#even if she's crying right now

[violet-evergarden-typo-quotes]

Benedict: I know you’re deflecting the problem by joking about how hot you are.

Cattleya: I’m not joking!

Cattleya: *Sniffles*

Cattleya: I’m a legit snack.

Iris, annoyed: Ugh, this woman...

#violet-evergarden-typo-quotes #violet evergarden #incorrect quotes #violet evergarden incorrect quotes #benedict blue #cattleya baudelaire #iris cannary #benedict #cattleya #iris #violet evergarden fandom #violet evergarden humor #violet evergarden funny #violet evergarden funny quotes #violet evergarden anime #iris is not amused #cattleya isn't ashamed to admit that she's beautiful #even if she's crying right now

[verflares]

(pre-calam) filling the compendium :-)

+ closeup and the aftermath

#i am PRAYING that this posts okay and nothing gets squished or looks ugly. but if it is youcant tell me because ill cry #okay. anyways. #zelink #zelda #link #loz #botw #totk #link botw #zelda botw #loz fanart #for some reason trying to format this became a sisyphean ass task so now i just want to post it and go lie down or something #“why use warm colours if theyre on satori mountain” idk.... i liked how they looked :) #ok what else. ummm. so we KNOW zelda filled the compendium like she was running the navy right #its really funny because i dont even think its ever mentioned other than like. maybeeee one throwaway line from purah? #but there was a fandom osmosis moment bcus everyone Knew she'd be on top of it. and its true. she would be. #my art

[peachyutdr]

i finished it, was kicked out of the game, and then spent the next 10 minutes drawing this. i will now go take a shower, most likely cry, and then go through the emotional turmoil of convincing myself to reset so i can do a geno run. i hate it here :D

#undertale yellow #uty #my art #<- ifg #spoilers under these tags beware. although it is mostly just me being very very sad #that entire thing was heart wrenching. anyways #CEROBAS FIGHT??? HELLO??? #i had to exit out of it the first time (i got to the last phase) to get better items but i came back and won pretty quickly #but THE CUTSCENES?!?!? #JFC NO WONDER THIS WOMANS SO MESSED UP. HER HUSBAND PRACTICALLY DIED IN HER ARMS AND THE LAST THING HE LEFT HER WITH- HIS DYING WISH- COULD #ONLY BE FULFILLED BY PUTTING THEIR ONLY CHILD IN DEATHS WAY. AND THEN WHEN SHE TOOK THAT RISK THE WORST THING HAPPENED AND SHE NOW HAS TO #LIVE WITH THE GUILT OF BEING THE ONE TO. MOST LIKELY. KILL HER ONE AND ONLY DAUGHTER #ALL THE WHILE SHE WAS PUSHING AWAY HER CHILDHOOD BEST FRIEND AND CONVINCING HERSELF THAT SHE WAS IN THE RIGHT TO SACRIFICE CLOVER WHO HAD #BEEN ONLY KIND MERCIFUL AND JUST THIS WHOLE TIME. EVEN TO THOSE WHO WERE TRYING TO KILL THEM. FUCK. #AAND WHEN CLOVER HUGGED HER I DOUBLED OVER IRL BC *THATS EXACTLY WHAT I WANTED TO DO IN THAT MOMENT* I HATE IT (read: love it) HERE #n dont even get me STARTED on after that. when clover started moving on their own and the gd white screen came up and we got flashbacks of #everyone's words. thats when the tears rlly started coming bc it clicked for me. 'oh. this is it. isn't it?' and IT WAS #WHEN THEY GAVE THEIR FUCKIGN HAT AND GUN AWAY TO MARTLET AND STARLO WELL THATS WHEN I REALLY STARTED CRYING #AAND THE GROUP HUGG #I WAS SOBBING WHENEVER I HAD TO WATCH THEM CRAWL UP AGAINST THE WALL AND DIE AND HAVE FLOWEYS WORDS PLAY OVERHEAD #AND THE FUCKOGN #THE F U C K I N G #AFTEWRCREDITS SCENE WHERE WE GOT THE 'You heard someone calling for help. You answered.' I GOT CHILLS SO BAD #to think that all the other souls have stories just as expansive and emotional as clover n frisks. how fucked up is that. in a good way tho #and finally the last scene where we got all 4 of our main friends sending us off in waterfall and we see clovers items end up in the dump #just waiting to be found by bratty and catty. fucken hell man this was a masterpiece #anyways time to reset and obliterate everyone and never emotionally recover from that ever!! really is feeling like 2016-17 again w the way #this game has me sobbing my eyes out and feeling the guilt of knowing that i dont HAVE to kill them all but im too curious not to #oh well. at least i have the balls to do it this time around instead of letting a youtuber do it for me ig

