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WAH hit another writing wall because i’m allergic to plot and also dialogue 😖 i’ve so so nearly finished the next burnout chapter but all the scenes i still need to write for it are very plot and/or dialogue heavy and i’m scared of them

#sigh. wdym my entire fic can’t just be emotional introspection and also smut? #i’m so good at writing those! :( #fjdksk #darcey.txt

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every day i make 49 gifsets just not physically

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tong via nodt's igs

#aaaaa he looks so good. #tong thanayut #nodt nutthasid #kp cast

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It's not an "abandoned" WIP, I didn't intentionally leave it in the forest to die and forget about it, it is a lost wip who wandered into the forest despite my pleas not to. I sit at the edge of the forest every day and hear it calling for help but there is nothing I can do. It is a haunting wip

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I know adverbs are controversial, but "said softly" means something different than "whispered" and this is the hill I will die on.

#adverbs being controversial is so stupid. btw. #adverbs are great i fucking love adverbs there’s nothing wrong with using adverbs #the problem is the *overuse* of adverbs. just like the overuse of literally anything can be a problem in writing.

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media: the very serious brooding asshole character is actually super deep and complex

me: ok

media: the dumb joke character is actually super deep and complex

me: ghhogoohhh. ohhhh oh mygod. oh m. oh. are you kidding me. oh i am going to throw the fuck up over this

#im gonna say it #me about vegas vs me about tankhun #<- PREV TAGS YEAH. yeah. yeah. #exactly #(thank u tong thanayut for your performance as tankhun and also for my life)

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writing fics be like

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Perth Nakhun in Be On Game ep.5 😎

#gonna rewatch this video to cheer myself up maybe

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#kinnporsche #kinn x porsche

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the thing about depression with severe chronic pain is that it feels so rational. like, of course i’m miserable. i’m in pain all the time. of course i feel hopeless. there’s no cure or end in sight. of course i want to die. why would i want to live like this? and no one wants to listen to someone talk about being in pain all the time. it’s boring. pain is boring. im so lonely. no one cares. my life is so small and i am so tired of living it.

#having a Not Great One atm #tbd #suicide mention cw #i guess

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#moooood #held back from being sooo annoying about the next fic chapter only by the knowledge that nobody cares

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the migraine won :(

HMMM… to gif perth’s new video or to work on my fic… or to write ramking, who i’m now thinking about again because of perth’s new video…. or to lie down, because i can feel a migraine coming on… too many thoughts head too full!!

#gah. #feeling so :((((((( at the moment

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Perth Nakhun and Kogamine Kiita at Horipro Actors Live [x]

#rent free. rent fuckin free.

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#hater time! #i dislike all of these #but omegaverse is the one i dislike the most #to me it feels like.. 90% justified 10% haterism #soooo much of omegaverse feels like it’s just like. ‘what if we took this gay couple and forced them into 1960s gender roles?’ #is every single omegaverse fic like this? no. but that’s where the haterism comes in.

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HMMM… to gif perth’s new video or to work on my fic… or to write ramking, who i’m now thinking about again because of perth’s new video…. or to lie down, because i can feel a migraine coming on… too many thoughts head too full!!

#there’s also a gifset that’s been sitting half finished in my drafts since perth’s LAST video about bl stuff #that i do want to finish even though it’s many months late lmao #instead i’m just. vibrating and doing none of those things #darcey.txt

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NODT NUTTHASID INSTAGRAM

#YESSSS thank u for gifing this it has lived in my head rent free since i saw it this morning #😳😳 #he’s pretty. i’m normal about it. #nodt nutthasid #kp cast