#cause I forget to clean it

[neversthecharm]

I stretched my ears from a 8g to 6g, I’m being so fr when I say that it was one of the most painful things my body has gone through

#if I was conscious when I got my wisdom teeth removed I think that wouldn’t have matched this pain #it still hurts a lil bit but when I first put it in… #jesus fucking Christ my ears were throbbing #pure agony #but my ears don’t seem damaged so it’s a success #I’ll just take care of it more carefully and remember to clean them more often #cause I forget to clean it #also I neeeeeed go buy plugs I really shouldn’t keep tapers on #eden talks nonsense

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

motorcycle sketch featuring cross!! >:)

#art #illustration #utmv #xtale #xtale sans #cross sans #cross!sans #cross #sorry about the empty space at the side hh xD that's where my references were #i mixed so many different motorcycle poses and parts and honestly? i'm so happy with this!!! #i got inspired by a guy riding his (full leather jacket- sleek black helmet and leather pants) in the city and idk it looked so PRETTY!!! #it was the type you see in movies it was so impressive! but he also stood out cause who wears black (LEATHER) jackets in SUMMER?? #i was dying in my t-shirt and jeans but i guess the wind blowing while driving would negate the stifling warmth hhh x) #so when i decided to make it i knew i didn't wanna color the piece- nor spend ungodly amounts of time drawing clean-ish lineart #for a machine with sooo many details like damn xD so i went the sketch-y route! comic book style hehehe >;) #if alex sees this then i was also inspired by your killer drawing!! i finally understand how satisfying your sketching method is waa<3333 #i would tag you but i'm always unsure if i should unless the au belongs to them/it's fanart so aaa hope you read the tags? muah ty again!! #(btw cross is human here- fem or not is up to interpretation; but then i realized it could kinda be interpreted as a skeleton too soo #just forget the skele knuckles and you have all versions in one piece!! >B) #i couldn't pick which one of the two end results was my fav so you get both versions >;) <333 #and not using blurs or effects this times makes me love it even more waa >:'D the only thing i used a layer option for was the watermark!! #like goshh this was so fun to draw hhh hopefully you guys like it too :D <3333

[puppyeared]

Jitterbug

#whenever my meds kick in it feels like im gonna piss myself. not literally but its really really feels like it #and now whenever that happens my mind goes back to pancho (grandmas dog) at a xmas party years ago #bc he peed when we arrived bc he was so excited to see ppl and my cousin had to clean it up :o) #well for better or for worse i know that feeling now when im pumped on 20mg of adderall #im still getting used to this whole diagnosis thing cause ive gone untreated and undiagnosed for the longest time. so theres probably a lot #i still dont know and have to learn to get myself to be.. functional on my own? self managing???? #i even set up reminders on my phone for work periods meals and stuff. but the problem is actually getting myself to stick to that to a T #because the minute i slack off or something gets in the way it throws it all off until i can be bothered to get back on track. it sucks #at least ive built up other habits like writing notes and setting alarms ahead of time.. but i feel like i could do better #its always hard to change something if youve been doing it wrong for the longest time. especially behaviour and thinking patterns. sigh #in other news my glasses bailed on me so i have to get a new pair sometime. i just realized i never draw my sona with glasses but thats #mostly bc i forget. id love to get some browline glasses like my old pair but im picky and its hard to find one id like for the next 5 year #i also finally managed to collect all the fish in my animal crossing file!!! pulled out a char last week and boom now i have a poster :o) #THAT was a moment where i almost peed myself for real. id love to get all the bugs but i cant stay up late on the switch :o( #yapping #my art #myart #doodles #personal #diary

[gottagobuycheese]

Under the fireworks brightly dyeing the night sky, Han Sooyoung's chilly, sharp dagger gleamed dangerously.

"You, just who the hell are you?”

Hugtober Day 9/9 - Can You Really Call This a Hug, I Didn’t Receive Physical Affection or Anything

[ID: A piece of digital fanart depicting Han Sooyoung and Kim Dokja from Omniscient Reader’s Viewpoint. Han Sooyoung is dressed in a purple jacket, dark grey t-shirt, and a pair of black sweatpants and shoes. She kneels in the grass and pins Kim Dokja to the ground with her right hand, holding her dagger aloft in her left as the colorful lights of the fireworks light her figure from behind. Her hair is disheveled as she glares down at him, baring her teeth, though her ferocious expression betrays the faintest glimmer of fear. Kim Dokja, meanwhile, is sprawled flat on the grass, reflexively throwing his arms over his face. His legs kick up into the air by the force of Han Sooyoung’s initial tackle. He is dressed in his signature white coat, black button-up and slacks, and black shoes, which are partly lit up from the light of the fireworks. /end ID ]

(Credit for the fireworks brush set goes to bybaobab!)

