#c: damon grey

[charlietheepicwriter7]

Always a man, a city, and a lighthouse...

"Robin, Red Robin, stay back for a minute," Batman said as he dismissed everyone for patrol. "I have a new mission for you. Dozens of civilians have gone missing around the decommissioned Gotham City Lighthouse." A few clicks and the Batcomputer displayed a map of the Upper West Side, a highlight on the lighthouse. "I want you both to investigate the building. Everyone who's gone missing entered the lighthouse, but nothing has been found by the police. I suspect that the lighthouse is being used for gun smuggling, but we need more information.

"That's where you two come in."

Or, I've been reading too much of @virgamsysxvolumes 's Lucky Rush AU, and wanted a true Bioshock AU for dc x dp.

Underneath the city, in the vast and endless caverns beneith Gotham, lies the subterranean city of Amity. Amity was the pet project of the mad scientist couple, the Drs. Fenton, to investigate the effects of ectoplasm on humans, but with the help of their best friend, Vlad Masters, they transformed Amity into a Technocracy City filled with scientists, and completely lacking in morals.

Or at least, that's how it was ten years ago, before the creation of Plasm (the Adam replacement), a neon green goo that's basically meth that gives you superpowers. Everyone from the top scientists to the lower working class starting doping on Plasm, which gave people the ability to control fire, create hallucinogenic spores, summon bats, etc. Vlad, the mayor, was deposed in a cue let by the Fentons and the city descended into anarchy, with people from the surface getting lured down from the lighthouse so they can continue their experiments.

The Fentons are 100% not good people in this. Jack is in charge of all the technological advances in Amity, while Maddie has created human/ghost hybrids--the Little Sisters of the story--that can naturally harvest ectoplasm from dead bodies to use for experiments. Once everyone's hooked on Plasm, the Little Sisters are in danger from acting Splicers, so she creates Big Daddies to protect them.

Danny is the only Little Brother, and Jazz is the only Big Sister. Vlad turned them both into monsters as revenge against the Fentons for the cue, but the couple didn't really care, with Jack barely acknowledging he has children, and Maddie acting like they were never turned into monsters to begin with. Not sure about ages... Jazz is probably the same as her canon age, but if Danny is still 14, he looks 10, tiny and malnourished and pale.

Tim and Damian are trapped in Amity after an automatic system determines them as good test subjects. The AI filters out any cops, so that's why the police never found anything. The elavator brings them down into the city, showing a sweeping shot of neon in the darkness of the caves, and the boys figure out pretty quickly something is blocking their calls.

Tim gets super injured early on. I think, a Jack Fenton booby trap (that exclaims that it's a Jack Fenton Booby Trap moments before activating, which should be funny, but isn't when death lasers are being launched at him.). Damian gets captured, and that's when Tim is contacted by Vlad, who is our Atlas stand in for the game, only Tim immediately realizes that this man is sketchy af.

But unfortunately, in order to rescue Damian, Tim has to splice himself with Plasm. Maybe its for fire-wielding, or telekinesis but Tim can't get to wherever Damian is being held and, while torn, splices himself to save Damian.

Damian was kidnapped because his exposure to Lazirus Waters made a Big Daddy think he was a Little Sister, so it brought him back to the Casper Academy, which is where Little Sisters drop their harvests off in the care of William Lancer. Lancer looks after the girls because Maddie Fenton is too busy, but it's against his will despite him caring for them all. He's trapped in the building, can't leave or he dies. He's actually relieved to know that Vlad is still alive and trusts him, because to Lancer he was just a good mayor who was overthrown and the Fentons are the real bad guys, just look what they did to their kids!

This is where the batkids first learn about Danny and Jazz, although they don't meet them until a while after this. Danny actually ends up being the one leaving Plasm out for Tim every time he rescues a Little Sister. (Sidenote, they end up killing people while in Amity. While both do have death counts, the problem with Amity is that they have to use stronger and stronger levels of force to get people to go down, leading them to escalating and killing quite a few).

Lancer points them to communications to get their comms working again, and that area is run by Damon Grey.

At some point after comms are back on, the two learn that Red Hood actually came in after them after hours of no communication and has been captured by Maddie Fenton, who intends to turn him into a Big Daddy.

In late story, it's revealed that Jack Fenton was murdered before the cue even happened, and that the Jack Fenton they'd been communicating with the entire time was an AI assistant created by living Jack to keep his work going. The cue was actually retaliation from Maddie and the Jack AI for murdering Jack.

The story would eventually end with Tim, Damian, and Jason freeing all the Little Sisters along with Danny and Jazz.

#dc x dp #dcxdp #dpxdc #dp x dc #bioshock au #bad parents jack and maddie #c: tim drake #c: damian wayne #c: danny fenton #c: jazz fenton #c: vlad masters #c: maddie fenton #c: jack fenton #c: bruce wanye #c: william lancer #c: damon grey #badass jazz fenton #child danny fenton #meta tim drake #c: jason todd #dc crossover #dp crossover #tw: child abuse #tw: human experimentation #tw: murder #i've never written batman before and you can tell #i just wanted a genuine steampunk bioshock au #let my babies be unhinged and grapple with their identities as human beings

[lustsfuls]

DAMON GLANCED AT THE CLOCK, noticing the time. he had gotten lost in the mountain of paperworks. it wasn't unusual for him to work overtime. he tended to work on 2 cases; studying his current case and the next one after that. ❝we should call it a day,❞ damon declared. ❝you've done a great job today.❞ it truly was impressive how his protege was able to keep up. ❝but you can stay a bit if you want,❞ he added as an afterthought. it was an invitation to the afterhours they usually spent that went beyond professional boundaries.

closed starter @brckensociety | damon & grey

#brckensociety #damon x grey #c: damon

[godsaveforum]

TUMBLR | AMBIENTACIÓN | GRUPOS

Abrimos la lista de reservas de faceclaim. La misma será actualizada  constantemente hasta la apertura del foro.

Recordamos que la reserva será por llegada de mensaje así que les pedimos que controlen bien cuales son los PB que ya han sido reservados.

Aaron Taylor-Johnson — High

Abigail Cowen — missmyowndream

Adelaide Kane — leire

Andrea Damante — Mr T.

Agustín Bernasconi — Shishoska

Alan Ritchson — Almaespada

Alina Olesheva — Xenia

Allissa Salls — Cyro

Alycia Debnam-Carey — Galadriel

Amelie Zilber — Khaleeliz

Ana de Armas — Beth

Anabelle Wallis — acinderellastory

Andy Blossom — Perséfone

Angelina Michelle — Miel

Anna Zak — Hécate

Arthur Benedetti — shiker

Bar Zomer — Lost

Ben Barnes — Khaleeliz

Ben Dahlhaus — Shishoska

Brock O’Hurn — Thor

Carolina Moura — Elena

Charleen Weiss — Magdalena

Chris Evans — Mr.Sin

Chris Pratt — ScarletGuy

Chris Hemsworth — Lawson

Cindy Kimberly — Luna

Cole Sprouse — kattokoshmar-blog

Constance Dominik — Perséfone

Davey Fisher — Dr. C

Do KyungSoo — Carpincho

Dua Lipa — Khaleeliz

Eden Fines — Gotita

Elizabeth Olsen — Galadriel

Elliot Page — kattokoshmar-blog

Emilia Mernes — Shishoska

Emily Blunt — Moony

Emily Carey — Carpincho

Emily Ratajkowski — Ritsu

Emma Watson — El Sensei

Federico Cola — Beth

Gal Gadot — butterfly

Grey Damon — OnAir

Han So-hee — Athena

Hande Ercel — Coonie

Hanna Edwinson — Rose

Henry Cavill — Galadriel

Herman Tømmeraas — K.

Jacob Elordi — Laurificacion

Jake Gyllenhaal — Toffee

Jean Carlo León (jashlem) — Hana

Jensen Ackles — Perséfone

Jessy Hartel — Harrington

John Krasinski — Lighting

Jonathan Bailey — El Sensei

Josie Lane — withmew

Kailee Morgue — Tested

Ken Bek — Red Ranger

Kennedy Walsh — Carpincho

Kerem Bursin — Mr.Sin

Kwon Ji Yong — Piruleta

Lily Collins — Kaz

Lily Easton — Pinky

Lily James — gilmoregirl

Liza Weidmann — Elena

Lucas Jade Zumann — Hacker

Lucy Boynton — Bo Peep

Lusya Abramovskaya — Hana

Madelaine Petsch — Xenia

Maia Reficco — Clover

Maks Behr — poseidón

Margot Robbie — Laurificacion

Marissa Long — Harrington

Mathew Daddario — Blossom

Michael Yerger — Pikachu

Nicki Nicole — Beth

Nicola Porcella — Darkish

Noah Centineo — Astro

Oliver Stark — kattokoshmar-blog

Pedro Pascal — Karmela

Phoeve Dnyevor — OnAir

Richard Madden — Theo

Romaneinnc — lunita

Ryan Gosling — Dopesmoker

Ryan Guzman — Blossom

Sadie Sink — Obsidian

Scarlett Leithold — Blossom

Sebastian Stan — Themuffinman

Sergio Carvajal — Xenia

Sienna Raine Schmid — Fallen

Stefania Spampinato — OnAir

Stephen James — Conejito

Sophie Thatcher — safismística

Sydney Sweeney — muñeca vudú

Thomas Doherty — Coryo

Tobias Reuter — poseidón

Tom Hardy — Dr. C

Tyler Hoechlin — El Sensei

Vanessa Kirby — leire

Victoria Bronova — Laurificacion

Victor Pérez — PikachuPaldeano

Vinnie Hacker — Soul

Vladislav Gerasimov — Dimitri

Willy Whey — Hana

Yael Shelbia — elizabeth

Zoe Kravitz — Karmela

#reservas

[fumikomiyasaki]

Parenting Headcanons for my Twst ocs:

NRC:

Leroy: He wants to make up for the shitty dad he had and be a good dad... he even does all the housework, the cooking and anything on taking care of his children... his children may be bitey given they are part monsters but he is one who would give anything for them.

Henry: Overworked dad who makes cringey Dad puns to be cool and feel on a similar wavelengths but he also can be spoiling to a point of maybe too much... he probably has a lot of kids like his dad.. maybe 4-7... but he tries to keep the relationship stable and not abandon them... his partner and kids come first.

Mellow: probably only have one child but given he cared so much about his parents he wants to make sure his kid will be as happy as he was when they were still alive... he is a kind and understanding dad... even if a little worried at times... especially once his kid has a monster form... but he grew... he is not that shy insecure boy from before.... he will support his child, probably has an artistic job

Carol: She already was a mom for other people so she was made for this...wouldn't mind as many kids as she could as well as she be a sweetheart... however also encouraging when it comes to school given she becomes a teacher herself... may be a little overprotective of her children but she wants to provide them with everything... as well as listens to any of their problems

Brid: she would be in panic and unsure how to handle the situation... she barely has knowledge and only grew up away from people... she would try but she needs a ton of support form her partner... hence she might only hope its one child or two

Odel: He worked his whole life to one day have a sucessor to his powers... a strict and a little demanding dad but his children probably be talented Magicians who still love sitting on their dads lap and reading stories.

Camilla: Tough love mom... she is a little distant to her children... she is unsure how to approach them but professional when tending to them... probably could settle without them but if she has them... she would still take care of them... slowly she warms up but it takes some time

Bengal: He is so dedicated that even if he has accidental children with someone he would provide with money and visits... given he is a rockstar it could happen so he settled to tend to any spawn of his. He is that chill dad who lets you do anything but still kick some students asses if they bully you in school

Eiji: Unable to have kids and really doesn't want to tend to them

Kumo: He didn't have parents to rely on but he is set on providing all for his partner and their kids... he paints their room colorfull, he gets his kids toys... he will make sure they don't lack socials as much as him and especially because he wants them to find meaning full bonds like he had with his friends... works hard so they don't have to steal like him..

Fuan: Afraid to have a kid given the parasite inside him and the Demi-god powers but if he had them... he make sure they don't turn out like the situation with his mom... might ask Uncle plutus for assistance too.

Lyla: Cool but emberassing mom, will show her kids her research and do her best they won't be as fearfull as her but can also be overbearing and overprotective... she just wants them to know what is dangerous without fearing everything

Grey: Does not want Children... and given his Zombie body its unlikely he has them

Bolt: Unable to have them but would adopt other experiments, too energetic dad that wants to do too many actitivties with his kids.

Eve: Robot so not children and given his mindset is younger he might not really think about it but once the time comes he might build one to be his sucessor and learn his joys

Damon: More stoked about building a child that be a combi of him and his partner and he would really love to show them all he learned as well as hope they become as wonderfull as his partner too

Bianca: Can't have kids and won't

Naomi: Does care about children if she has them but not as much as about herself... so they get to match outfits with her and she might drag them to beauty contests and make them shine... has too many and is emberassing to them

RSA:

Barry: He does slightly better than his own parents but would be a little panicked... especially he couldn't help if his kids gets bullied given he was too... he also may accidentally force some expectations on his kid but he does try to do better than his parents

Francine: She already has training playing the mom for all of her siblings given she lost hers so early... is a little strict to making sure her kids clean up after themselves but she is also kind and compassionate... she won't ever want more than 1-2 kids though

Gilly: They kinda are not interested in having kids but can be convinced... funny parents that often drag kids to the amusement park and takes them on adventures... they also love giving them makeovers

Osyron: His successor gets tough love... being put into a role of the next God to replace him Osyron may have too high expectations and demands... he is spoiling at times as seen with Tia who isn't even to him his successor but he still buys her stuff... its just hard for him to show his love even if he has it

Lydia: She is the mom you need to watch out that her kid doesn't play with dangerous weapons... she also flings her child over her shoulder... she needs a partner that hopefully can watch out for how she treats her kid even if it's a godly child...

