#crimson begs

[crimsonsongbird]

Hello, Lovelies.

I want to be upfront with y'all: I'm struggling: physically, mentally, and financially. My mental health has been a flaming pile of garbage these past few months and my physical health isn't doing much better. I'm truly struggling to do what is expected of me: work, chores, personal care, and the like. I'm missing work because of chronic pain, fatigue, and newly discovered health issues, like carpal tunnel in both hands. I'm not keeping my apartment as tidy as I would like it to be. And I just got a letter from my apartment that I have until Monday, 12/11/23, to clean it to their standards or eviction could follow. And I am truly trying to stay on top of finances. I even made a budget... just to have it fall apart because of unexpected medical bills and getting my husband much needed health insurance. Between myself and my husband, we owe around 3k in medical expenses.

I hate begging for help, but I am on my knees begging y'all to help in any way you can. If you are in a financial spot to do so, please consider buying a reading, a spell, a sigil, or a devotional. Or if you feel so inclined to donate, I have C*sh*pp, P*yP*l, and V*nm* right now. And if you can't donate, please just spread the word? Every little bit helps.

Love,

~Crimson

#crimson begs #crimson speaks #life updates

[st4rd0lly]

im sorry i CANNOT stop thinking about being BEAST dazai’s sweet lover, to have such a dangerous and terrifying man absolutely WHIPPED and head over heels for you….. he treats you so so gently, kissing every part of your skin like a place of worship <3 sitting on his lap so patiently as he finishes work, you’re just too good to him !! 

he gets so dizzy when he fully realizes that you’re actually real and that you’re here with him, he gets drunk off of your smell and any amount of contact you give him. he starts to get so handsy with you, he can barely help himself.. but you’re so sweet and that’s why he knows you’re gonna be good and help him ! he knows exactly how to rile you up and he’ll be damned if he doesn’t make you feel like you’re in heaven when he fucks you, he may be selfish but he’s not completely cruel (at least to you)

#. . . words of the crimson moon —✫・゜・。. #i need him in me #dazai smut #bsd smut #bsd x reader #dazai x reader #please share bsd thirsts with me in my inbox im begging you #please do check my pinned out first tho

[crimescrimson]

The Alternative Costumes of Resident Evil 2 (2019): Leon S. Kennedy & Classic

#crimson's gifs: resident evil #Resident Evil #RE #Resident Evil 2 #RE2 #RE2R #RE2MAKE #Resident Evil 2 Remake #Leon S. Kennedy #Leon Scott Kennedy #Leon Kennedy #Leon S Kennedy #Leon (RE) #Some of the tags on my other alt costumes set for Leon were so suspicious im begging yall to be normal #remember im an actual person who has to read the tags on my reblogged sets 😭😭 #Someone reblogged my G-BIRKIN SET with thirst and brother ive never been more traumatised #THATS A CORPSE!!!

[richardsikens-secretlovechild]

“Don’t go to Troy” my brother in christ you ARE Troy

this’ll probably only make sense if you’ve read Choices by messermoon and chapter 25 of Crimson Rivers by zeppazariel

#this is so stupid #choices by messermoon #crimson rivers spoilers #crimson rivers #zeppazariel #jegulus #fanfic #james potter #regulus black #in emotional distress and begging jegulus authors to cease and desist #marauders #harry potter

[f4llingstrr]

i need to see fanart of crimson rivers' last chapters, they're so joyful and cute I don't understand why i haven't seen ANY fanart of jegulus with their four kids

#please im begging #im desperate #i love them so much #theyre so important to me y'all dont understand #jegulus #crimson rivers #zeppazariel #wolfstar #regulus black #marauders era #sirius black #james potter #jegulus kids #marauders #ao3 #fanart

[mistycmice]

A sudden thought that came to me

#crk #cookie run kingdom #white pearl cookie #crimson coral cookie #crk spoilers #ok hear me out #white pearl didn't want lord oyster to drown so that's why she begged crimson to stop but also #he went overboard before and she legit saved him from drowning/soggyness #just do That here in the first place. bam abalone stops being a problem early and lord oyster doesn't die #'but what about oyster's family on the ship-' man fuck his family they already died later anyway #i bet if this happened white pearl coulda given him the pearl without the threat of abalone manipulating him into selling it away #or cutting off house oyster from their business partners bcuz you KNOW it was him that did that #white pearl would still have to contend with her lack of powers but now she can without the lack of Chaos and Trauma that turned her to bp #idk this just popped into my head in the shower #i do wonder what this would mean for sea fairy but i didnt think that far

[liviusofpella]

PLEASE ID DIE FOR THEM

#eva drop this shesmu shit just go live with livius im begging you #you won't regret this #romance club #rc livius #rc evthys #rc sotcn #song of the crimson nile

[unluckyslotmachine]

I am neither mentally or emotionally prepared for the crimson rivers update tomorrow

#crimson rivers #jegulus #zeppazariel #wolfstar #dorlene #marauders #zar please don’t kill off Marlene I’m on my knees begging #marylily #james potter #remus lupin #sirius black #regulus

[milk-motel]

Yearly Ashday art, yet again! ❤️‍🔥

#Ash Crimson #King of Fighters #KOF #RIGHT ON TIME AGAIN YEEHAW #begging n pleading tumblr not to crush the quality

[crimsonsongbird]

Hello, lovelies.

