#emi vents

[emzalot]

Possible fic idea?

Okay, so, you know those tiktoks of girls trying out that pheromone oil on their s/o’s or trying it for a week to see if people treat them differently and they do?

I hope we’re on the same page here, but I have this idea- (transitioning to Star Wars here)

We all know that Kit Fisto is very sensitive to pheromones because he’s Nautolan and they can also use pheromones to communicate which is super cool and all that… you see where I’m going with this?(😈) What if Y/n happened to buy some pheromone oil just for kicks or totally on purpose as their secret little science experiment, and they put it on before a mission meeting or a meeting with the Jedi council to debrief them on their latest mission or whatever, and Master Fisto is just freakin wired- like he’s mentally malfunctioning because the pheromone oil is making them smell like a freakin dream. I wonder if he’d be able to pick it up before they even entered the room. I’m genuinely curious to see how this would work physiologically with a Nautolan and all. But also, the idea of Kit Fisto trying desperately to compose himself around multiple other force sensitive beings when his senses are being overwhelmed like that, is so. freakin. entertaining.

My fellow Star Wars fans, please let me know what you think!

#emi vents #fic idea #another wip #star wars clone wars #Star Wars #kit fisto #kit fisto x reader #jedi council #clone wars

[bappykittypaws]

it's really frustrating like, how screwed partially disabled people are by the system. I can work a job, yeah, but my mental health problems prevent me from working long shifts and working consistently. i'm not disabled enough to get disability income, but i'm too disabled to work full hours, meaning I'm just Stuck barely having enough money to get by at times. would finding a more accommodating job help? perhaps, but because I'm stuck working these exhausting shifts I don't have any energy after the fact to put into getting a degree or job hunting.

there's no room for me to succeed in this system and it fucking sucks !!!

#emi talks #vent

[eminsunnytoons123]

Do it if it makes you happy, Emi.

(Vent. NOT GUILT TRIPPING OR JUST FOR COMFORT. I NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST.)

Do if it makes you feel like you - poem by me (emisunnytoons123)

...Do it.

Do it if it makes you happy, Emi.

Dont do it just to make your besties, Brothers And Sisters, pen pals on tumblr impressed..

Do it if it makes YOU happy.

You dont have to tell it to your mama, babo, big Brother Hamza, nor any other family member in your big muslim family, Emi...

Do it if you want to.

Allah SWT will always love you no matter what, a girl or a boy.

You can still be girly And like girl stuff, but you can change your prounouns And identity if you want, but only towards your tumblr besties, Brothers And Sisters, And pen pals...

You can get a male haircut to make you feel like an trans muslim icon,

Your mama And babo anyways told you that you can get it, but if your Brother Hamza doesnt want it, ignore him..

Dont let the homophobic family members of yours, nor your mama or babo, but your big Brother Hamza And some of your female cousins to take your crown of what you wanna be...

Your family doesnt need to know your prounouns or the gender you choosed.. only you, your besties, Sisters And brothers And pen pals can know that And keep it as a secret..

Remember, Emi..

Do what makes you feel like you.

- Emi 💗

...

...

I'll finally share this with only all my besties/Sisters And brothers/pen pals here, like:

@splashy900 @kxllboii @cheezekennith @aquamarine-dream-queen @dayzsaclark @oscarandgrinchfan @moshywoosh @ilovescaredysquirrel2 @nuggetaubrey @sharkyy599 @nightkit92 @familyoffood @mysafespaceblog13 @thelazzyblogzz @sugar-miss1 @shrimpathizer @shypeachrunaway @iggyguyy @sophia-does-skits @typical-sophie @peaceforpeople @ben5569 @xxkurosakutisaxx @ducktoonz903707 @muppet-fan-real @artismeyou-12 @blackstar044 @acen402 @acen404 @walt-diego-rodriguez @goatsarecool1 @nia1sworld @rumplestiltsbear @s4gefr0g @beeware-of-lulu @leafith

Because I know they will hear me out and support me even if i become a transgender teen.

