#dai: i only wish for ppl to be happy :)

[stupidrant]

i think the most we will get is PC release (if that) this year but that means we gotta deal with those trolls bc changing angrb0da’s skin color is such a big deal to these mfs and i still dont understand that sweet baby inc shit bcuz all the information im seeing is just bundled bullshit LMFAOOO i feel like her actual character gets overshadowed by the made up problems and no one actually talks abt HER as a character or even analyses her fr (outside of here ofc) lol sms abt to make a banger with her and atreus istg

#Truth be told i dont even wanna talk abt this anymore but this topic gets brought up pretty much every week atp #How weird is it that u would only accept her if she were white #Thats literally you admitting you like her character but her being black is a deal breaker #I feel like no matter how much they want her to be a white girl changing her skin wouldnt change their opinion abt her #Theres this one (big) acct in particular thats constantly shitting on rag and its like bro u need to just leave if ur not happy #or take a long ass break and come back at times and then leave again cuz hes just miserable as fuck and yall know exactly who im talking ab #I do see more people getting annoyed with this topic and i dont blame them #its getting super out of hand and dragged out atp #Once again i do not want ppl to like her out of PITY. she deserves a very honest group of fans and if those fans are ppl #That disliked her at first but started to like her later on thats fine as long as its out of being genuine #I cannot wait for her to gain more fans fr but i have to be careful what i wish for bcuz i dont want ppl to become too crazy lol #I might just post smth on that god forsaken reddit as an appreciation post of her or smth idk yet LMFAOOO #I for sure will have to be more brave and visible with my love for her one of these days #also very grateful for that one ragnarok vp. he loves angie for sure #Anyways #Love angie for life #Gow #god of war ragnarok #rant

[dnangelic]

dnangel is like entirely built off of this. it's so funny

#*･ﾟ⊰ 𝐎𝐔𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐂𝐀𝐑𝐃𝐒. ⊱ ✦ › OUT. #dai: i only wish for ppl to be happy :) #his ancestor. the hikari ancestor. satoshi at first. dark and all of destiny's cycles at him: YOU'RE A SINNER. YOU'RE GUILTY. DIE. #dai: i am 14 years old 🧍‍♂️ #ok. im sleepy. my dog has taken a spot on my bed. it scalling to me. gNIIII

[skenpiel]

HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY UNDERTALE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you for everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#my art #undertale #undertale 7th anniversary #undertale anniversary #frisk #frisk dreemurr #um. what the fuck else. #eye strain #maybe? its a little bright #also a bonus empty version under the cut so u can see the stained glass window YAY ! #i wanted to try drawing something beautiful rather than pretty this year. btw by that i dont mean my art i mean like. motifs and stuff #hope that makes sense. if not. dont worry about it #anyways. i love u undertale im crying so hard actually #also the new dr updates and previews...... SO CUTE i cant fucking WAIT #wish i could enter the spamton sweepstake. but its only 4 ppl over 18 AND in the us :pensive: #anyways happy bday to the game that changed my life i know i talk about it every frickin anniversary but 🥳 #also happy spirk day while were at it lol #can u believe it. 55 or whatever years ago kirk and spock fucked while spock was in heat and then fandom was born ^__^ #thanks 2 amok time for inventing gay people also ^o^ #also. happy birthday pinocchiop AUUUGOUH theres so many birthdays today

[angeltism]

hey real quick shout out to anybun who holds grudges or doesn't let things go easily . uu aren't childish , immature or dramatic .

there is no set time limit for how long uu are "allowed" to be upset or hurt about something , and everybun takes different amounts of time to move on or heal from things and it's perfectly normal to maybe even never truly move on .

uur emotions are valid and uu don't need to bottle them up or get angry at uurself for feeling them , all I can recommend is finding things that help uu get them out in a healthy way until they affect uu less and less . which they will , even if it takes a really long time , trust me .

uu are loved and deserve nice things , ok ?

