#but otherwise okay so far

[childrenofthesun77]

I still don't understand how they plan to make the count form a contract with mikuni. As far as we know the only thing the count wants is to be one with kuro. Why should he care about what lily or mikuni want for the world? He hasn't cared about what people wanted before, half the servamps resented him for turning them into vampires. Just because tsubaki promised it? If the count is back tsubaki did what he was tasked to do and even without an eve the count would probably be strong enough to simply not comply to their wishes/agreements.

I kinda doubt the count is overly interested in being mikuni's tool.

#servamp #servamp lily #mikuni alicein #like what do they want to do if he simply says no? #Even if they somehow manage to force him into a contract we've already seen three servamps kill their eves #world end killed his eve after he thought he broke one of his rules #lawless killed all his eves after ophelia until he met licht #doubt doubt was either forced to swallow or otherwise kill all his eves so far #and the count is clearly okay with killing humans to achieve his goals #I feel like this is a pretty huge flaw in their plan

[mamawasatesttube]

every now and then i make the mistake of peeking at the timkon tag even knowing it's a hellscape in there. and then, with no one to blame but myself, i just sit here stewing like

#rimi talks #my blocklist grows ever stronger every time i do this #the worst part is sometimes i DO find art in there i wouldnt have seen otherwise and that i really do like!!! #so i am motivated to check again now and then ............. unfortunately i just find psychic damage far more often than art i like 😔 #deep inhale. deep exhale. okay im chill now (<- processing irritation by editing memes)

[rapono-writes-stuff]

the current problem :/

#writing problems #Seasonal depression #meme #gonna try to find a way out of this mental embargo #So far I'm otherwise okay but this has been the most noticeable symptom so far

[softceleste]

The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce) #and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition) #otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl) #im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

[anewp0tat0]

why is my sympathetic nervous system activated whenever I hear or see Black Butler referenced in public. why am I sweating. I don't tell anyone I'm in the fandom but it's not like it's a deadly secret I'm ashamed of, so what is it. fear???

#basically I heard someone say 'Sebastian Ciel' in a joking but casual manor behind me and I dead stared ahead #until I realized I could hear my own pulse and now it was just embarrassing and I should move on #and I did. but uh I promise this is a very rare scenario for me no matter how popular the anime used to be so yea I was startled #mhmmmm #idk I guess my trust issues in this fandom run that far HHHYY #like hearing you like Black Butler makes me question you rather than automatically like you how bonkers is that #anyway just ranting otherwise twas a nice day. I hope everyone had an okay day <:] #the rubber squishies my friend gave me years ago now finally stick to the wall after melting in their plastic cages a lil and I'm so happy #thank god I forgot about them... for so long.... #right anyway #kuroshitsuji #black butler

[alvariearmy]

Book Smart or not, I would argue with a ghost that my cousin and I should not have to give up unknown years of our life to appease it. Especially knowing there is a chance that ghost is my ancestor. Little bummed that you absolutely need that trait in order to appease Charlie Shaw without you or Tabitha sacrificing years of life, likely decades given how aged you became after.

#scarlet hollow #this is... genuinely my only complaint so far #everything else has been really awesome and fun #and it all makes sense to me #but this just left me a bit upset #because i think anyone would argue to keep all their years? #and being mystic especially you get the full conversation #so you know details that are otherwise lost #i'd argue with my potential great-grandpa #i don't want to lose years of life #nor do i want my cousin to #hope that option becomes available to others later on #maybe if you meet certain other criteria? #choosing to be lawyer in chapter 1 #or following certain dialogue choices in the maze #idk i just don't like that it is so solidly locked behind a trait #and it's the one thing that makes me feel that way #everything else i get #even the choice between duke and gretchen #okay i'm done rambling in the tags now

[valiantarcher]

If August is the new November this year, does that mean November will be the new August or November will be November - Part II?

#The past couple of years November has been a horrible month for reading and generally getting things done #This year August has been even worse than November #...actually that's not quite right because apparently I only finished TWO books last November :O I hadn't remembered it was that bad! #Okay that doesn't make me necessarily feel any better about this month but it doesn't make me feel worse #(Sitting at four books so far this month and that's WITH two of those books being finished because I got stuck somewhere with almost #nothing to do besides read otherwise it would be so much worse) #This is just me complaining so feel free to carry on - hopefully September will be better (somehow)

[tasmanianstripes]

Maybe it's the result of my main fandom for the majority of my life being one where canon just genuinely doesn't exist, where there are so many different canons and literally any sort of interpretation of a single character is correct and can range from a moronic maniac with a chainsaw to a depressed old asshole boss, but

Literally who gives a fuck about canon?

