#clenches fist x2

[kitwing-moving]

I um ermmmm

#🐾.txt #girl. clenching my fists #i want to fawn over him but also i have dignity and also x2 im shy and easily flustered i cannot do that #sending brainwaves #angel paws

[sumireviku]

ugh i hate how much of my type kresniks are. how dare i be this predictable.

#v #x2 #lj #things im a sucker for: redeemed by love. this person is my moral compass. secretly feeling something and wont act on it. also guilty abt i #manipulation but its legitimately well intentioned (at least later...). i just fuckin' *clenches fist* love this one person and wanna spend #the rest of my life with them. also if you take them away from me im going to commit immediate and irreversible violence. #i know this person is better off without me so i'll leave first. except im wrong actually and they need me a lot. #and then they're brothercousins with a shit relationship with their parents and they're freakin' cute with their cat in their apartment and #man wtf was i supposed to do. how dare you. i'm so glad i didn't find this when i was 16 and broke. #i just. *lies face down into the dirt* HOW DARE YOU #i may never recover from this.

[mikrokcsmos]

That That (I Like That)

synopsis; in which your boyfriend’s loud moans and groans wake you up from your sleep at 4 in the morning and you’re about ready to throw hands — and so is he, but for completely different reasons.

pairing; vlive!jungkook x girlfriend!reader

genre; twinge of angst, mainly fluff and humor, Weverse live au

rating; PG-13

warnings; the word damn (x2) and suggestive dialogue/themes, just boyfriend koo in all his glory tbh

w/c; 1,283

a/n; don’t mind the poor excuse of a banner I tried to make on my own. shout out to @sftk0o for the perfect icons 💕

You tried to ignore it, you really did; believing the first loud moan you heard was a part of the not so innocent dream you found yourself in that involved your boyfriend only moments ago. Eyelids closing as you relaxed your body once more, head snuggling back into your pillow to begin the descent back into said racy dreamland — only for it to be interrupted by a loud distanced slam, your body tensing in fear, heart racing.

“DAMN.” He grunted, no – moaned out loud, you picturing his face instantly – brows pinched in concentration and nose scrunched cutely, bottom lip sucked in between his teeth. Can almost hear the low whine in your head that he always does just as he finishes—

Hands immediately searched the bed next to you for a warmth that was non-existent, all that greeted you being the cold fabric of the sheets that have been pulled back for quite some time it seemed. Another loud slam, accompanied by the same noticeable whine following not even a second later has you pushing yourself out of the bed, but this time not in fear, no.

This time it was because of pure and unadulterated anger.

Running on pure adrenaline, head in a fog and mind racing with worst case scenarios to what you’re about to witness has your bare feet bringing you closer and closer to where the noise continues to resonate from — the kitchen.

Just as you’re about to turn the corner, you freeze, hand on wall, a drawn out ‘damn’ piercing your ears that has your eyes welling with bitter tears on the verge of falling. Nails digging into the white of the wall, you push off, utilizing the momentum to push you the rest of the way into the kitchen and in full view of the sight in front of you.

Your voice dies in your throat, before it reaches your mouth, and you remain silent.

Jungkook has his head face down into the edge of the table, fists clenched on either side as his arms flex from the action. Quietly, you edge forward towards his hunched over form, eyes scanning the room around you for any other human other than yourself, and your body sags in relief as you start to piece together the cause of the grunts, moans, and curses.

Food. Fucking food. You should’ve known.

The aroma fills your nostrils, causing your own mouth to salivate and you weren’t even hungry. The smell of freshly sautéd chicken, scallions, and melted cheese wafts in the air along with the nutty flavors of sesame oil from the large skillet that still sits on the burner of the stove built into the table, most of its contents long gone. A bowl of microwaveable white rice sits next to a clenched fist, the other one now raised in the air as if preparing to strike someone, a spoon nestled in the last remnants.

Jungkook, still high off his food induced fever, pushes himself up to immediately unleash the finger guns of a choreo you know all too well at this point, his hips thrusting in time to the tune you have no doubt is engrained in his brain at this point as well as yours.

Despite your best efforts to remain as quiet as possible, you not missing the way his phone is suspiciously propped up against a stack of cookbooks neither of you have bothered opening yet that lets you know he’s currently live on Weverse, a puff of laughter from your lips causes him to pause mid hip thrust, wide doe eyes landing on your amused figure.

“The food was that good, hm?”

A sheepish, guilty grin is all you get in reply, his feet moving him towards you. When he’s close enough, his head dips down to brush a chaste kiss on your lips.

“Did I wake you?” He quietly questions, brows furrowed in worry when he notices the red that is prominent along your eye line. “Did you have a bad dream? Were you crying?”

The questions are in rapid succession, and you have to place the palms of your hands against his lightly stubbled chin, pressing his cheeks together and making his lips pucker at you like a fish to get him to stop talking long enough for you to explain.

“Your wanton moans are what woke me up, made me think that there was—,” you trail off, voice barely a whisper. “—other activities taking place in here that didn’t involve eating food.”

The sharp intake of breath he does let’s you know he understands the hidden meaning behind your words, his hands coming up to pull yours off of his face, and bring your body flush against his. A frown is now prominent on his usually smiling lips.

“Baby, I hope you know I would never cheat on you. Especially not in our house, and in our kitchen. This—,” his large hands trail down your sides, leaving nothing but warmth in their wake. “—is all I’ll ever want or need. You are it for me, jagi.”

A heat makes it’s way up your neck and to your cheeks, his words warming your heart and the inner guilt that festers within you unraveling.

As you stare into his brown eyes, you see nothing but truth and love, nothing but future and promise.

“I know. Im sorry for even allowing the thought to cross my mind. It was stupid of me to think. Besides, I don’t think I have to worry about any person stealing you away from me.” Your fingers interlock behind his neck, arms hanging loosely around his neck. “Food on the other hand? Now that’s what I should be concerned of. That chicken had you making noises I only ever heard you make in the bedroom.”

His head drops into the crook of your neck as he lets out an embarrassed whine, warm breath and lips that brush against your collarbone making goosebumps erupt on your skin and you shiver. His arms circle your waist in a vice grip as his upper body relaxes against your shorter one.

“Sleepy, baby?”

“Mhm. ‘m tired.” He mumbles into your skin sleepily, voice laced with a newfound exhaustion due to his full and satiated belly.

“Let’s go to bed, yeah?”

“Yep, just gotta turn the live off first.”

“Jeon Jungkook, you and your random late night lives will literally be the death of you.”

He reluctantly straightens up, arms leaving your body to stretch up into the air above his head as he lets out a loud yawn.

“No, they won’t, baby.”

“Need I remind you of the candle incident?”

Eyes squinting at you, tongue in cheek, he remains silent and you know you’ve won this round.

“I’ll be waiting in bed, don’t take too long, okay?”

You take a step back as he takes a step forward, lips chasing yours for a quick, yet equally as lingering kiss that makes your breath catch in your lungs. Noses touching, he whispers so only you can hear.

“I love you.”

“I love you too, and your foodgasms.”

You snicker and turn to make a fast getaway, his fingertips only having enough time to graze the swole of your ass as you skip away from him and disappear around the corner until you’re out of sight.

It only takes five minutes for his sock clad feet to slide into the entrance of your room, and two seconds for his body to land on yours as you erupt into a fit of laughter on your shared bed that turns into soft sighs, grunts and moans that you know is because of you this time.

#jeon jungkook x reader #jeon jungkook x you #jungkook x you #jungkook x reader #jungkook angst #jungkook fluff #jeon jungkook #bts jeon jungkook #bts jungkook #jungkook #vlive!jungkook #weverse live #weverse!jungkook

[atinylittlepain]

I got love in my tummy and a tiny little pain

Vampire Joel 🧛‍♂️🧛‍♂️🧛‍♂️

uh, hehe, well, this is 500 words... x2 :))))

got a little carried away, my love

Little Pinch

vamp!joel miller x f!reader

warnings | 18+ DUBCON/NONCON-ish, horror themes, smut-adjacent, dark!joel, if this ain't your thing keep it moving

...................................

“Thank you again for giving me a ride, really, I could’ve just called an Uber.”

