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himimosa · 8 months

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attractive things bsd men do pt. II

you know there are things men do without being aware that makes them look hot (fixing watch, undoing tie to relax) I will try to add some more~

chuuya, akutagawa, fyodor

Nakahara Chuuya: putting cigaratte between lips to do something else

You knocked on the door of the office room with a big grin on your face. You heard "Come in" but you knocked it again, this time rougher and faster. You heard the footsteps coming closer: "Are you fucking playing with my nerves, because if that is-" When he opened the door with rage, you saw your boyfriend whose face now was red as his hair... "Hi babe... if it's a wrong time, I can come later?..." Chuuya's expression changed in an instant and grabbed your forearms gently "I didn't know you were visiting... welcome darling.." He gave you a peck and pulled you into the office room...

Chuuya was having a tougher week than usual; you were listening to him while giving him a gentle head massage. The boss had given more tasks than usual, an negotiation with another group went unpleasant, and last but not least he had encountered Dazai two times this week!

"After years of his absence, it was so peaceful! And now he's even worse than usual with his stupid-" You listened to him without making any comment, you knew your boyfriend didn't hate his ex-partner at all. You still remember his reaction when he heard Dazai went missing and how he relieved when he learned Dazai was doing fine. You didn't want to confront him, instead, you kept massaging and listening to his ramblings until he got a bit calmer...

When Chuuya went out to his office balcony to answer a call, you decided to leave. Before you could get ready the door knocked, Tachihara came in and greeted you, he had some files in his hands. You asked what was he doing in there.

"Boss sent some files for Chuuya-san to sign, but I heard he wasn't in a good mood this afternoon..." he chuckled nervously

"Are they urgent?" you asked while taking a look at your boyfriend who was still on the phone. Tachihara nodded: "Boss wanted all executive's signs as quick as possible, I guess it is..."

You pitied the poor guy and decided to help him "Okay Tachihara, you can go ahead. I will make him sign as soon as he finishes the call, is it okay?" Tachihara's face brightened with your offer: "You would be make a huge favor to me, thank you so much. I will be waiting outside of the door" he said.

You went to the balcony with the papers: "Babe, can you look at this?" Chuuya had already ended his call and was smoking a cigarette. He didn't smoke frequently but it wasn't surprising for you either... He was smoking at times when he is more stressed than usual.

Chuuya looked at you and the papers in your hand. Without saying anything, he exhaled another smoke, then he put the cigarette between his lips, sloping to one side. Instead of taking the files from your hand, he started to sign them with his pen while you were still holding them. He was so close to you, you could scent the smell of the mix of tobacco and cologne on him. It was intoxicating in a way...

"Here you go..." Chuuya finished signing, and attached the pen to his pocket. He smirked at your flustered expression before taking another inhale "Go and wait me inside babe... Or your clothes will smell. I will drop you off with car after I finish this"

Akutagawa Ryunosuke: acting soft with animals

You checked the clock one more time before pressing to call the number on your screen. You were not the type to jump to conclusions quickly, but your boyfriend also wasn't the type who arrives this late...

When your boyfriend didn't pick up his phone, the bad feeling in you grew bigger. That was it, you were going to the headquarters of the mafia now. It must be his boss again, giving your poor boyfriend extra jobs and causing him to be late for this hour!

When you opened the door to leave the house, you met with your boyfriend. He wasn't expecting to see you, but before he says anything, you opened your mouth:

"Ryu, oh my god where have you been? It is late and it has been raining since noon. Look at you, you are soaking wet-.." You spoke without a breath. In fact, you were scared. You knew your edgy boyfriend hates the rain because he wasnt able to use his ability swiftly when he was wet; you knew that was making him feel vulnerable. You were scared by the thought of something might happen to him...

You suddenly cut your scolding because you heard something. You stopped and waited to hear it again, this time something moved under Akutagawa's coat. And you heard the weak noise again...

"Ryu.. what is that?..."

"That was uhm..."

He clearly was trying to find a lie, but you didn't let him. You gently opened his coat, just to meet with a little trembling wet creature

"Listen... I wasn't thinking about bringing her home... But she was about to die, and after the vet, I couldn't find anywhere to leave her, and-" You weren't listening to him anymore, you gently held the little kitten and put her in your arms "Let's go inside... You both are trembling" you said

After Akutagawa changed his clothes and you cleaned the little kitty, you went to look for something to make a little temporary bed for that night. When you came back with a blanket, you heard Akutagawa's voice. You peeked from the door, only to melt with the sight: Akutagawa was petting the little one on his lap while he was talking at the same time:

"Are you better now? Don't worry you are safe now.. I bet you are hungry, I know the feeling. I don't know what you can eat, but I will ask Y/N to find something..."

You couldn't help but smile at what you saw. Your stern and cold boyfriend, one of the most feared and dangerous people in this city was acting so softly with a little cat, talking with it like he was with some baby... You quietly left the door to the kitchen, to grab some things to eat for you, your boyfriend, and your new little roommate...

Fyodor Dostoevsky: poking side of his cheek with his tongue

"I still don't get why is it necessary"

"Because I need some new clothes dear. I don't know how but with every season change, my clothes from the last year vanish and I suddenly realize that I don't have enough pieces..."

"No, I understand that. But I don't understand why are we here..."

You rolled your eyes. Maybe the mall was not supposed to be the first place once you took this rat man out of his basement, but you didn't care.

"Come on... Your body needs to be out sometimes. You can't always be stuck in that basement you called your apartment... Besides I want to buy these quickly before discounts are over.. "

"But why do I have to come along?"

You frowned your brows "Please don't be such a buzzkill, shopping together and taking some opinion is not that bad. Like it or not, you are stuck with me today... " he didn't answer, only sighed.

When you entered one of the stores, your eyes started to wander around. For the start you picked the things you needed most, you were checking the designs, sizes, and prices. You strolled a few different shops and in the end, you found most of the things you wanted to your liking but some pieces seemed tricky to you... Their pattern didn't seem compatible with their labels, you needed to try them to make sure. Fyodor seemed tired but at least he wasn't whining anymore. Once you went into the cabinet, you decided to try a pair of trousers at first.

"How do you rate this dear" You came out and spun around yourself to make him an overall view. He was observing carefully, sure his expression was very serious for someone who was whining minutes ago...

He studied you carefully from head to toe, you suddenly felt nervous. Was it bad? He slowly poked his cheek from inside his mouth and turned it a little. Now you were distracted and forgot why you even were there in the first place. Was he doing it without being aware, or was it on purpose? You didn't know...

"It is not bad, 7/10... It looks good because you are wearing it, but see it has a bad cutting under the knees... We can find something better I am sure"

Your face lightens up with the comment. You knew he was sincere, not trying to make you believe it was good to leave the store quickly. He was showing his care too much for your liking...

"Okay then, I will try the other one" you chirped with excitement. Then with a sneaky smirk, you said "After I'm done, let's try some pieces for you too!"

i enjoy these series so much. there will be one last "part 3" with jouno and tecchou. i hope i will share it in the next week :3

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ravencincaide · 2 months

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This was supposed to be a good day

Summary: You haven't seen Chuuya in almost a decade. The humiliation of his break up with you still burned fresh, still hateful. No you never wanted to see his stuck up “I am better than everyone” attitude ever again. Unfortunately for you fate had other plans. And this time it was unlikely that he would leave you alone, even with your threats.

Pairing: Fem!reader x (ex) Chuuya Nakahara

Inspired by Not today fic by @chuuyaswifeandhoe. So all cred for this thing goes to her. Please check her amazing works out if you're into really painful angst!

Warnings: Cursing, angst, parents

“ Get back here you little rascals!”

Children's laughter filled the empty playground as you chased the twins around the slide. Past the climbing net, and all the back to the steps which lead up into the wooden playpen. You were just shy of catching your daughter, your fingers brushed against her ginger ponytail. A little more and– she ducked inside the round playtube with a giggle- just out of your gasp. You could hear her small hands slam against it as she shuffled through to the other side and out of your reach. Before you could follow after; you gasped, stopped and spun around as yet another snowball hit your back.

You scanned the play area until you caught sight of a head of messy ginger locks belonging to your son. Your little boy full of mischief who was in the process of throwing yet another snowball at you.

“ Hey don’t even think about it Daiki-” your playful voice was cut off as the snowball made contact with the front of your jacket. You narrowed your eyes at him, watched the way he froze mid motion with a slightly guilty look on his face. Then as you took a step in his direction, the boy audibly yelped before he started running.

You were not going to let him escape you.

You ducked, narrowly avoided hitting your head on the monkey bars and ran just a little bit faster. “ Gotcha!” you laughed as you circled your arms around the little boy. You lifted him up and spun him once, twice your joint laughter filled the silence until you heard your daughter’s cute yell; “ Me next, mama, me next!” as she ran straight into you with full force.

If she was older and heavier she might have successfully tackled you to the ground. But being the tender age of seven she was barely strong enough to make you shift weight. Still you acted along and pretended to be brought down to one knee, still holding her twin to your chest. “ Ahh Fumiko you got me” you groaned out as your daughter jumped up and down in glee. Then the two ganged up on you; with giggles small hands tried to drag you down further into the snow while the same small hands tried to tickle you through the thick coat. Your joint laughter filled the empty playground in the otherwise calm park.

The day was beautiful; chilly but perfect in the sense that you had the entire play area to yourself. Just you and your two precious twins with whom you made heartwarming memories together. Another perfect day, another perfectly sweet–

“ Y/N?” That voice sent shivers up and down your spine. The pleasant shivers of longing which made your heart shred itself in your chest mixed together with painful memories of humiliation. The condescending degrading way he had tossed you aside. The icy blue of his eyes- the twisted smirk- imagines that you had desperately hid in the very back of your mind behind lock and key were slowly coming back. Flashed one by one right before your eyes.

His words from years ago and the way you cried and begged for him, the way he brought you to your knees and then kept tearing you to shreds.

Completely humiliated.

That humiliation was twisted and turned into a tight knit ball of anger in the pit of your stomach. Filled your lungs with air; a suffocating rage. At that moment you did not know what you were going to do if you turned around and actually saw Chuuya. Were you going to yell? Hit him? Demand an explanation for his cruelty? Rub in his face that he had lost years with his children and that this one chance encounter would be the only time he would ever get to be in their presence?

“ Mama are we done playing already?” you were brought out of your trail of thoughts by Fumiko. Her expression was sad; huge blue eyes stared into yours not understanding what happened but being old enough to realize it was not something good. Daiki clung to you tightly, clearly afraid. The anger inside you subsided enough that you could plaster a pleasant albeit forced smile onto your lips. “ Yes but if we go now you can play some video games when we get home.” before the words could leave your lips, the twins were out of your embrace and running throughout the playground to collect their things.

Their childish innocence warmed your heart.

The smile on your lips faded the second you saw a gloved hand stretch towards you out of the corner of your eyes, a silent offer to help you off the ground. You ignored it, used your anger as sufficient fuel to stand up in one swift motion. You shook off the snow before you turned to face Chuuya, arms crossed over your chest.

He looked more stunning than when you last saw him. More of a man; sophisticated suit, a brand new coat and his usual hat now adored with additional accessories. He wore cologne; a musky scent which just barely hid the smell of cigarettes off of him. “ Oj Doll,Why the fuck did you not fuckin’ let m’know?” his tone was accusing, hurt and angry. His blue eyes bore holes into you so clearly demanding an explanation.

You gave him none. You did not have to; you did not need to. A part of you wanted to deny that the twins were his- but you bit your tongue to prevent that. You knew that even a blind bastard would see the similarities. Still you relished in the idea that this hurt him. You hoped this hurt was even a fraction of the hurt he caused you.

“ It’s none of your business” you stated icily, out of the corner of your eyes you kept track of Fumiko and Daiki; made sure none of his goons for hire would even attempt to approach the two.

“ None of my– the fuck?! You sold the goddamn fuckin apartment, kept this from me and just–”

“-the apartment and all its content which you left to me for wasting my time, effort and looks on you” you cut him off, old hurt surfaced like a steel knife. But no, as much as you wanted to yell and accuse him, to tell him exactly what you thought of him you decided against it. You were not going to stoop down to his level. You were better than that- better than him. And especially not in front of your twins who waited nervously for you at the edge of the playground “ We’re done here.”

“ Oj Y/N don’t you even–”

Chuuya reached out for you and you sidestepped his touch. His action made you lose a sliver of your self control in the process;“ Touch me and I will call the police; it won’t lead to anything but we both know the mafia doesn’t want to flash in front of the government.” your voice was icy as you watched him drop his hand back to his side.

His face took on a surprised expression, clearly not expecting the threat.

