#cause its rough now

[baby-prophet]

how is it only 7:22..... its so dark and it feels like its like 11.. oh boy this winters going to be rough i just know.

#norm.allie #seasonal depressions gonna fuck me up extra #i can feel my period coming so im so much more dramatic but like #idk its gonna be rough #cause its rough now #and the weather isnt even bad

[lotuslate]

art from my wwx playlist:

🎵 Summer Rain - Bauke Top

#mdzs fanart #wei wuxian #wwx #yiling laozu #mdzs #mo dao zu shi #grandmaster of demonic cultivation #jessbye #just wanted to try out procreate dreams kadbfjkd #i thnink i still have a lot to learn bc this is sauurr rough #but anyway i just needed to get the idea out cause its been stuck in my head for so long now #i kinda wish i had the energy to execute it better alas… #pls listen to summer rain by bauke top it makes me feel so tranquil!!

[foreseeobstacles]

so i did end up brewing an edit for speak now as per request of a close friend of mine who absolutely loves never grow up

#taylor swift #tswiftedit #speak now #speak now era #speak now tv #never grow up #edits #tbh its very rough and i was kinda bullshitting what i wanted it to look like #but hey! i know how to use gimp a little bit better now #esp cause navigating its menus is a nightmare

[kayleerowena]

adhd meds are costing me $150 this month because of the vyvanse shortage so: if you like my work and have spare change, i'm sliding this link to my tip jar in your direction very subtly

#kaylee.txt #not art #i'm not going to do commissions for this (at least at the moment) bc i still owe a few from the past couple months #and i don't want to add more stress onto my plate right now #but this whole situation is really quite stressful + i've been without my meds for over a week already which has sucked! #(also if you don't have spare change absolutely no pressure. its fuckin rough out here for everyone rn + theres plenty of other #causes worth giving your money to!)

[abtheb]

April 28, 2023

Despite everything, it's still you.

#me #ive cut back on lifting a lot due to injuries and struggles with my joints and instead picked up lane swimming in march #i had never used a public pool in my life and never swam with intent before #it was new and kind of terrifying but i needed to move my body again in a way that didnt cause pain #the first few times were pretty rough- i couldnt swim well or hold my breath and struggled with the repetitive motion and breathing #one day beams of sunlight shone through the airy space and large windows and cast shining watery reflections on the pool's bottom #i had been learning water caustics for 3d art and i loved to watch them #its gotten a lot easier now and i can let my mind wander and enjoy the sensations instead of worrying about drowning #the cool water on my skin #the muffled amniotic sounds of bubbling fluids #the mosaic tiles and patterns #the sunlight and caustics #every time i go its a social stress test- but I've gotten better at handling it and it helps me connect with other people in a tiny way #i dont know what the future of my body's training will look like as i plow into middle age #but im proud of myself for doing something totally new and finding joy in it

[nyanfish]

its still cold enough for wintery stuff right? right..?

#the answer is yes. im still wearing thermo leggings and had to grab my gloves again. #persona 4 #yosukan #yosuke hanamura #kanji tatsumi #you wont believe how much ive messed w these colours. #i started by randomly filling them in w green and blue and then altering the hue. worst mistake of my life. #it turned out cute in the end but oh my god. what a roundabout way of doing things. so many adjustment layers and different passes. #i also fixed both their faces cause last night they looked ROUGH. its way better now thank god. #but i slapped on the shading last night and did not touch it again lmao #now im satisfied. so tomorrow i can get to the requests again. yippeee #tedpost #tedart

[val-zilla]

how much do i have to love something to actually turn the fun animatic haunting my brain into a real thing

#the beatles #my art #wip #yes... its brianstorm..... #an entire animatic haunted me as i got gas at costco and now im devoted to the cause #itll be a while before i even have rough drawings for the entire song but like im literally so excited for it.... you people have no idea

[cmpumkin-arts]

I made a part two I guess.

#tatsumi kazehaya #enstars #ensemble stars #i back from moving hell #had this sketch out with my HiMERU one but never finished it #it is now finished #cmpumkin art #kinda rough cause my brain forgot how to art #its finnne #could also be ooc for tatsumi my apologies

[anewp0tat0]

haaa... happy 16th anniversary Black Butler!

