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simonzmama · 2 days

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simon who’s never been complimented in his lifeeee…

his back presses against the cushions of the couch, fingers curling around the dip of your waist as his arm presses you further against his side. your knee sits hiked up on his lap, head rolled against his shoulder as your lips hover at his ear.

simon’s shirt rides up, a hot show of his chiseled up v-line on complete display for you, the soft blonde trail lining under his bellybutton n disappearing under his joggers your hand digs into. the points of his hip bones twitch, abs visible under the thin worn t-shirt he lounges back in.

“you look so pretty,” you murmur out in a sweet hush of a breathe, fingers wrapping around the length of his cock as you press a kiss under his ear. you work his pants down ever-so-slightly, pulling his cock free from its strain under his boxers.

simon’s cheeks flush, eyes flickering from your face to your hand that strokes his cock in slow motions, working his heart n nerves up to an almost breaking point.

simon breathes out lowly, free hand gliding up from your ankle to hold at your calf, so desperate to have his hands up all over you.

“you gettin’ shy ‘cause i think you’re handsome?” you giggle, fist tightening around him till pretty beads of precum glide down the edge of his cock.

“not shy,” simon laughs out in a rush of a breath, head tipping back slightly as his jaw clenches n he sucks in a deep breath. “you’re just full of it today.”

your head tilts, a sly smile stretching across your lips in something of disbelief. this scarred, troubled man is stupid to even believe you’d lie, to think he isn’t a creation of god that makes you absolutely lose it. youd catch yourself gazing at this man as if there wasn’t a diamond strapped around your finger, as if he wasn’t yours.

“you think i’m lyin’? is that it, huh?” you hum against his skin, fingers brushing over the tip of his angry cock.

simon’s reply tumbles back down the chamber of his throat, stuck in his voicebox n instead hes coughing up a gasp. his chest raises, shoulders digging against the back couch cushion as his back arches softly, thighs spreading further as his balls draw up in feeling that encapsulates his whole being.

“answer me, simon,” it’s a demand, one that hits his ear n fills him with despair as your pace slows. his patience ticks, he’d never want to call you liar but with the way you completely sucked him clear of an orgasm it’s bout ready to spill off his bruised, kiss-bitten lips.

“y-you’re lying,” he huffs, rasp hidden under the high-pitch of his pretty whine. his nails dig into your soft skin desperately urging you to continue, to just make him fucking cum.

“mmm, really?” you tsk, lip twitching against his warming skin. “if i’m such a liar, maybe you don’t deserve this like i promised. should i stop?”

ion even know anymore y’all 🙏

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accio-victuuri · 9 hours

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this post from me is overdue only because i feel like whatever i say will not be enough. this is related to wyb and his cast mates’ blackface during a scene in FPU. i haven’t watched the movie, but i saw the clip and know of the context, but all in all, it doesn’t really matter cause it’s wrong. we first knew of it because of leaks that came out during filming. then as soon as i saw some people on wb sharing the close up, i was like nope. after a while, it went on hs as “wyb cosplaying bouboo”. the tag itself should tell you what the people there in general think of it. or how they view it. cosplay. no harm done. even youku’s official weibo account used the tag to promote SDC. i cannot even deal. then the FPU weibo account, the next day, posted the cut of the scene, probably seeing how popular the cos tag was and released it. i’m sharing this here, to show the difference of how this is taken in 🇨🇳 vs. outside. i’m sure there are people in the mainland who see it for what it is but they are in the minority.

let’s be real here. those of us who followed this movie knew it was gonna be problematic. tho i personally didn’t anticipate something like this coming out of it. with the question of why this was not cut, i could only guess that it was an “important” plot point. also this was yibo’s first “starring” movie and i doubt he had any say in the story. i’m not excusing him tho, there is definitely room for him to learn more especially since mainland china is no longer his sole audience.

i am and will continue to be a fan of wang yibo for as long as i can. i am aware of his limitations. if people are offended, i completely understand and your anger is valid. to those who wanna unstan him then go ahead. i know this is magnified as well because of his status as a celebrity. i can only hope that when you see someone you know commit the same mistake, that your first move is to not hate and scream at them. what we really need is for people to reach out and engage in meaningful conversations for the problem to be solved.

that’s all i can say for this matter. i don’t wanna agonize over what i’m gonna post anymore so this is it. 🤍

#wang yibo #personal

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aestheteangel · 2 days

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Synastry aspects that I personally don’t like.

before i start please read that I am not an official astrologer so take this with a grain of saltttt too haha. Just for fun.