You took this moment to continue “ I have never been happier than in these seven years without you. Seeing you today just ruined my day and time with my babies. We don’t need or want you, so make yourself scarce.” You fixed him with a pointed look and made sure he understood each syllable that left your lips. Then you turned on your heel and left the playground. You held your head high, proudly, as you left the playground with your twins safely in your arms.

You meant every word you uttered to him, every syllable past your lips. You hated him, detested him for everything he had done to you. And yet why did your heart ache so pitifully?

Author note: This fic was written today and thus hasn't had a lot of editing. Once again it's all thanks to @chuuyaswifeandhoe. Think of it as an early next-week update ;)

All fics are unique works by ©ravencincaide 2024. Do not copy/repost/translate or spread my work(s) without my explicit permission. If you see any of my work(s) reposted/copied anywhere else without my consent, please inform me!

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sqquidzz · 9 months

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"My only job is to make sure your so fucked out that you can't think properly"

Chuuya Nakahara x M!reader

Summary: You and Chuuya have been dating for a month now, and Chuuya decided to invite you to his house late at night. You thought he was just inviting you for a normal late night date, but only when you get to his house do you realize his intentions.

Tags: Chuuya x M!reader, slight nipple play, orgasm denial, edging, deap throating, dirty talk, praise, pet names (doll, sweetheart, etc.), ass fucking, etc.

A/N: This is my first time writing for M!reader, so I hope there aren't any major mistakes in my writing. Hope you enjoy!

"I wonder why he's texting me this late at night..."

You had just gotten out from the shower realizing that Chuuya had texted you to come over to his house. It wasn't too strange, since you both usually liked to invite each other over for movie date night, but Chuuya's tone in the message made you feel like there was something more to it.

"Come over now" the message read, short and simple, unlike Chuuya's normal messages where he adds an insane amount of emojis and symbols

You shake of your uneasy feeling, putting off the fact that his short message was written so weirdly because he was so tired.

You grab a pair of black boxers, sliding them on along with a pair of soft sweatpants. Finally, you throw on a black, oversized shirt and take a look in the mirror, satisfied with your look.

You then padd out of your room, taking care to turn off the bathroom fan that was running to clear up the ste from your shower. You turn off the lights, grab your car keys and slip on a pair of sandals, ignoring the fact that they were slightly tattered and torn from wearing them so much.

You open the front door and close it behind you, locking it and walking over to your car, which you unlocked and slipped inside of, turning the engine on and driving off to Chuuya's house.

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Knock Knock Knock

You had just arrived at Chuuya's house, knocking on on the front door of his grand house. It seemed strange standing at his door at midnight, usually he would invite you at around 9pm to 10pm.

You stand at the door, slightly shivering as a cold breeze brushes past you. You're still confused as of why Chuuya's message looked so demanding, he usually makes his messages seem so lighthearted, always somehow mixing an insult into every one.

Just then, the door opens slightly, and you are yanked into the dark room, with nothing but a sliver of moonlight entering the house.

"Chuuya! Why did you just yank me into here? What's wrong with you?" you yell out as you try to break out from his grasp. But it was no use. CHuuya's grip on you was rock solid, leaving you with barely any room to try and wiggle out of his hold on you.

You struggle against him for what seems like forever, until you hear him whisper into your ear, "I need you so bad baby.."

You freeze. Chuuya had never made any move that told you that he wanted to have sex with you. It had never been mentioned during the month of time you both had been dating.

When you still don't move any further, Chuuya takes the situation into his own hands, grinding his groin into yours, causing you to snap out of your trance and let out a gasp.

"I love you so much baby," Chuuya whispers out as he continues to rub his growing hard on into yours, causing you to whine from the friction. Suddenly, your boxers are feeling way too tight for comfort.

"Ch-Chuuya, what are you d-doing?" you ask as he noses over your neck, earning him a soft sight of content from you.

"Oh nothing... just wanted to try something with you," he hoists you up into his arms, bridal style, making you let out a small yelp as he walks you over to the bedroom, throwing you onto the bed.

Chuuya climbs onto the bed soon after you, stripped of his shirt and pants, surprising you of how fast he removed his clothes. He lifts your shirt sensually, allowing the fabric to slowly trail on your skin before being removed entirely, exposing your fair skin and flushed nipples

In the dark, you can faintly make out Chuuya smirking as he leans down to pepper kisses onto your neck, making you let out a sigh as he trailed all around your neck.

Just as you were getting comfortable with the sensation of Chuuya's mouth on your neck, he licks a fat strip across your collarbone and bites into it, making you let out a sharp gasp at the pain.

"Oh darlin, you look so hot like this," he praises as he continues to suck marks into your skin, causing you to let out shudders and whimpers of pleasure.

Chuuya continues to trail down your skin, marking it possessively as if someone was coming to take you away from him. Finally, he reaches your right nipple, which is flushed and swollen from the teasing.

"Chuuya... please," you whisper out as he ghosts his finger over your nipple just enough to send a wave of heat down to your length, making it impossibly harder.

"Shh, patience sweatheart.." he coos as he latches his mouth around your hard bud, swirling his tounge around it, causing you to arch your back and let out a moan, the pleasure going right to your cock, making it drip precum that would probably soil your boxers.

Chuuya continues to play with your nipple in his mouth, licking it and biting it softly as his other hand pinches at your left nipple, causing you to whine at the feeling of his skillful hand twisting your nipple just right.

You feel a knot tighten in your lower abdomen as you come closer to release.

"Chuu.. I'm so close..." you mewl out, but just before you could bask in the glory of your orgasm, he stops.

You let out a whine of dissapointment, but that immidiately dies down as Chuuya pulls off your pants and boxers at the same time, revealing your swollen cock, which slowly dripps precum.

Before you could ask him what he was doing, Chuuya takes your cock all the way to the base in one go, making you let out a loud moan as you feel your length hit the back of Chuuya's throat.

Chuuya only hums around your cock as he starts bobbing his head almost immidiately, making you let out a series of whines and moans, chanting Chuuya's name like a prayer as he sucks on your cock, swirling his tongue around the tip and sinking down again.

Before you know it, your orgasm approaches once again, that tight knot curling in your lower abdomen from the heat and stimulation from Chuuya's mouth.

But just before you could spill your seed into Chuuya's mouth, he stops again, pulling off and wiping the excess saliva from the side of his mouth.

Now you were getting frustrated. He hadn't let you cum twice now, and it almost hurt from how much you were pent up from the teasing.

"What the hell Chuuya?!" you exclaim as you try to get up from your position to shove him off you in rage, but Chuuya quickly grabs your hands, pinning them on top of you before you could do anything.

"Don't worry doll," Chuuya coos with a smirk, "My only job is to make sure your so fucked out that you can't think properly."

You shived at his tone, your chest tightening because of how hot Chuuya sounded. Chuuya lets out a soft chuckle as his cock slowly comes to rub at your entrance, making your hole clench at the thought of being filled by Chuuya.

"Wait- Chuuya! What about lube?" you ask as he simply rubs his length against your hole, making you shiver at the skin to skin contact.

Chuuya hums as he pops open a bottle that he seemed to get out of nowhere and squirts some of the sleek substance onto his hands, rubbing it between his fingers a few time to warm it up before rubbing some around the rim of your asshole. You gasp at the foreign feeling, it felt really unnatural, but it also felt good in a way.

Chuuya squirts some more on his hands, lathering his shaft in a generous amount of lube as he tosses the bottle away, returning on of his his hands to lay on one side of your head, the other reaching up to pin your hands to the bed.

He rubs himself over your hole a few time before sinking in. He lets out a groan as you let out a hiss at the stretch from his length plunging into you.

You feel almost lightheaded as he bottoms out, the stretch making you scrunch your eyes closed in discomfort, but it soon turns into pleasure as Chuuya rocks in and out of you.

Before long, Chuuya is already pounding you hard and fast, reaching into your so far you choke on your saliva. He shifts his position a few time, as if he's trying to find something until he hits a spot in you that makes you let out a loud moan.

Chuuya smirks at this, continuing to aim at that exact spot every time he thrusts into you, making your eyes roll back in ecstacy as your back arched and you let out a long moan.

Chuuya's thrusts are relentless, pounding so hard onto your prostate that you see stars. He starts chuckling again at your fuck out face, lust pooling in his eyes at the sight of you, naked and moaning his name as loud as you could, probably disturbing the neighbors.

"God, your doing so good for me doll," he groans out as his thrusts become sloppy and less coordinated as he grabs your length, stroking it along with his harsh thrusts.

You eyes widen and you let you a load moan at the stimulation, everything becoming too much as you babble out incessant begs and pleads for release.

Your thighs clamp around Chuuya's legs as he thrusts even faster into you, reaching an almost inhuman pace as both of your releases approach fast.

As you both release, Chuuya thrusts one final time deep inside you as his seed pains your walls white and rushes deep into you, making you moan even louder as your cum spurts out of your cock, landing all over yours and Chuuya's chests.

Chuuya pants as he slowly slides out of you, making you whine quietly as the loss of something inside you.

He flops down beside you, kissing you gently on the cheek and proceeds to rub soothing circles into your back.

You sigh as you whisper out, "Chuuya, we have to clean up." but Chuuya simply mumbles something incoherent and snuggles into your side, his face going into your neck, sniffing your soft, comforting scent.

You let out a small chuckle as you and him slowly fall asleep side by side. You know now that you would never trade this for the world, ever.

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stinkyme · 1 year

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HELLO STINKY! can i make a request for chuuya x reader where dazai realises chuuya has feelings for reader and tries (in his own teasing way) to get them together? maybe they're in the port mafia still but already+18 if thats okay

Hello! Of course you can and I apologize for the wait! I hope you like and enjoy this and that I did it justice! :) <3

** This is a setting where Dazai and Chuuya are both 18, let's pretend Dazai still stayed in Port Mafia :D

CW/TW: SFW, GN!reader, PM!Chuuya, PM!Dazai, PM!reader, reader has crush on Chuuya, Chuuya has a crush on reader, Dazai being a tease, drinking, accidental drunk confession by Chuuya, cursing, bickering between Chuuya and Dazai, fluff (not making out with Chuuya since he is drunk, yk), if I forgot anything please let me know! :)

I apologize for any mistakes in advance! :)

Expert wingman || Dazai Osamu, Chuuya Nakahara, x Reader

Three of you have been working together for a few years now, always having each other's back and knowing each other better than anyone else. You always thought highly of both of them, keeping them closer than anybody else, perhaps keeping Chuuya slightly closer. Therefore, due to your close familiarity with each other, it didn't take too long for Dazai to figure out that Chuuya has a crush on you. It also didn't take him long enough to start pulling the strings in order to get two of you together.

You went on a very important and hard mission together, Chuuya's usage of corruption was the key moment in order for this mission to end well. You were able to take care of Chuuya in the last second as you used your ability to teleport a heavy weapon to Dazai who was surrounded by few men and women and simultaneously helping him to take care of them from your side therefore allowing Dazai to use his ability on Chuuya who was getting out of hand. Therefore, thankfully it all went as planned thanks to you, besides a few scratches that Chuuya suffered.

The three of you were exiting the building, slightly worn out but overall good. It was even peaceful until Dazai saw this as a perfect opportunity to start his little plan.

"Chuuya! You were so lucky, your partner-" he emphasized the words as he spoke teasingly.

"saved you! How adorable!" he was speaking in an excited, high pitched tone as you raised your eyebrow at him.

"Well, I would do the same-" you were about to answer when Chuuya's sharp tone cut you off.

"Shut up! They had to save your ass too, you know?" he was yelling at Dazai whose only answers were a sly smirk followed by a light chuckle.

"Ah! I forgot! Chuuya hurt his hand! Do you need Y/N or me to kiss it in order to feel better, Chuuya? I assume you would prefer them much more but-" Dazai trailed off, teasing in a loud tone as the three of you were walking away from the building, Chuuya's sharp tone cutting him off.

"Hey! Shut up you scum! I am doing fine!" he was yelling at Dazai as his body started tensing up, ready to fight him right there.

"Now, now, let's behave like adults here." you were calming down the situation through soft giggles.

"Are you sure you are okay, Chuuya? If you need something, please tell us." you continued in a gentle tone, turning your body towards Chuuya. He suddenly snapped out of his urge to beat up Dazai, answering you calmly, in his usual, raspy tone.

"Oh no, I am really okay. Thanks tho." he muttered out the last part of his sentence as he put his hands inside the pockets of his pants. Dazai's gaze kept observing both of you, deep amusement sparkling out of his brown eyes.

"Of course! Do you guys-" you were about to ask them a question but Dazai cut you off.

"Aww, aren't they really caring towards you, Chuuya? You seem to be blushing!" a loud gasp escaped Dazai's lungs as he was saying the last sentence. Your eyebrows arched in confusion as you were looking at Chuuya, trying to find blush on his cheeks.