I feel like I should be drawing something else due to the newest spoiler that I probably but inevitably saw. mhm. oh well

anyway, this isn't related to that. I couldn't make a big thing like before but I wanted to draw anyway, so I decided to finally draw the total self indulgent content I want. him comforting his son after night terrors.

don't tag as ship

#its a gif give it a minute* #k ya know what i think ill just grow up and block the spoilers tag until the 18th like im too lazy to do. not shade im just particular #about how i consume content. but on the bright side im now partially on board on the what just happened train. unless im confused #eheh. vague #anywho #dadbastian #kuroshitsuji #black butler #kuroshitsuji fanart #fanart #sebastian michaelis #ciel phantomhive #o!ciel #digital art #black butler 16th anniversary #kuroshitsuji 16th anniversary #someone had to draw what comforts me. especially since this series seems to only be descending #so enjoy some fluff and happiness ya know #im not really focused on the quality here cause in the end im just happy i could put it to paper. you get the concept no matter roughness #before i would be hesitant to post this cause drawing these two within 2 feet usually grants unwanted attension #but idc anymore im in control of the post #usually i would apologize for the poor gif quality but maybe it's better this time

[rexscanonwife]

Save me middle aged whiteman....whiteman save me

#jane journals #self insert talk #vent #🍞 my bread and butter 🍞 #siiiigh had a bit of a rough go at work 😅 #i took a closing shift tonight by switching with a coworker and my manager got mad #cause i ASSUMED the coworker i traded with would tell her since shes the one who asked ME but she didnt #and then as im closing the shop down i was wheeling the vacuum back to its place and.. #bumped a shelf. a shelf with two huge glass jars of candy 😭😭 #then i had to go and deal with that AS I WAS GETTING READY TO LEAVE #but its ok i got it cleaned up and now im omw home 😮‍💨😮‍💨 #and ill get to watch more show and see....him 🥺🥺💖💖💖 #and try to draw stuff maybe #AND my partners coming home from work trip!! so maybe ill get them to watch with me hehe 👉👈

[ssreeder]

hi, I don't use tumblr often, but i when i do, i always check your account to check if you posted something. LIAB is amazing. i truly have no words. i have read a LOT of fanfics from very different fandoms and i can confidently say that Leaving It All Behind is the best one i have ever read. the world you've built around the main characters is so deep, and realistic. even though benders are not real, it feels like i'm reading about true events. you describe the horrors of war and trauma so well. i'm actually very, very impressed. i happen to be a person that suffers from ptsd and other mental illnesses and and the way you portray traumatized characters is very realistic. i know you always say that the main characters' recovery is unrealistically fast, but don't worry about that. the way you describe zuko and sokka's feelings is perfect. their recovery doesn't seem rushed. it just looks like they're adapting and learning how to deal with it fast (we have to remember that the war is still very much happening and sadly they don't have a lot of time to deal with everything that happened to them). i'm so grateful i found your work. it's truly amazing, i hope you won't give up on writing when you finish the LIAB trilogy. have a good day/night

AWWWW OMG THANK YOU <3

seriously this was so kind I’m still in shock. I’m so happy you think the healing arc is realistic because I try to balance the stories pace with the characters struggles and emotions (some of them make it DIFFICULT haha) but I’m always worried it doesn’t translate well.

I have a lot of fun writing LIAB & I’m really glad you like it so much. I hope I continue to make you proud & thank you so much for this amazing ask you made my day <3

#This is so validating you have no idea ahhhh #I have read so many fics where the chatacter (zuko lol) has gone through extreme trauma or torture and he gets rescued or escapes #& then it’s like after a quick patch up job he is essentially back to normal #Which… no. lol. I can’t do it! #Trauma follows a person whether they like it or not & everyone copes differently to it #So even with zuko and sokka going through so much they’ll both handle their trauma completely different #I try to show that lol so I’m glad you like it #I am totally worried about the upcoming battle though #Cause shits about to get really rough #But we are in a fun arc right now (as fun as liab can be it’s a fic about children fighting a war so idk… I’d say 25% fun 75% angst) #So we have a few more fun chapters idk 4/5 and then we are on the home stretch #Idk what I’ll do when it’s over this has been so much fun and I’m so sad it’ll come to an end this year #But thanks again for this amazing ask #Its comments and asks like this that pets the head and makes me feel like a good author lol #Gets me fired up to finish the fic! #Wohoooo thank you !!! #Deansnoodle #Zukka #liab #ITF #RIA #ask #Leaving it all behind

[delightfuldevin]

Psst,, This is not fully completed whatsoever but I can show it off,, as a treat,,,

This is the product of several months worth of research on the Mariowiki and also general wikipedia for animal taxonomy dhbcjshdfgnj

I also have all these various species listed by name in each category so that I don’t forget what they are lol

(Sneaky peaky)

Plants, ghosts, and rock/metal creatures are in separate categories that I have to do completely separate pages on, though those pages will most definitely be smaller than the animal evolution chart.

(And I do already have those species listed as well, I just haven’t put together their charts yet)

Also, just for clarification, Odyssey implies that animal life on the planet actually began on the Moon and those early lunar lifeforms fell to the planet on moon rocks. Thus, the first living thing was the Moonsnake (which is a living rock species) and the first animal was an octopus-like creature that is an ancient form of Gushen. And how did they come to be? Well, Moon Magic, which I go into some detail here in this post.

