#chaotic table

[paledinosaurrebel]

Oh to study on the floor

#studyblr #study notes #uniblr #university #uni #uni student #chaotic notes #chaos space marines #studying on the floor #chaotic table #ahhhhh #biology #biology notes #oh no

[coffeecat36]

Easter's around the corner IG and I was enabled They know who they are

#my art #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl leshy #cult of the lamb leshy #bishop leshy #leshy #fanart #digital art #*slams fist on table* #Leshy would be such a chaotic power bottom and only my room mate agrees with me #Truly this is the darkest time line #ignore me

[kitamars]

down horrendous at first sight

#sets hands down on table. well #the au braincell is working overtime again #i think they can be so chaotic #also spy bunny 💖 #AND ASSASSIN KOTETSU 💖💖💖 #if you notice mistakes no you don’t ❤️ #i will draw more for this au eventually cndjnchdd im actually kinda obsessed #shout out to aki for brainrotting with me and dealing with my deranged rambling over how much i love them #kotetsu t. kaburagi #barnaby brooks jr #kaede kaburagi #kotetsu x barnaby #taibani #tiger & bunny #tiger and bunny #t&b #tnb #spy x family au #ok bye

[aoxue]

If I had a nickel for every time I fixated on a self-sacrificing, extra dead dude with moon imagery, bloody eyes, an icy sword, no regard for the institutions in power, and soul fragmentation issues,

#i think they could be friends. i think it could work #mdzs #xiao xingchen #cr2 #mollymauk tealeaf #critical role #aoxue.jpg #listen molly brings the funny cute and chaotic to the table while also being a genuinely decent and caring person #xxc is maybe a little overly optimistic and lawful good for his taste to start with? #but we all saw molly look at a poor and massively traumatized wizard and decide 'that's the one i'm going to flirt with.' so. #potential is all i'm saying #anyway 2024 cringe is dead indulge yourself #aoxue.png

[onceandfuturewarlqck]

leon wonders when merlin had started to become friend, family, more than servant, more than arthur's, but his (theirs, gwaine's smiles said, was screamed by gwen's hugs, lancelot's quiet hushes. theirs.)

leon had grown up with morgana and arthur, and being a few years older than them he had taken on the role as the older brother.

it had been easy.

it was leon morgana arthur, never separated, holding each other's hands and backs.

thick as thieves, always together, and leon took the role of protecting arthur, and then he became a knight and he swore an oath to uther but mostly to the prince.

he looked at his friend brother prince king and he swore.

because leon would protect arthur no matter what.

and life goes on, in a way, and people grow, like they're supposed to do, and things change, and leon's days are filled with patrols and trainings and aching limbs and orders to follow.

it leavea him aching.

then.

then this boy comes in, all limbs and no muscles and even less brain cause he has to be at the very least a fool to pick a fight with arthur, of all people.

and leon watches, because he is a knight, no matter that the prince is being an asshole and a bully.

(which he wasn't as a kid. he was sweet and nice and shy and kind, and leon would always remember the way he used to shake when there were thunders, hiding himself under the covers; he would never forget the soft smiles he would give him, the time he had cried because morgana had fallen down and scraped his knees, the concentrated look when he wanted to comfort her but didnt know how to actually do it. arthur had been a sweet child, but he also was uther's son, and he wanted to make him proud.)

(and then the raid happened and arthur spiraled and closed himself and not even leon can reach for him anymore.

you're too far away, he wants to cry.

he offers his arm, but arthur turns around everytime.)

(leon nowdays wonders if arthur the kid is forever dead, sacrificed to arthur the son. it shouldn't sadden him, but it does. he thinks, leon morgana arthur, but now it's leon, and morgana, and arthur, with all those empty spaces, all looking at different walls.)

the gangly boy is lost and gone within the day.

until he saves arthur's life and becomes his manservant, that's it, and now leon has to spend all the time watching as this boy, merlin, keeps threatening the prince, calling him a prat, insulting him?

leon thinks he hit the head and he is in some other alternative universe because there is no way that this servant can act like that, without any sense of proprierty, almost friendly, with the crown prince without facing some punishment.

but arthur doesn't send him away. he talks back, jokes with him, and something slowly begins to melt in his prince. something blooms into spring again, weak and tentative, but it's there.

