#anyways i dont have to defend myself

[thesketchystar]

Shots Fired To Keep Rent Low

I do not know how much clearer I can make it considering I have it in my bio three (3) times and constantly talk/post about it but- I am VERY MUCH SO Pro-Ship/Pro-Fiction/Fiction-Is-Not-Reality.

I do not care about Fictional Characters Relationships. They are not real, and besides that; Fiction is a Healthy place to explore Taboo things Safely. Yes, even that "gross/lack-of-moral/but not 'x'!" thing you're thinking of. ESPECIALLY those things, even.

If that makes you Uncomfortable, that's Completely Fine. Feel free to Block/Un-Follow/Whatever you'd like. Just kindly don't go slandering my character because you presume things I condone in Fiction are things I condone in Real Life.

#rambles #profiction #proship #fiction is not reality #okay thanks #lets not harass people over the internet about things that... arent real? #those pixels on a screen youre trying to 'protect' by condeming a real life person to hell? they do not care. they CANNOT care. #they are OBJECTS- not REAL PEOPLE #anyways i dont have to defend myself #and im not going to #i have my blog CLEARLY LABLED for YOUR benefit #not mine #it just opens me to harassment #so kindly... ACKNOWLEDTE THE LABEL #i dont know what else i can do??? #you walked to the tuna store; bought a can of tuna; and got mad it was... tuna? #it was clearly labeled. #anyways fiction is a perfectly normal and HEALTHY place (this is proven by SO MANY therapists/psychologists- look it up!) to explore #You Are Not Your Thoughts #You Are Your ACTIONS #Dont let anyone tell you otherwise #mwuah muwah ty for reading this far i hope youre having a wonderful day/night/evening

[lunarharp]

"Found out" set in kind of a made-up chapter where the girls are in trouble, or something.

#witch hat tag #orufrey #i hate having a strong cinematic image in your mind for months..working hours on it..& at the end looking you have to be like “Sure. :/" #i'm especially unsatisfied with the beginning and the end and how i can't get eyebrows to work as i want #but i dont care any more... this is probably the comic that has given me the most trouble ever i just dont care #i barely even care whatsoever if anyone even sees this..Ugh..but at least i can move on to the next era now #i'm just annoyed i cant get out good enough my image of qifrey flinching bc he thinks oru will hit him but then he is not hit #i feel like sensei will do something along these lines. i want to see what she will do. #there are also other variations i have in my mind. i just want to know #i just don't want it to happen with qifrey on his deathbed or something. but it possibly will. I DONT EVEN KNOW. #i have another very cinematic image in my mind for something sort of along those lines which i will do soon. it never ends... #btw after this is probably my fics. yeah.... i think it has to be my fics. jasmine sort of goes along these lines #i need that space for dialogue. look - i'm a writer. this is HARD for me. so i am really glad i had the space and freedom of words #to process all the feelings. but i tried to get something out in a quick visual space too. <- me defending myself to myself at cai court #anyway going along the lines of 'Jasmine' - they talk this out and argue and cry and oru pushes the hat at him and tells him #why not just erase every memory i have of you then. That would be easier for us all wouldn't it? #they kiss and sob and kiss and lie outside in the flowers for many hours in that one. and then there's 'Deep End' where it turns out #way way way way more time and words is needed for this actually and that's upsetting for everyone. #the destruction of the hat is certainly another path to take. Can you make this work without that hat going up in flames? #something you have always had and have been clinging to will have to be destroyed. You have to lose something now. This is the crux qifrey #I CANT GET IT OUT IN ONE COMIC!!! I CANT DRAW IT OUT!!!! I NEEDED THOSE FICS!!!! PRAISE WORDS!!!! whatever im going to have dinner now

[thewhizzyhead]

you know my dudes, with mean girls the musical being a show i willingly go to the trenches for in defending how much I find it genuinely fun even with the objective acknowledgment of its many many flaws, I am genuinely surprised that people,,,are actually fucking liking the movie adaptation of this show,,,and for me that's great cause now I don't have to go through all out war in defense of this silly flawed show and its talented cast members woo a break!

#like it's rotten tomatoes score...is actually rising??? like its at 79% the last time i checked #which is great! fuck yes i dont have to make myself look stupid in defending the cast members stuck in a shitshow #because now it doesnt look like they are in a shitshow! this is amazing fucking news! #nO REALLY I ACTUALLY REALLY LIKE THE CAST EVEN THE ONES IM NOT THAT FAMILIAR WITH LIKE BEBE WOODS AND AVANTIKA! #sO IM GLAD THAT THIS ISNT A SHIT SHOW! also many people are saying that renee and aulii are scene stealers #aND THOSE ARE MY TWO GIRLS RIGHT THERE WOOOOOO GET THOSE DAMN FLOWERS! #anyways where the fuck in the philippines is this damn movie showing #mean girls #mean girls the musical #mean girls musical movie

[sitzfleischh]

Final Ghosts thoughts cause I really need to sleep but am still thinking about it--

Choice to end with Alison and Mike taking the hotel deal at the Ghosts' suggestion, and having them return regularly like visiting family: GREAT ❤️

Execution of this plotline in the episode/series itself: not so great.

