#but like there’s gotta be a time or two where he’s like.... idk triggered

[cursingtoji]

ᥫ᭡ 𝐬𝐨... 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐥𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐰?

— where satoru comforts you after breaking up with toji

gojo being lowkey yandere, fem reader, toji is the ex, mentions of baby trapping, reader is older, gojo calls her senpai (almost as a mock), classroom smut, fingering, gojo has to wear a condom and he hates it, he’s also a bit pathetic and in love, reader is a bit of bitch. 4k (this was supposed to be drabble idk what happened)

“i know what you’re thinking” gojo’s voice breaks the silence in the classroom where you were supposed to be grading papers but instead has been looking through the window for god knows how long now.

the sudden appearing happens after gojo catches your lost gaze on the field some of his students were training at. he saw your profile looking down at your desk, then after a few minutes you looked through the window until your eyes set on gojo’s protégée and the son of the man that broke your heart.

“but if you keep doing that megumi will get creeped out by you” gojo simply manifested in your classroom as soon as he realized you would stay in trance not even noticing your fellow teacher staring back at you from below.

“whatever, he never liked me anyways” you brush off, then remember what he said before, “and what the hell makes you think you know what i’m thinking?”

“ah, you forgot? i have an eye or six for this sorta thing” he points to his blindfold.

“you saying you can read minds now, you freak?” your relationship with satoru always had that dynamic. toji usually got very annoyed whenever he was in the same room as the two of you, he tried to pull you away or make an excuse for you two to go back to his place. deep down you knew he felt some type of way whenever you and satoru banter like that.

“please you’re so transparent i wonder how megumi haven’t seen it yet, i'm concerned that he might need glasses…”

“just say what you wanna say, satoru.”

gojo, on the other hand, didn’t need an instinct to see how jealous and possessive toji could be when he was around. all that gojo needed to say was one word to trigger the old man.

“every time you see megumi you think about him, don’t you?” he takes a step in your direction while you sink in your chair looking away, “senpai.”

gojo never showed respect for anyone, he was scolded several times by yaga because of it, utahime tried to hit him whenever she could, demanding formal treatment since she was his upperclassmen. but you, for whatever reason he decided, was the only one he used that honorific with.

“he’s his kid, of course i’ll—“

“ever since i heard about your breakup you’ve been acting like everything is fine, except for when you see megumi, then you frown,” gojo extends his index and taps the space between your eyebrows “and your cursed energy increases” he then sits on your desk looking down at you, “don’t tell me megumi had anything to do with why toji—“

“of course not” you stop him, although megumi was never fond of you, you know he’s a good kid and wouldn’t try to get in the way of your relationship with his father. as far as you know, he’s not particularly close to his old man either. actually, anything related to toji — bets, races, you — is automatically disregarded by him.

“then you gotta stop looking at him like he did something, or before you realize your energy towards him will become hostile and i can’t let that happen” gojo’s tone became more severe, it’s one of those rare times where he drops the playful persona in order to get serious. truthfully, megumi did nothing, but you can't unsee toji when you look at him, especially after seeing what your ex-boyfriend used to look like in the old days when he showed you some photos. it never occurred to you before, since you barely saw megumi anyways, you're not his sensei and in your free time you were with toji so there wasn't much time to get to know megumi since they don’t live together since the boy was five. you suppose gojo is right, pushing your hurt feelings away only makes them come out stronger when you see anything that reminds you of toji.

“that’s not gonna happen, i have my energy under control” you cross your arms, feeling exposed under gojo’s gaze even through the mask.

he stays quiet for a second, then his annoying tone is back.

“what did you even see in him anyways? he’s definitely not a good guy.”

“that’s rude, toji is—“

“did you think you could change him or something?”

“i— no, why—“

“from what megumi said he was cheap as fuck so it was definitely not the money” he rubs his chin.

“gojo, i swear—“

“was it the sex?”

you widen your eyes and close your mouth, not having a simple answer for that.

“jackpot” satoru whispers.

“fuck off, satoru” you raise from your seat but he raises too, blocking your way and trapping you against the black board and his body.

