#celiac di

[swagging-back-to]

guess whos roommate wasted their food once again because she (an almost 60yo adult) doesnt understand food safety!!!

#had a curry and put it in a stasher bag bc i wanted it for today #came downstairs and discovered she fucked around in the fridge again and played tetris with my soy saice (she likes to leave it out of the #fridge or tries to pour glutem soy sauce into mine. im celiac btw. should be attempted murder imo) #and discivered she had OPENED the stasher bag and DIDNT FUCKING CLOSE IT #so i have to dump out an entire 2 liters of curry. #which had 2 cups of lentols #a cup of quinoa #half of a cabbage #and an entire onion #all of which i purchased MYSDLF. #so i have to go back to the store today to get more. #i literalllly fucking hate this woman #and icannot wait till 1. she dies 2. the lease is up.

[crippled-peeper]

if you, a person working with foods, tamper with someone’s food or knowingly mislabel food or serve food that you KNOW has allergens in it that you don’t disclose, you should get charged with attempted murder.

and if someone with allergies dies from going into shock after consuming it you should get charged with 2nd degree murder and go straight to fucking jail

allergies and intolerances aren’t a “haha funny lil stupid trend!!!” people with colitis and celiac disease can literally DEVELOP CANCER from consuming trigger foods. people with severe food allergies REGULARLY FUCKING DIE FROM ANAPHYLAXIS ACROSS THE COUNTRY from mislabeled and mis-advertised foods.

the only “joke” here is the fact so many people are allowed to put others lives in danger because they’re fucking lazy or incompetent or uneducated or think everyone with allergies is just being “picky” or “difficult”

If you can’t handle the responsibility of not feeding people allergens that can kill them, quit your fucking job. you don’t belong around ANYONES food.

#ableism #food allergies

[thecaroliner]

y’all remember like 8 years ago when suddenly every person you knew had been diagnosed with a severe gluten allergy and would literally explode if they came within 69 feet of gluten yet would still eat chick fil a on the regular

#I’m not downplaying legitimate gluten allergies btw #cause I know a few people who actually have celiac and it’s awful #but I was just telling my mom the other day that I hardly hand out any gluten free menus at work anymore bc nobody needs them bc #the fad has died out #shut up caroline

[exhuastedpigeon]

Buddie Hiatus Fic Recs - Day 1 Fics posted between May 15 - June 15

This is the first of probably 9 rec lists that I'm hoping to put out before the 911 premier! Each list will cover a month, starting with the day of the finale and wrapping up the day before the premier.

0-5k wedding bells by renecdote / @renecdote Gen | 1.9 In which Buck and Eddie plan a wedding.

You Should've Just Kissed Me by chronicallystendan / @chronicallystendan Teen | 2.3k Set after the Poker Date Night, Buck overhears Eddie talking about being set up on a date and wonders aloud why Eddie doesn't just explain that he's already in a relationship - with Buck.

let me see them tan lines by 42hrb Teen | 2.8k Four times the 118 notices Eddie Diaz's ring tan line and one time he was wearing a ring.

The Toothbrush Correlation by MidnightJen Gen | 3.1k ‘A toothbrush?’ Hen repeated dubiously, eyebrows high and tone extremely dubious.

‘A toothbrush,’ Eddie confirmed.

The one where Buck has Celiac Disease by buddiefication (pumpkincreamcoldbrew) / @911onabc Gen || 3.3k Buck has celiac disease. He’s also in love with his best friend. His best friend who has a girlfriend. Somehow, these things keep colliding.

Love is stored in the kitchen by toomanybats / @buckstummy Explicit | 3.6k Eddie loses his mind on a Wednesday morning. The thing is that Buck has been around a lot more lately. Like a lot more. Like twenty four hours a day more, his whole apartment building is being fumigated, apparently. The problem is that it’s been like, two entire weeks, and Eddie is only a mere mortal.

take my hand (knot your fingers through mine) by rainbow_nerds, ransomdrysdale / @rainbow-nerdss Teen | 4.1 what 6x18 could've been, pre-relationship

all i ever wanted was a life in your shape by tuckergreeen / @henwilsonmd Gen | 4.3k Pre-relationship | Buck buys a new couch, and a few other things that happen after the bridge collapse. 

you'll feel the rush of it all by oklahoma / @malewifediaz Explicit | 4.7k Buck convinces Eddie to fuck him while they're on the clock at the station—even if it’s just the tip. To nobody's surprise, Eddie folds easily.

