#cw devastation

[naomistares]

harrowhark has suffered more than jesus

#cw blood #cw mild nudity #blood #this is kind of biblically inaccurate #i didn't really reread anything else #art #artists on tumblr #the locked tomb #digital art #tlt #gideon the ninth #harrow the ninth #htn #gtn #harrowhark nonagesimus #harryanthe #harrianthe #cw ianthe tridentarius #cw devastation

[subterra-rose]

Chilchuck gets pissed the party keeps on giving him the roach because they think if they give him a regular hit he’ll get blitzed out of his mind, so he takes the worlds fattest toke and annihilates that white boy

#alex doodles #chilchuck tims #dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #weed cw #I LOST THE ORIGINAL. DEVASTATING...

[wormieapple]

please understand that i will never and can never condone John Winchester’s actions but some of y’all really don’t understand what “he did the best he could” means.

he neglected and at the very least emotionally abused his kids, and there’s a pretty good argument that he might’ve physically abused them as well. he isolated them, prevented them from forming any lasting relationships outside of immediate family, left them alone for days if not weeks on end with firearms and very little food. And that’s not even the half of it. and everything he did was a manifestation of grief and drive to protect his family. which does not in the slightest justify how he treated sam and dean, but it does lay out his morals and motives pretty clearly.

He loves his kids, he really does. and while struggling to deal with his own trauma he was doing everything he could in his mind to keep them safe. but that doesn’t make his best enough, not by a long shot. that doesn’t even make his best efforts good efforts. at the end of the day he abused his kids and royally fucked up their ability to cope with their own grief and trauma in ways that i cannot touch with a 10ft pole rn or i’ll be writing 57 essays right here and now.

and again i hate john just as much as the next person but he did not set out to abuse his kids. he didn’t have nefarious intentions when it came to how he raised his kids. he was a good person who turned into an abusive asshole due to grief, paranoia, and alcoholism. and it makes perfect sense that sam and dean still love him even if they recognize the damage he did to them. because they also know how hard their dad tried, and they’ve said as much several times. and i get it cause that’s how i grew up. my dad did everything he could despite his grief, despite his depression, despite working 14 hour days in poverty and homelessness, and he still neglected and emotionally abused me. not because he was a bad person, but because he had no tools to deal with everything he was going through. and his best wasn’t enough, his best failed me. and i still love my dad cause not every memory was bad, and he does truly love me and my siblings. And i’m lucky in a way that sam and dean never were because my dad recognized where he failed us, owned up to what he did and tries everyday to repair the damage he did.

I have closure, and that’s something sam and dean could never really have. but they do have the clusterfuck of emotions that is he tried his best and it wasn’t enough.

#one last one from the drafts #yall are seriously missing the reason y sam and dean’s relationship to their dad is so devastating by only saying fuck john winchester #and it shows #john wasn’t a monster he was a person and if u don’t recognize that via demonizing him u run a genuine risk of becoming the kind of person- #he was. because that’s exactly how john thought of his own father and how he treated the boys stems directly from that. #cw abuse #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #john winchesters a+ parenting #john winchester

[ehghtyseven]

devastating news about adam johnson [x] [x]

[ap article about the incident]

[taylor’s article about the incident - contains some graphic description]

[taylor’s article about adam ahead of his penguins debut in 2019]

#so devastating to hear this morning #I was desperately hoping this wouldn’t be the update #can’t imagine what it must have been like for those there #such an awful freak occurance #this has actually really thrown me #adam johnson #nottingham panthers #cw death #there’s no image or video of the incident in any of those links #but taylor’s article does contain a description of it

[little-pup-pip]

Strawberry shortcake!!

#hello again to those who just saw the last one! #and for those seeing this one first #an anon requested strawberry shortcake and I didn't know if they meant the character or food #so i made both #this is the food one #anyway i hope you like them!! #sfw interaction only #moodboard #sfw agere #age regression #agere #sfw littlespace #agere moodboard #age dreaming #the original request said no paci #but i already had two picked out #and they were so cute #so when i reread the request i was devastated #but i think they turned out cute anyway! #cw food #food mention #food #food cw #strawberry shortcake #strawberry shortcake moodboard

[rainbowsky]

The one in black over there

Did you see it?

