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gemwolfz · 7 months

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since i am not sure if or when i will ever get back to that coming out day posting i will instead post full platoon headcanons here 🔥🔥🔥 under a cut because i intend to maintag and some people may not give a shit. also i expect to ramble. appending a big "to me, anyway" to all these because if i said that fifty times in the post it would be repetitive

keroro's gender is most accurately described as multiflux! he identifies with multiple genders at the same time- male, female, keronian genders you wouldn't get, exclusive genders only keroro understands- at different intensities at different moments. he mainly uses he/him, because, like, he's employed, but he appreciates being referred to in less masculine ways every now and then. because he's kind of a pretty girl ngl. he's also pansexual (i don't personally make a distinction between bi and pan, and usually default to the term bisexual, but idk keroro seems like someone who would label himself as pan dont ask me why) with a preference towards men. hey i can add nonqueer headcanons here too cant i. his ass has so much ADHD. also i posted yesterday that his behavior closely fits the description of narcissistic personality disorder HOWEVER thats a condition i dont know much about so im hesitant to decisively headcanon it for him yknow

tamama is bisexual (personally i have not witnessed proof of tamama caring about girls but the wiki is so confident about it that. well bi erasure would be bi erasure. we aint about that here 🫡) and also transgender 🔥 he's in the keronian version of the Awkward Transmasc Phase where if you're not read as a woman youre usually read as a middle schooler, and used to be more self-conscious about it, but since he's transitioned socially- he's tamama-kun within the platoon, and most pekoponians are completely unaware he was ever seen as a girl to begin with- he's quite happy with where he is now! anyway you know how i mentioned in one doodle post that i hc that fully metamorphosed female keronians are larger than males? well, being a bit of a brawler, tamama isn't really opposed to that concept, so although at his age Frog HRT would most likely trigger metamorphosis, he'd prefer to wait and metamorphose naturally before Starting Tesfrogsterone. best of both worlds! this trans frog is gnc and theres nothing you can do about it 🔥🔥🔥

giroro is bisexual. that's all he would have answered with in the coming out day posts because if youre cisgender whats the point in mentioning your gender right? anyone can tell he's a guy. look at that sharp, angry-looking brow, that big, gnarly scar, those monstrous fangs. those could only be appreciated on a man. and that's good, right? a soldier should be tough and intimidating. he's perfect. he should be proud. he says he is. so why is he so tired...? he shakes his head, and goes back to cleaning his arsenal. he's just frustrated that the invasion isn't going anywhere, that's all. really. Sorry i think i got possessed where was i. um i think giroro can also have little a autism as a treat

kululu is aroace, with no particular interest in seeking either of those types of relationships, romance averse but neutral towards sex. and he's apagender: he doesn't particularly care what gender people see him as. he does have his quirks- he enjoys presenting himself as girly every now and then, and is quite amused by being referred to as an "it" on occasion- but he considers these things more of a hobby or performance art than parts of his gender. just a bit of seasoning, some excitement. never let them know your next move. anyway hes also audhd (adhd autism combo pack). his headphones are noise cancelling, without them he will hear all his computers and the lights and the air conditioning and he will become the joker. i've also considered giving him Unique Alien Chronic Pain- i've got this kind of jokey headcanon where he secretes capsaicin due to his diet, sort of like a poison dart frog, and i thought an interesting consequence of that would be if that caused a constant burning feeling on his skin- but like idk if that would be a good idea? chronic pain is also not something i know much about

dororo is male, for all intents and purposes, but he doesn't care much about the label. he doesn't really believe in the gender binary these days, which is something he learned from living with koyuki; binary gender doesn't really exist in nature. he doesn't label his orientation, either, but for different reasons: being a professional assassin with a strict regiment doesn't really give a person much opportunity to explore in that area. he was never really in the dating scene, and doesn't expect to be thrown into it any time soon. if your relationship with the most loyal and taskfocused soldier you know is holding strong after you choose to defect from your planet and protect the one he's trying to invade, it's hard to imagine anything that could possibly break it down, you know?