North node square north node ( I’m sorry but each one lives in a whole different worlds, completely different perspectives, mindset, somehow not letting each other move to the next step)

Chiron in 7th house overlay. ( now Chiron isn’t always bad, but there’s kind of.. pain it gives , it’s not any better in other houses, but I’m saying romantically, there could be hurt during the marriage... if you want Chiron overlays in synastry please lmk)

Pluto/Uranus in 12th house overlay. ( now Mose of y’all know 12th house overlays arent so good eventually, but i think Pluto or Uranus being there could be harsher than any other planet , could indicate so many things, one of them unpleasant endings in the relationship, finding truth about something suddenly, betrayal..in worst cases you won’t be able to forget each other )

Saturn 8th house overlay. (Sure y’all know why..)

Mars conjuct Mc/10th house. ( uhhhh it just don’t give me nice vibes when both are seen in public eye. Could be arguing in public a lot, the mars person makes it hard for the 10th person to forgive them. Works even in composite chart )

Mercury square Saturn. ( a lot of judgements and misunderstandings)

Chiron opposite asc/Venus.

Saturn opposite Neptune. (Broo)

Moon opposite moon. (Now tbh Im not really sure of this one since nobody complained about it and it could indicate “slight” emotional understanding difficulties with each other that can also cause attraction. But I’ve seen this aspect with some couple that really can’t stop hurting eachothers emotionally . )

Another moon aspect, ofc moon is the first thing you should observe In synastry s, it simply represents how each other’s emotions play with the other. now moon square moon. Obviously most of y’all know why, literally each one is on different page when it comes to how they view emotions which makes it pretty hard to understand each other’s feelings with the square aspect. ( believe it or no I have this one with my man, even knowing it I’m still with him lol. yes the attraction is definitely there due to other loving aspects and also with this one, it gives attractive energy yes. but still, he don’t understand my emotions and my point of view, struggles with analyzing me sometimes or what I even think , even when I try my best to throw him an obvious sign about something, without me speaking, he don’t get it where everyone else does same goes for me 🤣😭. he sometimes thinks I mean something the opposite of what I meant. Bottom line is with this aspect you need to speak each other’s feelings and what you want to tell the other cause it’s way too impossible to understand eachother with no words spoken. 😓 AAAA THIS IS THE ONLY STRUGGLING PLACEMENT WE HAVE AND ITS NOT EVEN A SIMPLE ONE)

Mars in 5th house, ( Now this is NOT a red flag, bUTTTT i always read about this placement represents a “not lasting relationship “ and tbh every fling I had I had this placement with, literallyyyy very guy I used to dm or talk to even for a couple of days, attraction at first but then boom, you din yourself not talking to them anymore for god knows what reason lol, so there’s something interesting about this placement. 🤔🤣 ( pink for flings 🤣)

Mars 1st house.... ( uhh you know what? Wait for part 2 😛 )

But before part 2 I’ll make my next post positive I promise, I didn’t even want to write red flags placements because it shouldnt be taken seriously haha. So next post will be about .. hmm wait , what you guys want it to be about?

Synastry observations

Natal chart observations

composite observations

Solar return observations

— Y’all literally if u find one of these placements in your synastrys it’s totally okay lol, I have multiple of these w my man and tbh some of them don’t really play this negative way for us, but i just did them for fun , ofc don’t take these TOO seriously 🥰

#astro community #astro observations #astro placements #astrology placements #astrology tumblr #obsessed synastry #asteroids in synastry #d9 chart #elegant #expensive #astro notes #astrology #red flags

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another-lost-mc · 2 days

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you are so real with being disappointed on nightbringer cause i feel the same way

Oh, I have complicated feelings about Nightbringer.

(I’ll use a Read More link here because of vague OG S4 discussion.)

I didn’t whale in OG but I was much more willing to spend extra money chasing cards I wanted. I was really motivated to catch up on all the story content too since I didn’t start playing until the later part of the pandemic. I know S3 and S4 aren’t the greatest bits of story-telling ever written but I had hopes for more Celestial Realm content (a visit and maybe Michael appearance) in S5 based on where Simeon’s storyline was heading.