“It’s no problem, honey. Sweet thing like you shouldn’t be running around on her own at this time of night anyways. Never know what kinda trouble might be out there.” The slow drawl of his words eases any tension she feels sitting in the complete stranger’s car. Well, not a complete stranger. She knows his name is Joel, and she knows that he saved her from a very insistent frat guy at the bar she was at, offering her a ride after her friends had ditched her. And she knows that he’s distractingly handsome, strong jaw under salt-and-pepper scruff, dark eyes and wavy hair, and a voice that runs straight down her spine, each word syrupy with his southern twang.

“How old are you?” The question leaves her lips before she can really think about it, immediately mortified that she did, though Joel just chuckles, glancing at her before focusing back on the road.

“Old enough to know how to treat a lady right. That boy didn’t hurt you, did he, honey?” A nervous laugh bubbles up from her throat at his words.

“Oh! N-no, he was just getting a little handsy, that’s all. I’m fine, really. Um, Joel? I don’t think we’re going the right way to my apartment.” If he heard what she said, he gives her no sign of it, keeping his eyes on the road, the glare of headlights casting shadows across his face. 

They drive in silence for a bit longer, nerves running cool skitters across her skin, both urging her to bolt and keeping her stuck still and mute in the passenger seat. But she nearly yelps when he suddenly swings a hard turn into what looks like an empty parking lot, what had been a roller rink sitting dark and crumbling in the distance. He puts the car into park with a sigh before resting both his hands back on the steering wheel, knuckles flexing and tensing, still not looking at her.

“J-Joel? Is something wrong?” When he does finally look at her, his head lolling over on his shoulder, something has changed in his face. Where his eyes had been crinkled with a smile, they’re now dark, almost vacant, his cheeks slack and his mouth in a slight frown, lips parted. And though he still doesn’t say anything, she’s seen enough true crime TV to know that she needs to get the hell out of here now. 

“Where you going, honey?” She claws at the lock on the passenger door, but it won’t budge, panic rising cold and clear in her throat.

“I– Joel, please open the door.” “Can’t do that, honey.”

“Please, I want to leave– I-I don’t want you to drive me anymore, please open the door.” She can feel tears starting to slip down her face and his emotionless stare only makes her cry harder, trying to get as far away from him as he leans over the console, crowding her against the door.

“Now why would you wanna do a thing like that? Don’t you know there’s dangerous people out there? So much safer in here with me, honey.” Yeah fucking right. She’s realizing that the worst thing she can do is piss him off, already noting the tick in his jaw and clench of his fist, and she thinks that maybe if she can keep him calm, get his guard down, she can find a moment to snatch his keys and escape. She takes a shuddering inhale, trying to stifle her tears, a thin, fake smile stretching across her lips.

“O-ok, you’re right. T-thank you for keeping me safe.” She can see the clench of his jaw ease slightly and much to her relief, he sits back in his own seat, keeping his eyes on her.

“Why don’t you come over here and thank me, honey?” Her stomach sinks at that, though she tries to tamp it down, knowing that this could be her opportunity to make a grab for the car keys. She nods, trembling fingers undoing her seatbelt. It feels like she’s watching herself from somewhere just over her shoulder as she crawls over the console, trying not to flinch when Joel’s hands wrap around her waist, guiding her to straddle his lap. 

She gasps when he presses her down over the crotch of his jeans, the obvious hardness there making her shudder as he chuckles at her reaction.

“How about a little kiss, honey?” She obliges him before she can think too hard about it, a quick peck before she pulls away. But judging by the laugh he lets out, it isn’t going to be enough for him.

“Oh, c’mon now. You can do better than that. That ain’t how you kiss them college boys, is it?” The idea is already forming in her head, and she tries for a shy giggle, though it comes out a bit breathless. She wraps her arms around his shoulders and pulls him in, licking into his mouth, kissing him for all he’s worth as she lets one arm pull away to reach behind them, fumbling blindly for his car keys. 

When she does grab them, she sighs, though Joel takes that as a good sign, only deepening the kiss more. She just needs to wait for a moment that he pulls away, and she knows she can make a run for it. But before that can happen, she feels something sharp slip across her lower lip, blood going metallic in her mouth as she pulls back from him and brings her other hand to her lips. Sure enough, red stains her fingertips.

“What– what was that?” Joel just grins, his other hand reaching around her back to wrench her wrist around, the harsh squeeze of his fingers making her drop the keys into his open palm.

“Sneaky little thing, ain’t ya? That’s alright, honey. I don’t mind a little sour with the sweet.” Her eyes must be playing tricks on her, because if she didn’t know any better she could swear that his pair of canines glint just a bit sharper in the dim light of the moon. She stills in his hold, unsure what to do now, her stomach twisting when he presses a surprisingly sweet kiss to her throat. But when he drags his teeth over the arc of her neck, she finally realizes that her eyes hadn’t been playing tricks on her.

“Hold still for me, honey. Just gonna feel a little pinch, but I think you’ll like it.”

#joel miller #joel miller fanfiction #tlou #joel miller x reader #tlou fanfiction #joel miller x you #joel miller angst #the last of us #joel miller smut #joel miller imagine #joel miller au #dark joel miller

[gemsofgreece]

Happy November 17th with music!!!

Greece has three national holidays; March 25th, the Independence Day, October 28th, the ΟΧΙ (No) Day aaaaand November 17th, the Polytechneio Day.

In fact, November 17th is considered a semi-national day, as it doesn't commemorate an ethnic uprising against some foreign oppressor or invader but the political intranational uprising against the Colonel Dictatorship of 1967-1974. It is the anniversary of the revolt that took place in the National "Metsovion" Technical University of Athens (Εθνικό Μετσόβιο Πολυτεχνείο - Ethnikó Metsóvio Polytechnío) by its students in November 1973. (Greek Polytechneia are high education engineering universities, so they are not the equivalent to technical schools.) The uprising was the most impactful anti-junta movement in Greece - students commandeered the University, operated a radio station and started protesting against the junta and spreading effectively the message to the Greek people, who started gathering around the school. Their effective protests harmed the dictators, who sent the army to surround the university and threaten the students. While the students and the junta were still in negotiations, the army broke the academic asylum, a tank demolished the gates and soldiers invaded the school. During the episodes that ensued, there were 40 deaths and more than 2,000 injured reported. The Polytechnic movement did not bring down the junta, however it was a crucial contributor to its weakening and to the spread of awareness against it across the globe. (The dictatorship eventually fell about half a year later, during the Turkish invasion of Cyprus, in which Greece failed to provide significant assistance to Cyprus or even protect its own interests.)

The spirit of the university's revolutionaries as well as the general hardship Greece went through in those seven years were the inspiration for a lot of great artists, particularly poets and musicians, and birthed numerous classic Greek songs. Below are four of my favourite ones, from the many that became symbols of this era, and are today sung by school choirs across the country!

Ὀταν σφίγγουν το χέρι - When they clench their fist

Ο Δρόμος - The Road

Θα σημάνουν οι καμπάνες - The bells will toll

Είμαστε δυο - We are two

Lyrics of the last one in English:

We are two, we are two, it's eight o'clock, turn off the light, the guard knocks, they'll come again at night one in the front, one in the front, and the rest will be following him, then silence and what follows is the usual again. They hit twice, they hit thrice, they hit one thousand thirteen times, you are hurting, I am hurting too but who is hurting the most, only time will tell.

We are two, we are three, we are one thousand thirteen, we ride the times, in time, in rain blood thickens in the wound and the pain turns into a nail. (x2)

The avenger, the saviour, we are two, we are three, we are one thousand thirteen.

#greece #europe #history #greek history #music #songs #polytechneio day #polytechnic uprising #november 17 #greek songs #greek music #lyrics #greek culture #Youtube

[kyojurismo]

That was 🤌 *chefs kiss*

don’t wanna be pushy or annoying but maybe a douma x fem!reader nsfw 🥴

▸ ANSWERING. first of all, i’m glad you enjoyed that <3 here’s the nsfw piece, i hope you’ll like even tho i’m not very proud of the initial part lol. thank you for both requests btw !!

▸ INTRO. douma gets impatient while you’re trying on his precious gifts.

