#eat of me baby skin to the bone body on body until I'm all gone but I'm with you inside carry me with you all of the time

[rotisseries]

getting a lot of cannibalism posts on my dash but of course I'm going to reblog every single one would you expect anything less from me

#eat of me baby skin to the bone body on body until I'm all gone but I'm with you inside you know how it is

[ronanlynchbf]

#she was so insane for this actually. LIKE....my lips are still burnt from kissing ur face and feverish forehead..the blood that you waste... #you were the one i'd have starved with til i can't hold out no more............eat of me baby skin to the bone....body on body.. #until i'm all gone....but i'm with you inside.......................... #ethel cain #i wanna watch bones and all SO BAD but i rlly don't do well with horror. gore and blood i'm fine with so if that's all i might watch it 2day #actually. i'lll have to look it up on imdb my behated site imdb.. #ANYWAY LOOK AT ME BABY DEAD IN MY EYES IT'S THE END OF OUR HOLIDAY BUT IT ISN'T GOODBYE CARRY ME WITH YOU ALL OF THE TIME #she needs to release this on spotify i can't keep looping yt videos PLSSSSS I'M ON MY KNEES

[malpractis]

⚝ 𝖆𝖗𝖊𝖓'𝖙 𝖞𝖔𝖚 𝖈𝖚𝖗𝖎𝖔𝖚𝖘...? ⚝

🍷Alter in an osdd system

🐍Body age is early twenties

🫀Latina

🗡️This is a sideblog

🥩Somewhat of an introject of Ashley Graves. An alternate reality version of her, essentially

🪦I engage in consanguinamory, naturally. Cry about it, it'll make me cum harder <3

☠️Lot of dead dove: don't eat content in here

☣Depraved sadist Dom. Not interested in anyone but my siblings. As if anyone but them could be good enough for me <3

🕯️Tags

#my guard dog 🌘🤍 - Ammon (My Puppy/older brother)

#my little bunny 🐇🩷 - Leyley (My Darling baby sis <3)

#my bratty bitch 🔪💚 - Andy (Mess of a man who is sometimes younger and sometimes older and sometimes my brother and sometimes my sister...But always a brat)

#mouthpiece of the gods - original posts

#my fingers claw your skin // try to tear my way in - sex, kink, erotic content (Howl by Florence + The Machine)

#two children in a motel making love in our own graves - incest (Two Children In A Motel by Ethel Cain)

#I'll make you die for me and watch your body spill - gore/horror (Fight For Me by AlicebanD)

#eat of me baby // skin to the bone // body on body until I'm all gone // but I'm with you inside - cannibalism (Famous Last Words (An Ode To Eaters) by Ethel Cain)

#pledges of fealty - asks

#missed me // missed me // now you gotta queue me - queue (Missed Me by The Dresden Dolls)

#serpentine snapshots - favorites/relatable/aesthetic/goals

#bet she was brutal and bratty // bet that she'll never be happy - mental illness (Whispers by Halsey)

#film catalog - movies

#television catalog - tv shows

#library - books/poetry

#my guard dog 🌘🤍 #my little bunny 🐇🩷 #my bratty bitch 🔪💚 #mouthpiece of the gods #two children in a motel making love in our own graves #i'll make you die for me and watch your body spill #pledges of fealty #missed me // missed me // now you gotta queue me #eat of me baby // skin to the bone // body on body until I'm all gone // but I'm with you inside #my fingers claw your skin // try to tear my way in #serpentine snapshots #bet she was brutal and bratty // bet that she'll never be happy #film catalog #television catalog #library

[pink-evilette]

Eat of me baby, skin to the bone

Body on body, until I'm all gone

But I'm with you, inside ♡

#bones and all #taylor russell #timothée chalamet #coquette #coquette aesthetic #coquette films #faunlet #faunlet aesthetic #faunlet films #coquette moodboard #faunlet moodboard #famous last words #ethel cain #ethel cain lyrics