As if things weren't bad enough for me, I have to take a 5+ week medical leave for my terrible mental health. I'll be doing an intensive outpatient therapy program (again). There is no guarantee that this leave will be paid and, if it is, I will only get half my income, at most. Plus I have to pay insurance for the program and my job for keeping me on my insurance. This is particularly brutal because I am the bread winner of the house and we likely won't get enough money to pay bills. Plus I am already drowning in medical debt from last year's health issues...

I truly hate asking for help; my history made it so I couldn't rely on my caregivers enough to ask for help, so it actually hurts me to ask... But I am desperate. If I could make around $1.5k to 2k for all my bills and debt payments, I would be eternally grateful. Please help a physically and mentally disabled polytheist stay afloat by purchasing a reading, a spell, a sigil, or a devotional.

And if you feel inclined to donate:

V*nmo: @/DattebayoCrimson

P*yP*l: paypal.me/acrimsonawakening

C*sh*pp: $dattebayocrimson

Love you all,

Crimson

#crimson speaks #crimson begs #life updates

[mildgendercrisis]

Hi I’ve have Crimson Rivers on my to read list for like months now but I can’t find it on ao3????? Does anyone know where else it can be read??? I’m devastated

#crimson rivers #jegulus #zeppazariel #someone pls send help I’m begging

[crimescrimson]

Leon S. Kennedy in Resident Evil 2 (2019)

#crimson's gifs: resident evil #Resident Evil #RE #Resident Evil 2 #RE2 #RE2R #Resident Evil 2 Remake #RE2MAKE #RE2 REMAKE #Resident Evil 2R #Leon S. Kennedy #Leon Scott Kennedy #Leon S Kennedy #Leon Kennedy #Keep it pg in my fucking tags i dont wanna hear your thirst this isnt a confession booth #On a lighter note slide 4 is where i pinpointed Leon realising Marvin isnt gonna make it #The look of pure trauma in his face #begging yall to be normal in my tags some of the recent ones babying leon are making me cringe so bad 😭😭 #Literally a grown ass man with dick and balls

[moonymoonbeam]

any older age range marauders era people out there looking for friends here because i very much am

#being 23 is so 😔 #seems everywhere i turn is teenagers and i dont want to be the elder 😭 #PEOPLE IN THEIR TWENTIES WHO READ WOLFSTAR UNITE PLEASE FOR ME #please message me or point me in the direction of a server i beg #wolfstar #jegulus #jily #fuck jkr #crimson rivers #dorelene #wolfstar fic rec #of milk and thievery #anything by zar really #and moonymoment #im trying to think of fics off the top of my head and its not going well #putting good vibes out into the interwebbs #😀you will become internet best friends with me you will😀 #marauders era #marauders #marauders fic

[mila-bee]

Omg Agnia… 😩😩 This is the most stunning CG my god. And this scene. I need to sit down. So beautiful and sensual. I really hope after being absent for so long she will be given the screen time she deserves because damn. The chemistry, the teasing, their dynamic is so good ugh.

#this CG is stunning #like the cover of a romance novel this is so dreamy #lord jesus christ #Agnia is so so 🥵 #I am fucking sat 🧎‍♀️ #please I’m begging for more content with her now that she’s back in the freaking story #she’s the most interesting character in this book besides my besties livius and rame #please my future wife come save me from all this testosterone 🙏 #RC Agnia #rc sotcn #rc song of the crimson nile #rc eva #rc evthys

[rarilight]

shoutout to me for posting incredibly spoilery drabbles of crimson bc I just assume everyone's read it

linking the mlp version here bc i truly want people who haven't read it and are fans of my writing to know that if you haven't read it, you are truly and genuinely depriving yourself of the best story I've ever written full stop

#*bernie sanders meme* i am once again asking you to please read crimson lips i am begging you it is so fucking good #im going to resume posting the original crimson chapters on kofi/patreon also #i rlly want that done bc my god if there is one thing ive written in this world that deserves a shot at original #its crimson

[twinvictim]

People that claim Nishiki was ever actually inferior to Kiryu are falling for Kazama propaganda lol also a lot of you don't actually like Nishiki I'm finding

#sorry Nishiki was objectively better at his job. kiryu has always been dog shit at ever job hes ever had #besides driving a taxi he was fine at that #but Kiryu was just the favorite so he got nepotism points #hes broke as fuck in y0 at least compared to Majima and Nishiki who are both very good at their jobs #like you can make more money as kiryu but as far as canon goes he has no money at the end of the game he sucks so hard #kiryu has ALWAYS gotten by on people hyping him up more than he deserves #Kashiwagi has to beg him to get a job after y2 in that rggo story #this isnt a hate kiryu post btw i love that kiryu is a shitty nepo baby honestly but when people insist he was good at being yakuza? no #Nishiki is good at things the deck is just literally always stacked against him #you cant have one without the other bc kiryu has 0 drive or goals and everyone thinks Nishiki sucks despite being better in skme ways #crimson tomes