▸ FANDOM. kimetsu no yaiba

▸ CHARACTERS. douma (upper rank two) x fem!reader

▸ WORD COUNT. 655

▸ RATING. nsfw

▸ WARNINGS. smut +18 only, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, douma using pet names (darling x2 and love), no beta reader + lemme know if i missed something pls

you were trying on the new kimonos douma bought for you. they were very expensive and you tried to handle them with care. it was probably the repeated image of your breasts that got him impatient, or maybe it was his plan all along.

“my sweet darling,” douma called for you, smiling innocently. “i love how they suit you, can you come closer?” he asked, keeping his tone calm and gentle. you turned around and smiled at him, before getting closer to his sitting figure. his elbow was resting on his knee, his rainbow eyes scanned your body and you noticed it just now. he looked hungry.

“what is it, douma-sama?” you asked timidly. he didn’t answered, but grabbed the end of the kimono you were trying on with a fist and made the obi fall on the ground. your body was exposed to his attentive and hungry eyes and soon you found yourself kneeling in front of him. you gasped for the surprise and your cheeks heated up, noticing douma studying your figure.

his hands found your hips and pulled you closer. “you’re so beautiful, and all mine! can you believe that?” he exclaimed, showing you his fangs while smiling widely. you knew he wasn’t truly expecting an answer from you, so instead you leaned closer and kissed his lips. they were cold but soft against yours and douma was quick to reciprocate the kiss, gently grabbing your cheeks and tilting your head to his liking.

you put your hands on his chest, seeking contact with his body. douma smirked against your lips and moved his mouth to your neck and to your chest. “d-douma-sama…” you whispered, closing your eyes. his kisses and his touch caused shivers to run down your spine, you could feel excitement pooling between your thighs. he moved his large hands on your breasts, caressing your skin; it was burning hot in comparison to douma’s cold one. his fingers pinched your nipples playfully, making you moan. “lay down for me, darling,” he ordered, before pushing you down gently.

douma tried to not be selfish and took his time to taste you. two of his fingers were able to slip into you due to the amount of wetness gushing out of your warm clenching hole. your moans filled the room and it was music to his ears, noticing your hands that were desperately pulling at his hair, your quivering hips and shaking legs trying to cage his body between them to hold him closer to your body.

“please!” you almost screamed in frustration; you were close to release but you just needed a bit more stimulation to actually get there. “take what i give you,” douma growled against your cunt, holding your hips down against the floor. his fingers finally moved faster, the familiar squelching sound filled both your ears and your mouth fell open in a silent scream while you arched your back. douma added a third finger and found the spot inside your warm channel that made you see stars.

you gushed around his long fingers while he kept sucking and licking your clit, throbbing due to overstimulation. your heart was beating so fast you felt it in your ears; douma let his fingers slip out of you, a wide smile spread on his lips. you tiredly looked down at him, watching him licking his fingers clean to taste more of you. your face hot both for the intense orgasm and for his shameless action.

“you know, my love… i think you’re the best meal i’ve ever had.”

▸ BEFORE LEAVING. reblog and comments are super appreciated! thank you for reading, tiny friendly reminder that english is not my first language and i apologise for any possible error. i truly hope you enjoyed it, have a good day / night ♡

#📂 — writing !! #douma x reader #douma x y/n #douma x you #douma drabble #douma blurb #douma imagine #douma one shot #douma fanfic #douma smut #demon slayer douma smut #kny douma #demon slayer douma #kimetsu no yaiba #kimetsu no yaiba one shot #demon slayer #demon slayer one shot

[veliseraptor]

So that latest Zelkam art of the core transfer has been sucking my brain out of my head all night. And now I can't stop thinking of how much JC's inherited that he never wanted or knew: Zidian (mother), the core (brother), Jin Ling (sister), Suibian (brother x2). I'd include the Jiang name and clan if I wanted to include his father. And it hurts me. He's left with so many remnants of his loved ones and yet how hollow does he feel? How unloved? Answers surely depend on post/canon timeline but idk. I'm just wrecked. *dies quietly*

I have a lot of Feelings about the ways in which Jiang Cheng really does just keep getting handed inheritances he doesn't want to have. People keep giving him things (in a material and metaphorical sense), but it doesn't seem like the give him things as an uncomplicated gift but as this enormous, weighty thing that comes with an immense price. "Here, take my life," people keep saying to Jiang Cheng, "take this and my death with it." And the hideous irony of the core transfer is that that's true even when Jiang Cheng himself tries to give his own life for the people he loves, only with the result that Wei Wuxian turns right around and gives up his own to "fix" it.

But yeah! His mother bequeaths him Zidian in the process of sending him away while she dies. Wei Wuxian dies and leaves him with a flute and a sword he doesn't want. Jin Ling...it's not that he doesn't want Jin Ling, he always would have wanted to be in his life, but not like this. oh I know I'm going to do the thing I do and quote my own fic

You, me, and a-Cheng, said a-jie’s voice in his ear. We must stay together, and never separate.

He’d never learned how to let go, but he’d been the one left behind anyway.

for someone who is in a lot of ways defined by the way that he holds on to the past, for better or worse (and I don't think it's all bad! his success rebuilding Jiang Sect is I think owed in part to his drive to never let what happened to it before to happen again), he does keep end up being the one left, and left holding mementos and reminders that are just a constant chafing reminder of what he lost.

it really adds something fun and spicy too to the bit during the second siege of the Burial Mounds, both in the novel and in CQL:

Jin Ling had never seen so many fierce corpses before, much less at such a close distance. He could feel his scalp tingle, and clenched Suihua's hilt. Yet, suddenly, his fist was peeled open, and a cold object was stuffed inside. He looked down in surprise. "Jiujiu?"

Jiang Cheng propped himself up with Sandu, which had lost its spiritual energy. His figure wavered slightly. "Try losing Zidian, just see what happens!"

[...] When Jin Ling saw that all of the people his age had rushed over, he couldn't hold himself back either. When Jiang Cheng was distracted, he stuffed Zidian back into his hand and sprinted toward the front... (Chapter 80, trans. Exiled Rebels)

The way it's acted here in particular it feels very much like Jin Ling at least has a sense of how loaded this gesture is, whatever Jiang Cheng says about giving it back. Here he is! Continuing the chain of just passing down things as a legacy that in no way substitute for the person they stand for.

just to set those screenshots alongside this:

there's something I think to Jiang Cheng that's not just incredibly painful in all the obvious ways about the core transfer, but specifically in the way that it's related to a sacrifice he very deliberately made - and now he finds out that not only was that sacrifice ultimately utterly pointless, or worse than pointless, the person he originally made it for made it so. It's this "oh, you can sacrifice yourself for me but I can't do the same for you?" that's so bitter to feel, both because I do think there's some amount of "why do you always, always get to come out of things the hero" but more than that, "why did you do this when I made my decisions specifically to protect you; does my desire to protect you not matter? doesn't it mean anything?"

Jiang Cheng standing with his hands full of memorials going "I don't want these," because what he actually wanted was his family, but the world kept taking them away, and apparently in at least one case his family actively didn't get the memo.

#conversating #apprenticedmagician #been a while since jiang cheng feelings but here we still are! #jiang cheng #the sad queer cultivators show

[whump4life]

The Defected: Whump List

Whumpee: Sheung Sing played by Benjamin Yuen

Synopsis: The Defected can be summarized as a power play in the police force among the high-ranking officers which results in their subordinates being made as pawns and sacrificial lambs. If the lower-ranking officers fight back, they will be transferred out or put in cold storage as punishment.