i feel like this should have some kind of conclusion or something instead of just ending but idk lol. you get bonus headcanon which is that fuyuki is transmasc swag to me. aaand post

#cw internalized transphobia #<- youll never guess who thats for (sarcasm)#sgt frog #keroro gunso

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autismvampyre · 5 months

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ok so audhd rant/asking for advice

we had a psychologicist come to the class to explain autism and adhd today. the reason why is bc i have faced a lot of discrimination, ableism and bullying from my peers bc of my disorders. my teachers felt we should all learn what the words mean and why they should never be used as insults, and how that can affect someone, which is a nice sentiment.

the person they picked was recommended by my mother, which should've been my first warning sign, bc try as she might my mother does not understand the autistic community. she trusts the professionals which is good bc im not a doctor and they're qualified, i get it; but also i dont fucking trust professionals to understand me because not once did my doctors help me understand when i was diagnosed. i asked to meet her before she came to the school, but my mom insisted she was great so i held back and tried to be hopeful, because even if a lot of my experience with professionals has been negative doesn't mean they're all bad and ignorant

anyways, she was exactly like every other psychologist ever and explained everything in the most basic way ive even seen. she literally sounded like the people who explained my diagnoses to me when i got them at age 11 and those mf's were literally useless. it took me years to actually understand what my disorder meant and i only figured it out by talking to other people with autism and adhd instead of reading shit by professionals and autism moms. the way we are portrayed by psychiatrists is not my experience at all and they often use outdated language and speak in very broad terms and don't bring up any of the things that i find important. i know not everyone with adhd and autism is the same but i genuinely cannot relate to the way they talk about us at all. like, this psychiatrist didn't even mention executive dysfunction and kept talking about how it "isn't an excuse" and fucking everyone agreed.

i feel like almost an anti-vaxxer, claiming i know better than doctors, so i genuinely do try to understand and accept doctors but i just cant fucking stand it. am i wrong for thinking she's wrong? like she has a degree, but she also doesn't seem to understand me and idk if im just a weird outlier even in my neurodivergence or if im right and she doesn't truly understand. like im not a doctor, im just a person who has these disorders but i genuinely feel misrepresented and like all these explanations are for other people to understand that they have to put up with me. i feel infantilised and really fucking bummed. like, i knew she wasn't gonna be perfect bc she isn't actually in the community but the level of generalization and misinformation was so disappointing

i feel fucking crazy. cause who am i to disagree with her when she's the professional, yk?? im no one. they won't listen to me. my classmates can't empathize with me like they do each other, and so many of them think they get it bc they're white teenage boys with adhd that are low support(and im happy for them that they feel good about it!! genuinely! and not saying they aren't valid, but in my experience many of them tend to unknowingly invalidate other people with the disorder who are different than them/have higher support needs) and can't seem to understand that other people have different experiences and struggles with the same disorder. i also live in a very conservative city, and even if the school is more liberal, we are still very high in MUF(the moderate party's youth) and you can tell because everyone i know is either apolitical or conservative, except me and the three leftists. it's a hostile environment, and i feel like im rambling but whatever. i needed to get it off my chest

#nydias post #nydia vents #actually autistic #actually neurodivergent #actually adhd #autistic experiences #autistic community #adhd things #actually audhd #audhd things #ramblings #autistic rant #autistic rambling #adhd rant #adhd rambling

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richie-shitlips · 5 months

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HEY YOU YOU RBED MY POST

and now you are legally required to give my your thoughts on RICKY POTTS

(Also have u ever thought about how similar Ricky rtc and Richie npmd are?)

i actually have!! me and my friend did a cover of space age bachelor man as richie and ruth, but it's a really shitty recording, so maybe we'll post a higher quality one at some point :)

my thoughts on ricky mostly come from my friend logan, who is the ricky of the group. but uhh. that kid is so trans you can tell if they're transmasc or transfem. they just are.

some headcanons:

personally i'm a savannah potts she/they/it truther. it's my special girl. genderqueer

she draws comics about the bachelor man

lemon demon, david bowie, and they might be giants enjoyer

in fact, here's their playlist:

its favorite musicals are love in hate nation, the lightning thief, and cats. runner up is spies are forever. #1 kitty minx (from lihn) fan.