5k-10k please don't take this feeling (if I wanted to, I'd be alright) by rowan_wood / @transboybuckley Gen | 5.1k Double Dates, getting together, love confessions

totally not interrupting. at all. by magicisrealforme Gen | 5.2k Maddie's bored and misses her brother so she decides to drop by. She didn't expect to see Eddie there.

ring the bells by thelikesofus / @the-likesofus Gen | 5.3k Buck starts frequenting a coffee shop near the firehouse in hopes of running into the beautiful man whose coffee he mistakenly drank.

mark me like a bloodstain by MonsterRae1 / @monsterrae1 Mature | 6k In a universe were your soulmarks appear when your soulmate is badly injured, Buck think's his died, until his best friend gets shot in front of him and he finaly figures out it was Eddie all along.

not all of us are heroes (not all of us are brave) by withmeornotatall / @chronicowboy Gen | 6k buck and natalia break up, eddie decides to introduce his girlfriend to his son, christopher knows way too much, and the 118's wine night has never been quite so eventful

to feel the need of your touch by honestlydarkprincess / @honestlydarkprincess Explicit | 7.5k The one where Buck is touchstarved and desperate for Eddie. They fuck but it's also really sweet.

10k + right in front of your eyes by rainbow_nerds / @rainbow-nerdss Teen | 15.2k Buck offers to fake-date Eddie so Pepa will stop setting him up on dates.

very time we stop talking (the universe starts screaming) by withmeornotatall / @chronicowboy Mature | 21.9k buck gets reckless, eddie gets angry, they talk in all the wrong ways, and the universe decides to intervene

let's build this house (into a home, baby) by withmeornotatal / @chronicowboy Explicit | 24k.4 Neighbours AU, slow burn, Different first meeting, getting together

i owe you a black eye and 2 kisses by colonoscopys / @colonoscopys Explicit | 29.3k Four weeks later, Buck completes his first mission. Ft Nurse Buck and Mob member Eddie

today i live for a single drop of you by Underhung_Aura / @eddiebabygirldiaz Explicit | 38.9 Five times Buck dreams about sucking Eddie's cock and the one time he actually gets to do it.

let the world have its way with you by fleetinghearts / @shitouttabuck Explicit | 54.4k a bucket list that’s really about buck needing to make a change and an eddie who’s ready to do anything to see him fall in love with life again. it takes some crossing off for eddie to realize—the thing at the top of the list in his own heart? it’s been right here all along.

when it's you i'm with (everything goes quiet) by withoutthetiger / @rewritetheending Explicit | 56.2k Eddie can't speak after he and Christopher are in an accident, but somehow he asks Buck to stay while he recovers. Buck can't imagine wanting to be anywhere else, and even in the silence that lingers between them, they both find a way to say everything.

wishing to be the friction by ipretendtobesane / @useramor Explicit | 97.2k the straight eddie friends with benefits fic

#Buddie #Buddie fic recs #rec list #buddie fic #911

[samwisethewitch]

How I Get the Most Out of Meat When Cooking

As someone who 1.) was 100% vegetarian for ethical/religious reasons until very recently, and 2.) recently had to reintroduce meat for vitamin deficiency reasons, limiting waste as much as possible when I cook with meat is really important to me. For one thing, I feel like I owe it to the animal that died to get as much use as possible out of its body as a way of honoring its death. For another, meat is expensive (ethically raised meat even more so) and I want to get my money's worth.

I recently bought a bunch of lamb for my family's holiday dinner, so I wanted to share my attempt to practice the Honorable Harvest in my meat consumption. This is new to me, but I wanted to document the attempt because it's been a fun learning process for me! If you want to actually learn about honorable consumption I encourage you to read the works of Robin Wall Kimmerer and other indigenous ecologists, since the Honorable Harvest is based on indigenous North American practices. (Though there are other cultural practices all over the world.)