"If you don't shut up, I will break your neck right here!" Chuuya was yelling out again, making your lips form a firm line as you closed your eyes, trying not to get in the middle.

"Oh? Do you think Y/N would appreciate you hurting their best friend?" Dazai kept teasing as he suddenly stopped his movement, his hands grabbing your shoulders as he hid behind you, making you stop your movement as well as Chuuya stood in front of you, frowning.

"You fucking coward! Let go of them and let me beat your ass properly!" Chuuya was still yelling, making you wonder how he even had his voice at this point but your thought got interrupted by Dazai's cunning tone.

"Hm..maybe you are just jealous they like me more than you, heh." he let out a sly chuckle, almost whispering his sentence out, making Chuuya even more irritated.

"That's it! Y/N move if you don't want to get hurt." Chuuya ordered you and you tried to move but Dazai's hands kept you in one place.

"Hey! I don't want any of this, don't use me as a shield!" you were yelling at Dazai as you elbowed his ribs, making him let go of you in slight pain.

"Ouch! Y/N! You were supposed to be on my side here." Dazai was faking a feeling of betrayal with his voice as Chuuya's figure suddenly flashed in front of your eyes, his speed as admirable as always. He made a fist as his arm went back, ready to land a punch on Dazai.

"Not today." Dazai whispered out in an amused tone as he dodged Chuuya's punch. Chuuya landed on his feet as you kept watching them, gradually getting more annoyed and confused at their childishness.

"Even though, I must notice..you probably enjoy them siding with you Chuuya, don't you?" Dazai continued teasing as if nothing happened, his voice silky and challenging. He enjoyed pushing Chuuya's buttons and this was just a perfect situation, even though he genuinely wished nothing but the best for the two of you.

"If you-" Chuuya started his sentence in a threatening tone, your sharp one suddenly interrupting.

"If two of you don't shut up this second and start walking, I swear I will-" you were saying, tone changing mid-sentence in a more irritated one.

"Oh-oh...Chuuya, I think you got Y/N angry...you should apologize for your manners or they will start hating you and that's the last thing you want, isn't it?" Dazai put an emphasis on crucial words, further teasing Chuuya who was frowning as his jaw muscles started tensing up.

"Ugh. I am leaving, do as you please." you said in a disinterested tone, not even trying to figure their behavior out as a huge sigh left your lips. You started walking as two of them stood in the same place.

"See what you did, you idiot?" Chuuya was scolding Dazai in a quieter tone as your figure kept becoming smaller for the two of them.

"Hm...I think they will be okay!" Dazai exclaimed happily, making Chuuya frown, deep lines covering his forehead.

"I appear to just know what will make all of us feel better." he was giggling out but his eyes were firm and confident. Dazai took the phone out of his pocket, dialing your number.

Your phone started buzzing and as you saw Dazai's name, you took a deep breath in before answering.

"What do you want, Dazai?" you asked him in a bored tone as you kept walking.

"Y/N! How do you feel about going out tonight?" he asked you playfully, what you didn't see however was Chuuya trying to grab his phone out of his hand as Dazai kept his mouth closed with his free hand.

"Hm…" you let out a sound of sparkled interest, lifting your head up as you were thinking.

"Sure! However, you are paying after all this mess." you said in a playful tone making Dazai chuckle.

"Alright, I will let Chuuya know!" he answered quickly and hung up, pushing Chuuya away from him.

"There you have it. Make sure to look at least a bit appealing tonight Chuuya~" he prolonged Chuuya's name, tone as teasing as it could get.

"Why would I-" Chuuya was about to ask him a question as Dazai cut him off.

"I am an expert wingman." Dazai winked at Chuuya, voice convincing and sly. He was moving away from Chuuya, taking a different route and leaving him completely dumbfounded.

"Also, Y/N said that you are paying tonight!" Dazai was yelling out, not facing Chuuya as he was waving to him. Chuuya scoffed, feeling slightly nervous. He knew Dazai was easy to catch up on things but he was insecure how everything would play out if he kept this up. Unfortunately, he didn't have much time to think about it so he was just trying to focus on the fact he will be able to drink tonight and be in your company. You were arriving home as you were rethinking the whole situation and couldn't really make sense out of it. On the one hand - yes, Chuuya was treating you differently than Dazai but that couldn't possibly mean anything, right? You were thinking how you probably got your hopes way too high, especially when you would think about all the moments where Chuuya was behaving weirdly around you, it didn't click to you at all. So you decided to simply try and have as much fun as possible tonight, leaving the overthinking for some other time.

Three of you met up, you were wearing your favorite clothes that were fitting you perfectly. Chuuya was dressed in his usual style, as handsome and put together as always, meanwhile Dazai was more casual, looking pretty nice.

"You won't pay them a compliment, Chuuya?" Dazai already began to tease as you smiled, trying to ease up the tension that immediately started rising.

"Please stop being childish and stop those games. It's important that we have fun tonight, right?" you asked in an upbeat tone as three of you got inside a cab.

"I am having lots of fun, actually." Dazai said, faking an offended tone making you roll your eyes.

"That's only you then, scum." Chuuya muttered out, making you click your tongue.

"Will you two stop?" you asked in an irritated tone as you trailled off, apologizing to the driver, politely telling them your location.

"Fine. Don't blame me when someone else catches their-" Dazai kept teasing, making you roll your eyes even though you didn't even pay attention to what he said.

"Listen to me you little-'' Chuuya screamed out as he was quick to catch up on Dazai's insinuation.

"One more word and I will drop you right here." the driver sharply butted in, making three of you suddenly look at him, dumbfounded.

"Excuse us, sir." you apologized politely, slight shame washing over you. The three of you were silent for a while when suddenly Chuuya whispered out his words.

"You do look lovely, by the way." he said, slightly ashamed from Dazai's words actually getting to him as a soft smile appeared on your face.

"You look lovely as well, now shhh." you shushed him playfully, placing your index finger over your lips.

"Oh? What are the two of you whispering about?" Dazai included himself in a conversation, voice more quiet than before.

"Oh my god! Chuuya, did you finally tell them that-" Dazai was about to heat up the situation when the cab driver suddenly hit the brakes, your bodies almost hitting the front seats.

"You arrived." he exclaimed sharply and Chuuya quickly paid as the three of you were practically fighting over who would get out first. You waved goodbye to the driver as he took off at a huge speed, leaving you slightly embarrassed.

"What an asshole." Chuuya exclaimed through a scoff as the three of you started walking towards the bar. You walked in, loud music immediately filling up your ears, thankfully it was your favorite so euphoric feeling filled up your chest.

"Y/N this is your favorite song, right?" Chuuya asked you gently, making you slightly surprised as you nodded at him.

"How adorable! Oh, how romantic!" Dazai exclaimed theatrically as he went to the bartender, ordering your drinks.

Night was going pretty good, three of you were gossiping, laughing, joking around and making fun of some people at the bar as well as your private life. Chuuya was quick to get drunk as always, Dazai was mostly chilling just like you. Dazai kept observing Chuuya who was ordering drink after drink, obviously not aware of his own limit but he enjoyed it since it played to his benefit.

"What did you say Chuuya? You said Y/N smells really nice?!" Dazai asked loudly, a loud gasp of surprise escaping his lungs, making you focus on him.

"Huh?! I did not say that you asshole!" Chuuya was blurting out, his voice incoherent and annoyed.

"So you are saying they...stink? You know what they say Y/N, drunk words are sober thoughts." Dazai kept putting words inside Chuuya's mouth making Chuuya look at him sharply as you got prepared for them to fight right there.

"No! I...ugh." Chuuya lost the train of thought and desire to fight him as his thoughts became scattered.

"Hm..I think Chuuya could use some help Y/N, he got too drunk." Dazai exclaimed in a soft tone, leaving the table as well as leaving you alone with Chuuya.

"Dazai!" you yelled out, completely confused at his behavior.

"I have something to deal with, later!" he did the same thing to you as he did to Chuuya earlier, not facing you but waving his fingers in the air. You scoffed at him as you came up to Chuuya.

"You wanna go home?" you asked him softly and Chuuya nodded, eager to leave the bar. You took the phone out of your pocket, calling Dazai's number.

"Fuck..Dazai, where are you?" you were yelling trying to out loud the music that was playing.

"If you want to go home, go. I think I will have a place to stay for tonight." Dazai answered you equally loud as you saw him flirting with some girl, his arm over her shoulders.

"Oh god, fine. Just be safe!" you yelled out as you started walking with Chuuya, getting closer to an exit and praying no one pisses him off. You waved goodbye to Dazai as he winked at you as you playfully made disgusted expression at him, quickly grabbing an unopened water bottle from someone's table. Dazai and you exchanged playful smiles due to your doing.

Thankfully, no one annoyed Chuuya and you were able to exit the bar without any trouble. He was swinging his body a bit, trying to ease up the drunkenness. You gave him a water bottle, silence between the two of you as you took your phone out again, calling for a cab. Chuuya nodded in an appreciative manner as he started drinking water. You finally got an operator on the other line, telling them your location. Cab was on the way, ten minutes of the wait. You thought to yourself how it will be okay as you kept your eye on Chuuya who was still drunk but he looked a bit better than before. The two of you kept silent as you kept checking time, hoping the cab will arrive quicker.

"So..I stink, huh?" you asked Chuuya playfully, finally breaking the silence, soft laugh escaping your throat.

"No!" Chuuya yelled out and it got you slightly surprised and you were about to calm him down but his drunk state got the best of him.

"No...He just realized I have feelings for you and.." he was muttering out, keeping his gaze on the concrete.

"Huh?" you choked out, blinking quickly as your whole body got filled up with intense heat and shock.

"Yeah and then he decided to play this stupid game, practically pushing me in a corner and making me confess even though I wanted to make it special and-" he was blabbering out as you stood frozen, the rest of his sentence not clicking inside your brain and sounding like an incoherent noise. Chuuya genuinely had feelings for you. You were looking at him in awe as he just kept talking.

"He even called himself "an expert wingman", wingman my ass!" he was muttering out through a drunk tone making you giggle a bit, feeling suddenly relaxed.

"So, you have feelings for me?" you asked him in a soft tone.

"Yes and I understand if that makes you uncomfortable, I can ask Mori to separate us as a team but I think we are mature enough to not let feelings get in our way." he looked up, his gaze revealing slight fear of rejection.

"Well, I don't think anything today was mature." you were giggling out your sentence, suddenly becoming more serious as Chuuya took a deep breath, awaiting your response. You felt like a huge weight was lifted off of your chest due to him confessing as well as him being drunk, making it much easier and smooth for you. You formed fists and took a deep breath before you spoke.

"I do have feelings for you as well, Chuuya, it's mutual. However I think it's better we talk about this tomorrow, when you sober up." you were trying to be the responsible one and Chuuya nodded, thinking for a quick second before he spoke.

"Sounds good to me." he was smiling, huge relief appearing on his face as your tummy kept getting warmer and warmer, returning a soft smile to Chuuya. He got closer to you, swiftly grabbing your hand, fingers tangling between yours. You suddenly heard a loud bang on the glass and both of you turned around and saw Dazai smiling widely as he was giving you thumbs up.

"We will just have to get rid of this idiot." Chuuya exclaimed through a sigh out as you giggled.

"I think we are getting rid of him, at least for now, there is our cab." you replied calmly as the cab parked in front of the two of you. Chuuya and you were walking towards the cab and he opened the doors for you, his hand still in yours. The two of you left and had a peaceful day after, just him and you talking about your feelings, plans and enjoying each other completely.

The End :) <3

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Thank you to everyone for your support and love, I appreciate it deeply! :) <3

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foranpo · 1 year

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ੈ˚☆ 11:59pm.

˚ʚ b.stray.dogs. ˚ʚ chuuya. ˚ʚ fluff.

ੈ♡˳────── enjoy the reading <3 ──────

"I believe there is something larger than our lives waiting for us."

You spoke with a wide smile on your face, a tremendous joy of being able to see, for the first time that month, the starry sky of the city.

So many lights, so many stars, so much hope.

An intense and infinite vastness of black was embellished by hundreds of stars, constellations to be created with the simplicity of human imagination and hope.

So much darkness. So much nothingness. But so many stars. So many dreams.

"Where?"

Chuuya let a long yawn escape his mouth, too tired from the day he'd had, too snug by your presence.

"Somewhere. In the universe."

You raised your hand and let your delicate fingers draw hopeful paths among the stars and planes, all your attention focused on that fascinating landscape.

"And what can be greater than life? What is bigger than the miracle of life?"

Chuuya shrugged his shoulders and leaned back, closing his eyes and letting the gentle spring wind caress him with the delicacy only worthy of mother nature.

You remained silent, looking for an answer to Chuuya's question, wondering if there really was something larger than life. It should exist. It had to exist. There is so much diversity in the universe, why not promises of something greater? Something less painful than life?

