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[laladellakang]

OMGG i'm so honored that you will let me see the draft of you futur post if I want to and OFC i want to you're like one of my fav author/writer on tumblr so why i would not want to see one of your draft ?! Like really i'm currently so shocked 🥹🥹 i love youuuuu ( and Lala too ofc my girl ) 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼

OKAY SO HERE IT IS, MAJORRR FIC SPOILER AND ITS SO SO BAD IM SO NOT PROUD OF IT. IT MAKES NOOOO SENSE (i mean it does but doesnt at the same time) but it was your birthday yesterday and i really wanted to give you a gift. please look forward to the revised and BETTER ver of this soon! 🤍

contains: angst. mentions of cheating (mainly jay)

The world is fucking different. 

Something is off, and I can sense it. Everything just feels strange.

Today, I went to campus for a lecture and ended up accidentally falling asleep in class. No big deal, right? It's not like it hasn't happened before.

The big deal was how odd everything was when I left the room.

I was supposed to be picked up by the car and taken home, but after waiting for ten minutes, there was no sign of it. 

I tried calling our driver, but the call got disconnected. I attempted to reach out to Sungho and Yunji, but their calls were disconnected too. I even tried calling every manager contact on my phone, but nothing worked. Plus it's not like I don't have any signal, it just wouldn't connect for some reason. Something about the numbers not existing.

I decided to take a taxi, hoping it wouldn't cause any trouble. But even the ride home felt odd. Seoul looked... different.

I texted the boys that I was on my way with a taxi and that I feel a bit off. I didn't get a reply or a single read, not even from Jungwon.

But it's whatever! I just wanna get home and cuddle with whoever's free.

Taking a deep breath, I entered the dorm using the combination.

My heart sank as soon as I stepped in.

Female shoes. Ones that are definitely not mine.

Nausea overcame me, and my breathing became heavy as tears welled up.

No. Della, don't. You trust them. She could be anyone. No one is cheating on you.

What if it's a sasaeng? Is someone breaking into our– no. Most, if not all, of the boys should be home. They would have done something if someone had broken in.

It can't be a relative either, as we would have informed the group beforehand.

Then who is she?

"I'm home," I managed to say in a normal voice, trying to hold back the tears.

I heard panicked shuffling and quickly wiped away stray tears before they could see me.

You're strong, Kang Della. Don't show any weakness or insecurity to whoever this person is.

And there she was, someone I had never met or seen before.

She had made herself at home, wearing loungewear and her hair styled in a messy up-do.

Her eyes were wide, mirroring my previous vulnerability, and her breathing was heavy.

And she was stunning. Her freshly-dyed blonde hair contrasted with my midnight black one. She was tall (though not as tall as me, judging by how high she reached the shoe rack), with a small face, big eyes, and plump lips.

Honestly, she reminded me of myself, but in a different font or something. I don't think she's Korean.

"Who are you, and how did you find out where we live?" she asked me fearfully. "How did you know the passcode?"

Wow.

Just wow.

I know that in situations like this (or at least what it's looking like), the blame should mainly fall on the cheater rather than the person they cheated with.

But she just referred to my home as hers. Ain't no fucking way.

"Where YOU live?" I scoffed, licking the inside of my cheek. "I'm sorry– who are you, and why are YOU here?"

That's when I noticed she was wearing my favorite Jay-shirt. It felt like my heart was being crushed, and I could feel the symptoms of a panic attack creeping up.

My sweet Jay. Earlier today, he woke me up and told me I was the most beautiful woman in the world. How lucky he felt to have me. His eyes showed sincerity. Was it all a lie? How can someone so lovely be so cruel?

"I live here. Who are you, and how did you know the passcode?" she responded, a bit more sternly. What the hell?

"This is Enhypen's dorm. I live here," I said, surprised that she didn't recognize me, even though she's dating a member of my group.

Shit. That stings. Park Jongseong fucking cheated on me.

Confusion crossed her face, and she was about to say something when we were interrupted by more shuffling.

We both turned and saw an angry Heeseung.

"What are you doing here? How did you get in?" he said sternly, pulling her behind him to protect her.

Heeseung too? My protective Heeseung who got angry at the other members if they left me unsupervised after my injury.

Now he's protecting her instead of me?

My heart started pounding, and it became harder to breathe.

"Heeseung-oppa?" I said in a small voice, feeling incredibly betrayed.

"Who are you?! Get out of our house before we call the police!" he raised his voice at me. The boys had never spoken to me like that before, especially not in such a harsh tone.

"I live here! Lee Heeseung, what are you saying?!" my voice shook as a few tears escaped.

More commotion followed, and this time all seven members appeared. Even Jake, who I could see peeking from the side of the wall.

Is he... afraid of me?