Step One: Sourcing the Meat

I am very fortunate to have enough disposable income to buy ethically raised meat, which tends to be more expensive. This is a privilege. Other people are not able to spend this extra money on their meat, and that doesn't make me better than them. Feeding yourself is morally neutral, and a tight budget is not a moral failing. Most meat alternative products (Beyond Beef, Impossible, etc.) are also pretty expensive. If the factory-farmed meat at the supermarket is the only thing in your budget, use that.

If you DO have some extra funds, local farms are a great place to source meat. The reason we had lamb for the holidays is because a local farm recently culled their herd and had lamb on sale. In the past we've gotten beef from a relative who raises cattle. I encourage you to learn about farms in your area and what they have to offer. CSAs and farmers' markets are great places to start. You can also ask around at local restaurants about where they source their ingredients.

When I say "ethically raised meat," what I'm really talking about is pasture-raised animals. Cage-free animals may not live in cages, but they can still be kept in cramped, dirty, inhumane conditions and be sold as "cage free." Pasture-raised animals are able to graze and forage and generally wander around within a paddock. For some animals like chickens you can also look for "free range," which means the animals are unfenced and are able to wander freely. Since I don't cook meat often, I try to get free range or pasture-raised meat when I do buy it.

In some areas, you may also be able to find certified ethically slaughtered meat, which means the slaughtering process has been designed to cause as little suffering to the animal as possible. That kind of certification isn't really available where I live, but it might be for you!

And of course, hunting or fishing yourself is also an option. If you kill the animal yourself, you know exactly how it died and can take steps to limit suffering as much as possible. Hunting isn't a skillset I have, but if you do more power to you!

Step Two: Cooking the Meat

This is the easy part. Depending on the cut of meat you got and the dish you are cooking, you may need to remove bones or trim fat, but aside from that it's just following a recipe.

For our holiday lamb stew, I used this recipe. I have Celiac disease, so I subbed gluten-free flour and replaced the beer with red wine. I also added rosemary and garlic for a more Mediterranean flavor to compliment the wine.

Step Three: Organs and Bones

This is where the breakdown is for a lot of Americans. We don't cook with bones or organs very often, and we tend to throw away whatever parts of the animal we don't want. That is not honorable consumption. Part of the Honorable Harvest is using every part of the being that died to feed you.

Most organs make great stew meat. My favorite Nicaraguan beef stew is made with tongue, and my indigenous Hawaiian relatives make stew with pig feet. And while I don't like them, lots of my Southern family members love chitlins (pickled pig intestines). Lots of cultures eat organs, and you'll find plenty of delicious recipes if you look!

Bones are typically used to make stock, which can be used as a base for future soups and stews. There are lots of recipes for DIY stocks and broths, but I usually fry some onions and/or garlic, deglaze with wine, and then add the meat/bones and the water, plus salt, pepper, and herbs for flavor. Most animal bones can produce two batches of stock before they lose flavor. (For really flavorful stock, leave some meat on the bones.)

Once the stock is done, you'll still have bones to deal with. Contrary to popular belief, cooked bones are not safe for dogs to chew on. (But raw bones usually are!) Instead, I strip any remaining meat and gristle from the stock bones, give those scraps to my pups as a treat, and then use the stripped bones for something else. With a little extra processing, the bones can be used as a fertilizer in a garden, a calcium supplement for chickens, or a safe treat for dogs and/or cats.

This was my first time processing bones, but after boiling them for, like, 12 hours in water with salt and vinegar, they were soft enough to break apart with my hands. I'm going to grind them to make bone meal.

#long post #cooking #the honorable harvest #robin wall kimmerer #sustainable cooking #sustainable #sustainability #animism #kitchen witch #kitchen witchcraft #kitchen witchery #green witch #green witchery #solarpunk #cottagecore #food waste #mine #my writing

[theygender]

So. Talked to a doctor today about something unrelated to digestive issues, but we had to go over a lot of health history so they came up. And she uh. Suggested based on some of the things I said that it sounds like it's possible I might potentially have celiac disease. I had never even looked into celiac disease before honestly, bc I assumed I wouldn't have been able to have it undiagnosed for this long or else I would have like. Died. But now I'm looking it up and apparently it's estimated that 83% of people with celiac disease are mis- or undiagnosed??

