#chronic pain vent

[4rk-in-the-road]

I walk and my legs hurt. I sit down too long and my legs hurts. I lay down too long and my legs hurt. What do these things even want from me

#my knees and hips yeeouch #chronic pain #disability #spoonie #physical disability #disabled #physically disabled #chronically ill #chronic pain vent #chronic illness

[frankiensteinsmonster]

I don't think you understand, when I say my [insert body part(s) here] hurts I don't mean like it's a little achy or sore or stiff, even though it's valid and enough to feel that way as well. But what I mean is it feels like a fucking injury. I mean it feels like there is something wrong with me that I need to go get checked out by a professional. Only I know that isn't the case and it's just my condition. That's what I mean when I say it hurts.

#cripple punk #cpunk #chronic pain #pain posting #chronic pain vent #chronic illness #fibromyalgia #mothie speaks #mothie speaks up

[raindropssys]

chronic pain vent sketch.

#chronic pain #fibromyalgia #fibro flare #fibro pain #fibromyalgia pain #joint pain #back pain #chronic pain vent #vent art #vent doodle #vent drawing #physical disability #physically disabled #disabled #disability vent

[nightfallsystem]

random chronic pain vent art lol

cw uhhh ableist comments etc just what i hear

does anyone else feel me 😭😭😭

ok to rb if u want to

#vent art #tw vent art #vent #tw vent #chronic pain #chronic pain vent #chronic illness #disabled #disability vent #ableism #IM SORRY I DONT AHEV THE ENERGY TO EVEN TRY AND GET BETTER #MAYBE IF YOU PUT MORE EFFORTI NTO CARING FOR US THIS WOULD BE EASIER TO GET OUT OF

[arthyritis]

Having my cane by my bed really brings back memories of 2021/22 when I got it and had to use it like every day even inside. I don't wanna relive that I just want my pain managed forever for hell's sake.

#greys random updates #i know thats impossible to ask for. but you cant tell me its not a common thought. #i cant stand on my left knee or my right hip right now and the feels of never getting out if a flare are vibing real hard #chronic pain #chronic pain vent

[eternalplutoniangoddess]

The amount of times that I've almost broke multiple bones in a day is terrifying.

I'm so close to losing the ability to walk :')

#chronic pain #chronically ill #chronic pain vent #undiagnosed chronic pain #disabled #spoonie #ramblings

[loveless-yadriel]

Having chronic pain is wild like?

Aww you have permanent ouchies? You gotta have your silly little prescription pain meds bc you can't handle it?? Wym you can't sleep bc you're body is aching? You want a night light with that bubs? Tf you mean you aren't coming to work today bc your owies are ow-ing a little to bad today?

#chronic pain #every part of me is THROBBING rn i want to cry #chronic illness #ouchie #coping mechanism #joking about it bc i cant do anything else rn #i have work at 6 am i need to SLEEP #vent #chronic pain vent

[ashtraysystem]

my body is ouch ucu' it sucks. its not localized to one place either, the pain is spread across my body. i even took painkillers but they didnt do much to help. i want to do things but at the same time dont bc ow.

#vent #sigh #just one of those days #i subbed monday but it was a much harder job than i anticipated #and it honestly took a lot out of me #chronic pain #chronic pain vent

[usernamebullsh1t]

A poem about being sick

just take a sick day!

but how do you take a sick day when it is everyday?

When i wake up, bones screaming, heart beating, lungs constricting

i can’t remember the last time i didn’t have a sick day.

people tell me to exercise it off

but how can you excise when your knees give out from under you when you get out of bed in the morning?

when your lungs already push themselves up against your ribcage trying to escape this doomed flesh

don’t you think i’ve tried that!?

all the oils

and the meditation

and chiropractors offices

and pain killers that do more damage to my liver than numbness of my pain

i’m tired of sick days

sick of wondering if my heart is actually beating that fast or if it’s just my mind

sick of spending dollars on braces and tape to keep my joints in place

i’m sick of sick days!

when my bed feels more like a coffin

and my poetry sounds like an obituary

where a bullet sounds more merciful than giving prayer another try

i’ve asked god to heal me

and he’s stayed silent

silent like the tears i struggle to hold back at night when the pain keeps me awake

silent like the pain i keep to myself because of i talk about it i’m pessimistic

i’m so sick

and so tired

of being sick and tired

#actually disabled #chronic pain vent #vent poetry #spoken word

[ghostly-tendancies]

today the pain is bad, normally it's my knees bothering me but today my elbows and wrists ache, they hurt and i wish i could take them off, i wish i could disassemble myself, buy new parts and hurt less. it isn't fair. its not fair. i don't want to hurt like this. i need help. i don't want to spend all day laying in bed because of pain im so tired of it. i miss out on so many things. Sometimes i have to tell my friends my parents say im not allowed to but in reality im hurting so bad but that seems more embarrassing to me for some stupid reason im such a horrible liar to say that. i wish it would stop it hurts. It hurts so bad. i wish i could be like them.