Saneria: She would kill you if you get her pregnant

Lennox: Chill vibe dad... not the most careful but the most fun... teaches kids very early to swim and how to make things with Seasshells... as well as gives a lot of love and affection to them

Fabio: Already curses himself by having like 3-4 childre after one attempt... thanks to those genes... he will take care of his little bunnies though, make them small bows and teach them life in the forrest... he is nervous but he gives his best

Ione: Zero knowledge and preparation... as well as she is unsure how to handle the situation... she needs to fully rely on you or else she might break... Ione only knew war something precious as a child is to her like she can't even hold them for how afraid she is to break them

Zariyah: sweetheart mom... holds her child up like simba, might get hurt with them trying to show how to become a hero and spends a lot of effort making their childhood funny and memorable given her own childhood was hazy

Izar: Already had Baldur and he is a great and protective dad ignore the drinking problem... he knows his child has talent gives him the love and care and really blossoms thanks to taking care of him... He would rain hell on the world if anyone happened to his son.

Agni: You think after what he been through he wouldn't want to but he would be stoked about being a father and treat his little kin dearly, letting them hang on his back or use these bags to carry them on his chest, he would fully blossom and teach them all the fun things about the world, showing them of to everyone and be the proudest papa.

Yuzuha: Tired dad who doesn't seem like he wants children but gives his all for them... he loves them its just... its often hard to match their energy... he even took care of Osyrons kid Tia cause he knew Jericho needed support so, he has the training for it.

Louis: The kinda that dad that needs to babyproof EVERYTHING... nothing shall be dirty or dangerous... not anything shall harm his kid... and he will plan everything accordingly... he just wants to make sure they grow up safe... probably only has 1 or 2

Kaeru: He does very well as a father given his family is so loving and he already has a dozens of young siblings but.... can be that he wants a lot of kids... after all his family worked that big and he loves to have more children to go on fishing trips with

DAC:

Kuze: Not ready to become a parent but just hopes his kid doesn't have the same memory problems... he is a little unsure how to help them in some situations but supportive and helping of his partner just, he is unsure how to play with a kid...

Yasuno: He was against kids cause of his own condition of living long but could be persuaded for one or 2... he is a bit of a distant dad, not knowing how to deal with it... maybe even make a ton of mistakes... but he makes up for it by once he does build a bond of them... he shows them a ton

Erena: probably only adopt kids but they would be her little adventures she would learn to become true pirates and eat watermelons in the sun with them

Slice: Loves kids but has the troubles of making them cry a lot so as a dad he wants to make sure they do not fear clowns... he does mess up quite a lot as a dad though.. he is chaotic

Joel: He would like them and although he has a bit of a tough shell like his mom he wants to give them a same dear love like he had with his family continuing the legacy... might bring them to Aquariums a lot

Serena: Would try but she would probably be a mom that needs a lot of help and support to do well and couldn't work alone... company and kid is hard to manage and she does try but sometimes he might forget things or struggle

Elvira: she is uninterested in children and wouldn't want them

Stallmare:

Phobetor: He can't have kids but he already adopts a bunch of cats sooo

HSA:

Fennec: a very good adventurer dad who might be out for a while but comes back with so many things to tell and also does take his kids once they are old enough on adventures too

Soren: He would be a horrible dad... neither responsible nor a good role model... I feel his kids would either end on the streets or with luck of a good partner maybe at least stay with them

Mark: Fine dad... although he might struggle with Authority and may spoil some of them a little too much Mark does his best but also has probably problems cause of his old reputation but he works hard for his kids

Dorothy: You would think she hates kids but kids might make her finally a better responsible person... you must mean a lot to her if she allows you to have a kid with her so you better stay with her or else...

Pamela: Meanwhile you would think she wants kids but being bullied by the ghost kids soured her wish for it... once she does have them thought she is that mom who often bake with her kid and read them stories

Jax: he can't nor will ever

Flynn: Was opposed to having kids, also wasn't the greatest dad at first but once he gets closer to his kid.... he is proudest and braggy dad ever... he probably will have only less kids however

Nanoya: Despite being a Samurai dad he is a understanding one... however he would teach his kids the way of the sword once they are old enogh... a bit of a worrywart but hopes they don't have the poor upbringing as well as the confidence to stand up against others

Rubina: Sweet but morally just mom... she will not tolerate most bad things from her kids and wants them to grow up well... but she also is a bit hard on herself hoping she doesn't make mistakes like her parents

Peko: terrible housewife, really good at playing with kids and entertaining them but also she is so lazy she only will entertain and not take care of them... that is your job

Emma: would do all to make her kid strong, independant and hopefully not make the same mistakes as her. She is loving and often brush their hair in comfort... it be hard for her to let her child go one day.

Gregory: The goofy but loving dad, a but messy, but tries his best, he does however has no really safety feeling so please watch him he is like having another child with you

Tyler: tired dad af but would always help his partner with the kid and make own customized clothing for them, he is maybe a bit distant and cold but he will help his kid when he sees it in trouble,

Rachel: welp... she is probably not fond of children but would use them for her cause... she would be a horrible mom that might... eat her children if they don't behave

Gabrielle: She wants them to have the most freedom they can... and she also doesn't really want them to grow up Royal. Harsh but caring but knows not to force them in arranged marriage like her mom

Tesadell: strict lessons but she does feel into the emotions of her children and Supports them. She often play violin and hope they never get cursed

Andrew: emberassing horse dad always there to make sure his child will dislike him.... he also does shady deals so it can be the kid does live a dangerous life... or doesn't have their dad for long

Aiden: another Malewife but can be a bit more strict as well as grows the softest when the kid plays with other animals, he did at first think he shouldn't have a kid but grown overprotective

Media: Hippie dad, does want to teach their kid to be kind to nature and have fun, he won't force them to things like his parents did and

Tenera: She already is like a Grandma, so that might continue with spoiling her own kid a lot, always listens however often thinks she knows what is best... her kid will be long with her after her partner died so this relationship is very important

Sindren: sporty Mom that might Panic when her kid fell but wants both to excercise together. She is busy with the company but always drops time for her kids

Mythra: Very cuddly Mom that would understand if her child had a rebellious Phase, makes them tons of clothes and shows them driving and robotics,

Feena: Doesn't want them

Dragiselle: a bit strict and demanding maybe even cold but her partner can soften her up and then she is a Mom that cares a lot, its the heir to her kingdom after all

Inessa: Panic Mom given she never had a true family herself, she might assume the kid would hate her so she needs a lot of support

Taron: that one parents that let's you play video games every day and would beat you in game

Tiam: Can't have them nor want them

Kayne: He is a caring dad, might also ask his mom Beatrice for advice but he would always set aside time and would make sure it stays away from shady influences

Quora: already has a whole orphanage of 50 kids she is ready for anything and it be cute if her kids are her biggest fans during baseball matches

Kome: She wouldn't really want kids because she is unsure how long she lives.

Ame: She wouldn't be a good mom so she might not want them but if she had them.... she would maybe hope to distract them with toys and not take care of them

Emil: He is worried but might agree to it thinking about how many dolls and plushies he can make for his kids... he is soft about them but keeps a strong facade to show them to toughen up

Vanessa: when it comes to her she has probably up to 10-20 sucessors in the end and has a lots of maids and butlers to take care of them

April: do we want a hellspawn? Okay but only 1, april is hella nervous about it but would adopt children from the streets so they don't end up like her and Julian

Julian: Julian is similar to april, he would be a smart and caring dad for any street demons

Macie: She probably can prover here she is better than Peko, is tending but might not do well with going to parenting days for her kid.... she has it hard to feign confidence

Ronnie: lol no

Eleafy: can't and won't

Taylin: old fashioned but very knowledgable Mom, tries her best to teach her kid a lot and hopes they at least will be able to see the world.

Eikichi: his partner will have to watch out that he might not put the kid accidentally in danger, experiments, wacky ideas.... he needs ot be watched

Beelby: Hellish joking dad but very much caring and pushing his kid to fend for themselves, hopes they don't do his mistakes

Brenda: Annabelle proved enough that despite her unsensitiveness she can be a very good mom who do anything for her daughter

Paula: She trained her whole life to be the housewifey and to provide her kid with all even if they get tons of makeovers

Zyan: unsure if he wants them

Alioth: He can create a sucessor with Magic and it be his littel precious star he would hold dear and teach as well as his parents did

Sylva: she can have kids with someone and it probably be the biggest spoiled brat but also a sucessfull business kid... Sylva would hold her children very affectionate

Jin-lou if it was probably an accident and she is gonna do too many stunts with them that would probably worry her partners but she does well

Staff:

Erwin: Already adopted 3 Robot children and Saphira... man is born funny dad who takes his time to do anything for his child as well as make things for them with his work... one of the top dads.

Seraphim: At first put off but once he has a kid... he tries to make up for not taking care of Zariyah and be much better... he is pretty strict however... and also has a hard time understanding some things

Marin: The type to dress her kid in ridiculous costumes, teach them how to use a knife and accidentally swears around the kid. Can play good with them but is a mess

Pierino: He abandoned once he will Abandon again.

Soyana: Well... she definetly is the one who forgot to watch the baby and now it's hurt... she tries but she lacks some patience at the start but once it's a child her counciling ability is a good way to therapy then

Belia: Loving Mom, Overprotective, hell breaks lose if Bethany is gone from her room but she mixes spoiling and discipline well

Marcell: His child is his precious and nobody Touch it without his permission. Also overprotetive father who often does his kids hair and Grows more sane but still has issues

Amalia: Panic Mom, she tries but why does a Baby have to be so fast, at least her Shadow beasts often help out but... she was already nervous at the idea of having one and now she is just figuring out how to do this

Valeria: Strict and demanding... she had a kid but also left so she does not want to repeat that but she can be quite something that make a little child cry at first

Fumiko: Sweetheart Mom who makes her kids clothes, gives them tons of affection and does a good job keeping things under control. Empathatic and she wants her kids und have free decision

Kaden: Depending on Personality... Kaden is great but strict, Qaden is great at playing and entertaining while Caden is just a little like: "Yuck it stinks." But spoiling

Nakamura: Great dad even if he yells and swears a lot cause he has already experience.. might grumble a lot but does well

Beatrice: After neglecting Kayne she wants to be proud Mom now, showing her kid all they need and getting them matching fancy outfits

Angelica: crying in happiness as it happened, provides her kid with everything plus might spoil it too much with treats

Unosis: Haha funny

Aino: Working dad but he juggles it... often weirds his kid out but they know he cares a lot

Shadman: He doesn't actually want them

#twisted wonderland oc #twst oc #twisted wonderland #twisted wonderland ocs #twst #disney twst #twst ocs #twistedwonderland #twistedwonderlandoc

[lgwifey]

friable

damon albarn x fem!model!reader

Summary : Y/n is left in an awkward situation when a doctor's appointment she was forced to go to because of recent sickness and stomach pains leave her friendgroup routing for a tiny Damon.

Warning : mentions of death, cancer, mentions of unconsentual surgery, throwing up, mentions of EDs, alot of stuff is skipped over just because i'm not too sure how to write it

⚠️ all medical info came from the NHS website or Cancer Research UK⚠️

199/

Being a model in the 90's was tough.

Hard, harsh and harming would be the only way to describe it, but even the best story teller woulf never truely be able to capture the horror that developed in every glamerous model's life.

Pain elecrocuted y/n's throught as vile acid launched it's way up her body from her stomach.

She didn't intentionally do it; she didn't force herself to throw up, she didn't intentionally starve herself and she hated her body being constantly edited and photoshopped by companies who hired her for magazine photoshoots. She was well known amoungst the modeling community for her stance against people body shameing and for promoting healthy body standards.

"Y/n, babes? Are you okay ?"

Y/h/c silk flopped over y/n's shoulder as she turned to face one of her friends who she shared the three-floored town house with. Her eyes fell dark, seeming to have lost their usual glimmer. A frown fell on her parted lips and a groggy look took over her features in total.

"Oh hunny !"

The blonde haired woman rushed over to the girl crouched over the toilet. Recently that's all she'd been doing. A small dribble of tears flooded her cheeks as y/n leant herself against the light blue tiled wall next to the loo.

           

Zoe had made her go to the doctor's to find out what had been happening recently. Y/n was still trying to pass off the constant vomiting, dizzy feeling and cramp as a temporary thing probably brought about by sleeping funnily.

She sat awkwardly on one of the green chairs in the GP's reception office after signing in via the bitchy woman behind the desk, her foot tapped in a rhythm. No-one else was their except an eldely man with a walking stick and a woman with who y/n assumed was her daughter.

'Y/n Y/l/n to GP Whitehall'

A orange strip lit up on the screen and a robotic voice echoed into the white room littered with health care posters.

Y/n lifted herself from her seat, thriwing the small handbag ovet her shoulder and walking over to the creme door which lead to the GP's individual rooms.

"Hi y/n hun, how've you been ?"

Maggie had been y/n's GP since she was sixteen and since she had first moved to London. Y/n didn't reply at first, spending a few moments with an awkward smile and making her way to the slightly more comfortable grey chair next to Maggie's light oak desk.

