#cravity ideal type

[ravenbloodshot]

Masterlist 💋

Aespa

Ningning

- Red + Green Flags

&Team

Fuma

-Ideal type

Nicholas

-What he's like in a relationship (Audio Tarot)

New Jeans

Minji

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Btob

Minhyuk

- Love life

Enphyen

Jay

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Jake

- Personality

- Itaewon hunting scandal

Sunoo

- Personality

Heesung

- Personality

- How members view him

Sunghoon

- What he's like in relationship?

- Red + Green Flags

How Enphyen view each other:

PT.1

PT.2

PT.3

Golden Child

Bomin

- Personality

Pentagon

Kino

- Personality

Nine.i

Winnie

- Personality

Cravity

Minhee

- Reputation Amongst Idols

To1

- Reason Chihoon left

- Reason Jerome, Woongi and Minsu left

Le Sserafim

Kim Garam(Ex-Member)

- Is she a bully?

T.A.N

Im Joo An

- Personality

Only One Of

Kyubin

- Personality

Txt

Taehyun

- how members view him

- Red + Green Flags

Yeonjun

- How he views Seonghwa (Ateez)

- Reputation Amongst Idols

- Ideal Type

-His opinion of TxT music

Trainee A

Leo (Ex-Member)

- Personality

Astro

Jinjin

- Love life

Cha Eunwoo

- Reputation Amongst Idols

P1harmony

Soul

- Personality

Intak

- Ideal Type

Got 7

- Would members seriously date foreigners?

Jackson Wang

- Personality

Nct

Taeil

- Personality

Doyoung

- Ideal Type

- Red + Green Flags

Jeno

- Ideal Type

Jaehyun

- Ideal Type

- Prostitute Fantasy

Taeyong

- School Bullying Scandal

Jaemin

- Red + Green Flags

Yuta

-Ideal type

E'last

Romin

- Personality

- Ideal Type

Baekgyuel

- Personality

- Ideal Type

Twice

Jeongyeon

- Love life

Sana

-Ideal type

Sf9

Hwiyoung

- Love life + Love language

Zuho

- Ideal Type

Taeyang

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Stray Kidz

Lee Know

- Personality

- Reputation Amongst Idols

- Red + Green Flags

I.N

- Personality

Changbin

- How he views Stray Kidz

-His opinion of Stray Kids Music

Hyunjin

- Love life

Seungmin

- Love life

Han

- Ideal Type

The Boyz

Hyunjae

- Personality

Sangyeon

- Personality

Q (Changmin)

- Ideal Type

- Red + Green Flags

Juyeon

- Ideal Type

- Insecurities vs. Confidences

Sunwoo

-Ideal type

Ateez

Hongjoong

- Ideal Type

San

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Seonghwa

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Verivery

Dongheon

- Ideal Type

Cix

Seunghun

- Ideal Type

Treasure

Yoshi

- Ideal Type

- Personality (Audio Tarot)

IVE

Wonyoung

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Itzy

Ryujin

- Reputation Amongst Idols

-Ideal type

Seventeen

Mingyu

- Reputation Amongst Idols

Monsta x

Minhyuk

- Ideal Type

Shownu

- Red + Green Flags

Oneus

Ravn(Ex-member)

- Red + Green Flags

Xdinary Heroes

Junhan

- Red + Green Flags

Jooyeon

-What he's like in a relationship (Audio Tarot)

Gaon

-Reputation Amongst Idols

Extra Readings

- Seonghwa (Ateez) and Yeonjun (TxT) view of each other

- Exo and Aespa feelings towards each other

- Will Stray Kidz be legends?

- Would Enphyen date a fan?

- Would Seventeen date a fan?

- Would TxT date a fan?

- Haechan and Ryujin dating scandal

- 97 liner scandal

- Yeonjun and Yunjin dating scandal

- Aespa's view of Giselle

- Is OnlyOneOf comfortable with their BL concept??

#kpop readings #kpop #kpop tarot

[obligatoryidolblog]

Kpop Tarot Readings

Under the cut are links to all the completed kpop tarot readings I've done. This will be updated as I do more readings.

Ateez

Seonghwa - love - general reading

Hongjoong - love

San - love

Stray Kids - general reading

Bang Chan - ideal type - love

Lee Know - ideal type - future spouse - love

Changbin - ideal type - love - friendship with felix

Hyunjin - future parter - love of his life - future spouse - love - general reading

Han - future spouse - ideal type - past

Felix - future spouse - soulmate - love - friendship with changbin

Seungmin - love - future spouse - love

I.N - ideal type

TXT

Yeonjun - love

Beomgyu - love

Taehyun - general reading - ideal type - love

Kai - love

NCT

Taeil - love/ideal type

Taeyong - love

Kun - love

Jaehyun - love

Mark - past life

Jaemin - love

Chenle - past life - future spouse

Woodz - ideal type - love - past life

Enhypen - how BTS views them - success

Heesung - love

Jay - future spouse - love

Jake - future spouse - soulmate

Itzy

Ryujin - love

Seventeen

Mingyu - general reading

The Boyz

Kevin - in a relationship - love

Sunwoo - love

Eric - love

SNSD

Yuri - general reading

BTS - relationship with GFRIEND - how they view Enhypen

V - past life

Twice

Jeongyeon - general reading

Jihyo - general reading

CIX

Jinyoung - ideal type

Hyunsuk - future spouse - ideal type

P1harmony

Keeho - ideal type

Sik-k - ideal type

Mirae

Dongpyo - career

Monsta X - general reading

Cravity

Jungmo - love

#kpop tarot #tarot #tarot reading

[oraclekleo]

Ham Won Jin (CRAViTY) Ideal Partner Tarot Reading

Disclaimer:

All celebrity readings have purely entertainment nature

I don’t know any of the celebrities personally

Don’t base life decisions purely on tarot readings

I can never guarantee any of what’s said in the reading

Before requesting, read the pinned post and appropriate linked post

Tarot readings are my hobby - I’m not obligated to accept any of the requests nor to complete them, it’s my choice, not duty

Waiting time is long, even several months

If you can’t wait, please, seek other tarot reader

Reading Info:

Rating: 18+

Reading Type: Single - Couple

Requested: Yes - No

Requester: /

Deck(s): Crow Tarot

Spread: Ideal Partner

Questions:

Body 

Heart 

Spirit 

Soul 

Time 

Place

Celebrity Info:

Full Name: Ham Won Jin

Stage Name: Wonjin

Group: CRAViTY

DOB: 22.03.2001

Blood Type: O

MBTI: ENFP

Sun Sign: Aries

Chinese Sign: Metal Snake

Life Path Number: 1

Masterpost: CRAViTY

Ham Won Jin

Wonjin (CRAViTY)

DOB: 22.03.2001 Blood Type: O MBTI: ENFP Sun Sign: Aries Chinese Sign: Metal Snake Life Path Number: 1

Spread: Ideal Partner

Deck: Crow Tarot

Body - 6 of Pentacles

Wonjin’s ideal partner is likely someone who doesn’t really care whether they look rich but they actually do have good financial education and money management skills. Nobody would guess it by looking at them as they prefer to dress comfortably for their work and life, they feel no desire to boast or be flashy and seek attention. They are more of grey mouse types. Their haircut is likely to be perfectly fitting but practical.

Heart - 4 of Wands

Wonjin’s perfect match is a humorous and good spirited person at heart. They learn lessons from their failures and they celebrate their successes. They are capable of loving anyone unconditionally but they have healthy self-respect as well and won’t let others abuse their kind heart. This person is likely to follow their passions and dreams and they are often unbelievably lucky on their journey towards their goals.

Spirit - 2 of Wands

Wonjin’s destined soulmate is likely someone with a plan. They don’t just live day by day, they have their goals set and steps calculated. Their place is likely to be decorated with progress diagrams and vision boards. They like to stay on track to achieve what they set their heart onto. They have a vision not only for themselves but it’s likely they are pursuing goals which will benefit the whole of mankind.

Soul - Queen of Pentacles

While deeply practical and focused on their goals, Wonjin’s perfect match is a deeply passionate and sensual person at the bottom of their soul. While they are not the kind to lavishly spend, they do have a taste for the finer things in life and will pamper themselves and their close ones on special occasions. They are deeply caring, with more of a motherly vibe and it’s likely they sort of treat all of their family members and friends, regardless of age or status, like their babies sometimes. They will never accept cruelty or aggression being inflicted upon those they love.

Time - Page of Cups

Wonjin and his ideal partner might meet through their mutual interest. Maybe they bump into each other in painting or cooking evening classes. Maybe they meet in a gallery, admiring the same sculpture. Whatever the reason, their interest is likely to spark a conversation. One thing leads to another and before they know it, they spend every free minute together laughing and enjoying each other’s company.