"Hope. Freedom."

Two simple words.

Two simple words that were stuck on your lips as soon as the night blinded you with its beauty. Two simple words that, when pronounced by you, gained multitudes of meanings and made Chuuya open his eyes and look at you. Two simple words and Chuuya woke up from his tired routine, the idea of a crash in his system being more than enough to entice him to share that moment with you.

And how beautiful you were.

Bathed by the hope of the stars, painted by the tenderness of the moon, exalted by the freedom of the night. You were beautiful. That night, bewitched by promises from your imagination, hopeful of lives yet to be lived, you were beautiful in Chuuya's eyes.

And maybe, just maybe, all your desire for hope and freedom was justified when you yourself resembled the child of the night, the moon, the universe.

"And when we get that hope and freedom? What do we have left?"

Chuuya didn't know why he was nervous, he couldn't understand why his voice trembled softly asking that question. But when you looked up at him, your eyes sparkling with the enthusiasm of the conversation, your smile expanding with the eagerness to answer, Chuuya understood why.

"Each other. And I think that's enough."

Chuuya stared at you, totally lost in your words, drunk on hope, on freedom, of your confirmation. Each other. Each other. Each. Other.

"That's enough."

When he faced the luminous night again, getting lost in your conversation that was endlessly repeated in his mind, no smile, no twinkle in his eyes, nothing blossomed in Chuuya but the hope, the promise, the certainty that you would have each other. In this life. In this universe.

ੈ♡˳───── feedback is appreciated <3 ─────

#i honestly dw #i have this thought on my head for so long #wondering who would like to be part of this conversation #and while writing chuuya popped in my head and here we are #very much small very much all over place very much me ig #;bungou stray dogs constellation;#chuuya x reader #chuuya x you #chuuya x yn #chuuya fluff #chuuya imagines #chuuya drabbles #chuuya oneshot #bsd x you #bsd x reader #bsd fluff #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs x you

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shewritesallnight · 2 years

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3:42 am

Chuuya drabble ~ angsty fluff

Rating: E

Being an excecutive of the Port Mafia is tiring and nuisances like Dazai don't make the job any easier. So who could blame Chuuya when he sometimes sneaks away to YN's apartment to nap or settle into bed with her at night.

She's used to it by now.

Being eased awake in the dead of night by a slim but sturdy arm slipping around her waist. She never hesitates to turn towards the warmth, arms coming up to circle around the executive's neck.

Pressing a chaste kiss to his jaw before she settles into the crook of his neck, the tendrils of sleep pulling her back into its depths.

Chuuya feels... human in these moments, hidden away from the rest of the world. It's not every day that he can slip away. Keeping his connection to her hidden, is of utmost importance, though he's sure the Mackerel knows; to the annoyance of the gravity manipulator.

And Chuuya knows the strain it places on the sleeping woman in his arms, to be an unknown face during the day. To wonder daily if or when her lover will make an appearance.

In the beginning, Chuuya fought. Fought his feelings, fought their connection, until she made it clear that she wasn't going anywhere.

Now that he has her, he's too selfish to let her go.

But he can't allow the dangers of the Port Mafia to touch her so he settles for these stolen moments. Allows himself time to recharge and bask in the warmth of her embrace and pretend, for just a little while, that he could have a life with her.

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs #bungou stray dogs x reader #bsd chuuya #chuuya #chuuya x yn #chuuya nakahara #casswan bsd

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lukall705 · 3 months

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Dazai x Fem!reader thats shy in bed

"@lia181005 Can I request Dazai x fem reader smut The reader is his gf Make the reader shy in bed please cuz I rarely see it "))"

This is one of my first time writing smut so it might be ass 😭 also i hope you like this, i added some aftercare hc at the end:3

!!English is not my first language!!

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I think dazai would love a shy partner in bed because he can tease them about it

he loves the way you grip the bed sheets and try to hide your face in a pillow because of the pleasure hes giving you.

if hes in mean mood he would just grip your hair and pull you up and starts moving faster just to make you moan louder

if hes in a nice or good mood he might just let you hide your pretty face but hes gonna whisper teasing words like "..is this to much for you belladonna..?~" into your ear to make you more flustered.

he loves eating you out for hours and listening to your moans since your so sensitive.

His strong hands keep your legs apart when you try to close them with all your strength

Sometimes he just lets go of your thighs and starts fingering your sweet spot so that you sqeeze his head with your thighs and cry.

he hates it when you cover your pretty face:( he needs to see the faces you make from the pleasure to be able to orgasm, he needs to know hes making you feel good.

makes you ride his cock since he loves seeing you shyly bounce one him while trying to hold back your moans.

if you are insecure about being chubby or skinny and try to hide your body with something during sex, then he takes all the blankets of your bed and gets all the mirrors in the house and put them around the bed while he fucks you and moans out praises like "ha~ the pretties ah~ girl i've ever fucking seen"

But if you tell him you are uncomfortable not having like a shirt cover your belly, then he won't force you to take it of.

^^He lets you use his shirts during sex and it drives him insane seeing your beutifull curves in it.

he leaves marks on you and doesn't listen to you when you tell him not to mark up your neck, he always does it so that he can get to see you all flustered the next morning when you have to go to work

He 100% says stuff like "i'm gonna make you my little mommy" and other dirty stuff like that into your ear since he knows it makes you more wet and flustered.

He has a corruption kink and you being shy and reminding him of a small helpless bunny doesn't help with that:(

^^ he just wants to bend you in half and pound you until all you can remember is his name:( but he doesn't want to scare you away by telling you that

but if you are into that he would probably make you wear a bunny suit for him

Aftercare with him is probably just him kissing you and telling you how well you did while washing your body and giving you a new pair of panties.

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I'm still taking one or two(depending on how much effort i have to put in) more request before i close them!!

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freakoont · 12 days

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❝𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐨 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬❞

︵‿︵‿୨🍪୧‿︵‿︵

𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭: 𝐁𝐮𝐧𝐠𝐨 𝐒𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐲 𝐃𝐨𝐠𝐬 𝐅𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐫: 𝐑𝐚𝐧𝐩𝐨 𝐄𝐝𝐨𝐠𝐚𝐰𝐚 【ＳＦＷ　ａｎｄ　ＮＳＦＷｉｎｃｌｕｄｅｄ】

MINORS DO NOT INTERACT

GENDER NETURAL BUT AFAB READER sorry :')

REQUESTS ARE OPEN ! check the bottom of this post for information <3

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When you first start to begin noticing signs of having a crush on him, Ranpo immediately picks up on it.

Does he actually say or do anything about it? No . . . Not for a long while.

He's not embarrassed or nervous about it, actually he uses your little crush as a advantage to tease and mess with your cute little brain !

"hey, (Y/N) can you get me some pockys? I'm about to die from hunger, y'know!"

"..I'm busy, Ranpo."

"oh, fine."

...

"oh yeah, (Y/N) I seem to recall you were staring a lot at me earlier, which is kind of odd for a friend-"

"I'll get those snacks now"

Ranpo's never had a crush or significant other, so there are some things he doesn't know what to do. but he mostly treats your relationship the same way he treated you back when you were just friends

At first, he was a little nervous about saying things like 'I love you' because he thought it sounded cringe, but after a short while he needs to hear you say it 30 times a hour with lots of kisses💋

Ranpo can be a little shit at times, but he makes up for it for his good memory and always being able to understand you better than you know yourself.

Example: Ranpo will always remember little things about you! He noticed you staring at a T-shirt in the mall once and suddenly you've got it gifted to you, "from the worlds greatest detective; to my favorite assistant"

A lot of times when you're working in ADA, Ranpo will just hop onto your lap and keep still and silent as he eat snacks.

He loves being in your presence, just being around you is enough.

He's not crazy on PDA, usually holding your hand and dragging you along with him. He'll occasionally tease and embarrass you in public though, most of the time it isn't intentional

"(Y/NNNNN) :( can we please go to that bakeshop !"

"we were just at one. Besides, you still have that cake to finish at home."

"..."

"WHAT THE- GET OFF MY BACK YOU CRAZY MAN-"

"LETS GO TO THE BAKESHOP THEN-"

Ranpo is a BIG cuddle bug! He loves being little spoon especially. Just laying on top of your chest or besides you as you caress his hair and kiss his forehead

He'll melt from your touch

He's a baby

Ranpo doesn't usually get jealous. It's a rare thing actually, he's a chill guy and just uses his deduction to know you love him 110%

He's probably gotten used to Dazai flirting with you, before you two got together, that he's unbothered by other people

TXT: "Ranpo ! Some guy is flirting with me !"

TXT: "👍"

TXT: "do you not care that someone is trying to get with me?"

TXT: "woah there. FIRST OF ALL☝️ I've already deducted that you wouldn't do anything to hurt me. You care to much. SECOND OF ALL☝️ I've also deduced that he's drunk"

TXT: "I'll go buy you some ice cream now..(⁠ ⁠╹⁠▽⁠╹⁠ ⁠)"

TXT: "👍"

...

TXT: "ily"

TXT: "I love you too(⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡"

I feel like Ranpo isn't good with feelings and his words. When he notices that you're angry or upset, he'll kind of just be lost on what to do to cheer you up

He'll make some unhelpful comments here and there, trying to cheer you up and joke around... But then it might piss you off a little more

HE'S TRYING(⁠｡⁠•́⁠︿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)

He's bad at reading emotions, and when he does understand he'll share his snacks and keep quiet...

His love language is: words of affirmation and physical touch

He's not one to use pet names, just usually call you by his own nickname for you and that's it. Occasionally he'll call you his 'favorite assistant' or his 'watson'

Ranpo gets a boost in his confidence whenever you praise him. You and Fukuzawa are definitely the most important people in his lives, meaning your words mean SO MUCH to him

If you're the type to like cooking and cleaning, you've won him over. He hates chores and loves just sitting around and eating snacks

If you feed him as he sits or lays on your lap he'll literally die a happy man

❥๑━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━๑❥

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Ranpo is a switch, but definitely leans towards a bottom more

He'll be a very loud person in bed when you're on top of him.

If you tease him and poke at his sensitive parts, Ranpo will get flustered. You will catch him blushing and trying to keep quiet, just poke at him some more

Of course, don't be mean to him though. He only likes it when you praise him for doing good, because he's very inexperienced.

Ranpo is good at giving oral, he knows how to read you and where you like to be touched the most

Whenever Ranpo has a rough day, he'll either want you to ride him to make him feel better or he'd want to eat you out

"Mmmm... You look so good riding me like that,"

"just like that, Aah~"

"Love, I'm gonna- A-Ah"

He's noisy, but you can shut him upಡ⁠ ͜⁠ ⁠ʖ⁠ ⁠ಡ

Ranpo doesn't have that strong of a sexual desire. Sex isn't the most important thing to him. it's you🫵

If you ask him enough, praise him all day, and have a little teasing at eachother, maybe your lucky enough to walk home with him pulling you into the bed(⁠ ⁠ꈍ⁠ᴗ⁠ꈍ⁠)

His favorite positions are cowgirl/reverse cowgirl, anything with you taking control

He's very lazy and will let you do most of the work

Ranpo actually doesn't have any kinks, and I know a lot of you will be like "no he'd have a praise kink☝️" but I'm sorry to say that, Ranpo would 100% find the idea of kinks disgusting

LIKE I KNOW. I can see him having a praise kink too but it just fits so well for him to find 'kinks' disgusting

He doesn't like using toys either. Well, specifically for himself

If he feels like teasing you and edging you on, expect him to be using a vibrator on you and moving it around to get you moaning, but that's it really

If you're a easily-embarrassed or awkward and shy person, he'll definitely tease and mess with you when he's taking the lead

He's definitely had you doing things with him in the office and after you're finished you'll be like, "did... Did that really just happen?🧍‍♀️"

"Ranpo, the others are gonna be back any moment, please let's just finish at home.."

"Mmm, not a chance... Now, if you're so worried about it, you better start moving faster for me, sweet one.." he spoke, his hand on your ass as he straddled you on his lap as he sucked on a lollipop, his eyes were on yours. His other hand moved up your back and caressed your body.

How did you ever get dragged into this with him? Oh wait. It's Ranpo.

Ranpo loves face sitting

He'll eat you out like a unspoken religion, digging his teeth into your inner thighs just to hear your sweet noises as he knows he's doing good

He also loves it when you leave lipstick kisses all over him

YOU'LL LITERALLY MAKE HIM ALL NERVOUS AND BLUSHING. He'll be at a loss for words and start to ignore all eye contact

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sanest-bsd-delegate · 11 months

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𝘾𝙤𝙪𝙥𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙛𝙛

Headcanon: Daily life of you dating them. Ft Dazai, Chuuya, Nikolai and Ranpo

A/n: accept this as a payback for being gone for to long. Miss you guys, how have you been?