#➳ the fool speaks #the key word here is *healthy* ways 2 express uur emotions #write cringe poetry abt uur heartbreaks ! shred up some paper thinking abt that one asshole who insulted uu the other day ! #i know when uu hold grudges it can be tempting 2 do things that may be hurtful to those uu are upset or hurt about but in the end #it p much tends to only lead to uu caring more about it instead of eventually letting go of it . or being ''slightly less affected by it'' #which is the goal here ! #anyways my heart goes out 2 all of uu i am wishing ya'll so much rest and happiness and the capability to ignore anybun who tries to #tell uu how 2 process uur emotions and that uur [insert negative stuff] for nawt Never Being Affected By Anything In The Universe™ #bc those are the kinds of ppl worth ignoring y'know #i should probably put this in some positivity tags #positivity #sure #fhsjfhsjdj #idk no ideas i just had the urge to write this even if nobun sees it

[dbphantom]

you know if you guys voted for stretch armstrong i probably would have shut up a lot sooner tonight

#so really this is all your fault /lh /j #i love thinking about h2o tho so im happy #VERY FUCKING TIRED THO WISH I COULD SLEEP #i think my brain is kicking into overdrive after being filled with cotton the past 3 days which. hey im glad ur back bud #CAN YOU SHUT UP NOW I NEED REST #i was just thinking because im probably not posting that essay i will summarize here (i saw #that privating it made it lose like 4 recently edited paragraphs and i don't want to type all that out again my memory isn't good enough) #it just boiled down to the pods basically making a self fulfilling prophecy by orphaning their sons and making them increasingly #desperate for connections to other people like them which is why i think erik behaves the way he does esp when ondina is around #like i am not excusing his actions in the slightest dont get me wrong here he really fucked up BUT #his last conversation with ondina before he goes to the chamber kind of sold that idea to me #how he scoffs at her saying rita says it's dangerous because she's 'old school' and of COURSE old school mermaids think all mermen are evil #and then starts adding on how he wants to do this for HER and get her home back for her by controlling it #like a bit of an add-on at the end to try and convince her #i think what he really wants is to be hailed as a hero. you know. validation and acceptance from the ppl who originally abandoned him #the OGs who made him feel like an outsider. the ppl who ripped everything away from him just bc of the way he was born (which is prob why #when he's trying to convince zac to help him he keeps bringing up their ancestors bc that's what unifies them) #i don't think he's an evil dude per se i think he thought stealing the trident stone from rita's grotto would be small peanuts in the past #once he finally got the pod to come home bc he genuinely (mistakenly) believed he COULD control the power of the chamber #i also think that's why the camera keeps focusing on his face when he's watching the others panic over #zac's sacrifice and i think he is feeling jealousy bc they are paying attention to him and not Erik #like that's not the face of someone who deeply regrets what they just did. my guy is just sitting there like 'that should be me rn' #i think that is why he also sounds so desperate to make things right with ondina afterwards. iirc he's just like 'wait no we can start ove #RIGHT?' and she's like 'uhhhh... no??????' (valid). my dude is lonely as fuck and he finally found a group of ppl like him and he messed up #big time just trying to get their attention and affection bc he couldn't just be normal abt it he had to go big or go home #like i kind of feel bad for him in a way #but i feel bad for everyone #i felt bad for denman the other day! that's how bad this is getting!! #i mean come on imagine making the scientific discovery of a LIFETIME only for all that shit to happen in a row #especially after you get your comeback. they just go right back to fucking you over again

[skunkg1rll]

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#i havent been wanting to get out of bed in the morning at all lately :(( #i just dont want to :(( #today i should be going to the gym w my mom nd then stop by the store nd library #tmrw i have to go to school #but omg i rllyyyyy dont want to i wanna cry #i feel like skipping it today even if then i dont get the book i wanna read bc they'll send it back today #plus there r some things i'd like to get at the store. but ugh i just wanna stay in bed and stay in my room #and i had an unpleasant dream of my school years :/ #i dream of that and my class all the time and it fills me w such anxiety :( #stuff like that. that anxiety most ppl fill me w. reminds me how badly i only want to be w him #but maybe it's ruined now. bc of miscommunication.... i havent even dared checking the app #bc im sooooooo scared to open it and be met w the unread sign. that he hasnt even seen my messages #that'll hurt me so much so i just dont even open the app. now i have no idea if he's seen it or not nd thats all i can deal with atm #it makes me so sad tho bc if he rlly wanted to he could have me. and i have such a big heart w sm love to give to someone :(((( #he's like the one person i've met who fills me w calm instead of that anxiety #which is somewhat funny to say bc he also makes me so sad sometimes :(( nd frustrated #but ohhh even now all i can think abt is being w him nd having a future. even if idk if nd when we'll even simply talk again skskksksk #sighhhhhh i was so happy to have talked to him almost every day the past week... i have things i wanna share w him constantly!!!!! but then #i ofc made a mistake w i always do. i just wish ppl could come to me nd talk abt it instead of just getting upset and pulling away :((