[esmes]

look at me baby, dead in my eyes it's the end of our holiday, but it isn't goodbye carry me with you all of the time eat of me baby, skin to the bone body on body, until I'm all gone but I'm with you, inside

🎥 @theriddletrades

#sweeney todd #mrs lovett #broadwayedit #sweenett #josh groban #annaleigh ashford #this set brought to you by the way annaleigh WINCES after 'that wouldn't be too painful would it?' #babby....babbygirlm #babygrl #im having a meltdown #anyway sexxxxxxxxy ass dip thank u as always for your captures riddle xoxo #if u think about it this chronicles the rise and fall of her being able to soothe sweeney with her touch #starts out just ghosting her hands over him; filled to the brim with want but not quite able to touch him yet #slowly she coaxes him and draws him out in wait; he's FULLY reciprocal by alp #he's slipping away from her a little by bts but she's able to pull him back to her just before she loses him again. #he recoils from her in life #but in death??? we're so back baby. and this time HE'S initiating. they're meeting as equals. very sexy thank u tommy kail #in case you all were wondering i am STILL HERE !!!!!!!! :D #otp: if you only knew #**

[excerptum]

Eat of me, baby. Skin to the bone, body on body, until I'm all gone, but I'm with you, inside.

Ethel Cain, Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters)

#ethel cain #mother cain #famous last words #an ode to eaters #journal #quotes #txt #musings #lit #literature #excerpts #lyrics #poem #poetry

[richardsgraysons]

the alchemy

prompt — some of my favorite songs as batboys

tags — nothing lol

DICK GRAYSON

the alchemy by taylor swift ( Cause the sign on your heart / Said it's still reserved for me / Honestly, who are we to fight the alchemy? )

yellow by coldplay ( Your skin, oh yeah / your skin and bones / Turn into something beautiful / And you know, you know I love you so )

home by edward sharpe & the magnetic zeroes ( That's true, laugh until we think we'll die / Barefoot on a summer night / Never could be sweeter than with you (hey) )

daylight by taylor swift ( I don't wanna look at anything else now that I saw you / (I can never look away) / I don't wanna think of anything else now that I thought of you / (Things will never be the same) )

a world alone by lorde ( All the double-edged people into schemes / They make a mess, then go home and get clean / You're my best friend, and we're dancing in a world alone

JASON TODD

homemade dynamite by lorde ( I'll give you my best side, tell you all my best lies / Seeing me rolling, showing someone else love / Hands under your t-shirt /Know I think you're awesome, right? )

guzarish by javed ali ( I'm walking in the nights / hope I don't crash anywhere / The flame of hope is still burning / But still I fear the incoming storm / I hope that the flame doesn't go off )

maroon by taylor swift ( The mark you saw on my collarbone, the rust that grew between telephones / The lips I used to call home, so scarlet, it was maroon )

the blonde by tv girl ( 'Cause anyone who ever had a brain / Wouldn't stand out in the rain / Or keep it up for very long / Just to prove somebody wrong )

dear arkansas daughter by lady lamb ( You with the dark curls / You with the watercolor eyes / You who bear your teeth with every smile )

TIM DRAKE

lovers rock by tv girl ( But if you're too drunk to drive / And the music is right / She might let you stay/ But just for the night ) [ my biggest flex is that i was in paris by the eiffel tower with my family and we were going to go eat dinner on the eiffel tower, and as i walked by the street to get to the park where the tower is at, i saw a girl and a guy listening to lovers rock together on a scooter together and it was so CUTE ]

born to die by lana del rey ( Feet don't fail me now / Take me to the finish line / Oh, my heart it breaks every step that I take / But I'm hoping that the gates, they'll tell me that you're mine )

supercut by lorde ( I'm someone, you may be my love / I'll be your quiet afternoon crush / Be your violent overnight rush / Make you crazy over my touch )

are you bored yet by wallows & clairo ( 'Cause we could stay at home or watch the sunset / But I can't help from askin', "Are you bored yet?" / And if you're feelin' lonely, you should tell me / Before this ends up as another memory)

apocalypse by cigarettes after sex ( You've been hiding them in hollowed out pianos / Left in the dark / Got the music in you, baby / Tell me why / Got the music in you, baby )