After half an hour inside the place, y/n eventually staggered out of the light green room with a stone expression on her face.

She was still fully processing what she'd just been told. It wasn't good, not in the slightest.

The whole taxi ride home was agonising silence, painful time to think over the news she was dreading having to report back to Zoe and her boyfriend.

God, she hadn't even thought about that yet. Her mind hadn't even thought to question how Damon would feel about what she'd just been told. Would he leave her in an instant ? No, no he wouldn't. He might, no !

She was pulled out of her self-argumentative thoughts by the silver car pulling up at the side of her house.

"Thanks."

Her voice was small as she handed over the five pound note to the driver and opened the passenger door.

She couldn't even face anyone right now, hearing people talking in the livingroom brought a ache to her head and she dashed up the two staircases.

Her room was on the top floor, right next to the guess bedroom. It meant she didn't gave to deal with people as much, Zoe and Amy had the middle floor where two out of four of the bedrooms where and where the second lounge was situated, she got her small island of privacy.

Her body flopped onto the double bed in the center of the room, head tilting to look out of the french windows on the left side of the room. Her eyes moved to look into the massive mirror she balance in the dark oak vanity desk on the front of the bedroom.

All y/n could see was pain.

She had to go back to double check. A visit to the local hoapital, it could all just be a false alarm.

Zoe thought she might be pregnant, something y/n knew couldn't happen since her body was mutated by her mother without her concent. The tragic hospital trip when she was eleven which she would never utter a word about to anyone. The thought of possibly being pregnant brought tears to her eyes, the emotions she'd been pushing down since the GP Surgery trip exploiding. She'd choose pregnancy over this any day of the week.

In the hour that she'd been hiding away upstairs nobody came to speak to her, but she did hear the front door letting people enter the home meaning the girls had probably forced Damon over so she'd have someone to open up to immediatly when she decided to come out of her french decorated cave.

"She's alive !"

Anna gave a round of applause causing y/n strut dramatically into the livingroom downstairs.

A wolf whistle danced through the room and y/n locked sight on Damon's ice blue eyes.

"Any news ?"

Zoe was sat excitedly on the end of the plush armchair, she'd been wanting Damon and y/n to have children since she first found out they where dating, having started talking to y/n's belly and calling herself 'aunty zozo' as a way of trying to infulence the decision of children on the couple.

Y/n was sat slouched between Damon's parted legs, whilst he was sat comfortable on the left seat of the black leather sofa. Her legs dangled over the chair's arm. A slow head shake made Zoe's mood fall drastically.

In y/n's mind, if it isn't 100% definatly there then there's no point breaking everyone's mood. She'd be able to keep the facade of 'nothing wrong is happening' going on for the next month or so as she waits for the hospital appointment which'll help her comprehend her future's path.

She felt Damon rub her thigh slightly, they must've told him where she'd been that day.

            

Three weeks of completely ignoring all pain which was killing off her body soon finished and y/n was being drove by Anna to London General Hospital.

She didn't ask to be drove there, but apparently she needed emotional support 'just incase'. Y/n had told her social groups that the GP was sending her for an ultrasound just to double check, she hated that Zoe and Damon's hopes where slowly increasing but there was no way to calmly break the news she'd been given.

"Hi y/n, i'm Laura. I'll be your nurse today."

Y/n took a seat infront of Laura, Anna had stayed in the main reception thankfully.

"So we got a request for a gastroscopy from your GP because there's a chance you might have stomach cancer ?"

White tones drowned y/n's skin, her hands becoming red from the circulation's sudden faultering at the thing she'd been drowning out for the past who knows how long.

"Urm yeah. It's pretty common in my family and over the past few years the symptoms have been becoming more and more frequent, my friend made me come in a few weeks back to get a check up."

A sympathetic look flooded the middle-aged nurse's features as she looked over the girl's documents on the computer screen, sorrow overtaking her sences when she found the date of birth.

She was only twenty.

Laura quickly threw back on a kind smile.

"Okay so you might not have anything as harsh as Stomach cancer seeing how most patience we get with it are males over 50. I'm just going to ask you some questions before we start the test, they'll only take a minute."

Y/n gave a quick nod before the blue scrubs dressed woman pulled out a purple A4 clipboard with a sheet of paper cliped to it and a black biro pen hanging off the top.

"Okay so first off, have you had a longterm infection of helicobacter pylori before ?"

"No."

"Alright and do you have any family member who have suffered with stomach cancer or any other types of cancer ?"

"My paternal great-grandfather and grandmother and my older brother have all passed from stomach cancer and my mum had lukemia when she was a teenager."

Laura noted down the painful sentences, a horrific part of the job having to deal with these types of conditions.

"Do you have any severe stomach conditions ?"

"I've been taking antacids for acid reflux since I was thirteen."

"Do you smoke or drink excessivly ?"

"I don't smoke but I do drink, not alot but i'd say around four pints on the weekends with friends. I know it's a possibility since it's been in my family so much so I try to limit myself with anything which could cause it."

Y/n was advoiding saying the word, it would make it more real if she said it.

"And finally, would you say you have a balanced diet."

"Yep."

Laura put the document on the desk, to the far side of the computer, before standing up and leading y/n to the room down the hall where the doctor would be.

"Okay, so everything seems okay from that. Doctor Lewis will just be in this room, he'll take care of you from here. And remember to stay calm and don't worry, everything works better when you're relaxed sweetie."

            

Two weeks past since the tube was stuck down her throught.

Two weeks of waiting anxiously for a letter or a call to tell her the agonising results.

Y/n had tryed to busy herself with work, getting her agency to double the amount of jobs she'd usually pull through, and by going out more with her friends, even if she was getting off looks off of them and Damon for only intaking juice and pop when they did, even thpigh she'd assured them all on many occations that she wasn't bareing child.

           

Y/n was being steaded by the sticky bar counter as she held a glass of 7up with her hand over the top.

Infront of her was a dark blonde singer pressing sloppy kisses down her jaw and across her cheek, pain-stakingly slowly attatching his lips to her's. The kiss was short but passionate. Passionate and intoxicated on Damon's part.

His hands drifted under y/n's floating t-shirt, the meshy, light green material falling over the top of her butterfly embroided, black bootcut jeans and silently begging for him to deattatch it from her torso.

Y/n gave a quiet whine as his hand rose to her stomach, the other playing in her back pocket. Her drink had been forgotten on the bar as she played, Damon's hair being twizzled by her freshly manicured fingertips.

When they parted slightly, he pressed a soft peck on the side of her mouth which was slightly parted and heavily intaking breaths.

"Umm y/n/n ?"

She opened her squeezed closed eyes and made them move so they looked up into his, slightly droopy and eyelashes fluttering. She gave a heavy hum and he carried on talking, hand moving from her belly to resting on her waist.

"Y'know Zoe's baby obsession. Well I wouldn't mind one."

She stunned awake, eyes widening and back straightening up at Damon's words. She wasn't ready for this talk, especually not in a bar with him not being in the slightest way sober and her being on the verge of a mental breakdown.

"Only if you want one, obviously."

He added, which only made her now feel panic and a flush of guilt run down her body.

"How about we talk about this later, when you're not drunk babe ?"

Damon gave a head nod and a hum befire resuming his prior activities with his girlfriend with a smirk and a dosy smile.

            

Thankfully, Damon had little to no recollection of that night and the appointment slip finally arrived after two and a half weeks, a time and place to be and a note that most people prefare to bring a close friend or family member with them to find out the news. Like she was allowing one of that riot to come with her. She kept trying to convince herself that it wasn't real, that it was all a nightmare, she was asleep. She was asleep and not waking up.

"Hiya y/n. Lovely to see you again sweetie."

Laura greeted her in reception, a sad smile painted on her rosey pink lipgloss. The pink scub wearing woman directed y/n to the doctor's office whilst speaking about how she'd recently seen the girl on dior's adverts, trying to distract her patient and herself from the horror about to unfold.

            

Screams echoed through London General's cancer ward block.

Level 2B stomach cancer.

Y/n held a letter, and envolope holding any details she might want and the numbers she might need in the future.

The white coated doctor sat behind the desk whilst Laura held her hand in support.

"As I said before, at this stage there is alot of treatments we can do and a high survival rate. You can have surgery to remove the cancer and chemo or radiotherapy. It's all inside the envolope and on the NHS website. Y/n we're all here for you, there are so many people to help support you through this and you can carry on your life."

The y/h/c twenty year old wiped the blotches of marscara drifting down her face and pulled at her sleeves, Laura helping her breathing stead itself.

"Have you got someone with you or someone who can drive you home ?"

The motherly woman saw how she wasn't able to make her way back safetly and probably wouldn't be for a while.

"Urm yeah, I can call someone to pick me up, one of my friends."

Laura gave a supportive smile and rubbed circles on the shaking girl's hand which she was holding.

Y/n eventually wobbed her way out of the building, going to the mossy and chipped red phone box to call Anna and as for a ride back. She pulled on a stead voice as her nails tapped against her baggy blue jean's thigh and as her lip was bit lightly.

"Hiya ?"

"Hi, just me."

"Oh hiya hun, 'sup ?"

"Not much, just wondering if you'll be able to come pick me up ?"

"Course I can, where are you ?"

"London General ."

An awkward pause occured before Anna hummed into the phone.

"I'll need an explaination when I get there hun, you've got ten minutes."

The phone beeped, hanging up rudely.

Okay ten minutes to try and figure out how to explain to her bestfriends and her boyfriend that she has a deadly but not yet ternimal tumor in her stomach whilst she's still trying to swallow the infomation herself.

A worse thought ran through her head. Never mind them, how was she going to explain this to her parents ?

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Thor: Love & Thunder Thoughts [heavy spoilers below]

Lowkey think I need to watch the movie again to really take in certain moments/scenes, but for now, let’s just stick with some thoughts I had about it. (it’s kinda all over the place but bare with me)

1. I have no idea why there are so many negative reviews and harsh critics of the movie. I thought it was a good one, not perfect, but great. Is it my favorite Thor movie? I’ll have to think about it but it’s getting there. 

2. Gorr The God Butcher: He was a decent villain. I sympathized with him but sympathy can only go so far when one kidnaps children and looks like a zombie dyed in grey. The sword was cool though, the monsters/aliens? creepy. 

3. Eternity??? I have questions Marvel. 

4. Jane Foster. DOCTOR JANE FOSTER!!! She absolutely killed it in the movie, like seriously. I had an inkling that they’d go the cancer storyline but I was hoping she’d still be alive at the end of the movie. The fringing has got to stop. Although I get why they had her die at the end. It’s ironic how the very thing that made her powerful and healthy was also the thing that led to her death, same with Gorr. No but who is going to tell Darcy and Erik????? I’m getting sad just thinking about it again...

But also, how should one interpret Jane becoming Mighty Thor? Don’t get me wrong, I love her as Mighty Thor, she was an absolute powerhouse and was amazing, but was she worthy or not? Did mjolnir choose her because Thor told mjolnir to protect her or is she actually worthy? It’s something to think about it.

5. KING VALKYRIE!!! her entrance to the battle of New Asgard was amazing and technically Jane did it too when arriving to fight Gorr with Thor. Both amazing entrances. Both amazing women who are besties. Valkyrie & Jane knocking their weapons together was just 10/10. 

6. “EAT MY HAMMER!” I c o n i c

7. The goats were pretty funny but got a bit annoying at the end.

8. The representation was done quite well this movie. Korg & Dwayne. 

9. BAO uwu

10. Nice to know that Zeus is a douchebag in essentially all versions of him. Besides the cartoon Hercules movie that Disney did back then. Quite interested to see what will happen, knowing that Hercules has been introduced. I guess now the Gods will be the villains. On sidenote though, Russell Crowe is great. 

11. “Come to daddy” had me laughing so damn hard.

12. The mjolnir > thor < stormbreaker triangle HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA 😂

13. It was nice seeing Sif alive and not being killed off.

14. Jane and Thor.

15. Matt Damon & Luke Hemsworth again with Melissa McCarthy as Hela made me spit out my popcorn 😂😂😂

16. The soundtrack was pretty good, loved the 80′s feel to it and the COLORS!! It’s so colorful in T:LaT and I love it!!

17. The kids getting powers and being amazing with them? YES! Go girl with the teddy bear!! Spy Kids but give them actual powers. 

18. The montages were great. Especially the one with Jane and Thor. That really pulled on my heartstrings and made me all fuzzy inside seeing them being in love and seeing their domestic life together. WE COULD’VE HAD IT ALL!!! Jane dressing as John Hurt (didn’t know who that was until I saw someone on tumblr mention it) and Thor as a hot dog, roller-skating together, being domestic, Thor starting to think of a future, as in kids (has he always felt like he wanted a kid or did he want to have a kid with Jane?) The events leading up to the break-up, etc. I take pause with the handwritten letter though. Like it’s so dumb honestly, and I wish that they kept the alternate ending where it actually explains why they broke up and it makes sense. 

19. Thor: I did really love him in the movie. He’s been through a lot and lost essentially all his loved ones and more. The guy is going through the motions, he was struggling and then he picked himself up, he fought for it. Then he had something to fight for. I think the process that Thor went through, the development was done quite well. I’ve always loved his character, just didn’t like how his character became the brunt of jokes and making fun of his struggles. 

