#edblr go away

[humanaltarr]

“If you dont eat i wont!” Be prepared to starve pook!!

#edblr go away #not ed related #i just dont fuckin eat

[boxofvanishingsenses]

✨Meal Prep✨

#boxofvanishingsenses #tw #weightloss #weight loss #ana hacks #ana help #edblr #ed bllog #ed not sheeren #please go away #this is private

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hi American edblr! I jyst wanna remind you that calories don't count if

You eat them at holiday dinner bc they taste good

You eat them at friendsgiving bc someone made you food and it makes you feel loved

You drink them at holiday dinner bc being buzzed makes your family easier to deal with

You need them to take meds so you dont lose your fuckin mind when yr relatives act like rabid baboons

I wish everybody a happy Thanksgiving. If thats not happening then I'm praying you get thru it in ok shape. 💖 you cannot gain a million bazillion lbs from one weekend, turkey is salty af and if you just remember to breath the water weight will go away.

#tw ana diary #ed but not sheeran #ednotsheeran #disordered eating thoughts #disordered eating mention #tw ed rant #anor3x14 #tw ed diet

[cupidbaby777]

my diet plan ૮꒰ɞ̴̶̷ ༝ ɞ̴̶̷꒱ა

(redo ! ) (for edblr omlyyyy !!) 777 ☆ ‧₊˚

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cals + workout

୨୧ max 600!

୨୧ one "cheat day" > one fasting day

୨୧ count EVERTHING!

୨୧ 30 min of walking 2x a day

୨୧ 10-15k steps at least

୨୧ no food before 8am no food after 8pm

୨୧ limit sugar:<

୨୧ burn 500 cals a day

habits

୨୧ 2L of water daily

୨୧ cut up food alott

୨୧ weight in weekly

୨୧ move a lot

୨୧ don't go in the kitchen

୨୧ give away food as much as pos

thank uuuuuu for reading ! stay safe angels ᘏ⑅ᘏ

#an@ #anorexi #anticalories #greenteatmblr #ana trigger #anasecret #anor3x14 #tw ana diary #disordered eating thoughts #ed tumbler

[tawdryqueen]

Hey. I just wanted you to know how grateful I am to have met you. Yes we met on edblr. And yes we have our fair share of issues. But that doesn't mean we are worthless pieces of trash.

You inspire me. And I don't mean with just #goals. I mean you are strong, educated, kind, thoughtful, caring, loving mom individual. You are a boss woman and when I look to you, I am like this woman can have whatever she puts her mind to bc she is amazing. And you share your strengths and experience to empower other ppl. And you keep your struggles real which I appreciate.

You are fucking amazing!!!!! Love you long distance.

Brb just gonna go cry in the shower for a sec 🩵🩵🩵

Wish you were so far away and wish edblr was like a big warehouse I would walk into and find my people irl

#ed behaviour tw

[failed-apple]

okay heres again my opinions on proed, and please read the whole post before commenting.

i think proana should be allowed to exist, just not on public social medias. private forums are a thing, i use one (im not gonna drop the name tho sorry. if you wanna find one you can use google/reddit). explanation:

proana is gonna exist no matter what. its existed online since the start of the internet (and probably before that in some way) and it doesn't seem to go away since its kind of a natural thing that comes with weight related eds to want to be triggered. with proed and proana i mean both possibly triggering stuff, relatability, acceptance, harm reduction and in a contained, safe space, thinspo and other purposfully triggering stuff. i have seen people one here that are very much tredding the line of encouraging eds, (posts like reasons to starve, meanspo, tips etc.) which is still proana and i get wanting to post it but public social media is definitely not the place for that. in ed forums there are different subforums for different things, so you can be on an ed forum without ever seeing thinspo, or things about purging or numbers if you want to. also, forums are moderated, and a lot of proana forums still dont allow harmful tips or encouraging other to get worse. even if its a space to post triggering stuff, its supposed to be a safe space for people with eds, and stuff like teaching people who to purge or encouraging long fasts (things ive seen on here) isnt making anyone safe.