DAMIAN WAYNE

sanctuary by joji ( If you've been waiting for fallin' in love / Babe, you don't have to wait on me / 'Cause I've been aiming for heaven above / But an angel ain't what I need )

sober by lorde ( Oh, God, I'm clean out of air in my lungs / It's all gone, played it so nonchalant / It's time we danced with the truth / Move along with the truth )

fire meet gasoline by sia ( I got all I need, when you came after me / Fire meet gasoline, I'm burning alive / And I can barely breathe, when you're here loving me / Fire meet gasoline, burn with me tonight, yeah )

work song by hozier ( When my time comes around / Lay me gently in the cold, dark earth / No grave can hold my body down / I'll crawl home to her )

put me through it by suki waterhouse ( And I'm tired of keeping all my feelings to myself / Was undercover, playing cards that I've been dealt / You spun me 'round in circles 'til I tripped and fell / I admit I got addicted, now I'm sick as hell )

#dick grayson #dcu #dc comics #jason todd #damian wayne #tim drake #batboys #dc universe

[making-u-feel-sick]

"Eat of me baby, skin to the bone / Body on body, until I'm all

gone / But I'm with you, inside"

thinking a lot about an ode to eaters. the way hayden continues her metaphor for cannibalism as a means of all-consuming obsession and love from preacher's daughter, and of that interview where she describes the feeling of wanting to be so close that even literally devouring one another isn't enough.

but i also think about it the other way around, of you yourself being so consumed by someone that it swallows you whole. to be both the eater and to be eaten at the same time. to be so desperately hungry but also so full of them that there's none of you left.

it's especially feral in this song. here she is, begging, "please. take all of me. i'm offering it all, i want you to have it. this is how much i love you." and god what a feeling to love someone that much, to offer literally every piece of yourself to them.

and like even if the person is gone, even once you've consumed all of each other and there's nothing left, they're still always with you - inside. you're a part of each other now and you'll carry each other forever.

idk if any of this makes sense. hayden just knows how to write about that sweet fucking obsessive, all-consuming love that makes my chest tight and i love to yap about her.

#ethel cain #hayden anhedönia #preachers daughter #rambles #famous last words #an ode to eaters #am i making you feel sick? #journal

[deirdreskye]

Commercial I would produce as an advertising executive:

Night falls upon a normal suburban American middle-class home. The lights inside go off, the family is off to bed.

A nude woman crawls from a storm drain. Her skin is wrinkled and bone-white, her sagging breasts covered by her filthy black hair. She crawls on her hands and feet like a spider, slowly, silently, like nothing human. The front door is locked so she crawls into the back yard where the family's dog whimpers and cringes from the sight of her. She gropes at a window, unlatches it, and climbs inside.

She creeps through the kitchen, up the stairs, past the bedroom where the parents sleep, down the hall. Her wrinkled hand reaches for a doorknob, twists, and pushes it open, silently, ever so silently, and now she's inside the baby's room.

A portrait of Jesus Christ hangs on the wall over the baby's overturned crib. The woman is hunched over, spine bulging from the taut skin of her back, crunching, chewing, gnawing. She eats every part of him, bone and blood and organs all.

In the morning, the mother shrieks and wakes the whole house. Father and the other children come rushing to the baby's room to see mom holding the baby boy unharmed, although the crib fell over on its side in the night. No one can explain how this came to happen, or why the baby did not wake, but the baby is safe and well though it gave everyone such a fright. The family will forget this incident soon enough, but it will nag at the back of the mother's head from time to time when she can't fall asleep at night.

The boy grows up.