Ever now since the start of april, I wanted to become transgender And officialy even use he/him prounouns, but even she/her prounouns. But I didnt know if some of y'all would understand me because im a muslim And i felt like some muslims here on tumblr would attack me And say that we muslims cant be transgender... But there ARE muslims that are trans, And even gay. And i read Today that there IS an place in islam for the lgbtq People. And Allah SWT loves us muslims equally no matter what.

And also I will still be an woman but even use male prounouns, non-binary prounouns included since nightmaremp called me by non-binary prounouns when we were still besties.

And yesterday I told my mama And babo that I wanna get a male haircut this summer, And they accepted, but my big Brother Hamza told me that I shouldnt And that its like mocking men... So you're telling me, that when woman have male haircut, its mocking men.. And when a man has an long feminine hair, thats NOT mocking women!??

Hairstyles dont depend on gender... We can have any hairstyle And still be the same gender we are now, or even change our gender.

But i wont tell my mama, babo, big Brother Hamza, nor any of my family members in my big muslim family that im now using male prounouns...

Cause now....

IM OFFICIALY TRANS!!!! 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️ 🏳️‍⚧️💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

And I honestly hope you all will accept me using any prounouns now.. And also yet again, im not doing this to guilt trip, nor for comfort. Im only doing this to vent And get it off my chest. 💗🏳️‍⚧️

#my arts #digital art #vent art #vent #trans #emi rambles #trans muslim #muslim #ibispaint #we all are human.

[brennholzverleih]

I want to do 500 different things.

I want to get more into mtg.

I want to practice playing guitar.

I want to set up a proper home server.

I want to learn new programming languages/tools (Rust and Ansible specifically).

I want to get back into reading.

I want to play a metric fuckton of videogames that I find interesting and/or fun.

I want to develop a somewhat coherent style of clothing.

I want to get better at make-up.

I want to make my flat the coziest place on earth.

I want to do voice training.

I want to watch more movies/shows.

I want to deepen what few friendships I have.

I want to meet more queer people irl.

I want to learn more recipes.

I want to bake more.

I feel like I could take a year off work and still wouldn't be able to do everything. I tried/started most of this and because I dont have enough time the progress is ass slow.

The fact that I have to plan out how I want to use my few precious hours of free time each day is both insane and frustrating.

I want to play this game that I really like, but wouldn't that time be better invested into learning Ansible? What about that corner in my bedroom that I wanted to make plans for because it looks empty and could use some color? I also wanted to read that novel, what about that? Is today the day I finally set up a proper domain for my self-hosted apps? I could also practice guitar, but I'm still at the beginning so do I even bother? I better not spend too much time planning or else I won't have any time left at all.

This results in a stunlock about half the time and I just end up being overwhelmed and scrolling.

A colleague of mine retired about a year ago and he says that his schedule is just full of stuff and he didn't know how he fit it in when he still worked. Well, he didn't. He can fully commit to what he wants to do and I'm jealous (not just of that but also of getting to retire before your mid 70s).

I want to be able to control my own time. Why do I have to spend almost 10h (8 + lunch + commute) a day working for someone who does not give a fuck about whether I actually work or not (see my activity on this site lmao) and drives to work with a car that costs twice as much as I'm paid in year (before taxes)?

I know this is some of the most privileged shit ever bc there are so many people who want to get into new things but don't have the means to do so. This post is an incoherent mess. I genuinely feel like I might delete this bc I feel a bit pathetic tbh.

#capitalist hell #emi complains #vent

[frostbite-the-bat]

TAKE MY ASS TO TOONTOWN (Lego island guy voice) LET ME FUCK OUTTA HERE!!