Especially when the character is practically a blank slate or if it's an AU

Like, I'm sorry, but if you're butthurt about a mischaracterisation of a fictional character in an Alternative Universe then I don't think you understand what an AU is

#thylacines can talk #Maybe that's the reason I do not have the same violent reaction to mischaracterisation 99% of fandom spaces seems to have #I genuinely think that getting butthurt over somebody not writing a fictional character exactly how they appear in canon is the stupidest #most juvenile pet peeve you could ever have. Literally WHY do you care so much? It's words on a screen. Calm down. #I think it's only a problem when you believe that it's canon or try to shove your own interpretation of a character or AUs onto everybody #else. Otherwise...literally who cares? Somebody else treating characters like dolls is not hurting me. I'm not about to get legitimately #annoyed over fictional characters in a children's cat book. Unless it's like. Bigoted. But then I criticise the person's beliefs not a #goddammed characterisation of a fictional character. #In the fandom I was in most of my life a trigger-happy clown with a chainsaw canon and an old deppressed asshole boss were seen as the same #character and only had like. One design detail in common. And literally nobody batted an eye. You could write a dynamic between two #characters being incredibly hateful and toxic and somebody else could write them as old friends or an old married couple and both of these #interpretations would be equally canon. A single guy could have two wildly different personalities and backstories and he'd still be #treated like the same character as long as the two looked vaguely similar physically wise. Sure there were interpretations of characters #that were more popular than others but literally the only people who would treat one specific interpretation as canon and shove that #interpretation onto everybody else would be people who came from different kinds of fandoms and let me tell you. They were annoying as fuck #So coming from that kind of fandom into more generic mainstream fandoms feels like such a culture shock. Genuinely cannot comprehend why #people care so much. #'oh this character is so far from canon they might as well make an oc' okay...cool...and? #Maybe they don't want to make an oc?? I mean come on. It's fictional characters. You're an adult. It's not a fucking English class #People don't come to fandoms to study book literacy they come here to have fun. Literally WHO CARES if somebody's interpretation of a #character has only name and looks common with the canon version. WHO CARES. ITS WORDS ON THE SCREEN. Who are they hurting if they're just #making AUs in their own corner and not shoving it in anyone's face? #Idk I just see a characterisation I don't agree with and just go oh. Kinda weird but go off. And move on. #This got longer than I meant it to but whatever #I mean if you have that pet peeve but aren't an asshole about it. It's also whatever. That opinion also doesn't hurt anybody. It's only #people who act so butthurt about it and shit on other people having fun that I have a problem with. If you put it on your own blog and #criticise that sort of content in your own space instead of coming to somebody and going 'hey. I don't like what you're doing'. Then I #couldn't care less. Again. That's kinda weird but go off #It's kind of like. I like horror but I dont care if you dont like horror and talk about it in your own space. But I'm gonna care if you #go up to horror fans and go 'hey I think horror sucks' or 'I dont like horror so you shouldn't either'.

[aroaceleovaldez]

nico is actually confirmed catholic in ton

“And, through it all, he’d struggled with his upbringing as a conservative Catholic Italian male from the 1930s and finally learned to accept himself as a young gay man.” (chp 10)

I will take your word on this because I do not feel like checking my copy of ToN and also I have no reason to disbelieve you. Also, i'll be completely honest i do my best every day to try to forget literally everything that happened in Tower of Nero because of how awful all of it was.

ironically immediately after I got this ask, I got another anon talking more about how the troglodytes (introduced in ToN) are racist. And I think that's beautiful.