He does not learn to speak until he is five. He screeches inconsolably while the family is out to eat at the Cheesecake Factory. A boy on the playground calls him a retarded faggot and punches him in the stomach. He is so bored at church he picks his skin until it bleeds. His brothers mock him relentlessly for crying all the time.

He masturbates to a drawing of Sonic the Hedgehog and Dr. Robotnik kissing passionately. He smokes cigarettes in a parking lot with a boy in a trenchcoat and a girl in Cookie Monster pajama pants. His father slaps him hard in the face when he comes home from school wearing black nail polish.

A football player performs oral sex on him in the back of a pickup truck. He sells ecstasy to the pastor's daughter at an exorbitant markup. It's two in the morning on a school night and he is stinking drunk when he wakes his parents trying to sneak back into the house. He's wearing a dress and fishnets and winged eyeliner and lipstick and his father beats him bloodier than ever before. Mother weeps bitterly with a black eye as she prays for her youngest son's eternal soul. The next morning, the boy is long gone. His father comes to believe he will never see his son again but he is so very wrong.

Some years later, police cars burn in the night and the flames grow so bright the shattered glass on the sidewalk look like so many glittering jewels. Bodies litter the streets, some in riot gear and many in plain clothes. The streets are silent save for the distant, so very distant wail of police sirens. Long after the flames die out, an officer stirs and moans faintly in pain as he hears the sound of boots trodding upon broken glass.

He's so delirious he thinks his deliverance is upon him when a dozen black-clad figures surround him. A gloved hand pulls the officer's gas mask off to reveal the bloodied face of a middle-aged man.

"I've missed you so much, daddy," the antifa says, gayly giggling.

"Son?" His father croaks weakly.

"That's right, papa. It's me. I've accepted our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ into my heart and I'm ready to come home!"

His friends laugh uproariously as he reaches into a backpack and produces a freshly-looted, brand new iPhone 17 shrink-wrapped in its original packaging. The night rings with howling laughter as the boy recites the Lord's Prayer, slamming the box into his father's face.

"Our father,"

Crunch.

"Who art in heaven,"

Crunch.

"Hallowed be thy name,"

Crunch.

Think different. Apple iPhone.

[rotisseries]

thoughts on cannibalism and/or blood drinking as symbolism for love? (including both healthy love and damaging/corrosive love)

OBSESSED with it to be quite honest it never gets old like it's the most intimate you can get with someone, to take a part of them into you fully and completely, but it's also an inherently selfish act to consume another to satiate your own hunger, feeding your most base and animalistic instinct with the flesh of a lover.... LIKEEEEEE. I fear cannibalism is a bit of a banger

#I've always had a fascination with cannibalism because I read about the donner party at a young age #but it used to just be my general enjoyment of gore now I'm like. obsessed with it as a romantic concept #and I know that's like. basic™️ for a tumblr user like we're all posting about cannibalism but none of us would have the guts #to actually eat someone. but idc idc everyone loves it cause it fucks astronomically sorry #eat of me baby skin to the bone body on body until I'm all gone but I'm with you inside carry me with you all of the time #you tasted love and it tasted sweet you drank the blood and bit the meat you hold it you hold it you let it goooo #don't sink in me with your dog teeth don't sink in me with your dog teeth don't sink in me with your dog teeth #don't sink in me DON'T SINK IN ME WITH YOUR DOG TEETHHHHHHH WE'RE BETTER OFF IF YOU LET GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #am I turning in your stomach am I making you feel sick am I making you feel sick AM I MAKING YOU FEEL SICKKKK #like yeah i'd say I'm normal about both cannibalism and blood drinking #ask #flowers-that-sing #meant to answer this earlier sorry got DISTRACTED hashing out my VERY PUBLIC MARITAL ISSUES

[axailslink]

They're short like you

Riri Williams x poc FEM reader

Summary: you take Riri to get her nails done for her birthday and she gets them short