“you stayed with that guy for years just for the sex?” he has a mocking tone that makes your blood boil.

“no! and that’s none of your goddamn business.”

“and you’ve broken up, what? two months ago? you’ve been all this time without sex?” you raise your hand ready to slap his face or punch his nose but he sees your movements faster and catches your wrist, “don’t be like that senpai, your energy is getting hostile again” he takes all the time in the world lowering his blindfold and letting his hair fall down while staring at you with those freaking blue eyes, “although, on second thought i think that might be mmm… sexual frustration? it’s a color i never seen in you before” he grabs your wrist firmly.

“you don’t know what you’re saying.”

“oh but i do, senpai. i’m just wondering how you haven’t downloaded a dating app or tried to rub one off yet” gojo knows exactly which buttons to press to make you wanna stab him, or worst, make you wanna fuck him.

gojo gets closer to your face, so close you can smell his aftershave, and just the realization that it’s a different scent from the one you were so used to makes your heart ache and your clit throb.

“or did you?” he’s fast, gojo catches your phone on top of the table putting it right in front of your face to unlock then moving away from you to check it, “definitely no dating apps” you yell his name and try to snatch your phone back but he puts infinity on and you can’t reach him, “browser history?”

“satoru, you have no right, gimme that” your face is hot with shame.

“nothing either, well i suppose your camera roll…”

“no!”

“aha” he deactivates the invisible shield and right when you think you can retrieve your phone he turns you around, holding your arms behind your back and pressing your back against his chest, “is that what you use to get off?” he puts the phone in front of you, it’s opened in the gallery, more specifically in a part filled with lewd videos and photos.

“not bad, you could make some cash outta this” gojo puts his chin on your shoulder, playing a video which clearly was filmed by toji, his dick is getting in and out of you from behind, he gets a close look with the phone, his glistening dick shining under the flashlight while your pussy stretches to accommodate him. you press your legs together remembering the feeling, you’re not even struggling to get out of gojo’s hold by the time the video ends.

“you don’t need to get off by yourself, you know?” he smells your hair and kisses your ear, “it’s not like we haven’t done it before.”

“that was forever ago” you reply, at the time you thought satoru was going to use that against you, just wait for an opportunity to drop that bomb on toji’s lap and proudly say he fucked his girlfriend before, but whatever image you had of him back then was proved wrong since no one knows about your little escape with gojo till this very day.

“and wasn’t it good? huh?” he presses, sucking the spot on your neck that has you throwing your head back.

“yeah, it was” you confess, too sensible from the light touches to rethink your answers.

“see? i can make you feel good so you don’t become a little monster” he trails his hand on your thigh, pushing your skirt up until he finds your underwear, playing with the hem to tease you then pressing a finger on your clit.

“so charitable of you” you mumble sarcastically.

“i would gladly do this favor to you” he replies in the same tone, “even though you still own me.”

“for what?!” you close your legs around his hand turning your head around to look him in the face, not even considering a world where satoru did you any favors.

“for raising your boyfriend’s son? you really think you would’ve had a sex life with an eight year old summoning pets around the house?” he raises an eyebrow.

“don’t pretend like you did that out of the goodness in your heart, if megumi didn’t have the ten shadows you wouldn’t have bat an eye if toji sold him to the zenin’s or whomever.”

“you sound just like him” gojo’s eyes get darker, now he has your clit slowly rolling between his thumb and index over your underwear.

“besides— hng i came in the picture years after you took megumi… so don’t blame me” you wiggle your ass on his crotch.

“a ‘thank you my favourite kohai’ wouldn’t hurt” you sincerely laugh at that, never thinking of satoru as your underclassmen since that fucking minx is everyone’s exception on their cursed technique due to how powerful he is, so him being below you somehow was never a posibility, at least not strength wide.

satoru pushes your underwear to the side, rubbing the wetness all over your pussy and teasing your entrance.

“five years” you murmur as he inserts a finger then pulls it back to join his middle one too and go back in.

“hm?” satoru gets quieter, after talking so much and having so many things to say you’re surprised he stayed silent for a whole minute.