ANYWHERE BUT THIS FUCKING APARTMENT

#Vent #I HAVEN'T LEFT THE HOUSE ASIDE FROM FORCED SHOPPING AND LIFE STUFF IN OVER HALF A YEAR #I'M SO FUCKING SERIOUS I NERD TO GET OUT OF HERE I'M GONNA GO MAD I CANT #BE EXPECTED TO EVEN FIND A JOB IN THESE CONDITIONS #LET ME OUT LET ME. OUT LET ME OUT #I need to talk to my only one best friend more I know they do irl thing si need to make them take me with them #They emy best firmed but we speak once 2 months and we live like 3 minutes away from one another. #I'm. So miserable int his fuckign hiruse

[readbythestarlight]

Writing frustrations vent post below

I keep getting all up in my own head about my writing, like dumb stuff like “I shouldn’t write in present-tense POV even though it’s for some reason easier rn” and I don’t have any valid reason for it I just got it into my head somehow that I should be writing in past-tense. Which is how I used to write most of my fics but right now I’m stuck in weird present-tense only land. And I have all these ideas and I know what I want to write but I can’t get the words to flow so it’s like ahhhh!

Maybe this is why I usually only write like 1 fic a year. I’ve already managed two and I’m just not gonna get anymore out lol.

Except I want to, so I’m sure I just need to get back in the habit and also get out of my head. And I’m not even like discouraged! It’s like frustrated but mildly so. I just wish that writing didn’t sometimes feel like pulling teeth, especially when I want to do it.

#Emi vents about writing

[sgt-celestial]

<3

#not to dump in the tags but friendship/valentines day has got me thinking about like. how much my mutuals and internet friends have #positively affected my life. its sounds so dumb but for real knowing im not alone and having people who are unconditionally nice to me is #something that means so much to me #and like. minor vent but the few months when i was made to cut off my friendship with one of my old mutuals (hi) were some of the worst #months ive had in a long time #and since we've been able to talk again via tumblr and discord for the past couple years ive felt so much better #and its not like i dont have irl friends! i do but having friends with whom i can talk to and be silly with means. so much to me #anyway. wow hello everyone happy destiel anniversary and peter tork birthday also #emi's meandering jotts

[ciryze]

Rating: General Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Fandom: Tales of Symphonia

Relationship: Raine Sage/Zelos Wilder Additional Tags: Established Relationship, Short One Shot, Fluff, Domestic Fluff

Words: 1180

#tales of symphonia #tales of #tales of series #tales series #raine sage #zelos wilder #zelaine #fluff #I really just wanted to write something little and cute okay #this took me like an hour #because I'm literally imploding over Zelaine feels #I need more Zelaine fans to throw art at #or talk to #It's mostly just me venting to Emi how much I love them

[neuroticrobotic]

Wanna go back in time and tell younger me "it's ok that the choice to do some things was taken away from you. There's so much more out there to enjoy and love"

#glow vent #glow text #thinking about the anti emi welding vest again and yearning :'( #still so mad that i got interested in tradesmen shit and felt i never could actually do it because of my physical limitations. #limitations that arent even for my body!! but to prevent a device In my body from hurting me!! #a device that was put in me to supposedly help but never has 🙃🙃🙃

[emzalot]

Can’t stop thinking about how Eddie would show up outside your window at like 1 o'clock in the morning to hang out.

“What are you doing?!”

“I couldn’t sleep and it was too quiet in the trailer.” He wasn’t lying, but he really just didn’t want to be alone. "You wanna go get food?…”

He takes you to Sonic or some diner that’s open all night or something to get milkshakes and a bunch fries. You both sit in the back of the van in the parking lot, eating and talking and listening to music. Time passes quickly and when things settle and get quiet in the van, you look out the front of the van, “Is that the sun?”

Eddie leans over, seeing the rising sun and the panic hits him. "Ohhhh sh—”

Cue Eddie tearing out of the parking lot, tires squealing on the pavement, trying to get you home before your dad wakes up to get ready for work. His reckless driving is so much worse in his race to your house.

“Eddie- Woah woAH WOAH!!"

"SHUT UP!!"

#I might turn this into a fic #I’ll probably title it This Side of Paradise after that song #emi vents #eddie munson #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson headcanons #stranger things #stranger things 4 #stranger things s4 #st4 #stranger things x reader

[nightfallsystem]

annyone just refuse to ever go outside again bcuz of how ugly u are i dont want anyone to see me for their sake an dmine.