Genre: Action, Political Thriller, Crime Drama

Source: Netflix

Episode 1: Nothing

Episode 5: concerned for someone, suddenly gets shot in the head, head flicks back, falls on his back, eyes open, unconscious, concerned for him, goes in a ambulance, has a bandage around his head, they use a respirator, goes through brain surgery to get the bullet out, concern for him x4, the doctors managed to get the bullet out

Episode 6: (Flashback: He was shot in the head due to a someone firing a gun at someone else and they missed), conscious in the hospital bed, still has a bandage around his head and has no bone on the side of his head due to surgery, his boss keeps trying to get him to talk but he just got out of surgery, doctor says he cant talk right now, his boss taps his injured head (again he just got out of surgery *this scene makes me mad*), he loses consciousness, and the medical equipment goes off, his friend is concerned for him, unconscious still, wakes up, concern for him x4, attempts to speak but cant, he tries to say,"Im sorry" to his daughter, his boss comes in again, his family and friend try to defend him-- and say that he needs rest, the boss slaps his cheek trying to get him to speak

Episode 7: Laying in a hospital bed, still has a bandage on his head, doctor says he's having trouble sleeping, hes able to speak now, his friend is pushing him on a wheel chair outside, pushes himself to walk even though the doctor said not to, stand up again but suddenly becomes dizzy, his friend sits him back down

Episode 8: the doctor talks about how he's experiencing headaches is due to the lack of rest, attempts to walk even though he received a warning, falls to the ground and has a seizure, concern for him, gets angry from not healing fast enough, gets a bad headaches, wife is concerned for him, clenching his fist, panting, telling his wife that his head hurts constantly, lies to the doctor claiming he wants to see his daughter for her birthday but he is secretly going undercover, starts panting and sweating, his headache is back, concern for him, gets help to walk, asked is he felt better after throwing up, still not feeling good, twitches a little, shaking, seems feverish, takes pills, breathing heavy

Episode 9: Helped to walk, still seems feverish, wife comments on how he's so warm, concern x2, keeps trying to tell them he's fine, coughs suddenly, coughs up some blood, starts to lose his balance, his eyes roll back, faints, concern x2, doctor says he got a bacterial infection and pneumonia, has a oxygen mask on, unconscious in the hospital bed, doctor claims that their could be complications and even meningitis, delirious, having nightmares, concern for him, loses consciousness again/ or sleep, keeps exercising and walking when he's not supposed to, healed and out of the hospital, suddenly becomes dizzy and uses wall for support, has a headache, breathing heavy

Episode 10: Hops on top of a car, gets thrown off and nearly gets hit with bullets, jumps out of the way of the car, grabs his head in pain, and hears a loud high pitched noise, in pain, heavy breathing

Episode 11-12: Nothing

Episode 13: Holding someone at gunpoint-- the man swerves the car and Sing hit's his head not he car window and loses consciousness

Episode 14: Colleague claims that Sing fell into a coma after the car accident and he received emergency treatment but he's still unconscious, doctor says he needs further assessment, gets a bad headache, in pain, grabbing his head, heavy breathing, told to stop hitting his head, uses crutch to get around, concern for him, the doctor says his condition/ or head injury has been making him urinate a lot more

Episode 15-17: Nothing

Episode 18: Running after a criminal-- looks very sweaty, and panting, suddenly has a terrible headache, grabs his head, groaning, hears a high-pitched noise, squatting down to the ground in pain, slams a fist into his head to stop the pain

Episode 19-20: Nothing

Episode 21: Get's punched in the head, seems stunned, grabs the side of his head in pain, struggled to chase after him, falls to the ground in pain, vision becomes blurry, groaning

Episode 22: Nothing

Episode 23: Looks slightly sweaty, coughs a little, gags, has to take pills, looks more sweaty, asked if he was alright, he says "He's use to it," claims he feels sick and dizzy sometimes, admits that he hasn't really been sleeping, in a fight and falls down a hill, shows unconscious in the grass, has a dream of getting shot again

Episode 24: Still unconscious in the grass, colleague tries to wake him up, slowly wakes up, looks in pain, breathing heavy

Episode 25: His lover finds out he's been wearing diapers in order to stay in the frontline [constant urinating/ lack of control due to brain injury]

Episode 26: Worried for someone, snuck up from behind and gets hit in the head, falls to the ground, repeatedly kicked in the stomach, and hit with a metal object, worried for him, forcing himself to get up to save lover--gets punched in the head, again gets kicked in the stomach, [scene is kind of disturbing], both are saved by friend, both worried for him

Episode 27: Ends up in the hospital, bandage around his head, looks uncomfortable/ or in pain, struggled to get up, concern for him, grabbing head in pain momentarily, goes to work meeting even though he is injured

Episode 28: Looks like he has a headache, momentarily pressed fist against temple and shuts his eyes tight, covers face with hands. for a second, experiencing some memory loss [forgot when his exam was even though he marked it on his calendar], experiencing head pain, grabs the ridge of his nose, keeps having to wipe his nose as he studies for exam, still has a headache, almost falls asleep/ use see his eyes slightly roll back, liquid is oozing out of his nose, collapses on his desk [faint/ fell asleep?}, colleague finds him the next morning and struggled to wake him up and became worried, he wakes up and claims he didn't faint and that he was sleeping, she says he looks really pale and forces him to go the the doctors, the doctor claims that the fluid from his brain was leaking from his nose, the doctor said in order to be cured he needs to go through a high-risk operation to get the shards out--but if the surgery were to fail then he would be in a vegetative state, the doctor says that his condition is very poor right now, gets too agitated and suffers from another headache and needs to squat down to the ground, attempting to take his exam but the fluid keeps leaking from his nose, asked if he was alright, liquid is leaking from his nose the more he gets agitated, he begins to cough and blood is pouring out of his mouth and he collapses to the floor

Episode 29: Ends up in the hospital, concern for him, coughing, looks sweaty, [fast-forward] he loses a lot of weight due to his condition (the actor lost a lot of weight for this part), His memory seems to be getting worse because he's struggling with the exam

Episode 30: Seems very exhausted

#Benjamin Yuen #kdrama whump #whump list #asian whump #thai drama #netflix #cdrama whump

[warchirfsminitures]

Day one of the Horus Heresy narrative weekend. Not sure on the wider story, but me and another Imperial Fist player made landfall and have begun gathering resources to carve our own fiefdom. My Fists comprise the blade, whereas my ally is the shield.

I have brought:

Solar marshal Clench Eastwood - praetor

irongrasp - company champion

X2 contemptors - fallen sword brothers.

X3 templar bretheren squads

Tartaros terminator squad - the bright lances

Game one : alpha legion picked off all my characters, but despite that, the game came down to a single roll.

Game two : my templars went to parlay with the locals.. however my scribe is the sword. Despite early setbacks with my contemptors falling early, and my terminators being pinned all game, my templars won the day on their own merit. I kicked the locals off a fallen voidship and took all the resources for the fledgling imperial fist stronghold.

#games workshop #hobby #miniatures #wargaming #30k

[kitwing-moving]

SORRYYYY I wanted to write vivtaru. clenches my fist really hard. this was sitting around forevers 👎 dont write enough vivtaru ermmm sleeping prince send tweet. also i really should use my taglist again but doing that makes me embarry

also x2 everyone say hi catsume i wasnt kidding when i said id name a cat after my brother

Vivian let out a whine, running her fingers through the fur of the cat that was curled up beside her on the floor. Her mind was racing with anxious scenarios and things similar as she tried to keep herself calm.

Wataru was sharp, and the idea of him finding out that Vivian had written him an anonymous love letter was absolutely mortifying.

"You're ignoring me again, Catsume..." She sighed, pressing her cheek further into the soft carpeted floor of her room. "You really don't think Wataru will know? I tried to keep my handwriting nice and neat and I didn't even sign my name, so..."

The cat still offered no acknowledgement or reply, not any in the slightest. Vivian huffed, pouting as her hand rested on Catsume's head.

"I really hope he doesn't find out it was me. That'd be so super mega massively embarrassing..." Whining once more, she hid her face in the carpet as she began to blush. "Guh... I said such cringy stuff in there, too. It was hard t'keep everything straight, y'know? All my thoughts and feelings were getting so jumbled and stuff..."

Vivian trailed off, feeling the cat pull away from her hand to go curl up in the corner furthest from her. The girl protested half-heartedly, hand reaching out before she let it fall to the floor.

"Maybe he threw it away without even reading it... He does get a lot of stuff like that anyways, so. Whatever." She tried her best to shrug off the defeat that quickly settled in her heart, hands balling up into fists as she tried to distract herself from the way her heart squeezed uncomfortably. "He's still my best friend, right? At least he'll always be my friend! So even if he throws it away, he'd never know what was written, and we can still be friends!" She tried to say these words with a triumphant smile as she sat up, although it was rather hard to keep. "... You're not a good listener, Catsume. But I'd rather kill myself before telling - !"