20. Chris Hemsworth’s butt. That’s all that needs to be said.

21. THE TATOOS ON THOR’S BACK!!! 😭😭😭 “the sun will shine on us again, brother” + Tony & Natasha

22. Jane and Thor.

23. Heimdall’s son. Would like to see more of him.

24. Love? Is that her actual name? I’m just going to assume so from the narration. Don’t know how to feel about her necessarily. She has powers due to being “resurrected” by Eternity, and she had absolute no emotion when she saw her father die. Don’t know how I feel about that. It’s cute that Thor’s like a father now. He wanted to have a kid (kids?), and now he does. 

25. The Guardians: loved every bit of their screentime. I love the guardians with all my heart, especially my boi Peter Quill. Got that smidge of Starmora crumbs too, I’m expecting Starmora endgame in GotG vol. 3 James Gunn. Heed my words. Loved the short Quill + Thor bromance that we got to see, and the “look into the eyes of the people you love” line, it was hilarious but also quite nice. Want to see the Guardians and Thor again. 

26. Jane and Thor. ❤️ It was bittersweet but I’m glad we got the amount that we got. I’ve always loved them together from the very start, fosterson will always be one of my top marvel ships. The hospital scene where Thor says “I love you” and Jane saying it back to him when she’s dying, will forever just break my heart in two, I will never be the same. I’m still recovering from my heartache of palmerstrange from DS:MoM and now this??? Not cool. But anyways, I think for all the fosterson shippers/lovers, we were fed pretty well. Them being a power couple and fighting side by side? Check. Still loving each other after being apart for so many years? (“I’ve always loved you.”) Check. Bringing the heart and love in the movie? Check. Serving one of the most satisfying kisses in mcu history? Check. Giving each other strength to fight, the will to keep going? Check. Making me cry a bucket load of tears at the end? Double check. Fosterson will forever be in my heart, never forgotten. And I hope that the mcu doesn’t forget Dr. Jane Foster also a.k.a Mighty Thor either. Although I’m still bitter that they killed Jane off and just when she and Thor got back together and they both were so happy. I’m just emo over them. But I love them. I really do. And who knows? Maybe there’s hope for them still?

27. VALHALLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA 😩 It was nice to see Heimdall again and him being the person who welcomes Jane into Valhalla. And yes, Jane is in Valhalla. It made total sense to me. She was battling cancer while fighting and she died fighting against it. It counts. Now, she and Thor can reunite in Valhalla, whenever that is. It would’ve been nice to see Loki there but I know why he didn’t show so it’s alright.

28. Underrated opinion(?) but I liked it more when the Thor movies were more serious. Not saying that I don’t like the humor of it all because Ragnarok and T:LaT had some rlly funny moments, but when it’s serious, it’s more impactful imo. Like there’s more feeling, emotions, and realisticness to it besides always making jokes and poking fun. 

Overall, as you can tell from my boatload of thoughts, many many thoughts  about T:LaT but the end result was that I loved it. Absolutely loved it. Did it have flaws? Of course. Every movie is not perfect and that includes mcu movies. But did I enjoy it? Have a lot of good laughs? Cry my eyes out? Yes, yes I did. Brilliant work from Taika and Chris, Natalie, Tessa, and more!! Lots of love! <3

#thor: love and thunder #t:lat #t:lat spoilers #thor: love and thunder spoilers #marvel #mcu #thor #thor odinson #jane foster #valkyrie #king valkyrie #korg #fosterson

[denimbex1986]

'Andrew Scott has revealed how he thinks his character in the new Netflix series Ripley compares to his villainous role in Sherlock.

The Irish actor takes the lead in the new limited series about a grifter who is hired by a wealthy man to convince his son to return home from Italy, before a tale of deceit, fraud and murder ensues.

The show is based Patricia Highsmith’s 1955 crime novel The Talented Mr. Ripley, which was also adapted for the big screen for the 1999 film of the same name, which starred Matt Damon, Jude Law and Gwyneth Paltrow.

Speaking to HuffPost UK ahead of Ripley’s release on Thursday 4 April, the Fleabag star reflected on whether his new role bears any resemblance to the notorious Jim Moriarty in the BBC show Sherlock.

The Bafta winner confessed that while it was “fun” to return to a darker character again, he finds the two characters exist in “very different territory”.

“I feel Moriarty is a villain, and even though I know Tom Ripley does very villainous things, I think of him as a hero, as a protagonist, rather as an antagonist,” he shared.

The Spectre actor elaborated that he doesn’t feel like his latest character is a “natural born killer”, but rather sees him as “somebody who’s just trying to survive – he’s not bloodthirsty”.

He continued: “So even though it’s dark, it was dark in a very different way in the sense that he’s quite solitary, and ideologically he’s quite elusive, and that’s part of the stuff that you have to sort of carry around with you for a lot of the time”.

Andrew concluded that he found it “challenging” but “not necessarily because of the darkness, because there’s a lot of lightness and vulnerability and charm in there as well”.

The All Of Us Strangers actor stars in the new eight-episode series from Steven Zaillian alongside Dakota Fanning and Johnny Flynn.

Back in November, Andrew confessed that he wasn’t so sure about playing antagonistic roles in the future, admitting that he thought he “wasn’t that good” playing the villainous C in the 2015 James Bond film Spectre.

Speaking to GQ, he added that he’s more interested in the “grey areas” of his characters.'

#Andrew Scott #Ripley #All of Us Strangers #Netflix #Johnny Flynn #Dakota Fanning #Steven Zaillian #C #Spectre #Sherlock #Moriarty #Patricia Highsmith #The Talented Mr Ripley #Matt Damon #Jude Law #Gwyneth Paltrow #Fleabag

[lboogie1906]

Paris K. C. Barclay (born June 30, 1956) is a television director and producer, writer, LGBT activist. He is a two-time Emmy Award winner and is among the busiest single-camera television directors, having directed over 160 episodes of television, for series such as NYPD Blue, ER, The West Wing, CSI, Lost, The Shield, House, Law & Order, Monk, Numb3rs, City of Angels, Cold Case, and more recently Sons of Anarchy, The Bastard Executioner, The Mentalist, Weeds, NCIS: Los Angeles, In Treatment, Glee, Smash and The Good Wife, Extant, and Manhattan, Empire, and Scandal. He worked as an executive producer and principal director for the Fox series Pitch. He was tapped as the executive producer and director of the Shondaland show, Station 19, which follows a group of Seattle firefighters that exist in the Grey’s Anatomy universe and stars Jaina Lee Ortiz, Jason George, Grey Damon, Miguel Sandoval, Jay Hayden, Danielle Savre, Barrett Doss, Okierette Onadowan, and Boris Kodjoe. The show is executive produced by Shonda Rhimes, Betsy Beers, and Krista Vernoff. He served two terms as the President of the Directors Guild of America, breaking historical grounds as the first African American and first out Gay male to lead the organization. He has been listed by Variety as “one of 500 most influential business leaders in Hollywood.” He was born in Chicago Heights. Raised Catholic, he attended La Lumiere School, a private college preparatory boarding school in La Porte, Indiana. On scholarship, he was one of the first African-Americans to attend the school. He went on to Harvard College, where he was extremely active in student musical theatre productions and the a cappella singing group The Harvard Krokodiloes. During his four years there, he wrote 16 musicals, including the music for two of the annual Hasty Pudding shows. #africanhistory365 #africanexcellence https://www.instagram.com/p/CfbRLLBuzDy_gbQ9RY57B686uYmL1h9nNWuRhk0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#africanhistory365 #africanexcellence

[ravipanikar]

THE SECRET CIRCLE | 1.10 Darkness (2012)

#tscedit #thesecretcircleedit #faye chamberlain #lee labeque #fayechamberlainedit #fayelee #ptonkinedit #phoebe tonkin #grey damon #addys-beth #* #*thesecretcircle #tvedit #dailytvfilmgifs #bitchys #teendramaedit #c: faye chamberlain #c: lee labeque #otp: faye x lee #they were amazing right from their first interaction #tv: the secret circle

[nametips]

A list of male names (I'm pretty sure I forgot many many names):

Aaron, Alan, Athan, Adan, Adrian, Ace, Alexander, Alex, Andy, Adam, Andrew, Ajax, Arlo, Arthur, Arnold, Anthony, Alouis, Asher, Amando, Adrien, Adrian, Ajan, Andrej, Andreas, Arik, Arian, Ahmad, Anton, Antonio, August, Austin, Arlan, Alban, Aleksei, Alejandro, Alessandro, Alec, Aslan, Avery, Abraham, Ariz, Adnan, Ahmed/-t, Alvin, Aurelius, Aurel, Alessio, Amaro

Ben, Benjamin, Bennett, Balian, Boris, Bruno, Blake, Bob, Boe, Brian, Blake, Brody, Benny, Beau, Both, Bodo, Berkan, Bano, Berat, Bowen, Bastian, Benedict, Bayek, Baxter, Barron

Cian, Connor, Charlie, Chris, Christopher, Craig, Chuck, Clement/-s, Cody, Cassius, Caspian, Casper, Cassian, Calvin, Can, Cem, Cathan, Callan, Conrad, Carl, Cooper, Cole, Collin, Corey/Cory, Colt, Colton, Cameron, Conan, Charles, Claus, Claude, Cedric, Clyde, Cliff, Cihan, Corwin, Callum/Calum, Chester, Calli, Cairo

Daniel, Dominic, Dmitri, Dennis, Deniz, Dylan, Derek, David, Don, Doug, Drew, Douglas, Damien/Damian, Dorian, Dan, Dave, Dale, Dane, Donovan, Devin, Diego, Damon, Dario, Dirk, Dexter

Ethan, Eduardo, Edward, Emmett, Everett, Erik/Erick/Eric, Ezra, Evan/Ewan, Emil, Emilio, Emanuel, Eddy, Elijah, Elijas, Elio, Elliot, Egan, Emir, Emre, Ellis, Elian, Elvin/Elwin

Finn, Finnegan/Finley, Frederick, Freddy, Fred, Frank, Fabian, Fabio, Flynn, Francis, Florian, Franklin, Felix, Franklin, Fernando, Fabrizio, Ferdinand, Fakir, Feraz

Gavin, Gino, Gabriel, George, Gregory, Greyson/Greyson, Grey/Gray, Greg, Graham, Gary, Giovanni, Gianno, Gian, Griffin

Henry, Harry, Hank, Hassan, Hugo, Hector, Hamad, Hunter

Iago, Ian, Isaiah, Isaac, Ilan, Ivan, Ivar, Igor, Ismael

Jacob/Jakob, Jusuf, Jamal, Jan, Jannis, Jannik, Julian, Julius, Jim, Jimmy, Jack, Jason, Jackson, James, Jonas, Juan, Joel, John/Jon, Jeremy, Jeremiah, Jeremias, Jedediah, Jededias, Joe, Jonah, Jonathan, Jerek/Jarek, Javier, Justus, Justin, Jamar, Jamie, Jeff, Jin, Jaris, Jace, Jake, Jairo, Jaron, Javon/Javin/Javen, Jasha, Janus, Josiah, Josias, Josua, Josh, Joshua, Jamilo, Jachai, Javan, Jaceo

Konnor, Konrad, Kalon, Kilian/Killian, Korey/Kory, Keith, Kenneth, Kenny, Kris, Kevin, Kuno, Klaus, Kasimir, Kai/Khai, Kalil, Kalle, Karim, Kani, Kian, Keanu, Kiano, Kenzo, Karim, Keno (not the lottery),Kalle, Kalli, Kino, Kurt(is), Kaden, Kairo

Linus, Leo, Leon, Leonardo, Leonard, Lennard, Louis, Luis, Lou, Liam, Laurenz, Lewis, Lars, Levin, Lukas/Lucas, Luka/Luca, Leif, Lian, Luan, Lee, Levi, Lev, Logan, Leano, Leander

Malian, Mirko, Miko, Mike, Mason, Malik, Marek, Mailo, Milo, Milus/Milos/Milas, Milan, Moritz, Mark, Manuel, Mahmut, Mustafa, Melvin, Merlin, Murat, Marcel, Marlon, Micah, Maceo, Malachi/Malachai, Malaki, Matt, Matthew, Matthias, Matti, Macias, Michael, Mikhail, Marvin, Mack, Mitch, Moe, Monty, Max, Maximilian, Maxwell, Marko/Marco, Marcus, Malcolm, Mick, Mekhi, Miguel, Marvin/Marwin, Martin, Miles/Myles, Matteo, Makai, Macklin, Misha, Mian, Maurice, Maiko, Macias

Niles, Nouis, Neil/Niall/Nial/Neil, Neilson, Nielson/Nilson, Niels/Nils, Nevin, Nolan, Newt, Niles, Nick, Noah, Noam, Nicholas/Nicolas/Nikolas, Nico/Niko, Nikolai, Nathan, Nathaniel, Naveed, Noel, Nilo, Nino

Oliver, Oleg, Ole, Olaf, Owen, Oskar/Oskar, Ollie/Olly, Otis, Osman, Omar, Otto, Okan, Orhan

Paul, Peter, Pete, Pasco, Paco, Pierre, Pio, Pius, Pedro, Pietro, Pablo, Patrick, Pascal, Phillip, Phillipe, Parker, Phil, Perry, Percy, Piero, Patricio, Pat

Quinn, Quince, Quest, Qais, Qaim, Quentin

Rob, Robbie/Robbie, Robert, Roman, Ross, Ryan, Rían, Richard, Ron, Ronald, Roberto, Roy/Ray/Rey, Roan/Rowan/Rohan, Rhys/Reece, Rick, Ricardo, Rory, Raphael/Rafael, Rámon, Rocco/Rocko, Rex, Ricky, Renee/Rene, Ralph, Rio, Rico/Riko, Remi, Ron, Ronald, Ruben/Reuben

Santiago, Samuel, Sam, Samu, Sammy, Shawn/Sean, Simon, Silas, Sage, Sasha, Steve, Scott, Seth, Samir, Stefan/Stephan, Said (Sah-id), Stellan, Sas(c)ha, Sven, Sebastian, Severin, Silvano, Silvan, Sofian, Soeren/Soren/Sören

Tom, Tommy, Tim, Timmy, Timothy, Tarek, Talon, Tomas/Thomas/Tomasz, Taylor/Tylor, Theo, Thiago/Tiago, Todd, Tony, Toby, Tobias, Tristan, Tatum, Ted, Timon, Timur, Tyson, Tyron,Tymon

Viktor/Victor, Vince, Vincent/Vincenc, Vladimir, Vito, Vitaly

William, Wyatt, Wayne, Wolf, Wyatt

Xavier, Xander, Xavi

Yunus, Yannis/Yanis, Yannik/Yanik, Yustus, Yusuf, Yael, Yoel, Yago, Yan, Yamir

Zack/Zach, Zachary, Zachariah, Zacharias, Zane, Zander, Zavier

#masculine names #trans names #name suggestions #name

[intomusings]

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in honor of my third milestone on here ( thank you sm ) , i’ve decided to release a master list of 400+male names i personally love and think could be used more in the community . this was also requested by a few anons and names will be added to the list frequently . the names are sorted by first letter but not alphabetically within each letter category . if you found this useful , feel free to like or reblog to spread this !