(I usually picture MC traveling to the CR to see Michael in S5, and maybe another visit of new angels to the Devildom in S6 once tensions are resolved.)

Overall I really liked getting involved with the fandom and I started posting fanfics here. I was so happy with my curated little card collection of favs — Lucifer was my original favourite, followed by Simeon, Barbatos, Solomon and Asmo — and exploring the game with my writing.

And then Nightbringer was announced.

After I spent probably too much money collecting all the HDD cards I wanted not long before that.

And the cards weren’t going to be transferable to the new game! ISN’T THAT FUN?! (Solmare logic, probably.)

I mean, I get it. It’s the nature of gacha games and the motivation is to grow the player base and revenue potential.

Sure, whatever.

And some parts of Nightbringer are fine, while other parts leave me desperately wanting more. Detailed lore that ties into the OG game and characters I care about, more in-depth characterization. Another slow burn love interest would be nice too since NB completely changed the direction of Barb’s development compared to OG S4 (side-eyes Mephisto and Raphael as new potentials). Also, as time goes on, I find myself not really caring who Nightbringer is. Does it even matter anymore? Like…whatever, you do you, buddy. lol

My face if they reveal it’s Barbatos/Solomon/Michael all along:

Oh, and more ROMANCE? Hello??? The babysitter role and goofy family dynamics are satisfying to a point but then it gets stale. Some of the Devilgrams are boring too, and don’t get me started on the EVENTS. I enjoyed the vampire one last year that sparked a random writing frenzy of vampire AU fics, but so many of the events fall flat for me. Anyone else just use S or A Rank skips to breeze past the story bits because 90% of it is boring as hell? Yeah, same.

It sounds like a lot of complaints, but there’s still more about the game I love or I wouldn’t be here: my favs, most of the artwork, the music! The new Dateables song is so goofy - what are those lyrics? - but they didn’t autotune Simeon to death and he sounds so much better than he did in Question Love (the only song whose remix I like better than the original).

I love the people I’ve met in this fandom and being able to share story ideas and headcanons. It’s so exciting when new lessons and cards are announced because the player base gets invigorated again (even if things fall a little flat upon arrival). I’ve splurged on some merch (official and fan-made) and I love being self-indulgent and commissioning artwork of my favs and MC together.

Oh, and I love my OCs. 😚 @ them all.

#jes.replies #sleep deprived rambling lol

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roseytoesy · 1 month

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this is a vent. A scream into the void and I expect nothing out of it and I’m sorry to my followers. I just need to get this out somewhere.

it’s under the read more. Again sorry for all this. Just skip it cause I’m just a confused scared bean in a big scary world.

hehe long space

alright that’s probably enough…

1 just… the us of America doesn’t feel very united. Our candidates for presidents are jokes and way too old to deal with modern day issues. 2 it seems that unless you get lucky or make something successful by lying and bullying and doing anything but work hard then you’ll make it in their capitalistic hellhole that we’re creating. 3 how is a 20 year old supposed to survive in this world if I wasn’t even taught how to do taxes?! How am I supposed to be expected to just find my own job when most employers send our things begging for workers then ghost so often you’d think they were dead! 4 how am I supposed to be myself and be quirky and silly and enjoy myself when the grind is normalized? When I’m expected to sacrifice everything for others and just let myself die quietly in a corner cause otherwise I’m selfish? 5 go get therapy. Go get a job. Go to collage. For what in the end?! To be another semi better cog in a machine that will die one day and be forgotten forever?! To be a nothing for a short time. Cause that’s all that the working class is to corporations. That all we are to governments so focused on control that they erase individuals with a click. With a bill. 6 I honestly wish we could do more to change things. But there’s so many hoops. So many tests where if you aren’t tough enough you’ll fail and never be allowed even close to making any difference anywhere. 7 I want to live in a world where I didn’t have to worry or fear for my future becuase I don’t want to have to work the rest of my life until I’m to old to move. Then be let go and die as what little I did make drains away like my fleeting time on earth that I wasted for that which I can’t keep or even use. 8 will I be shunned for not wanting kids. Will I be hated for not having or ever wanting any? In this crumbling economy it wouldn’t be worth it. Especially with mental health already a struggle. 9 safe spaces. Places to physically meet and hang out are fading. Social adaptability is harder and harder. Everything is online and insane. 10 I just don’t know what to do anymore. I’m lost and feel pretty alone. That despite everything. I’m just a fish gasping. Trying to live. But will still die slowly as someone in a better starting place than me gets to watch. 11 I don’t know who I am because I’m so burnt out and numb some days/nights that I just want to start over. But I can’t. I don’t want to either. It’s just hard, hard to exist when it seems everything is on the verge of breaking. 12 and due to burning out I’ve lost myself too. I haven’t drawn in a very long time… I don’t write often, and when I do it’s vent poems or messages. I can laugh or smile but it doesn’t last long. Is it too much to ask for an escape? To be whisked away and told I’ll always get food water shelter and stimulation. Hell I wouldn’t even mind being a glorified pet for some other being. So long as I’m taken care of well I’ll be happy. 13 just scary times. A constant thing after another. Needing a break from school, getting home to renovations, living without a kitchen for a month, dealing with winter, job and internship hunting, months of NOTHING but eh maybes and ghosting, cleaning up other peoples stuff for those many months, being the taxi service, nearly crashing and having a car breakdown in zero service on vacation, grandparent passing away and that side of the family dragging in their drama. Mental breakdowns as I struggle to just desist in a space that I could try and call my own. Burned through a game and now just numb again