[olli-online]

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#finishes a happy show abt love by uncontrollably sobbing because imso fundamentally broken and past the point of being fixed that i cannot #love and receive love and dont feel at all deserving of even doing so #i cant trust fhat people love me itll always be in the back of my mind that its fake that its all a lie i cant accept that anybody could #believing that the only way someone could love me is if they were manipulated into doing so and imholding someone captive with the brutality #of who i am. i wish love made me sweet ans gentle and kind #its like ive locked away all thelove i have in a box but its rotting away and irs making that box heavy ans idk if i can carry it anymore #nevermind someone else. i dont want to crush ppl and suffocate them and yet its all ive ever been able to do #one day iwill find acceptance in being undeserving of it all but for now ill just continue to want and long and yearn #i hate desiring what i cannot have. i wish i was being hyperbolic. i wish i could just say its an episodebut i cant #ivelocked myself so far away out of reach that i dont think i coukd bring it back even if i desperately wanted to #it would be better if i had no love to give but its not true. i have so much love to give but no one id want to subject to carrying it #ishould sleep #anyway ghe show was nice before igot in my own head

[tariah23]

Today was rough but it was nice seeing all of my fav cousins (it’s been so long lol) and stuff man.

#my feet are killing me I didn’t get to interact with most of them since I was in the kitchen making plates at the #repast #miss my cousins man #it was hard seeing my fav uncle in the casket like that man #man #his ex wife (she’s cool lol) was Roasting me all while I was in the kitchen lol #my mom was like ‘this one is my ride or die she’s gonna break her neck for you blah blah’ and then his wife was like ‘mel her ass can’t even #open up the damn bag!’ akajakskskdmd #I was struggling with opening up the garbage bag lol #mom’s nickname is Mel and only a few ppl call her that lol #rambling #one of our fav cousins drove us home (my sis and I are like 1 year older than him) but we were always close back when we were little and #stuff #was happy to see them all man wtf #I haven’t seen most of them since they helped us move into our current house from the apartment we last lived in #that was like back in 2010 man it’s been a long time lol #one of the cousins (the youngest bro) couldn’t come since he was in jail so damn wished we could’ve saw his dumbass lol #the cousin who drove us home told me and my sis that he’s still always been inspired by us and he tries to push himself because of it like #with his art and work drive and so on and I was just like 😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #he was trying to tell me about his story that he Was working on since we used to talk about anime and stuff back in the day lol #he’s always been really chill love him man #my oldest cousin (older bro of prev cousin. it’s 7 of them) was all smiles lol #his son looks just like him I was like “”’YOURE Terrence’s son? lol’ #good kid #my other cousin’s daughter almost got cursed out tho…. the manners 😵‍💫 #mom called up our cousin and told her about her behavior because my sib’s and cousins were not raised like that… why didn’t the manners pass #on because wow. #I’m sure my cousin is probably gonna get in her ass for being rude towards us #they had him fixed up like himself in his casket… I touched him. was scared to but did it anyway… man. the end of it all. #have sm to say but ill miss my uncle man

[cerbreus]

oh also as of yesterday 2 YEARS ON T HELL YEAH 1 YR POST TOP SURGERY HELL YEAH 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉

