#can my brain stop

[st0ne-ramshackle]

my brain is being strange

#help???? #what the hell #what the fuck #heh? #gay squared #lgbtqia #mental health #soup #what the fuck man #queer #idk what else to tag #whatever #wait what #like huh #can my brain stop #stfu vital organ needed for me to live #tags are off the walls on this post #why am i posting this #if anyone asks me what this is about i might just die #what im panicking about is off-limits anyways #what the flip #im sorry #so normalcore #why are there so many tags #okay whatever im just gonna post it now

[merinate]

stop being jealous you stupid bitch

#can my brain stop #i hate that im always jealous #its just so frustrating #merin’s talking

[bluezeldana]

Me: trying to write new chapters for my 5 dramione WIPs and finish them.

Also me: daydreaming about the Eater Draco fic and the fic about Draco's life that I still haven't started to write.

#fic writer #somebody help me #I need to finish my current wips #I can't start another one #writer's struggle #Can my brain stop #dramione

[yougavemeyourheartyouknow]

I thought of a series idea and I’m already crying about it 😭

#can my brain stop #for like 5 seconds #I can’t keep thinking of stories ideas #ygmyhyk thoughts #miguel o hara fanfic

[heartshattering]

/// triggering stuff

awesome to still have people treat me like i'm supposed to be a built in caretaker, first for my grandma and now for my mom

but yeah, my aunt is totally right about me, i am just worthless and "do nothing all day" and "never help" and there's no point in me even continuing to exist when i'm just a stupid waste, right?

there's no reason why i shouldn't just die already, i don't know why i even bother, i'm not happy when i wake up, i've already been deemed a lost cause by the mental health professionals who have seen me, i'm a trainwreck, all i'm doing is extending my misery the more time i spend existing.

#i want to be more numb #my heart is pounding so much it hurts #i tried to break through my skin but the tool i really wanted to use for it is in my mom's room and i can't go in there now #so i took a pill instead but i'm still feeling shit #fuck #can my brain stop #can my heart stop #can everything fucking stop already #i hate this

[phrogalicious]

Thought I was over him but then saw him again after almost 2 months and now I'm back to thinking about how he's the one help

#can my brain stop #hes coming to my concert aaaaa #like he friendzoned me ljke 3 months ago but my brain is telling me he just wants to get to know me better before or whatever #which is a possibility I guess #but I shouldnt keep my hopes up dkdhjdjd

[hailsatanacab]

"Well, this is a bad idea," Tim says, hands on his hips as he surveys the mess they’ve made in the cave.

"Nah," Danny replies, twirling his screwdriver in the air in what is probably meant to be an impressive trick to inspire confidence, except he fumbles it and it clangs to the floor loudly, "we good. If a younger version of myself hasn't come forward in time to stop me, how bad can it be?"

"Shouldn't it be the other way round?"

"What?"

"Normally, it's an older version of yourself going backwards in time to stop you, right?"

"Not in my experience."

Danny's grin is impossibly feral and a shiver runs up Tim's spine.

"This is definitely a bad idea."

#dpxdc #dcxdp #batpham #dead tired #dead tired ship #there is a more expanded upon version of this with actual backstory and context rotting in the recesses of my brain #but its only half on paper and the conversation made me laugh so #here: have some feral danny leading tim down a path to disaster #danny: this is going to go so well! i have such a good feeling about this!! #tim: this is going to go so poorly. i have such a bad feeling about this. #danny: 🥺🙏🙏🙏 #tim: i never said we weren’t doing it. i just reserve the right to tell you i told you so when it inevitably goes wrong #danny: leave that to younger me - he always makes very valid points in the form of fists to the face! #tim: can you stop talking please this is making me want to do it less #danny: no.

[macdenlover]

that gender bent sunny verse. a bunch of washed up annoying women isolated from the rest of society and their token bottle blond metrosexual twink they all make fun of. lesbian mac. peaked in high school sorority girl dennis. cranky old con woman frank. charlie being basically exactly the same. i’m seeing the vision i get it

#i can not stop thinking about it #op u have rewired something. inside my brain #genderbent sunny

[emily-e-draws]

mine, all mine 💛

#loz #zelink #botw #totk #mitski #finally i can release this into the wild so it’ll stop rattling around inside my brain

[clownsuu]

I got really bad art block atm again so take some mini doodles I did in my spare time 👍

cw minor implied(?) blood

I almost forgot about the existence of my Emo howdy w h o o p s KSHHHDJDHD

also sometimes I get reminded that Howdy’s “blood” is blue instead of red and I get surprised every single time

#Welcome home #welcome home wally #welcome home howdy #welcome home julie #welcome home frank #wally darling #howdy pillar #julie joyful #frank frankly #Worm man plagues my brain he is my current serotonin #Him and Wally even tho I wanna draw stuff with Howdy and Frank more #I absolutely love the idea of frank gushing about him and apologizing for bein a lil stalker #And still stalks him even after he promised he’d stop #Also fluffy howdy is another one specifically winter howdy #Absolutely F L U F F E D #carnival XXL teddy bear sized with M A X I M U M cuddles #What more can ya want in a mans smhhhh #O yeah funfact #Moth howdy is a smidge taller than normal howdy #Only by a couple of inches #Another funfact #He has amnesia

[egophiliac]

I love the idea of teenage Malleus hating his new baby brother Silver but slowly falling for him

words cannot express how much I adore that Mal's reaction to seeing a human baby for the first time was "the fuck is this. why does it look like that. gross." (then he immediately got stuck on babysitting duty and the rest is history)

I am SUCH a sucker for that trope of "non-humans being fascinated by normal human behavior", so between that and all the delicious angst going on I was eating VERY well. >:) Malleus being so impressed that two-year-old Silver can walk, because it took him twenty years to stand on two legs! Lilia barging in on the Zigvolts at 2 AM being like "he won't stop crying what do I do"! Lilia trying to feed Silver rats and Malleus being like "...please just stick with what the books say to feed it"! it is all so. chef's kiss.