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larapaulussen · 5 months

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#gif #why do I have to spend every christmas and every birthday alone #for what am I being punished #I am a good person #and I don’t think this suffering has any sense #it’s just that in life the happy people have good things coming their way #and the sad people always just get more trauma #I know I could have a relationship if I didn’t have such a traumatic childhood #my trauma lets me reject the good guys and waste my time with the aholes #but i don’t know what to do about it #every nice guy I met absolutely wasn’t attractive to me #and we also didn’t have anything in common #so I’m not even regretting rejecting them cause it wouldn’t have worked out #and they deserve someone who actually fancies them #i just wonder why I never met a nice guy that I have common interests with #or who matched my preferences lookwise #it really feels like I’m simply not allowed to ever meet the right person #and gotten to the point where I swipe for hours have a lot of matches and then ghost everyone #as I just know it either will be someone nice but not attractive to me or an ahole #I just don’t have any energy left anymore #I just want to experience love so bad but can’t do these dates anymore #I’m so so tired

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kimtaegis · 6 days

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I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.

#this is rather general so I’m putting more personal thoughts in the tags here #I really don’t feel like creating anymore :(#like I genuinely only post for birthdays or gifts cause I see no point in anything else anymore #at least that one person will care you know #I don’t post that much anymore but when I do I put so much love and effort into it #and it never feels good to click that post button anymore #also.#man it fucking stings to realise that people who follow you definitely scrolled past your own post #cause they reblogged sth from you that you posted before your self reblog #it makes me so so anxious and insecure #I’ve been pressuring myself to post so much only to be met with dismissiveness when I do #that doesn’t feel great in the slightest #I said a while ago that I don’t want to take a break and that I want to keep creating #but the disappointment lately was pretty drastic #I’ve been at this point several times before so it’ll probably pass again #but it’ll never not suck to see your days of work and creativity be ignored #it feels once again pointless to try to make original things #should just stick to 10 gifs of the same clip #or shirtless tannie gifs #it’ll get me the exact same recognition if not three to five times more #and takes so much less time

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goldfyshie927 · 6 months

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Positively OBSESSING over why I continue to meet people who seem nice at first and then go on to hurt and manipulate me and tell me it’s my fault they did so

#I don’t get it I really don’t #I am a good person who tries to be patient and kind with people #I try to be understanding of our differences #but for some I’m toxic for wanting to be treated the way I need to be treated #rather than how you think I need to be treated?#anyway it doesn’t add up #I know there’s no use worrying about it at this point #because the person to cause me this pain isn’t in my life anymore #but still my brain wants to know WHY #personal post

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foxgloveinspace · 8 months

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I know that no one will be interested in this, but I decided since I knew I wasn’t gonna get much sleep tonight anyway to stay up and watch that movie. Yeah, so, I finally watched Into The Spider-Verse (yes. The First One) and I really liked it!! Which I knew I would, cause spider-man was my earliest ‘long term hyperfixation’. Now you maybe be wondering why I haven’t watched since it’s been out for *checks the calendar* 5 years. Damn. The answer??? There isn’t one. I have adhd what did you expects?! I bought it yesterday and I procrastinated watching it SINCE I WOKE UP THIS MORNING…. Yesterday morning, now.