Vivian felt ice run through her entire body, refusing to look towards the familiar figure sitting crosslegged on her bed the second she saw movement from the corner of her eye. She cut her words off, eyes firmly on the cat attempting to sleep in the corner of her room.

She could feel her own heartbeat, her ears warm. It was such an odd feeling, the cold shock of shame alongside the unbearable heat of embarrassment. Silence seemed to stretch on forever as she refused to turn her head, almost trembling in place.

The figure leaned forward, and Vivian could practically feel the amused smile he had.

"Oya? Leaving your audience in suspense? What were you possibly going to say, I wonder... hmm." Wataru playfully tapped a finger against his chin, looking at the paper he held in his free hand. "Perhaps... that you find me breathtaking? Beautiful and gorgeous?"

Vivian swallowed thickly, her eyes widening as she tried to think of what she could possibly say or do. She only trembled more, mouth opening and closing without any sound.

T-that's not... !!!

"Or maybe..." Wataru folded the paper up, snapping his fingers and seeming to turn it into a rose. "Could it be that your next words were going to be how your heart beats for me? Ah, to think I could make someone so dear fall for me♪." He chuckled, snapping his fingers once more.

The rose appeared in Vivian's lap. She stared at it, raising a shaky hand before she decided against picking it up. "Um..." Her voice cracked and the girl immediately snapped her mouth shut, the embarrassment almost too much for her now. What could she even say? Having his attention like this was almost unreal, and she felt like a deer caught in the headlights. Anything she wanted to say felt stupid and foolish.

"... I didn't write that." Denial seemed like the best way to go. If she could wriggle her way out of this suffocating situation with such a thing, then she was going to try as hard as she could. The words came much easier, after all. "I... I didn't write that. I dunno what you're talking about."

Wataru leaned back, the paper all of a sudden in his hand once more. "If I were to go along with what you're saying... Then surely you wouldn't mind if I read it out to you, hm?"

Finally, Vivian's head whipped around, her eyes wide. "Don't... do that. It's stupid. Um. It's really stupid." Once more, her voice crackled and shook with her overwhelming embarrassment. Being reminded of how she had written down the words from her heart made her feel rather foolish. She wanted to wipe it from her memory, the idea of being so vulnerable almost mortifying.

Wataru's face seemed to fall ever so slightly at her words. He stared at her, amused smile turning into one that almost made the embarrassment wash away. "Such words are never foolish, little dove. These words you wrote are the embodiment of your entire heart and soul, and you've laid them out so carefully before my eyes."

Slowly, gently, he reached out to hold Vivian's chin. The girl could only guess as to what Wataru could be thinking. Would he politely turn her down? Was he here solely to embarrass her?

I know he'd never do that, but... !!

"I want to hear such words from your mouth, my dear." Vivian felt her heart lurch at Wataru's words, her mind static. The situation felt even more unreal than before. Wataru's expression held such a genuine and warm adoration for her, bordering on absolutely lovestruck. "I don't hear your voice often enough, I fear."

"Ah.. Eh, um..." Vivian awkwardly laughed, leaning away from his hand now. "You... talk to me a lot, though? We're... talking right now, y'know... !" It was difficult to not clam up once more, the words a struggle to get out. Being put in such a vulnerable state with her heart right in Wataru's hands was much more terrifying than she could have ever imagined.

Wataru let out a sigh, retracting his hand. "I've seen the words your heart holds, my dear. Reading such passionate and devoted words from someone who never says them is truly amazing."

Vivian could feel herself beginning to get dizzy, trying her best to focus on what Wataru was saying, but it only grew more and more difficult as she stared at him. The way his braid moved, how he held the letter so gently as if it was the most brittle thing in the world, or how his eyes sparkled when he looked at her.

"I really would like to hear you say something so delicate in person, Vivian. What does love sound like coming from you, I wonder? I really would like to know." Wataru smiled fondly, noticing how intently Vivian watched him as he rose up from her bed.

He wanted to close the distance between them even further, but he feared she really might scuttle under the bed like an easily startled cat and hiss at him.

Ah, but the idea is rather cute~

Vivian scrunched her face up, hands squeezing into fists again before she wordlessly offered him the rose from her lap. She forced herself to speak, desperately trying to drag out the words Wataru desperately wanted to hear. She could only stutter and trail off, feeling foolish once more.

"Um..." Slowly, she lowered the rose in defeat, embarrassed tears stinging the back of her eyes. "...Please stay?"

It was as close as she was going to get for now, and Wataru seemed to know that. Vivian jolted a little as his warm hands held her face, a yelp leaving her as she felt him begin to pepper kisses all over her face.

"So truly adorable! So bashful, such a wonderful display of how intense young love can be to leave you speechless..." Wataru giggled from his spot before her, knelt on the ground.

Vivian was certain that if she had a tail, it would be wagging. But not even a moment passed before she wriggled out of Wataru's embrace, panting as she realized she had been holding her breath for some time now. The dizziness gradually began to fade as she placed a hand over her heart.

"Wataru, I think I'm going to straight up have a heart attack. I think I'm dreaming or something. Do you think you could kill me so I wake up?" The girl struggled with her overwhelming feelings and the sight of Wataru's lovestruck expression. "This is an unfair dream. I think the universe hates me or something."

"Oya? Is my love for you such a difficult thing to believe in?" Even as Vivian scooted back Wataru followed her until she was practically on the floor beneath him. "But how can I not yearn for someone such as yourself? So bright and warm, truly like a ray of light from the sun."

Vivian's hands flew to the front of Wataru's shirt as he leaned down, unsure if she wanted to shove him away or pull him down. She swallowed nervously, shutting her eyes tight to avoid the intensity of his own before she got overwhelmed once more. Her heart really did feel like it might just give out.

"Although you very well may be, my dear. You are radiant, no matter what you may do." Even with her eyes closed, Vivian could feel the pure adoration coming from him. She sucked up a breath as she felt him grab one of her hands, bringing it up to his lips and gently placing a kiss on the back of it.

"I think I'm gonna be sick." Vivian finally croaked out. Everything about the situation made a pleasant feeling spread through her entire body, head to toe. Warm yet icy cold, and the static in her head intensified. "Wataru... If you don't go away, I'll flat out die here, okay?"

"Then I will simply have to revive you with a kiss, little songbird."

Vivian jolted at the feeling of his lips on hers, wanting to scramble away before her heart exploded. Something kept her in place though, and with Wataru so close, the scent of flowers surrounded her.

"My very own sleeping beauty." He whispered against her lips. "Or would you prefer the term of sleeping prince?"

"I... I think I need to go t'the hospital." Vivian whispered back. "Wataru. You're killing me really bad right now."

Wataru's only reply was a laugh as he buried his face in the crook of her neck, arms wrapping around her as he practically laid on top of her. "My little songbird and her delicate heart..."

#🐾.txt #magician's heart #🐾.writing

[wenjunting]

one day (朱正廷 zhu zhengting) translation

**as always, i'm not a professional :p

**everything after 1st verse and chorus under the cut! originally eng lines are bolded :)

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hey, hey, 有什么好纠结

hey, hey, what’s there to worry about?