(and maybe leon is jealous, because when was the last time that he and arthur had joked like that? they used to run across the castle, hiding from maids. morgana would convince arthur to pull pranks, and arthur would drag leon along, and the three of them would laugh and play all day.

they used to spend nights huddled together, talking about everything, dreaming about the future. arthur would talk about slaying monsters and being a hero, and morgana would roll her eyes and say that leon was way more hero-like. leon would blush and say that he would defend them both from evil. he would later trip on the sheets and arthur would laugh at him while helping him up, before softly asking him if he was alright, corcern painting his eyes, and morgana would call him "my knight" with a cheeky smile, but they were happy.)

(now they talk less and leon calls arthur "sire" and "my prince" and all these titles, and he has forgotten how arthur's name tastes like in his mouth. and here he is, merlin, a servant, calling arthur a prat, a clotpole,  a dollophead, calling him arthur.)

leon doesn't know how to deal with merlin.

then merlin follows arthur into danger.

and again.

and again.

merlin is dead set onto going with arthur everywhere. merlin drinks poison for arthur. merlin jumps in front of bandits for arthur. merlin will do everything for arthur.

and once, leon tells him he shouldnt do this, he is just a servant, it is not his job to protect the prince.

and merlin gives him this long weird look and he purses his lips and leon doesnt know how to interpret all this, and says, you're right, its not a servant's job, and leaves it at it.

and he goes with them to the next quest anyway, which confuses leon even more.

it's not until one day merlin pushes leon out of a bandit's way, almost getting skewered by a blade, that he finally understands.

arthur fusses over merlin, pretending not to care, but his eyes lingers too much, and his hands are shaky, and merlin laughs at him and calls him a mother hen, which makes the prince pout. then the prince looks at leon and asks him if he is okay, and the concern is still there, it has never aged away, and leon is breathless and can only nod, and stare at merlin.

merlin stares back.

merlin was right, it's not a servant's job to risk their own life like this.

but merlin is not just a servant. he is their friend.

and leon thanks him, and merlin just shrugs him off, but there's a blush on his cheeks. then arthur calls for merlin, the moment broken and so many unsaid words piling in leon's mouth. merlin goes to aid the prince, leaving with an apologetic smile. he watches them as they joke around together and he watches as arthur's touch seems to hover on merlin's shoulder.

and leon understands.

(he thinks about how he has really failed. not as a knight, but as a friend. because leon had sworn to protect arthur but he had forgotten that, sometimes, what one needs protection from are not sorcerers or bandits or gigantic beasts. sometimes people need protection from themselves. and sometimes you don't protect someone with a sword, sometimes you do that with a kind word, a pulled prank or a gentle hand.)

merlin is always at arthur's side, at their side. and leon swears a second oath, one night, when the younger boy is lying too still on the ground, pained gasps rattling out of his lips as the fever rises together with infection.

arthur is asleep, next to him, he hasn't left merlin, and there is a furrow on his forehead he wishes to smother.

(arthur, sweet loving arthur, with scratches on his hands, and dirt on his cheeks, always full of love and nowhere to place it. looking for a father to give it, for someone to treasure it.

arthur and his bleeding heart.

merlin had stumbled his way in, with all his stubborness and loud loyalty and blinding affection, and without knowing it, arthur had placed that same heart in merlin's caring hands.

and merlin will die before any harm comes to it.)

(he does a good job at that, leon muses. merlin is too good for them all.)

you protect us all, he thinks, taking in the shaky figure, the flimsy blanket hiding the scar covered chest, but those scars are burnt on leon's mind and he doesn't need to see them to know they are there.

because merlin was never supposed to have scars.

friendship, a voice sighs in his mind.

you protect us all, but who protects you?

and leon kneels, in the middle of the night, between trees and sleeping knights, with merlin's shudders and the rustling of the wind, he kneels for the second time in his life, and he swears.

"to merlin of ealdor," he promises.

to merlin of camelot.

servant friend and brother.