My Jake who was scared of the girls in I-Land but became so comfortable with me that his golden retriever personality came out. Now he barely wants to see me?

"You don't live here. Who are you?" Jungwon stepped forward. My Jungwon. Enhypen's leader who is ready to protect everyone despite being maknae.

But why isn't he protecting me?

"I—" the sight of all my boyfriends turning against me and defending this girl became too much. I could feel myself starting to hyperventilate, and a panic attack was on the verge of consuming me.

Shit. I haven't had a panic attack in so long and the fact that my lovers are the ones to trigger it is insane. Everything was perfect just this morning– what happened?

"Breathe. Take your time," Oh my Sunghoon. So incredibly precious. Always reassuring and giving me reminders since day one.

"Sunghoon," Heeseung scolded.

"She's going to have a panic attack! How can she explain anything?" Sunghoon reasoned. "Niki, get her some water."

"No, Niki. She should leave. Now," Sunoo said firmly. "I'm calling the police." My Sunoo, our sunshine. We've had our squabbles, but I've never been this scared of him. Now I understand what people mean when they say he has an intimidating face.

"Wait, wait. What's your name?" Riki asked. "Calm down a bit. Tell us how you got in," he approached me and gently rubbed my shoulder. I tend to forget that he's still so young since he hates when I remind him of our slight age gap. My Riki is too pure sometimes. He's doing this when I'm a stranger to them. 

Wait.

It suddenly hit me.

Shit, why didn't my brain work faster?

I'm a stranger to them. They don't know who I am.

It breaks my heart but I should at least introduce myself so that they know I'm not a threat.

I TOLD YOU THE WORLD IS FUCKING DIFFERENT.

"Jay-hyung, call the police," Riki switched languages, probably to ensure that I don't understand.

"Wait! Don't call!" my eyes widened, instinctively grabbing Riki's wrist. "I'm not a crazy fan, I swear!"

"Let go of him," everyone said in unison.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hold him. It was a reflex," I let go and took a deep breath. "My name is Kang Della. I'm a member of Enhypen."

"I'm sorry, what?" Sunoo scoffed. "We only have two female members in our team."

Two?

"What the fuck is happening with the world?" I couldn't help but chuckle humorlessly. "Have I gone insane?"

"Answer us– what do you mean you're a member of Enhypen?" Jungwon asked.

"Did I do that thing from Everything, Everywhere, All at Once?" I leaned against the wall, clutching my aching head. "Just give me a second."

I have officially gone insane.

Even if I did 'multiverse hopped' or whatever you call it, I have officially gone insane. My head fucking hurts.

"Can you please answer us?" Jake asked in a softer voice.

"My name is Kang Della. I was born on March 16, 2003. I'm from Seongbuk-gu, and in 2020, I participated in a survival show called I-Land," I looked up at their faces, hoping to see some recognition. Some looked in disbelief, while others seemed slightly annoyed.

"I made it into the final lineup of Enhypen. Seven boys, two girls. It was you seven plus me and Alice, but Alice left shortly after, so I was the only girl," my eyes welled up with tears at the thought of them not remembering me after everything we went through. "I live here. This dorm has been my home for almost three years. I was attending a class in university, and suddenly I came home to... to this."

"You expect us to–" Heeseung was about to say something when she cut him off. She moved closer to me, looking me in the eye. "Mila–"

"Do you have any proof?" she asked softly.

I maintained eye contact as I pulled out my phone. I let out a shaky breath when I looked at the screen for my Face ID.

The lock screen displayed a picture of us, my Enha.

I opened the gallery app, and a few tears escaped my eyes. I flinched slightly when Mila's hand reached out to wipe them away.

"Take your time," she assured me. Damn, she's sweet too. She seems perfect.

"Thank you," I whispered. My thumb hovered over the photo album labeled 'my forever.' I know I'm being dramatic but all I kept thinking was 'will I ever return to my world again?' "Here you go," I handed her my phone.

I watched as she scrolled through the pictures, but quickly adverted my gaze to the floor. I really wanna go home. I'm surrounded by my comfort people but they're not my comfort people.

"Guys.. These are actually you..." Mila turned around to show the seven. "And it's not even a look alike, it's definitely you. This is the company building," Jay took the phone out of her hands to have a closer look.

I saw him tap on a certain video and Shout Out started playing. That's when I couldn't take it anymore. Again.

I broke down. A full on panic attack.

"Oh my God," Mila wrapped her arms around me. "Let's get you inside. Niki, get her water."

Hearing Shout Out made me think of four things at the same time;

1. How the hell am I gonna go home and how long will it take.

2. I'm all alone in this world/universe/whatever this is.

3. I'm surrounded by people who look and are practically my soulmates, but they're not mine.

4. I guess we're not together in every universe after all. I know it's probably impossible and that the guys were just reassuring me for the sake of it, yet it still stings. This is a reality check.