#art #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland spoilers #twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers #twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers #(this is based on a very dumb in-joke and i apologize) #i promise i will (eventually) stop spamposting i am just still floating in a river of sheer delight from this update #god. the spoon scene is going to live in my brain forever #malleus having to be the one to teach sebek and silver basic magic because lilia was SO bad at explaining it 😭 #also like...i had assumed mal didn't know who silver really is so it wasn't a surprise when lilia straight-up lied to his face about it #but now i can just SEE it hovering there on the horizon as a thing they're probably going to have to deal with at some point #like 'malleus doesn't know' is no longer a sort of general observation/theory and is instead now a very relevant Problem #ohohoho. splendid. things are going to get SO bad and i am going to be here clapping my stupid little hands at it all

[frenchublog]

#tsom #the sound of music #captain von trapp #georg von trapp #maria von trapp #georg x maria #captain and the governess #pinecone/whistle #my art #please don't repost #chewing on them like squeaky toys #listen. i have a problem #and my problem is christopher plummer and julie andrews #spinning them like rotisserie chickens in my brain #i am going mental #what am i gonna do oh my god #they need to fucking stop #“you don't look like a captain” “you don't look like a nun” hmmmm okay can we calm down #what if i drew them kissing what then

[hajihiko]

Picking people for his gang like rotten apples off the ground

#Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Peko pekoyama #ryoma hoshi #izuru kamukura #chihiro fujisaki #Ultimate Impostor #An art #They're not rotten apples they're just traumatized and a bit damaged but the caption was funnier #Anyway these are all characters that Fuyuhiko either invites to join him or offer protection to #Points again to my 'people on the fringe of society' ramble #If I had limitless time and patience and mobility I'd make a comic series about the funky antics of a really ragtag Yakuza group #I'm seeing it in my brain ok #Impostor is different they turned him down and are remarkably good at handling their own shit #But maybe they can be convinced to lend a hand on occasion..... #Chihiro was not offered a job just protection. Why? Fuyuhiko just picks favourites like that #Izuru and Ryoma both got the 'hey if you got nowhere else to go...' #Ok I'll stop

[vvanessaives]

James Fitzjames + Caravaggio's Entombment, David with the Head of Goliath, Penitent Magdalene, The Incredulity of Saint Thomas, Death of the Virgin, Bacchus

#the terror #the terror amc #theterroredit #tvedit #james fitzjames #mine #many thoughts in my brain i could write a thesis for each scene + painting i picked for this #penitent madgalene in particular. i'm not going to spam my own tags but the scene & the painting have an interesting tie in my mind #especially if you know about magdalene at all or caravaggio's choice of models. the rejection of vanity detail in this painting...bellori's #comment 'la finse per maddalena' (he (caravaggio) pretended her to be magdalene).. #so much to say i'm normal about characters and art. anyways. this was originally more elaborate but i literally remade it in smth else #posting it so i can stop obsessing over it

[bleuu-moon]

💭 eughhhh fake dating with ceo!price where you walk into his office desperate for a job after being laid off, but with his company being at employee capacity he has nothing for you. however, just as you begin to leave, he sparks up an idea — one that does unfortunately take advantage of your situation…

he’ll pay you to be his fiancée.

he’s got an overbearing mother, one that is on his back constantly about being too busy working and never finding time to marry and start a family. so what’s the harm in pretending for a bit? the plan is that you’ll both be engaged for a few months but then separate due to being on different paths, fabricated just enough to prove to his mother that he isn’t a crazed workaholic.

and of course, you go along with it all. the amount he pays you is enough to allow you keep your nice little apartment and then some — maybe even enough to leave yours and move into a bigger one.

you’re not fully aware of the lengths john would go to, to make sure that this facade succeeds. but when he’s shoving a ring that looks as though it would cover your rent for an entire year on your finger, you know that the next few months will be more than just making up a few stories here and there.

#can my brain just stop and concentrate on one thing please????? #and of course he becomes obsessed with you #starts thinking that you’re actually married #and the first time you fuck he notices you haven’t got the ring on so obviously he finds it and has to put it on you before proceeding #captain john price #cod prompts #price x reader #captain price x reader #cod x reader

[yikes-ajax]

I dont have a clever and witty sarcastic comment tonight, I just think she's cute

#my brain isnt working rn its 3am ive been reading fanfics while hyperventilating over the irreparable damage i managed with my limited life #tee hee im just kinda feeling moody tonight 🤪 #somebody please ban me from tumblr between 1am to 11am i do not function as a stable person between those times #i schedule my mental breakdowns they work really well with my schedule #its multitasking cause I'll already be up from insomnia its really efficient in the grand scheme of things #ah i love the fact that nobody can stop me from writing the most deranged shit in the tags of a cute cat pic <3 #animals #petblr #cat #cat life #cat lovers #catblr #my cat #cat photos #cat pictures #cats of tumblr #calico #calico cat #OH UH THATS WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO SAY FOR AMERICANS THE REASON IM SAYING ITS NIGHT WHEN THIS IS POSTED DURING THE DAY IS BECAUSE ITS QUEUED #i queue most stuff because i dont usually have the energy or time to be active at good times #i get little bursts of post motivation and dont wanna flood my 9 followers (at least 6 are dirty bots) with my bs #im just a dumbass that never tags shit