有一些事情值得不顾一切去冒险

some things are worth throwing away concerns to risk

oh, yeah, 输了不过是回到起点

oh, yeah, to lose is just going back to the start

hey, hey, 这不是童话街

hey, hey, this isn’t a fairytale road

也没有女巫帮忙施法把愿望实现

no fairy godmother will cast a spell to make this wish come true

oh, yeah, 完美结局靠自己书写

oh, yeah, the perfect ending is up to yourself to write

先打声招呼 hey, hey, hey

first, take a bow (hey, hey, hey)

然后全力切磋 bang, bang, bang

then learn with all your strength (bang, bang, bang)

逆风中去超越极限

against the wind, overcome your limits

我天生狂野 从不妥协

i was born wild, i’ll never compromise

because i’m perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect

让碰撞更强烈 痛觉更直接

let the collisions get more violent, the pain get more straightforward

勇敢的对抗这世界

bravely face this world

没什么能让我退却

nothing can make me retreat

i can do one day, one day, one day, one day

就算声嘶力竭 有梦不会累

even if my voice runs thin, with dreams i won’t tire

hey, hey, 把失望都撕裂

hey, hey, tear up all those disappointments

信仰一直都生长在裂缝中的旷野

believe in the wilderness that’s always been growing in the cracks

oh, yeah, 卑躬屈膝我还学不会

oh, yeah, i still haven’t learned to bow and kneel

先打声招呼 hey, hey, hey

first, take a bow (hey, hey, hey)

然后全力切磋 bang, bang, bang

then learn with all your strength (bang, bang, bang)

逆风中去超越极限

against the wind, overcome your limits

我天生狂野 从不妥协

i was born wild, i’ll never compromise

because i’m perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect

让碰撞更强烈 痛觉更直接

let the collisions get more violent, the pain get more straightforward

勇敢的对抗这世界

bravely face this world

没什么能让我退却

nothing can make me retreat

i can do one day, one day, one day, one day

就算声嘶力竭 有梦不会累

even if my voice runs thin, with dreams i won’t tire

紧握双拳 一直冲到终点

clench my fists and keep running towards the finish

不让泪水 模糊我的双眼

i won’t let tears blur my eyes

暗黑只是偶尔失眠

the darkness is just moments of lost sleep

开了灯会瞬间瓦解

once you turn on the light, it’ll crumble in a flash

我不会胆怯 i promise

i won’t be scared, i promise

趁阳光已出现 有梦现在追

while the light is here, let’s chase our dreams now

[逆风中去超越极限

against the wind, overcome your limits

我天生狂野 从不妥协

i was born wild, i’ll never compromise

because i’m perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect

让碰撞更强烈 痛觉更直接

let the collisions get more violent, the pain get more straightforward

勇敢的对抗这世界

bravely face this world

没什么能让我退却

nothing can make me retreat

i can do one day, one day, one day, one day

就算声嘶力竭 有梦不会累

even if my voice runs thin, with dreams i won’t tire] x2

有梦不会累

with dreams, i won’t tire

#translation #zzt translation #zhu zhengting #theo zhu #idol producer #nex7 #next #nine percent #i typed 'under the cut' and then forgot to add a cut

[for-lovely-things]

do u also wanna kill every single person who says cyberpunk 2077 is bad? no? only me?

#i'm just clenching my fists so hard each ykme i see a vid or artivle or comment like this #just f*ck OFF #ok i don't wanna kill em but u know the feeling😂 #just have a freaking heart! cdpr tried so hard with that game and it's GOOD and i love it so much #u can disagree but for me thats yet the best game i played in my life and oh boi i played a lot of games #so just shut up #also watched the vid like 'is cbp dumb or deep' and just....shut up x2 cause they called it dumb #i disagree completely cbp is fcking genius and here u can fight me on that #i swear i'm not agressive im in total chill yep😂 #my post #cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk #cbp2077 #cbp #cp2077

[apparentlyaswarmofbees]

Making the Seven Demon Brothers Flustered (?)

basically a compilation of sweet stuff with the seven brothers.

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Warning: uncensored swearing

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This was an extremelly random idea that came in my mind. I was laying down looking at the ceiling and had a moment of epiphany where I thought: "holy shit I love when the brothers blush, I should make that everyone else's problem" and so here we are.

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Lucifer

Contrary to popular belief, flustering Lucifer isn't impossible.

You know those days you just can't sleep?

If you decide to walk around the house you will most likelly stumble upon a Lucifer coming back from filling his most likely 10th cup of coffee.

First he will definetelly ask you what on earth were you doing awake before frowning in disapproval because you have classes tommorrow. So you should be in bed, asleep, like probably only Asmo and maybe Satan, and possibly Mammon in the house.

But honestly, it's 3am and both you and him are sleep deprived and I don't think anything really has a meaning at this point.

So that's when I say it's your cue to walk up to him, raise your arms, and hug him.

Just hug him and refuse to let go

He will be both flustered and frustrated that he can't hug you back

10/10 he would walk to his office with you clinging to him like a koalla, put his cup down, and give you a hug of his own.

He will still demand you to go to bed after he rechargers himself thought.

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Mammon

I mean, what doesn't fluster Mammon?

But what about the moments he can handle being flustered without trying to deny his feelings out loud?

Yeah, those ones are the real treasures.

So I give you: hand holding.

This man is weak for holding hands, wherever and whenever. Just grab his hand and carress your tumb over his own, or link your pinkies and swing your arms a bit, even just losely holding each other's fingers.

He loves it so much it can even become something he does automatically once he gets used to it.

Sitting together? His hand is right over yours. Walking side by side? He will absolutely refuse to let go of your hand (he even forgets sometimes and scares himself when he raises his hand to fix his shades and he sees he's still holding onto you).

At some point the others may even start to cringe over the fact that you two appear to always be holding hands, even inside the house. It's very sweet though, and honestly, I bet his grip is very addicting to hold on to.

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Leviathan

Even more so than his older brother, what doesn't fluster Levi?

So I will give out the one that possibly brings the cutest reactions out of him: surprise attacks.

Laying down side by side and you just feel like kissing him? Just do it. Give him a lil' peck on the lips or a soft one on the tip of his nose, and watch as he tries to hide in plain sight.

He did something that made you extremelly happy and you just feel he needs a reward? Just do it. Smooch his cheek, hug him and give him a lil' squeeze. He will be so happy he will not know what the hell he is supposed to do.

And best of all: at some point, once he gets, a bit, used to it, he will try to reciprocate.

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Satan

Will the answer to how to fluster Satan be cats?

Yes it will be cats.

But also cheesy lines from romance books.

So you can pick your poison.

You have chosen cat? Just lay down besides him and give your best meow. Lean into his touch, plop your chin on the top of the book he is holding and stare at him, maybe pout for increase in effectiveness. He will be squirming on his spot in no time.

You have chosen cheesy lines? Do it while having one of those candlelight dates with Satan, give your best shot with the biggest smile you can. He will melt.

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Asmodeus

Contrary to all of his brothers, the real question for Asmo is: what even flusters him?

The answer might be: unexpected compliments that are related to who he is as a person instead of who he is in appearence.

Which is... very specific to say the least.

Just fucking throw compliments at him about how he is extremelly sweet, caring and talented. Diligent, passionate, and how he always manages to brighten your day simply by saying his usual excited "Hi!".

Just throw all these at him like bullets from an automatic gun, throw your hands in the air or clench your fists and look him right in the eye as you say it loud and clear. Let whoever is around hear it too, they should all realize how important this man is.

And congrats, you now have a red faced, mouth agape, wide eyed, Asmo.

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Beelzebub

Surprisingly not that hard to fluster the avatar of gluttony.

Though it's not very common for him to blush, on the inside he will be dancing macarena on x2 speed.

Pocky game? He will get so flustered he will break it midway. Helping him work out? Just lay right under him as he does push ups and he will slowly either stop working or become more, let's say, determined.

Just feel like hugging him? If he has his hands free, just throw yourself at him, he will be perplexed for a second and believe me when I say you will be able to feel his heartbeat, and it will be pretty damn fast.

But there is also a different strategy: pair up with Belphie.

Just throw a blanket over both of you and snuggle together, then walk over to Beel. Yes just walk over to him. This man is weak for you being cute with his twin. May end up engulfing both of you in a bear hug.

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Belphegor

Oh, the avatar of denial.

Just like his brother it isn't exaxtly that hard to fluster him, and he often doesn't show it much on the outside. But when he does? He will not admit it.

Waking up to you sleepily staring at him from his stomach while laying on your arms? No, he is not blushing, you are imagining things.

You give out a giggle and a sun blinding smile in response to his denial? Oh! he is frowning now. Look at that, his face is becoming redder with each second.

Want to get a finishing blow? Just say you love him. You will never see him move so fast to latch onto you in a big hug like an octopus as both of you fall ungracefully back on the bed. He is totally not hiding his face on your neck, pfft, of course not.

#obey me #obey me! #obey me! shall we date? #obey me headcanons #obey me scenarios #obey me lucifer #obey me mammon #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me asmodeus #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #this is what happens when I let my brain do its thing when I'm trying to sleep

[plan-d-to-i]

In the novel, the author confirmed that JGY did not plan for JZX's death. However, I cannot shake off the suspicion that he might kill him later. JGY completely cut out the sect of his political forefather. Not shown directly, but it is very likely that he killed his wife and son. He killed his brother-in-law. He took another brother-in-law and nephew hostage. Few remember, but JL was supposed to perish during the second siege of the burial mounds.