“last time you fucked me, it was five years ago” you get comfortable on his hold, his leg is between yours, serving as support for you to lean on while he scissors you.

“that long huh…” he sounds… sad? no, maybe nostalgic.

“crazy, right? so much has—“ you sigh when he curls his fingers, “changed.”

satoru take a long sniff of your hair, keeping a pleasing rhythm with his hand, it feels like giving someone a massage. he could go crazy and have you stripped out of your uniform a while ago, fucked you on your desk and left after marking your body and giving your ass a mean slap.

he could still do that, but whatever feeling bloomed in his chest has him enjoying this moment with you in his hold, stroking your insides and smelling your shampoo while discreetly rocking his hips on your behind for some relief.

he almost feels sleepy, the relaxed state has his mind going other places. he thinks of a world where he can tease you under your uniform every other day, you would tell him the school is no such a place for that then the day ends and you go home with him, holding hands, and finally when you arrive home he gets to finish what he started. then, he cooks whatever quick meal he can find the ingredients for since he knows you don't like to cook, afterwards you fall asleep on his lap on the couch as he strokes your hair, your belly is full, your heart is warm, you feel loved and he feels—

“toru~” he comes out of the trance he fell at when you call for him, he thinks for a second you were calling his name cause you felt he was off, but in reality you were calling him cause you are getting close, “right there” your breathy moans makes gojo smile and kiss your temple.

“where? here?” he pretends to not know, when the truth is he never actually forgot after your first time together, “right here, senpai?”

“y-yeah” you throw your head back, shutting your eyes to give in to the orgasm. gojo looks down at your pretty face, he feels the urge to kiss you right now, but he wants you to ask for it first. your walls clench around his fingers, he strokes that spot sweetly, like he's caressing a pet.

which is an ironic comparison since he’s the one that would gladly accept being your pet.

when you open your eyes gojo is staring at you silently through half lid eyes, it is truly a shame that he keeps those hidden for so long.

“desk, now” you demand needly.

“yes ma'am” gojo picks you up easily, moving the papers on top of the table to the floor.

you immediately go for his belt, choosing not to comment on the wet spot on his pants.

you feel a pressure on your chin as he guides your head up to look at him.

“ask me” he pleads.

“for what?”

“for a kiss” you smile, looking at his lips and how inviting they look. you ponder if you should tease him for it, since he's been teasing you with words a lot today, but then you chose to comply, despite going through your phone without our permission and claiming your frustration comes from lack of dick, he's actually being good to you.

“gimme a kiss” you raise your chin higher, he gazes at your lips and eyes, looking for something other than lust, yet he gives in, sealing your lips with his trying to keep his mind away from thinking of the man that had your lips previous to him. and how dumb that motherfucker is to let you go.

gojo's lips are soft, he starts gently which feels foreign to you, but it doesn't take long before his hand presses your lower back, pulling you closer until his cock hits your clothed cunt. the warmth he feels is enough to relish the passion in him, he kisses you harder, tongue intruding your mouth like he's trying to devour you.

the wet kiss also awakens your urge for him, you pull his cock from his underwear in the tiny space between his and your crotch, the second it's out it's already against your folds, the leaking tip hot against your skin.

“nuh-uh you better have a rubber” you push your knee onto gojo’s pelvis when he starts to rub himself on you to spread your wetness on his shaft.

“did you make toji wear one too?” he raises a questionable eyebrow at you, willing to bet all his heritage on the answer.

“he had to earn that privilege” you reach for gojo’s wallet, not failing to notice the black cards and considerable amount of cash, “i don’t know what you do after 6 so…” you take the packs, ripping it open yourself and rolling on him. with a face and body like his you doubt gojo spends most nights by himself.

“unbelievable…”

“satoru” you warn stroking him slowly, “can i get another kiss?” you bat your lashes. gojo comes closer, his nose even touches yours, then you feel his hands on your waist, turning you around till your elbows and chest are against the table and your skirt is being flipped over, underwear pushed down.