#finally doing the last thing on my checklist this yr which is getting a passport :-) #dude my life has gotten SO much better i feel happier i feel more confident i feel more myself than I ever have #except maybe when i was a weird grubby child running around in the forest and creeks all day with no concept of what gender is and only #caring about catching critters and pretending i was a survivalist in the woods #quite literally a weight off my chest like 6 lbs of weight off my chest even #i had to save up like 9 yrs to pay for the surgery and had to get it out of pocket bc i knew there was no way i could get it thru ins. #but it was worth every fuckin cent i'm so happy i feel so much better in my body #i wish i could have started hrt sooner but it's true when ppl say it's never too late to start! i started at 26 and i am so so happy #with all of my changes and i just hope every other trans person gets to a point in their life they can safely transition it is #literally life changing #thx so much to all my friends who got me here and helped me through all the stress and cared for me after my surgery #thx to everyone who just said kind things and helped me navigate all the complex legal stuff and went with me to court!!! ur all the best #anyway goals this yr grow more than 3 facial hairs #and figure out how to style my hair i've been fighting these damn cowlicks for 27 yrs i want this yr to be the yr i figure it out #personal stuff

[noxtivagus]

evening has come again huh

#🌙.vent #i'm really sorry for the vents lately but i need a way to let it out. & this. this is as far as i can go with that #i need to do better again i know i can i have to :') people waiting for me. others n me.... #last night i downloaded a game for my friend. for her. & then another friend i told her i'll reply before the day ends :< 'take your time' #she said but sob she opened up abt smth n i wna help i really do & fuck it just hurts too bcs i know the ppl around me are. struggling too #i try not to put others b4 myself if i'm struggling like rn but :< i hate the helplessness. wish i cld do smth more for you #i wish i could at least be enough to help them. for you for you whoever you are i would always be willing to make these sacrifices #i'm gna cry it's been so overwhelming lately bcs i'm filled with so much hope and despair simultaneously #what do i do? which do i choose? how do i decide? how am i supposed to do. enough. find a balance #n then other friends i haven't gotten to replying yet today bcs oh i'm too worn down right now n i hate it so much i'm sorry #& other than all the stuff i want to do for myself and for others there's also things like school n #it hurts you know? i'm very much aware i've been worrying my family lately. i can't. sleep properly. i can't bring myself to finish eating #:< n then it also gets overwhelming when i. look to better things. bcs it gen makes me v happy when. idk i feel inspired or creative or wtv #but it hurts when it's also simultaneously so overwhelming bcs it's so hard to do something with it #& thinking of good memories. how fleeting those moments were. how times have changed. but also of. of how more may come #but maybe. maybe only if i'm better. if i'm not this hollow husk of my usual self? fuck i know i'm too harsh on myself. unnecessary pressur #i'm more than it i know. but at times it's just so hard to feel better when i'm. 🥹 i really really don't want to be a disappointment. #for others n. for myself.... bcs i know as always in the future. wtf the fuck happens then. i do know that parts of me will never change. #wnvr i look into my past i'll always know that i deserved being more kind to myself. bcs i'm human too. #this empty feeling of being stuck somewhere being hope n my despair hurts v much bcs it's so contradicting & overwhelming #n i wish in these moments i cld be enough for my future self. n for those around me #i wish i was better at communicating! tell everyone i know how much i appreciate them! how much i wish they'd stay in my life #i wish i cld really just say but i'm afraid that my honesty might scare you away. so instead i hide. you probably don't feel the same nyway #crying it hurts i think past experiences have made me too used to people leaving. but i can't be vulnerable enough to be #soft enough to the extent of being so honest. i've been hurt before when i was kind n younger n naive sure but oh so innocent #struggling sad n it was so bad then that i. oh i remember how it hurt.... i refuse to let myself go through that extent of loneliness again #i wish though that. i could. revive my mind. my motivation my inspo my creativity hasn't exactly dulled but it's become more passive #am i afraid that if i really be myself then i'll be alone again? if i'm weird if i'm too honest n soft n. i don't know. #it hurts feeling like i'm stuck with being too little n too much at the same time. how do i. just be. enough. for you. for me. #it hurts i'm crying i'm sorry i'm so sorry fuck i'm so overwhelmed n lost i don't want to think right now it feels so empty n i'm tired

[phantom-of-the-booty]

I think enjoying life is really simple but people make it much harder.

Get rid of the mentality that things could be worse if things aren't the best right now.

Enjoy every moment.

Stop looking so far into the future and enjoy what's going on now. Do things you want to do or try. Failure does not mean that you are a failure.

Don't worry about other people's achievements, and stop comparing yourself to other people.