#i need to. lay down #and probably make an appointment with my regular doctor #tbh after fixing my endometriosis didnt fix my digestive stuff i assumed it was just ibs or smth #and it might still be. but uh. if theres a potential that it might be celiac then that seems. more urgent #.........anyone happen to have any advice related to this #rambling

[lastwave]

anyway since im stuck awake w pain! food allergies and health related food restrictions are disabilities and should be treated as such. idgaf that you want peanuts or "gluten free is such a white person thing" (newsflash: anyone of any race can have celiac or some other sort of sensitivity). anyway, i don't want some random ass person's judgement being the reason i go to a hospital or the reason someone w a peanut allergy dies. "cross contamination is so hard to prevent though" idc. u wanna offer gluten free or nut free shit to the public you have to make that damn distinction.

#hugh txt #celiac disease #disabled #disability #peanut allergy #chronic illness

[paging-possum]

Thinking about zines i could make and contemplating doing some celiac ones to talk abt having celiac + explaining it a bit + sharing some of the cooking tips from my family,,,,,celiac di-zine-s if u will,,,,,

#celiacposting #idk I just enjoy talking about it and teaching people about it #and I know cooking can be difficult for people especially those who are newly diagnosed! #I had the privilege of being diagnosed early and growing up in a family that liked to cook #and I think it would be fun to share some of what I’ve learned from my dad #celiac #i love graphic medicine and I love autobio comics and I have celiac so it all works

[swagging-back-to]

guess whos roommate wasted their food once again because she (an almost 60yo adult) doesnt understand food safety!!!

#had a curry and put it in a stasher bag bc i wanted it for today #came downstairs and discovered she fucked around in the fridge again and played tetris with my soy saice (she likes to leave it out of the #fridge or tries to pour glutem soy sauce into mine. im celiac btw. should be attempted murder imo) #and discivered she had OPENED the stasher bag and DIDNT FUCKING CLOSE IT #so i have to dump out an entire 2 liters of curry. #which had 2 cups of lentols #a cup of quinoa #half of a cabbage #and an entire onion #all of which i purchased MYSDLF. #so i have to go back to the store today to get more. #i literalllly fucking hate this woman #and icannot wait till 1. she dies 2. the lease is up.

[bvtbxtch]

About Me

Carly - she/her. 26

Libra Sun Libra Moon Libra Rising 

Canadian 

Bisexual but am in a loving relationship with my husband! We have been married for just over a year and dating for 10! 

I went to university for Drama and Teaching. I was teaching grade 7-9 french and drama but have taken some time off for my physical health. I really love teaching but am hoping I can find a new job in a different school or outside of a traditional classroom! 

In my spare time, I love acting and singing. I just performed as the highschool lead Ellie in Freaky Friday the Musical and was going to Nationals for the World Karaoke Competition (I was actually going to make a battle of the bands fic and record reader’s band’s cover myself hehe). I had to back out of the karaoke competition unfortunately because I had a pretty big health scare and almost died. 

I live with a lot of chronic illnesses. When I was young I was diagnosed with Celiac disease. In highschool I was diagnosed with psoriasis. I eventually was having issues with my joints in my early 20s (my hands were locking and I was tired all the time). Lo and behold, I got diagnosed with psoriatic arthritis as well. Last year, I struggled even more with my health and my arthritis seemed to be getting worse. I ended up having to go on special medication, which stopped working and I was then diagnosed with fibromyalgia in June. Because of a lot of medical trauma, I have also been diagnosed with GAD and chronic depression. It has been a really hard couple of years and I have been struggling a lot but I am really happy that I have a great medical team behind me.

I started this tumblr in the midst of my lowest point both mentally and physically. I fell in love with ST4 and Eddie Munson (like most of us hehe). I was so inspired by the fanfics that I had written and I wanted to give my own go at it, Hence Angry Heart. Y’all ate it up and here we are and I am so thankful for you! 

My favourite foods are poutine, ramen noodles and cookies.