“you have to earn it, senpai” he spits the words against your ear as he pushes his dick into you. until a few moments ago, satoru was composed, happy to accept whatever crumbles you chose to give him. you managed to trigger him by saying toji still had something he couldn't have.

he's still gonna go through this — that's how whipped he is for you — though now he’ll be less gentle.

his cockhead hits your spot, nothing accidental of course, satoru knows your spots like the back of his hand. you whine and arch your back, satoru pouts realizing he won't get to suck some hickeys on the skin of your back and shoulder, not now at least, but the night is young.

“c'mon satoru, don't be like that” you look over your shoulder, licking your lips at the sight of him sweaty, flushed and frowny.

the sound of his name in your voice makes him want to cum on the spot, he dips his head on your neck sighing, not stopping thrusting your behind. he wanted to feel you so badly, why the fuck did you make him wear a condom? he's clean, of course he is, he's gojo satoru for heaven's sake! even viruses are afraid of him.

or was it something else you feared?

“hey… you on the pill?” he lifts his head slightly, his voice still muffled by the material of your dress.

“you’re not fucking me raw, satoru.”

“just wondering… you said you didnt wear a condom with him, so what kept you from getting knocked up?” he wiggles his hand between you and the surface of your table till hes palming your belly.

“you keep bringing toji up a lot, obsessed much?” you tease him, avoiding the answer, gojo pinches your clit.

“please, he wishes. now tell me. iud? implant? injections?” you push him away turning around then pulling him back.

“okay, you clearly had sex ed classes, now shut up and fuck me right” gojo takes your leg and places on his shoulder, you bite your fist to contain your moan, the new position makes easier for him to nudge your clit with his pelvis.

“i could be fucking you better, you know how?” he bites the skin of your leg, not harshly but enough to make you yelp, he smiles, giving a particular hard thrust that makes your eyes roll.

“condom stay on, satoru, i can’t risk getting preg—“ you slap your mouth. satoru stops.

“you’re not… on anything?”

“listen you can’t tell anyone about this, okay?” you cover your face, “i had a pregnancy scare a few years ago so… gosh why am i even telling you this…”

“go on” gojo massages your thigh.

“toji got a vasectomy. birth control wasn’t working for me anymore and it was only a matter of time before— well it doesn't matter. you can see why you have to use it right?” you place your elbows on the table, sitting up enough to see the look on his face, it’s not what your expected to see.

satoru looks like a child that just found out where his parents keep all the sweets. he’s grinning, dick throbbing.

“yeah, i see now” he bends, holding your neck and kissing you, he makes the kiss feel like a ‘thank you for trusting me’ but if this was a cartoon his shadow would have horns and a pointy tail.

all he can think now is exactly how to make you his, he can sweet talk you into allowing him to hit it raw, promising to pull it out, then… whoopsie.

the new discovery gives him a different kind of stamina.

“don’t worry, your secret is safe with me” he kisses your cheek after leaving you breathless.

he plunges in and out, a rhythm that has you seeing stars. gojo craves you so much, he’s quite bothered by all the clothes and the need to keep it down, otherwise he would have torn your dress apart and have you screaming by now.

“fuck— keep doing that” you run your nails on his undercut, gojo mewls and take your other leg, pushing it further to go deeper. he sees the white ring around his cock, getting high on the sigh of it combined with your pussy illuminated by the natural light coming from the window behind him.

he wonders if toji ever fucked you in a classroom like this, then he shakes his head, not allowing the image to form in his mind, instead he focus on you, and how your pretty face contorts as your orgasm approaches once again.

“so fucking pretty” he whispers quietly.

you attempt to lower your legs. feeling it’s gonna be too much.

“nuh-uh keep them here” he pushes back, “so tight” he closes his eyes.

you’re a moaning mess at this point, almost forgetting where you are.

“that’s right, let it go baby” your legs shake as your orgasm hits you, satoru can see the shape of your cursed energy peaking then getting softer.

he fucks you a little more, trying not to think about the condom trapping his dream of knocking you up.

god, you would look so fucking gorgeous carrying his baby, all round up for him to showcase around. he would do anything for you, you wouldn’t have to lift a finger.

if only…

“fuck“ he fucks his load — into the condom unfortunately.

after the initial high goes away he starts to hear his students asking where he went and why he’s taking so long, “wait here, i’ll take you home.”

