME THINGGG i kinda have to when i’m doing plot heavy smaus like this to make sure everything fits n there’s the least amount of plot holes possible blah blah blah insert my annoying rambling on how i write
ANYWAY i loved ur analysis u r so amazing n so right ! like i get yn is annoying but lord have mercy so is everyone else that’s the POINTTTTT NO ONE HERE IS ACTUALLY IN THE WRONG OR BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE. EVERYONE HAS THEIR REASONING FOR WHAT THEY DO OR DONT DO!!! ugh sorry okay i’m gonna shut up now i could talk about this forever i fear .
I LOVE UUUU HAVE A GREAT DAYYYY
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butterscotch-brigade · 6 months
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very weird question. how can you stand being a fan of cr even with the stuff regarding devsisters? i really like cookie run, but i can't get over the things they've done and i hate that it gets excused bc they're of different culture and their half assed apologies are always accepted. idk i haven't played in almost two years and i sometimes i want to go back into it but also it's hard.
sorry to bother but i am curious because i am tired of feeling bad.
oh no worries!! i totally understand, youre not being a bother at all
honestly i havent played cookie run in like 2 years. i too got pretty sick and tired of all the bullshit w devsis and p much gave up on crob and crk altogether. honestly i dont think anything they can add to the game will ever get me interested in playing it again.
that being said, i still rly like the characters!! a lot of them still mean a lot to me for personal reasons. at this point i only enjoy cookie run for the sentimental attachments i have to certain characters/ships (and by ships i just mean seamoon AKSJDJDJDJ). and i rly love the talent and creativity of the many wonderful fanartists out there!!! and even tho i may not know much abt the newer characters, especially in crk, i still think a lot of em are really neat!!
and honestly, youre not obligated to play the game in order to enjoy the things you do like abt it. if you really want to get back into it again, you can enjoy it from a distance if u want. or if it hurts too much, you dont have to get back into it at all; you can blacklist the tags if it makes you uncomfortable. youre free to engage with it at whatever pace you feel is best, or not at all.
ultimately, just know that there are many different options for enjoying media and curating your experience with it. you dont have to play the game at all if you dont want to; and if you do, you can choose not to do things like watch ads or make in-app purchases if you dont want to give any money/ad residue to devsis. (im not entirely sure if just playing on the server makes them money tho; someone correct me if im wrong).
whatever you decide, do whatever makes you feel the most comfortable. sometimes you have to drop something you used to enjoy, and that sucks. other times, you may find that there are ways you can derive enjoyment from it without supporting its creators. its up to you to decide what you want to do; thats my perspective anyway. go at your own pace and figure out what works best for you. im rooting for u anon <3
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reggieservices · 2 years
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What are your headcanons of the sexuality of the members of the bowers gang
Okay well I think Henry is 100% bisexual. He watches Pirates of the Caribbean too much
Vic is pan to me, he doesnt care who you are, as long as you're nice and have a similar sense of humour as him. Also gives off Demi-boy vibes
Reggie is bi-curious. He knows he likes women, but he doesnt really understand his feelings towards men/masculine presenting people
Patrick is just a whore. If he's horny, he'll fuck anyone and everyone but thats okay because we love him <3 i dont really know the sexuality name, i believe its omnisexual? Feel free to correct me if im wrong!!
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dont-justdont · 1 year
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my thoughts on the claudia situation from ep5 (tw: SA)
it's wrong. for one, it should not have happened to her. multiple anne rice's characters suffer from some sort of SA and that's okay and her books are a place where that sort of stuff is portrayed. that's not inherently bad or wrong.