The one behind him

*blam!*

He's here to pick us up

#wang yibo #formed police unit #hilarious #devastating dd #dd favorite looks #cw: guns #beautiful bobo #i would be embarrassed to admit how many times i have watched this clip 😅

[andsjuliet]

NACE PLAYLIST

everything to win (reprise) ⇾ anastasia obc

#nace #ace x nancy #naceedit #nancy drew #nancydrewedit #nancy drew cw #nancy drew season 4 spoilers #tvedit #cwedit #teendramaedit #teendramasource #thank you to allison and erin for supporting me making the devastating version of this! #the last gif also killed me #creations: gifs #tv: nancy drew #otp: i couldn't lose you #spoilers: nancy drew season 4

[spawnofmachine]

two become one

#persona 3 #junpei iori #chidori yoshino #bright colors cw #maybe. next few tags will be yapping #sorry my art tablet refuses to charge so this might suck #i had a vision though. it must be put to paper(my phone) #maybe ill redraw this one day. i really like the idea but not the way i actually drew it #im still absolutely devastated by this though #between this and 11/4 im not sure which one is more 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 yknow?

[the-gayest-sky-kid]

I'm not the biggest fan of Oda, as many here already know. That comes from the INCREDIBLE disconnect between the fandom version of him as opposed to the canon. I see often on Twitter, Reddit, Youtube, etc etc. this treatment of Oda as some great force of pure good, and furthermore this scene as a grand bit of final wisdom. So right now, let's talk about his death scene.

The anime puts it like this:

"You told me you might find a reason to live if you lived in a world of violence and bloodshed. [...] You won't find it. You must know that already. Whether you're on the side who kills people or the side that saves people, nothing beyond what you would expect will appear. Nothing in this world can fill that lonely hole you have. You will wander the darkness for eternity. [...] Be on the side that saves people. If both sides are the same to you, become a good man. Save the weak, and protect the orphans. Neither good nor evil means much to you, I know... but that'd make you at least a bit better."

And the light novel puts it like this:

"You told me if you put yourself in a world of violence and bloodshed, you might be able to find a reason to live… [...] You won't find it. [...] You should know that. Whether you're on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen. Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity. [...] Be on the side that saves people. [...] If both sides are the same, then choose to become a good person. Save the weak, protect the orphaned. You might not see a great difference between right and wrong, but… saving others is something just a bit more wonderful."

I want to break down what bothers me in these. This portion especially.

You told me you might find a reason to live if you lived in a world of violence and bloodshed. [...] You won't find it. You must know that already. Whether you're on the side who kills people or the side that saves people, nothing beyond what you would expect will appear. Nothing in this world can fill that lonely hole you have. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

You told me if you put yourself in a world of violence and bloodshed, you might be able to find a reason to live… [...] You won't find it. [...] You should know that. Whether you're on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen. Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

I think we often forget that Dazai is still a suicidal teen in Dark Era, and that he's one that's held on to the hope he'd find something for all this time. I dont disagree with the fact he must know he won't find anything in the mafia already. But Oda misunderstands a lot of fundamental parts of Dazai, which lead to this scene being devastating.

Whether you're on the side who kills people or the side that saves people, nothing beyond what you would expect will appear.

Whether you're on the side that takes lives or the side that saves them, nothing beyond your own expectations will happen.

The thing is, Dazai DOES find things he doesn't expect. He meets Chuuya and Chuuya surprises him! He meets Oda and Ango and they fascinate him!! He meets Kunikida and Ranpo and everyone else and he finds them interesting!!! He gets proven wrong, he gets surprised, he has NEVER been infallible. And he's incredibly hopeful too, as stated earlier. He held on to the hope he'd find something for the past 3 years despite how horrible of an environment the mafia was for him, and he still tried his hardest to save Oda. To tell him that not only would he never find anything here, but anywhere else he goes? It's kind of.... well, shitty.