That passage is interesting because Jin Guangyao seems to make the decision to be a little honest because he knows no one will believe him if he tries to deny all involvement... but it also makes it sound like he's being "strategically honest". Meaning- admit to some stuff to give what you say an aura of truthfulness... but eschew responsibility for the entirety of it. Clever.

Jin GuangYao knew that no one would believe him if he continued to refute all involvement. Clenching his teeth a few times, he said, “……Indeed, I hadn’t bumped into Jin ZiXuan by chance.”

Jin Ling’s hands tightened into fists immediately.

Jin GuangYao continued, “But I had never planned for any of the things that had happened afterwards. Don’t imagine me as some scheming mastermind whose plans had never failed before. Many things will always be beyond my control. How could I have known that he’d definitely die by Wei WuXian’s hands together with Jin ZiXun? How could I have predicted that Wei WuXian would definitely lose control and the Ghost General would definitely run riot?”

Wei WuXian shouted in a harsh voice, “But you’ve just said that you hadn’t bump into him by chance? You’re contradicting yourself!”

Jin GuangYao, “I don’t deny that I told him about the attack at Qiongqi Path on purpose, but I only thought that he’d encounter some difficulties if he ran into you when you were being troubled by his cousin since he’d never been on good terms with you. How could I have known that you would simply kill everyone present, Mr. Wei?” (Chapter 106)

& WWX calls him out on it! I mean JGY's excuse here is basically : "not all of my plots have always 100% worked out so can I really be responsible that Jin Zixuan died in a volatile, violent situation just bc I orchestrated a violent, volatile situation and then schemed and made sure to put him in an incredibly volatile, violent situation where he died?!" while also semi subtly shifting blame to WWX. He employed a similar strategy a little earlier (but a little more blatantly):

Anger began to appear over Lan XiChen’s face. He stepped away, “Is this not all because you… because you did the things in the letter?! If you never did those things, how could anyone come across the evidence to hold against you?”

Jin GuangYao, “Brother, listen to me. I don’t deny that I did those things…”

Lan XiChen, “How could you deny them? There are both witnesses and proof!”

Jin GuangYao, “And so I said I don’t deny them! But to have killed my father, my wife, my son, my brother—if not because I had no other choice, why would I have done those things? Could it be that I’m really so out of my mind in your eyes?!”

lololol JGY is amusing af. He's like : "I don't deny doing these things I can’t deny doing because I was caught doing them so I feel like I should get credit for that honesty 🥺". Crafty. Ultimately he certainly doesn't sound torn up that the ambush effectively removed JZX x2. He made sure to send Jin Zixuan there, and it obviously wasn't for his wellbeing. So Jin Zixuan's days were most likely numbered regardless of how he fared at Qiongqi Path.

#I like JGY. he's like a master class in getting away w shit you obviously got caught doing #mdzs #answers #Jin Guangyao #Wei Wuxian #Lan Xichen #jin zixuan

[defdreamz]

seen. jjp.

authors note. if you liked this fic, then please rb or send an ask validating it <3 it’ll make my day if you could validate my works !! also, i love interacting w my followers, so just send an ask or something and talk to me !!

authors note x2. i rlly love this one !! this is the 4th time i wrote it, and i rlly like this version !! thanks to @nct99 for helping me revise and giving me feedback <33

authors note x3. (kinda a part two/sequel thing to ‘look’... 🧁 anon gave me this idea!)

word count. 1096

content. sub!jaebeom, sub!jinyoung, dom!reader, amab!reader, edging, use of toys, voyeurism (?), oral (m receiving), praise, and more!

summary. jinyoung walks in on you and jaebeom... and stays for a while.

tagging. @nct99 @sub-hoshi-enthusiast @foenixs @silencefavarchive

it’s unbelievable how needy you could make him. got7’s intimidating and scary leader, lim jaebeom, pliant under your rough touches.

he’s on his hands and knees, moaning loudly as he takes what you give him. he’s stroking himself through it, not that it’d matter much; there’s a cockring snug around his base that prevents him from having a full orgasm anyway.

“getting close, beomie? gonna make a mess of yourself?” you ask, using one hand to hold his hips to yours as you fuck into him, while the other is teasing his sensitive nipples.

his moans increase in pitch, and you know he’s close. he chokes on a scream, arms tending as he grips the sheets between his fingers. he experiences a dry orgasm, trembling in sensitivity as you continue.

“s-so, hah, good,” he whimpers, gasping as he feels your lips on his neck, draping yourself over him. your hips are working into him so deeply, and his mind is going blank.

the sound of a door opening distracts the both of you. jaebeom freezes and tenses, while you smirk devilishly.

jinyoung stands at the doorway, staring wide eyed at the sight before him, and you notice the way his pants seem to get tighter. “y-you told me to come over- i didn’t know you were- i’ll just-“ jinyoung stammers awkwardly, blushing and turning away. “stay.”

he stops, turning back toward you and meeting your eyes. you look him up and down, taking note of the way he quickly hardens in his pants. “need help with that, jinyoungie?” you ask, and he nods slowly, avoiding your eyes. “on the bed.” you mutter, keeping your hands on jaebeom so he wouldn’t be too needy.

he kneels onto the bed, thighs spread slightly. “touch yourself, and if you’re good, then maybe i’ll let you cum soon. is that okay with you?” you ask, and he nods, slyly moving his hand to palm himself over the fabric of his jeans.

your hips start their pace again, slow and steady. jaebeom moans some more, matching your rhythm. jinyoung moans from beside you, breathing harshly between sounds. “do you know how pretty you are, jinyoung? jae and i have been wanting to make you ours for the longest now- fuck,” you groan, cursing when jaebeom clenches around you.

jinyoung whimpers at the praise, chewing on his bottom lip as he pushes his pants down some more and pulls his fully hard cock from his boxers, stroking himself in time with your thrusts.

“so pretty for me ‘nd jae, right?” you whisper, and jinyoung nods. “pretty for only you and beomie,” he agrees, fucking into his tight fist.

jinyoung edges himself, taking his hand away from his cock as his hips buck pathetically at the denied high. “good boy, youngie. holding yourself off for us.” you groan, not too far behind your own high, feeling the warmth low in your stomach. “isn’t that right, beom. nyoung is being such a good boy,” you tease, and jaebeom gasps sharply. “y-yes! jin-jinyoung is being so good,” he answers brokenly.

jinyoung is whimpering and whining, mouth parted as moans leave his plump lips. he’s obediently touching himself as you asked, and edging himself when he gets too close.

and jaebeom is crying. fat tears streaming down his face in both desperation and frustration. every thing is both not enough and too much; and it drives him crazy.

he chokes on a sob when he feels you pull out, tilting your head back as you cum onto the sheets.

jinyoung is gripping the sheets between his fingers, cock throbbing as precum drops down his shaft he edged himself twice, being as obedient as he could be.

“good boys,” you mutter, pulling away. “ready to cum?” you ask, and they both nod, jaebeom sneaking a glance at jinyoung who’s bashfully avoiding both of your stares.

“jinyoung, get on your knees in front of jaebeom. make him cum, and then you can.” you order, taking time to snap the cockring off of jaebeom before the boys scramble to get in position.

jaebeom presents his needy and red cock to jinyoung, and jinyoung needs no more order before he’s teasingly mouthing at jaebeom’s cock. jaebeom jolts in turn, melting into the sheets as he feels jinyoung’s mouth.

“good boys, doing exactly what i asked.” you praise, carding your fingers through jaebeom’s hair, while he does the same to jinyoung.

jinyoung is stroking himself slowly as he blows jaebeom, and his need to cum becomes overwhelming as he works harder to get jaebeom to cum too.

jaebeom pushes his hips into jinyoung’s mouth, and jinyoung doesn’t mind at all. he bobs his head a few times, before going all the way down and holding himself their momentarily, humming around jaebeom.

jaebeom curses, leaning his head onto your shoulder for support as he gets closer and closer.