Place - V The Hierophant

Wonjin and his perfect match are likely to create a smoothly running home where everyone has their role and place and together they make for a highly efficient couple with all their errands, tasks, grocery lists and schedules perfectly organised. It’s very unlikely for these two to ever forget about dentist appointments or to buy milk.

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[successinsix]

park byulyi of 6us

## GENERAL

birth name — park byulyi / 박별이

english name — liam park

sex/gender — male

birthday — june 4, 2000

zodiac sign — gemini

birth place — busan, south korea

ethnicity — korean

nationality — korean

languages — korean, first language. japanese, fluent.

blood type — a

mbti type — isfp / adventurer

## SNS

instagram — @byulyeet

spotify — 🐻

## CLAIMS

face claim — woobin, cravity

voice claim — woodz, soloist

## PHYSICAL

height — 5'11

weight — 149 lbs

## FAMILY

biological father — park jinho

biological mother — kim soorim

biological brother — park jongwon, 2006

## CAREER

stage name — byulyi

company — boxed in creative

training period — 2 years

group — 6us (성공)

positions — lead vocalist

years active — 2017 +

debut date — august 9, 2017

debut age — 17

individual fandom name — luvyi(s)

dormmate — minseok, jiyoon

representative emoji: 🐻

representative color: red

representative animal: bear

## ROMANCE

sexual orientation — straight

ideal type — n/a

relationship status — n/a

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[gaeullie]

4 and 10?

my bunny from the past!!! here u go

4. create your ideal setlist for the end-of-the-year award broadcasts (aka the releases of 2022 you’d like to see performed on a big stage)

honestly i could make a show that lasts a whole week but uhh a small selection.. it's mostly a very moody award show. sorry . also what ure abt to see is why i am Not in charge of planning end of the year shows

we could get a blue & black perf <3

itzy - racer & sneakers & domino

snsd - forever 1

yena - smiley & pretty boys (& smartphone & withorwithout & lemon-aid)

dkb - sober remix <3

cravity - pow! (& adrenaline & party rock, & maybe colorful)

purkiss - pretty psycho & hate me, hurt me, love me

just b - don't go back

txt - opening sequence

tan - answer & fix you (pt. 1 grrrrrr)

e'last - creature & poison (but honestly. anything. i just think they would do absolutely amazing on a big stage. i don't want remixes or dance breaks or anything for most of these but i'd let e'last do anything they want i know they'd do so good) (as long as they remain princes. knights. whatever. as long as they commit and don't do the thing everyone decides to do which is just add a random dance break that has no place being there)

or HEAR ME OUT. i could have what i want what i need. e'last covering villain & pixy covering creature

svt - don quixote & shadow (& hot & cheers. & ash??)

ive - love dive

woo!ah! - catch the stars & rollercoaster

nd i feel like this doesn't entirely fit but they should let yohan sing selfish also. honestly they could let him sing selfish and then replay that for 2 hours i'd be satisfied

10. song to most likely make you crash your car while driving or get pulled over for speeding

cravity pow!.... papapapapow.......... and yeonjun's parts of blockbuster.................. and when i trararararace......... nd maybe gugudan not that type & dkz uh-heung & mirae bang-up & sf9 love no.5 .

nd maybe just b damage & weme cool & oneus lion heart. n bae173 jaws & drippin trick and treat & tbz shine shine & dkb sober remix & ox ox. wld speed & cry to ox love me like & taemin idea & sik-k noizy also . n speed After crying to enha drunk-dazed & cix move my body

#theres obviously more songs but u know id end up naming like 200 so we need to stop there #i could add la luna for my brina.... delusion & game.... liar & binary star & lml & take'em all & bounce with me.... #so many songs to crash my car to and so few cars to crash (0 to be exact. nd 0 drivers licenses in my wallet) #thank u for asking i lub u #drippin trick and treat i love you lets crash a car together one day u and i my beloved song

[leejeongz]

cravity ideal types- MY OPINION

🔸i decided to not include an empirical height since we don’t know all of their real heights, i just did it in comparison to them so “shorter” or “taller”, i hope this is okay!🔸

*once legal

serim: 1999-2003*

i think serim would like someone who was shorter than him, but still considered quite tall in society, with long legs. someone who also dressed well would match him perfectly. i think he would want someone who took care of their appearance and presented themselves well at all times. he would probably like someone who never really “dressed down” when they were out, saving it only for when the two of them were alone. i get a feeling he finds the alternative aesthetic attractive on others, including piercings (and tattoos possibly).

in terms of their personality, i think serim would look for someone who would stand by him at all times (when justified) yet would challenge him to better himself. i get the feeling that serim always wants to be number 1 and wouldn’t settle for anything else and so someone that gives him that confidence and tells him where to improve without fear would be perfect. i think he would really like someone who was always smiling too, someone who was content with their life even if they weren’t living the lavish lifestyle that they had dreamed, it would make him feel like he should be happy too and would allow him to appreciate the little things in life that maybe others didn’t. oh also, someone with god tier playlist hehe.

allen: 1999-2004*

i think allen would want someone who was a similar height to him, maybe a little shorter but he wouldn’t mind, with an athletic build. i feel like he would adore someone who wore a natural look most of the time and appeared quite youthful in their looks. the clothes that they wear wouldn’t really have any effect of allen but seeing someone in colourful clothing would make him subconsciously very happy. i see him with someone who has big eyes and big lips, quite like himself, with pale skin and light hair, shoulder length or shorter. idk why but i think he’d find tattoos kinda hot and would love to learn about their meanings when he was alone with that person.

personality wise, i think allen would want someone who was a little flirtatious and playful, but only to him. he radiates playful energy himself so someone who was also like that would compliment his personality really well, especially when the two of them were alone. i don’t think he would like someone with no goals and no ambitions, i feel he would want to be inspired by his s/o and so they really need to be driven and determined to reach their own goal, whatever that may be. allen would probably find it really cute if they saved a part of themselves for his eyes only, for example if they acted tough in front of others but were actually really sensitive and in touch with their emotions behind closed doors.

jungmo: 1999-2003*

i don’t think that jungmo would take height into consideration when finding an s/o, but the idea of him with someone taller is so cute in my mind ahhh. i think he would like someone with beauty that is unique but can still be appreciated if that makes sense. he would want the right amount of cute and the right amount of hot in a person, just like himself, but would maybe only reveal one of those things to other people, leaving the other one just for him. hair wise, i think he would like someone with long brown hair that he can play with. i don’t really think he would fall for someone based on looks alone and would probably weigh it wayyy more on personality and attitudes.

like i mentioned before, i think someone with duality would make this boy w e a k. he would appreciate someone with a kind heart but a sharp tongue, someone that wouldn’t be afraid to call someone out on their bs. their humour would be what attracts him the most though, his partner must have a sense of humour that compliments his or else he would feel restricted in what he says or does. i get vibes from him that he is a good listener, so i think he needs someone to talk to too sometimes, someone who could also offer him sensible advice when he needs it. cooking for him is probably the way to his heart and so he would want someone that knows their way around a kitchen.

woobin: 2001-2005*

i sense woobin would want an s/o who understands him and his values and has a similar mindset to him, it would make communication easier and neither of you would be afraid to overstep any boundaries. i think he would want someone who knows what they want but isn’t afraid of making mistakes along the way, mistakes that they could both learn from together. someone who could show him new things would really spark his interest, he’d want to know more about your passions, especially if they were something he wasn’t too knowledgeable on. learning, to him, is an important part of a relationship and he sees it as quite an intimate aspect.

height wise, i see woobin with someone taller than him, whether that’s a lot or a little, he doesn’t really care. body type isn’t something he cares about either, nor the length of their hair, however, i do think he has a soft spot for mousy brown hair. i don’t really know how to explain this but i think he would like someone who wears neutral colours or house colours that compliments their skin tone, whatever that may be. probably likes people who overdress for every occasion and are a little out there with the style of clothes since the colours aren’t that bold. someone that looks put together is what he finds really attractive and makes him immediately want to learn more about them.

wonjin: 1999-2003*

i don’t think wonjin would be fussy and wouldn’t have a specific type, instead just going off vibes and the connection he has with the person. because of that, i think someone with a similar mindset would match him well since he feels like he can actually converse with them naturally. i think he’s quite an open minded person and so he wouldn’t care for cultural differences and would love to learn things about the other person’s culture. of course, since he loves to be funny and have a laugh, someone uptight wouldn’t be a great match for him and so he would love it if they could be their goofy selves in front of him. honestly probably just wants someone to vibe with more than anything.

height wise, i think he’d look good with someone shorter than him, it would probably make him feel most comfortable- like i said in a previous post, i think he would like to take the lead in a relationship and would prefer more of a “traditional” relationship. i think he would take an interest in the person’s clothing and would judge someone quite quickly off of their fashion, but is always open to changing his opinion on them. dressing well isn’t necessarily something he looks for, instead someone who is brave with their clothing choices and can pull it off. probably likes people who have their nails done, especially when they do it themselves and they aren’t really long.