#ask #Anonymous #other anon I will get to you in a bit feel free to poke me if i forget #but know that i saw your ask and seeing it come in IMMEDIATELY after this ask was extremely funny to me #but yeah i'll be real by ToN i just kind of stopped accepting anything it said as canon. like. objectively its canon. but yknow. #and Rick gets so messy and inconsistent with Nico's backstory by HoO. #i dont like that we get exposition about Nico's life from a random third party he's barely interacted with before #especially since it's inconsistent information with what we've been told about Nico leading up to this point #cause we have no reason to believe Maria raised Nico conservatively #in fact we have every reason to believe otherwise because again he's specifically from Venice #and Venice during the war actually had a decent amount of anti-fascist stuff going on #not to mention just what we've seen of Maria she's like. cussing out Zeus basically. as far as we know she will not tolerate injustice #which tracks with her having had TWO kids with the god of the underworld #okay actually i did end up looking this up cause i hadn't remembered Rick ever explicitly using “gay” in the books to describe Nico but yea #anyways. ToN is out the window for me alongside the new book. mostly for the trogs but also things have just stopped making sense

[coop-of-coffee]

Ted Lasso 3x03 spoilers

unreal to me that some people are afraid that Trent will leak the fact that Colin is gay. this is the man that gave up his career because the article he was asked to publish went against his principles and was unfair to Ted. be serious.

#oh and this is obviously putting aside the fact that uh Trent is literally gay?? #sorry but to me that’s a fact even more so after this ep. no way his lines and stances weren’t 100% deliberate and that it’s all leading up #to the reveal of trent being gay. especially after the ending. of ALL the characters it was him who saw Colin. it’s beyond obvious and i’m #not being delusional this time I swear. look it’s all right there okay? #anywho. Trent being Colin’s gay mentor incoming!!! #look I know he’s been shit before no one is saying otherwise. he has his flaws that’s true but it’d make no sense for him to out colin afte #he apologized to roy and everything else we’ve seen so far of his character development?? #ted lasso spoilers #ted lasso tv #trent crimm

[sakura-fraust]

Hi I'm Sakura Fraust and nothing brings me more joy and lifts my spirit more than seeing the comments/reactions people leave on my photos

You're the reasons I post anything at all, thank you for the motivation uwu

#Well okay there are a few things that bring me more joy #but as far as 'strangers on the internet' go #this is practically at the top #y'all make me feel good about things #even when my brain tells me otherwise #so it really means a lot #uwu

[ijzermansdriesen]

Two years later and on the other side of major depressive disorder, I don't remember ever crying for maandag 11:03 like I did today.

#like don't get ne wrong I've cried a lot like A LOT watching Sobbe.. an insane unhealthy amount even #over the littlest of things but #not over maandag 11:03 as far as I can remember #Sander breaking down.. his broken cries in Robbe's arms and I couldn't hold my tears anymore #somehow I relate to Sander much more much much more than I went on the hiatus and it's funny because I already related to Sander more #than Robbe before as well #I just felt what he must feel on a very deep and personal level... to think he can never be loved or be treated normally again to always #feel like a victim of his illness a shadow that's lurking always and can anytime overshadow what little happiness or normalcy he tries to #reach and then have someone to tell you it's okay I'm here you're safe you're good we can and we will get through this together ... #to feel anchored and not like you'd fly off any time to have the stability of a loving caring person even through the worst of times when #you hate yourself #oooffff #a crying mess it made me #the way Sander trying to be strong otherwise but breaks down as soon as he realises Robbe really loves him he's really staying ... #not the cruelty it's the tenderness that makes you break down #just how horrible Britt must have been to him nobody deserves that shit #wtfock #don't know if I want to tag this but I'm keeping travk of my posts this way so anyway tag is bereft of people of sorts

[chryzure]

whew, people get heated over their fav booktok book.

