#due to multiple reasons

[apileofmoss]

being polyam is so fun and great in theory until you're crushing on TWO people and it's literally just insanity all hours of the day but doubled

#insert damn bro fhis crush i have kn yiu is giving me brain damage #idek if one of them is a crush. i wpildnt want to pursue a romantic relationship with him #due to multiple reasons #but im over here giggljng and twirling my hair and #gah #thisnis cruel. fuck rhis baka world #mossy's mumblings

[cupcakeshakesnake]

Some kind of creature, mayhaps... to me...

#Yes I'm going insane due to multiple factors #valak #valak conjuring #the conjuring 2 #the conjuring universe #the nun 2018 #the nun 2 #horror movies #snake's art #On the other hand I have seen multiple people mention that her eyes were really pretty in The Nun 2 for seemingly no reason so that's funny

[icewindandboringhorror]

... why he sit like this

#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little #rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo #cats #It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually #getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol #Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime #I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad. #Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering #all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty #e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time #that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense #that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh #I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol #which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything #I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still #recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually #slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.' #ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever #reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished #any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky #and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly #going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et #etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make #stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin #.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care #and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists. #take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc #ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it #82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol...... #ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol

[thiriumhound]

i only recently got properly back into dbh recently and i cant lie i used to be really partial to the more father/son connor & hank but looking through your blog and takes and stuff rlly has made me more partial to the platoniconk side of things. 🫡

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BITCHES WE GOT ONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

JOIN US JOIN US 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

(sorry if that was too much lmfao it's just @iwonderwh0 built this tag from the ground up literally like less than a year ago because it seemed like father-son or ship was an inescapable dichotomy with no room for them to just be literally anything else... im so glad we've affected someone slkdjfsldk 🥺🥺 welcome platoniconk fan)

#be warned i do rb a hankcon here and there every once in a while #so like maybe blacklist the tag if u wanna make absolutely sure u don't see it 🤷 #i also used to be a father-son fan but i ended up closer to the other side due to multiple reasons dslfdfk #but primarily yeah. let them be friends that's all i want #thiriumhowls #platoniconk #technically the friendship dynamic has always been out there but it's never been searchable and always buried under the other two #connor rk800 #hank anderson #also check out epicqtefail uwu theyre unhinged but all platoniconk (or whatever the fuck is going on over there <3) #i just love when they both (dis)respect each other as adults what can i say #sorry if this was incoherent im trying not to proofread too much lest i take 5 years to respond #and iwonderwh0 sorry for the @ if that bothers u skldfjsdlkfjsldf idr...

[hawksheadcanonblog]

Headcanon - Henry Stickmin got into the mess with the timelines in his game because of a time piece falling on his head. He's technically in a time rift going through the motions until Hat Kid fixes the rift, made all the worse by the fact he already had minor rewind powers that the time piece was able to amplify.

#yeah I was thinking about how I wanted to start the timeline shenanigans of Henry Stickmin and was just playing a Hat in Time #so I yeeted a time piece at Henry's head full force and cackled evilly as he lay there dazed and concussed #the full story is Hat has to find him somewhere in the time rift to fully close it and collect the last shard for fixing the time piece #crow brain Henry took a shard and still has it on him- she may need to fight him to get it back #I would pay to see that fight honestly someone make that fight happen. I have no clue who would win that fight #reason for siding with the Toppats is their better reach not to mention how many shards are in the airship and rocket #Hat's not having a fun time searching due to the large scale of the rift but at least she's not dealing with the worst criminal gang ever #don't worry Hat has multiple lives she doesn't die in the bad endings #a hat in time #ahit #hsc #thsc #henry stickmin #the henry stickmin collection #hsc headcanon #ahit headcanon #headcanon #hat kid #actually henry stickmin

[henreyettah]

Moment of silence for the people starting gtn (after reading my comic) because I accidentally tricked them into thinking Gideon and Harrow have healthy communication skills and Domestic Intimacy when they do, in fact, have neither

#I’m sorry #I’m so sorry #gtn spoilers #htn spoilers #ntn spoilers #don’t read the tags here unless you want spoil #anyways #y’all are heading into this expecting these bitches to talk and be soft and shit #and I’m letting y’all. while knowing full well that they haven’t spoken a word to eachother in almost two years in canon #I mean. they want to talk #but they haven’t been able to At All due to extreme reasons. including multiple deaths of different kinds between the two of the #m #I feel bad but also not #I need to reread it btw but I’m currently working my way through aftg #which is fine so far. I’m obsessed with it when the book is in my hand but the moment I put it down I’m like ‘meh’ #and then I pick it up again and I’m absorbed #love fucked up people #Gideon Nav #harrowhark nonagesimus #griddlehark #let the soft animal of your body want bitch

[echo-stimmingrose]

I so desperately want to be this big multi-fandom person but I've been hyperfixated on the same thing for two years (PJO) and before that was a five year long hyperfixation for a series I don't post or read about anymore cause it makes me feel icky. Also getting into new fandoms makes me nervous cause I don't know how the people in the fandom are gonna be and I won't know anything about it going in, and it's always a fandom that's been around for years and I feel weird about joining it so late. It can also just be incredibly overwhelming, I so desperately want to be a marvel fan but the sheer amount of media there is to consume just makes me panic.