AUDHD and GAD

knows ASL and LSQ, gets mad at noel and ocean when they don't know what she's saying (noel is learning french and can't process more languages, ocean wasn't immediately good at signing so she quit after two weeks)

is pansexual and has had a crush on every member of the choir at some point

it's obsessed with the mad scientist type character, always. (example: barb from saf, ya-ya from lihn, that's all i can think of rn)

their favourite shirt:

some stuff not specifically about ricky but i have the opportunity to share them so i will:

these are some clips from mine and logans chatfic that we published two chapters of and forgot about. rat king is ezra, communal mom is constance, and pencil is penny. i think the rest is easy to figure out.

characters as albums i like:

ocean - the family jewels by marina

noel - from under the cork tree by fall out boy

mischa - mania by fall out boy

ricky - hesitant alien by gerard way or save rock and roll by fall out boy

penny - speak now (taylor's version) by taylor swift

constance - paramore

ezra - folie à deux by fall out boy

and the theme songs i have for them in my brain!

ocean - matilda by harry styles

noel - i/me/myself by will wood

mischa - the mighty fall by fall out boy

ricky - save rock and roll by fall out boy

penny - bill watterson by lemon demon

jane - wonderland by taylor swift

constance - tell me its okay by paramore

ezra - basket case by green day

tammy - mad at god by sarah saint james

well, if you're still reading this, thanks! this was a lot more than what you asked for, but i enjoy rambling about this musical so im gonna ramble. :)

#ride the cyclone #ricky potts #savannah potts #asks!!!!!

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saturnniidae · 8 months

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Introduction!

Basic info:

☆ Hi, I'm Moth (or Saturnniidae, or Deya!) I really like cartoons, fantasy, horror, and Ash Ketchum. They/them, Liberian-American jewish (ethnically, I'm not a very religious person) & aroace lesbian. Sometimes I post art and maybe write. I'm audhd and in highschool (get me out of here)

☆ I'm multifandom, and my interests tend to change every few months due to hyperfixations, but my main ones are: Pokéani (specifically gens 4 & 7), Tales of Arcadia, Minecraft and How to Train Your Dragon. (These are special interests, and I've been obsessed with them for most of my life.)

I find 'pro/anti' terms generally reductive but that being said, if you are a self proclaimed 'proshipper' kindly fuck off and leave me alone.

Additional info

☆ I enjoy talking to people, but also have really bad social anxiety and stare at notifications like a deer in headlights because I'm not sure how to respond. (Better at talking in tags/comments than dms tbh)

☆ I've been told I can come off as abrasive sometimes; I promise I don't bite, I'm just autistic 🦈🦈

☆ I swear, a lot (just thought I'd say bc ik some people don't like that 😭) and also make/reblog a lot of suggestive jokes.

☆ I try to use tone tags if somethings unclear but often forget to

☆ if you're an adult and want to be mutuals or follow me that's fine, just keep in mind i am not

☆ I lovee worldbuilding, and overthinking implications and what-ifs when it comes to my favorite media's!!