[deadliestpieceontheboard]

i think katelyn is the one who proposes to aaron and i have a list of reasons why but number one is that i think he deserves that

#i will in fact elaborate further #just not right now #also i think it would be cute #and like what andrew's gonna do you know #aaron just had to say yes that wasn't even on him #i think it's also when he fully accepts their relationship #he sees she's really committed to his brother #nicky cries #aftg #all for the game #the foxhole court #tfc #aaron minyard #katelyn aftg #i cry with her tag every time im sorry gilrboss no last name for you #kateaaron

[oatbugs]

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

#he keeps falling asleep almost on my shoulder and waking up and readjusting but i want to tell him its ok weve seen a lot #of each other ive seen your brainwaves you called me crying a few nights ago. research partner right now is a potentiality #friend is a certainty. i met a banker passionate about finance. he said his advice made the lives of others better and he likes the numbers #more than he likes anything else. on a high rise near canary wharf the view was wonderful and the people even moreso #he said i loved her but i spent 33 grand on her and i cant do this anymore. his voice cracked talking about her. he did love her. #and she talked softly she grabbed my hand she bought me a pack of Marlborough gold she told me to snap #the russian menthol cigarettes of the tortured polish man near us with my teeth i kept staring at her teeth #bright white and sharp. i couldnt find her heartbeat but i did find warmth and i did find her lips and i did feel #how she felt pressed against a wall. a pretty boy held my hand and i gave him my number. i couldnt stop smiling about her no matter #how many runways youve walked on how many collections youve designed how many students youve taught. senior lecturer teaches me how to do #very unethical things ethically over a double shot of vodka made by the half-persian with broken farsi. she talks softly #and she says her eyes are hazel but they appear a shade of red. pure gold on her hands and leather on her back and her fingers on my lips #(she talks softly sees through me she says something i cant hear but i wont forget the way she flies) she talked to my research partner #about the possibility of moving to sunny dubai with the rest of her family and my heart felt pierced. on her arm i traces a tattoo of a #knife passing through a rose. she told me she thought there was romance in severing so i kissed her some more. #he sat me down and asked me what i loved and i told him and he said no romance no person no tragedy will take that from you. #the room was filled with a collection of people in love with something that wasnt a person and i kept looking at her. #red eyes bitten jawline beautiful hands. it is 3 degrees Celsius my head is on his shoulder i miss my friends #we walked out the lecture hall with arms linked a photo of two years ago and we both said #jesus christ. i miss you all. and i miss logic metatheory lectures. im glad i get to stare at the depth of your eyes #i wish i had met you years ago. #crushposting

[5-turtleducks-in-a-trenchcoat]

Just finished listening to the ancient rome sidequest again and I'm still feeling so emotional about Sasha. Like she never expected to live long but now she gets so much time and she's in a safe place with people she cares about. She doesn't have to violently die in a fight like she likely thought she would but instead she gets to have a new chance at a life. She actually gets to be happy.

