#I’m so so tired

[sharpth1ng]

I got paid to write a whole chapter about autism for a psych textbook, I spent months on this shit, doing my best to represent the many voices and needs of this community, trying to be aware of my many blind spots as a mostly speaking, high masking person. Like you have no idea how much effort and focus and research this took, how much care I put into this, because I know how high the stakes are for people less privileged than me:

And then they bring in a neurotypical autism parent with a fucking autism speaks pin to talk to the class.

LIKE. YOU HIRED ME PARTLY BECAUSE IM AUTISTIC. YOU DIDN’T EVEN THINK TO ASK ME BEFORE BRINGING THIS MF IN? DID YOU EVEN READ THE CHAPTER?

I’m so fucking tired of schools and business saying they’re committed to accessibility and diversity and then just continuing to pull this bullshit. It’s 2024. The person you bring in to talk about autism to intro psych students SHOULD AT LEAST BE A FUCKING AUTISTIC PERSON.

NOTHING ABOUT US WITHOUT US.

#THERE ARE SO MANY NON-VERBAL ADVOCATES WHO COULD HAVE COME IN #THERE ARE SO MANY AUTISTIC RESEARCHERS WHO WOULD HAVE BEEN WILLING #I’m so tired #I’m so so tired #just let us represent ourselves PLEASE #actually autistic #not scream #vent post

[acourtofquietdreamers]

Interesting how people that are highly critical of Rhys will then sit there and applaud him for stopping Az and Elain from kissing. They’ll go on and on about Rhys being a terrible leader, a terrible mate, anti feminist ect ect, but Rhys taking away Elain’s choice? That’s fine! (Side note - I love Rhys and understand where he’s coming from, but Elain should’ve been included in the conversation with Az).

Conveniently these people are usually huge Lucien stans which makes them terribly transparent. They don’t care about Elain giving Az offer and permission. They don’t care that Elain was left in the dark while Rhys talked to Az. Left feeling rejected and heartbroken. All they care about is Lucien getting his mate so naturally, they celebrate Rhys for coming between Elain and Az. I’m sure they’re hoping that Elain being heartbroken with lead her straight to Lucien’s doorstep.

Too bad for them though because Rhys’s order won’t be stopping this man for long:

“Chain me to a tree, Rhys,” Azriel said softly. “Go ahead.” He began checking the buckles on his weapons. “I’ll rip it out of the ground and fly with it on my damned back.”

#I’m so so tired #also these same people will sit there and say Elriel isn’t forbidden?? #after celebrating Rhys ordering Az to stay away?? #make it make sense #pro elriel #elriel #Elriel rambles

[whatthehekko]

the world is full of utter and wanton violence and death and it is all so so expected. I wonder which of my uncles and cousins and classmates would kick my head in on a bathroom floor.

#i’m so so tired #rest in peace #nex benedict

[theworstcreature]

It’s BARELY 7:30 and ive already heard all I want for Christmas is you T W I C E

#like I get it’s legal now but STILL #ITS TOO FUCKING EARLY #I do not need Christmas carols at like 7 am please I’m begging #I’m so so tired

[jewishbarbies]

I’m so tired of the word “ick”. the straight women have started posting their “ick”s on tiktok and it’s just them humiliating their partner while he’s trying to learn a new skill or doing something else completely normal. i guess living life is an “ick” now.

#g talks #I’m so so tired #they’re like ‘this is an ick’ and it’s just a man wearing socks #mine #/mobile #/okay to reblog

[iguessitsjustme]

I hope tumblr takes this one piece money and puts at least some of it towards dealing with the bots. Ffs don’t make our suffering be for nothing

#tumblr #i’m so so tired

[agoodboysalt]

I have a lot of weird feelings about sex and kink and other personal stuff in general right now. So I’m going to be taking a very long hiatus to figure things out. Burn out is rough and there’s been a lot of traumatic things I’ve been dealing with that I haven’t told people on here and only two other people truly know about. So yeah… this is goodbye for a while.

I might try to come back to this blog when everything feels good and safe and peaceful again… but I don’t think that’s going to happen anytime soon

#I’m so so tired #mentally and physically right now? #I hope you all stay safe and take care of yourselves #your own physical and mental health should always comes first

[trevelyawn]

today has been very tough and i’m at my wits end BUT i want to post some of my writing and i don’t know what

#rambles #i’m so so tired

[starlooove]

My mutual said it was gonna happen but I didn’t think it would be this fast

#ppl are turning ppls dislike for flatline into a misogyny thing #I’m so so tired #and before y’all get all Piss on the poor on me #I’m not saying there’s no misogyny in the way certain ppl act towards flatline #I’m saying that if u think #actually no I’m not clarifying #flatline is every white girl ever and it’s annoying #I promise u they wanted her name to be Rachel Ross so bad. #no affiliation they prommy #I forgot the post #but mutual was talking about how ppl only like Damian now bc of proximity to whiteness #flatline and being in Bruce’s good graces #and tbh I’d argue that’s why so many ppl love Jason and dami met in lov tim dami friendship shit etc. #and also the only reason so many ppl ONLY focus on a made up version of dick and Damian’s relationship #like y’all just want a white boy to wrangle him #flatline is just the white girl SI LI of the week for it #replacing raven bc that’s finally too weird 😭

[strawberryfaced]

i want to cry. how do you just let this feeling permanently leave this body. she just comes in waves and it makes me feel like a whole fucking tsunami

#I’m so so tired #ans tomorrow im going to look at this post #And be embarrassed #because that’s always how it is #but tomorrow me please understand I’m desperate right now. please don’t be ashamed of me

[stropharian-world]

I’m very sleep deprived working on a couple drawings that will take me hours if not days to finish. I’m experimenting with different brushes, textures and techniques because I’ve been feeling very stuck. And all that takes a lot of time and brain power.

Meanwhile here’s OF Rick having coffee.

#I’m having coffee he’s having coffee #I’m so so tired #and it’s all my fault #rick sanchez #OF Rick #open flesh rick #myart

[nyxfaei]

I think my stress levels are making me sick. I really think they are

#I’ve had insane amounts of things to do since august #no stopping in sight #I feel sick I need to rest #i’m so so tired #I really do feel like I’m going to just break soon #whatever entity is in charge of my existence please get me through to February alright #nyx shut up

[bloodclotbitch]

Bridget Jones is canonically under 130lbs -_-

#I’m so so tired

[goldfyshie927]

When they tell you that they’re tired of having to be delicate around you but really it’s just that you keep setting boundaries they insist on breaking and you won’t let them gaslight and manipulate you anymore

#I’m so so tired #I was married to a narcissist for 10 years #so it didn’t take me long to see through this bullshit #trust your gut!!! #even if the person seems super nice #sometimes your intuition is like do not trust them as much as they want you to #personal post

[linnea-bowiesversion]

I’m scared of men

But tired of life

Hit me.

#ptsd #childhood #trauma #sad poem #old poem #original writing #i’m so so tired

[ctntduoarchive]

mutuals to be eepy with so i can rest my head on their thigh and take a nap ^_^

#i’m so so tired