☆ I enjoy talking in tags wayy too much

☆ feel free to send me an ask abt any of my fandoms I'll love u forever

☆ My other interests: Wakfu, nitw, mcsm, toh, lwa, BNA, ROTBTD, genloss, tales of arcadia, atla/tlok, kipo & the age of wonderbeasts, infinity train, nge, ianowt, bee & puppycat, vld, little nightmares, tdp, miraculous ladybug, gravity falls, hilda, the xmen movies, breaking bad/better call saul (I rarely watch yt or twitch but do sometimes watch Ranboo, Slimecicle, Aimsey and a few others but haven't in a while tho I might rb stuff occasionally 👍)

Characters who I love dearly (they give me so much brainrot)

Ash ketchum, Gary Oak, Hiccup Haddock, Champion Iris, Goh, Jim Lake Jr, Claire Nuñez, Nomura, Azula, Mae Borowski, Astrid Hofferson (probably more im forgetting bc my memory's not that great)

dividers

#intro post #my tags for navigation:#moth.txt #moth.jpg #moth.au #moth.fic #moth.mp4 #ty if u actually went thru the effort to resd this gold star on ur forehead fr

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italiansteebie · 2 years

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Could you do ND headcanons for the kids?

abso-fruitily-tootily

disclaimer i am coming off a meltdown and still kinda of dizzy from the hyperventilating but it's cathartic to write so im gonna try my best

Mike- For Mike, I don't see many nd tendencies bedsides like,,, teen angst and the usual ptsd that comes w the show. he def has trauma he needs to work through tho.

Will- For will, i can see autism, maybe a sensory prosessing disorder (would explain his hair - he could stim w it) i can also see him being somewhat of an art savant

Lucas- For lucas i can honestly see the canon typical ptsd but also perhaps some agoraphobia. the reason for this thought is because he constantly chastises erica and his friends when they say something inappropriate or rude, and it scares him but he doesn't know how to express that. i can also see maybe a lil autism, bc he and steve are very alike and it wouldn't surprise me if they have that in common too

Dustin - Audhd, most definitely. he hyperfixates, and he has an extreme need to collect knowledge on anything and everything. i also think we've seen him stim, (the put in st2 and he does lil excited jumps in st4) i think his adhd manifests outwardly, so his body is always moving rather than manifesting in the way where his brain is constantly moving. i hope that makes sense. for some reason i also picture him having p distinct food aversions and sensory issues when it comes to that

Eleven - So with Eleven, im going off the grid a little bit here. For her, i hc something called feral child syndrome, and this is being reversed slowly with her, being socialized, for lack of better words. she didn't know how to interact with her environment and didn't understand why the general public acted the way they do. We can see the remnants of this in st4 when we see her interacting with public school students for the first time in her life. she doesn't quite get social queues, but that's because (imo) she has never had to before. with the party, they explained themselves somewhat. when dealing w angela, her brain doesn't quite compute.

Max - for max, I def hc autism. she's wearing a pretty heavy mask, and we kind of see it slip in st4, she wears looser clothing and keeps her hair in braids most of the time. imo this is bc of sensory issues. she, like lucas and steve, don't really know how to act, so they mask heavy. we kind of see both max and lucas learn that their tendencies are... not the norm, and apply the mask. for steve, we see the mask come off.

Erica - this baby is autistic. it runs in the family! erica doesn't mask a whole lot, but when people see through the small one she has, she combats it with anger and aggression, because she's scared. she's seen how people treat lucas, and she's trying to hide those traits now so she doesn't go tbrough the same thing. she also like my little pony. classic autistic move.

Suzie - for suzie, i can see genius iq. this is a type of nd, and i think it fits her perfectly. if not that, then a savant autistic, unlike wills, hers manifests in academic skills. the only reason i don't say autism right off the bat is because i haven't seen enough of her, and from what we have seen doesn't scream autism to me. I see a genius with a lot of religious guilt.

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idleiji · 6 months

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♪ ࣪ ׂ IDLEIJI ៵ ࣪

I'm sort of new to Tumblr—? I'm still figuring out how it works lol

(Im unsure what to do on this so I'm mostly following what other people are doing...😭 Do people still make these? Oh well idrc since i like cute stuff)

Definitely overdid this but I just couldn't help it

♪About me

I'm Eijin! You can call me eiji or ei instead, any nickname is accepted!

