#crying sobbing passing away

[karmanticmoved]

once you fuck up and get a great instead of a perfect in a rhythm game its all over.... good luck even getting girls to look you in the eye...

#.txt #crying sobbing passing away #joke

[zackcollins]

zack got called up to the pirates!!!

I will be promptly passing away now. Thank you 😭🥹

#this ask is from walkingcrossthecampus at tumblr productions and directed at robin #AKXHEIDHEKDHEKDHKE #the pirates really really fucking love me today wtf #completely left outfield tyler catching AND zack getting called up???? they know how to make me happy #love these jolly roger fuckers so much right now yall #anyways #thank you so much for this #i really appreciate it omg #zack collins #pittsburgh pirates #baseball #mlb #major league baseball #mlb regular season 2022 #not hockey #r.t. is such a simplord for zack collins #crying sobbing passing away

[coralinejones]

the way eddie looks and smiles at steve 🥺🫶

#I AM CRYING SCREAMING SOBBING PASSING OUT SUING THE DUFFER BROTHERS FOR TAKING EDDIE AWAY FROM US I CANt DO THIS ANYMOR E #stranger things #st4 #st4 spoilers #stranger things season four #stranger things spoilers #stranger things season four spoilers #stranger things season 4 #stranger things season 4 spoilers #eddie munson #steve harrington #steddie #steve x eddie #eddie x steve #bi steve harrington #so true so true!! #🥺🫶

[dearly-somber]

NOT AGAIN.

I CAN’T DO IT AGAIN.

#ao3 #ao3 is down #aGAIN #I fear I won’t survive it #not twice #not if it lasts four hours again #I won’t make it #I won’t #I’ll have no other option but to pass away #to cry #to throw a tantrum #to sob into my pillows until morning #tWO CHAPTERS LEFT #and now it’s down 🥹🥹 #and they reunited and they’re going to be reuniting with everyone else #I won’t survive #bts adjacent #ao3 is down and I’m losing my mind

[magentagalaxies]

vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester #and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself #(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months) #they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible) #vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished #but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview! #not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together #and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends #at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else #like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B #like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections #but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown #the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was #working on a project i loved!!! #due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai #so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass'' #but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate) #it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously #i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter #i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender #and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like #''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do'' #and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth #but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me #this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary????????? #like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent #in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!! #i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester #that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through #so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire

[immamapletreekid]

work anxiety starting before work itself hahahahaahahahahahahhhaha

#IM BAKCIJ THE FUCKIGN BUIDLIGN .AGAIN. AUSUSUXHEHWHGLHKF #im grateful i have an internship for this summer with the way the job market is like currently. #im grateful that i have the opportunity to lessen the burden on my parents shoulders. im grateful that this job can pay rent and groceries #and tuition for a few terms im grateful i get to gain experience while still in school that will hekp me in the future #IM GRATEFUL FOR ALL THIS!!!!! BUT STILL I FUCLING HATE EVERYTHJGN #i hate being unable to eat anything ir sleep at night bc all i can think about is shit i have work tomorrow i have to email this guy and #finish these tasks and impress my manager and be approachable and enthusiastic and eager to learn and not make any mistakes #and not fail anything bc im getting graded on this its alwags grades its always the fucking grades #isnt it. it was the grades that had me crying on walks home from school when i was 9 and it was grades that made me waste away 9th grade #it was grades that made me unable to stomach anything during weeks with tests and it was and is still grades that #dictate every single fucking part of my life #and even tho the ppl who used to yell at me for getting a B in math in 5th grade are no longer yelling at me for getting 60s in linear algeb #ra and stats and calculus and cs #haha.ha when ur university is famous for its.. horribly high suicdie rates #i find that the yelling comes from me now. ive replaced the adults who would sit beside me at the dinner table #yelling bc yea guess what 8 year old me didnt understand division at first #god i hate this school so much. i hate what im studying im gratefula nd am so privileged to be ahle to further my educarion and receive #all these experiences mot everyone can have but god everytime i return to the city where the school is #i feel like throwing up and sobbing and just never ipening my eyes again #haha yea. i hope i csn get a job to support myself in the future #i hope i can still have time for hobbies #why si everyone at school so good at everything #ive met more people who have passed their rcm 10 and arct exams for piano than those who havent #i have classes with people who have already published research papers with professors in the states #my classmates can breeze through a cs assignment while still playing fir varisty teams. working out everyday. goijg ti parties. #eating and cooking balsnced meals each week. having a social life..the whole combo #meanwhile i get overwhelmed because i have to respond to an email and finish an assignment in one day #how do i become like them #why was this about work anxiety at first and why is it about the eternal imposter syndrome and lack of self confidence #i just want money man... i dont give a shit about snything anymore

[jottscoplin]

For everyone who was also obsessed with Spirit Stallion of the Cimarron growing up

#spirit stallion of the cimarron #nostalgia #nostalgic #i’m crying #literally sobbing #the amount of nostalgia this scene holds for me I’m going to pass away

[mechawolfie]

i finally got to say i love you to simeon

#smudgy.txt #obey me #obey me spoilers #<- just in case!! #was sad at first bc i wasted. all my dp & 2000+ energy trying to get his card in the '21 bday (& didnt even get it </3) #but this story is so sweet i donteven care............ #seeing him happy w his family..... & then happy w mc.......... #'i haven't seen simeon smile this much in his life' OUGHHHH.. laying on the floor crying sobbing throwing up #i havent finished the key story yet i was breezing thru it earlier cuz i couldnt stop myself LMAO #but im giving it a break now #but anyway. my sweetheart. im going to pass away

[rottenczar]

Planetes Chapter 1

#planetes #animanga #makoto yukimura #for context #his wife passed away in a spacecraft accident and her body was never recovered #he just found one of her belongings in orbit so this one lily is his funeral for her #screaming crying sobbing #rex.img

[thekinjests]

WORST. THING. EVER.