minhee: 2002-2005*

since he’s an absolute g i a n t, i think he would struggle to feel comfortable physically (sharing a bed, cuddling etc) with someone taller or the same height, and so he would therefore like someone shorter (probably without even realising his reasoning lmao). not to mention he would find it insanely cute and would be his favourite topic of conversation. i think he would like someone with long, light brown hair, which is a lil bit wavy, and would find it very attractive if their eye colour was the same as their hair. he would really like it if they had an interest in fashion and could give him tips on how to make his outfits better.

i think he would like someone academically clever, always achieving good grades and reading in their spare time who could help him study sometimes and keep him motivated, but was also a little bit of a scatter brain. would probably fall for the “class president who everyone actually liked” type of person. someone who didn’t think too much into things unless they were really important would make minhee slightly intrigued. he would find it funny hearing their questionable thought processes but could also understand where they were coming from because he is also chaotic asf. little moments like those made him feel closer to that person and made him fall more in love with them.

hyeongjun: 2001-2003*

okay so, hyeongjun wants to be babied, that’s for certain. i think he’d love a person that was quite motherly, the mum of the group for sure. he’d really admire it if they could help him with things that he struggled with, even if that meant going out of their comfort zone just for him, it would allow him to trust them more. i think he’d be best with an extrovert. at the times when hyeongjun might shy away from things, he would be thankful of someone who could push him forward and make him do things that he might regret not doing later on. since he is sensitive himself, someone who wasn’t sensitive at all might intimidate him and he might feel pressured into acting okay when he isn’t and so i think someone sensitive, like himself, might be more suited to him.

his ideal height for an s/o would probably be shorter, someone who fit the “cute and bubbly” stereotype, while still having some more mature features. i think he would want someone with chubby cheeks and plump lips, both with a pink tint that was more than the average person’s. i don’t think he’d mind about the colour of hair, he might find shorter hair kinda cute tho. i think he would like someone who wore a lot of pastel colours and simple clothes, just like jeans and a tshirts. i think he would prefer someone more feminine.

taeyoung: 2003-2005*

his worst nightmare would probably be having an s/o who was really introverted and serious and so i think he would like someone carefree and just happy, ya know? he would like it if they were optimistic on every occasion and weren’t that cautious about new things, a risk taker. his ideal partner would be described as fun, simply put, there would be nothing that they wouldn’t try. he would appreciate some sarcasm, just to spice things up. for him i think it would be ideal if there was nothing he couldn’t joke about with them (idk i just get a dark humour vibe from him lmao) so he wouldn’t constantly be worried about what he was saying. obviously, it would be preferable if they had an idea about their future, but i think taeyoung would find it admirable if they were adaptable to any career and he would be supportive of whatever they chose.

in terms of height, i don’t think he would mind too much, perhaps preferring someone his height or a little taller. he would like it if they experimented with their looks, whether that be through their hair, their outfits, their make up, their accessories or all of the above, making them look different from the average joe. i’m not saying taeyoung has a thing for hands, but i think he would notice someone’s hands first and would make a judgement from this. he doesn’t strike me as someone who really cares for their appearance and would more likely fall for someone solely for their personality.

seongmin: 2002-2004*

i think he would like someone with a balanced mix of feminine and masculine, someone to compliment his mix of both (does that make sense? probably not). i see him being happiest with someone who is quite shy like himself but not exactly introverted. like they would still rather go out than stay at home to have fun but it would only be the two of them most of the time. he wouldn’t want them to be AS shy as him though because how else would he talk to them? i think he would like it if they were more sensitive than him and weren’t afraid to show their emotions, and at the same time made him feel comfortable about showing his emotions. at the end of the day, he just wants someone who accepts him for who he is without trying to change him in a way that he doesn’t want to, he wants to develop into a better person during a relationship.

seongmin having a smaller s/o would be so freaking cute like he could baby them and a g h so yea i think someone smaller would suit him well! i’d say he likes someone with black hair, maybe dyed underneath like a bright pink or blue or something (that’s a thing, right?), i think he’d find that so cool. i think the first thing he notices about someone is their smile and would like to see that person smiling like all the time. someone who radiates cute energy would make seongmin feel so weak he’d have no choice but to fall in love with them.

#cravity #cravity ideal type #cravity imagines #serim #allen #jungmo #woobin #wonjin #minhee #hyeongjun #taeyoung #seongmin

[assrotea]

Can you do Jungmo from Cravity ideal type and as a boyfriend please?

Hi!! I am not familiar with cravity (yet) so I was a little hesintant with this??

Anyway, here it is!

Ideal Type:

To me his placements just SCREAM the ‘cool calm collected’ unapproachable type of person lol like I said before in another ask aquarius/capricorn ppl do like that vibe (projecting it themselves and seeint it in others) capricorn is all about the competent, serius mean and reserved  boss type and aquarius honestly same but they also like ppl who have an edge to them, bc they find it incredibly interesting.

As a Boyfriend:

Very independent

like really really independent

Prone to be with people he is friends with (friendship comes first for aqua people because they do like to know the person first and also bc they usually take a while to realize their feelings and might find themselves already being friends with their crush lol)

His pisces mars softens a little bit the distant quality of aquarius/capricorn placements

This makes him quite sensitive at his core, and really crave intimacy

But still, he might be quite aloof

This doesn’t mean he won’t pay attention to his s/o, it’s just that he keeps everything cool 

There’s a lot of emphasis in intellect (like with all air signs, they thrive with conversations) 

So very talkative

I will go on and describe him as maybe an unorthodox type of boyf 

#asks #kpop astrology #cravity #jungmo #ideal type #I was SCARED of this ask or any ask that includes groups I am not familiar with!!!

[laladellakang]

who are all the idols with della as their ideal type?

the boyz’s eric (obv), ploud’s kyungjun (obv), sungjun, hyunsoo, junhyeok, cravity’s serim, treasure’s yedam, jeongwoo, haruto (but they’ve never wanted to date her, they just think she’s ideal), txt’s taehyun (same thing as treasure), stray kids’ hyunjin

nct’s jaemin doesn’t actually know her that well but he thinks she’s attractive. some idols have a crush on her too but not to the point where she’s their ideal type

#della kang #clc - ldk asks

[ddaehyeon]

。✧ hyacinth; park serim + reader

— pairing: fashion designer!park serim + photographer!reader

— genre: angst, slight fluff, exes au, post-breakup, slightly suggestive (one scene only!)

— word count: 7.1k

— warning: arguments, heartbreak, mentions of anxiety and emptiness

— summary: years had passed since you broke up with serim; life had been continuously patching up ever since. his name had marked several clothing lines, while your studio was well-known in the small city you lived in. who would’ve known that a sight of him on a bus stop would be enough to bring back wounds you thought had long ago healed?

— navi: playlist | video teaser | cravity masterlist

— a/n: my wips suffered from a major slump and this is quite an overdue fic (i also have another overdue fic help) but i hope someone would still at least read this though >< the first ver of this didn't satisfy me and though this ver didn't satisfy me that much, i feel like after rewriting almost half of the fic, this one's better. i'll do my best to pull something better soon!

autumn must be the most magical part of the year. the leaves experiencing a color alteration, scarlets and golds carpeting the ground— a yearly harvest of the earth where everything was gradually being taken away. long gone was the heat of the summer; the chilly evening breeze sure was much friendlier than of winter. the season served as a comforting quilt. it was such a great time for warm drinks that could lift up the mood even for the wariest.

you let go of a breath as you stared at the window, the sun was setting. the color fleshed out in the sky golden, jiving well with the surrounding that was already of the same palette. with an indoor shoot for a seasonal issue of a magazine, it sure was a tiring day. the sound of camera clicks still ringing in your head, along with the hushed talks and chitchats coming from the staff members and the models.

at first, you were hesitant to accept the project. afraid that you’d bump by one of the renowned fashion designers in your region, park serim. but then, you couldn’t just chicken out when a hefty sum was to be paid. the relief you had when you saw that his name wasn’t on the list of designers was almost the same kind of relief you'd have after preventing big trouble from occurring.

“i finished placing back the props in the room.” hyeongjun’s voice was still as bright as it was this morning as if not touched by any fatigue. he was one of the photographers you hired in your studio, offering only fine shots. “i’ll be going home early, just send me a message about what time tomorrow’s shoot will be!”

“thank you, junie.” a smile was on your brim as you nodded on his words, watching him pack his camera and leave afterward.

silence melted in the room as soon as hyeongjun stepped out. alone in your photography studio, you sat on a stool used earlier by one of the models. the room was dimly lit with only one of the umbrella lights open. it was only by then that you realized your thighs were already stiff from the nonstop work earlier. you wanted to go home and just be in the comforts of your bed.

pulling out your phone, you dialed your brother’s number, frowning when it took him quite a while to pick up. was he busy or did he just forget that he was supposed to pick you up tonight?

jungmo would always fetch you by your studio after his working hours concluded. with the two of you living together in the same house, your brother just found it ideal— bringing you to your work every morning and giving you a drive home every evening. it might seem like he was babying you, but it was a gesture you grew fond of.