And there's another thing about this line I have to point out, something from a couple pages earlier.

"But he's different. He's sharp-witted with a mind like a steel trap. And he's just a child—a sobbing child abandoned in the darkness of a world far emptier than the one we're seeing."

"He was too smart for his own good. That was why he was always alone. The reason why Ango and I were able to be by his side was that we understood the solitude that surrounded him, and we never stepped inside it no matter how close we stood."

Oda believes that it's Dazai's intelligence that isolates him. While this is true, it's only true to an extent. Look at Ranpo, who was also isolated because of his intelligence. He doesn't stay that way, despite not having any peers. Ranpo found his place with Fukuzawa at the agency, and there was nothing stopping Dazai from also finding his own.

Nothing in this world can fill that lonely hole you have. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

Nothing in this world can fill the hole that is your loneliness. You will wander the darkness for eternity.

And I don't know how to explain this to people, but telling an emotionally distressed teenager that he's going to be lonely forever is, erm, kind of bad? Especially when the person he thinks understands him the most is like... dying in his arms.

Oda tried to help Dazai in his final moments, I'm not trying to discredit that. He gave Dazai his advice and Dazai chose to take it, because he knew Oda was speaking from his own experiences. But Oda's words were still harmful to him, regardless of how well meaning they were.

#bsdrewatch2023 #my one bsd analysis long post wahoo #sorry for the haterism im fed up with can do no wrong angel fandom odasaku #give me flawed oda!!! #dont get me wrong guys i love this scene but i love it a) BECAUSE IT *IS* DEVASTATING #and b) because dazai choosing a better life for himself is really beautiful to me #but the entire oda was a shining light in the mafia and he guided dazai with his goodness in these final moments narrative IRKS ME #SO MUCH #so here we go :) #caps cw #longer post #long post

[littlecarmine]

SUCCESSION (2018 — 2023)

4.02 -> 4.05

#successionedit #succession #succession spoilers #successiondaily #hbo succession #logan roy #kendall roy #lukas matsson #roman roy #tw: flashing #cw: flashing #.gif #tvedit #succgifs #filmtv #parallels #succession hbo #tvandfilm #theyre so devastated its so sad #qp

[mintjeru]

i would like to formally apologize to the two people that had to listen to me complain after not seeing kaveh in today's livestream

open for better quality | no reposts | ID under the cut

[Image description: A four page comic depicting Alhaitham picking up a tipsy Kaveh from Lambad's Tavern.

On the first page, Alhaitham enters Lambad's Tavern at 4 in the morning. Lambad points out Kaveh to him, and Alhaitham quickly leaves in that direction. He finds Kaveh dozing off at a table alone.

On the second page, Alhaitham gazes at Kaveh with a conflicted expression. He calls out his name and gently shakes his shoulder. "Hm? Oh-" Kaveh sits up and smiles at Alhaitham with his face flushed. "If it isn't the great Scribe, Alhaitham. What brings you here?"

On the third page, Alhaitham explains, "It's late so... I came here to pick you... up-" Alhaitham glances at Kaveh's eyes, neck, and lips. Kaveh suddenly places a hand on Alhaitham's, which still rests on his shoulder.

On the fourth page, Kaveh says, "Hey Alhaitham, you've been staring, you know?" Alhaitham's eyes widen in surprise. "What," begins Kaveh, holding Alhaitham's hand in his own and leaning his face onto it. He smiles, face still flushed, and gazes into Alhaitham's eyes. "Do you like what you see?" A slight blush can be seen on Alhaitham's knuckles.]