I love playing video games and my favourites right now are Dead By Daylight, Slime Rancher and Overwatch 

I also really enjoy reading. My favourite author is Stephen King and I am currently reading It. My favourite books of all time are The Shining and The Duff. 

I have a shihtzhu named Boss and he’s the love of my life! See a picture of him below. 

I just want to thank you all one more time, I have loved being on this journey of self-discovery and reigniting passions for writing and creating. I am really thankful for all of you!! I have met such amazing friends and supportive people. If you feel like you ever want to talk, my requests or inbox is always open!! Thank you for sharing your space with me.

#sbout me #personal #cery writes #carly's thoughts #stranger things #fanfiction author #face reveal #angry heart #checkmate #masterlist #i love you all #follower milestone #new followers #i love my mutuals

[chansaw]

anyways. i feel like ever since marley died back in the end of august ive slowly been losing my grip on my sanity.

my thoughts feel muddled and incoherent, i struggle at times to express myself. i get paranoid over small things and constantly have to do reality checks. even though ive been taking all my meds like clockwork (and eating gluten-free to keep my celiac at bay) im in the throes of a heavy depressive episode. i seriously think im losing it

[sarahwist23]

All About Me

Hello everyone! My name is Sarah Wist and I am a senior at Central Michigan University, majoring in Human Resources Management with a minor in Information Systems. After I graduate in May, I pan to move somewhere warm and start working in HR most likely. I am in Tri Sigma Sorority at CMU and have really gotten involved with it. I was previously the Director of Recruitment and am currently the Panhel Delegate. Holding leadership positions within the sorority has helped me grow so much professionally and personally. I have really enjoyed my time here at CMU and am sad to leave soon, but excited to move on to the next chapter of life. 

On a more personal matter, I have two dogs named Bindi and Penny. Bindi is an Australian Shepherd and Penny is a Boston Terrier, they are bffs. My family has a cottage on Houghton Lake, where we spend our summers and holidays! The dogs love to swim in the lake while we tan or play water volleyball. I will be 22 in January, which I am not looking forward to because whats special about turning 22? My favorite color is pink, favorite food is alfredo (gluten free because I have celiac disease), and my favorite drink is a shirley temple.

The business I chose that uses social media well is Crocs. Growing up Crocs was huge and I wore them my entire childhood but, once I got to middle school I felt like Crocs died down and weren’t so popular. Now in college, I’ve been seeing Crocs everywhere. On my TikTok, Instagram, and TV there's always an ad for Crocs. They have really grasped the social media aspect and put their products on popular platforms. They also have done many collaborations with celebrities to help promote their products. Some of Croc's products are very unique but, they make these products attractive because of their social media presence and collabs. I am very excited to take this class because social media plays a huge role in many businesses. I enjoy social media and creating content, so I can’t wait to see what we all do with this class.

Have you seen the cowboy boots Crocs? Thoughts on them lol?

#crocs

[not-that-dillinger]

Edcanons: School Ed-ition

(Or: Ed gets an Ed-ucation)

(okay I'll stop with the puns sorry!)

The muses have decided I should hyperfixate on Ed's younger years and what his experiences with school were like (Probably has to do with watching Mean Girls for the first time but who knows). So here are thoughts...

cw for bullying, drug abuse, and suicide (lmk if I need to tag anything else)...

(under the cut because of cws and also because Wall Of Text)

Elementary:

Everyone knew Ed's father was in prison when Ed was in elementary. There was no avoiding it. The other kids knew it and the Teachers knew it. This lead to a lot of bullying from the other kids.

A lot of the bullying was physical and even resulted in a broken wrist that didn't heal right, but there was at least just as much verbal abuse.

Some of the bullies would blame things (starting fights, stealing things, anything) on him, and because his father was in prison, the teachers often believed the bullies even if he denied it.

He ended up in the principal's office a lot.

Ed was the kid that was constantly reading in class, and reading books far above the level most of the other kids in his grade were reading.

Only real friend was the librarian's daughter. By second grade he usually hid in the library during recess and after class to avoid the bullies.

His vision was bad enough that he needed glasses by third grade.

Fifth grade was hell because his parents were going through divorce.