“y/n?” jungmo gasped on the other line. it seemed like he was outside, music playing in the background which mingled well with the peals of laughter. “shit, i forgot to tell you.”

you raised a brow, questioning his words. “what’s the matter?”

“can’t fetch you today.” you can already envision the pout he had on his lips. “i’m at a party with allen and woobin, catching up with my colleagues. i’ll make it up to you tomorrow, i promise!”

“alright. i’ll just ride the bus then.” it was your turn to purse your lips. you can’t bring yourself to complain about it though. “have fun! just stay in woobin’s apartment tonight, don’t drive!”

“i will, i will,” jungmo replied, a call of his name following. his friends might’ve been looking for him already. “text me alright? get home safely, y/nie.”

at the end of the phone call came another sigh from you. a tightlipped smile braced your lips as you stood to turn off the remaining lights. you retrieved your camera and placed it back in one of the drawers. making sure everything was back to its place, secured; you gave the place one final look. something you’d do every single day before going home. a reminder of the thing you loved the most. a reminder of what could have been.

the sidewalk wasn’t as empty as you imagined it to be, maybe you weren’t used to walking to the bus stop anymore. strangers of different day occurrences exchanged various looks that shared one same element, tiredness.

when the wind blew, fallen leaves danced along with it. the slight coldness making you tuck your hands inside the pocket of the cardigan you were wearing. you loved the cool breeze, but not when you knew you had to stay out on an open shed with it as your companion. cold weather could be your friend, a company for a better evening sleep. but rather a harsh fellow when you had to be alone, when loneliness can easily be injected to your senses.

tracing the path, a memory went to play in your head. way back in college, this was the same sidewalk you’d walk in with your ex-lover. a camera on your hand while he had a roll of satin in his arms. it was such a usual view for the two of you as you talked about how the day went, ranting about the monotonous lectures, gushing over how you missed each other’s company and how you wished that the two of you could get back to your shared apartment as soon just so you can snuggle on the couch.

you glanced at the sky, the cloud hiding the few scattered twinkling stars. a faint smile spread upon your lips, only to disappear when your gaze went back to the bus stop. the male that passed by in a form of fleeting memory earlier was standing right in front of you as if fleshed out from your mind. a lavender-colored paper bag was hanging on his arm, the logo of his product line delicately stamped on the middle. his phone was resting on his other hand, if he was scrolling through sns or texting someone, you weren’t sure.

the magical feeling he used to offer long gone, your stomach twisting into several knots. a cold sensation went down in your spine as a familiar tug came to pull your heartstring. he’s back? what is he doing here? he lives here again?

your thoughts were loud in your head, but none of it was pulled out loud. each word ending up as a lump in your throat. the air was thickening, your heart beating fast, not out of excitement, but out of the clashing thoughts that left you so nervous and confused. it had been years, how come a single sight of him made you feel like all your resolutions are gone? how did a single sight of him become enough to shatter the glass that protected you from the ache that night had caused you?

it was cold. but no, it was no longer because of the autumn breeze.

“serim?” the name was uttered in the same way you would before everything came crashing, yet it held a much weaker tone. you can’t even remember the last time your voice came to wrap around the syllables of his name.

the male turned his head to look at you, a brow raised as he stared at you. no obvious emotion, his eyes held no recognition.

and his reply? it sent a shiver down your spine, your stomach flipping in a horrendous manner.

“who are you?”

for a moment, the air caused such a nauseous feeling— thin and hard to inhale. it was only three words, yet it was powerful enough to serve as a punch in the gut.

how can he forget?

how can he forget how the two of you first met?

not that it was a very momentous event, just a regular struggle faced by two college students that needed someone else to accomplish a project for a major subject. there were no butterflies involved, nor did sparks fly the moment you met. regardless, up until now, that day burned fresh in your mind.

“i know someone from that department,” woobin said without even looking at you, his eyes focused on his book. though you weren’t sure if he was really paying attention to the words written there as he kept on diving in the conversation every now and then.

“and who might that be?” the dreadful task of having to pair up with the design department had been inhabiting your mind ever since it was given to you. pressure rising as you saw your other blockmates having no hard time getting themselves out there and communicating with the department they weren’t really accustomed to. you still have a month and a half, you were sure you can still make it. it was just a photoshoot anyway, featuring your partner’s designs.

“park serim,” woobin finally answered as if he had to think hard of the person’s name. “i think no one had asked him to become their partner, he’d be available to do it.”

desperate to get over with the task, later that day, you found yourself by the catwalk the design students would take. it was a path that connected their building to the main gate directly. your building wasn’t exactly far away from theirs, but still of a different building. with their building equipped with supplies and machineries for final products, yours were of computers, lightings, and screens.

you stared at your phone, his instagram profile opened. earlier, you already took the pleasure of checking his works out and without much filtering, him as well. he sure does love taking pictures of himself; something that could work perfectly with him being your subject. once satisfied, you left him a dm that was probably one of the most awkward sentences you had ever typed in the entirety of your life.

a notification popped out as you look at your screen, which was shortly followed by another. it was only of common courtesy to follow him before asking him for a favor right? you did that before messaging him and now he followed you back and replied to your dm. unlike you, he didn’t spend much time wandering in your profile. well, as if he had so much to look unto aside from the sceneries and some stories posted.

‘you were the person woobin was talking about? i’ll be out in two minutes. see you in the catwalk.’

it wasn’t too long of a duration, you allowed yourself to simply jump from a social media to another, mindlessly scrolling and liking some post every now and then. only lifting your head up when a wave of students began getting out of the establishment. most were holding mannequins with unfinished clothing attached to them, some were holding rolls of fabrics you weren’t sure what to call.

with squinted eyes, you tried to look for him among the crowds. woobin said that serim was a fashion design major, so he’d probably be holding the same thing as the other students that came out.

and he was.

leaning on his shoulder was a mannequin, asymmetrically dressed in silk. it wasn’t sewn yet, only supported by sewing pins. an arm wrapped around a roll of what seemed to be linen of pastel blue color. there was also a paper bag hanging on his arm which seemed to have some extra fabric and maybe some other supplies.

you walked towards him with a wave to which he gave you a confused look at first, the frown melting away when he realized that you were the one who messaged him not even an hour ago.

“you’re y/n?” he asked, merely to confirm.

you nodded your head and offered a hand in carrying the paper bag. something he didn’t refuse to. “so…” unsure of how to bring up the means of meeting with him after his class, your voice trailed.

“what do you need anyway?” he supported your words as he traced the path of the sidewalk. “take pictures of me or take pictures of the clothes i make?”

“both.” a chuckle left your lips, laced with nothing but sheer abashment, at the same time mentally cursing this project. you were okay with taking pictures, but the negotiation that comes with it wasn’t a task you were so used to doing.

serim hummed, saying an almost inaudible ‘i see’ before taking a big step and stopping in front of you to do a curt observation. his gaze trailing from toes up to your shoulder. “i’ll agree to do it, if you’ll model for me for a project.”

blinking your eyes multiple times, a baffled frown came to mask your countenance. “what?”

“i need a model that will wear the dress i’m doing by the end of the semester,” serim uttered nonchalantly, proceeding to turn his back to you and resume walking. “that would be quits.”

“i’ll do it,” you said, despite still being hesitant. having close to zero knowledge about how such a presentation would work, you were so close to disagreeing. but then again, it would only be a good way to repay him, right? and perhaps the other fashion design students would ask you of the same thing if you try to team up with them.

turning to look at you, there was a curve that formed on his brim. “that’s a deal then.”

how can he forget how the two of you confessed to each other?

two months. it took two months of random meet ups, daily conversations, and occasional hanging out to get to know each other. the awkward messages of checking up on each other’s side of the project turned to asking about each other’s day, sharing rants about academic life or life in general. the occasional hanging out turning to planned dates and spontaneous ones when the two of you both have the time to spare.

you’d usually stay in his unit as he worked on the dress for his project, a clothing that perfectly suits your figure. late night talks induced by the slightest energy given by coffee the two of you had clung into in hopes of being able to finish what was due.

it seemed like time flew by and before you knew it, you were in the backstage. serim was pacing back and forth, more nervous than you were. he wasn’t the one that was going to the stage, but sure his body was restless.

“are you alright?” you asked him once the two of you were left alone in the dressing room.

this was enough for serim’s movement to come to a halt. even when his eyes landed on you, it was obvious that his mind was floating. in fact, it even took him hot seconds before he was able to commit to a verbal response. “i am.”