A : alston, ander, adamo, alex, austen, ace, arian, adrian, atlas, augustus, axel, archer, angel, archie, aaron, abel, asher, amir, adriel, andrew, ace, alejandro, arlo, adonis, atticus, abram, ambrose. 

B : bryce, bryson, benji, bellamy, banks, bear, beau, bentley, barrett, brody, brayden, bennett, braxton, bowen, briggs, baker, bruce, benson, bristol, boston, brycen, bryant, brock, brendan, bruno, byron, braden, bronson, braeson.

C : colton, cartier, cyrus, caleb, carter, cedric, carson, cohen, calvin, callum, casper, caspius, chase, cole, connor, camden, colt, caden, cash, crew, chance, clayton, cruz, cairo, corbin, colson, cesar, clark. 

D : damon, damien, darren, dylan, dominic, declan, dean, dario, drew, dimitri, dakota, dawson, daxton, dante, desmond, denver, dax, deacon, drake, derrick, darius, duke, deandre, dash, dilan, dayton, duncan, dior. 

E : eduardo, edward, elias, emilien, evan, easton, everett, emmett, enzo, ezra, elliot, emmanuel, ezekial, elias, emerson, eric, emory, edwin, elian, esteban, edison, emir, everest, eliseo, everley.

F : florencio, flynn, fabio, forester, francis, flynn, fallon, finn, finnick, felix, fernando, finnegan, fabian, ford, forbes, fletcher, fisher, fox, fitz, flint, fulton. 

G : giovanni, gage, gomez, grayson, griffin, grant, graham, gavin, grant, gianni, gunner, gideon, gregory, grey, gustavo, guillermo, gentry, gadiel, gabriel. 

H : halton, herman, holden, hayes, hudson, hayden, harrison, harlow, harvey, hugo, hank, henley, holland, hamza, hugh, houston, hakeem. 

I : isaac, icarius, idris, ian, ivan, isaiah, ismael, ilan, irvin, iain. 

J : julian, juniper, joao, joaquim, jordan, jaxton, joshua, josiah, javier, jayden, justin, jonah, jace, jasper, jay, jj, jackson, jeremiah, judah, joel, jensen, jaylen, jonas, jamal. 

K : kai, kolton, kaleb, klaus, kyrie, kingston, kayden, king, kobe, knox, kyler, kaden, khalil, kane, killian, keegan, kian, kamden, kieran, keanu, kyland, kareem, kasen, 

L : liam, lukas, logan, lucien, lawrence, leo, leighton, leon, lindell, lamar, latrell, larson, lance, levi, luke, landon, luca, lincoln, landon, lorenzo, london, lennox, leonel, lawson, luciano, layton, lux, leroy, lamar. 

M : micaiah, mateo, marcell, manny, mac, malcolm, mckay, meechie, matias, mason, maverick, mitch, murphy, miles, malachi, maddox, marshall, malik, moses, marvin, milo. 

N : noah, nicolai, nasir, nico, nash, neymar, naveen, nehemiah, nixon, nelson, nigel, niles, nolyn, namir. 

O : orlando, ozzy, oliver, omar, orion, otto, odin, otis, oskar, osvaldo, owen. 

P : peyton, parker, pearce, prince, preston, porter, pierre, penn, patton, paxton, paolo, pope, percy. 

Q : quentin, quinn, quint, quang. 

R : roman, rowan, reid, riggs, reece, rafael, ryland, roland, ronan, rhett, rhys, rory, rainer, roscoe, rocco, ryder, ryker, remington, russell, romeo, raiden, ruben, ridge, rex, rudy, remy. 

S : sawyer, spencer, salem, salvatore, stefan, samson, sebastian, samuel, santiago, silas, sutton, sterling, sully, sergio, seth, santino, santibel, soren, saint, samir, saul, sal, santos, slater, santino. 

T : tyson, tyrin, taylor, teagan, tobias, troye, tristan, tucker, theo, torrento, tanner, travis, tripp, trenton, trey, tomas, talon, thad, terrance, teddy. 

U : uriel, ulysesses, umar, urbane, uri, ursel, usher. 

V : valencio, victor, valence, valentino, vance, victor, vaughn, vincent, virgil, vernon, vander, vito, vero, villard. 

W : wick, walker, weston, wyatt, wolfgang, wells, wilder, wesley, walter, warren, wade, winston, watson, wiley, waylen. 

X : xavier, xander, xane, xavion, xavi, xiomar, xackery, xan. 

Y : yosef, yosan, york, yasir, yoel, yuri, yannis.

Z : zane, zakhar, zavier, zion, zahir, zev, zeus, zacharias.

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Monster - Part 14

Author: xxwritemeastoryxx

Pairings: Damon Salvatore x Reader

Word Count: 

Warnings: Mentions of death, blood and gore. Let’s be honest, this is tame in comparison to what I’ve previously written

Author’s Note: After a whole year and four months, here is, finally, the next part in the series. Thank you to those that have been so patient with me about getting this one done. I hope this chapter was worth the wait. 

Feedback gives me life and motivation for future things. While likes are appreciated, reblogs are gold. Seriously, if you enjoyed this in the slightest, please reblog ♥

The moment Y/N drank the blood that Katherine forced into her mouth, things changed. A cry of pain left Y/N’s lips as she felt her newly formed fangs break through her gums. The subtle thirst she had felt moments ago had turned into a ravenous hunger the moment her body transitioned. She could easily feel the way the veins had formed beneath her eyes for a split second before they disappeared. But there was only one thing that hadn’t changed through the last several seconds. 

From the moment that Y/N had unlocked her suppressed memories, the magic she felt had seemed to grow stronger. The presence of it in her veins and surrounding her in ways that she had forgotten about. But as her body transitioned into that of a vampire, her magic grew. She could still feel it within her. The buzzing through her veins making her more alert. 

A smirk had pulled at Katherine’s lips as she got up off of Y/N to stand up. The pride she felt within herself had only grown as she took in Y/N’s appearance. For the plan to turn Y/N into a powerful hybrid had succeeded. Unlike her mother, Y/N’s eyes had changed. What once was a beautiful shade of E/C had turned to an almost black gray. Specs of emerald and gold formed within the grey, making it look like she had galaxies within her eyes. But every time Y/N blinked, the specs would be in a new position, ever-changing their location. 

“And that,” Katherine began as she looked towards Y/M/N. “Is how you transition into a hybrid. Not the useless way you had turned.”

Y/N slowly sat up in her spot. Blood smeared around her lips as she had done so. Her eyes had been on the two women before her. But even though her eyes were trained on them, her attention was elsewhere. Her mind was buzzing with whispers. Whispers that she had only remembered hearing a handful of times before Katherine showed up in her life for the first time. 

The familiarity of the voices had caused a small smirk to pull at the edge of Y/N’s lips. She could hear them clearly within her mind. And while anyone else may have thought she had gone crazy, she knew this was the magic in her veins speaking to her. 

“You failed.” Y/N said, her eyes finally focusing on Katherine. Her eyes moved over the woman, taking her in with her newly enhanced eyes. 

Katherine scoffed. “Trust me, this succeeded. Look at you. I know you can feel the change within you. And because of that, I’ve held up my end of the bargain with an old family member of yours. I’m expecting you to be the one to pay up now.” 

Y/N chuckled as she heard the whispers once more within her. There was this feeling of self-confidence she hadn’t experienced before. Maybe it was the change within her that Katherine had been speaking about, or even the familiarity of the voices she could hear in the back of her mind. But Y/N was no longer afraid of the woman before her. 

If anything, Y/N held more power, more strength than the older vampire. Both of them combined if she really thought about it, Y/N could handle them. The fear she had felt moments before blood had been fed to her had completely vanished. 

Katherine and her mother had raised a brow as they watched as Y/N had chuckled as she had. It was almost as if Y/N had believed it to be a joke. That Katherine was making something up in the way the sound passed her lips. But it was the smile that followed that had unnerved her mother more than anything. 

Y/N moved to stand up from her spot on the ground. The words Katherine said had awoken something within her. The whispers she heard around her had only confirmed what Y/N knew. Katherine knew a fae hybrid such as Y/N would have the ability to cast a true immortality spell.

“It’s a shame you didn’t heed the warning my ancestor gave you before you made that deal.” Y/N took a single step towards Katherine before raising her hand up. The simple motion caused Katherine’s eyes to black out completely. 

_____

“Anything Bonnie?” Damon asked as he drove through the city. His phone was on speaker so not only he could hear, but Y/N’s father as well. 

Every fiber of his being hated this. He hated that Katherine had taken Y/N. He hated that he had to even have to be sitting in the same car with Y/N’s father. He wanted to rip into him several times throughout the night and this wasn’t making things any easier. He made a deal with a devil, and he was racing against everything to get Y/N back in one piece. 

It’s strange.  Bonnie wasn’t even sure how to explain what she was seeing on her side of things. It’s like she’s everywhere and nowhere all at once. Something is keeping her hidden.

“Katherine must have had a witch use a cloaking spell.” Damon noted as he began to slow down, about to park the car. 

This is different. Bonnie noted. If it was a cloaking spell, it wouldn’t work. I’d be met with absolutely nothing, no movement. But with this, it’s like it’s sensing her everywhere. 

“She completed her transition” Y/N’s father said as he looked over at Damon. “If Y/N was able to complete the transition and become the hybrid that Katherine is hoping for, the powers she had compelled away or even repressed would be unstable.” 

The words alone had bothered Damon. He told Y/N he would be there by her side the whole time. And now he was trying to figure out where Katherine would have taken her. And if she was now a hybrid, he wondered how much things would have changed. 

Would that mean she’d be working with Katherine to give her what she wanted? Or would Y/N be stronger and have something to use against the bitch? His mind was racing with different thoughts, but the one thing he wanted most was for her to be safe. 

Meaning until she controls it, we won’t be able to pinpoint where she is.

“Not necessarily.” Y/N’s father said with a shrug. “It just means we now need to use other means of finding her.”

“Like what?” Damon asked with a raised brow. “Look for pixie dust?” 

Damon. 

Her father huffed a laugh before he shook his head. “Did you not learn anything from last night?” He couldn’t believe how the vampire hadn’t thought of it or even something along the lines of it. 

“Do tell what it is that I am missing.” Damon asked. He was definitely looking forward to killing him. 

“Katherine needed Y/N’s blood activated in order for her to become a hybrid.” Mayor Y/L/N began. “It created a frenzy for the vampires within close proximity.”

Her blood lured them in. Bonnie added

“And it will do it again.” Damon noted, understanding what her father meant by trying another way of looking for her. 

Damon knew that he’d be able to pick up on the scent of her blood. And as he took in a deep breath, he picked up on the slightest hint of Y/N. But it was enough to make his mouth water. In one quick movement, Damon had the camaro making a quick u-turn and heading back in the direction they had just come. 

_____

Katherine’s eyes had still been blacked out as Y/N watched her. The satisfaction of knowing that Katherine was now at her mercy with the powers she helped to keep her repressed. And Y/N was about to show her where everything went wrong. 

“Please help me.” Katherine said from her spot on the ground in the woods. 

She had been running for hours hoping to avoid the vampires that had been chasing her. After tripping and rolling down a hill, she looked up to see someone hiding behind a tree not too far from her. Asking them for help was the only choice she had. 

She was tired, ready to give up. She didn’t know when Klaus or even Elijah would catch up to her. She needed shelter and a chance to make a plan to get out of there safely. And if this person could help her, she’d take the chance of being found. 

Hearing the pleas from Katherine, the woman hiding behind the tree had poked her head out. Her eyes kept darting to the area around them. Almost as if she herself had been hiding from something.