and again: edforums are contained places and thats the important thing. the thing with proanablr/twt/tt/yt and so on is that its really easy to accidentally find, especially on social medias with algorithms. on tiktok anyone whos liked a vid about depression can easily get a vid about eds on their fyp, which could introduce them to the glamorizing eds tt to *what i eat in a day - restricting edition/300cal edition* and so on, which would make them more likely to develop an ed. people dont accidentally stumble upon a semiprivate proana website where you need to have been active a certain amount of time and posted a certain amount of posts to see the triggering stuff. and on tumblr, where theres not much of an algorithm, i still think people shouldnt post thinspo and stuff like that. yes, its a bit more difficult to stumble upon, but if youre on say bpdblr, you might not scroll through a whole blog before following it, and then you have proana stuff on your dash cause naturally people mix the stuff they post about. and even if youre already on edblr you might not want a bunch of triggering stuff, and cause of the nonworking filtering system cause everyone uses tags like @ na m1a anj0r3ks1@ and so fucking on, its impossible to filter out the triggering posts. when i have times i want to recover i want to be able to have a safe dash. so i try my best to not follow and unfollow everyone who post thinspo, but cause not everyone who does it are only-thinspo blogs its difficult to know who i can follow, and i accidentally follow a lot of triggering blogs.

what my blog is, is pro recovery. i try to post as little triggering things as possible, while also posting memes and things non disordered people possibly could find concerning, but with the more obviously triggering stuff, i post on the edforum, since that way theres no one accidentally stumbling upon it.

tldr: proana should exist, but only on closed moderated forums.

#apple rants #unpopular opinoin ed edition maybe #ranting #edforums #might pin this one for a bit i want people to read it

[drinkin-cherryschnapps]

yeah i dunno dude its probably because im an undertale blog and youre recommended under blogs like this one on my blog

oh ok uhhh undertale blogs im not at ALL like dave

unless ur into edblr shit uhh go away?

#hi dave :) #answered asks

[m318x2]

ok as someone who's been struggling with my eating disorder for five years and is now 20 years old and underweight: I can't restrict like I used to. it gets significantly harder the longer you starve, and it gets WAY harder once you pass the threshold into being underweight. the threshold where I get hypoglycemic and wake up shaking and dizzy and dry heaving now is much lower, I used to be able to go days without eating and not pass out but now if I go more than about 20 hours I feel my body starting to shut down and I have to eat to stay conscious. I have to eat more calories than I used to just to have the physical strength to get out of bed and the cognitive power to do literally anything, but even so I feel sick all. the. time. I'm quite literally eating as little as I can get away with every day, and that number is just higher now than it used to be because my body is having a harder time staying alive now than it did when I was younger and doing VERY low cals every day. my body is weaker. it can't take as hard of a beating anymore. I don't even lose weight that fast anymore, I usually maintain for like two weeks and then shave off another pound or two. losing weight gets agonizingly slow when you're already well below a safe weight for your height. because your body doesn't like when you feed it so little that it has to start atrophying it's own muscles and bones and organs. funny how that works.

it's like I spent all these years trying to get underweight, and now that I am I suck at starving because my body can't handle it. but even if you're not underweight, you could still be malnourished and that can also make starving even harder. the longer you go, the harder it gets.

anyways, what I'm trying to say is this: don't compare yourself to the people on edblr and edtwt who are only eating like 200-500cal or lower every day on top of long fasts and cardio. if they keep going for another year or two consistently, those same people will have to start eating more because of the damage they've done to their body. starving isn't sustainable, and the only reason I and other "new anas" were able to go that hard for that long is because our bodies were young and resilient and not yet damaged by starvation back then. nobody can eat 500cal every single day for five years and not either die or start eating more. bodies don't work that way.

also: most anorexics binge at least sometimes. most anorexics have days where they eat more than they think is acceptable. those days are hell for us, but our caveman brains are biologically hardwired to need and desire nutrients and sometimes when we starve our caveman brain hard enough it rebels, no matter how sick we are and how guilty it makes us feel. shit happens.

#nick-rambling.txt

[unsprouted-seed]

being on edblr is kinda tense at times. Like, you make friends and you curate your dash, and even when you’re not like, chatting, with your muts you still see them every day doing their thing. In a way you’re kinda checking up on them, like “Oh yeah, he’s okay, oh she’s having a hard one. like that post.” but like, sometimes someone just stops posting, completely ghosts. And it’s like... did they get bored? Get busy? Go into recovery? ... are they dead? Like, on my normal tumblr I have people on my dash who haven’t posted in half a decade. Some vanished with the porn ban, some just slowly kinda faded away. But I can assume that, for the most part, they’re still doing SOMETHING. Here it’s like... it’s like that thing where you watch someone sleeping and sometimes they don’t breathe for a while, and you’re like “Uhhhhhhhh are they gonna start again?”

It’s weird that for the ones who are actually gone and aren’t coming back... I’ll never know. It’s a strange vibe thinking that if I had a heart attack or just kinda fell over dead sometime... y’all wouldn’t know either. Just like “... I wonder if she’s coming back...”