#tw vent #god im so fcking ugly . i look like a girl and im ugly . great combo. #havent been outside in weeks. i refuse to. #i dont wanna go outside again. #im disgusting and i hat emy looks and i hate ehwho i am

[eminsunnytoons123]

(not guilt tripping or for comfort, this is an serious vent And I need to get it off my chest for only my besties/Sisters And brothers/pen pals.. they need to know what I have been going through... And im fucking tired of my former besties telling me what to do.)

Im honestly becoming tired of my former besties I had telling me that I did some actions to my blue haired auntie, half of them I did, but I was never aware of it... And i decided to block mish And anons crew because I wanna step out of the situation And im always becoming worried And scared whenever someone mentions blue haired auntie of mine... And I SWEAR TO ALLAH SWT i'll change my behaviour And actions, I nearly did, but then they decided to tell me those stuff again like im a little Baby that doesnt know nothing...

And I told mish And a few others a million Times that i'll change my behaviour.

And again, I dont care if blue haired auntie of mine And other few besties of mine that I had dont forgive me right now. I wanna Calm down, recover And take a break from this shit too, not only danni.

Im very sorry, y'all... (⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

@splashy900 @kxllboii @cheezekennith @aquamarine-dream-queen @dayzsaclark @oscarandgrinchfan @moshywoosh @ilovescaredysquirrel2 @nuggetaubrey @sharkyy599 @nightkit92 @familyoffood @mysafespaceblog13 @thelazzyblogzz @sugar-miss1 @shrimpathizer @shypeachrunaway @iggyguyy @sophia-does-skits @typical-sophie @peaceforpeople @ben5569 @xxkurosakutisaxx @ducktoonz903707 @muppet-fan-real @artismeyou-12 @blackstar044 @acen402 @acen404 @walt-diego-rodriguez @goatsarecool1 @nia1sworld @rumplestiltsbear @s4gefr0g @beeware-of-lulu @leafith

Yet again, im NOT GUILT TRIPPING OR DOING THIS FOR COMFORT, IM TIRED OF PEOPLE TELLING ME THAT I GUILT TRIPPED.

And this will be the last time I mention them And my blue haired auntie, just after the situation ends... And DONT AND I MEAN DONT ATTACK THEM EITHER HERE ON TUMBLR OR DEVIANTART. AND DONT TELL THEM ABOUT THIS. I DONT WANT NO DRAMA ANYMORE. IM JUST VENTING THIS FOR ALL OF MY BESTIES/SISTERS AND BROTHERS/PEN PALS TO KNOW.

- Emin 💛🧡

#emi rambles #vent #im fucking serious. Im tired of this situation.

[applepinsss]

there's so many people in my home rn

its honestly kind of overwhelming, but I know they're just here to comfort my mom

it kinda sucks but if it makes my mom feel even a little bit better then I won't be a bother abt it

#I just want my mom to feel better #I don't want to see her cry anymore #I hate seeing her cry #emi's rambling 🍏 #tw vent #I love my mom

[hawkinsthe3rd]

Now i smell like smoke(gross)(reminds me of Missouri)(family of smokers)(and grillérs)and I showered and it won’t leave and nobody likes my food(ate it)(no compliments)(no thank you) and the steak is too salty and too peppery and over seasoned(I have to eat it I won’t waste food)(no tortillas to make quesadillas with)(and the cheese is moldy)

And I know I’m spiraling but I shouldn’t be what’s the fucking point of feeling bad about it I can’t feel bad and depressed over every perceived slight. I cant even make jokes about killing myself because it’s bad for me but I have lost the solace of self deprecating jokes for the ostensible benefit of feeling better. It’s not working.

#melody vents #emi don’t look

[alanwalkerseo]

#EMI shielding honeycomb vent panel china #fabric over foam gasket china #Berrylium copper Finger stock gasket china #EMI washer china

[gurorori]

hes disappointed ican tell nn borderline mad

#yay #vent #is always 'why. why dind ya X why didn ya Y why didn ya text me' cuz ya been on call with emi 4 few hours now n replyin like 20 min late #anyway #nawt likr ahyrhin wd b diffrerent