Her steps were cautious as she walked out from behind the tree and made her way towards Katherine. With every few feet she walked, she’d stop to look around before continuing until she was right beside Katherine. 

The woman reached her hand out towards Katherine. “It’s not safe out here for either of us. Especially if you are being hunted by vampires.” 

Katherine’s eyes widened slightly before grabbing a hold of the woman’s hand, allowing her to help her up. “How do know of them?” 

The woman gave a sad smile but didn’t respond. Not right away at least. “This way and then I’ll explain.”

Katherine followed her further into the woods that she had been running in. Her eyes never stopped moving, searching for her pursuers or even the sound of anything else that may be following her. 

If Katherine hadn’t turned back to the woman when she did, she would have missed how the woman placed her hand on a nearby rock before a door appeared in its place. It had stunned Katherine. She had heard of magic before, but seeing it for herself was strange. 

“We’ll be safe here.” The woman said allowing Katherine to enter before following her in. 

“What is this place?” Katherine asked as she looked around taking in the home she just entered before turning to look at the woman. “And who are you?”

The woman smiled. “This is my home away from my village. I come here when vampire’s are near in order to keep them and my family safe.”

Katherine almost looked guilty. “I have brought them here, causing you to leave your village.” 

The woman chuckled. “It is no fault of yours. Vampires have a habit of creating chaos where my kind are concerned.”

“Your kind?” Katherine asked as she began looking around the place again. Her fingers ran along the table in the far corner of the room taking in everything.  

“I am of a stronger bloodline of Fae. Vampires find us more appealing than one may think.” The woman said as she watched Katherine. She watched as she turned her head quickly in disbelief as she looked at her. “We exist. Just as the other creatures in the world do.”

“Days ago I did not believe in vampires or witches. Hearing of there being Fae in the world comes as a shock.” Katherine’s eyes never left the woman. “Forgive me, but you haven’t given me your name.”

The woman took a few steps towards her. “My name is Evangeline. I did not wish to give it to you beforehand. I wanted to be sure.”

“Sure of what?” Katherine asked as her eyebrow raised. 

“That you will help me just as I will help you.” Evangeline nodded her head. Katherine went to speak, but she continued. “I’ve been very good about reading people. It’s a part of my talents that come with my bloodline. You seek help, but you will go to lengths to ensure you survive. Same as I. The monsters that seek us have caused our paths to intertwine in a way that will ensure both of our survival.”

“What is it that I am to do?” Katherine asked both curious as well as frightened by what Evangeline had been saying. 

“You are to die.” Evangeline’s features held no emotion as she said the words. She had watched as Katherine’s eyes widened at the words before her eyes began to frantically search for the door she had come through moments before. “Before you attempt to leave, please hear me out.”

“You wish to turn me over to them.” Katherine said as she ran her hand along her forehead, attempting to think of anything to allow her the freedom to run once more. 

Evangeline chuckled. “You obviously have not been listening. It is not my intention to hand you over to them. But I know your fate, Katerina Petrova. You are to become one of them.”

Katherine froze at that. She had never once given the woman her name and she surely did not wish to become a creature such as Klaus. “You are wrong. Her head shook as the words left her lips. 

“Unfortunately, I am never wrong.” There was a saddened look on the woman’s face. “Trevor will find you. He will give you a brief moment of protection. He and his companion will argue and there will be a moment where they promise to return you. You will attempt to end your life in hopes of escaping that exchange. But his companion will heal you and moments later you will succeed at ending your life.”

“I become a vampire in order to survive?” Katherine took a step closer to her. 

“Yes. And that is where we’d be able to help each other, after you turn.”

“How?”

“I have the ability to make it so you would never be harmed. We both know Klaus will stop at nothing to ensure you are dead for his ritual.” Her head tilted slightly. “Becoming a vampire means he will chase you to the ends of the earth for your crimes against him. I however can ensure that he will not be able to touch you. I can make you an immortal just as he is.”

Katherine ran her hand along her face taking in the information that had been given to her. “How does this help you?”

“In order to make you into an immortal that would be stronger than Klaus, I would need to become a vampire as well.” Evangeline nodded her head. 

“You wish for me to turn you.” It hadn’t been a question but the woman nodded her head. “What if I am unable to go through with this?”

“Then you will die by sacrifice or you will die to ensure your survival. There will be others that would be willing to accept true immortality.” Evangeline knew there was a possibility that Katherine wouldn’t go through with it. If she didn't, her offer would stand for those that believed they could go through with it.

“Both of us become immortal. More powerful than Klaus?” Katherine needed to hear the words.

“More powerful than the family combined.” Evangeline noted. 

“I will do it.” Katherine said with a nod of her head. 

“Before you completely agree, I need you to know a few things.” Evangeline took a few steps towards Katherine. “This deal is between you and I. It must be my blood and your blood activated to ensure the transition goes smoothly. Anyone else will not be bound to this agreement. It may end in a completely different outcome.”

“I understand.” Katherine placed her hand out in front of her as if the two were to shake in agreement. 

A small smirk pulled at her lips as she reached to grab Katherine’s hand. As she did, she held on tightly and turned her hand over before bringing up a small dagger up with her other hand. Katherine attempted to pull her hand back but was unsuccessful as the blade nicked her palm, drawing blood. 

Katherine pulled her hand away once more and Evangeline allowed her to. She cradled her wounded hand to her chest. “What did you do?” 

“A handshake isn’t enough for this agreement.” Evangeline said as she held the blade up to eye level, taking in the few drops of blood that lingered on the blade. Her head tilted to the side as her eyes took in the drops. A moment later, the blood had sparked before vanishing. “A blood oath ensures you hold up your end of this.”

“And if it is not completed?” Katherine questioned. 

“You’ll complete it.” Evangeline looked back towards her as she placed the dagger back onto the table beside her. “It’s just a matter if you complete it correctly or not.”

“I give you my word I will.”

A gasp left Katherine’s lips as she found herself standing back in the hotel room. Her eyes returned to normal as she took in her surroundings. Whatever it was Y/N had done, Katherine had felt like she had gone back to the past. She felt human and vulnerable in comparison to the vampire she is. 

“What the hell was that?” Katherine asked as looked between Y/N and her Mother. 

“Proving that the blood oath was completed. But it hadn’t been done correctly.” Y/N said as she watched as Katherine began to shake her head. “You made a deal with my ancestor. Her blood may run in my veins, but it was between you and her. The moment you completed my transition, I became the monster you so desperately wanted to become.” 

_____

The closer Damon got to the other end of town, the more the scent of Y/N’s blood filled his nose. The sweet smell that could only ever be described as Y/N had overwhelmed his senses in ways he was not used to. Last night had been a fraction in comparison to what he was now experiencing.

The veins under his eyes constantly played on his features the closer he got to where she could possibly be. His fangs bared with every deep inhale that he tried to keep at bay. For someone who was dead and had been for some time, he wished that air didn’t need to fill his lungs as they were now. And with each passing second, it had become worse that even the faintest scent coming from Mayor Y/L/N had been inviting. 

But Damon held it at bay. He had been this thirsty before. He had been starved and only given the smallest of rations for a handful of decades. He could push through the desperation his body was feeling towards the scent. He could hold off a little longer just to ensure that Y/N was safe. 

“We must be close.” Mayor Y/L/N stated as his eyes moved from their surroundings to Damon. 

He was constantly keeping an eye on the vampire beside him. He was sure there was only so much that Damon could take before he attempted to even take a bite out of him. He knew he deserved it for what he had done to Y/N. He knew that if he died now, he’d at least die with the thought that he helped her in some way after she had been taken. 

“Not close enough.” Damon said with a slight shake of his head. 

They still had no idea where Y/N currently was. While they had  the opposite end of town, there were still a couple hundred places that Katherine could have taken Y/N. And as he looked around, he tried to look for anything indicating where she might be. 

“There.” Mayor Y/L/N said as he pointed off to the left. 

Damon looked over in that direction as he brought the car to a stop. His eyes scanned the area, and that was when he saw it. A few vampires had begun making their way up towards a room on the third floor of the hotel. 

Quickly parking the car and getting out, Damon began making his way up the stairs. He hadn’t cared about what her father was going to do. He could stay there or leave for that matter. All Damon cared about was getting to Y/N. If he had to kill a few vampires along the way, he was going to enjoy it. 

What Damon hadn’t been expecting once he got onto the third floor had been the way all of the vampires he had seen moments before had been laying on the ground, ashen grey and lifeless on the walkway. Or the way vines were currently wrapped around each one of them in some way. 

Damon took a cautious step forward and followed the vines until he found them leading under a door. There was no way Y/N couldn’t be in there. Not with the bodies laying on the ground or the way the plants around her seemed to be helping to protect her. 

“Y/N?” He called out as he reached the door, hoping that she’d hear him and help him to not set off the vines in some way. 

But the moment he raised his hand to turn the doorknob, a vine quickly came up from under the door, spreading up the door frame before latching itself around Damon’s hand, making it impossible for him to remove his hand to try and escape it. The more he tugged in attempt to free himself, the more the vine would tighten, causing his skin to slowly desicate from his fingers going up his arm. 

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I saw the r*pe joke defense, so as a survivor I reached out to the blog to gently be like "here's why that's problematic and why those jokes are Not Okay" and 🙃🙃🙃🙃

Then I sent *proof* of the rape joke, and their response was:

I'm just ??? I don't get how people can think like this ... You obviously don't have to post this, just wanted to scream to someone b/c ??????

hey, i am always open for someone screaming to me! and jesus fucking christ, i don’t understand this

also. the bragging of “never thinking critically of [their] favs”? uhh. some of your favs very much do need some critical thinking. particularly damon (tvd) and christian (fifty shades of grey)

and did they consider why no one in the film was offended by stark’s r-pe joke? disney/the mcu kiss rdj’s ass and rdj doesn’t want anyone to dislike him. so obviously no one could object in-scene

(pretty sure you’re talking about the prima nocta joke, but also including his prison r-pe joke)

#ask #fricking-f-ck-you #tw: rape jokes #tw: discussion of rape #god. disgusting

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Broken Me...

Ch. 2

Summery: The Dallas Convention couldn't have come at a worse time for Jensen. His world fell apart earlier that morning, but was expected to just act like everything was normal. You and a friend were at the convention for her birthday. Life hasn't been that great for you either, but a forced meeting on stage changes two worlds. Will you be able to put this broken man back together again...

Series Warings: Cheating, shitty marriage, Danneel is a bitch, I unfortunately have to put that as a warning because some people tend to get turnt up about it if you don’t... Smut, Crying, Suiside Attempt, brief discription of suicide attempt and recovery, depression, hints of self loathing, language. I think that’s it... Suicide Trigger warnings will be placed over each chapter!

Chapter Warnings: Singing in front of a crowd, crying Jensen, freaked out reader I guess? Language.. I think that’s it..

Pairing: Jensen Ackles x Reader

Word Count: 2315

A/N: BINGE READ TIME!! As always all mistakes are mine! Please do not copy my work! Feedback is gold!! Hope you all enjoy this one!!

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Rob and the band had really outdone themselves tonight, and  you hadn't had this much fun since your ex-fiance had taken you to Austin,Texas when Nathaniel Ratcliffe was playing on Austin city limits. 

It had been a long, hard transition to being alone...

You and Damon had been together for almost five years...

Learning how to live 'alone' was difficult to say the least, especially when you thought you had found your person, only to be proven very wrong.... 

Thank God y/f/n had been letting you crash in her guest room until you got your shit together, because when you two separated you didn’t know what was going to happen to you, or where you were even going to stay.... 

The two of you had been friends since kindergarten, and she knew you better than anyone else. So she knew not to push you into another relationship with some other douche bag just so that you would 'get over' Damon like the rest of your family were trying to do.

"Okay guys, I know there's one person who you've all been waiting for most of the night." 

The crowd was already screaming, and Rob was laughing at the fact that he didn't even have a chance to finish the sentence before the people started screaming. 

"Mr. Jensen Ackles could you come out here please sir!!" He yelled into the mic, and everybody lost their minds.

The sheer energy in the room was almost breathtaking..

Jensen came jogging up the stairs, and walked toward the mic as the crowd continued to scream. 

You have watched a lot of con videos since discovering SPN, probably to the point of a mold obsession, still on almost all the videos Jensen seemed…. Lighter? Then he did right now. 

The smile he wore now was cold, and unnatural. 

Forced…. 

Not quite reaching his eyes.... 

"Hello Dallas." He all but growls into the mic as the band starts to play the intro to Whipping Post. 

In that instant you were completely lost in the music, forgetting about your freating, and your habit of over analyzing everything, and just enjoying the moment . 

If you thought Jensen was hot just from watching him on TV, the man looked even better up close, and you were completely lost in him, must like you were sure just about everyone else in the room was. He had this ability to capture the stage, and the presents of everyone in the room. Not to mention he was extremely talented…  

You closely watched every move he made, letting the music overtake you, bringing you to a place we're for just a moment there was no pain, no bad memories, no heart break. 

Just Jensen and his voice... 

As he wrapped up the chorus of the song he came to the edge of the stage. Propping his Foot on the speaker close enough that you could almost touch him. 

When he looked down at you a cocky smirk spread across his face, and he winked. 

You damn near passed out, and your friend was next to you completely losing her mind. Grabbing your arm, shaking you screaming "Holy shit Jensen Fucking Ackles just winked at you!!"

You couldn't believe it… Surely he was just playing with the crowd, and only winked because he saw the camera sitting between the two of you...