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Dazai:

You need to deal with him fr to much.

Can see him ordering drinks during you dates, specifically asking the waiter to bring two straws only to see him drink it from both.

Are you even dating him if you both haven't already taken couple quizzes on the Internet.

This mf istg. LIKE you are about to kiss and he would bump his forehead with yours.

Either he is 10/10 romantic or will be the worst lover in history.

Aww but imagine, if you are in bad mood and insecure or stuff, or saying why you hate your self, he would overhear that and list you things he likes about you. Cute, BUT STOP HIM BEFORE IT GOES FOREVER.

Never leave him alone at home. This man would bring those glow in the dark stars and paste it all over your room. THE LIGHT SO BRIGHT IT BLINDS YOU EYES.

UwU that gives him and you a reason to sleep together on the couch.

You both tried to set up yourself as avatars on games, trying to get your virtual self together only for Dazai's avatar to turn into a bread and commit arson.

Chuuya:

Can imagine you both raking up leaves and jumping into them.

he trying their best to be quiet while you are taking a nap.

This man gets into a heated argument with someone begins threatening them, only for you to pick him up and toss him over your shoulders walking away while he still shouts.

10/10 perfect dynamic couples

You both will visit a field of flowers as a dating spot and thinking you have time to take photos but then both of you end up laying in the field together and picking beautiful flowers for each other. Bonus when both of you make flower crowns for each other.

He kisses you before heading out to kill people, while you lie still in bed trina cope up completing your education degree he can never have. (Lets be real, they are 22, people are finishing college at that moment and not killing people for fun-)

You tried to connect to his Wi-Fi and jokingly put your own name in as the password.

WELL that actually worked and you are connected to his Wi-Fi. (STFU ITS NOT CRINGE ITS FLUFF)

Nikolai:

THIS MAN likes stealing your phone to change your phone's wallpaper into cursed pics from your Pinterest. 10/10 morning trauma

He helps you dry and brush your hair after a shower and visa versa.

Normalising playing on the swings at a small playground that nobody goes to anymore because that's what two sane persons do.

Hands down, both of you tried to cross your kitchen playing three-legged race.

Never let this man draw. You both will be drawing each other and man will breakdown just because he cant lift a pencil. HOW CAN YOU LIFT A MF GUN THEN??

Once you and him were stranded on a raft in the middle of a lake. DONT ASK WHY.

Ranpo:

You have to tie balloons around his hand so he doesn't get lost in the crowd.

JUST IMAGINE-, He has a french fry in his mouth and dares you to steal it from him. and when you try to do it, he puts the whole fry in his mouth and makes you kiss him. 10/10 RIZZNPO.

Thanks to his amazing direction skills, you both get lost in IKEA.

HUJFDISF He will touch your face and tell you its really soft while he gives nose kisses!>>>

Presuming you can knit, he forced you to make a very very very long scarf, only for him to make you sit beside him and share it. (No dazai, that cannot be your rope)

Thanks for reading! I am thinking to change my writing theme. But either ways Do vote if you like ig? Byee lysm :D ๑ARMED DETECTIVE AGENCY ๑PORT MAFIA ๑MASTERLIST ๑HEADCANONS

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prasiddhibirb · 1 year

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When you fall asleep on them feat. Atsushi, Dazai, Chuuya & Fyodor

-> Atsushi

definitely is flustered by it

tries to muster up the courage to wake you up but just finds you too peaceful when sleeping???

so he ends up looking very awkward just there 😀

Kunikida ends up waking you guys up telling you guys that it’s not time to act like this (during work)

Most of time, you fall asleep on his shoulder (usually when on the train or office)

doesn’t understand how can you could be this comfortable when falling asleep on someone especially also looking so peaceful and cute at the same time

def won’t be able to look you in the eyes for the next few days until you confront him

Those moments live rent free 24/7 in his mind

-> Dazai

Mf is a 50/50

it’s either one of the worst decisions of your life or a very rare and peaceful moment with him

Thinks about how cute you look and how naïve you are to trust him

after a few minutes after you start sleeping on him, he’ll start thinking of what to do with you

drawing on your face? Cause chaos while you are asleep on him? Hide your belongings? Make you a super weird haircut?

on occasions, he would stop the teasing and relish the time with you while his mind is at ease

Kunikida also ends up waking you guys up, telling you guys to be more serious (at work)

though he wants to be more reserved with his relationship with you, I can see him mentioning to people about how cute you are when you fall asleep on him

-> Chuuya

this is fairly rare that you’ll ever be able to fall asleep on the man at work

he’ll be snappy, telling you that he doesn’t have time for this right now

would much rather keep you to himself and doesn’t want people to stare

save the PDA or any love language for when in private (he can’t risk others targeting his lover)

on that one occasion that you DO in fact get to sleep on him,

will have the biggest ego boost

thinks that you are the most precious thing ever!!

for some reason, I feel like he would buy more jewelry for you?? Just to see the pretty image of you ornamented with fine, antique jewelry.

he just finds himself completely relaxed, the feeling of being enveloped with your beauty and your complete grace is something he yearns for whenever he misses you

-> Fyodor

Absolutely no reaction

wakes you up (or tries to) and tells you to stop disturbing him with his work

you don’t get to often fall asleep on this man

his ability would kill you since he basically has it on 24/7

so sometimes after you hand him his tea, you would try to sit next to him in order to spend more time with him

when he finally accepts you and doesn’t tell you to go away and let’s you have your display of affection,

he will think you are very naïve in trusting him

he could end it all for you and yet, you still love and trust him?

You, so pure, so innocently foolish, he thinks to himself.

you often wake up to the sound of keyboard asmr

Even after sleeping on him, no reaction, he is still cold to you

you can’t help but feel, a little disappointed.

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himimosa · 8 months

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nightmare

warnings: a little angst but more like hurt-comfort, spoilers(?) from latest chapters (not exactly any spoilers but of course don't read if you don't want to learn what might happen)

this is how i am coping with latest chapters guys, i am sorry...

All you could sense was a terrifying noise. and red red RED... The fear inside you was almost primal, like a survival instinct. Your brain was screaming at you to run, the common sense of terror in humankind when they meet something much more powerful than them... Something more mystic, dark... And god-like...

All the cells inside your body were craving to escape, but your soul couldn't let that happen... Not when the man who you loved was being destroyed by the said God right in front of your eyes...

You tried to reach for him, but he was so far for you to hold... You were trying to scream, only to realize you didn't have a voice. You started to feel hot, so hot. And while you watching the man you love was vanishing, the heat become unbearable-

You woke up with a deep inhale and jumped upright in your bed. This was the most horrifying dream you ever had. You were trying to get calm by taking deep breaths but you were not doing so well...

The body next to you moved slightly. Then the light turned on, and you saw Chuuya's sleepy face

"Babe? Is everything alright?"

You couldn't help but hug him tightly, burying your face into his chest. Chuuya froze for a second only to hug you tighter right after "Y/N, listen to me... It was only a dream. You are with me, you are fine..."

When he pulled back and looked at you, his heart was crushed by your expression. Your eyes were red as blood and you were trembling with fear. You opened your mouth to talk, then you realized your mouth was so dry...

Chuuya noticed that and poured a glass of water from the jug on the commode for you: "Here, take some water.." He helped you to drink since you were still shaky... He waited patiently for you to catch your breath before you spoke slowly: "You were dying..."

Chuuya squeezed your hand lightly "You can feel this right? This is real. I am here... "

You nodded your head, then you continued "...but Chuuya... it was so... terrifying... someone forced you... to use the corruption... you were not yourself, your body dissolved-" you choked on your words and started to cry harder with remembering the details...

Chuuya wrapped his arms around you again, he started to pat your hair while he was talking with a hushing and soft tone: "Babe... you know this is not likely right?.. There is an oxygen-waste-mackerel who wouldn't let me go apeshit like that.."

You took a deep breath. "..but Chuuya... Dazai was already dead in my dream... he was shot from his head, laying there in blood... when you used the corruption, he wasn't there to stop you..."

You didn't want to say the worst part of your dream for some reason. That part of your dream made you sick, where Chuuya acted like he got possessed by something, and shot Dazai with a gun himself...

Chuuya thought for a minute before speaking again "Not likely... Do you believe and trust me, darling? I know that waste of bandages more than I know anyone else... He is like a little cockroach, even if you cut his head, he would find a way to come back... I know your dream is not likely to happen, you know why?" he asked. You looked at him with your still teary eyes "Because I have you two on my back... I know you wouldn't let anything like that happen to me, you would protect me... Isn't that right?"

You nodded slowly, and Chuuya gave a kiss on your temple.

"God knows, that bastard would rather kill me by his own hands rather than leave me to die by my power " he chuckled. You smiled too. You were feeling a little more relieved than before.

"..Chuuya. Promise to me.. to be even more careful..." you mumbled. Chuuya smiled at your request. He took your hand and kissed the inside of your palm "I promise... Now sleep well darling... I promise I will be right beside you when you wake up, as always" he whispered.

You closed your eyes to have a beautiful dream that was enough to make you forget the old one...

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ravencincaide · 2 months

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Men like flowers too

Summary: When you get him flowers for valentines day, his reaction is far from what you expected OR sometimes taking a risk pays off.

Pairing: fem! reader x Chuuya

Requested by: @chuuyaswifeandhoe Thank you so much for your request, it was most certainly one of the more challenging ones for me. Still I hope this is at least a fraction of what you imagined 🩷

Warnings: cursing, reckless driving, very very light hint at possible sexual content

You did not know whether this was a good idea or if it would somehow make the already disappointing Valentine's turn a bitter-sour awkward experience as you missed the mark entirely. Twisted precious Japanese traditions into something western-influenced- but not really. All the while making a hot mess of yourself in the process.

But you were about to find out.

Without a second thought, you opened the passenger side of the bright red sports car and you flopped down into the leather seats quickly and in-elegantly. You made sure you were inside the vehicle and ready to go before your beloved valentine had a chance to finish his textmessage. The second a low tsk’ made it past his lips followed with a half-hearted curse as his thumb brushed over the turn-off button of the small device, you made your move.

“ Here you go” Your voice was a sing-song purr as you stretched more like dump in his lap a box of especially imported wine infused chocolates and the exceptionally large and ridiculous bouquet of red and orange flowers tied together with a matching obnoxious ribbon that ended in a rosette. You tried to sound casual- like this was the most natural thing in the world for you to do as you reached towards the seatbelt.

Still you watched Chuuya’s reaction closely.

First, the way his eyes widened, a mildly surprised expression clouded the otherwise focused and slightly work-annoyed look. Then his lips set into a straight line: a thin, displeased thing. As if you had just critiqued him to his face about something Chuuya had done but had not had the chance to show it off to you.Yet.

An unjustified disappointment.

“ Did you buy these for yourself, Sweetheart?” Before you could answer he leaned towards the passenger side, the flowers you got almost squashed between you two. His fingers grasped your chin and forced you to look him straight in the eyes. No escape from those piercing orbs.

“ Y/N what did we say? You never buy flowers for yourself, Baby-girl. Especially not on fucking Valentines of all days- that is my job” he kept his voice low and leveled, yet the red of his eyes gave you an indication of how annoyed he was. No how angry he got at the mere thought that you consider him so incompetent so as to not get you flowers on the one day a year dedicated to love in western traditions.

Japanese traditions could go screw themselves. He was not about to do nothing for you while you showered him in chocolates of all shapes, makes, qualities and sizes.

“ They’re for you, silly” you replied with a small nervous smile tugged on the corners of your lips. However your nervous smile was quickly replaced with an amused one as you watched his eyes widen, returning back to stunning blue as he shifted them away from you and down towards the flowers between you. They widened as they landed on the petals, getting bent in between your bodies. Quickly he moved back and placed the flowers down onto his lap while he cleared his throat in silent apology. His mind obviously searched for something to say that was not the typical flat ‘thank you’ yet it came up empty. Much to his own frustration and your satisfaction. And the pink tint on his cheeks served as the cherry on top.

This reaction was not one you would forget anytime soon.

“ Uh-huh thanks– ahh what the heck” Chuuya started the car without warning before he pulled out of the mall parking lot, his speed double the legal limit. You rushed to get your seatbelt on in the meantime.

The second you turned your eyes back to the road you realized something.

“ C-chuu this isn’t the way to the Head Quarters” you gasped as he pulled out into the highway. Had your orders changed while you were collecting his gift? No, they hadn’t, you realized in horror as his lips pulled up into a smirk, while one of his hands let go of the steering wheel and dropped into your lap, giving your thigh a loving squeeze. It was a hint as to what was to come once he finally got you home. Before you could reason with him, said hand started moving upwards,drawing a startled “ Chuuya!” from your lips.