#clc - ldk asks #clc - ldk spoilers

[dellalalakang]

2-10-15-27-50 for lala

2: First time masturbating?

uhhhh i don’t remember actually… i think it was around the first time i watched porn?? but i don’t remember when that was..

10: Weirdest thing that ever turned you on?

similar to sunghoon, sometimes looking at stuff that reminds me of them just gets me turned on from my imagination

15: Sex or masturbation?

SEX ALL THE WAYYYY

27: Favourite place to have sex?

the hotel room mannn 😩😩 can be as loud as we want (in most of the ones we stayed in anyway)

50: How often do you masturbate?

very rarely ever since the hyuppas and i start doing dirty stuff… the shower head does not count though, that’s like every week or so

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[laladellakang]

AHHHH CONGRATS ON ANOTHER YEAR WITH DELLAAAAAA 🎉🎊🥳 you’ve created a character and works that still hold up to this day and you didn’t give up no matter how hard it got— you should be very proud of yourself because i know I’m proud of you!! 💛💛💛💛 hope you and dells continue to have an amazing journey together and can’t wait to see you guys keep growing over the next year 💖💖💖💖 lots of love!! 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 time to celebrate with some yummy cake!! 🥳 ଘ(੭ˊᵕˋ)੭🎂‧₊˚

DIAAAA 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much for this, i appreciate you a lot a lot a lot and i’m glad you’re part of this journey w me 🤍🤍 i hope my second year will be filled with more fun and hopefully better chapters because i think i’m slowly improving! lots of love back at you babes 🫶🫶🍰🍰

btw just out of curiosity, what is the first fic you read of della?? 🤭

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[laladellakang]

della...!!!

https://www.tumblr.com/hee-pster/718482031333588992/im-afraid-the-divorce-papers-are-coming-through

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heeseung is so… like everything he does looks like flirting omg why is my man like thisss

his eyes are on the floor everyone! his expression just makes it look like he’s enjoying it….

but i’m gonna whine to rile him up anyway- LEE HEESEUNGGGG! what’s this about?! 😡😡

—della 🐻‍❄️

istg i can’t even BREATHE this comeback

why don’t y’all talk about della and HER PARTNER? i’m a victim here! i’m suffering like crazy!

—heeseung 🦌

because there will never be any della clips honey

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[laladellakang]

hi!! just wanna say that i’ve been a fan of yours since ‘given’ book which i first found on wattpad way back then (around nov 2021-ish? i remember patiently(not) waiting for your updates and whenever you did, i couldn’t contain my excitement because at that point in time, i was really going through a rough patch but your works were literally the reason why i had something to look forward to after a bad day) and i was a silent reader :’) but i gotta give credit to you because you’re the reason why i fell in love with poly/reverse harem genre fic and also the reason why i decided to create fanfics of my own.

thank you so much for being an inspiration to me💗 just know that whatever comes next, you will make it through <333

omg thank you so much for staying with me and finally coming up to send this ask bc i really love and gain energy from asks like these 🤍 i hope i can continue to make fics that you'll continue to love and good luck with you fics! please send the link to me so i can support <33

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[laladellakang]

Hi Ree and Lala 🫶🏼 today it's my birthday ( 1st of july) so can you post a little something plsss ? Even if it's a sneak peak of the next post 🙏🏽🙏🏽

Love you both 🫶🏼🫶🏼

hello darling, since my plans for saturday are cancelled, i’ll try to get the della x mila crossover done today. but if it ends up not happening, here’s a sneak peek just for you 🤍 happy birthdayyy ✨✨

“Who are you and how did you find out where we live?” Mila looked at Della with fear. “How did you know the passcode?”

“Where YOU live?” Della scoffed. “I’m sorry– who are you and why are YOU here?”

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[laladellakang]

question what was della’s reaction to niki’s vogue korea??🤔🤔

i would write a fic on this but its gonna take a WHILE so i’ll just say it;

della showered him with kisses and just kept repeating ‘you’re so cool! you’re so cool! omg!’ because he was indeed so cool. she probably unintentionally gasped dramatically when it transitioned to the second scene/outfit 🌸

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[laladellakang]

sooo today’s my birthday and i wanna upload a birthday special!

should i post a few drabbles or this one long (not really, i mean a full chapter)?? not posting it today though since i’m packed but hopefully by tomorrow or the next day 🪷

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[laladellakang]

i'm gonna keep tagging you because its adorable how a lot of people really panicked when you disappeared 🌝

no one was more scared than me 😭😭

BUT ANYWAY!! the revamped partners fic?? omg stop I’m so excited to see the revamped ver of your fics 🤭🤭 like you mean ree can go to a new level with her writing?? STOP 🌻💛💛💛