“you are?” a smile broke out of your countenance which was eventually followed by a chuckle. “are you sure with that?”

your laughter was adequate to ease his nerves a little, a curve appearing on his lips. “i am.”

one of his classmates who was in charge of the flow came knocking to the door, signalling that you should be on standby.

“i’ll do my best,” you said, walking toward the door. it would be a definite lie to say that you were not at all nervous. a deep breath taken before twisting the knob, stopping when serim called you. it was covered with a bit, yet noticeable hesitation that it made you cock a brow for a moment.

“good luck.” it was all that he uttered, along with a gesticulation of him raising both fists. though serim’s mind spoke of different words, words he had little courage to let go of. at least not yet at that moment.

you gave him a smile, nodding your head afterward. “thank you.”

and off you go.

roaring crowds and camera clicks; the auditorium set up for the use of the fashion design students as they exhibit their works through their chosen models. formerly, you’d find yourself among the crowds, snapping pictures and admiring the clothes done by the other students. but this time, you found yourself clothed in a floral print silk-blend asymmetrical dress designed by serim himself.

the lights were blinding, being always part of the photographers, you were quite accustomed with how you were part of the persons behind the camera lense. serim was in the dressing room, watching the runway from the screen that displayed the live broadcast. some of your friends were among the crowds, your older brother even telling you before the show started that he’d be sure to take pictures of you.

fortunately, the few days of practice didn’t go to waste, no major mistakes happened when you modeled serim’s design. perhaps the only problem was you were a little stiff, something too trivial for some audience to notice.

as soon as you stepped by the backstage, serim’s proud smile welcomed you. unable to rest in the dressing room once he saw you getting out of the stage, he practically ran to meet you behind the curtains.

his eyes were filled with adoration, not just for the dress he finished making, but for the overall beauty you radiated. without much thought, he walked closer to you, soon wrapping you in an embrace. tight, yet gentle.

“you did well, y/n,” serim whispered, not letting go.

a soft chuckle was heard from you, your cheeks burning. “you did well,” you corrected. “please, it’s your design.”

“thank you.” releasing you, a smile lingered on his visage. “i’ll make you a better dress in the future.”

“you don’t have to, but thanks,” you replied before the two of you sunk into silence. regardless of how the surrounding was of heavy music and cheers, peace had found its way to emanate in the dimmed part of the area.

no words spoken, yet feelings poured when serim leaned closer. his lips easily capturing yours enough to make your heart pound in your chest, louder than it did while you were in the catwalk.

serim broke the kiss, his lips still close with yours. his eyes were of another glow when he uttered a set of words, familiar yet foreign. “i love you.”

once again, you were under his spell. soft kiss turning into a sloppy one once he guided you to a more secluded area. it would be such a waste to rip the dress off given that it was an original design, yet as the person who sewn each part of the clothing you were wearing, serim had his way to resolve the small dilemma.

the surrounding was silenced, your body frail under each of his touch, breath taken away, chest heaving. sure, it was a night you won’t be able to forget.

how can he forget about how the two of you practically lived with each other for years?

the exuberance exuded while the two of you carried several boxes into an empty unit you called home. maybe it wasn’t really about the place, but it was who you were with. his arms served as a shelter. his hand caught tears of both happiness and sadness. his lips pressed affection that no one else could offer. everywhere with serim was of comfort, of tranquility— a home.

living with another person, being under a single roof wasn’t exactly the easiest thing to adjust to. throughout the first few months of living together, your head was filled with memories of sheer trial and error as the two of you tried to learn the curves. this included adjusting for each other or at least compromising for what the other likes that the other doesn’t. silly mistakes became such a fond memory.

the smell of burnt food that wafted in the air when the two of you decided to stay on the balcony while cooking dinner. astonished by the stars and the almost endless stories that passed on both lips the meal you were preparing was left neglected. that night, the two of you shared bitter food of dark exterior, quite hard to swallow. but the laughter that filled the house after the incident lifted up each other’s mood. despite the bad-tasting meal, it was probably one of the best dinners you had in that apartment.

it didn’t end there. who would forget about the laundry disaster that rendered one of serim’s white long sleeves saturated with colors you weren’t sure what to call. the mixture of forget-me-not blue and azalea pink stood as the most distinguishable pigment along with the other colors. serim only let out of a chuckle at what occurred, even joking that maybe the two of you could start a business of dying white clothing in such a way.

the best memory thus far was a late-night run by the convenience store when the two of you were chasing a morning deadline. a grumbling stomach that broke the mutual silence the two of you exchanged, along with a suspecting look that ended up with laughter.

“let’s buy some food,” serim suggested, removing the tape measure from his shoulder and settling it to the mannequin.

you hit save on your laptop, the editing could wait for a few minutes.

pulling yourself off the chair, you gazed at him with a smile. it wasn’t a surprise that he had the same beam, as bright as the morning, regardless of how the evening was already crawling onto the whole city. sometimes, you wondered how a simple smile could give you so much energy. what kind of magic does a beam flashed by the person you love hold?

a few snacks picked up by the convenience store; a bag in his hand, your hand on the other as the two of you walked back to your unit. the evening sky and the soft gush of wind amplifying the peacefulness provided by the city. no words were exchanged, yet the silence was enough of a word.

deadlines momentarily escaping the mind as you allowed yourself to be engulfed by his presence. his soft voice breaking the silence, the phrase that left his lips drew a curve on your lips. “i love you, y/n.” you weren’t looking at him, but you could perceive the smile he had. “so much.”

“i know,” you replied.

serim’s steps became slower as he looked at you, waiting for the actual response. with a tilted head and shining eyes that reflected your figure and the street lights, his gaze didn’t waver.

a chuckle left your lips, finding yourself lost in his eyes for a moment. “i love you too, serim.” you squeezed his hand, cueing him to continue walking. “so much.”

sighing out of content, a radiant smile decorated his lips.

at that moment, the two of you wished nothing more but just to be next to each other for as long as life would grant you.

how can he forget about your first anniversary?

it wasn’t grand, just the two of you sitting by the balcony. the bouquet he bought abandoned on the dinner table as the two of you gushed over plans you were sure were realistic enough to be achieved. your eyes twinkling with mirth, a lifetime with him sure was the ideal one you’d want to spend.

“y/n,” despite being just beside you, serim called.

you looked at him with a brow raised, catching his eyes on yours. “mhm?”

a smile simply spread onto his lips before he broke the gaze. his hand seeking for an item inside the pocket of his hoodie, a small box retrieved afterward. there, a necklace sat. the pendant was of a ring that was not entirely decorated with fancy stones, rather a lone blue sapphire stone was on it.

“the pendant is a promise ring,” serim explained before scooting closer to you. his hand reached for the back of your head while the necklace rested on your skin. he locked the jewelry on your neck, pressing a gentle kiss on your forehead after.

you were silent the whole time, not because you didn’t like the gesture. but because you were sure words wouldn’t be enough to express the satisfaction and light feeling that was blanketing your heart.

serim had a faint smile as he admired the necklace for a moment. just like you, his heart was in an ocean of peaceful joy. lifting his head to look at you directly, he gave your lips a light peck. “i’ll buy you a better one once we’re ready for it.”

“thank you.” your countenance mirrored the same expression serim had— of joy and serenity. “i love you so much.”

“i love you too.” serim leaned in for another quick kiss, swift yet lingering. “i can’t wait to spend a lifetime with you.”

the evening droned on and on with the two of you staying by the balcony, exchanging conversations about the future. two hearts in one home, seemingly able to find the path where both can hold each other’s hand. minds filled with dreams where the other can also be spotted. a considerably spacious studio apartment became the foundation of your plans and dreams.

aspirations that soon became the neglected cause of why your relationship with him gradually crumbled down.

how can he forget about your very first fight?

gazes that held no definite emotion, silence that cut through the air— it was all an unfamiliar experience, hard to swallow. something that you weren’t able to forget easily as it was the first time you’ve ever seen serim with such a cold expression.

the coaster of shows on the television had long passed, a few recaps played. something that wasn’t really able to get a hold of your attention. your mind drifting elsewhere and the few notifications appearing on your phone were the only ones that managed to pull you out of your daze momentarily.

“where’s serim?” for the nth time that day, you asked. the room was quiet with only a few chatters from the screen in front of you. the evening was growing older and older, but you haven’t received any message about serim's whereabouts. neither had he sent you a message the whole afternoon.

worried, you opted to stay up and wait for him. even prepared a meal that can be easily heated so he can have something to eat once he arrives in case he hasn’t eaten anything yet.

with the door clicking, you were quick to get off the couch. the faint footsteps signaling you right away.

“you’re finally home,” you said, a smile easily located on your brim. only for it to melt away at the sight of serim’s stern look. his gaze piercing through, enough for chills to trace your spine.

he walked past you, not even offering you the regular hugs and kisses he would do every time he’d arrive. all that was left were cold stares. something you attempted to break. and heck did you regret doing so.