BUT. claudia wasnt supposed to live that. that's anne rice's dead daughter for christ sake, and if she did not put it in her story line. there is a reason, because she could have very well decided to and has for multiple others. but not claudia. and i dont think this simply comes from a "she represents her daughter" type of thing, but something about her character. her complexity comes from a multitude of things, and NOT being a victim of SA is a part of that. and they ruined that.
also, it's important to remember that some characters do suffer from those things and that's equally important and makes them more complex. it didnt make claudia more complexity, it just gave her a reason to come back. that's bullshit, if you wanna add that to her storyline, you better treat it with the consideration it deserves, especially since claudia is black in the series. having a black woman (girl actually, which is even worse) be subject to SA is traumatic and should not just serve a tool to "toughen her up", especially when SA is treated in a completely different way in the books.
usually it's depicted as a loss/retaking of control, and that gives the character a more complex understanding of things. whether it's being subjected to or doing the act, that tells you something about the character and their relationship with control (most of the time), whether it's a sex thing or a blood thing (which is extremely related in the books, not as much in the show).
anyways, i think that's it? i have many more thoughts, feel free to add to it because i think it's unfair and should be discussed (with all the respect and consideration it deserves). this is a heavy topic and should be treated as such.
(note: im a white woman and therefore cannot completely understand the whole thing from the perspective of a black woman but i tried to give as much nuance to the conversation as i believe it deserves that. feel free to correct me on anything, i know i did not fully explain the perspective change from a white claudia to a black claudia, but i feel like im not the right person for that. again, feel free to leave your thoughts, this is a safe space for discussions and deferring opinions)
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phoenixfangs · 1 year
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Coming from me, someone who has only played the first game, about AA: What ships in the fandom do you think people just Don't Get? I know the big one being the boys Miles and Pheonix so odds of numbers people are likely to mess up that dynamic often.
But any others that stand out in the fandom that have you thinking They Wouldn't Say That vibe? Please, feel free to go wild, I'm curious
kobi im kissing u on ur mouth for indulging me
ur totally right that people get narumitsu wrong, ill steal a phrase from pepper analysis of franmaya (another ship people get totally wrong but they explained it better in fewer words djffkj) to say that people often reduce them to sunshine boy and grump (boring dynamic), or worse, seme and uke. people will really write these guys like theyre bad yaoi stereotypes and think its Good just because it made them horny
now i love yaoi. i love porn. i love porn of these guys. but they are the MOST complex characters in the entire series, so reducing them to Just top/bottom for the sake of beating off to it is so. idk frustrating lol
its not all bad though, my buddy bloodofgrapes (hiiii hello grapes) probably produces my favorite nsfw content where bdsm concepts and roles like top/bottom are Intentionally Part Of It, because he actually puts a lot of thought into the dynamic as it pertains to phoenix and miles, rather than just stapling yaoi tropes onto them. the characterization in his comics/fanart is top notch, high recommendation 👌 (obviously this also means the non nsfw content that grapes makes is excellent too, as an aside)
idk if u know who kristoph is, if ive perhaps auts-ed out at u about him before, but he and phoenix make up krisnix, which is my Current ship brainworm. i dont even bother looking up ship content of them because me and pepper are the only people on the planet who understand them apart, and them together. read a fic where (admittedly they werent dating, idr if they had a relationship pre-fic but whatever this is more about the general dynamic) kris abducted, tortured, and like Half Killed phoenix and yknow as much as i feel kris Wants phoenix dead, kris is SO hung up on having phoenix in his life that he could never actually go through with killing phoenix. hed probably kill himself right after djfkfjdja he wouldnt know what to do with himself if phoenix werent around
aside from that one fic, my Dread is that people write it to be this completely one-sided abusive relationship where phoenix is a hapless victim and its up to miles to (somehow) save him by being his Real Love, because a kinder codependent relationship with the "correct" partner is the solution to a mean codependent toxic relationship 🙄 and the thought of that makes me sick to my ass
the thing about krisnix is that its, to quote one of my favorite jokes/lines in vbros, "a game of cat and also cat": there are highs and lows, wins and losses, for both parties because they are worthy adversaries, they are contemporaries. i think kris Does do a lot of shitty toxic things to phoenix, but i dont think phoenix is above giving some of that energy back during the 7 years they know and are circling each other. To Me its very much unhealthy obsession by the blake robinson synthetic orchestra, theyre Definitely stalking each other
and also they fuck nasty
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