#kaveh #alhaitham #kavetham #genshin impact #genshin #fanart #myart #comic #hello and welcome to my newest brainrot #to no one's surprise: i have fallen fast and hard for kaveh genshin impact #absolutely devastated when i realized he wasn't in the 3.2 trailer #if mihoyo won't give me the food then i'll make it myself #i've been drawing for 4 hours straight ever since the livestream just to make this out of spite for mhy and love for kaveh <3 #and bc i have the ability to make the kavetham art i want to see in the world #this is not anything weird: alhaitham just really really wants a kiss #he's not gonna get one though bc kaveh is intoxicated #there was more to this brainrot that i might draw but i promise nothing bad will happen #cw alcohol

[twink-with-an-agenda]

This has a target audience of like 3 people, but I think that the Dark Urge should have Harrowhark flavoured lobotomy-induced amnesia. When they see the visions of Gortash at the goblin camp, they start violently hemorrhaging and throwing up like Harrow in HtN whenever she is reminded of Gideon. Just full on bleeding out of their nose and ears and they cannot tell why

#i just think itd be funny #and by funny i mean devastating #went back in my elazar run and im doing the goblin camp. and man. need those harrow amnesia headaches from remembering someone you shouldn't #not that they're similar to griddlehark in any way. i just think this particular thing would be sad and hilarious #durge #the dark urge: elazar #enver gortash #durgetash #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #tlt #harrow the ninth #cw vomiting mention

[iciclesses]

We all know and love ex boyfriend Simon who just can't accept that you're broken up, now hear me out- that trope but the reader is just as toxic.

cw sadistic/mean reader, cheating, reader/nameless character smut but no reader/Ghost smut, brief mention of violence against Ghost but its like two lines

Maybe you're a military member yourself in a different squad, traveling about the world and kicking ass on your own. Love yourself a good fling here and there, you hate being tied down. Nothing worse than someone clingy, attached, at home expecting something from you after a long day when all you want to do during leave is drink and sleep and take long hot showers.

But something about Simon wriggled itself in the back of your mind long ago, growing worse ever since he had the nerve to deny your break up speech. You can't get him out of there, as much as you try. Makes you fucking hate him, makes anger roll in your stomach at the mere thought of him. Smelling someone smoking the same brand of cigarettes as him alone has you on edge.

You want to beat the audacity out of him, get him on the ground and make him fucking apologize for living inside your head like he belonged there. You touch yourself thinking about him sobbing, speech slurred by how swollen his bleeding lips are as he begs for you. You cum thinking about using him as a toy- he is a toy, nothing more, he couldn't be anything more, you dumped him after all--

You decide to punish him. Every hookup you have, you start showing Simon proof- the only texts you ever send to him, his normal polite messages ignored. He decides you're still dating? Bet seeing you cheat would rile him up then, maybe make him finally get sick of you and fuck off- both in your head and in real life. It started off simple, bite marks and hickeys right where Simon knows you like it, courtesy of a gentleman in Tokyo. Next, just a sliver of skin around your hips, nothing explicit he could get off to but enough for Simon to see the finger shaped bruises in your soft skin, left by a gorgeous woman who's perfume permeated your hotel for days after. Next time you're less kind, a photo taken in the mirror of your legs spread open, pussy glistening and dripping with some stranger's cum. That one had Simon trying to call you seconds after the little 'read' notification popped up and you couldn't help but laugh as you let it ring. Even when you were together you had never let Simon do that to you.

When even the photos got boring to you, and they still didn't stop Simon from sending you sappy photos and texts (who still sends good morning texts? Are we in high school? Grow up,) you decided to escalate again. Your newest hookup was enthusiastic about the idea when you presented it to him, and he proudly took a video from his point of view while fucking you from the back. You didn't force any noises, this guy was good enough to have you sounding like a whore on his own. You wouldn't remember his name to save your life, but you'd never forget his dick.

"F-f-fuck, that's it baby, so much better than-" Your own moan cut off your line, you'd planned to say it specifically because you wanted it to hurt but just the thought of how it would really tear Simon open had you clenching down harder on your partner's cock. Fucking thing was splitting you open, wet slapping noises echoing in the hotel room you'd booked for the night.