“you don’t have to” you smile, poking his cheek.

“oh i do, i’m not done with you” he takes your hand from his nape and gives it a kiss before pulling out and throwing that despicable rubber into the bin, making a mental note to empty that bin outside where the evidence of what happened between two teachers is not so easily discoverable.

you sit up adjusting your dress and looking around, “did you see my…”

“nope” gojo leaves the classroom pushing the material of your panties further into his pocket.

gojo had the weekend of his dreams, he convinced you to stay in his place that night and the next one too, he rubbed your sore legs after you came so much you were spasming then made you breakfast, it almost made him believe of a happy ending for the two of you.

a dream that was shattered when, a few days later you returned from a mission and stood by the entrance of the school kissing… toji.

gojo watches the scene from above, a frown on his face.

“yeah i was surprised too” he almost forgot that megumi was with him, “thought she finally created some sense” he confesses.

gojo doesn’t say anything, he watches silently as you tiptoe to kiss toji, the fucker doesn’t even hold you right, he keeps his hand in his pockets and lets you with all the effort.

“meet you in the classroom in five” gojo disappears from megumi’s sight.

on your way to report your mission to yaga you see satoru leaning against a tree. you say his name in a surprised manner, not having prepared what to tell him beforehand.

“listen, i— hm… i thought you should know that toji and i are back, so—”

“did you tell him?” his arms are crossed.

“about… us? of course not.”

“why? don’t you think he should know?” you hear the challenge in his tone.

“no, and you’re not gonna say a word to him either” you step closer to him, trying to look intimidating which can be difficult due to the height difference, “may i remind you that between the three of us there’s a teen boy who would not appreciate the drama.”

“look at you, using fushiguro as an scapegoat” he smiles at the look of anger forming on your features, “it’s fine, i’m just a bit surprised at how quick you were to go back to him, that’s all.”

“let’s be real, satoru. it’s not like you were going to take me on a date or anything” gojo pulls you by your wrist, your body hits his, the sudden proximity has your eyes widening, anyone could see you and take the wrong conclusion. i mean, it wouldn’t be wrong but you didn’t want any conclusions to be taken for that matter.

“this is not going to be the last time and i don’t give a damn if you’re dating him or married or widowed.”

“satoru!” you shout his name in a whisper, immediately rejecting the idea of becoming a widow.

“you can tell toji or not, i don’t mind fighting him” he pushes himself out of the tree and past you. megumi is grown now, of course he still needs a lot of coaching regarding his skills, but emotionally speaking, he’s been a grown up since he was six.

before going to his classroom as promised, he teleports himself to yours, picking up the bouquet he left at your desk then teleporting to the fountain across the campus where he rips the paper that holds the flowers together and lets it all fall into the water.

satoru watches it for a moment, hurt but still decided to go through with his plan.

he wonders what would you tell toji if you got pregnant, maybe you could convince him the child is his, a miracle. then when the kid comes out with white hair and blue eyes you’ll have no choice other than be with him, the father of your child, the man who truly loves you. gojo satoru.

#there’s no part 2 leave me alone #divider by @cafekitsune #gojo x reader #gojo smut #gojo x you #jjk x reader #jjk smut #jujutsu kaisen x reader #gojo satoru #gojou satoru x reader #jjk x you #jujutsu kaisen x you #toji x reader

[strongheartneteyam]

Realize where you belong.