I'm 21 (still can't believe it) and I use he/him pronouns, I'm a trans bisexual man (with male preference) if you're curious. I'm neurodivergent(audhd) and English isn't my first language, so I may say something wrong without realizing so please tell me :)

Also if I ever make you feel uncomfy or weird then I'm very sorry, I can't control it but I'll try to better myself 🙏🙏 ik I'm a bit weird at times but

I'm been learning English for a year now though but I'm not that fluent!

I mostly draw and play in my free time and right now this blog mainly focuses on degrees of lewdity (though may still include content of other things)

I'll give weird compliments like saying your art/writing is so miao miao and saying what ur art/writing taste like... But no exceptions, unless you say so, and I might overuse the :) emote

More info below

♪Contents you'll see

I'll mostly draw shitposts and nsfw content since the game I'm focusing on is a porn game after all but I'll also draw some sfw fluff! I'm also considering gore

I draw certain fetishes that some people may not want to see including : BDSM, size gap, forced feminization, bondage, futanari, pegging, knife play, toxic relationships, dubcon + more but those are the most common one to expect so beware of it!

Dni if you fit the basic dni criteria, if you have any incest stuff, a pedophile and (yes it includes shotacons and lolicons. Don't try to justify it. fictional or not, no. Please get professional help in the nicest way possible) minor, zoophiles or anti, other than that just be a normal person here.

(we fuck with hybrids and monsters and that's all. No real animals will be harmed)

Ofc I don't support actual rape, yanderes and other abnormal things here. The things I depict is fictional and are for entertainment purposes only and should not be supported! If you do I'll personally attack you as a victim myself lmao

Since I'll be posting dol related contents and mostly nsfw-y contents, I'll be blocking Minors and Ageless blogs! I'm very sorry but you guys are not legal yet, or you are but better safe than sorry

I don't really check who interacts with my posts much other than followings so I don't block alot but Ik very well you kids are gonna interact and I can't control your actions anyways so idrc if you like seeing these stuff, it's your choice but please for the love of God, just don't follow me or interact. I don't want kids in my blog.

Make sure you're atleast 18 and you can handle dark content. If you aren't, block me or I'll block you, no complaning. If I found out about it I will block you and I won't unblock. Come back when you're legal. The legal age of consent in my country is 16 but to avoid any problems with it I set it the same as Americans, so 18 above.

if your country's "legal" age is lower or the same as mine and you are technically "legal" I'll still block you, no questions ask!

BTW if you have incest stuff in your blog and I interacted with you first don't mind me I interacted first so it's my problem. It'd be great if you have any tws though, not like you need to but I'd appreciate it. If you are the other dnis criteria however, if I find out I'll immediately block, or you tell me, either way it's a block. It's definitely because I REALLY liked your writing or art which is not as often so other than that reasons, it'd be a mistake then

I'm more fine with stepcest though I'm not keen on that stuff but if I interacted then don't mind me, I probably had the same reason as the others, dd/lg I don't mind as long as it's not THAT explicit

Ik I'm weird and odly specific about those stuff but I have the 'tism and lots of conflicting feelings 🙏

♪About my ocs

♪ My main oc is called melodi/mel! I use him alot to represent myself on my behalf but why is it that we haven't seen him you ask? It's because he's a music note... Always have been... It's kinda embarrassing but I was too lazy to make a character for him so I used a music note since I liked music alot... (Hence why I have alot of music notes in my blog) but I'll make him a character design soon!

One thing to know about him is that he's a tsundere(yandere), don't ask me why but I think it's cute that way... He's just a little introvert who makes music and rots in his bedroom all day and never comes out of his dungeon

He likes pizza.