#idk i made this post. i just feel guilty that i only ever post about one thing fandom wise. #also all my irl friends are apart of multiple fandoms but im still stuck on one and am way more obsessed than they are #i also maladaptive daydream due to childhood trauma and i did that with the 5 year long hyperfixation #i ended up not being able to tell the difference between fiction and reality and when i came out of that i had to be hospitalized #its a horrible feeling cause i could no longer enjoy the series even without the author being a shitty person #i am apart of multiple fandoms but i can only focus on one at a time and theres not a lot i am apart of #i love #the owl house #arcane #pjo #nimona #but i really only post or think about one of them. i cant bring myself to finish toh for some reason and im waiting for S2 of arcane #echo's silly little rants

[tolerateit]

She didn’t cut it because ‘being a slut is bad’ she cut it because there’s no such thing as a slut? Pushing people down is a choice to hurt people but it’s sexist to define a woman by her sexual activity

idgaf i like better than revenge (misogynys version) better

#you ask for the tab* #Also making a firm stand about a single line in a song that came out years ago #When people have questioned her stance on various other things due to multiple reasons #It's very. #It's a choice indeed

[stars-n-spice]

Whenever I watch Bad Batch, I watch it with my mom's cat, Snoopy, (who is currently isolated due to health and safety reasons)-

Anyways, she's a menace to society but she's really cute so I let things slide. She has this habit of,, fuckin biting and scratching me even when I'm doing absolutely nothing, so whenever I'm watching Bad Batch, if she's not having zoomies she's gnawing on me like I'm a bone.

But when I was watching the Juggernaut episode, halfway into the commandeering the vehicle scene I realized there was no little menace attacking me and I couldn't hear her bell zooming around the room.

Then I looked down and saw this:

For the ENTIRE scene of them in the vehicle, she was perfectly still and watching the show.

She only moved to look at me when I took these photos because my phone has a bell charm, but after that she went right back to watching the show.

It was so cute, I love indoctrinating our cats.

#i think she really liked the explosions #she's like omega though because she's been isolated for forever now due to multiple health reasons #she's alright now though! #currently recovering from surgery (hence the onesie) #but this cat has so much energy it's insane #and she is ALWAYS ready for a fight #this is the first time i caught her actually watching the show with me #she's my little padawan i love her #yeah my mom named her cat snoopy #tbb #tbb spoilers #tbb s3

[muirneach]

it is fascinating to me that the majority of people it seems have never considered that borders are just lines on a map? its just a piece of paper? not to have anarchic tendencies but like. it’s just words

#tried to type and retype this sentiment in prev but it kind of negates the premise of the post (which i agree with) #because like. yeah borders are just lines #but like re prev jannik IS italian since thats what he identifies with #even though people call him german/austrian because of his background #which is weird to say right? its weird. like idk man he plays for team italy sooo #so i didnt want to be like well borders are fake. true but not the point #and now unrelated to prev post but back to the topic of borders #they do fascinate me. guy who’s obsessed with colonial history #something i think about a lot is like. ppl r always talking about how tiny european countries are etc #and its like yeah. due to the diversity of ethnic groups in the continent (yeah yeah multiple cultures in a country too) #and then comparing that to north america like if we considered indigenous bands and nations in the same way its the same thing #but no one ever talks about it. like damn theres a great diversity of people groups worldwide and only europe gets to carve out areas #<- although like again. not that im pro ethnicstate or pro border but like theres a reason why europe is small and other countries arent #idk. i heart political science and history and anthropology and culture god bless

[grassbreads]

I sure as hell not about to start internet arguments about this, but why do people think that everyone who goes to burning man is rich?

Regardless of anything else good or bad about it, that’s just like demonstrably untrue

#I’ve sure as hell never gone for many many obvious reasons #but due to various circumstances I have met a LOT of burning man types #and they sure as shit aren’t rich lmao #the tickets are expensive. but the thing about burning man people is that they are obsessed with burning man #a solid percentage of the people that do those festivals aren’t rich. they just center their whole lives on burning man #it’s their One Big Thing that they spend the whole rest of the year (or sometimes multiple years) saving and planning for #like I dunno man. there are definitely environmental problems with the whole thing #but celebrating the suffering a bunch of middle class hippies who want to spend all of their money to be high in the desert for a week #feels a little gross #it’s not like this is a fyre fest level rich asshole event y’know? #invasion of the frogs

[silentwalrus1]

Every time someone reminds me of madam Chris I wonder more and more what Roy's childhood was like

short answer: bad

long answer: hilarious

long long answer: we know that roy is clearly well loved by his aunt and they have a good familial adult relationship from the interactions we do see, but - inasmuch as one’s character is shaped by what raises us - roy mustang grows up to be a violent, ruthless extremist, prone to outbursts of physical anger and no particular compunction about murder, so long as he deems it justified. From this, we can infer various forces on his development as a person, many of which i think stem from an underlying foundation of benevolent familial neglect