Riri is a bit of a girly girl with a tomboy personality so when you offer to get her nails done her immediate response is "you gone choose the colors?" You nod "yeah read it matches your dress" she smiles "then let's go." The first time you asked she said "ain't you saving money for like life?" But that was when you were her best friend and she wouldn't take a dollar from you even if you owed it to her. It's different when you're her girl if you want to spoil her she has no problem with it and she won't argue because you'll argue until you win even if you're wrong on so many accounts. She checks herself out in the mirror and so do you. Your eyes scan down her body as the dress hugs her like a second skin "damn" Riri smiles and does a little spin. "I want to eat you" that comment catches her off guard but she continues smiling "eat me? Like eat me eat me or eat me?" You look her up and down "both baby you looking like a bowl of fried chicken to me add a little hot sauce suck on the bone" she laughs as you pull her to you by her waist and let your hands grip a handful of her ass. "You know what forget the nail shop let's stay here and put this dress to use because it would look so much better on the floor or hooked up around your thighs. Riri shakes her head "you wish you've hyped me up for the nail shop I want to go now." She nods "we will just after a quick little..." You peck her lips, cheek, collar bone and continue to her chest but she stops you grabbing you by your face "let's go" you smile immediately loving when she tells you what to do. "Yes ma'am but that dress will be on the floor as soon as we get back home after your little family dinner."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

You expected Riri to be bored but she actually talks to your nail tech taking interest in how things are done and what she's putting on her nails. You kind of find her friendliness a little annoying because the tech is obviously smitten smiling all sweetly. When they get done you show her yours which are stiletto shaped and semi long she shows you hers which kind of have a natural look with red tips and they're pretty short not far from her real nails. "They're so short kind of like you" "look I got them done-hold on bitch what you just say?" You laugh as you pay your nail tech but Riri continues to look at you in disbelief. "Nah where are you going? We're not going to speed past you calling me short" you shrug "I'm only pointing out the truth." Riri grabs you by your neck as you leave out the door "don't be doing that in public making me look like a lil bitch" you gently grip her wrist but she only smiles "oh these nails look good around your neck I can't wait for tonight." She pulls her hand away interlacing it with yours "what's happening tonight?" She smiles and pulls her keys out of her pocket "you gone take this dress off me." You smile and raise your hand to the sky "thank you Lord." Riri just laughs as she pushes you towards the car "we got dinner with our folks so come on the sooner we finish dinner the closer we can get to the alone part of the birthday."

#riri x fem reader #riri imagine #riri x reader #riri williams x reader #dominique thorne riri williams #riri x black!reader #riri x oc #riri williams imagine #riri williams x black!reader #riri williams black panther #riri williams #riri my love #riri williams x black!fem!reader #riri williams x fem!reader #riri black panther #black panther riri #riri williams mcu #shuri x fem!reader #black panther wakanda forever #black panther imagine #black panther x reader #black panther #black panther fics #dominique thorne #don't be shy reblog #riri is my gf #my wife #mcu imagine #marvel fluff #marvel imagine

[mariaismissing]

Eat of me baby, skin to the bone

Body on body, until I'm all gone

But I'm with you, inside

#bones and all #ethel cain #cannibalposting #cannibalistic #southern gothic #cinema #femcel #lana del rey #coquette #female manipulator #deranged behavior #actually mentally ill #live laugh lobotomy #gaslight gatekeep girlboss #girlblogging #this is what makes us girls #timothée chalamet #taylor russell #Spotify

[daughter-rhaenyra]

Eat of me baby, skin to the bone Body on body, until I'm all gone But I'm with you, inside

#ethel cain #1017 alyx 9sm #famous last words #an ode to eaters #famous last words (an ode to eaters) #audio #myaudios #spotify #yellowjackets #yj vibes

[bteezxyewriter12]

Still Here/ Short

Pairing- Hongjoong x Named Reader

Word count- 1k

Includes- anger, talk of blood, vampire, killing

Tag List- @mingtina @jaxxmine @yeosayang @delightfulmoonbanana @tannie13 @y00nzin0 @marsstarxhwa