As the song wrapped Jensen and Rob lean over, and whisper something to each other. Rob then looked your way, smirking at you. You didn’t really notice it though, because when Jensen walked back into the house lights you noticed he had the same shirt on as the guy from the elevator….

It was in that moment that you knew he’d heard you talking to Y/F/N about singing with him, and you had this sinking feeling you were about to be fuck, and not in the fun way...

"Shit." You said out loud, and Jensen stood there smiling at you like he'd read your lips. 

"What's wrong?" Y/f/n yelled over the noise of the crowd. Noticing the color drain from your face all of the sudden..

 "Jensen was in the elevator, he heard our conversation. He heard what you said about singing with him on stage." You yelled back at her over the noise, and to your horror she burst out into a fit of laughter.

You had never wanted to strangle someone so bad, but there was a room full of witnesses, you did make a mental note to get her back for this when you got back to the motel room.

"Hey Jensen," Rob said loudly over the mic. "What about that story you were telling me backstage... About the girls that you and Jared overheard in the elevator on the way to the concert tonight? Something about her friend wanting you to sing with her for her birthday? Wouldn't it be hysterical if they were, oh I don't, right in the front row over there." Rob says pointing right at you. 

The spot light following his finger, landing right in you, and if you could have fallen through the floor, and disappeared you would have done it. 

You tried to hide by sinking back into the crowd, but to no avail...

Jensen had already walked off of the stage, and was standing only about a  foot in front of you now with his hand out.

"Come on." He says, grinning at you. "It's your friend here's birthday wish after all. We can’t disappoint her.." He gave you another winking, and you wanted the floor to open up so you could jump in. The crowd all started making noises at once, and your friend started pushing you toward him.. 

Looks like this was happening, and there was nothing you could do about it without looking like the world’s biggest asshole there ever was..

Reluctantly you grabbed his hand, and allowed him to pull you to the stage. 

The crowd cheered for you, but you didn't really hear any of that. All you could concentrate on was Jensen's hand intertwined in your own. 

Feeling ever callous. 

His strong grip. 

Your skin tingling wherever his skin touched yours.

"Now if I heard your friend correctly you sing right?" He said, placing a mic in front of you, beautiful forest green eyes meeting your own y/e/c eyes.  

"That's what they tell me." You say, never breaking eye contact with him.

 "And, if I heard correctly, she wanted you to sing with me as her birthday present." He was smirking at you now, clearly enjoying himself. 

"That's what I heard."

You never broke eye contact with him as you two seemed to continue the game of twenty questions he was playing with you. 

"Well my final question Ms.?" He said, pausing for you to say your name. 

"Y/n"

 "Right, sorry, I forgot to ask you that." He threw his head back into one of his whole body laughs before continuing.. 

"If I heard correctly again she also requested the song Picture, by Kid rock and Sheryl Crow." He finally broke contact with you, and was typing on the tablet Rob had sat in front of him. 

"That's what she said." You retort back to him, earning yourself a smart ass look that before he continued…

"Well it just so happens Google was able to knock the dinosaur shit off this ancient ass song, and show us the lyrics." He fired back at you, and the crowd roared with laughter. 

"Well I'll be damn why not, I'm already up here." You say sarcastically, motioning around you, and Rob nearly feels backwards laughing at you, Jensen gave you his best bitchface as he motioned to the band for them to start to play.

Your momentary cocky sarcasm faded, and your stomach was doing flips with nerves. Until you heard his smooth yet ruff voice melt into you with the melody. Pulling you into your happy place.

Living my life in a slow hell

Different girl every night at the hotel

I ain't seen the sunshine in three damn days

Been fueling up on cocaine and whisky

Wish I had a good girl to miss me

Oh Lord I wonder if I'll ever change my ways

I put your picture away

Sat down and cried today

I can't look at you

While I'm lying next to her

I put your picture away

Sat down and cried today

I can't look at you while I'm lying next to her

He looks at you and half heartedly smiles. You could tell he was a little nervous as to what was about to come out of you, for all he knew you couldn’t sing your way out of a wet sack, boy didn’t he get the surprise of his life as your voice blended in with the music, sounding almost as good a Sherl herself. Turning he gave the crowd an approving nod, you even got a few cheers out of it..

I called you last night in the hotel

Everyone knows but they won't tell

But their half-hearted smiles tell me something just ain't right

I've been waiting on you for a long time

Fueling up on heartaches and cheap wine

I ain't heard from you in three damn nights

I put your picture away

I wonder where you've been

I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him

I put your picture away

I wonder where you've been

I can't look at you while I'm lyin' next to him

Jensen was now circling around you, pulling you closer to him with one arm, fully into making a  performance out of this now that he was sure you could do it. You followed his lead not wanting to look like an idiot, facing him now you start with your line again.

I saw ya yesterday with an old friend

It was the same old same how have you been

Since you've been gone my world's been dark and grey

You reminded me of brighter days

I hoped you were coming home to stay

I was headed to church

I was off to drink you away

As he sang his lines to you and you to him you could almost see pain there, and it threw you… When he got to his last line he threw everything he had into it, and a stray tear fell down his face. He quickly duked he face to the other side of yours in what probably looked like a very intimate touch to the crowd, when really he was just hiding to wipe his face. He recovers quickly as the two of you finished the song, and none one was ever going to be any the wiser...

I thought about you for a long time

Can't seem to get you off my mind

I can't understand why we're living life this way

I found your picture today

I swear I'll change my ways

I just called to say I want you to come back home

I found your picture today

I swear I'll change my ways

I just called to say I want you

To come back home

I just called to say I love you

Come back home

As the crowd cheered he bolted off the stage, walking as fast as he could toward the stairs, behind the curtain, and out of your sight.. 

Rob grabbed your hand holding it in the air like you won a wrestling match, but you were pretty sure he was just trying to get your attention away from a fleeing Jensen... 

"Y/n and Jensen everybody." 

There were cameras, and phones videoing everywhere. Y/f/n was practically hyperventilating in her seat, you were a little glad you couldn’t see the whole crowd, because you were almost sure you would have passed out now that the adrenaline was fading... 

When you went to exit the stage off to the side, Richard grabbed your arm and pulled you to the side of the stage out of everyone's view. 

"What the hell was that? Why did Jensen run off the stage?" Richard said, and for a moment you just stood there shocked, and confused at his behavior. 

Then it hit you, Jensen wasn’t acting like you thought he might have been while you were singing..

He really was crying…

 "I don't know!" 

Your Stomach fell to your feet, and you wanted nothing more than to get away from everyone in that moment. Jensen wasn’t acting, something was wrong, and he was trying to hide it, so you weren't about to tell Richard that Jesnen was crying..

Just as you were about to panic, you feel a huge hand grab your shoulder, and Jared’s voice boom from behind you over the music. 

"It wasn't you." He said to you, giving your shoulder a reassuring squeeze. “Jensen’s just got some personal things going on right now, and he needed to get off the stage, he’s fine. Go and enjoy the concert. You were friggin' awesome up there!" 

He pulls you into a tight hug, giving Richard a stern look over your shoulder that you didn't see..

“Thanks" you say, hugging him back before  practically running back to your seat. Leaving a very confused Richard to talk to Jared alone. 

You slid back into the crow as random people high-five you, and slap you on the back. 

You were determined not to tell Y/f/n anything was wrong. Whatever Jensen had going on was obviously personal, and you did not want to be the one to start rumors, or throw him under the bus for people to question him about what was wrong. 

So you pushed the worry down and tried your best to slow your rapidly beating heart, determined to keep what happened on that stage to yourself if it killed you...

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So I've been re-watching the vampire diaries (don't ask) and I'm on season 2, where Damon forces Elena to drink his blood in case she dies and she's really fucking upset.

I think that's a good writing choice, not just in line with her character but a really nice way to reverse expectation of the typical protagonist in vampire books who craves immortality and eternity with their lover. Elena cares about family, having a family - hell, Stefan cares about it too. He says so, that he came to Mystic falls to make a family.

Elena was happy with her parents, as happy as any teenager going through a rebellious phase can be, she loves her brother, Jenna, and wants to have that even when her guardians are gone. Her and Stefan even talk abstractly about their future when they're at the Gilbert family cabin.

Then, when Stefan brings her for a hike to talk about her possible death and subsequent immortality and they have a really important conversation where Elena confesses to never wanting to become a vampire. That she wants to grow up, have kids, accomplish things with her life and grow old. And really considering that as a possibility, with Stefan in it, is really cool and not explored in fiction at all.

But think about that; let's say Elena and Stefan stay together while Elena's human. It doesn't have to be all that depressing because human life can be long. Elena graduates, goes to university, gets her first apartment, goes to campus bars, makes new friends, changes majors, picks a career, picks another career (probably something helping people like a social worker, a preschool teacher, etc) and she decides it's time to have kids.

Stefan's there the whole time, correcting her history assignments with his annoying affinity for dates, tries to pay for her apartment, then, when she stubbornly insists she'll pay for it herself and gets her first job waitressing, compels the landlord to be okay with it when the rent cheque is a little late. He gets her flowers on her first day at the new job, arranges surprise parties on her birthday when she's too worn down to remember the day, invites Bonnie and Caroline and Jeremy and even Damon - and then it's time for a baby.

There are actually so many options here. Maybe Bonnie wants to be the surrogate. Maybe Elena wants to find a donor for artificial insemination to carry the baby herself. Maybe they bring a human third into their relationship cause why not, vampirism is already so damn weird. Maybe they adopt a baby! Maybe they even take in some distantly related family members like Elena and Jeremy were taken in. Either way it'd be fuckin cute. (If they have girls they're naming them Jenna and Lexi)

You're telling me Stefan wouldn't be the greatest dad? He's already the dad friend! Baby crying in the middle of the night? Stefan's there, before Elena can even wake up. Kids dealing with insomnia? He'll read them Tolkien and Beatrix Potter and many crusty old story books until his warm voice lulls them to sleep.

And the crew would be so great with kids. Caroline would spoil them on shopping trips, Bonnie would be teaching them all about nature, be such a kind, emotionally intelligent aunt, Jeremy would give them their first punk albums and sneak them to concerts when they get older, and Damon would be a bad influence. He'd take them on rides on his motorcycle, whisper all the family secrets to them, and ultimately be fiercely protective and a great uncle.

Beyond that, they'd probably have to move every so often, people side eyeing Stefan for never aging and an increasingly older Elena having a young boyfriend. God, people would call Elena a cougar and they'd laugh and joke that Stefan was a much "older soul" than people realize.

But like. Stefan would find her so sexy! As she grew older she'd grow more confident, sure of herself, take even less shit than she already does. She'd gain weight, get stretch marks, have her first grey hairs. She'd get smile lines, crows feet, a few aches and pains, maybe a c section scar. Stefan would love her every step of the way, reminding her exactly how every mark on her body, every sign of a life well lived made her that much hotter, that much more beautiful.

Elena getting to age, being her compassionate self, would probably have so many causes she'd become passionate about. Environmentalism, social justice, housing their homeless s neighbors! A bunch of stuff she'd learn about herself, the world, and impart those values on their kids, share those realizations with Stefan, and he'd love her more every day.

I know it may seem ~cringe~ but the idea of a vampire dating an older, or old, woman seems much more right to me than a teen girl who only looks his age. So like, get it Elena. Marry a vampire and be an old ass grandma with a hot boyfriend! Fuck it!

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I’m Glad There is You

Bucky x fem!Reader

Summary: Bucky has to go to an event at the museum honoring the Captain America crew. As he is the only one still on the record as being alive of the original group he is an honored guest, he brings you as his date. Post Endgame. Sam is Captain now.

A/N: ANOTHER INSPIRED BY VIC DAMONE’S ALBUM THAT TOWERING FEELING AREN’T Y’ALL SHOCKED?!?!?! In all seriousness though I’m obsessed with older music right now and keep relating it to fiCs so this is what happens. I needed a happy Bucky fic after writing so much angst so this is what I came up with. So Sinatra also sang this so, there’s that, but we’re going to give love to Vic’s ‘I’m Glad There is You.’

Vic Damone Facts: He was drafted and served in the army from 1951-1953. His father played guitar and mother played the piano. He recorded around 2,500 songs over the course of 54 years.

Warnings: Mentions of trauma, character deaths.

Word Count: 3,183

Disclaimer: I don’t own Marvel, The Avengers, Bucky Barnes, Steve Rogers, Sam Wilson, ‘I’m Glad There is You.”

“Doll, you ready?” Bucky’s voice rang out through your shared apartment.

“Almost!” You called out, closing the clasps on your earrings. You ran your hands down your dress, pressing out a stubborn wrinkle that had appeared when you were putting the finishing touches to your makeup. You slipped on your heels, which you knew you were going to regret later tonight, but that was a problem for future Y/N. You exited your bed room to see Bucky pacing by the door. “Buck?” You asked.

He turned and his eyes widened at the sight of you. “Doll, you look beautiful.” He said, closing the gap between the two of you to wrap his arms around your waist and press a quick kiss to your forehead. You sensed something off with him, based on the erratic rhythm of his heartbeat and the emotional waves you could feel flying off him.

You smiled up at him, “Thank you, are you okay?” You asked, concerned that this event would bring up feelings that he had been processing for a while.

“I’m good.” He answered quickly. “Just nervous, I feel like I shouldn’t be a part of this. The Winter Soldier shouldn’t be the same place as Captain America.”