♪ My DoL PC, Shiki, also known as Kiki. He's one of my main saves (along with one other) and he's a defiant magician who wants nothing more than to leave this fucked up town

Though he's technically a full time magician, his main income is modeling + searching antiques coz the pay of a magician sucks ass lol... (the most he'd get is 20 weekly might get an extra 100 because of his looks... Keyword: might) though he doesn't care since he took that job just for the orphans. He wants to magic himself gone but he only knows children magic, he swears he will do it one day

He mostly does magic shows for children. He has weekly shows to raise hope and most of the magic shows are about Bailey and doing very very mean things to him so it also raises rebelliousness lol

He pretty much hates everyone (he hates all the School LIs, he's softer for Robin but tbh Kiki thinks Robin is kind of a burden sometimes, he uses Avery for money and doesn't give a shit about everyone else) I think he only likes Yami because they're the same and Yami... Helps him out

Kinda an opposite of Bailey! (not really... He's still really mean like Bailey though not towards the orphans and despite acting tough he's a coward)

♪ Another DoL PC is Yami. She could be seen as an older sister figure to Kiki and fucks with remy, alot, and she's just a normal model! (lie)

She models but she does that to cover up the fact that's she's Corrupted :) probably the one who reccomend Kiki to model

She's definitely a green tea bitch/white lotus!! She acts all sweet and innocent but then gets all bitchy

Used to be an orphan at bailey's orphanage and is staying in town to help the other orphans + Kiki. Doesn't give a single shit if she's committing a crime because she hates the town, she likes Kiki since they have the same mindset and helps him with his magic shows as an assistant

♪Status

I may be a bit busy and may not update as much due to personal reasons but I'll try my best to provide as much content as I can! I'll post when I can and I've been meaning to make a dol blog for a long time but couldn't...

Please don't be discouraged to ask! My askbox(?) is always free and I'll try my best to answer your questions (and I like interactions)

Sorry for the accidental rant abt my oc's can't help it they're my current hyperfixation along with dol (also sorry if my behavior makes you feel uncomfortable!! Blame it on the 'tism /j)

♪ LINKS:

Oc Kiki 1 2 3 4

Oc Yami 1

Oc Mel 1

♪ DOL DESIGNS:

Robin the orphan

Whitney the bully

Sydney the faithful or fallen

Kylar the loner

Avery the businessperson

Alex the farmhand

I swear I'll do an actual character sheet

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tears-of-boredom · 1 year

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whats a syylä in english...but I finally ripped the like seed of it from my thumb. it always comes back because i cannot leave the skin there alone and have the scratch at it constantly mmyeah. im pretty sure im like really tired, but my eyes dont hurt even a bit and my fingers can type pretty fast, so theres no insentive for me to actually go to sleep yet. also I lied about the gross smut thing. i just thought it was a kind of funny thing to say. i mean i was going to read some that i could find but then I got distracted. recently ive been suspecting that i may have that AuDHD swag. but I don't know how neurotyoicals really act so I don't have like a reference point. and also I'm alright at focusing on things like schoolwork so whenever ive answered an adhd questionnaire ive always gotten low points. also I have a pretty good long term memory. that includes photgraphic memory. anyways

im real tired actually, like in the sense where im clearly getting distracted more easily than normal, and it feels like my brain is kind of foggy, so ill lay down with my cat and see if i fall asleep

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monterraverde · 2 months

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NAME:⠀Shiro

PRONOUNS:⠀She/Her

PREFERENCE OF COMMUNICATION:⠀Discord, Tumblr inbox and Tumblr IM

NAME OF MUSE:⠀Rika Navarro, Pokemon Scarlet

BEST EXPERIENCE:⠀Literally everything I've been doing for the last year is some of the most fun and fulfilling RP experiences I've ever had.