“why haven’t you been answering your phone? have you already eaten?” the worry you had accumulated coming through in waves of questions.

a sigh was emitted out of his mouth as he went to get himself a drink. it seemed like a verbal response was not an option for him since he continued to ignore your questions. at this point, it was as if there was no one else in the room. it was like you weren’t there.

“did something happen, serim?”

a minute. it was all it took for the entirety of your relationship to come to an unknown turn. the curve strange, it crawled to the skin with such a frigid touch enough for your stomach to flip horribly.

“can you give me a break?” serim hissed, a glare shoot in your direction. his voice growing power word after word. your breath was taken away, how can words suffice to make you feel so small? he placed his glass on the sink, the item almost meeting its demise. he turned to look at you once again. “can’t you see, i’m tired?”

“i waited for you.” the words spilled out of your lips, disappointment hugging your tone.

“who told you to wait for me?” serim snarled and before you knew it, you were already standing on the same page. similar expression, different cause. yours were anchored in concern, while his were of fatigue from the whole day of heavy workload. those seemed to have lulled both of your senses, blinding each other.

“oh well, i was just worried about you because you didn’t send me a message the whole afternoon up to this point.”

“do i really need to report my actions to you?”

“no, but you have to at least tell me if you’re going home late.” your voice gradually softened, a tear held back.

no, you can’t cry. no, not in front of him. no.

“i was worried,” you broke out. but it wasn’t enough for his fumes to dissolve. like gasoline poured into flames, each of your replies only intensified the exasperation boiling in his stomach.

“i’m going to rest.” serim sigh was audible as he stormed off to your room, leaving you with tears in your eyes.

a minute.

it only took half a minute for everything to fall out of its order. that fight wasn’t the last one and each passing day, the unit you once called home was stuck with unfamiliarity.

it was no longer a home.

how can he forget about that night?

cold meals by the table had your eyes fixated on them. the date encircled in red, a supposedly special day that turned bitter. different from how you used to spend it before—of laughter and warm touches— serim wasn’t there. he was far too involved with projects that your shared unit only became a short shelter. words were barely exchanged, yet alone gazes. you still sleep on the same bed as him, but no warmth was offered.

you weren’t sure which was better, to continue living with him even if it felt like you weren’t living with him or to have him gone in your life for real. regardless of the turns that occurred, the continuous erosion of your relationship, you couldn’t find it to yourself to let go. still tied by your attachment to the former serim.

a sigh left your lips, desolated gaze trailing on the table. you tried. but it seemed like those attempts were futile. it takes two people’s efforts. you can’t revive a relationship alone.

switching place, you went to the living room and sat by the couch. the place dimly lit by a lone lampshade. the city lights filtering through the window. the air gradually thickened around you, it held your throat in a vice grip. the photographs displayed by the shelves were foreign to you, despite how it was simply you and serim. it was like you were staring at completely different people. smiles had long been taken away, touches had melted, flutters subsided— all that was left was a terrible feeling of helplessness. something that seemed to guide you to nowhere. you were lost.

before, you were sure of how the story was to be written. how the chapters were to unfold. but right now, you weren’t even certain what would be on the next page. it was like the next ones were torn from the spine, gone. oh hell, you weren’t even sure what page you were on right now or if the story was bound to be written in the first place.

serim’s arrival went unnoticed at first. only until you heard the clink of the glass meeting the sink did you turn in his direction. an empty gaze was earned and for some reason you found yourself offering him a faint smile. a small gesture packed in pain that was quick to course through your senses.

sighing had become his way of greeting. dark circles under his eyes and the disheveled look emanated how his work had been weighing him. but your mouth was closed regardless of how you wanted to speak of reassurance and praise. it was strange, the inability to speak of warm words around him. why were you so held by fear?

“serim,” you called, breaking the floating silence.

he looked at you, eyes deep like he was examining a piece of fabric. it was enough for your stomach to churn. the stillness continued after your call. you weren’t sure how to continue it; it was as if his name was unnatural in your tongue. not only was your breath sucked, but also all the possible words had dissipated.

yet again another sigh as he tore his gaze away, stepping towards the bedroom. “i’m so tired, y/n,” he uttered, setting a line for you to not cross onto. “very tired.”

resurfacing on your brim was a smile. your eyes weren’t exactly skillful of lying though as tears soon gathered on it. heart hollowed in emptiness as if a scream would echo on its wall. likewise, your voice decided to betray you— shaking. “serim, i’m getting tired too.”

for a swift moment, serim tried to come up with an answer. but just like you, comforting words seemed to be an unfamiliar language. even aware of how a look would be inadequate, he only stared at you. his eyes don’t speak of words nor radiated comfort— it was vacant. lowering his head, he carded his fingers on his hair before letting go of a breath.

serim finally stepped inside the bedroom.

and that was how the two of you parted ways.

how can he forget about you?

it went on and on in your head, the question continuously striking.

a gush of autumn breeze pulled you out of your daze. serim was still looking at you, his eyes slowly lightening with recognition. a few blinks and he spoke. “oh, wait.” he tilted his head to the side. “y/n?”

you weren’t exactly sure what kind of answer to give, but you gave it your best to offer a faint smile. “yes.”

still— despite how other people were walking on the sidewalk and how vehicles passed by the road, the surrounding seemed to come to a stillness you didn’t ask for. denying and pushing away the feelings you’ve long ago tried to bury and made yourself believe that you’ve healed from only brought a new wave of pain. as if you were its child, sadness came to hug you.

just in time, the bus arrived as if to save you from further drowning in emotions you didn’t wish to engulf you in. to your surprise, serim also boarded in. while you chose to sit somewhere just nearby the driver, he went to the last row.

usually, your rides on the way home were the most relaxing ones. a time to just stare at the window and watch the night spread into the city. it will always be accustomed by jungmo asking you on and on about how your day went and also sharing about how his day went. but your brother wasn’t around for that kind of support right now. and you can’t blame him for it. you can’t blame anyone for this unexpected meeting with the person you never knew you’d ever meet again.

the ride was sickeningly slow, all you wished was to get home and allow your voice to echo in your room. to release the emptiness if it was even possible to empty something that was already vacant. the sky held no comfort. its color dissipated and all that was left was an empty canvas that like a broken record, played memories. it was silly how despite those quick memories popping in and out of your mind, questions still managed to penetrate.

serim was living in another city, why did he ride the same bus? was he to meet his new lover? maybe to meet an old friend?

or did he perhaps mean to meet you? this was a guess you despised. the hope it brought that maybe an answer for all the questions formed that night were to be given tasted bitter in your mouth and offered restlessness in the heart.

an urge to talk to him surfaced, but then you asked yourself why. why would you want to talk to him? for what?

despite being curious about the reason why he left that night, a certain fear crawled onto your senses. the fear of knowing.

what could knowing his reasons possibly bring you?

the time when the two of you loved each other wasn’t of the best timing. two newly graduates seeking career growth, wanting nothing but to achieve various goals. those were dreams drawn with the other person placed as a part of it. however, during the process of achieving those, that same person where the aspiration was rooted gradually disappeared from the mind. the path the two of you promised to take together came at crossroads and you ended up taking something different from what he preferred to go to.

at first, there was a powerful yearning that made the two of you grow more fond of each other. but it was slowly replaced by numbness towards it, making love such a foreign word.

you understood. but it wasn’t something you had fully accepted.

a familiar shed came to flash on the window, your stop nearing. and when the vehicle finally came to a halt, you gave serim a final glance. he was looking at you, not moving from his seat. dismissing the contact, you walked down the bus and began tracing the sidewalk with heavy steps.

disappointment curled into your stomach when you arrived near your house, realizing that the recurring questions will not be answered. however, fate played its game. anxiousness arose when once again you heard your name wrapped around serim’s voice.

you turned to look at him, his lips hesitant to let go of a word.

serim was also in deep thoughts, mind all over the place despite how he already had the resolution to talk to you, not to explain and justify himself, but to apologize for the damage done.

“i’m sorry for that night,” serim began, the initial words already clinging into his chest, weighing down. “i should’ve been more honest with you and trusted you more with my struggles.”

there was nothing serim wanted but to prove himself worthy of you. achieve things that could make you be proud of him and deem him as someone who deserves you. working up to late hours, diving into designs in order to perfect his craft. the thing was, he forgot that you already loved him even when he was simply that serim. that you loved him as park serim.

blinded by the goal, the mean diminished. as he was too caught up with it, he was no longer striding towards it for you, but for himself.

“it was selfish of me to decide for something we both should be deciding for. i left that night thinking it was better that way without even considering how you will feel,” serim continued, his voice weakening. he lifted his hand as if to hold you, but stopped midway. it fell to his side as he breathed in. “i’m sorry. i’m really sorry.”