Author note: Happy Valentines day! I hope this request fullfilled your expectations. I'm aware this is not as smooth as my usual ones but I still hope it drew a smile from your lips!

This was the last SFW fic for today. The remaining three will fall within the NSFW category. So for some of you, Raven's special is coming to an end with this fic. I hope you have enjoyed and thank you all who have participated and send requests 🩷

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sqquidzz · 7 months

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"My job is to make sure your so fucked out that you can't think properly" - Fem version

Chuuya Nakahara x Fem!Reader

Summary: You and Chuuya have been dating for a month now, and Chuuya decides to invite you to his house late at night. You thought he was just inviting you for a normal late night date, but only when you get to his house do you realize his intensions.

Tags: Chuuya x Fem!Reader, slight nipple play, orgasm denial, edging deep throating, dirty talk, praise, pet names, ass fucking, etc.

A/N: I had originally made this as a Chuuya x M!Reader, but some of you asked for a Fem version, so here it is! I hope you enjoy!

"I wonder why he's texting me this late at night..."

"Come over now" the message read, short and simple, unlike Chuuya's normal messages where he adds an insane amount of emojis and symbols

You shake of your uneasy feeling, putting off the fact that his short message was written so weirdly because he was so tired.

You grab a pair of black panties, sliding them on along with a pair of soft sweatpants. Finally, you throw on a black, oversized shirt and take a look in the mirror, satisfied with your look.

You open the front door and close it behind you, locking it and walking over to your car, which you unlocked and slipped inside of, turning the engine on and driving off to Chuuya's house.

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Knock Knock Knock

You had just arrived at Chuuya's house, knocking on on the front door of his grand house. It seemed strange standing at his door at midnight, usually he would invite you at around 9pm to 10pm.

Just then, the door opens slightly, and you are yanked into the dark room, with nothing but a sliver of moonlight entering the house.

You struggle against him for what seems like forever, until you hear him whisper into your ear, "I need you so bad baby.."

You freeze. Chuuya had never made any move that told you that he wanted to have sex with you. It had never been mentioned during the month of time you both had been dating.

When you still don't move any further, Chuuya takes the situation into his own hands, grinding his groin into your crotch, causing you to snap out of your trance and let out a gasp.

"I love you so much baby," Chuuya whispers out as he continues to rub his growing hard on into your private, causing you to whine from the friction. Suddenly, your panties are feeling soaked.

"Ch-Chuuya, what are you d-doing?" you ask as he noses over your neck, earning him a soft sight of content from you.

"Oh nothing... just wanted to try something with you," he hoists you up into his arms, bridal style, making you let out a small yelp as he walks you over to the bedroom, throwing you onto the bed.

In the dark, you can faintly make out Chuuya smirking as he leans down to pepper kisses onto your neck, making you let out a sigh as he trailed all around your neck.

Just as you were getting comfortable with the sensation of Chuuya's mouth on your neck, he licks a fat strip across your collarbone and bites into it, making you let out a sharp gasp at the pain.

"Oh darlin, you look so hot like this," he praises as he continues to suck marks into your skin, causing you to let out shudders and whimpers of pleasure.

"Chuuya... please," you whisper out as he ghosts his finger over your nipple just enough to send a wave of heat down to your core, making it impossibly wet.

"Shh, patience sweatheart.." he coos as he latches his mouth around your hard bud, swirling his tounge around it, causing you to arch your back and let out a moan, the pleasure going right to your pussy, making it drip with juices that would probably soil your panties.

You feel a knot tighten in your lower abdomen as you come closer to release.

"Chuu.. I'm so close..." you mewl out, but just before you could bask in the glory of your orgasm, he stops.

You let out a whine of dissapointment, but that immidiately dies down as Chuuya pulls off your pants and panties at the same time, revealing your wet core, which slowly drips with arousal.

Before you could ask him what he was doing, Chuuya licks a fat strip between your folds and plunges his tongue in, causing you to let out a loud moan.

Chuuya only hums as he starts plunging his tongue in and out almost immidiately, making you let out a series of whines and moans, chanting Chuuya's name like a prayer as he sucks on your clit, swirling his tongue around it and going back to tongue fucking you again.

Before you know it, your orgasm approaches once again, that tight knot curling in your lower abdomen from the heat and stimulation from Chuuya's mouth.

But just before you could go over the edge, he stops again, pulling away and wiping the excess saliva from the side of his mouth.

Now you were getting frustrated. He hadn't let you cum twice now, and it almost hurt from how much you were pent up from the teasing.

"Don't worry doll," Chuuya coos with a smirk, "My only job is to make sure your so fucked out that you can't think properly."

You shived at his tone, your chest tightening because of how hot Chuuya sounded. Chuuya lets out a soft chuckle as his cock slowly comes to rub at your asshole, making your hole clench at the thought of being filled by Chuuya.

"Wait- Chuuya! What about lube?" you ask as he simply rubs his length against your hole, making you shiver at the skin to skin contact.

Chuuya hums as he pops open a bottle that he seemed to get out of nowhere and squirts some of the slick substance onto his hands, rubbing it between his fingers a few time to warm it up before rubbing some around the rim of your asshole. You gasp at the foreign feeling, it felt really unnatural, but it also felt good in a way.

Chuuya squirts some more on his hands, lathering his shaft in a generous amount of lube as he tosses the bottle away, returning one of his his hands to lay on one side of your head, the other reaching up to pin your hands to the bed.

He rubs himself over your hole a few time before sinking in. He lets out a groan as you let out a hiss at the stretch from his length plunging into you.

You feel almost lightheaded as he bottoms out, the stretch making you scrunch your eyes closed in discomfort, but it soon turns into pleasure as Chuuya rocks in and out of you.

Before long, Chuuya is already pounding you hard and fast, reaching into your so far you choke on your saliva. He shifts his position a few time, making you feel him drag against your walls, producing a high pitched moan from you

Chuuya smirks at this, continuing to shift around as he pistons in and out of you, you arching your back in ecstacy as you let out a long moan.

Chuuya's thrusts are relentless, pounding so hard into you that you see stars. He starts chuckling again at your fuck out face, lust pooling in his eyes at the sight of you, naked and moaning his name as loud as you could, probably disturbing the neighbors.

"God, your doing so good for me doll," he groans out as his thrusts become sloppy and less coordinated as he circles your clit along with his harsh thrusts.

You eyes widen and you let you a jumble of moans at the stimulation, everything becoming too much as you babble out incessant begs and pleads for release.

Your thighs clamp around Chuuya's legs as he thrusts even faster into you, reaching an almost inhuman pace as both of your releases approach fast.

Chuuya pants as he slowly slides out of you, making you whine quietly as the loss of something inside you.

He flops down beside you, kissing you gently on the cheek and proceeds to rub soothing circles into your back.

You let out a small chuckle as you and him slowly fall asleep side by side. You know now that you would never trade this for the world, ever.

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stinkyme · 1 year

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Hello! This is fic requested by my lovely May, I really hope you like it and enjoy, but especially you my darling, this is little birthday present so I really hope you enjoy it the most and happy birthday my love, I wish you all the best and I wish for all of your wishes to come true, you are so special and wonderful, I love you so much :) <3 (@lovingbsd )

CW/TW: NSFW, fem!reader, insecure reader, cursing, compliments and reassurance before and during sex for the reader, slow build up, body worship, praise, slight oral!fem receiving, soft/romantic sex, creampie, if I forgot anything please let me know :) <3

I apologize for any mistakes in advance! :)

You are the only one || Nakahara Chuuya x Reader

Chuuya and you went out to buy a few things, he wanted a new hat and you wanted to buy new mangas and similar things. Once you finished with your own shopping, the two of you headed to Chuuya's favorite shop where he would always buy hats and accessories. You went around the store looking at all types of hats and giggled a bit when you would see some funky, theatral ones with feathers and all types of accessories imagining Chuuya in them. Chuuya was in a row away from yours and you heard a female voice talking to him.

"Can I help you with anything sir?" she asked Chuuya, her tone was friendly and polite.

"Actually yes, I was looking for one of the hats I saw on your website, it's black fedora that also has black leather strip around. Hold on, let me show you a picture." Chuuya answered in a normal, equally polite tone. He showed the lady the picture as you kept looking around, unsure about joining their conversation.

"Ah! I know, let me show you, follow me." she answered happily and you could hear them taking a few steps around their row.

"That's the one." she said politely as she handed Chuuya the hat. You were peeking as much as you could trying to follow up. Chuuya was standing near the mirror and examined the hat in his hands. You slowly moved to the edge of the row and you were standing there, still unsure about joining them.

"I don't see why someone like you would wear hats." she said in a flirtatious tone as she looked him up and down.

"Excuse me?" Chuuya asked her as annoyance appeared in his voice.

"What is that supposed to mean?" he followed with another question as he raised an eyebrow to her.

"Ah, no, no. I don't mean anything malicious by that. I just don't think a man as handsome as you would need any additional accessories besides, maybe, a nice lady." she smiled at him softly as she put hand on her chest.

"That's idiotic comparison. Hats are hats. Ladies are ladies." he said in a disinterested tone as he continued to observe his hat.

"It was a metaphor, sir." she said, still adamant about trying to seduce him.

"It was a damn stupid one." he said as he shot her a look of disapproval.

"I apologize, it wasn't my intention. I just wanted to give you a compliment about how a handsome man like you doesn't need a hat or anything else to look better." she said in a flirtatious but firm tone, still adamant to seduce him. You were always secure in Chuuya's love and loyalty, he always made sure for you to know how much he loves and appreciates you, but you couldn't shake off an uneasy feeling this conversation gave you. Chuuya drew attention everywhere he would go but he never returned it back, the only person who ever got his attention was you, but it was still hard to shake off the feeling and thoughts that were going inside your head as you watched them. Chuuya could have practically anyone he wants, so why you?

"I simply like hats." he said in a bored tone as he looked towards you, his eyes lighting up as a little smirk appeared on his face.

"There you are! Are we playing hide and seek now, ha?" he said in a teasing tone as you got the strength to walk towards two of them. You put on an insecure smile as you approached them, Chuuya's hand immediately taking yours as he held the hat in another. You could see the lady observing you up and down, analyzing every part of your outfit, figure, face, hair - absolutely everything, making you even more uneasy.

"Tell me, what do you think?" Chuuya asked you as he put his hat on.

"I think you look good, Chuu." you giggled out.

"Quite handsome I must say." the lady spoke at the same time as you, making your tummy twirl.

"Thank you, Y/N. I think it's simple, but still versatile when it comes to clothes, you know?" Chuuya completely ignored the lady, his full attention was on you and you nodded at him, smiling softly.

"So...are you sure you like that one?" she asked in a questioning, slightly mocking tone.

"Indeed, I think it's perfect." he said as he squeezed your hand.

"Suit yourself." she scoffed, making you feel very uncomfortable, but you still kept a smile on your face because you didn't want Chuuya to doubt something. Two of you paid for the hat and went home on his motorcycle. Ride was silent as usual, but this time due to your overthinking about this whole situation. It stung, you can't lie about it and as much as you trust Chuuya, you still couldn't understand why you. He could have anyone, so why you? When you would look at yourself you would think you are not that bad, but still, is that good enough for Chuuya? Insecurities kept resurfacing in your mind the whole time and even as two of you were walking home, you stayed awfully silent. Chuuya knew something was wrong, he wasn't an idiot, however he didn't ask anything yet. Two of you finally entered your shared apartment and took your shoes off, unpacked the things and freshed up a bit. You couldn't say anything yet as you went to the bedroom to leave new things you got for yourself. Chuuya came right after you, his body leaning on the door frame, arms crossed as he observed you.

"Cut the crap. What's wrong?" he asked you in a slightly firm tone.

"Huh? Nothing is wrong." you said quickly as you kept looking for new things to do in the room so you don't have to face him.

"That's crap. I said cut the crap, so what's wrong Y/N?" he kept pressuring you and you remained silent, still looking for something to do.

"You have been acting weird since we left the store. Is it the hat? I will throw it away if you don't like it, but don't act like this." he said in a calmer tone, his body still leaning on the door frame.

"It's not about the hat." you giggled out a bit due to the conclusion he made.

"Then what is?" he asked you as he observed your intense body language.

"It's dumb." you chuckled out as your tummy and chest kept burning from nervosity.

"It doesn't matter, I still want to know." he said in a firm but genuine tone as you looked at him, his gaze was firm and genuine too. You sighed out, positioning yourself on the bed. You sat down and took one deep breath before you spoke.

"Okay. Um..it's about the lady from the store." you said shyly as you kept your gaze on your hands.

"Oh. What about her?" you could hear relief and disinterest in Chuuya's voice.

"Well..she was flirting with you..and then she observed me like I am some idiot." your voice was quiet and weak as you choked words out.