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✨So this is a short extra that takes place right after the last chapter of Still Here. I am currently working on the next fic in the series which centers on Yeosang, so please bear with me. Thanks

"Hongjoong let me out!", she roars, pounding on the door

He sits on the other side of the door, his head in his hands

"Now!", she bellows

"I can't jagi. Not yet", he tells her, his heartbreaking

She continues to scream, pounding on the door over and over

She can't break it down

He had Yunho's wife cast a spell that makes it unbreakable and able to withstand vampire strength

In addition, her side of the door is silver to deter a vampire inside from trying to break it down

His is wood like a normal door, the silver not affecting him

He knows she's in pain as she hits the door over and over but he also knows that in this state she doesn't feel the pain

She's too hungry and too enraged

"Kim fucking Hongjoong, let me out now! Right fucking now!"

He stands up and turns to the window in the door

He can see steam from her skin sizzling as she pounds on the door, her skin almost gone, some bone exposed

"Stop jagi. You're hurting yourself"

Her red eyes emit rage, her body tense with it, the veins under her eyes so black, her fangs sharp

"I wouldn't be if you let me the fuck out!"

He doesn't reply, just standing and watching his baby suffer

"Open the fucking door!", she screams

Tears well in his eyes as he shakes his head

"I'm hungry!"

"I gave you some blood baby"

She snarls, swiftly picking up the glass of blood and hurling it at the door

"I don't want fucking pigs blood!", she yells, "It's disgusting!"

He knows she doesn't want animal blood

But for now she has to drink it

"That's all you can have right now jagi"

"Fuck you!", she shouts, slamming her fist into the door, "I hate you! I fucking hate you! Let me the fuck out of here!"

Tears slip from his eyes as he watches her

He knows she doesn't mean what she's saying

He knows it's the hunger driving her crazy

He's dealt with this before with Seonghwa

It just hurts him so much to see her like this, to know that she has to go through this

But he swore, he would help her and he will

Always

She's his life, his love and he'll do anything for her

Even if it means locking her up until she's ok for however long that is

"I'm sorry jagi. I love you", he says

She glares at him in anger, saying nothing

He then turns away from her and sits back down on the floor, leaning against the door

Her screams, pounding and rage continues

---------------------------

2 months later

He opens the door quickly, going inside the room and quickly closing the door

Not like she can get up anyway but he wants to be sure she can't escape

"Joongie?", she whispers, lifting her head

"Yeah baby", he answers

He sets the glass of blood on the nightstand, takes his gloves off, then sets next to her on the bed, both their backs against the wall

She looks up at him wearily

She looks so sick, gaunt, bags under her eyes, around her eyes red

Her skin is so pale, even paler that normal, her eyes a dull red

"Joongie can I come out now?", she asks quietly

"No baby. Not yet"

Tears fill her eyes as she asks, "Why Joongie? Why can't I leave here?"

He puts his arm around her and she falls into him, both holding onto each other tightly

"Because baby, you haven't been eating. I haven't been able to help you the way I'm supposed to if you don't drink the blood I bring you"

She sobs softly, "But it's gross Joongie. I don't like it"

He runs his fingers in her hair, kissing the top of her head, "I know baby but first you have to drink the animal blood for a few days to get the human blood out of your body." "But why?", she cries, her body shaking as she weeps

"Baby do you remember what I told you?", he asks

He doesn't know if she indeed remembers or not because when he told her the plan she was in a rage

She might not have processed or even heard what he said

"A little", she answers

He doesn't mind telling her again

Maybe if she hears the plan again she'll be amenable to it

"After you drink the animal blood for a few days, I'll start adding a little bit of human blood too it. I'll increase the dose of human blood each week so you can get used to it ok? After awhile, I can give you a bag of human blood you can drink. If you're ok after drinking it, then I can let you out"

"That's so long!", she wails

"I know baby", he answers, "But we have forever jagi and we have time. I want you to be ok for our forever"