You cut him off, “You have every right to be there, as a Howling Commando, as Steve Roger’s best friend, and as one of the hero’s who saved the universe from a raging purple lunatic. Besides, we can’t miss an event that has free food.”

He chuckled. “I guess you’re right.”

“I know I am.” You winked, turning to the door. “Sam’s here.”

Bucky sighed, “Here we go.” He offered his arm to you as you made your way to the door. He opened the door before Sam had the chance to knock.

“I hate when you two do that, damn.” He grumbled, he stood before the two of you in a black tuxedo.

“Someday you’ll sneak up on us.” You said with a wink.

“Not likely.” Bucky muttered.

A limo was parked in front of your apartment building. You raised your eyebrows at Sam. “Don’t look at me. Pepper insisted that we take a limo and I wasn’t going to argue with her.”

You nodded, it had been almost a year post Thanos. Pepper was strong, but no one wanted to argue with her after losing Tony. Perhaps they had given her maybe too much power over their existence. But her husband had sacrificed himself for the entire universe. So she could take all the time she needed to heal.

Sam slid in first, followed by you, then Bucky. You sat sandwiched between the two men, who had come to some as semblance of friendship in the time since Sam was given the shield. You knew Bucky was not jealous of Sam by any means, he did not want any part of being Captain America. Helping Sam, that he could do. In some odd ways he seemed to believe it atoned for his sins as the Winter Soldier. You leant back in your seat, the limo filled with silence, which was rare for these two. You wondered what the deal was.

Bucky shifted so his hip was no longer against his, he mentally smacked himself as you gave him an odd look. It wasn’t like him to pull away from any kind of contact, he glanced up and Sam smirked at him. What he would give to be able to throttle him……. But that was not going to be the focus of his night, you were. The velvet box in his pocket grounding him. He watched you settle into conversation with Sam and remained silent.

He had met you during the time of conflict between Tony and Steve. You had pulled him back when Steve and Tony were at each other’s throats. You had pushed him behind you when they got closer. He was confused, to say the least, first that someone would protect him, and that person would be human. At least, that was what he had thought you where when he first met you. After being in Wakanda, he realized that you weren’t entirely a human. You had telepathic abilities, which was why you had been there when they took him out of the cryostasis.

You had been able to sense the links in his brain that had been set up by Hydra. Your abilities to sense helped the Wakandan team to begin working on his mind. You stayed with him through his recovery, often showing up to his hut in the middle of the night when he was pulled back into his memories, back to the Soldier. One night would remain in his memories eternally.

He was taken back to the night that he was deep in a Soldier nightmare. The nightmare of the Starks. He was slipping, he could feel the Soldier clawing at the door he had slammed shut and locked. No, no, not again. He was thrust into the past against his will.

“Barnes?” You had felt a shift in him, back into the Soldier. You entered his hut cautiously. He didn’t answer, you could feel the energy swirling around him, darkness swallowing the light. You stopped outside his bedroom door, you had always felt apprehension at passing through his room, but you couldn’t let that stop you. You pushed into his room, he was in the center of the bed, covers thrown to the side. His hand wrapped tightly in the sheets. Sweat coated his body, his dark hair sticking to his forehead.

“NO!” He screamed, your heart breaking at his voice.

You wasted no more time staring at him, “Barnes,” You murmured, sitting on the edge of the bed, next to his hand. You reached out with your mind. “Come back, Barnes.”

You were thrown into his mind, feeling his panic, his shame. The Soldier turned to you, as he often did, you could feel the snarl it gave. James began to calm to ground himself, reaching out to your energy, retreating from the Soldier. You felt the Soldier return to his locked door.

His eyes opened and they took in the woman sitting on the edge of his bed. “Y/N.” He whispered, his hand reaching out and grasping yours. His fingers threaded through yours, this was the first thing he always did when he was pulled out of his Soldier nightmares. He craved contact and you wouldn’t deny him that.

“Welcome back, Barnes.” You said, brushing your thumb against the back of his hand. “Where did you go?”

“The 90s, the Starks.” He turned away from you, “I should have let Tony kill me.”

You removed your hand from his and reached out, placing your hand on his face and turning his eyes back to yours. “It wasn’t you, it was the Soldier. It was what they created.” You murmured, stroking his cheek. His hand reached up and he pushed your hand away.

“But he is a part of me, and I couldn’t stop him.” Tears collected in his grey eyes.

“It takes time to fight your inner demons. And yours were supercharged and given the chance to run your life. Having demons doesn’t make you inherently evil.” You stated, moving further onto his bed, placing your hands on either side of his face. “In the heart of it all you are a good man.”

He let out a sob, “I….”

“Do not even start that bullshit with me. I have looked inside of you, you know what I’ve seen? A man who will go to the ends of the world to protect those he loves. A man who gives so much more than he gets. A man who survived hell and came back up.” You snarled, E/C eyes unmoving as you stared into his. “You are a damn good man and I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.”

His arm wrapped around your waist, pulling you against his bare chest, he burrowed his face into your hair. This was something unspoken between the two of you. The contact, the feelings. But he always pushed you away. If there was one person in the universe he could not afford to hurt it was you. “Please don’t go.” He begged.

“I’m not going anywhere.” You murmured, reaching out with your mind to soothe him. You felt his heartbeat slow and his breathing turn to soft snores. Your pulse synced with his as his hand made its way up to your back.

This is where you had found yourself most nights. Wrapped in his arms listening to the sound of his slumber, using your abilities to guard him from the Soldier. Bucky’s subconscious mind was more susceptible to allowing a takeover. If your telepathy could bring him enough peace to get sleep.

Multiple times through this Shuri had found you wrapped up with Bucky, “You two should just move in together.” She said after she walked in on you wrapped up together in bed after the Stark nightmare.

James’ face turned bright red as he looked at you. Expecting you to fight Shuri on this.

“You know, it might not be such a bad idea. Then I wouldn’t have to do battle with the goats at two o’clock in the morning.” You said, pulling yourself out of his arm and sitting upright on the edge of the bed.

“So it’s settled, we’ll move Y/N’s stuff in today.” Shuri giggled, skipping out of the room.

“You don’t have to do this.” James said.

“When are you going to get this through your head, I want to.” You answered, resting your hand on his cheek. Barnes remained silent on this, you could see the wheels turning in his mind. “Now I have to go get my things, because once Shuri has an idea in her head there is no stopping her, roomie.”

He groaned, knowing you were right. “I’ll start making room for you.” Running his hand through his hair, he sat up. “And you can call me Bucky. People who live together don’t have formalities, doll.”

And that was the moment that you both silently recognized that there was something more than friendship between you.

It was comfortable, living with you. You opened his eyes to everything he had missed from the decades in Soldier Mode. Films, books, and music. No matter how much you introduced him to modern music, he still clung to the styles of the past. On multiple occasions he had pulled you into the yard to dance with him under the stars. Those were his favorite moments with you, just swaying to the music, his past would drift away. Holding you he could feel hope for his future. Peace in his present.

“Buck, baby?” Your voice pulled him from his memories.

“Yeah, doll?” He asked, rubbing his eyes with his flesh hand.

“You ready?” You asked, nodding to the limo’s door. Sam had stepped out, he hadn’t even noticed.

His metal hand wrapped around yours, “I’m ready.”

You entered the museum hand in hand. Nodding to Sam as you passed, a smirk on his face. The museum was filled with people in formal wear. Music floated in from the hall, World War II regalia littering the walls.

Pepper caught sight of the two of you and closed the distance. “James, we’ll have you open the gala with a dance. As the only living original member it’s a great press moment.” She turned on her heel, you and Bucky following her. When you made it to the hall you were impressed. They had opened the center up to allow for a large dance hall. You glanced around the room, highly doubting that you had seen this much red, white, and blue ever in your lifetime.

“Goddamn.” Bucky murmured behind you.

“Pep doesn’t hold back.” You whispered. Taking in the room, a band was set up on stage.

Nervous energy swirled around Bucky, you tightened your grip on his hand, “I’m okay, I promise.” He glanced up at the band, “I’ll be right back.” He made his way over to the singer and shook the man’s hand.

Confusion flooded your system. Bucky, approaching someone, without prompting? Sam came up on your left. “Look at our baby, off on his own. It brings a tear to my eye.”

You reached out and smacked his chest. “Asshole.” You muttered.

“That’s Captain Asshole, thank you very much.”

You rolled your eyes, keeping watch over Bucky, who was smiling and joking with the singer of the band. He was comfortable, you could sense it, even though there was a tinge of nervousness in his system. The Soldier had stayed deep inside him for so long, but old habits died hard and you always kept a tether to Bucky, monitoring. When Bucky had realized this you had expected him to be mad, maybe an outburst of the Soldier, but that never happened. He wrapped you in his arms and thanked you, for protecting him, for backing him up.

Bucky turned back to you and waved, you gave a small wave back to him. “Awwww, you and Frosty, so cute.” A voice came from behind you.

“Shuri! What are you doing here?” You asked giving the young woman a quick hug.

“You think I wouldn’t come to Pepper’s fundraiser?” She answered. You glanced around, realizing that a majority of the Avengers were here. Bruce in the corner, Clint and his wife at the appetizers table, Peter dancing around the room armed with his cell phone. It was odd, you had all been together multiple times since Tony’s funeral. But usually that was for meetings on the state of the world.

Pepper walked up to the microphone on stage, Bucky turning away from the singer to stand next to her. You had to marvel at him, there had been a time when he couldn’t even see Pepper without going into full fight or flight mode. Seeing him standing tall on stage reminded you of how many battles he had won. “Good Evening.” Pepper began, causing the crowd to grow silent. “I would like to thank you all for being here tonight. The preservation of history has always been a passion for Stark Enterprise. Tony would have been so glad to see all of you here. This expansion of the Captain America exhibit will be dedicated to Howard Stark.” She paused and took a breath. Bucky tensed beside her, she placed a hand on his shoulder. “So open your checkbooks, sign on those dotted lines, and remember, donations make great tax write offs.” The crowd chuckled. “To open our gala tonight, Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes will open the dance floor.”

“And that’s my cue.” The singer said from the other side of the stage. As Bucky made his way off the stage to you. He held out his hand and you placed yours in his, letting him pull you onto the dance floor. “Sergeant Barnes requested this song for tonight, so here’s hoping I do it justice.”

Bucky pulled you into him, one hand placing yours on his shoulder, then moving to your waist. You rested your head on his shoulder. “So you requested a song for tonight?”

“I did.” He answered. “And that’s only the beginning of the surprises tonight.” His hand tracing circles on your back and the singer began his tune.

“In this world of ordinary people,

Extraordinary people.

I'm glad there is you.”

You breathed in as you listened to the singer’s lyrics, Bucky’s grip tightening on your mid-section, bringing you closer to him. You heard his voice softly singing along with the singer. He had sung a few times before while you were dancing, but you could feel his intent rolling out of him in waves. Your telepathic connection filled with love.

“In this world of over-rated pleasures,

Of under-rated treasures,

I'm so glad there is you.”

“I’m so glad.” He whispered into your hair. “God, doll, you’re the best thing to happen to me.”

“I live to love, I love to live with you beside me,

This role so new, I'll muddle through with you to guide me.”

He guided you around the dance floor, you could feel the eyes of the whole room on the two of you, but you only focused on Bucky. Memories of your days teaching Bucky about technology in Wakanda came up to the surface. You chuckled as you remembered one that ended in a smashed computer and an irate Shuri.

“In this world where many, many play at love,

And hardly any stay in love,

I'm glad there is you.”

“I love you.” He whispered into your hair. His grip loosening as he spun you out then pulled you back against his chest. You looked up into his blue eyes.

“I love you too.”

“In this world where many, many play at love,

And hardly any stay in love,

I'm glad there is you.”

“Which is why I need to do this.” He pulled away from you, nervous energy spiking.

“Buck….”

“It’s okay, doll.” He murmured. Reaching into his pocket and kneeling down onto one knee. The music dimming into a quiet instrumental. “Y/N. I’ve loved you since the first time we met. You have helped me piece myself back into my old self. Teaching me all about the present. So….. Y/F/N, will you marry me?” He opened the box, showing a simple, but beautiful, diamond ring.

“Hmmmm…. That’s a tough one.” You murmured, a small flash of panic racing through his eyes. “Yes, I will marry you.” You answered, bending down and placing a kiss to his lips. He pulled away, a wide smile on his face. He took your hand and slipped the ring on your finger before pulling you back into his chest. The crowd erupted into cheers.

You buried your face in his chest. As you heard Sam yell out, “About damn time!”

You felt Bucky chuckle and the singer’s voice broke through the crowd.

“More than ever, I'm glad there is you.”

Bucky repeated the words into your hair as he rested his head on top of yours. The nervous energy you had sensed from him all night and you felt yourself wrapped in the energy that was just purely Bucky. You noticed Bucky stiffen.

“Babe….?” You asked.

“He came.” He whispered, you glanced up at his face and followed his eyes to the elderly man in the corner of the room. A smile graced the man’s face and he nodded to the two of you. “Steve.”

You looked up at your fiancé. “Go on.” You said, pushing him towards his best friend. You felt tears in your eyes as the men embraced.

“Barnes is a lucky man.” You heard Pepper’s voice behind you.

“No, I’m the lucky one.” You murmured, watching the men looking around the room. Reminiscing no doubt, to the naked eye, it probably looked like a grandson and grandfather. But you knew, it was best friends who finally got their moment to celebrate their victories.

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