#omniscient reader's viewpoint #han sooyoung #kim dokja #omniscient reader #orv #hugtober 2022 #hugtober day 9 #orv fanart #been very inconsistent using that tag lol I keep forgetting to tag my own orv art with it and not just other people's #my attempts at art #IT'S A HUG OKAY BETWEEN THE TWO OF THEM THEY MAKE SOME KIND OF LOOP OKAY IT COUNTS #I had a 10th one at the sketch layer that just needed to get cleaned up a bit to line it but sadly I ran out of time for this month #I'll finish it at some point of course #but for now let's end this year's hugtober with a BANG #(geddit 'cause of the — 'cause of the fi — 'cause of the firewo —) #anyways did not expect to actually be able to pull off that background #but I'm glad I at least tried it #astoundingly the entire coloring aspect was just like. a day. in between other stuff even #that NEVER happens #can't wait to look back at this years from now and go ‘wow I can't believe how cheesy that background looks’ #’I could do it even better in half the time now’ #don't know if I've ever personally experienced that emotion but I've heard it happens to people so you know what here's to hoping #ANYHOW THANKS Y'ALL IT'S BEEN FUN #activity SHOULD be more sporadic going forward since I have Important Life Things coming up I need to pay attention to #and I only took a special exception this month because I had to post all this stuff (yes I know I didn't have to but STILL) #so if I'm diligent (ha) you will see very little of me in the coming months #this will either mean a) it worked and I'm actually studying (lmao) or b) I am simply distracting myself offline #for example I found out that there's an octopath traveler II coming out which now inspires me to finish the first one #(and also finish all the fanart ideas I had for it whoops) #and also prepare for genuary which is hypothetically something I would hold near and dear to my heart if I remembered it skjdhfskjf

[sea-jello]

errm uhh augh how have you guys been long time no see. annotated young morro design be upon ye

without the bg cause you can see the sequins better with the bg but you can also see the words better without the bg

#after prophecy to leaving he would either obsess over being clean even in the middle of training #cause it’s ‘unfitting for the green ninja to look anything other than perfect’ or whatever #and being dirty shows he wasn’t good enough cause someone got a hit on him or something #or he would just either forget or not care about basic needs like showering and sleeping cause he’s too obsessed with the prophecy #cant really decide #after leaving/ghost morro will be out. maybe soon #morro tag is DEAD by the way is anyone still here #i’m one to talk i havent posted anything either #it’s cause i’m back in my 2020 purpled bedwars era #he was my fav long before las nevadas 🤞🤞 #and las nevadas purpled is INTERESTING genuinely #i was never one for lore streams but now that i learned how to have patience and how to kill cringe i’ve been watching his #i dont actually really know what the deal is with las nevadas i’m just watching purpleds bits #i’m halfway through but i know what happened but also don’t tell me anything #if anyone here even knows what i’m talking about #i can’t really call myself a dsmp kid cause i started watching before all the stuff started i think even before wilbur joined #and didn’t really watch the lmanberg streams just sorta generally knew what was happening #then completely dropped watching it when they started politics #i watched the content creators INDIVIDUALLY but not the dsmp lore itself #there’s too much it’s too much of a hassle #if anyone calls me cringe you literally cannot talk this is a season 5 lego ninjago character #and also it was covid it’s like a rite of passage to be into mcyt during covid #i know there’s a pipeline from mcyt to kids shows. i know there’s one out there #there’s definitely one from mcyt to musicals what with hamilton and all #ninjago #lego ninjago #morro ninjago #ninjago morro #morro wu #jellos scribbles

[unnerving-presence]

Bro You’re also on your period?! Damn, it’s like we’re all syncing together

IKR

me and my followers synchronizing our periods so we all suffer together 🫡

it’s okay though i know one man who can take that all away

#tmi talk here #don’t read if ur weirded out by discharge or any period talk #i got scared cause i literally have flo but i never use it until it’s my period so i can know how long it’s gonna be cause i forget #happened in a dbd match i just thought girl was doing her normal cleaning #nope she was punishing me cause i don’t got a baby daddy yet 😭