She's silent for a minute and he hopes she's thinking about what he's telling her

He can make her drink the animal blood if he wanted to, he's much stronger than her but he rather have her cooperate

It will make everything easier for her

"What if I'm not ok after drinking the human blood bag?", she whispers, fear in her voice

"Then we'll have to start over and figure something out", he says, "But I swear Jo, I'm never giving up on you ok? I love you more than anything and I won't abandon you. I'll help you with this for our forever baby. So don't worry about that ok? I'll always be here with you"

She lifts her head, looking in his beautiful brown eyes that she loves

"Ok Joongie", she says softly

"Ok?", he repeats hopefully

She nods, "Ok"

She leans closer to him, pressing her lips against his in a soft kiss they've both been wanting for over two months

He kisses her back, pouring all his love and reassurance into it, so she can feel that he'll always be with her

When they pull apart he asks, "Do you want to drink the animal blood baby?"

She makes a yuck face but nods

He reaches over and gets the glass, giving it to her

"All of it?", she asks

He nods

She grimaces but brings the glass to her mouth, her nose wrinkling when she smells the blood

She opens her mouth and drinks some of the blood

"Ugh", she cries, trying to swallow it, the taste disgusting to her

Nothing like the sweet blood of a human

"I know baby", he says soothingly, rubbing her back, "I know it tastes nasty baby but please drink it jagi"

She forces herself to swallow over and over, the thick liquid being shoved down her throat as she raises the glass higher and higher, Hongjoong whispering words of assurance and praise the whole time

She wants to do this, she has to

She doesn't want to hurt people when she feeds and if this is the only way to learn how to tolerate human blood then she'll do it

And Hongjoong is asking so she'll do it

She'll do anything he asks, anything for him

And she knows that with him by her side she can learn to control herself

She drinks the last bit, forcing it down, then pulling the glass away

Hongjoong takes it from her, then he's cupping her face, kissing her all over- her cheeks, her nose, her lips- everywhere

"You did so good jagi. I'm so proud of you baby"

She hates to admit it but she does feel a little better

She's been without blood for two months and she was feeling it

She was weak, slow, tired but now she feels a little bit rejuvenated

"You ok jagi?", Hongjoong asks

She nods, "Yeah. I feel better but I'm still sleepy"

"You can take a nap if you want jagi"

"Stay with me?", she asks, not wanting to be away from him

"Yeah jagi"

She knows he won't sleep

He's still worried that she'll try to escape and she doesn't blame him

But as long as he's near her, she's ok

She puts her pillow in his lap, then lays down

He fixes her blanket, draping it over her, then his fingers wind their way into her hair, running through the strands

She closes her eyes falling asleep to his scent

He watches her as she sleeps, knowing that she has a hard few months ahead of her

He knows he has to wean her on human blood slowly or she'll go off the deep end again

He hates that she developed this issue from vampirism

He wishes it was easy for her like it was for him

Like it is for ninety percent of vampires

He never saw this coming

But he knew from the first time she fed

From what she did to the human she drank from

What she did to the other humans she drank from when she ran away from him and he spend two days trying to find her

But during those days he was looking for her, he swore that he will do everything to help her beat this

He helped Seonghwa and he will help his jagi

No matter how long, no matter what it takes, he will help her get control, he will help her be alright

Forever

Because his wife, his jagi, the love of his life is a Ripper

#still here fic #hongjoong fic #kim hongjoong fanfic #ateez hongjoong fanfic #hongjoong fanfic #vampire hongjoong #ateez fanfic #ateez fic

[olivesteeth]

eat of me, baby

skin to the bone

body on body

until i'm all gone

#me #my face

[itconsumesyou]

Eat of me baby, skin to the bone Body on body, until I'm all gone

#Ethel Cain #1017 ALYX 9SM #Famous Last Words (An Ode to Eaters) #ethelcainedit #gifs* #flashing gif #seizure warning