Chapter 9

Pairing: neteyam sully x female!dreamwalker!reader/female!human!reader

CW: wholesome fluff, a good amount of angst, lo'ak being nosy lol jk he's genuinely trying to look after neteyam, descriptions of masturbation, TRIGGER WARNING for mentions of depressive symptoms, reader meeting neteyam in her avatar body, neteyam and reader vent to each other about their struggles, sensitive themes, hurt/comfort, cuddling, sexual tension, kissing, sexual content, mentions of sexual fluids, neteyam slightly begging to mate with reader, foreplay (i don't know if it counts but it definitely is teasing in a sexual way). Tell me if I missed something ♡

Hello, my cute little readers! I got a little better in terms of my fibro flare up and have been feeling a little better emotionally/mentally these days, so, I was able to write again. There's a slight chance that some paragraphs are a bit confusing. I didn't fully proofread it. I'm sorry, my babies, I'm really tired right now, really achy, still. And I'm extremely hungry and there's some delicious homemade orange cake in front of me waiting to be eaten 😍 I've already eaten two pieces of it and drank a full cup of coffee with milk but I NEED to eat more bc I'm still starving and I love cake and coffee 🤤 idk about other countries but it's a tradition that we have here in Brazil to eat cake and drink coffee, together 🤍 anyways I gotta shut up now lol Hope you enjoy this chapter! I'd love to read your lovely comments down below 👉🏻👈🏻 I love y'all SO MUUUCH 😘 

Slightly proofread.

Chapter 8

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No way out of your quicksand

But I can breathe underneath

Take your love, cover me

Pull me down, pull me down

You are wonderful

You've taken all of my heart

It was so worth the fall

Don't let go

Quicksand (Bridgit Mendler)

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Today you felt anxious but excited. It was your first day off in a week. You were gonna Dreamwalk in your Avatar today. But you were not gonna be on a solo mission this time. Neteyam would be by your side. You two had planned to meet each other next to the river you always loved to play in. You had always loved running water.

Having Neteyam around felt like a breath of fresh air to you since you never truly felt at home amidst other human beings and, after so many years, it started to feel like a joke to you to insist on trying to fit into a society that seemed to not even want you there, in the first place. Most people behaved towards you like you were weird in some way. Neteyam never made you feel that way. You did not know if it was in view of the fact that he was na'vi or if it was just because he was in love with you.

You had always preferred to live among plants, insects, songs, books, animals… on your own little world, since you were a little girl. Everybody used to call you a daydreamer, saying you had your head on the clouds. When you were a child, you did not let that get under your skin. That's the beauty of childhood wonder, it has a lot of wisdom in it that we seem to forget, once we start growing up. Your little self never cared about those "demonstrations of care and concern" (that were nothing but condescending criticism and you never understood why people tried to conceal that fact if it was so obvious) because you knew you were not crazy or completely oblivious to reality like they used to say. Your fun and whimsical inner world was what felt like home to you, not the everyday mundane routine, the protocols that seemed ridiculously stupid to you, the shallow conversations and gossip… the over-all human society. It fucking sucked, if you were going to be totally honest. 

It's not that you hated your own kind. No. It's just that you hated the way they built their empires, throughout history, the tainted legacy the ancestors left for the ones to come in the future - like a dying Planet, for example -, because of their own stupidity and recklessness.

You knew you were not harming anyone - yourself included - despite always engaging in daydreaming, all alone, with your earbuds on or just staring at a beautiful landscape and your grip on reality was still in check. Your grip on reality was actually so tight, your fingers would get hurt and start to bleed sometimes, because reality is a double bladed sword. It keeps you safe and stable, it is needed for you to not go bonkers, but it also cuts you deep with its sharp edges.

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Neteyam prepared to go out today to meet you during the day for the first time after the both of you became mates. It was just like Eywa had blessed him as he was able to finish all his duties to the clan and his training a little earlier than the usual today. Or maybe the Great Mother had nothing to do with it and it was all Neteyam making the greatest effort ever just to be able to spend some time with you in the daylight and finally see you in your na'vi body again. He missed seeing you like that. He missed the way your tail would wag softly showing you were feeling happy, he missed looking at your stripes and thinking they were the most beautiful stripes he had ever seen and most of all, he missed admiring the way you loved his planet, the way you respected and appreciated Eywa instead of hurting her.

When Neteyam was taking his bow and arrows and putting them on his back, ready to go into the woods to meet you, Lo'ak approached him, suspicious.

"Where are you going, bro?"