#listen #leon morgana and arthur were definitely best friends and siblings #morgana was the chaotic kid who could charm everyone with a kind smile #arthur was the softest and sweetest kid i dont make the rules he was the shy kid who brings flowers to their teachers #and leon was this quiet and a bit clumsy kid with big eyes and morgana would always get him into trouble #i love them so much #leon adopting merlin yes #leon watching merlin making arthur happy and thinking welp now youre my little brother #leon and merlin friendship warms my heart #theyre so important to me #merlin #merlin bbc #merthur #arthur pendragon #merlin and arthur #bbc merlin #i wrote this #leon #knights of the round table #merlin fanfiction #merlin fic #merthur fic #merlin and leon #merlin and the knights #arthur and leon #merleon

[lovevalley45]

idk if this is just me or a common experience between fans of both d20 n naddpod but i always feel a sense of whiplash going between emily and murph in d20 versus emily and murph in naddpod,,, i can’t even nail down a specific reason but it always catches me offguard

#alli says shit #naddpod #dimension 20 #fantasy high #brian murphy #emily axford #like it’s one thing with murph where it’s player energy versus dm energy #but emily does bring a different energy to each table n idk if one is more chaotic than the other #just different kinds of chaos

[paledinosaurrebel]

I've been surprisingly consistent with pink accents in my pictures oh and notes in my summary.

I bought Apple cinnamon mints and OMG they are sosoo good.

The box is kinda small but I'm hoping I can make something like an altoid wallet with it.

#studyblr #study notes #messy desk #uniblr #ugly notes #university #uni #flashcards #pink aesthetic #chaotic table #chaos academia

[going-to-superhell]

Gotta look cute so they forget I don’t know basic maths

#this is a joke i only don’t know my times tables #also i’m gay so by law i can’t to math #shitpost #/j #unintelligible goblin noises #chaoscore #chaotic bastard #cryptidcore #cryptid #feralcore #i’m gay and i can’t do math

[crescent-lockhart97]

genesis trying to throw hands with sephiroth after losing to him seven times in uno:

#the guy trying hold back the lady is angeal #the guy trying to keep the table from being flipped is zack #meanwhile the guy in the middle is cloud who got dragged by zack 😂😂 #game night with all of them would be so chaotic #other SOLDIERs make sure not to play with genesis lest they be blasted with firaga 💀💀 #ff7 scenarios #ffvii scenarios #ff7 #ffvii #final fantasy vii #final fantasy 7 #final fantasy 7 remake #final fantasy vii remake #ffviir #ff7r #ff7 remake #ffvii remake #crisis core #crisis core reunion #ff7 headcanons #ffvii headcanons #headcanons #genesis rhapsodos #sephiroth #sephiroth crescent #zack fair #angeal hewley #cloud strife

[manchineel-bean]

Me when I torture the states with scars and lost limbs caused by natural disasters and historical events:

There is no escape

#wttt #welcome to the table #wttsh #welcome to the statehouse #ben brainard #mwahahahahaha #love torturing the blorbos #chaotic laugher

[skylarbee]

handsome boys ready for tour

(via liamtooon's IG story, 24.01.2024)

#love liam he always brings chaotic energy to the table (literally) #no wonder he's friends with miles #miles kane #omb era

[fluidstatick]

Siobhan as Jaysohn, making biting-into-a-hard-candy noises during a tense sad RP moment, is changing my brain chemistry

#everybody at this table is top shelf #but Siobhan's chaotic energy is a special flavor of hilarious #d20 #burrow's end #dropout

[nihilismtrcit]

marnie’s first winterfest

the blizzard prevented anyone from coming over to celebrate, but things were still cozy

#i need control any sim back #so i can have holiday parties #it's too chaotic when i let people come over they never sit at the table #they just do push ups and use the computer ugh #simblr #ts4 #ts4 gameplay #ts4 edit #ts4 screenshots #*clementine #*marnie

[cardblade]

Do you want to continue to stick around AEW or would you like to take your title back to NJPW now? "Well, if, and this seems to be a pretty big if, but if we can have someone that can be prepared to put this up here for me, I’ll feel a lot more inclined to come back. I'm very easily pleased, obviously I don't ask a lot."

#jay white #aew #njpw #aewedit #mine #he's very much giving the vibe of a cat swatting things off tables #very chaotic man

[il-predestinato]

The drink pouring challenge with Charles Leclerc. 🍺

🎥: EG00

#charles leclerc #f1 #* #my edit #scuderia ferrari #chaotic charles #the struggle is real - let the man have his alcohol! #love the obrigado brasil ciao and then promptly pouring the drink all over the table 😭