#yap yap #fma #roy mustang #chris mustang #like i dont think he had a “”””bad”””” childhood the way fandom especially would define it but i think he was especially susceptible to #Being so thoroughly subsumed into state ideals and state propaganda due to having little other guidance and structure in his life #like if you’re a working single lady who got a surprise orphan dumped on you you’re gonna be hard pressed to find daycare let alone provide #all the rest of the things kids need #Not least of which is a lot of active attention #So i think roy got shipped off to boarding school pretty young and then spent teenage summers with berthold hawkeye #His relationship with chris is friendly but theyre clearly both used to operating very independently of each other #For multiple reasons - from their respective careers onward #but yeah plus like. If your family does shady shit. You yourself are less likely to be able to identify when bigger scale shady shit is #Wrong vs ‘ wrong ‘

[lios-archive]

From Signals' 40th anniversary edition (via cygnus-x1.net)

#rush (band) #i know i havent posted about rush in a long time but due to multiple reasons i kind of refused to do that #but signals is my fav album so here you go :)

[lovelessjane]

Secrets I wouldn't tell a soul... except for my Tumblr moots.

In other words, a life update. Couldn't fix any bugs tho.

-I can feel a burnout coming, but I try to fight it by drawing and doodling whenever I can. I want to make more art, but my brain and body refuse to cooperate because of the heat and exhaustion.

-Talking about heat and exhaustion, I find it hard to concentrate during this time of the year. I've been trying to keep up with my moots' posts because I love supporting you all, but it takes me a while, and sometimes things slip between the cracks. Whenever someone posts something and I can't reblog it at that moment, I save it as a draft and reblog/comment on it later. This is how this country works.

-I'm a little stressed, but it's nothing I can't handle. Just the weight of adulthood. I never felt ready for this, but it's no biggie. I also have the dumbest luck ever bc I quit therapy right before the stress kicked in. That might've also added to the stress, to be honest. I've been doing really well lately, but therapy was like a safety net I could fall on just in case I went off the rails again. The idea of having that net removed from under me kind of fucked with my mind, and I've been worried that I'll hit another rock bottom. But I'm glad I quit because, although it helped me, I can't be dependent on therapy and pills forever. So it was a good move, in my book.

-I ate a worm once.

#not exactly vent but #i'm just talking bro idk #don't think i'm dying over here or smth tho #i'm experiencing pleasure on this earth as well #i wanna fix my sleep schedule and exercise more #especially now that my wrist is in pain due to excessive drawing #life is good #but it has its ups and downs #like caterpillars #i also wanna give up on driving so if anyones interested in buying a license hmu #no but rlly driving is kind of difficult during summer for me and it always bums me out for multiple reasons but i'll get over it i think

[frostfairysteve]

unless you directly tell me "i want more of x" or "i want to know/read y for x" the odds that i'll post any original content soon is low

#i'm still invested in stranger things but it's not in my immediate focus #any asks that i've already gotten just does not exist atm #partly due to seasonal depression partly due to me being a mess for multiple reasons

[sysig]

VUXisms (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #Or if you prefer my very Normal Collection of ZEX stimming lol #I'm not choosing to read alien behaviours through a neurodivergent lense you can't prove anything #Okay you got me yes I am lol - in conjunction with my ADHD Max HC (which I am only more convinced of lol) I went into this with #Really any kind of self-soothing behaviour fascinates me :D And ZEX definitely needs the soothing ;; #But it's not just the stimming! Though I did keep pretty diligent notes about that lol he's deeply interesting to me! #He's a texture person! Part of that is due to being VUX and having very processed food but if it fits it fits! #I'm also a texture person - again I have too many notes relating to ZEX lol #I also find it charming (or sad - whichever is applicable at the time!) when ZEX eats in ''odd'' ways haha ♪ #Eating without utensils - you can always just wash your hands you do you <3 #The weighted blanket lol so - I had a very normal and measured reaction to ZEX enjoying full-body pressure lol #Solely and purely intellectual! Of course! VUX enjoy swimming! Full-body pressure makes complete sense! #And he's a tactile person on top of that - pressure good for multiple reasons! I really do think he'd sleep better with a weighted blanket ♪ #Back to stimming! I really loved the scene of him opening the water bottle and his therapist being So Impatient with him about it lol #Let him figure it out! He's very intelligent! Very skilled at finding weak points and exploiting them hehe <3 #But then he runs his finger on the lip of the bottle! Wine-glassing it while he talks hehe <3 I love him #Humming!! Another stim I relate to! Not so much now since it was ''encouraged'' out of me so I may be doubly biased towards him using it hee #Too delighted to focus on utensil lessons and yet he's still clever enough to pay attention to multiple things at once hehehe ♫ #And then aside from his actual biggest stim he plays with his hair quite a lot - in various ways and to different ends :D #Running his hands through it to self-soothe or tugging on it to express - I kinda read it as him trying to move his head feelers around haha #Not quite the same but something! #Oh and then his biggest stim - just looking at humans lol it is very dopamine-delivering <3 And he has dopamine now! Very powerful :3c #Hhhhh human chemistry for VUX behaviours <3 It's so interesting to me hehe ♪