"To the forest. Maybe I can hunt for some food and if I'm lucky I'll bring us some good meat for dinner." Neteyam smiled and gave his younger brother a head pat, rapidly walking out of the Sully's hut door

Lo'ak wanted to yell something to his older brother, something like "I know there's something you're not telling me" but he did not. If Neteyam was hiding something, it would probably not be something that would harm him - Neteyam. Everybody knew how responsible - to the point of being annoying, sometimes - Neteyam was. Lo'ak used to get Neteyam into trouble all the time back when they were just teenagers and he was trying not to do that as much as he used to, even though he was not exactly doing a great job - he was doing a terrible job, actually - but he was still trying. He would still keep an eye on his older brother - "It seems like the tables have turned, huh?" Lo'ak thought - but he would leave him alone to do whatever he was going to do in the forest. He knew Neteyam did not have much free time for himself and he sometimes felt sorry for him, seeing him so tired and even stressed out really often because of his Olo'eyktan to be training and his responsibilities as the older brother. Lo'ak used to hold some grudges on his older brother when he was younger but now he understood that Neteyam actually struggled a lot too.

Neteyam pretended to not notice anything when he was leaving home but he did not fail to see the mistrust on Lo'ak's face. That was something he would have to deal with sooner than he wanted to, he acknowledged. He also thought about how his mother would react when she eventually finds out that her son, the future Olo'eyktan of their tribe, was in a relationship with a human girl. Neteyam did not want to disappoint his mother. He knew how proud she was of him and it hurt to think that she could start to think badly of him. He tried his hardest to whoosh those thoughts away.

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The Pandoran sun shone bright up in the sky, its rays reflecting on your bioluminescent freckles, making them a little more evident on your skin. The soothing sound of the leaves dancing with the pleasant wind and the water running in the nearby river filled the atmosphere around you. You walked slowly towards Neteyam, adrenaline dancing around in your belly in a bittersweet motion.

When Neteyam looked at you, it was like lightning had struck him. Not a destructive kind of lightning but a good one, sweet in its intensity, falling strongly all over him. Neteyam was seeing you in your Avatar for the first time after you had become his mate.

Your mouth was somewhat open, revealing your upper teeth and your na'vi (Avatar?) fangs. Your gaze revealed how much you had anticipated that moment, how much you stayed up when you should be sleeping, thinking about finally being able to see the look in Neteyam's face when he saw you in your Avatar. You knew he had watched you while you were Dreamwalking too many times before but you never got to see the admiration in his eyes when he did so as he had been stalking you, not letting you know he was around. You had wished to see his beautiful golden eyes captivated by you for so long. You wanted to feel pretty and desired like that. And now you were finally experiencing it as Neteyam looked almost dumb with enchantment while he stared at you. But cute dumb, you know? So damn cute…

You stared back at him as you took the last steps towards the place where he stood, as if he was frozen.

Neteyam felt like he was not able to move as he took in how beautiful you looked. He had never seen your na'vi body so close to his own body and it felt overwhelmingly good to do so. His sweet yawne finally belonged to him and he could now touch you and hold you in the physical form he found you most beautiful in. It's not like he did not think you were madly beautiful and hot in your human body, he always wanted to pin you down and make love to you while he was close to your human form, but nothing compared to seeing you in your na'vi form, the form where you smiled the most, where you seemed so much more alive and full of lust for experiencing the world around you. That made you even prettier. Happiness looked pretty on you.

Neteyam was na'vi and his people did not have as many severe mental struggles like humans did but there were rare cases where some na'vi who went through terrible trauma in their lives did become uninterested in fighting their dark thoughts and they did become extremely depressed, though they could be cured from that illness through rituals that healed the spirit, performed by their clan's Tsahìk.

Neteyam was not blind or oblivious to things that were obvious to the naked eye. He knew that nobody would break down and cry as often as you did, only minutes after waking up in the morning, while getting ready for work etc if this person was not in an enormous amount of pain, the kind of pain that made them wish to disappear and never be found again. Thinking about his mate feeling that kind of sorrow made him feel like his heart was being torn into pieces, blood spilling from it like water spills from a fountain.