The immensely rewatchable 5 series as a whole: SO great, very happy to continue loving this show for a long long time.

#bbc ghosts #bbc ghosts spoilers #also to everyone else also in their feelings about this: #reminding myself it's ok to need to work on emotionally regulating when something i like a lot doesnt live up to my hopes for it! #when i was a younger fan I often felt (and still sometimes have to work against the impulse to do this) i needed to #defend the perfection of something i loved #or pretend that i wasn't didappointed by something when I was #it can be really hard to teach yourself to be ok with and learn to process negative feelings #because it's like the big happy loving feelings are so good!!! but sometimes that means negativity can feel similarly huge #so any criticism of something you like-- even if it's your own criticism-- feels like an attack you have to protect against #so that you dont tip hard in the opposite direction and suddenly find you cant enjoy the thing anymore #but learning to find the middle ground is a practice just like anything else #and you can keep loving something even if there are parts of it that didnt work for you #or were imperfect etc #anyway now i really have to go to sleep

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

the nancy boy thing is just so fucking insane because like. they broke from the spelling of this name to do it but also incorporated it into the spelling of his name with n for nancy (possibly showing how he associates it with himself). but the license plate could have been any letter and that letter could have been any word and they chose b for boy. they could have cut to the license plate from any letter in dennis and they chose n for nancy. and we already know the way dennis spells out his name/words in this scene is very important metaphorically they showed us with that alternate D.E.N.N.I.S. system he gives us so.....they did that on purpose and drew attention to it

#after days of reflection (i went outside) im still a dtamhd defender but specifically for the writing #i think whether it works or not is another question but im there are so many little details and intentions and it is so fascinating to me!! #it brings out the writer nerd in me its made me push myself in my own writing #imo this episode is very tightly written when it comes to all these little details #and i dont think they would do all That with nancy boy for just no reason? it doesnt make sense from a writers pov #esp when the scene establishes the importance of dennis spelling things out #on a literal level hes trying to reach/connect to the person on the other side of the line. to be understood. and i think on an even more #internal level he's doing it to simplify + process whats happening and what he's feeling within himself #anyway still trying to have a little tumblr break but im sooo autistic about this one bit in particular

[ultra-violetra]

so I wanted to say that since I'm really enjoying this event, I will likely continue to post about it, including analysis. I want to talk about the game mechanics and strategies but it's been so hard to do without people thinking you're talking about the discourse. I think as a community we all need to be a little less jumpy about this event, because I've seen posts of people being afraid to talk about the team their watching because they don't want to be dragged into discourse. I think a lot of genuinely lighthearted posts about a fun event are being misconstrued as something malicious

all of my posts are made with the spirit of friendly competition. a lot of other people are posting like this too! people should be able to do this without getting accused of hating ccs or being unfair

i've been posting a lot about red team, specifically because that's who i've been watching the most. i watch pretty much every english speaking qsmp member, it just so happens that right now i have a sub to foolish so i've been watching him so i don't have to deal with ads. because of this, i will probably continue to talk about red team the most. i'll talk about blue and green teams when i watch them! if i had the time to watch vods from every team and do a complete strategy analysis, i would. but I don't have that time. i genuinely don't care which team wins, but that doesn't mean I won't be rooting for certain teams on certain days. like on day 2, red team going from barely visible on the score bar to winning the day was an amazing underdog story! of course i'm going to root for them! and for day 3 I was rooting for green team because i want to see fitmc tryhard!

at the end of the day this is a fun event. it's fun for the ccs so it should be fun for the fandom. and if you're scrolling thru tags and getting upset/annoyed/angry at people posting about a friendly competition, you might need to reevaluate yourself

#really just posting this as a precaution bc I feel like people get mad at me for posting about strategies and it makes me sad #because i'm trying to have fun #and i would love to watch and support everyone but i cant there isnt enough time and i dont speak french #anyway let people support red team without getting jumped #they're just talking about their streamer like chill #like genuinely the way people are talking on here makes me feel bad for supporting red team #until i remember that i did nothing wrong they're just being mean #i get youre defensive but like YOU are the one creating discourse my guy #we're just over here talking #thought about switching it up for today and watching blue team but then i rememberd #i dont have to appease you i can do what i want #if i want to watch red team and talk about red team then i can do so #if you have a problem with that it's your own fault #sorry these tags are really sassy but like fr people need to chill #talking about the discourse all the time only makes it worse #and i want to keep talking strategy without having to defend myself constantly #because i hate when people intentionally misinterpet my words #ok rant over #qsmp

[trainingdummyrabbit]

the amount of damage cringe culture does is both staggering and a lot larger than it seems it would be

#like yea id super benefit from doing Thing but People Make Fun Of Folks Like That and i wouldnt be able to defend myself if it came to it #like its not even really a Hashtag Cool Bring This Back Blank-Core thing its just.. kinda... its just kinda. i think. #piktalk #and by that i mean 'i dont really know/remember if i align with that community still because of Reasons and Difficulties-- #--but a lot of the things i did while there were actually really helpful and soothing to something that didnt have an outlet yet.' #anyway i should paint my nails again sometime. i do miss that. #(<- being vague on purpose (<- still not brave [<- but getting there]))