Surprise overtook you as your partner grabbed you by the throat with his spare hand, his thumb forcing you to crane your neck awkwardly to the side. Better view for the camera, sick bastard.

"Better than who, doll? C'mon, say it nice and loud for the camera now."

"Christ, fuck, so much better than Simon! Fucking l-loser can't even get it through his head I dumped him six months ago- ohh don't stop I'm so fuckin close--"

-and your partner cuts the video off there, dropping your phone to the mattress in favor of gripping both hands on your hips, fingertips digging in for purchase as he picks up his pace. You gleefully snatch the phone, your text to Simon undoubtedly filled with typos from how hard you were being pounded.

"Can't even wait to send it? Fucking slut."

A keening sound came from your throat as you watched the video's upload progression bar. "Just shut up and keep going, ahh- still so close--"

#noel.txt #cw cheating #not really cheating if u already broke up but just in case ig #cw brief violence against Ghost #ghost x reader #this might read as a cuck ghost but i need u to know hes devastated each time #but hes sooo delusional that you're meant to be together and sooner or later youll come around #part two would be ghost killing the guy in the video and then fucking you back into admitting hes better #lols #sadistic reader

[kinnbig]

P’TONG I AM ON THE FLOOR

#he's insaaaaaaane i'm never recovering from this GAH #i am DEVASTATED about the video quality god imagine if these gifs were crispy #also the video was soooo dark but i think i coloured them prettily these would be nice if the quality wasn't jacked #tong thanayut #kinnporsche #kinnporsche cast #kinnporsche world tour #kinnporsche tour #kpwt #kpwt wtf #kp cast #darcey.gif #darcey.txt #kp tour #kpcast.gif #flashing lights cw #flashing gif cw

[conkers-thecosy]

I have to be honest with you, the complete and utter disrespect some folks show to fanfic writers really chafes my tits some days.

If you're someone who's out there and cocking your leg to piss up against someone who uses their (quite likely limited) free time to make free stuff, for fun, and for the love of the craft and the story, you are an absolute disease.

Especially when you're a fellow fic writer yourself.

I have no time for it, I'm afraid. You get a one-way ticket to block-town, and that's it.

#please don't ask me to elaborate on this because I'm done talking about it - the people in question know who they are #I wasn't personally targeted (and if I was I wouldn't give two shits honestly because the person in question is utterly reprehensible) #but I know a handful of people who have been devastated by this recently and I've got to say something now #do not fucking interact with me on any level if you take part in tearing apart fanfics and their writers on a public forum #I see you #we all see you #cw: swearing

[nexartbox]

line-up for characters i am currently playing in a phighting rp!! (minus mic-u..). it's basically an apocalypse au where the overseer/true eye cult took over the world and turned a buncha demons into monsters i guess?

more info about the characters in the au under the cut !!

the characters from left to right are: dom - currently living on an abandoned farmstead and running a radio station to keep survivors safe with valk!!

hyperlaser - a member of mic-u's rebellion against the overseer

biograft - a scrappy version of subspace's biografts that was forged together using old parts!! theyre malfunctioning and fail to do normal tasks but theyre trying their best ok

violin - my oc!! just a refugee of blackrock trying to survive after her twin um. may or may not have turned into a beast. whooops

mic-u - yes THAT mic-u. i dont play them but i wanted to draw a design!! she leads the rebellion and is pretty cool :]

might end up drawing more art of this au as the rp goes on but for now this is what we got!!

#phighting #phighting art #phighting! #roblox phighting #hyperlaser phighting #dom phighting #biograft phighting #mic-u phighting #gahh this au has been so fun im so happy i get to be a part of it!! #some of my moots here are part of it too... #glances at polkka and painbrushphightin #dunno if i should tag it as something #phearful au #<- we've been calling it that in our server #gah theyre so silly i hope nothing traumatizing or devastating happens #(half of the phighters have already been turned into unrecognizable monsters) #(numerous people have died) #burn scar cw #scarring cw #phighting au #phighting ocs