“i was hurt, but you were probably hurt as well.” the way those words left your lips ever so calmly surprised you. “it wasn’t the most pleasant experience, but i hope we both learned from it.” a smile became evident on your visage. “promise me one thing serim, do not make the same mistake with your future lover.”

“i will not,” serim replied.

both of you never really imagined the end of your relationship and as the page of it was torn years ago, an ending was deemed impossible to earn. closing a book would never be that easy, but some stories were meant to end— yours included.

“also, this is for you.” serim handed you the paper bag he was holding. “i told you years ago that i’ll make you a better dress, and here it is. i figured that i wouldn’t be able to keep the promise laced on the ring i gave you before but i at least want to have one of my promises kept.”

you looked at the item for a moment before turning to serim once again. “thank you.”

“i also want you to know that i truly loved you.”

never at once did you doubt serim’s love for you. the thing about it is that people will grow and know love from a better perspective. know how to best keep it. know how to best show it. but it will not change the fact that back then, you felt that it was love.

serim had a single flaw and that was to hold everything to himself to the point that those created a wide gap between the two of you. the distance far enough that reaching his hand became impossible despite how you wanted to hold him.

and maybe during that time, parting was the best solution. and up to this point, it was too.

“it’s nice seeing you again, serim.”

“likewise, y/n.” a genuine smile crossed his lips. “goodbye?”

“goodbye.”

tonight, you gave him a piece of your heart. it was his, to begin with. whatever he was to do with it— keep it, throw it, crush it— it was a decision for him to make. keeping something that shouldn’t be there would only bring further destruction, it’s way better to have an empty spot in your heart rather than keep a damaged one.

the breeze embraced you. the goodbyes uttered were to serve as a beginning. there were new questions that formed and you knew there were tears that were yet to be spilled. but it was a start. opening a buried wound would never be pleasant, but it was way better to open it yourself than have it bare you.

staring at the newly planted hyacinth in the neighboring flower bed, you let go of a sigh. they will bloom in the spring. and you hoped that you would experience the same.

#cravitywriters #cravity imagines #cravity oneshots #cravity scenarios #cravity x reader #cravity angst #cravity fluff #serim x reader #serim #this has been in my drafts for quite a while... #finally got that push to post it u_u #cravity

[kyutown]

Haii!!! How are you? I hope you are having a great day.

Could I request a ship for enhypen, the boyz, cravity and treasure?

I’m 19 (02 liner), my MBTI is INFJ. I’m 4’9 (yeah, I’m short). My hair is naturally brown (but I dyed it red). And I have brown eyes. I’m Asian. I’m taurus sun, scorpio moon, gemini rising.

I am pretty shy around new people. Most of the time people’s first impression of me is that I am a cold person. I am quiet most of the time but I am loud when I am with my friends and they often describe me as a cute and friendly person. I play a lot of sports (badminton, volleyball, soccer and archery) and I know arnis (national martial arts of the Philippines) and kickboxing. I love painting and sketching. I love reading and writing stories. I listen to a variety of music genres. I play a lot of musical instruments (piano, guitar, ukulele, flute and kalimba) and I am learning how to play the violin and the harp. I love to sing, rap and dance and I also write songs. I can speak a lot of languages (Filipino, English, Spanish, Korean, Chinese, Japanese, French, Italian and Thai) and I am learning Russian, German and Portuguese. I have done acting before (minor acting roles). I suck at cooking but I am really good at baking. I love fashion and art. I love learning new stuff. I love stargazing. I also walking by the beach. I love taking pictures of sceneries and painting it afterwards. I like pastel colors plus black, white and gray. I love putting on make up and doing skincare. I love bags, perfume, and high heels (because I am short).

I am pretty sensitive, I get annoyed easily, I get upset easily. I hate loud noises. I hate fake people. It makes me want to scream.

As for my ideal type, I like someone who loves me for who I am. Someone caring and supportive. Someone who could be patient with me. I like someone who would want to do the things that I love doing with me.

 

This is a bit long-

hi! thank you for responding!

for enhypen, i think you would be nice with jake! like some of the other members, he can sing, dance and rap. he would enjoy singing, rapping and dancing with you as you like to do too! he would enjoy painting with you and would always tell you how good you are at painting and taking photos of the scenery! he would enjoy learning new sentences in the languages you know and would enjoy communicating with you in different ways!

for the boyz, i think younghoon would be a good pair for you! i think younghoon would match your ideal type well! younghoon is the type who would love you for who you are and would be patient, supportive, understanding, sweet, considerate and would enjoy doing what you like to do! he would enjoy giving you hugs and would you bake him something like bread, he would absolutely love it and would give you lots of compliments and hugs in exchange!

for cravity, i think allen would be a nice fit for you! allen would be the type who would write songs with you! allen is a composer and writes songs so i think he would enjoy spending free time with you, writing together! he would also be the type who would enjoy walking on the beach with you and watching the sunset. you guys would stay until the sky turns dark and you guys can see the stars in the dark sky.

for treasure, i think hyunsuk would match you well! hyunsuk would be the one who would love to play sports with you and would especially enjoy playing and watching soccer with you! he would also be the type who would love to cook for you and would always say nice things about your baking! he would enjoy exploring art and fashion with you and would try new things with you!

#kpop #kpop imagines #kpop ships #enhypen imagines #enhypen ships #enhypen #the boyz #the boyz imagines #the boyz ships #cravity imagines #cravity ships #cravity #treasure imagines #treasure ships #treasure

[thefrogcafe]

Hey guys! So I decided to turn this page into a K-Pop ship page, I hope that's okay hahahh

Rules

Max. 3 groups at a time

Please be patient!

Groups I Write For

A.C.E

ATEEZ

BLACKPINK

Cravity

Dreamcatcher

ENHYPEN

(G)I-DLE

GOT7

Itzy

KARD

Loona

MIRAE

Monsta X

NCT

P1HARMONY

Pentagon

Seventeen

Stray Kids

The Boyz

Twice

TXT

Victon

VIXX

Types of Ships

General Info Ship!

Age!

Sun, Moon and Rising sign!

Physical description! (Hair length, eye colour, height, etc)

Likes, dislikes!

Hobbies!

Favourite animal!

Ideal type!

Just anything you like really!!

Randomly Generated Ship!

3 biases!

3 places you'd like to visit! (Zoo, cafe, amusement park, etc)

3 cities you'd like to live in!

3 numbers!

3 animals!

Thanks for reading!! Have a great day/night!!

#ateez #kpop ship #txt #cravity #pentagon #vixx #itzy #twice #blackpink #kpop icon #kpop gif #kpop x reader #enhypen

[bloom-bloom-pow]

what's the last thing you ate? hair style you usually do? hair length (?) likes, dislikes, fav drink, first bias in ulti groups, in a relationship? do you paint your nails? are you girly or tomboy or emo? favorite show? thoughts on kingdom? what color is your favorite pair of socks? pets? idk what to spam? cats or dogs? how much sleep do you usually get? do you have a crush? have any advice for a high school girl? should i confess to my crush? sorry i put it in one ask i dont have many asks left

omg hellooo

i ate some vanilla yogurt for dinner! i didn’t eat much today because i was swarmed with editing a magazine... 🕳👩🏻‍🦯 my hair’s always down because it’s a shoulder length slightly curly mess 💀 i like: sleeping in, parties that have chicken wings, boba runs, white chocolate, rap music, quality time, fast wifi, comedy tv shows, poetry, white roses, balloons, spicy snacks, coffee ice cream, cheese bagels, kids cartoons, charged airpods, crispy cookies, board games, breaking rules, and embarrassing stories. i don’t like: guacamole, looking for deeper meanings, summer, the beach, geometry, being blind, mint chocolate chip ice cream, inefficient people, scented pens, flat pillows, peanut butter, candles, smell of leather, environmental science, being controlled, salad dressings, deadlines, caramel syrup, being ghosted, seafood 🧎🏻‍♀️🏌🏻💥 wow that was a lot phew.. fav drink is a green tea latte, first bias in ulti groups: yeosang (ateez), junkyu (treasure), haknyeon (the boyz), ni-ki (enhypen), seungkwan (seventeen), taeyoung (cravity) nope! i’m not in a relationship anymore. we slowly stopped dating due to covid and now we’re just friends. i usually don’t paint them but my left hand is a pink metallic and my right is a peach glitter rn. i’m kind of tomboy-ish (??) i mostly wear athletic jeggings and a sweatshirt hehe, my favorite show is community! my thoughts on kingdom summarized in one sentence: it’s a popularity contest. i only wear short black socks! i have no pets atm 😾😾 i want two lil kitties tho bc i like them more than dogs 🥺✋🏼i get around 2-5hrs of sleep a night but then over the weekend i drop dead and sleep for 10-15hrs 🕺🏻 i don’t have a crush atm! but i met up with a big group of friends last friday (social distancing ofc!) and there was a guy i hadn’t met who looked like my ideal type... (at least with the mask on LMAO) the only advice is to focus on the present and the future than your past! 🤍 yes, totally confess! if not now, then when? my motto is yolo 💅🏼💅🏼

thank you for all your questions, it was really fun to answer hehe

xx,

bunbun

#vanilla yogurt #dinner #editing magazine #head editor #responsibilities #shoulder length #i have no hair ties #slightly curly hair #likes #dislikes #i went overboard #drink #green tea everything #first bias #tomboy #sweatshirt and leggings #kingdom mnet #mnet kingdom #popularity contest #socks #pets #cat over dog #sleep #ideal type #cute guy #focus #present and future #forget about your past #let it shape you #but not define

[honeypwark]

10 for Lily but slightly modified? Like you write her to always be adopted by people & is generally very loved in the community, could you make a list of what kpop idols are her friends/parents?