#The end of her story makes me so happy #that as she walks away from rome at the end she gets to leave the pain and destruction of her old life behind #and just like the ruins of rome her past will still be there and real but she can live a good live despite it #it just means so much to me #that no matter how many hardships you had to endure you still have a chance at happiness #I'm not even sure how coherent I am right now I've been busy crying the last few minutes #sasha rackett #rqg #rqg spoilers #rusty quill gaming

[chippdhearts]

@frostysfrenzy requested - CSI + Favourite story arc ↳ Catherine's leaving arc

#csi #catherine willows #marg helgenberger #crimeshowsource #gif meme #gifs;mine #gifs;requested #mine;csi #mine;cwillows #to the SURPRISE OF NO ONE #i picked a cat arc #3 episodes counts as an arc right? #it does now #'favourite' like I think this was incredibly well done and i loved how it all tied together #ALSO annabeth gish my beloved #like i thought it was super neat that they had the episode and it was left open and then we came back to it #I wish there was a larger gap between the episodes though but like I GET it #not fave as in I'm glad she left #bc i miss her #even though she came back multiple times after this #loml for real #i nearly didn't clip that last scene bc it's the only scene in the whole show that makes me cry #and I was like maybe we don't go there #but i literally yeeted 5 seconds out of the scene and moved on #we did not watch the whole scene #tw gun #cw skeletons

[spotsupstuff]

Since you mentioned aus, consider: swap au where sparrows is the iterator (three sparrows prob fits the iterator naming scheme) and caper is an ancient, idk how you would extend his name tho

my god!!! tryin to figure out how to make curly hair with those kind of things almost killed me. either way i have no fuckin clue what his name as an Ancient would be either,,, but i love this sm, Euros looks so much like a frat boy i can't get over it

i am so fuckin mad tho i forgot that i have lore surrounding Ancients and hand mutilation fuckin dang it- imagine that he has cybernetic grey hands

god.

#Spot says stuff #rw #oc tag #'Euros would have curly hair' is so strongly rooted in my brain... i havent even thought bout a gijinka for him properly yet but This fact- #-i Know. hed be like... the most beauty standards complying high circle Ancient Ever... dull teeth no tail thin just right when it comes- #-to height... which i find very funny cuz normal Sparrows could snap him in half like a twig even tho hes a head taller. ah yes. love. #this was fun tho... it made me realize that A!Caper HAS to look like a frat boy ass but hed cry over the idea of havin kids out of pure- #-love. hed probably work as some communication officer. iterator Sparrows has no idea what shes doin n does Not Like This Religion #I!Sparrows: -finishes One iteration- can i go home now | somebody: you ARE home | I!Sparrows: ... | I!Sparrows: can i get a new home

[michyeosseo]

At least one bite? You must be hungry. I know you hate me but–

Yoon Hae Young and Choi Myung Gil as JANG SE-MI & BAEK DO-YI LADY DURIAN (2023) 1.07

#kdramaladies #kdramaedit #kdrama #lady durian #durian's affair #yoon hae young #choi myung gil #아씨 두리안 #I DO NOT HAVE HATE FOR YOU NOW #but you called her a hassle right across her? ok explain this rude behavior #cmg looks every inch the part of a dom mommy but her take on doyi as dumbass loser is just *chef's kiss* #i knew it she would have caused the weeping but that devolved so fast lmao #only to fucking fold #semi's cries put the fear in her (i mean even during the confession she was kinda undone when tear spilled over) #some certified mother-in-law you are #if she says anger doesn’t suit you and you reply crying doesn’t suit her……. what then

[rooolt]

In my utter shock and insanity at the end of this episode, I scrubbed the entire trailer of Neverafter to see if there were any clips post these three episodes and from what I can tell THE ONLY CLIP we haven’t seen yet is the one of Emily after the screen says “ylfa snorgelsson” in which she is crying and saying “it’s only gotten harder to make friends recently” and the shot is zoomed in, but you can see a little bit of Murph’s chair next to her and it is EMPTY

#I know it’s an episode we haven’t seen yet bc she’s wearing a different outfit we have yet to see #Now she’s crying so it’s hard to tell if she’s doing the ylfa voice but the clip comes up right after her name #AND she’s the only one who passed the charisma save #And I can’t be sure that the chair is empty #But murphs arms are like huge so I think we’d see it even that zoomed in #My mother and I were screaming the whole time we’re going crazy over this #Dimension 20 #neverafter