I got spoiled for so many things, but yet none of the important parts?? Which is crazy???

Anyway, I bought the combo pack so I’m gonna watch the second one in the morning, good night y’all.

#very much so #alsooooooo sorry I was completely gone today #I was having a time of it… obviously.#anyway yeah I really liked the movie #I’ve been having a hard time watching stuff here lately #I tried watching the new d&d movie too today but I don’t like the pacing at all #reminds me of that last dragon movie Disney did a few years ago #threw me off and I just found myself getting bord ugh #which sucks cause I wanted to like it a lot #I love Chris Pine so much #oh yeah!!! I cried Three Times while watch into the spider verse. I don’t cry very easy!!!!#like… the only time I cry is when I’m angry anymore… but that point where angry turns to grief you know??#ok I’ve said too much lmao bed time

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seilon · 8 months

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been having an overwhelming on and off feeling of dread all day over the thought of opening my email or getting a text or whatever and it’s Yet Another job rejection. like good god that’d fucking kill me

#I’m so tired of this dude #like I was pretty confident about this but. idk I’ve been turned down so many fucking times now and places have gotten my hopes up #just to let me down every single time and I just can’t help but feel like rejection is inevitable. cause im always rejected #note: I have been applying for jobs since January and have gotten exactly two (2) interviews that whole time.#kibumblabs #it’s only been a day but. idk #I am not going to be able to truly rest until I know the outcome despite how much I am dreading the possible outcome #and I don’t feel good reassuring myself and telllng myself it went well because that’d just be setting me up for a bigger letdown #man I wish they just gave me some kind of assurance on the spot #I think it isn’t helping that I’ve been super isolated recently #only one of my friends irl has been talking to me the last two weeks or so #and I know it’s realistically probably because school started but. idk no texts or anything #considering how things have gone this year overall mainly re: my ex and what he tells people I just feel like it’d be on brand at this #point for them to all want to stop associating with me and cut me off like my ex did and one of my close childhood friends did this year #I really don’t trust anyone anymore and I wish I could but when things are dead silent for a week or more it becomes kinda impossible #I wonder if any of them will talk to me voluntarily any time soon #I am not confident #lots of waiting lots of being alone lots of nothing

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getouuu · 1 year

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23-25 are def my worst experiences with men, like I’ve seen some really demonic shit from them and i can safety say- I am never neveeeer putting myself in a situation with them again. i can never be looked at without being oversexualized irl and online, and i had enough..enouggggggh. it’s why I’ll never have a Instagram and probably will never show my face on Tiktok. I miss being on here cause i can be myself a bit and talk with my mutuals. I can’t wait to be at point in life where i am aging nicely and no longer be a young girl. I can’t even walk my dog out anymore cause a grown man comes around the neighborhood at night and won’t leave me alone..

#I’m really a person that takes great comfort in mangas/comics/anime cause I truly been a victim of so much #and I don’t want to be anymore #I think the tip tipping point was a 60+ old guy asking me if i like to suck ya know recently #I fee like a lot of it is my fault but then again it’s like quite common in women who been SA etc #is that how y’all talk to your daughters lmao #i deserve to be a sweet pretty cat with a rich white lady or something #also don’t take this femcel/terf related it’s not i promise #I’m just tired

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whimsyprinx · 1 year

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everyday for the the last couple of years I’ve been getting the hiccups at least twice a day (or upwards of five times or more a day) not counting like when i hiccup one or twice at random and it’s actually ruining my life, i hiccup so much

#whimsy whispers #I’m so mad #this is how I know they were lying about ‘hiccups mean you’re growing’ cause I’d be as tall as a house at this point but I’m still only 5’3 #the demons r running amok inside me #see this would be fine if not for one little detail: I sound god awful when I hiccup #I’ve mentioned before that I sound like a toad but like a toad that’s being attacked I’m dying in a dying toad #it’s so bad it’s so so bad and so loud and even with my mouth closed it’s bad #anyways I got the hiccups more than five times today and usually it lasted like 5 or more minutes each time and it’s been driving me crazy #I hate it #I don’t like really call people anymore for several reasons but like I lived in fear that while on call I’d get the hiccups and ppl would #then be aware that that’s what I sound like when I hiccup #I have a recording of it on my phone somewhere it’s so bad svdhjfht