[forbiddennhoney]

WEEEEEEEEEE

#personal #for the first time since we've moved to this place we finally were able to get TWO new AC units #im so excited for them to get here tomorrow #it is Unbearable in my apartment rn cause our old AC unit is kinda busted #also we need to clean the filter for our (Very Good) tower fan #but i keep forgetting d: #so new window unit is very exciting #also now we'll be able to have one in our living room too #which will help SIGNIFICANTLY out there #cause the last few years if someone comes in the summer we literally have been giving them All the fans in our apartment so they dont die #but then we're really warm #and its jsut a mess #plsu it makes the living room more useable for me now woohoo

[sadbatch]

i just know anakin had days he avoided everyone but r2 resulting in “punishment”

#anakin skywalker #anakin skywalker fanart #obi wan kenobi #obi wan kenobi fanart #obikin #obikin fanart #the clone wars #clone wars fanart #swtcw fanart #star wars #allthingskenobi #mine* #ignore any mistakes #added some textures to the sketch since i'll probs never clean this up #sajdgkdsfhm #if i dont post this i'll forget it #used refs for this cause lmao what is anatomy

[friendly-neighborhood-imbecille]

This is Beans. Beans is my sister’s guinea pig.

I have essentially stolen Beans.

My pig now

#guinea pig #I love my sister #but she forgets to clean his cage often so usually cage cleaning is every 9 days for him #and his cage is so small #and the glass water bottle is new #i gave it to her because his plastic one was absolutely disgusting #and I understand she doesn’t want more pigs after him and that’s why he was alone #but he is so social and has wanted to have friends for over two years #only reason I never stole him sooner is cause Loki absolutely hated him and every other pig in existence #So now he stays in my room unless he lets me know he wants some alone time

[mercless]

Mun Comforts

Comfort food: red licorice until im sick of it, or pancakes.

Comfort drink: hot chocolate with the works.

Comfort movies: the sercret world of arrietty, the last unicorn, scream, & treasure planet to name a few.

Comfort shows: bee & puppycat, sw the clone wars, & hilda to name a few.

Comfort clothing: oversized shirt dress, comfortable socks. and a hoodie depending on the weather.

Comfort songs: bootleg firecracker by middle kids, spirit by jordan maxwell, love letter from the sea to the shore by delaney bailey, & dreams by baby storme to name a few. i have a playlist of comforting & relaxing music.

Comfort book: witch hat atelier kitchen series by hiromi sato & kamomi shirahama.

Comfort games: warframe, loz twilight princess, sky:cotl, abzu, & acnh to name a few.

tagged by: @cleansingfiire again no clue who's done this one at this point, if you'd like to do it consider me tagging you

#‡ munday #‡ dash games #no its not munday anymore but i forgot to post it yesterday- #forgetting every piece of media i go to when im down because thats all ive been recently: #can i just name threads that i go back to and read in the 'books' section cause i- 🧍 listen. #i love my mutuals writing so so much. some of my most cherished works of arts i hold dear #cleaning and sewing (not on a timecrunch) are also relaxing for me. maybe i should do them more often-- #thank u for staying w me with all these ooc posts im going through it rn o(-<

[puppyeared]

do you have a design for purple avm? 👉👈

Why he ourple

#I donttttt have a clean design for king orange /mango idk if I’m gonna make one because I don’t really have an idea of what he look #Like in my head lmao. Same for pink and dark blue cause they’re fairly new and all and they’re pretty minor characters rn #Also because the spaces between each episode is like really really long I end up forgetting what happens in the past episodes #Not Alan’s fault at all I know it must take a lot of time and effort per episode. I just forget to touch the episodes for months and forget #Where I left off lmaooo but the animations and story are pretty captivating I always end up going like WAIT THATS IT??? At the end of every #Episode. Watch me get emotionally attached to fighting stickmen #Alan becker #animation vs animator #animator vs animation #animation vs minecraft #avm #avm fanart #doodles #avm purple