"And?" Chuuya asked you, genuinely not understanding.

"And...I don't know. I don't doubt your loyalty, I just see people flirting with you left and right everywhere we go and I don't mind it...for most of the time." you made a quick pause.

"It just...it just makes me think sometimes. There are so many wonderful people out there, so many beautiful people, so...why me?" you finished your sentence as you looked up at him, slight sadness filling up your eyes. He was looking at you and swiftly closed his eyes for a second as he took a deep breath, his body moving away from the door frame as he came to you. He positioned himself on one knee in front of you, looking up at you, eyes filled with nothing but love and understanding.

"I can't stop people from being annoying pain in the ass, you know?" he chuckled, trying to lift up the mood a bit.

"If I am being completely honest with you..I do not care. I do not care one bit. I do not care about that girl or anyone else besides you on that matter. They all annoy me most of the time and I just wish I could have this whole world with only you in it, but I can't. So sometimes, we will have to deal with annoying pieces of shit, however, I want you to know that you are the only one." he emphasized the last of his words as you remained silent, looking in his eyes.

"You are the most beautiful, angelic creature I've laid my eyes on and you are the only one that I don't hate or find annoying in some sense. You are everything to me and you will always be. If there's something I don't want you to doubt in this life that would be yourself. You can doubt my loyalty if you want to, but I will always prove you otherwise. However, you can't doubt yourself. That's one thing I won't allow because you are absolutely perfect for me, Y/N." he said as his voice and eyes softened.

"You are perfect as you are. Do you understand?" he asked you in a gentle tone and you nodded, your tummy filled with warmth as you were smiling softly at him, unsure what to say yet. However, Chuuya had a different idea.

"Something tells me you didn't quite get it yet, angel." Chuuya said in a slightly darker tone as he got up and cupped your face with his hand.

"How about I show you?" he whispered out as he leaned towards you, his eyes low as his lips softly pressed yours. You were still smitten by all of his reassuring words and sudden change in his behavior got you completely captivated. You closed your eyes as you wrapped your arms around his neck, pulling him in and deepening the kiss. Your tongues quickly adjusted to each other's pace, making the kiss deep, passionate and soft. Chuuya's hands slowly worked their way down his vest, unbuttoning it and letting it slide down his arms and drop on the floor. He undid his shirt and slowly pulled away from the kiss to take it off completely. Your face was slightly flushed and as Chuuya was slowly leaning back down you pulled him in by his choker, your lips quickly meeting his, making kiss deep and passionate once again. His hands moved down your body, gently squeezing your waist as he moved them lower, his fingers slowly snaking under the edges of your shirt. He lifted your shirt up and two of you broke a kiss for a quick second as he was pulling it up, your arms following his movement to help him. He took your shirt off and dropped it on the floor and sat down next to you, grabbing your thighs and swiftly positioning you in his lap. You continued the kiss as his hands were gently brushing up and down your back, making you shiver. You slowly moved your hips back and forth, grinding on his already hardened cock as you deepened the kiss by cupping his jaw and pulling him in. He slowly pulled away from the kiss, his eyes low as he swiftly unhooked your bra, your arms following as he dragged it down, throwing it on the floor. He wrapped his arms around your waist as his lips brushed over your sensitive nipple, he started gently sucking it between his teeth. You let out a small pleasurable gasp as your hands tangled in his hair. He swiftly turned around, moving you with him and positioning you on your back underneath him. His lips found your nipple once again, gently sucking on it as his hands traced outlines of your figure. You slowly threw your head back deeper in the pillow as soft moans left your lips. Chuuya slowly pulled away kissing the skin between your breasts as he moved to the other nipple, giving it the same treatment. He was gently sucking on it as his tongue would brush over it from time to time, making you quiver. His hands gently squeezed your waist as you wrapped your legs around his hips, pulling him in. He smirked into your skin and slowly pulled away, leaving your sensitive and wet nipple alone. He gently unwrapped your legs, positioning them next to him, hands resting on your knees.

"Be patient, angel." he whispered out as his hands slided down your thighs and he undid the button and zipper of your pants. You smiled shyly, lifting your legs and hips up, helping Chuuya to take your pants off. He got off the bed, leaving your pants on a nearby chair, taking his own pants off afterwards. You could see the outline of Chuuya's hardened cock on his boxers as he came back to bed. He positioned himself between your legs, his hips pressing into you making you feel his hard cock on your pussy. You quivered as he leaned into your neck, gently brushing over your skin with his lips. He started kissing you slowly, from the back of your ear tracing his way down your soft neck, leaving soft, ticklish breaths behind. He continued kissing you below your Adam's apple and moved to the other side, leaving soft, slow kisses up your neck and ending them right behind your ear. He was tracing his kisses back down, leaving one swift kitten lick in the middle making you quiver as he moved down to your collarbones. He was softly kissing every inch of them, slowly moving from one side to another as his hands wrapped around your waist.

"You are so beautiful, you know?" he whispered into your skin as he moved down, placing kisses on one of your breasts, slowly moving to the other one, tracing his way with soft kisses and gave your other breast the same treatment.

"Everything about you is perfect." he whispered once again as he continued moving down, leaving kisses just below your chest area, starting from the edge of one of your ribs, moving over your tummy to the other side. He moved down again, placing soft, thoughtful kisses down the middle of your tummy.

"You are so beautiful. You are an angel." he softly whispered through kisses. As he moved up, his face near yours once again.

"Your face." he whispered and placed a kiss on your cheek and moved down.

"Your neck." he repeated the same thing, leaving a gentle kiss behind. He continued, slowly.

"Your collarbones." kisses.

"..."

"Your shoulders." kisses.

"..."

"Your breasts." kisses.

"..."

"Your arms." kisses.

"..."

"Your tummy." kisses.

"Everything about you is like it was made exactly for me, angel." he whispered out as he moved between your legs, gently wrapping his arms and hands around your thighs. He started placing gentle kisses from the bottom of your thigh, near your crotch, slowly up to your knee. His nose and soft breath gently brushed over your skin alongside soft lips, making you shiver. He slowly got up, moving your leg up by your ankle, placing more kisses on your calf.

"Never forget that. You are the only one." he whispered through the kisses as he traced them back down, over your calf and down your thigh. His lips reached your crotch and he placed a soft kiss on your clothed pussy, making you tremble. He smirked as he moved to your other thigh, repeating the process of covering your whole leg in soft, passionate, loving kisses. He placed one last kiss on your ankle and positioned himself between your legs once again, one of his arms wrapping around your leg, meanwhile fingers of his other hand gently brushed over your clothed pussy making you quiver.

"You are the only one for me, angel." he whispered out as his fingers gently moved between your pussy and the edge of your panties, pulling them aside. He observed your exposed pussy with lustful eyes and leaned it, giving your needy clit one swift lick, making you tremble. He chuckled as he placed his tongue on it and started licking it at a steadier pace. He was moving his tongue in slow, but firm circles making you gasp out as your hips slowly moved to meet his movement. He moved his fingers down to your wet inner lips, slowly teasing your entrance as his tongue kept the same pace. He pushed two of his fingers inside you, slowly stretching you out, a low moan leaving your throat. He curled them up, pressing your sensitive spot and started moving at a medium pace. You kept whimpering softly as his tongue and fingers kept their tempo. You closed your eyes, enjoying the sensation of his soft, wet tongue circling on your clit as his fingers kept gently pressuring your sensitive spot. You started moving your hips to meet his movement, already deeply aroused as your pussy clenched around his slim fingers. He squeezed your thigh slightly harder as the tip of his tongue started moving in a faster manner on your swollen, needy clit as his fingers kept the same pace inside your wet cunt. Soft moans left your throat as you could feel release slowly building up inside you. He moved away from your clit for a second, his fingers lazily pressing your g-spot.

"You are doing such a good job for me angel." he whispered out, placing a soft kiss on your needy spot.

"But I'm not-" you tried to whisper out but he cut you off.

"You are. Just stay like that for me, okay?" he whispered out softly as he lifted himself up, kneeling between your legs and you could see a small stain of precum on his boxers. He pulled them down, exposing his hard cock as he gave it a few slow strokes. He looked into your eyes, his gaze filled with neediness and passion as he slowly positioned himself, aligning his cock with your entrance as he moved it up and down, covering his tip in your juices and dragged it up to your clit, moving it in small circles. You were whimpering out, earning a light chuckle from Chuuya who was teasing you like that for a bit and finally slided it back down and slowly pushed his cock inside you. Both of you gasped out at sensations as he slowly moved his hips forward, his cock entering deep inside you. He leaned down and softly kissed your lips as he started thrusting in a slow pace inside you, making you feel every inch of his cock. Your lips parted, soft moans escaping your throat as he let a little satisfied whine out and pressed his lips on yours again. His tongue quickly found yours as one of his hands cupped your soft cheek, thumb brushing over it. You wrapped your legs around his hips and leaned more into him, deepening the kiss as he kept his pace inside you, making you moan into his mouth. He gently pulled away, face inch away from yours, his hand still softly caressing your cheek.

"I love every sound that you make." he whispered out in a low, raspy voice as two of his fingers traced down your cheek, over your jaw, neck, shoulder, breast and down your waist. He gently squeezed one of your thighs that was wrapped around him as his lips brushed over your neck, placing a soft kiss. He started sucking gently making you quiver as his pace inside you slightly fastened, making you squeeze him tighter with your legs. Soft moans left your throat as he let out pleased sounds in the skin of your neck.

"Ah, you truly are like heaven." he whispered into your skin, placing a small kiss on a little mark he made as he slowed down his thrusts for a bit.

"Thank you, Chuu. For everything." you said shyly as you squeezed him a bit tighter with your legs. He pulled away from your neck and faced you.

"Don't thank me angel, just promise me something. Next time you get those thoughts, remember that you are the one who is fully covered in my kisses and you always will be." he whispered out as soft blush spreaded over your cheeks. You nodded, looking deep into his eyes.

"I love you, Chuu." you whispered out and he smiled softly.

"I love you too angel, now let me take good care of you." he whispered back as he started thrusting a bit faster making you gasp out at sensation. He pulled away from you and gently unwrapped your legs and put them on his shoulders as he kept thrusting, continuously pressing your sensitive spots inside. His hands gently rubbed up and down your thighs as he narrowed his hips, thrusting deeper inside you as whimpers left your throat. He was moaning softly as he kept his pace, slowly moving one of your legs down next to him and pushing it further with his hand and spreading you out more. Your whimpers got louder as he started moving faster, soft moans leaving his throat as he started twitching inside you. His hand slowly slided down your thigh, resting on your lower tummy. He narrowed himself a bit more, thrusting deep inside you making you grasp the sheets from the intense pleasure. He moaned softly as his hand pressed your lower tummy, feeling himself move in and out of you which made his cock twitch from excitement. You let out a soft gasp out as he kept pressuring your sensitive spot, his hand adding additional pressure and making you feel him completely inside you. He softly moved his thumb on your needy clit, drawing steady, medium paced circles on it, making you quiver from sudden sensation. He kept thrusting inside you, he wasn't rough but he was going faster now and twitch every time your pussy clenched around him. He was whimpering out as his lickerish but loving gaze fixated on your face making you clench around him once more as heat started building up inside your lower tummy from all the sensations.

"You are being such a good girl for me." he said through a slightly needier voice than usual making you clench around him once more. He gasped out from sensation as his cock twitched inside you and he started thrusting even faster inside you as his thumb kept stimulating your clit in the same, steady pace. Louder moans kept leaving your throat as you felt getting closer to your orgasm with every movement he made, you could feel him completely inside you as his tip kept pressuring your g-spot as well as his thumb on your needy clit. You moved your head back deeper into the pillow as your grip on the sheets tightened, another wave of precum leaking on Chuuya's cock as you were getting closer to your release.

"Keep-, ah, going-" you moaned out as you messily moved your hips to match his rhythm, chasing your orgasm.

"Anything for you, love." he said quickly as he kept his pace, sounds of your skins gently slamming into each other, his whimpers and your moans filling up the room. You could feel heat building up inside you intensely, your eyes rolling back from incoming orgasm. Chuuya was whimpering and getting closer himself, still twitching inside you as he kept stimulating your g-spot and clit at the same time. His whimpers were making you go over the edge as you felt his twitching cock pressing your sensitive spots and with few more thrusts and soft circles on your clit you could feel heat slowly bursting inside you as your moans filled up the room, intense orgasm making your whole body tremble. You squeezed the sheets tightly as Chuuya kept his pace, whimpering louder as your wet pussy stimulated him more. You could feel your orgasm slowly melting away as you kept whimpering as you were more sensitive than before. Chuuya swiftly moved his thumb away from your clit and slowed down his movement, letting you calm down more as he put your leg down, placing it next to him. He gently put his hands on your knees and once your breathing calmed down a bit, he started thrusting faster making you tremble from slight oversensitivity. He was whimpering out as his cock kept twitching inside your wet cunt and he swiftly positioned himself over you, his soft lips next to your ear.