[hopeinthebox]

tagged by the fabulous @cordiallyfuturedwight and @jimin-gaon <33 here's the december list

apologies for being late again new year same me: @aprylynn @jiminsproof @pauls-mccharmly @thvinyl @visionsofgideontheninth @btsbs @kimchokejin @jihopesjoint @eoieopda @monismochi 💜 and anyone else who feels so inclined MWAH p.s. please do tag me anyway if you've already done it

#superfluous commentary in the tags as per usual: #i feel you - ADORE THIS TRACK i can't even explain what it does to my psyche except that it initiates a beach episode. #noso is a phenomenal queer artist and you should check them out #smoke and mirrors - ms faith back in action on the rotation i loved this album in 2009 and it still hits. for the love of GOD take me back #loving you - i am a paolo nutini stan if nothing else. exceptional #love is all around - i am in my frazzled english woman era hence the romcom soundtrack #and tell me who could possibly embody that frazzled english spirit better than four weddings hugh grant #boys don't cry - it's the cure by name and the cure by nature for one listen and i am FIXED!!! #she's always a woman - now billy joel is a great name for a cat or hamster but i digress. the stranger album of the year 2023 (again i fear) #little bird - was annie lennox in the last one?? i still have this on repeat. #googling the lyrics and it thinks i want the jonas brothers and it makes me want to sit right down and cry cry cry i'll tell you that much #jenny - paolo again can you blame me? i cannot express how much i adore his entire discography. #these scottish italians... deadly combination for my mental health. peter capaldi sit down #white flag - dido save me.. save me dido... my jihope anthem because i WILL go down with this ship #eternal flame - banger after banger it's almost as if i made this playlist myself!! can you feel my heart beating??? i apologise #as for the artist list #norah jones and jamie cullum christmas albums on repeat lord forgive me for i have listened to jazz #hozier and abba seem to make it without fail every month. for those who aren't familiar hozier is like if abba were irish. and bitchless. #NOW I'VE SAID TOO MUCH #the rest of the artists are fab of course but does olivia dean know i would die for her? #anyway. insert closing statements #tag #receiptify #MWAH

[maketeaa]

i've read lolita at age 14, at age 17, and am reading it again at 20, and it is so harrowing in such different ways at each age. because while i could look at it at fourteen and think 'wow this is fucked up' and look at it at 17 and think 'wow this is more fucked up than i remembered' at 20 i just want to cry and cry and cry and cry and cry

#she was just a kid #the section of the book where they just drive around the states is where i had to take a break because i thought i was going to cry #the confusing way humbert narrates and describes things made it hard to sink in when i first read it when i was younger #but it's just. it's literally almost 100 pages of this man kidnapping this 12 year old girl and abusing her right after he told her her mum+ #+died #im just. im so sad. #when i was 17 the reason i read this was to write a paper about it and i remember one of the secondary sources i read+ #+genuinely believed that lo had seduced humbert #and i just. i was mad then. but im so painfully mad now. because how can you read this book and believe it's even AMBIGUOUS that she was + #+ being abused #god man. #tw abuse #tw child abuse #cw lolita #♡alizeh reads♡ #tagged:nabokov

[pzos-amiserableidiot]

#am tryin not to cry about this right now. I wonder when it’ll be over #this specifically. the trauma from my parents from being the savior the mediator and I’ve been communicating and trying so hard #and it’s been months and we still need to go to therapy and like everything’s ‘fine’ like I’m gonna be moving to dorms in the fall but #my sis will be stuck here for 4 more years #I don’t wanna start a fight and try and become her legal guardian and like she literally has a plan to run away if stuff gets worse #so like everything’s ‘fine’ a stalemate really and it’s all good if I don’t think about it too hard and it’s whatever sorry #I just want to heal already #(that’s not even touching the trauma having a chronic illness gives and how that’ll never go away lol) and other things #vent sorry #just look at the pic and feel things