[super-psycho-lov3]

it doesnt even matter it doesnt even matter it doesnt ever matter it doesnt even

#im just really tired i guess #i have too many bruises and i cant keep eating a meal a day #its just really tiring getting lied to #people think they care but they really.. just dont? #say you care but im making dinner because you have work and oliver needs it more. as if i havent been making dinner all week. #as if i didnt spend the past two days walking 2-5 miles every day. #'youve been so snappy' as if i didnt clean the whole living room. as if it isnt my fucking bed time. as if you care about my problems. #'olivers here if you need anything' yeah. sure. as if he wont groan and huff at best. #'im sorry i have to go to work' as if youd do anything different #'im not as bad as people make me out to be' 'youre being brainwashed' as if i didnt have to spend all day at my friends house #the day i was persrcibed testosterone because i knew what youd do if i stayed at home #as if you didnt threaten to take it away when i didnt listen to you #just... im jusy so tired. once my mom asked me 'whose birthday did i forget this year?' referring to my siblings. #she was buying gifts. we never celebrated my birthday. didnt have the heart to tell her it was ME. im justs o tired. im so tired #it really sucks to know that — that our sect of the sys is back out because #because we feel. so. Lost. worthless and lost a and alone #doesn't feel like our family is anything at all. and im here because #because of that. i hate that. i hate knowing why i hate it #i hate knowing who and what caused this im so tired i want my brothers i want my sister i want to get out of here for a while i just need to #get out #its so stupid im the oldest sibling but i want my siblings so bad they would never let me down #fucking NEVER! never. not in a way that could ever really matter. just. god #vent post #free to respond #??? #i dont fuckin care if you reblog or reply or whatever. im just so tired i just need to yell you guys can say whatever #i got yelled at for reminding them to schedule my fucking root canal anf i just cant take it . so #im. im so hungry okay? im just so hungry #im hungry and tired and sore and so fucking alone and i cant fucking take it #cant eat right now n even if i could i wouldnt have the food so

[boy-armageddon]

oh fyi this sort of changes my perspective on the shame forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and

^ from scorpion boy by the vogue and the shame by the blood brothers respectively

#evil neighing compilation #i have an analysis of it in my head i cant share cause i dont wanna sound dumb #no way this was unintentional btw and not just phrasing he likes. the shame is very much about this repetition #also this is me being more theory-brained than being realistic #but #'he woke up black and blue tonight' #'those bruises on your face look like the sun set in disgrace' #that isnt much but #OH ALSO THE MOST DAMNING EVIDENCE #'how many feathers to pluck clean the soiled dove' #this is 100000% intentional on whitney's part how did i forget about that lyric #jesus christ this song is actually devastating #johnny. when i catch you johnny

[average-hua-cheng-fan]

i think about this thumbnail every day

#i know the context of the video but out of context its so funny to me #his kill count is in the THOUSANDS by now #l + ratio + soldier in the war + wu ming + becoming a supreme + 33 officials + tons of kings apparently + qi rong's lairs (at least twice) #800 years of being one of the deadliest people alive. so much so that heavens had to ask him for hep #HES CALLED CRIMSON RAIN SOUGHT FLOWER. THE RAIN IS BLOOD #feel like people forget hes at the same power level as bai wuxiang and could take out a country if he wanted to. #do you guys remember after the scene in qi rong's lair when feng xin said #we should clean out the rest of his minions #and hua cheng said 'already done' and opened his umbrella and it started to pour blood #cause i do #for context this is talking abojt the whole keeping ming yi in his basement plotline #tgcf #lmao #hua cheng #i speak

[wall-e-gorl]

man i always forget how good it is to have clean hair again

#i went without washing it for too long #BUT it was longer than i intended due to us forgetting to run the shower/bath taps #and them freezing #it has JUST been the shower and bath taps we have water and stuff in everything else #its just. too cold to shower so everyone forgot #anyway i washed my hair in the sink cause i was feeling Extra Bad about it but now i feel much better #hopefully the shower will unfreeze soon so i can do a regular shower too but even just clean hair is better

[disneyprincessdxminatrix]

Me when my my family only calls or texts when there’s something they need meanwhile I call once a week for no other reason than wanting to chat:

#this is fine #I Tell myself while having nervous ticks cause in fact it’s not fine #I should tell my mum that it makes me sad and angry that I’m always the one to call for chatting and when I don’t do that then she never #calls me for chatting and checking in :( #just received a text excited that she’s second me something but it’s like ‘called grandpa yet?’ #cause he needs something and I should call him #BUT I WORK ALL DAY AND FORGET OKAY I #JUST REALLY DONT HAVE MOTIVATION WHEN I COME HOME AND COOK AND CLEAN AND FHEN IFS 9PM #ugh I’m really bottling shit up here huh #my stuff #so how do I tell this to my mum /gen