Middle School:

His father kept moving him between schools, from fifth grade through ninth.

Dillinger Sr. often had his assistant look after Ed while he was out on business for fCon.

Ed also got dragged along on his father's business trips every so often when his assistant couldn't be around to watch after Ed. Ed's classmates were jealous but Ed was always miserable on them.

The longest he stayed at a single school was a year, sometimes he got moved in the middle of the year.

The schools quickly got out of walking/bus range which meant that Dillinger Sr. had to drive him to school, which he wasn't very happy about.

This also resulted in Ed being stuck at school until 5 a lot because his father had late meetings and couldn't pick him up or get his assistant to do it.

Making true friends was very difficult for him. He had some that just wanted to hang around him because his father was rich and thought they could exploit him.

There were some toxic friendships, but at least they were 'friends', right?

Moving schools made it difficult to form any actual connections with his classmates.

The bullying only got worse, including some destroying his books, shoving him into his locker, stealing his lunch, and trying to force him to eat peanuts (peanut allergies) or bread (celiac's disease).

He almost died from the latter and his father was more annoyed at being pulled away from work and having to sit with Ed in the hospital than he was concerned for Ed's health.

The library was his safe space and he spent a lot of time there, but it only helped so much.

Despite all this Ed maintained straight A's in all of his classes.

The one time he got a B in history his father grounded him for a month.

High School:

By the time he was in high school his anxiety was so bad from all the bullying that he frequently got panic attacks.

He got sent to the nurse for one once and when he begged her not to call his father, decided he was faking it for attention.

After that he learned to tell when he was going to panic and would excuse himself to the bathroom and deal with it there.

The smaller class size of his advanced courses helped marginally with the anxiety but he still had frequent panic attacks.

Some time near the beginning of his sophomore year (after getting moved schools for the nth and final time) another kid caught him panicking in the bathroom and got the special education teacher to attempt to help him.

The special education teacher walked him to the nurse, which only made things worse when the nurse suggested calling his father.

It turned into a whole thing but eventually resulted in Ed getting accommodations to sit in the special education classroom while he worked on assignments without his father knowing about it.

The bullying did not stop.

He spent the afternoons at the school library while he waited for his father until the teacher in charge of the theatre club invited him to hang out with them while he waited.

As it turned out a good number of the kids in the theatre club were in his advanced classes.

At first he just sat in a corner and read or worked on homework, but eventually some of the others convinced him to help with the set and costumes, and help the others practice their lines.

Which is how he ended up working the lighting for one of school plays.

During the second play Ed worked the set of, one of the main kids playing the main antagonist ended up in the hospital and couldn't do their part for the show, and so the rest of the Theatre club conscripted Ed to fill in.

As it turns out, Ed was really good at it from helping everyone with their lines and memorizing all the cues while doing stage setup and lighting and everything else.

The rest of the theatre club conscript him play as the villain in the next production.

Ed is startlingly good at acting. The rest of the Theatre Club continued to conscript him to play the villains.

Joining Theatre Club and acting in the plays did WONDERS for Ed's self confidence.

He also ended up making real friends with most of the others.

This also helped with his anxiety and panic disorder to the point where it was reasonably managed.

Ed graduated top of his class but his mental health was still absolutely wrecked.

His father never learned that he did theatre.

College:

Ed had his pick of colleges and could have gone anywhere he wanted.

His father expected him to go to a prestigious school, ideally either one in California or MIT.

Ed refused to apply to any of the state schools because he knew he needed to get away from his father.

He applied to MIT and got in but ended up choosing Carnegie Mellon in Pittsburgh.

His father expected him to do Computer Science, and made it abundantly clear he would not pay for Ed's tuition if he did anything else.

Ed did Computer Science... but also did minors in business and theatre.

Business because his father expected him to eventually run fCon and theatre because he enjoyed it in high school.

He and his freshman roommate ended up as good friends, though his best friend was Hjørdis, Danish Navy veteran who served in Greenland.

Ed ended up adopting her child after she died.

The freedom after living with a very strict parent for so long kinda got to his head and he did a lot of reckless things.

He also did all the stereotypical bad kid things just because he knew it would piss off his dad.