Enjoy every moment.

#sorry for the lil rant #the other day my sis asked if i was happy #i said yes but the whole table was content or semi sad #just wish more ppl were happy #i don't believe there's much of a purpose in life other than enjoying the current day you're in #so much stuff is just made up so why stress so much over it all? #easier said then done im sure #i know I'm tryna preach on the sad website but feel like every social media ppl joke about s*icide too much #then they're quick to say it's no joke #then stop talking like that 😠 #idk this is the only place i can really share my opinions #appreciate anyone who read all of that #text #mine

[yelloworangesoda]

this got away from me

#i wish i was a rich pretty guy or something but instead im a regular looking regular guy with parents that earn regular money #i was born to be one of those annoying bratty rich kids who dont work ever. that should be me #or something. i complain about work constantly but guys i do not want to go to school. i dont. i dont. i dont i dont. i dont i dont and i #dont know what to do about it. its spring. ive got like a month to figure out how im getting out of this #im not doing this i cannot do this. i cant i cant i cant. im so stressed i can tell im so stressed bc im getting acne and my eczema is awfu #its only a matter of time before i break out in hives or some shit i cant do it i cant do it. i cant. i cant #god everything is really getting to me. i cant i dont have a place here i dont i have no purpose in life and everyone just wants me to act #like. thats not true bc um. well! haha what are you gonna do! haha its fine. keep moving forward. ignore your anxiety and the fact that #everything makes you miserable constantly. and even the things that make you happy make you miserable. ignore that #go to college. normal ppl go to college :) no you want to sleep all day because youre not doing anything. which is a personal failure. #you should instead do something that makes you miserable. thatll fix it. dont kill yourself thats stupid. you have so much to live for! lik #um. well youre supposed to live. so. ignore yknow everything in the world and push forward. bc it will get better! once um. #um. yknow. you graduate in 8 years? be a dentist…. um bc. you like teeth. and it makes money. and well you need the money! youre going to #college!!!! you need that money to pay for it after all. dont think about it dont think about it dont think about it dont think about it #its okay we’ll do everything we can to make it cheaper. to do the thing you dont want to do at all even a little bit. no dont kill yourself #you have so much to live for! a career in something youve never been interested in! or yknow a different career youre not interested in #i dont want to kill myself!!! i dont want to kill myself i want something to fucking live for!!!!!! a want a life that doesnt make me feel #like i have to kill myself!!!!!!!!!! #simons spouting #vent :( #suicide //

[desertdragon]

T/////Eight story amounted to basically nothing so I guess I'm back here to the other stupid as shit game I give too many chances on a more full time basis again (minus still writing my As///u/////Lil////i fic I love that thing too much and people in my DMs are counting on me for more)

At least I'll always have my friend and her best ending

And her faggot

EDIT: Ok it was nonsensical and full of holes like swiss cheese but now that i've calmed down this was always a goofy silly dumb game that cares less about taking itself seriously as it does being cool and fun, so while im disappointed and im allowed to be disappointed, im not running away with my expectations on this like others have. Tekken is still fun and will always have a place in my heart. And I do appreciate receiving some things I've always wanted regardless of my upsets with their execution flaws. They were finally able to make me feel like my favorite characters have closure on some level regardless, and that has to be commended.