RISE OF THE TMNT NINJA RUN WONT WORK AND IT HASN'T WORKED FOR A WHILE NOW. I CAN'T PLAY AS MYSELF I FEEL TERRIBLE.

CRYING AND SOBBING RN /HJ

WHY MUST I BE FORSAKEN LIKE THIS

#smartturtleguystatements #SOBBING CRYING DYING PASSING AWAY DISSOLVING SUBLIMATING EVAPORATING BOILING MELTING #rottmntkin

[teabutmakeitazure]

"My heart is so full of you I can hardly call it my own."

#*passes away* #sobbing crying screaming #zuri rambles

[onlyhuis]

jun thots you said?👀 and a bonus because he took “be the sun” literally

THIS WAS SO INCREDIBLY RUDE????? even tho i literally asked for it akshgdfs BUT STILL >:( he looks so scrumptious i want to eat him up my goodness

#[💌] — asks #[💬] — foxdaisy #the last one :(((( my sparkly baby boy i love him so much and his smile #ALSO HIS FACE IN THE FIRST ONE ILL CRY SHUT UP #if i see one more pic of his abs from crush im literally just gonna pass away. no more june #died from ABS #fell to my knees screamed cried sobbed wailed shrieked #[🐈] — jun visuals

[welcometoteyvat]

why does the tower of hanoi puzzle canonically exist in teyvat 😭

#playing faruzan hangout for the primos and #THIS IS TOO REAL MY GOD. #faruzan is such a stem girl i cannot #crying sobbing why is cs major knowledge relevant in genshin. why. next she's gonna b like 'ok here's the recursive solution-' and i'll pass #away LMAO #all these npcs saying it's too simple NO ITS NOT TRUST ME. YOU CAN DEFINITELY GET KIDS TO THINK LIKE FUTURE RESEARCHERS FROM THIS #genshin impact #the rest of her hangout is really cute though i can't believe they made yet another character w pretty thought out backstory into a mostly g #gag character why does this keep happening oh my god #the thing w mechanical creatures got me bro #something about robotic creations living longer than humans and passing on our thoughts and humanity? yeah yeah do you feel me #like fuck ??? hello what the hell. all my wishes for you stored in this ruin mechanism just waiting for the right time and place to meet aga #again. cue crying and sobbing #also big fan of other playable character cameos i like faruzan more now and by extension tighnari and collei #genshin spoilers #? for people who haven't played her hangout #ramblings! #liveblog insanity

[t4tbedehopmar]

K. KANAME

#falls down the stairs #explodes into a million pieces #cries sobs wails in my crying corner #explodes again #passes away #i am veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery very normal abt kaname 👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

[tsurugis]

my ass cant fucking sleep because i think my brain is coming to terms with the fact that i cant ignore i might have cancer back lol last thing i want is to find out for sure but here we fucking are

#its just fucking funny because i finally dont want to die after a lifetime of suicidal ideation but i might fucking die of cancer anyways :) #ive just been so tired and done for so long now though i havent been able to feel like im really living and if cancer is back it will only #go downhill and any chance to live better is already gone haha #i keep thinking i at least want to finish these crappy books and have them somewhere if they might ever mean something to someone who can #relate and enjoy them in a meaningful way but that easily may never happen big sad lmaoooo #i was spacing out about it all day then finally cried about it in the evening but then my ass had a MASSIVE dissociative full on passing out #hyperventilating panic attack over feeling like ive run away from my brother and sister because i started to feel something about that i #apparently cant normally face that i cant articulate or fully remember and im just feeling fucked up ladssssss #not panic attack more crying breakdown but i hyperventilate horribly from trying to stop the sobbing because its too fucking much lmfao #turns into im gonna get wrecked dying animal panic fucking bullshit because im fuckkklkkedjdjdk #ki rambling

[beachboysnatural]

I played the first movement of Elgar at my concert the other day and almost cried afterward because of my old cello teacher so like I knew the breakdown was coming but I didn't expect it to hit as hard as it did

#i thought i was doing better? and i am i just dont think ive let myself feel it for a while and those are not the same thing #wow grief isnt linear who'd have thunk #but clearly i needed it because when i say i sobbed for like thirty minutes i mean it #circling back to the concert. thank GOD no one saw me bc they would have been like 'but u did so great' and then id have to be like #'oh yeah i know haha it's just that the mournful elegy ijust played is dedicated to someone who never got to hear me play it' #it's almost 2 am and i'm probably getting my period soon but i still definitely needed to cry about this #and what's horrible is that i was travelling when i got this news and i was too far to go to the funeral or anything #and that'll be the exact situation when my mom's parents pass (which is going to be soon and i know that but i'll be an ocean away) #so like i get to go through all the guilt and pain again ((((: #i'm gonna try to get some sleep goodnight all <3 please do not rb this thank you #persannal