This included doing drugs (heroin?) and he ended up addicted.

Addiction lead to failing classes which lead to a panic attack so bad he attempted suicide by overdose at the end of the spring semester freshman year.

He spent the summer recovering from both the addiction and suicide attempt as well as taking classes.

He stopped doing drugs cold turkey with the help of Hjørdis.

At the end of his sophomore year he had recovered in courses enough that he applied for an internship at Encom knowing the chances of getting it were slim but knowing it was a foot in the door and likely his best chance of getting away from his father.

Someone on the internship application committee saw his potential and was willing to give him a chance despite his questionable record and ties to fCon.

Ed never found out who it was but is ever grateful.

(It was very likely Alan Bradely)

The internship broke anything good about his relationship with his father (if there was anything to begin with).

he impressed the people he worked with so much they offered him the internship again summer before his senior year and then a job once he graduated.

Ed did not graduate at the top of his class because of the stuff that went on Freshman year but did graduate magna cum laude.

#cw suicide #cw drug abuse #cw bullying #/* uh... there's probably more that should be tagged lmk if I missed any */ #the voice from the void #edcanons #musings: ed

[jaded-quill]

Am gonna have to come up with a proper roadmap for "Path of Redemption" (har har). I'm basically just missing a couple connecting lines of plot, plan-wise. Am also resisting the urge to rewrite sections of the currently posted chapters.

Am forcing self to eat gluten for accurate celiac testing. It's been interesting mapping out how my symptoms progress. Though, unfortunately, aside from pain and general discomfort, have also realized that when I'm headed for (and into) they chills phase and progressing into shakes/low-grade fever I also have my mental and physical energy sapped. So, eventuallyI might find myself with more energy, but for now I'm living in slow mo.

Hannigram captivity fic is at 10k words, though. I'm still not certain where I'm going with it, exactly, but it will be somewhere between the two extremes of Murder Husbands and Everybody Dies. 😆

I've nearly reached what is, I think, the end of ACT 1, so to speak. I know the purpose of ACT 2, and I suppose it will inform ACT 3/the ending.. well, one can hope.

#fic #supernatural #writing #spn #destiel #hannibal tv #hannigram #hannibal x will #hannibal #gluten

[newmsies]

Delancey family headcannons (pre. living with Wiesel) (also most of this is copy and pasted from a Newsies server I'm in) (and ignore how many of these are their father)

Red: Frank, Green: Morris, Pink: Oscar, Orange: all of them/no specific one

their parents names are Frank and Maria Delancey

Frank is a motorcycle dad and you can't convince me otherwise (also my voiceclaim for him is literally just Ramdy Marsh)

Oscar is trans and one day when he was like 3, his father went "Hey Collette" and Oscar just stopped him and said "That's not my name. It's Oscar, don't call me that."

Jacks father is an alcoholic, and Frank is something. (meaning of something undecided)

Franks open to anything with anyone (#pansexuality /hj)

Morris is disgusted by the fact above (#toxicAroace /j)

Oscar Delancey 🤝 autism/anxiety/PTSD/Celiac

Morris was a mama's boy but she died while having Oscar and Morris always lowkey blamed him for it (but he never said anything bc yknow that's his brother)

#makeJackandtheDelanceybrotherscousins (when Frank was grieving his wife and Morris was staying with Wiesel out of resentment for baby Oscar, Jack and his mother went to go take care of Oscar and Frank (pre. Jacks mother dying))

as an addition to the Jacks mother dying thing, Frank trying and falling flat on his face in failure to calm down 4 year old Jack's crying after his mother died

Frank would send Morris off to Wiesels place for a week and lock Oscar in his room without the lights on because he would never stop talking

because of that, Oscar's scared of the dark and refuses to ever have the door shut if he's in a room alone

#daddyissuescore, Oscar calls Frank daddy still and he's bullied for it by Jack and Morris probably

Morris was the favourite bc like everyone except for Wiesel blames Oscar for their mother dying, Wiesel doesn't blame Oscar because he was never close with their her, he only took them in out of spite towards their father

Jack knows that Oscar still loves his dad, and he doesn't say anything about it because he understands why

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