"You are, aah, a-all I need, Y/N." he whispered through broken whimpers as you clenched around his needy cock, getting him closer to his orgasm. Soft moans were leaving your parted lips and Chuuya made a few faster thrusts making you moan out loudly, earning a little smirk from him as his lips swiftly met yours. Two of you were making out messily, moaning and whimpering into each other's mouth as your hands gently cupped Chuuya's face. You bit his bottom lip and you could feel his cock pulsate inside you as his thrusts became messier. He was whimpering quickly and messy as he was chasing his own orgasm that was building inside him. You kept making out and with a few more thrusts Chuuya sharply whimpered into your mouth, his chest going up and down at a quick pace and you could feel his warm cum fill you up inside. You quivered from sensations as Chuuya pulled away, his chest rising and falling quickly as he slowed down his movement, coming off of his high. He completely slowed down his movement, softly fucking his cum into you before pulling out completely, making sure he doesn't make a mess. He placed a soft kiss on your forehead before laying next to you, calming down from his intense orgasm. You turned around and placed your head on his chest as you wrapped your arm around him.

"Feeling better now?" he asked in a soft tone as he started stroking your hair.

"Much better." you said through a little giggle, closing your eyes to focus on Chuuya's steady heartbeat and his gentle strokes.

"I love you, Chuu. You are the only one for me too, please know that." you whispered out as you squeezed him tightly.

"I love you too, angel." he said softly, making a small pause.

"Thank you for saying so, I truly can't find or see myself with anyone else but you, Y/N." he whispered out as you looked up at him, his gaze was warm and genuine.

"Me neither, love." you smiled softly, giving him a reassuring look.

"So, do you want to take a shower and then you can read me some of the stuff you bought?" he asked you as his lips curled into a gentle smile.

"Sounds good to me." you smiled back and got up to place a soft kiss on his lips, two of you spending the rest of the night enjoying each other like only two of you exist in this world.

The End :)

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Cherry Blossom Walks 🌸 Nakahara Chūya x Reader

Pairing: Nakahara Chūya x Reader (can be read as any gender, no pronouns used) Genre: fluff Word Count: 2 360 Warnings: mentions of death + illness + poverty Summary: Chūya takes you on a date but things don’t quite go as he expected

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All of a sudden, Chūya wasn’t so sure anymore, whether it had been a good idea to bring you to this park. Two years, that’s how long he had waited for the perfect time to ask you out, you a member of the armed detective agency. Two years in which he had scraped together his courage again and again to talk to you, only to always be interrupted by this idiot of a bean stalk called Dazai. But finally had done it, asked you to accompany him on a nice walk in the park to watch the cherry blossom together.

Chūya had been fairly certain he had made himself clear enough so that you would understand he had a romantic interest in you, but still he had been uncertain about how you would interpret the situation. Just to be sure, he had brough you a small bouquet of flowers when you had met up in front of the closest train station.

Now you were holding the flowers in your arm, a mix of whites, pastel pinks and light greens; a perfectly romantic, not too heavy, lighthearted spring bouquet. Your other arm was linked with his, rather formally he noticed, and not at all as close as he would have liked, making him question everything he had said and done in the past twenty minutes since you had met up.

You had seemed to be so happy about the flowers, had taken his arm so casually when he had offered it to you, had laughed so unashamedly at his dry sarcasm. But ever since you had first stepped through the gates of the park, you had stiffened up. Did you not like the park? He was sure he had told you where he intended to take you for your date. Had something happened here, and coming back made dark memories resurface? Did you not like the flowerbeds, filled to the brim with all the colours of the spring? Were you allergic to the cherry blossom that was in full bloom over your heads?

Just as you had reached a point, from where the water of the bay below reflected the already low sun beams in orange and golden sparks, and glittered through the pink petals of the Sakura trees, you suddenly stopped walking. Chūya, who had been about to suggest sitting down on a bench, got startled out of his thoughts. Confused at your sudden halt, he finally fully turned his head to take in your expression, which he had avoided doing in the past minutes, only glancing at you from the corner of his eyes until then. Shock raced through his body when he saw tears swimming in your eyes.

“What’s wrong,” he asked so quickly that he stumbled over his own words, not even caring about the way his voice hitched. Quickly he pulled away from you, placing his hands at your shoulders instead and chasing your gaze as you closed your eyes and turned your face away from him. “What’s wrong, talk to me, please.”

“Can we sit down for a moment,” you asked instead of answering him.

Your voice was quiet, but Chūya quickly nodded his head, gently but firmly guiding you to the closest bench. Warm afternoon sunlight flickered through the branches of the trees above you, making your skin glow beautifully. A tear ran down your cheek, catching the sunlight and glittering like a diamond.

Chūya’s heart broke at the sight of that tear; he was sure the crack had to be loud enough for you to hear.

What had happened?

Why where you crying?

Had he done something wrong? You had wanted to sit down, maybe your shoes were hurting your feet? No, he thought after a quick glance down, you were wearing sneakers. Unlikely that they would hurt your feet enough for you to cry. Maybe you had a stomach-ache, or cramps. Or a headache. Or all of that at once? Or had he had done something wrong? Said something wrong? Had you expected him to-

Before his thoughts could spiral further out of control, you suddenly spoke up.

“Do you even know how beautiful this park is?”

The question caught him off guard. He had expected a lot, had hoped you would address the cause of your distress, but you wanted to talk about the park? Alright, he would indulge you.

“I mean, it’s a beautiful park,” he shrugged, his eyes wandering over the plants and small pathways before you. “I like the colours and the way the sunlight reflects in the harbour.”

“I never could have imagined something so beautiful to exist in the world.”

Chūya blinked. Was that why you were crying? Because you thought this place was beautiful?

“How long have we known each other, Chūya? Two years?”

“Two years, three months and about one week,” he mumbled, although he wasn’t sure you had actually meant it as a question.

“Did you keep track?” The amusement in your voice lessened some of his anxiety.

“Of course not.”

Of course he had. Two years, three months and one week since he had first met you, since he had watched you burst into a semi-serious fight with Dazai and continue to scold Dazai for just running off and apologizing to Chūya for any inconveniences Dazai might have caused. At that point you obviously hadn’t known about Dazai’s and Chūya’s intertwined past, but Chūya had immediately known that no matter what anyone else thought, you had to be the closest thing to an angel that existed in this twisted and cruel world, and he would do everything to make sure you were taken care of and looked after.

How many times had he sent out someone to make sure you were kept away from the most dangerous fights? How many times had he threatened a very amused and smug Dazai to protect you and make sure you got home safe? More times than he could remember. But it had paid off: you were here with him now. Only that you were crying, and he still wasn’t quite sure why.

“So two years, three months and one week,” you repeated. “How much do you know about my past?”

Chūya blinked again, turning back to you. Your eyes were open now, looking past the stems of the trees and staring into the sparkles of sunlight on the water of the bay in the distance.

“What does the past matter,” he asked. “The present is all that counts.”

“But the present is built on the past,” you disagreed.

Chūya bit his lip. The reason for your sudden change in emotions lay in your past?

“I know that you joined the ADA when you were seventeen,” he slowly spoke. “Edogawa-san was the one to recruit you.”

“And before that?”

Chūya felt like he was being quizzed in a classroom in front of the entire class. And hadn’t studied.

“I know you were living on the street for a while, but-”

“I grew up in the slum of Suribachi City.”

Your sudden interruption made him shut up. The slum? He hadn’t known that, and honestly, he had trouble imagining you down there, with the scum of society.

“You know Suribachi City, don’t you?”

Chūya nodded. He had spent enough time there, between the corrugated iron huts and carton shelters.

“The slum is the deepest part of the City. Down there, the smog is so thick, you can barely see the next corner of the street. Rats and other pest live between humans like their pets, and the sheds stand so close that sunlight barely reaches down there.”

Chūya had only been to the slum of Suribachi City once. Back then it had been only out of curiosity, but that had quickly been satisfied when the stench in the air had made it hard to breath. The hems of his trousers had been stained with mud and other unidentifiable liquids, which he never got to wash out properly and he had ended up throwing that pair of trousers away. Back then, he had only seen a couple of criminals lingering in the shadows between barracks, but the thought that children might be living down there had never crossed his mind.

“My parents ended up down there – I don’t know how – and had me. I was born on the coldest day of the year and my mother always said that’s the reason why I ended up surviving the rest of the winter. We barely had anything when I was little. We were living so far down that even the concept of sunlight was reduced to a faint shimmer within the fog.” You closed your eyes and tilted your chin up, letting warm sunbeams brush over your cheeks. “Most days we didn’t have any food. I can count the days, in which I went to bed with a full stomach on one hand. My parents… they were the best parents anyone could wish for. They both worked hard, and still made sure to spend time with me. There was never a moment where I needed them, or wanted their attention, in which they weren’t there for me.”

Your voice had grown rough over the past sentences, and Chūya reached out a hand, wrapping his fingers around yours. They were so cool that he could feel it even through his gloves.

“The first time I saw the sun without the smog of the slum… I must have been six or seven years old. The first time I saw a flower, I was twelve, the first time I saw a tree… fifteen. That was after my parents had died.”

“How did they die,” Chūya asked, realizing too late that his blunt question might upset you. In his head he was already plotting to bring justice to whoever had taken their lives.

“It was the autumn of that bad flu outbreak,” you answered. “All three of us had it. First dad, then mum and then me. We all got sick within a week, and two weeks later they were dead. I could barely move, but I made it out into the street, trying to find help. That’s how Ranpo-san found me. He brought me to Yokohama to a hospital, got me a job at the café, got me a private tutor to teach me how to read and write, and eventually convinced Fukuzawa-san to employ me at the Agency.”

“I didn’t know…” Chūya gently tightened his gloved fingers around yours, relieved when you returned the soft squeeze.

“Other than Ranpo and Fukuzawa, hardly anybody knows,” you shrugged. “Dazai probably figured most of it out, but only the broad timeframe. The others… they don’t pry. And I like it better that way.”

“Then I have to thank you double for trusting me with your story,” Chūya said, slowly lifting your hand to his lips and pressing a small kiss to your knuckles.

When he looked up and found you were watching him, his breath hitched in his throat and quickly he lowered your hands again.

“I’m just sorry for making things awkward,” you sighed, holding a little tighter to Chūya’s hand, when you felt him trying to let go. His fingers immediately wrapped back around yours. “It’s just… I spent so long living without proper sunlight, no knowing what trees looked like, how songbirds sound or how roses smell, that sometimes… it’s all a little overwhelming.”

“Don’t be sorry,” Chūya shook his head. “There’s nothing to apologize for. And you didn’t make things awkward. I was just worried I had done something to upset you.”

“You didn’t,” you reassured him. “Quite the opposite really.” You took a deep breath. “I know you waited for a long time to go out with me, and now all I’m doing is crying because everything’s so beautiful here. That must be quite disappointing.”

Chūya chuckled. “Don’t worry your pretty head about that. You’re beautiful even when you cry.” Admittedly, he had seen you ugly-cry before during a shared mission, and even when your eyes had been swollen from crying, he had never felt anything other than affection for you, and the urge to sooth those sobs that had left your split lip. Now your lips were smooth and so soft looking. The thought that he wanted to know what they tasted like crossed his mind. He quickly shooed it away. Not the right time. “But if you want to cry some more, I have tissues.”

“You’re an awful man,” you gasped in mock offence, before scooting closer to his side and resting your head against his shoulder. It was warm and heavy against him, and he carefully turned his head to press a kiss against your hair.

“Do you want to stay here,” he asked after a while. You had started playing with his fingers, your cool fingertips exploring the leather of his gloves absentmindedly as you looked out into the park opening before you.

“As nice as it is,” you sighed, “we should get up. We’ve been occupying this bench for long enough.”

You were attempting to pull away, but Chūya held tighter onto you. “If you don’t want to get up, we don’t have to. There are enough empty benches all around. If people want to sit, they can do it on another bench.”

“Even though we have the best view?”

“Well, if they want this view, they’ll just have to wait,” Chūya decided, hiding his smile against your hair as you relaxed back against him. You had not seen proper parks for the first fifteen years of your life, you deserved to enjoy the most beautiful views for as long as you wanted, and he would make sure you got all the time you needed.

As pink cherry blossom petles drifted through the air, catching the sunlight which made them seem to glow from within, and your breath evened out as you slowly fell asleep against Chūya’s shoulder, your hand still in his, the flowers he had brought you on the bench next to you, Chūya was sure, it had been the perfectly right decision to bring you to the park for your first date.

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