[u3pxx]

NOT ME ABSOLUTELY SOBBING OVER THE NEW SPY X FAMILY CHAPTER

#sunnysiderambles #spy x family spoilers #spy x family manga spoilers #sxf manga spoilers #sxf spoilers #listen anya is so great i love her #and i know that she doesnt quite understand the weight of whatever the hell shes doing right now #but her echoing what twilight thought is making me sob. making me cry even #reblobbed

[hauntingblue]

"Would you like me to translate that? Or was it for me?" The show's thesis

#my theory is that by surrendering toranaga and everyone important ends up inside osaka and so do the weapons #penetrating osaka was the problem he said would make them lose. so now if they are inside 🤷🏻‍♀️ they can win #this is my design #cockroaches are cacarooch????? AJSHAKAJAKA #kakarooch??? closer to cucaracha idk where the cock came from to the englishmen #he's making her tea..... these intimate scenes go off so hard. now can he respect her and like value her as a person individually of #whose daughter she is??? the act is valued but lets take things along #YEAAAAH!! YOU TELL HIM!!!!! the bow right after to leave akdhaksjakw thats the diva i want #cry about it!! BOOHOO #anjin turning around omg.... he is ashamed of them i know akdjaksn #the cortisans beside the church akdhaksjdks #toranaga will make a little joke before he goes #NOOOOOO OLD MAN BREAK UP NOOOÒO #buntaro is going to kill toranaga.... he is fed up and his father wont let him kill himself his wife wont kill herself with him... #this people's 'i am going to kill myelf in front of you to change the trajectory of your life' game is STRONG #WHAT IS HE SO ANGRY ABOUT??? my guy!!!! #SEE HOW HE IS FAKING IT!!! HE WILL ATTACK!!! aure of my firts tag now lmao #thanking his son's ashes for some extra time.... insane #talking tag #watching shogun #YES I AM LIVE POSTING EVEN IF I SAID I WOULDNT!! THESE LAST EPISODES ARE TOO GOOD!! I HAVE THOTS!!

[anotherpapercut]

working with children really will make you examine your thought processes and emotional reactions like nothing else. I've found myself being so much more thoughtful in my daily life about how I respond to my emotions and environment, as well as the reasoning behind why others behave the way they do

#yesterday i got really frustrated and overwhelmed at one point because this one little girl keeps getting really upset when she cant help me #like shell ask to help and i wont have a task (or ive run out bc shes already helped) shes capable of so i tell her that #and thank her for being thoughtful and helpful. admittedly the first time this happened i was really frustrated w her already #bc she had made a huge mess doing something i told her not to do and then didnt want to clean it up and she only came back #and asked to help because her friend had been helping me. so i was like girl. you didnt even clean up the last mess #but i also had nothing for her to do. anyway she started screaming and hid under a table so then her friend did it sith her just. because. #idk kids will see their friend freaking out and they do it too. and i understand it but my god. i dont deal well with really loud noise #and she did it again yesterday. i let her help me and then i ran out of tasks and she started crying and saying i never let her help #and for some reason there were like 6 other kids in there all wanting to help so then several of them started freaking out #and i could not handle it. i literally told my coworker like im about to cry right now lmao #and later the little girl was like wanting to hug me and talk to me and acting like nothing happened and i found myself wanting to withdraw #like i was feeling like i wanted to avoid her and not speak to her or be cold but i also knew i didnt want to treat her that way #and i took a couple minutes by myself and thought about why i felt that way‚ what the effects of that would be‚ and how the kid felt #and i really just had to remind myself that she was feeling just as many emotions as i was but that shes only had 6 years #to learn how to manage them and deal with them in a productive way. she wasnt trying to upset me. she wasnt trying to make me mad #she was just dealing with her emotions in the only way she knew how. and im an adult and if she can get over it i really need to get over it #long ass tag story sorry