#sometimes edblrs a lonely kinda place

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Me: idk if I belong on edblr

Also me: I have too many feelings and I dont like them, im going to live on caffeine and sleeping pills until they go away

#tw ana diary #ed but not sheeran #disordered eating thoughts #disordered eating mention #back on my bullshit #why can’t i just be okay

[sickklystarving]

well. it's been a while since I've been on this account engaged with edblr at all. tried the whole recovery thing. I was actually doing well! I was so happy to have recovered. but I lost a lot of weight unintentionally due to antidepressant withdrawals and now through an appetite-suppressing symptom from my new meds. That's triggered me back to old habits. I wouldn't say I'm relapsing yet but I'm also not not doing that, if you get what I mean. I'm back to the last gw in my bio, and 1 kg away from my lw. The ed voice is back and telling me I can do it right this time. If I lost all this weight unintentionally, how far could I take this? How low could I go?

anyway please interact if you're an active ed blog!! (not pro)

#diary entry #anamia #not pro just using tags #proanna #proanni #what tags are we using these days

[dog-b0y]

TW: vent post, mentions of disordered eating, brief mention of s/h

just me being upset about my vent account getting termed.

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i hate this. i am genuinely pissed off rn

i had a vent account called dog-v3nt which i woke up to find out was termed.

that was literally my only outlet.

what people am i going to fucking go to???

no one. which is why i had the account.

i made it clear that it was specifically for me to vent, that i didn’t promote any harmful behavior that i did, i didn’t post my own body check or s/h, the only numbers i gave were the number of calories in a snack i like to eat that makes me happy and is easy for me to eat, and the number of ounces i was away from my 1gw.

i did my best to put trigger warnings for my content and if i didn’t it was because i didn’t have enough energy to do anything other than vent and post.

im upset about it. i no longer have an outlet. and being on EDblr helped me feel less alone.

where there people posting tips, body checks and calories? yes. but there were also people posting things on how to take care of yourself and things to try and motivate people into eating more than half of what is recommended for a small child.

my account didn’t post tips and glorify harmful behavior. and it got termed anyways.

#tw #vent account #tw ed relapse #not pr0 anything #not pr0 just for myself #edblrr #shblr #i got termed #anar3x1a #4n4mi4 #4na thoughts #4na tw #male 4na #ftm ed #male ed

[mostlyhappypuppy-blog]

30 days into this relapse and I have lost 12lb from my start weight and am 25lb away from my highest weight. I am losing weight at a "safe" rate which means I am annoyed with the slowness but happy with the overall progress.

It's super hard but it's nice being on edblr, the encouragement you get from just being here is real. Honestly, I am doing FAR better at wl than I ever have before. The posts about how amazing it is to hit your goals and how great it feels to be skinny are everything I need to keep going every day. <3

#@n@ buddy #@n@ diary #⭐️ving #ed not sheeren #@nor3×14 #@na buddy #ed not ed sheeran #@na motivation

[sicklovesession]

about me !!

✩ call me (ai)ko , star , angel , or niki !! i go by it/its ( + any love-themed pronouns ) pronouns, i’m 19, and i have bpd, autism, && adhd ^_^ ✩ this is a loveposting && obsessposting blog because i love my boyfriend to an insane degree and i need to scream it from the rooftops <333 ✩ i speak english + hebrew + ( bad ) russian && i’m learning spanish + ptbr !! i’m a jew and i’m loud && proud about it !!!

byi / dni !!

✩ iiii am not normal . if that’s not obvious enough . i literally cannot shut up about my girlfriend that is the entire point of this blog so yeah do with that what you will ✩ i am 19 && hypersexual and i will most likely be reblogging 18+ posts so if you’re a minor please stay safe and do not interact with my blog ✩ like stated above, this blog is about loveposting && obsessposting !! i will mainly reblog and post about themes such as being lovesick, being obsessed with someone, violence, and ( non-pictured ) gore . if you are sensitive to these kinds of topics please don’t interact with my blog for your own safety && comfort :-) ✩ i don't identify with the "yandere" label or whatever but if you use it for comfort/coping reasons go you i suppose ! just wanted to throw that out there👍 ✩ bigots (lgbtqphobes, antisemites, racists, etc.) don’t even bother looking at me i hope you explode . also if you’re part of edblr or shblr or the weird/glorified part of bpdblr stay away from me thanks

#pinned post #love #loveposting #obsession #obsessposting #obsessive love #bpd #bpd thoughts