“c-cumming! oh fuck-!” he exclaims, thighs shivering as he empties himself into jinyoung’s throat, eyes closing tightly as he rides out his orgasm.

jinyoung sits steadily below him, his own thighs spread slightly as his cum makes a mess of his fingers. jinyoung pulls off of jaebeom, swallowing and looking up at the both of you.

you help him into the bed, and he hides his face, only speaking up a moment later. “do- do you guys want me to leave?” he asks, voice raspy but somehow still soft. “no, not unless you want to...” jaebeom says gently, clasping hands with him and lacing their fingers together.

“are either of you up for a bath? we can all talk and sort everything through after the sheets are clean.” you say, and both boys agree, allowing you to draw them a bath while you took care of the sheets.

the process didn’t take long. after they’d gotten out of the bath, you’d dressed them in some of your shirts, and the three of you promptly rested on clean sheets.

“what now?” jinyoung asks, lips forming their natural pout as his head is on your chest. jaebeom smiles into your skin, sneaking a glance at jinyoung.

“we’re you serious about having wanted me in your guys’ relationship?” he questions, chewing on his lips. “we were. we both took a liking to you, and after a talk, we decided that we both wanted you in our relationship. if, and only if, you wanted to be in it.” you explain, holding him close. “i-i do. i want to be with the both of you,” he admits, looking at both you and jaebeom with the utmost love and adoration.

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[koizumicchi]

クリスマスのせいにして！(An Aizou x Yuujirou Doujinshi) English Translation

クリスマスのせいにして！ Christmas no Sei ni Shite! I Want You to Blame Christmas!

Aizou x Yuujirou  Unofficial Fanbook Presented by Shirase

you can buy it here!

T/N: Keep in mind that Japanese and English aren’t my first language. I never claim my translation (attempts) to be error-free. As always, if you’re going to use or reference my translations, please do not claim it as your own and credit me.

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page 3

Waiter: Thank you for waiting- Please be careful as the plate is hot.

Aizou, staring at Yuujirou: .......

Yuujirou: Are you not going to eat?

Yuujirou, eating parfait: Although it’s cold.

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page 4

Aizou, clutching his head with both hands: ........Why is our Christmas dinner at a family restaurant...

Yuujirou: There is no other restaurant. It can’t be helped. (And we’ll be working tomorrow)

*12/25, 2 o’clock in the evening (mid-morning)

*image of a sparkling city at night*

Aizou: I wanted to take you to a restaurant with a much more beautiful night view!!

Yuujirou, eating a spoonful of his parfait again: I don’t mind dining at a family restaurant anytime as long as I’m with you.

Aizou: ......?

Aizou: Ah, forget what I said just now.

~

page 5

Yuujirou: That was a mistake~ Noooo. I said it without thinking.

Aizou: That wasn’t a mistake! Say it again now! Once more, once more!

Yuujirou: Absolutely not. I’m tired and my tongue slipped.

Aizou, grinning with a blush on his cheeks, patting Yuujirou’s head: I, too, am happy anywhere I go as long as I’m with you.

Yuujirou, redder than Aizou: What are you saying. Unbearable. (Don’t touch me) 💢

Aizou: Haa? Earlier you said...

Aizou: Ah, changing the topic...

Yuujirou: Yes, yes, more than that, although the night view is not possible, we saw the illumination today. (Although it’s for work.)

*a brief flashback of LIPxLIP on-stage, in their Romeo outfit*

Yuujirou: That’s enough, isn’t it?

~

page 6

Aizou: Well, it was definitely beautiful.

Yuujirou: You seem to like that kind of thing, Aizou. (What a romantic guy.)

Yuujirou: I’ve always been wondering how much the electricity bill is.

Aizou: You’re as emotionless as usual....

Yuujirou: That’s just being a wasteful romanticist.

Yuujirou: ....But the illumination was beautiful.

*flashback of the LIVE, Aizou looking at Yuujrou’s back*

Aizou: To me

~

page 7

*flashback: Yuujirou on-stage smiling back to Aizou*

Aizou: You looked more beautifyul.

Aizou: *blushing, covering his mouth with his hand*

Yuujirou: Ha?

Aizou: .........

Aizou: *closing his eyes, clenching his fist and trembling, still blushing* 

Yuujirou: *trying to contain his laughter* .....Eh? Did you fumble with your words just now? You fumbled, didn’t you?

Aizou: hhhhhhhh!!!!

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page 8

Yuujirou, laughing: Ahahaha, I can’t- One shouldn't fumble at that part, right.

(Conceited words of love!!!!)

Aizou, bowing his face in embarrassment: That’s- Forget it!

Yuujirou, wiping a tear from his eye: Haa, how funny. (I had an outburst)

Yuujirou, reaching inside his bag: Ah! Speaking of which, I was about to forget

Yuujirou, placing a small box in front of Aizou: Here, this is for you.

Aizou: *shocked* Ha?

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page 9

Yuujirou: *looking away with a blush* What do you think of a Christmas present? I thought it was okay once in a while!

Aizou: ....Yuujirou? This size...don’t tell me....

Yuujirou: What? Hurry up and open it.

Aizou: Umm....It’s really hard to say but...

Yuujirou: 💢 Huh? What? Talk clearly.

Aizou: Uhh, actually, I also....

Aizou: *places a small heart-shaped box in front of Yuujirou*

Yuujirou: No way! *laughs*

Yuujirou: *blushing* You must be kidding, right. Aren’t we too enthusiastic?

Aizou: *blushing even more* Why did you take it out first!! (Doesn’t this look like I lost)

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page 10

Let’s open these together

One, two, go!

Text: Couple Rings x2

Text: Tension late at night

Aizou and Yuujirou: *laughing so much*

Text: There are four !!!!

Text: Tired of laughing

Yuujirou: Ne, Aizou. Put the ring on me.

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page 11

Aizou: ....Understood.

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page 12

Yuujirou: Thank you. Give me your hand as well.

Aizou: Oh. I leave it to you.

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page 13

Yuujirou: Though I can’t wear it all the time~

A: You’re doing it again, not being romantic....

Text: But I already bought it.....

Text: Bought (the ring) with a necklace to attach them

Aizou:: Anyway, everything went wrong today.....

Yuujirou: Eh~ What did?

Yuujirou:

Wanted to go to a fancy place but ended up at a family restaurant.

Fumbled at a line so pompous

Only put on the present he bought (laughs)

Aizou: I really hate you

Text: One more time!

Aizou: Dammit, let me do it over again

Aizou: Let me have my revenge.

Yuujirou: Revenge, huh.... Well, you can do it anytime, right?

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page 14

Yuujirou: Besides, we’ll be together on Christmas next year and the next.

Aizou: ....Ha?

Aizou: You....

Aizou: Somehow, you’re really honest today....?

~

page 15

Yuujirou:  Who knows. Isn't Christmas to blame.

~

Omake (Extra)

Yuujirou: Hey....This is quite loose, is it a free size one?

Aizou: Ah. Yeah. I couldn’t comprehend the size of your finger.

Aizou: I measured it when you were sleeping but it was impossible....

*flashback to an asleep Yuujirou hitting Aizou*

Aizou: Yours is a perfect fit for me. Did you measure it?

Yuujirou: No, I heard your size from a clothing staff.

Aizou: That’s clever.

Staff: Aizou-kun's size? If it’s Yuujirou-kun, I think it’s okay to say it....

Yuujirou: Thank you.

Aizou: Ehhhh. You mentioned about a ring?

Yuujirou: I didn’t....but strange.... 

Text: Now that you mentioned it....

Yuujirou: .....It was as if she directed a warm smile at me.

Aizou: Didn’t she guess it....!?!?

Text: It’s kind of embarrassing....!!

*END*

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Some afterthoughts:

And this ends my overall tl countdown for this year! It’s a last minute decision, because honestly, I didn’t have anything planned. There are things to prioritize irl, and sadly, I can’t manage so many things at once. I hope next year I can do it for a month though....I always enjoy translating stuff. 

I received this doujinshi last year, and finally, I have time to tl it properly~. I’ve always been a fan of Shirase-san’s work and I’m glad they were able to release this book! There are also some illustrations included, drawn by guest artists; so if you can, please buy this doujinshi!!!!

And of course. Happy Birthday to Aizou and Yuujirou! And of course, to Minami-kun as well! I hope you stay happy and well for the rest of your lives ♡

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