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disneyprincessdxminatrix · 1 year

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the best thing ever is that my bank forgot to take me out of the student bonus point program when I finished school so I’m still collecting bonus points like crazy and regularly exchange them for spotify gift cards despite not having set a single foot into a school for 7 years now

#I wonder how long it will take them to realise #the good thing is I look younger than I am and they probably think I’m in uni #cause they don’t really check my data when I visit to pick up my gift cards lol #also staff changed a lot so no one there actually knows me anymore XD #my stuff #this post was brought to you by the reminder I got to log into my account to see what new stuff they have in the bonus point exchange area

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avatardoggo · 2 years

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#so i was the phone with one of my friends who’s also friends with my best friend so like we’re all friends and i was telling her how M (my #alleged best friend) hasn’t talked to me in 2 months and H (my friend) was like 😧 like she could’ve believe bc she knows me and M have been #friends since middle school and are really close and she was saying how M has been ghosting her too and how now she doesn’t think they #can even be friends bc friends don’t do that like no one does that and she thinks we should just tell her we’re not friends anymore clearly #through your behavior AND AND i forgot to mention like 2 days ago M went out with one of mutual friends and the mutual invited me but i #couldn’t go cause i was busy and i was wondering if i did go would she have pretended nothing was wrong??? like????? so now me and H are #thinking should we pull up to her house and like ask her what’s the haps? like what’s the big idea?? bc clearly texting you isn’t working #and ik she’s non confrontational but idc at this point bc 1. ur a 🐮ard and B you could’ve texted but i were ignoring me so we get to do this #my way but i don’t want her to feel ganged up on but at the same time idc bc i’m mad and i’ve been feeling sad and horrible since march and #it’s freaking may and idk wtfreak to do bc i’m so angry and hurt and i just want it to stop #vk overshares in the tags

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arthur-r · 2 years

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thank you guys for the help i know nobody’s awake anymore but i’m awake now again and the email is officially sent

#i’m nervous cause i’m not seeing philosophy club anywhere #and yes i am capable of learning and growing as a person and doing other stuff with my life #(when i told my dad yesterday that i was nervous he said i should see this as an opportunity…)#but i would rather prefer to be in my regular thing every thursday… also i kind of need this teacher #i’m trying to not skip class as much anymore (i kind of did a lot of that last trimester) so it’s not like i’ll just be always over there #but my mom gets home tomorrow and it’s making me nervous. things were getting pretty bad between my parents #and y’all understand there’s only one adult in the entire world who understands what it’s like at home? it was cool knowing him #anyway the real point of philosophy club is learning philosophy and seeing friends. and that’s why i want to do it and was excited for it #but the reason that i’m nervous about it not happening is because what if i just never have a place like that again #but!! the email is sent!! and if there’s no philosophy club there really isn’t anything i can do #i’ll just have to join newspaper and start going to silent reading and all of those things i could do #also getting help from teachers. that’s a big one. that’s what raider time is actually for. and i could use it #but on the other hand that half hour of every day is like. my only piece of free time cause i’m away from parents and not in class #so i tend to want to use it for self care and fun times. plus last year that meant i could stay after school to get help from teachers #thereby maximizing my away time even more!!!! which was pretty great and a good situation #so anyway idk but the point is i sent the email and it’s the morning now and i’m gonna plug in my phone #and a friend of mine is driving me today so idk when she is getting there #because yesterday it was a different friend but not today and i don’t remember this friends driving schedule #but anyway yeah. and yesterday was a bad first day but maybe today will be good #me. my post. mine.#delete later

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jooniez · 2 years

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🌻🌷🌥✨💗🍃

#I’m obsessed with this filter it’s actually a serious problem at this point 👁👄👁#but also I’ve been getting into eyeliner again and I found a way of doing it that works pretty good for me so now it doesn’t take me forever #to do anymore and it doesn’t like quite as wonky as it used to shsjdshsjshjsh #also I don’t know if it’s really noticeable but a put a little pink in my hair just as highlights and I love the little bit of color #especially for summer 🌸 gonna keep it just for a little while then back to just plain blonde highlights 🌼#and whipped out my fenty glow lipgloss again cause she’s a queen and we love the pop 👄#i hope everyone’s been doing well!!! and only two more days till the comeback ahh!!!!! 😭💖#mine #*it doesn’t look quite as wonky

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