10. Do they have any idol friends?

A comprehensive list of Lily’s adoptive parents/siblings:

All of JYP (Got7, Day6, Stray Kids, Itzy, 2PM, Sunmi)

Jeon Somi

Daehwi

NCT Dream

NCT 94/95 line (Taeil, Katie, Taeyong, Yuta, Songi, Johnny)

Yeosu (& Jimin) from BTS

All of Seventeen

American line (?)

Eric Nam

Ashley Choi

Peniel

Jamie Park

BM (that man is whipped for Lily HARDCORE)

Woosung from the Rose

Kevin Woo

Amber Liu

She’s that gang’s baby sister

(btw, mess w/ Lily & you’re gonna have the whole big tittie committee coming for your spleen so watch out)

EXO-SC & Suho

Also Kris Wu

(They met briefly when she was visiting Jisung @ SM & he happened to be in Korea & tbh he’s always been skeptical of her because no one can actually live up to that much hype but yeah, she really is that personable and lovely)

Kang Daniel

I’m not saying Jihyo met Daniel through Lily but Jihyo met Daniel through Lily

All of Super Junior, especially Shindong

Was Lily the first Twice member to know about Heechul & Momo because Shindong can’t keep his mouth shut,,,, possibly

The Boyz but mostly threerang (Jacob, Kevin, & Eric) & primarily Eric

Pentagon’s 98 line (Kino, Wooseok, & Yuto)

But also all of Pentagon

Monsta X & Cravity & Cosmic Girls (i.e. Starship)

Girls’ Generation

Basically all of SM now that I think of it

SHINee, especially Key

I mean ESPECIALLY KEY

You can not even begin to fathom how much this man adores Lily

Beomgyu from TXT

Yunho & Wooyoung & Jongho from Ateez

Actually all of Ateez

Blackpink

& iKon

& probably more that I can’t think of right now

Not to mention the countless people who have praised her or called her their ideal type or said they want to meet her or something

#lily.misc #asks

[oraclekleo]

First of all - I'm truly sorry I neglected you all. It wasn't by choice. I was going through a very difficult time. I'm not fully recovered still. I think I will never be as I have lost someone very dear to me. Anyway! That's not your burden, it's mine. And I don't want to discuss it, to be frank. I'm the type to deal with hardships internally.

Anyway! Life goes on. At least for me. I would like to continue with my endeavours again. I hope I'm able to complete all the remaining requests, that are still on my list.

A little reminder of them:

Single readings:

Wonjin (CRAViTY) Ideal Partner (WIP)

Romin (E’LAST) Ideal Partner (WIP)

Won Hyuk (E’LAST) Relationship Role (WIP)

Youngjae (GOT7) Kinky* Reading (WIP)

Jaehyun (NCT) Ideal Partner (WIP)

Jungwoo (NCT) Relationship Role (WIP)

RAVN (ONEUS) Kinky* Reading (WIP)

Love (former OnlyOneOf) Ideal Partner (WIP)

Mingyu (Seventeen) Ideal Partner (WIP)

Lee Soo Hyuk (Actor) - Shadow of the Moon (WIP)

Soobin (TXT) Relationship Role (WIP)

Taehyun (TXT) Relationship Role (WIP)

Ken (VIXX) Kinky Reading (WIP)

Ravi (VIXX) Kinky Reading (WIP)

Idols after Dark:

Seoho (ONEUS) Idols After Dark (WIP)

Jeonghan (Seventeen) Idols After Dark (WIP)

Lee Dong Wook (Actor) Idols After Dark (WIP)

Couple readings:

Changbin + moranastray - Sweet Romance

Beomgyu + ylilsillage - Sweet Romance

Bang Chan + luniesaturn - Sweet Romance

Sana + taste-like-vanilla - tPotD - RPver.

Mingi + venuere - Sweet Romance

It's still so bloody many!

Anyway! I can't promise to post today. I will try but there are none of my personal biases on the list now so it's a bit difficult for me to rebuild the tarot connection. I might start with something off-list, that captures my attention.

Thank you all so much for staying loyal to this blog and supporting me even when I'm wasn't very attentive recently. I'm truly grateful. I will try to repay you for your kindness.

Kleo

#oracle kleo #works in progress #my wips

[successinsix]

wang duyi of 6us

## GENERAL

birth name — wang duyi

korean name — kim miyun / 김미윤

english name — ethan wang

sex/gender — male

birthday — april 10, 1996

zodiac sign — aries

birth place — chongqing, china

ethnicity — chinese

nationality — chinese

languages — chinese, first language. korean, fluent. english, basic.

blood type — a

mbti type — esfj / consul

## SNS

instagram — @ /duyinsta

youtube — duyitube

tiktok — @duyitok

spotify — 🐱

## CLAIMS

face claim — ten, nct

voice claim — taeyoung, cravity

## PHYSICAL

height — 5'11

weight — 140 lbs

## FAMILY

biological father — wang jun

biological mother — xiao guiying

biological sister — wang zihan, 1999

pets — mei mei, cat.

## CAREER

stage name — duyi

company — boxed in creative

training period — 3 years

group — 6us (성공)

positions — main dancer, sub vocalist

years active — 2017 +

debut date — august 9, 2017

debut age — 21

individual fandom name — donut(s)

dormmate — --

representative emoji: 🐱

representative color: dark pink

representative animal: cat

## ROMANCE

sexual orientation — bisexual

ideal type — n/a

relationship status — n/a

#kpop male oc #kpop added member #idol oc #fake kpop idol #kpop oc #fake kpop oc #fake kpop group #oc kpop group #fake kpop addition #fictional kpop community #fictional idol community #fictional kpop idol #fictional idol company #fictional kpop oc #fictional idol group #fictional idol oc #fictional kpop company #fictional kpop group #kpop addition #boy group oc #kpop boy group oc

[gaeullie]

top 5 boys u wld def be in love with go

i need to preface this by saying that i would probably fall for everyone ever like all it takes is for someone to be minimally decent to me . i once had a (shortlived but still) crush on a guy in my school who held the door open for me after he got out of said door . another time i developed a crush on a classmate simply bc he actually spoke to me a few times . ANYWAYS

san (yet again) : first of all cuddly second of all best friends to lovers material and as you know i have best friends to lovers disease. has a cat?? would definitely talk to me if class was too boring and thus i would definitely end up getting a huge crush on him. also he's...so endearing... would fall for him more and more every time we spoke.

yuchan : best friends to lovers disease strikes again.. thats actually what happened a while back i used to see him as best friend material nd then i suddenly caught feelings idk man im sick. hes so annoying in the bestest of ways? idk iri i love annoying boys [boys who are annoying] you tease me in a friendly manner i write u a love letter that's how it works here . also while writing this i realized the exact same description applies to cravity's wonjin (nd also victon subin) and i hate that i do not want wonjin feelings shoo get away

seungsik : self-explanatory. if you don't have a huge crush on seungsik are you even human?

soobin : ignoring my recent beomgyu feels and going back to my roots. soobin as txt's leader gives off student council energy and that's enough for my heart to freak out. also has a gentle n charming voice nd just is so...idk i like him . wow what an explanation millie !

minho (again. i hate myself!) : i debated not putting him here because i already did before nd all but like i just? can't? i think if i had to pick my ideal type i'd simply just say minho? like?? definitely someone i would have not only a major crush on but would just. definitely be in love with despite ppl telling me to move on with my life bc he's out of my league. cats. confidence. teasing. just annoying (affectionate). still caring. sarcastic sense of humour. i know theres no such thing as a perfect person but minho is as close as we can get .

#im prob forgetting a lot of people but this one im satisfied with . #cravity woobin was a runner up. swoo was the alternative for sik. #but once again realistically i would be in love with anyone rlly #i wld def be in love w sf9's inseong too (nd jaeyoon nd youngbin) . i wld be in love w seoho n youngjo. up10tion minsoo............. #i def would have feelings for wooyoung too.... #millie's rep #cherry elf 🌷