#memorie.txt #once you’ve read more you’re more willing to admit that you love a kinda poorly written book #by god i love jackaby. the writing style is a solid 3/5 and the plot stuff is cheesy as hell. #you get a better frame of reference for ‘this book requires an award’ style of good #and a ‘god this is so my dumb little niche that scratches all those weird little itches nobody else has’ style of good #one of my fav series is the ghost and the goth!! is it good?? i don’t know if i’d go that far!! #is it fun and does it make me think of trysi / chryzure stuff??? yes :) #i’m beginning to wonder abt ppl rabid abt their fav books. anyway this one person was losing their shit over ppl liking apollo #and aurora and i’m an aurora shooter but i digress #they were foaming at the mouth and im like Well. its a little not that serious . #he is letters on a page. and also mostly irrelevant to the story as a whole so im kinda confused as to why ppl feel so strongly abt him #it’s funny because most of my complaints stem from an outside pov #where i critique the worldbuilding / plot work / character writing and its inconsistencies #whereas ppl assume im encouraging villainy irl. it is quite seriously more that the villainy is unmotivated #or otherwise poorly done. i love to hate a good villain if the proper legwork is put into it #because i like observing how others work their craft!!! #but my irritation with stephanie is that she doesn’t work her craft well. it’s shoddy craftsmanship full of retcons or #convenience required for plot that otherwise hold no reasoning in the story #and i can admit that i find the series unsatisfying because it’s marketed as a romance (the romance had little chemistry that could be #understood by anyone that’s not straight. straight romances are always laziest because it’s the ‘norm’ so that equates to chem) #and also it was marketed as having plot when rlly the ‘plot’ was trying to put these characters in weird chemistry-less situations together #so yeah i’ll complain abt the villains being jealous shallow archetypes when it could’ve had depth. #i’ll complain abt a lot. but in the end it’s a silly basic ya romance series that isn’t anything unique #most unique stories will not be found on booktok. i’m sorry #i can show you the beautiful world of horror novels though! #or weird lil 80s fantasy novels that are actually quite long that my dad likes showing me #truly no romance novel will be better than the darkangel trilogy though.. that is what stephanie wanted to write. #but that’s lightning in a bottle ithink. #okay anyway. good night. i worked a long day and i have appts in the morning

[thesketchystar]

Shots Fired To Keep Rent Low

I do not know how much clearer I can make it considering I have it in my bio three (3) times and constantly talk/post about it but- I am VERY MUCH SO Pro-Ship/Pro-Fiction/Fiction-Is-Not-Reality.

I do not care about Fictional Characters Relationships. They are not real, and besides that; Fiction is a Healthy place to explore Taboo things Safely. Yes, even that "gross/lack-of-moral/but not 'x'!" thing you're thinking of. ESPECIALLY those things, even.

If that makes you Uncomfortable, that's Completely Fine. Feel free to Block/Un-Follow/Whatever you'd like. Just kindly don't go slandering my character because you presume things I condone in Fiction are things I condone in Real Life.

#rambles #profiction #proship #fiction is not reality #okay thanks #lets not harass people over the internet about things that... arent real? #those pixels on a screen youre trying to 'protect' by condeming a real life person to hell? they do not care. they CANNOT care. #they are OBJECTS- not REAL PEOPLE #anyways i dont have to defend myself #and im not going to #i have my blog CLEARLY LABLED for YOUR benefit #not mine #it just opens me to harassment #so kindly... ACKNOWLEDTE THE LABEL #i dont know what else i can do??? #you walked to the tuna store; bought a can of tuna; and got mad it was... tuna? #it was clearly labeled. #anyways fiction is a perfectly normal and HEALTHY place (this is proven by SO MANY therapists/psychologists- look it up!) to explore #You Are Not Your Thoughts #You Are Your ACTIONS #Dont let anyone tell you otherwise #mwuah muwah ty for reading this far i hope youre having a wonderful day/night/evening

[electricfied-wolf]

What they don’t tell u abt the stex fandom is that there are SO many trains in here

#starlight express #stex #If I count all the trains I've met so far #in all their forms. fictive and otherwise #I currently know about #like #13 trains??? #maybe more I think Idk its hard to count them all up in my head #but still #SO MANY #and they're all great I have not met one train that I didn't like #okay it might be less than 13 actually but all I know is it's slightly more than 10

[deepspacetits]

Conspiracy theory time:

Okay so Doctor Mora was working with starfleet prior to accidental baby acquisition episode (s5e12: the Begotten). Odo says he was there to help them develop ways to recognise changeling infiltrators.

But what if!

What if….

He was there helping section 31 develop the virus that brought down the changelings at the end.

Okay from memory, they say Odo was given it when he was on Earth earlier, but what if Dr. Mora took the opportunity of a baby changeling to trial the virus. Section 31 could’ve kept it from Dr. Mora that they were going to use it on Odo.

#anyway this is me with red yarn and a conspiracy board #like I would never guve credit to Star Trek writers to think that far ahead #but ya know it’s fun to think of #and really it makes more sense to me because odo was made a solid #but yet this virus doesn’t infect them so how did he have it after becoming one again otherwise #UNLESS HE GOT IT FROM THE BABY CHANGELING WHO GOT IT FROM MORA #okay conspiracy theorising over #ds9 #odo