RP PET PEEVES / DEALBREAKERS: Really I think my only dealbreaker is people not respecting my personal canon. The way I play Rika is how I'm most comfortable, and all her lore is carefully written and thought out. Most of it is in her Public/Private info for the sake of convenience so you don't have to dive into my headcanon tag and its linked right on my pinned post! Most people have thankfully been kind about this, so I hope it stays that way <3

MUSE PREFERENCES:⠀Plucky spitfire protagonist types apparently, looking back at my history

PLOTS OR MEMES:⠀Best plots come from random interactions, I've found. Memes are the best way to get to get into a situation and let a plot spawn out of it. The more small interactions they have, the better the bigger plot will eventually be.

LONG OR SHORT REPLIES:⠀I run on "whatever fits the scenario." I've had multi-page Multi-paragraph replies, and I've had quick maybe 1-2 paragraph replies. Never feel like you have to match my length, and never feel like you need to fill your post with random fluff just to meet a specific word count. Whatever the situation calls for- Write it.

BEST TIME TO WRITE:⠀I can't really say because sometimes the muse will hit me at the most random time and I'll just hyperfocus until its like 10pm.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE(S):⠀A bit. I've bestowed upon her the highest honor I can- Giving her my exact brand of AuDHD.

#ooc: shiros talking

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muttfangs · 1 year

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BARKING INTO THE VOID: GIANT WALL OF TEXT EDITION

lol that transmasc feel when you talk to your supervisor about still getting used to passing as cis 99% of the time and trying to figure out tones that feel less triggering for people who are reactive to loud, masc voices due to my excitement from AuDHD being interpreted as anger due to volume and he says "I can understand how you feel, although I've never had that problem myself. I still get mistaken for a woman over the phone every day" passing as a cis man is one hell of a drug lol it's a double edged sword especially with my AuDHD bc I already have compulsive behavior issues with talking over people by accident / being loud, and having a low-toned voice allows me way more authority subconsciously to yell over people when I get excited and nobody stops me bc as a society we are hard-wired to let cis men talk over us (and this sucks bad and I hate it) a lot of animosity has been stirred up in my work environment between me and a couple coworkers bc they assumed I was cis and neurotypical. I am neither, and they read my gender presentation and AuDHD behaviors as "arrogant cis man condescends and talks over everybody" and uh. yeah. bad feels lol it makes me mad tho on a level bc like... I **HAVE** mentioned in staff meetings before like "hey I know I can come off as rude / aloof sometimes but please do not feel intimidated to approach me or tell me something's up" like... several times. I didn't want to reveal that I had autism / ADHD unless I had to bc I ***DETEST*** being treated like a child. ppl equate autism with like, being developmentally challenged oftentimes (in my experience). I'd rather be hated than be babied and treated like I'm incapable by people almost a decade younger than me, frankly lmaooooooo also. not for nothin but the coworkers who hate me also have a *HUGE* problem with effective communication. not trying to shift the blame here but that is definitely part of it. I've heard them!!!! talk shit!! out loud!!! to eachother!!! about other coworkers not handling cases the way they shouldve been handled and then they ***NEVER*** mention it in bin chat, or to the coworker lmao like!!!!! fuck off. I hate passive aggressive bullshit, it literally gets us nowhere just TELL PEOPLE. there's a way to tell people things directly without being an asshole, and I'm sick of younger ppl thinking that direct communication = anger or whatever. that's where a lot of their hatred for the way I operate comes from as well; I am a VERY direct person and it's interpreted as mean / rude like all the time holy shit I need to get "NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN IM AUTISTIC" tattooed across my fuckin forehead, apparently smfh

also unrelated; I can't tell if people aren't "into me" on dating apps or not?? is it because I'm an acquired taste visually and my personality is off-putting, or is it bc I'm so hot and cool and smart that they're intimidated to talk to me /hj this is why i really want to get off apps and talk to people irl!!!!!!! I can't "sense" a vibe thru text / pictures alone but I don't... know... where to meet cool local ppl to befriend and date :,) sorry I have a fat ass and an award winning personality, sheesh /s

#barking into the void #'making men type paragraphs' except in this scenario its me typing paragraphs about myself

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