#devastated. i'm devastated. the one time i was hoping Bamco would give us a decently written feast without shitting the bed #on the one hand i'm a fool for thinking they'd ever not write utter nonsense on the other hand i did get a handful of things i wanted #and i'm ok w going back to not really taking it seriously but it feels like even when i got things i wanted or liked #the WAY they were given to me was so shit i almost wish i got nothing #also this game has the best Asuka ending for once but that's such a low bar- it's the only ending where she's finally happy #god it wasn't even a story it was a skeleton of a script with ten different ppl working in separate rooms only coming out sometimes #to keep Jin on track and even with him as lead he got half baked shit- ALSO JUN??? JUN??? THE WAY THEY DROPPED THE JUN BALL #THE WAY WE GOT NEW CHARACTERS BUT NONE WERE LEGIT EXPLAINED OR GIVEN BACKSTORY? aaaaaughgghghhghghggh #telling everyone here bc i can't put spoilers on my main dash rn since it's not officially out for all platforms yet the PS5 ppl got theirs #and they streamed/posted all the cutscenes and character episodes days early so i saw it on youtube bc im impatient #i know none of you here give a shit lmao #ALSO THE MAIN BRANCH OF THE ******** FAMILY BEING REVEALED AS WIPED OUT BUT ASUKA HAS NOTHING TO SAY ABT IT- HARADDAAAAAAA #it's a fun game to play as a fighting game but dear god anything else you're in the trenches THE TRENCHES #i'm still arguing w myself if i'm gonna buy it once the recent global strike for Palestine is over or if i wait for a steam sale #once again collecting the less than ten things i like abt something and mourning the rest #this is my asuka alt in the pic btw I'll always love asuka goofy or serious but damn girl... I'm so sorry #i liked the ending of T8 but how we got there is borderline nonsensical and contrived #and at the expense of consistent character depth for pretty much anyone #EDIT: YES IM DISAPPOINTED BUT- this has always been The Goofy Game and i accept that now and yes i got things i loved and i love them #this is a game that has never taken itself seriously before anything else- which isn't the same as a serious game dropping the ball ie. FF #so in the end i'm mixed! i have what i don't like and what i think was missed- but i like it for what it is and i LOVE Asuka's potential #i love that in this game Asuka is finally at some form of peace regardless of the holes in the execution

[got-eggs]

I am procrastinating from commission work lmao :))))

#and i can only work on this shot in peace during the late night/early morning hours(10pm-5am) usually falling asleep at 3 #and getting up around 9-10 in the morning #sometimes earlier #i love doing commission work alot(creative freedoms of others characters AND I GET TO MAKE PPL HAPPY) #but god do i wish i could do this earlier during the day so i can sleep

[kwonhochi]

floats gently facedown in a river & gets swept out to sea

#so u see im trans but visible in a very lowkey babysteps way i only just started going by my name a few months ago and i dont really hide th #at im trans i tell ppl my pronouns and stuff if they ask! but im shy i dont introduce myself w threm and i dont pass either so like i still #get misgendered n stuff but ppl use the right name at least now #ANWYAY. so like im out but not Out yk #anyway part 2 i was leaving a thing and someone ik pulled me aside and asked me a question on my preference for something gender segregated #and it was so thoughtful and kind and no one has done that for me before and i really didnt know what to do 😭 its really nice to know that #i can do things quietly and people will still notice and care (in the good way). i mean hes probably overheard my friends using he/him #pronouns for me but still it was so thoughtful and considerate :( #todya has been wild my intrusive thoughts have convinced me my mom died twice today (shes in perfect health dw) and i think im finally #discovering how to hold the small happinesses close each day and letting the suicidal ideation ease away and i think im figuring out how to #live better. im hoping im looking forward to the future again im breathing 1 heavens cloud at a time #n now im just laying here lsitening to this is a life mitski on repeat and feeling like wvery emotion #WELL. that was a really long rant(?) thanks for reading . how are u all :3 #i wish i could erase the word like (filler word) from my vocab Its just progresively getting worse all i say is like 50 times a sentence 😭😭

[dickggansey]

i wish my best friend would understand that what helps them feel better doesn't necessarily helps me the same way. i wish they wouldn't keep pushing me to do things that aren't helpful for me. bc i know they just want to help me, i know they're being kind bc they care about me. but we just work differently, but i don't wanna dismiss their help :/

#socializing and getting out of the house and hanging out with their friends is how their mental health improves #it makes them happy and healthier and it makes them thrive #and i am SO glad for them #but. it's stressful for me. going out and hanging out with ppl and doing something out of the house EVERY day stressful for me #i like doing all those things. but only from time to time. #it makes me happy and healthier too. but not if i do it everyday #if i do it every day i get stressed and i just DON'T wanna do it. it's repetitive and tiring and stressful #and i end up dissociating the whole time. having a really bad time #being so so so so so tired and cranky and treating ppl badly without meaning to #i rlly wish they'd believe me. they keep telling me i have to keep trying and get used to it #but it's not that I don't want to. i just. i get so overwhelmed #yeah im on the spectrum keep scrolling #pers