STOP i hope that i don't disappoint omg i hope that they're actually better than the original 😭 THANKS SO MUCH BTW it's coming slowly but i'm planning to post part 2 of partners before starting on the rewriting ⭐️

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[laladellakang]

omg i kept thinking about it and no matter how i look at it it’s just so sad 😭😭 like della and the boys are together in so many different universes but she happens to end up in the one where they aren’t 🤧🤧🤧 i am ready for the angst but at the same time i’m not 😫😫😫

NOO IM GONNA CRY BCS YOURE TOTALLY RIGHT 😭😭 like she could’ve jumped to any other universe, but instead, she had to witness the one where, it’s not even her being with someone else, but her lovers with someone else 💔💔

btw i’ve finished half of the fic but decided that…. i hate it and i’m gonna start over….. if anyone (especially @angie-x3 ) is interested in seeing the scrapped, unfinished draft then let me know!

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[laladellakang]

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSLVrR6Tm/

jake is too pretty here 🤧🤧 istg this man gives off prince eric vibes

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he FRRRR looks like a disney prince 😩 he makes me so sad omg like my man is so handsomeeee 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

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[laladellakang]

idk if someone asked this already but did della and the boys watched the barbie movie?? and if they did what are they’re thoughts abt it?

(p.s i love your works so much plus i thought abt this question bc me and my mom are gonna watch it tom🫶🏻🥹)

YESS WE DIDD I FORCED PERSUADED THEMMM

THE MOVIE WAS AMAZINGGG I CRIED LIKE CRAZYYYY AND ITS HILARIOUS TOO

the members just said that it’s a great movie w a good message + that they understand why i cried so hard since it’s an emotional movie for women

THANK GOD FOR THAT i would’ve argued nonstop if they said some shit

—della 🐻‍❄️

(based on ree’s personal experience watching barbie w her boyfriend)

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[laladellakang]

Who took Della's virginity? And now that since jungwon is an adult we can add him in the 18+ chapte-

technically it’s her shitty ex but since we all hate him, we don’t really talk about it… they all like to pretend that it’s jake

and yes, he will be included soon but just as a reminder, sunoo and him won’t lose their virginity yet because they promised to wait until the maknaes are all adults

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[laladellakang]

I miss you and della :(( are you busy?

hi darling, i missed you all so much and i miss della like crazy <33

i've been SO busy and overwhelmed with my shitton of assignments + i just arrived at my home country (cus i go to uni abroad) and i just had so much to do before i leave and i was SOOOOO OVERWHELMED like i cried so much these past few days/weeks

but now that i'm finished w the sem and i've settled at home, i'm feeling 1000x better and i'm gonna start writing again. i'm planning on writing that 'della dark versus light feminine energy' fmv but i'm not too sure since i'm in such an alice mood 🌖

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[dellalalakang]

81_67_10_14

(hyuppa line)

10: Weirdest thing that ever turned you on?

paid attention to the way della holds her fucking phone...

—heeseung 🦌

"heeseung has a lot " —enha

she got too full and groaned while touching her stomach lol

—jay 🦅

absolute terrible timing but she got annoyed and scolded us for a bit and she was so hot then

—jake 🐺

i just think it's weird how i get turned on when i see her with another guy (one of us ofc)

and sometimes, just seeing an object that reminds me of her will get me turned on because of my imagination

—sunghoon 🐧

14: Do you send nudes? Do you like receiving them?

unless we're away from each other for a long time (like quarantine), no. but we do love them during those kinds of times, it's a bit useless otherwise though

67: What’s your breast size?

uhhh.. we'll direct this to della

"i'm a 32b" —della 🐻‍❄️

81: What’s your favourite style of underwear?

heeseung used to be a briefs person but we convinced him to try boxers and now we all agree that they're soooo much better

as for della, everything just looks good on her man. underwear is underwear

"lmao the cotton ones are nothing special. they're just off before the guys get to actually have a look at them" —della 🐻‍❄️

#clc - ldk - dlk asks #ask della/the hyuppas

[dellalalakang]

33 to 45 to hyunppa line <3

33: What’s your biggest kink?

(emphasis on biggest since they have quite a few)

sub and praise. i’m starting to get tired of denying it in front of the other guys

—heeseung 🦌

praise i guess?? both me to della and her to me. and breeding

—jay 🦅

there’s this certain nickname that i’m too embarrassed to say, and i like it when della calls me that

—jake 🐺

fuckin manhandling in general but honestly i ended up enjoying subbing more than i thought

—sunghoon 🐧

45: Have any roleplaying preferences?

DUDE ROLEPLAYING IS SO FUN

i think boss and employee is something all four of us enjoy

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