#vent #chronic illness #chronic pain vent

[4rk-in-the-road]

non-disabled people doing that thing where they start giggling because they didn't accommodate you for things you didn't ask for and don't need but they just have to kick their legs and whisper about how silly it was they didn't move out of the way for a disabled person or whatever!!

for example: I one time said "excuse me" to someone who was in the middle of the hall, and when they moved I slipped by. as I left, I heard the person starting giggling with their friends and start talking about how they were blocking the way of the hall for a DISABLED person (omg so funny!!)

like... dude. unless I am asking for an apology or you genuinely fucked up (like you trip my cane or smthing) I do not care. it makes me feel so othered and weird when people do this.

#chronic pain #spoonie #disability #physical disability #chronic pain vent #mobility aid #visible disability #hope I'm not the only one bothered by this I might just be a dick 😭

[frankiensteinsmonster]

It's tough being used to feeling incredible amounts of pain that when it becomes worse or more frequent you don't even mention it

And bc it's been going on for so long, when you finally do figure out it's not normal or start actually trying to talk about it the people around you get Very confused about why 'all of a sudden' you're being impacted so heavily and are now actively disabled. Like, actually this isn't new I've just spent years teetering on the edge without realizing how abnormal it is due to a variety of reasons I won't get into on tumblr dot com :')

I don't know how to describe the experience other than I feel a lot like a cat in pain, like you can read it in my body language, but my face says little to nothing and I'm not saying much at all about it until it is too much to bear.

#cpunk #cripple punk #chronic pain #chronic illness #fibromyalgia #chronically ill #chronic pain vent #to be clear!! the quote marks aren't like. an actual quote #the people in my life love me and do not say things like that! i just get the sense that they are very confused about whats going on

[jupiter-nwn]

These migraines are getting too bad, I can't take another ibuprofen but the headache just won't go away!! I've been trying to tell my mom over and over how it's literally been here since forever; like, I just can't let her forget the fact that I've taken eye tests multiple times in my life bc they couldn't figure out a reason for my constant headaches that wasn't "maybe just needs glasses???" and no, my eyes are fine, my head is NOT and it HURTS, OUCH OUCH OUCH qwq

Like the fatigue too, so much constant nausea and need to sit down, they tried multiple times to see if maybe I was allergic to something and constantly feeling nauseous, I don't think that's how it works but they really tried to see if I was lactose intolerant, which I wasn't!! I just had constant nausea!!

and then nothing, radio silent, and I'm still in pain, I just don't say anything now, and they forget I'm in pain and it shocks them when I remind them; and idk, aish.

Mannnnnnn qwq

#didn't mean for this to be as much of a vent as it ended up being; fuck #cw vent #tw vent #chronic pain vent

[subject-13]

Augh sometimes i wish i did n o t have cronic pain

To wither into some grass rn

#bruh im over here unable to walk because my god damn hip decided it wanted to dislocate and pop back in all painful like #except i gotta walk on it still cuz i gotta work and augh #not to mention the other body parts on me that are fr screaming at me #anyway #hope y'all's says r good #unnamed alter #vent #chronic pain vent

[spare-habitat]

I fucking hate IBS so much just let me fucking sleep please

#I have work in 4 hours and I haven't slept bc of the cramps fuuuck #it hurts so bad all I've been able to focus on in the last few hours is the pain #I want to rip out my organs it hurts so much #ibs #irritable bowel syndrome #chronic pain #chronic pain vent #diary entry #personal diary #online diary

[pumpkinspicedmochi]

Dear parents

Pretending that your kid isn't disabled and getting mad at them for needing more help and support than your other kids and wanting them to "try harder" and also pretend that THEY aren't disabled by ignoring their OWN needs as well doesn't make them less disabled by the way

#lowkey a vent oop #neurodivergent #ableist parents #ableist #ableist mother #ableism #physically disabled #disability #actually autistic #disabled #physical disability #actually disabled #autism #chronic pain #actuallyautistic #internalized ableism