Anyway, that is all. I am soooo very proud of this and I’m still having so much fun building the Mario (and by extension Donkey Kong, Yoshi, and Wario) world basically from the ground up with lore and stuff <3

#devin speaks #super mario bros #super mario headcanons #worldbuilding is literally my favorite thing ever this is soooo much fun!! #i have a world map in the works too but it is extremely rough right now so im not ready to show that yet lol but were gettin there #there are still some speciess missing cause mariowiki is weird with how things are categorized so thats why i say its incomplete #but this is a grand majority of it so thats why i deemed it worthy to show off now #plus now im stepping back from species for a bit to work on further categorizing magic and power sources and items in general

[jontaro-kun]

Yes I have a very detailed and lore accurate headcanon for Frontiers Hyper Sonic and yes this is me coping

#art #digital art #sonic #sonic au #sonic frontiers #I strongly believe that with the lore Frontiers gave us hyper sonic would make MORE sense than super sonic 2 in this essay I will #This is literally one of the only things that would make final horizon better cause that shit was PEAK FICTION #like this game is now my favorite game of all time #before this its always been unleashed so the competition was ROUGH #I wonder if I'll ever draw regular sonic again instead of my au design #who knows

[faerynova]

i am so goddamn close to finishing this animatic

#ponk #dsmp #like... 20 panels to go #and then ill go and edit the audio to make it cleaner cause i just have a rough cut right now for timing #its not mixed at all #and i wanna add some base coloring just to snazz it up cause ive gone this far already #faesketch #bw #wip

[poisonhemloc]

'oh cool i got some cleaning done and we're not doing trivia i can get this feldspar fic into editing and maybe get some more done on the tephra fic and! maybe work on sekiro-' writes 1k words on a body horror fic im not sure will see the light of not-my-wips-doc

#poisonhemloc's rambles #'poison why' i started reading animorphs in elementary school and thats probably a lot of whats weird with me #...if this fic does get posted itll be after a Lot of editing to make it worse 'cause its not at 'bad enough' for me right now #...that all said i. did not realize i did write a lot today. 700 something words to finish up the rough draft of the one and then all this. #not bad for a not great brain day

[syncrovoid-presents]

I will continue being gone for a few days, sadly my original al plan of releasing the newest chapter of The Consequence Of Imagination's Fear has also been delayed. My apologies

Can't go into detail because its hush hush not-legally-mentionable stuff but today is my fifth 12 hour no-break work day. I'm also packing to move too in a fortnight (which is a Big Yahoo!! Yippee!! I'll finally have access to a kitchen!! And no more mold others keep growing!!! So exciting!!!)

#syncrovoid.txt #delete later #OKAY SO! this makes it sound like i have a super important job but really we are understaffed and ive barely worked there a year now #graduated college a few years early 'cause i finished high school early (kinda? it's complicated) #now i am in a position where i am in the role of a whole Quality Assurance team (testing and write ups) #a Task Manager/Planner #Software Developer and maybe engineer? not sure the differences. lots of planning and programming and debugging ect ect #plus managing the coworker that messed up and doing his stuff because it just isnt good enough. which i WILL put in my end day notes #our team is like 4 people lol. we severely need more because rhe art department has like 10 people?? #crunch time is.. so rough.. #its weirdddddd thinking about this job since its like i did a speedrun into a high expectations job BUT in my defense i was hired before #i graduated. and like SURE my graduating class had literally 3 people so like there was a 86%-ish drop out rate?? #did a four year course in 2 BY ACCIDENT!! i picked it on a whim. but haha i was picked to give advice and a breakdown on the course so it #could be reworked into a 3 year course (with teachers that dont tell you to learn everything yourself) so that was neat #im rambling again but i have silly little guy privileges and a whole lot of thoughts haha #anywho i am SO hyped to move!! I'll finally get away from the creepy guy upstairs (i could rant for days about him but he is 0/10 the worst) #it will be so cool having access to a kitchen!! and literally anything more than 1 singular room #(it isnt as bad as it sounds i just have a weird life. many strange happenings and phenomenons) #<- fun fact about me! because why not? no one knows where i came from and i dont 100% know if my birthday is my birthday #i just kinda. exist. @:P #i mean technically i was found somewhere and donated to some folks (they called some different people and whoever got there first got me) #but still i think it is very silly! i have no ties to a past not my lived one! i exist as a singularity! #anywho dont think about it too hard like i guess technically ive been orphaned like twice but shhhhhhhh #wow. i am so sleep deprived. i am so so sorry to anyone who may read this #i promise im normal #@:|