[mashbrainrot]

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#i have been sort of trying to get over posting lowkey mash opinions because fundamentally #i want to upload fully formed pieces #and i dont have the time. or i do jave the time but not the inclination to use my time that way. so half arsed is what you get. #anyway. sorry to put more of myself on here i guess lmao #ive already defended one thesis ive checked out soz #helen speaks

[actual-changeling]

my therapist be like "you communicate just fine" ok then why does no one ever understand what i mean

#alex yells at the void #like no thats not what i just said why are you putting words in my mouth #you are fundamentally misunderstanding my fucking problem #and i dont know how to explain it because i thought i said it in the most direct and honest way possible #but apparently not #its the fucking autism again isnt it #see and thats why my life would be ten times easier if i just never talked to anyone ever #at least i understand myself even tho no one else does #literally why do i even bother at this point i also just dont try to explain it #let them believe whatever they want having to defend MY OWN WORDS is exhausting and all it ends up beinng is a fucking mess #and i get accused of being a liar or mean or stupid or whatever word you wanna pick #when none of those are true you are just not fucking listening #anyway bed time

[catgirlkirigiri]

9 deaths on Rivulet so far and 5 are to this exact patch of rot

#im losing my mind. im getting emerald tweaks over this patch of rot #was like noo i dont want to get a rot immunity mod but this fucker. i cant do this man #gonna try to not hit rot anyway ofc but dear lord this will be impossible for me if i dont mod it easier. im bad at games so what #love talking in the tags like i have to defend myself for. making the game a bit easier so its fun for me. lmao #zoracontent

[h0]

it took me i think like a solid 3 years to reconcile with the fact that i straight up did NOT like homestucks ending

#i was. lets just say #in deep denial! #like i was forcing myself and saying ''yeah no i liked it :) it was weird and not what i expected but i liked it shrugs yeah!!'' #girl..... listen to yourself #if you liked it you wouldnt have visibly frowned when act 7 ended #like.... come on now #i guess i lied to myself to COPE with the fact that it was kind of a big-ish part of my life but it just. faded into obscurity? #is this what game of thrones fans felt three years later? #man... i dunno #i plan on rereading hs next month when this huge assignment i have to give in is due #but man.... homestuck was ACTUALLY so cool. i dont know why it ended like that #but then again i know theres ppl who DID in fact like the ending and defend it #im just not convinced and it took me a long ass time to realize #anyway go download the unofficial homestuck offline reader!! #lms #hs

[doctapuella]

thoughts & prayers, i'm about to rewatch 300 for class

#i dont technically have to #but im really really into this warfare class and i wanna make the discussion good #and we're using this battle as a model for a project they're gonna do w battle dpeictions in media #so like. i just wnat it to be fresh. #i know its shit but i wanna be very specific about what aspects are shit and which aspects are fine (compared to the source material) #i dont have to defend myself i know im just getting my head in the right space #and i want to mkae sure its all organized in my brain #anyway im just suffering because this is a torment purely of my own making #its fine

[berryblu-soda]

Punching siblings reeeeal good then turning back time so nothing actually happened should be an option

#HES INFURIATING AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #furiously typing in here so i dont actually go and hit him #aghhhhh bro #hes being pissy abt finding his charger in my room #called me a liar bc i said i returned it (i did!!!!!) #then my mom told him to wash the dishes but he REFUSES TO #under the excuse that his job is to put them away since hes the only one who knows where everything goes #HES BEEN DODGING DISHWASHING DUTY FOR YEARS!!!!!! #and THEN #he goes off abt someone not putting away the knives where they actually go; pointing at me #i know for a fact that i do that part right!!!! so i tried to defend myself #and he FREAKING CITED FINDING HIS CHARGER IN MY ROOM #AS EVIDENCE OF ME BEING A LIAR!!!! #*sigh* im too tired for this #mom and i got memory issues so if we misplace say; shoes or a charger we just take the closest one and move on with our day #its fine; except my brother and my dad happen to have no memory or attention issues and think we're faking it and just doing whatever #anyways berry in angy mode #but eh; this too shall pass and all that *shrug* #shut up sheo

[officialkendallroy]

this guy has to be registered on some list...

#gilligould scaring the hoes #anyway im gonna use this post to talk about bcs bc im procrastinating my uni stuff rn #but i checked imdb and bill is gonna be there and my brother said it's gonna end with saul getting arrested and bill defending him lmao #i feel like that would be like. idk too easy. #also anna gunn is listed too and im literally jumping up and down like a small dog i am so excited #i love skyler so much im so !!!!! AHHHH <333 #i hope they didn't give bryan cranston that megamind head again like 😭 that shit was crazy in el camino #thats it !! i dont have anyone to talk bcs so im talking to myself on a pic of bob odenkirk looking like a registered sex offender ❤️