The reason why Neteyam was so determined to convince you to transfer your consciousness to your na'vi body forever was not some selfish wish, it was not just because he wanted to take you to his tribe and have you be his mate, be able to bond with you through tsaheylu every night and get to love your body, sharing his affection and sexual pleasure with you as well as feeling your own through the bond - even though that thought did wake up a raw, intense desire and need inside of him and he just could not stop himself from fantasizing about that while stroking his cock when he could be all by himself without any chance of disturbance. Neteyam also wanted to give you the opportunity to live a blissful and fulfilling life, a life where you would laugh way more often than cry. If he knew someone that deserved nothing less than that, that person was you.

If in the worst case scenario, you still felt so bad after you had your consciousness transferred to your na'vi body, Neteyam planned to ask his mother to perform a ritual that heals the spirit on you. Thinking about that, he suddenly felt anxious and he felt his heart tightening inside his chest. Neteyam had been trying not to worry about the fact that it would be extremely hard to convince his mother to accept you as his mate and perform the ritual of transference of consciousness on you but that thought had been eating him alive constantly, ever since he talked to you for the first time, outside of the laboratory’s kitchen window.

"Hi, muntxatan." (male mate) Neteyam's heart started beating quickly and it almost came out of his throat when he heard you calling him your mate in his people's language as you stopped in front of him and smiled widely, your eyes narrowing slightly. Those torturing thoughts about his mother trying to tear the both of you apart quickly were washed away from his mind by your presence. It was hypnotizing to him.

"Yawntu… You're just so beautiful. So insanely beautiful." Neteyam smiled, his eyes shining, still bewitched by you, and pushed you roughly against his body. He hugged you tighter than he ever did before since he knew he wouldn't hurt you by doing so when you're Dreamwalking. The size difference between the both of you was not that substantial anymore. His chin rested on the top of your head as he held you strongly against his body.

His roughness did not hurt you, on the contrary, it made you feel safe and protected to have his big - currently not huge, just big - arms around you, keeping your body close as your head was against his chest, your eyes shut and you could hear his heart beating fast. It made you indescribably happy to know that you were the reason for that quick heartbeat. You curled your lips up, smiling peacefully.

Peace. You spent so much time without feeling that but, after you accepted becoming Neteyam's mate, finally defeating your cruel fears, you started to feel peaceful way more often than you had ever felt in your life, even more often than you did when you were little.

Neteyam distanced your bodies a bit, still putting his hands on the sides of your arms, right below your shoulders and announced:

"Come! There's a place I wanna take you to." He took your hand and started walking in front of you, excitedly leading you somewhere 

"Where are you taking me?" You smiled and chuckled softly, curious

"You'll see." It was all he said

Neteyam made you feel excited about little things, like you were just a child again, a feeling you hadn't felt in so, so long. After Neteyam came to your life, it was like he painted vivid colors on your once all too white and dull canvas. You almost shivered at the reminder that you nearly ruined your chance to have a love so pure and true such as this one because of fear of the unknown and refusal of getting out of your comfort zone.

After walking through the rainforest with you for a little while, Neteyam stopped in front of a tall, large tree and you soon recognized it. Its branches had clusters that were full of some beautiful fruits that reminded you of blueberries that used to exist on Earth, before they went extinct.

"Here. Do you recognize this tree? I've seen you look at it so many times. Were you wondering if the yovo fruits are safe to eat?"

"Yeah." You smiled bashfully "They look delicious."

"And they are. They're safe to eat, yawne. We can eat some now, if you want to." Neteyam smiled kindly at you. The fact that he remembered small details about you made your heart melt. 

"I'd love that, Teyam."

Neteyam smiled, unbelieving.

"What did you call me?"

"Teyam…?" You furrowed your eyebrows "It's just a nickname I came up with for you… Do you hate it?" You contorted your features in a way that showed him you were feeling slightly insecure and embarrassed 

"No! I love it, yawntutsyìp! I love it." He smiled and chuckled "I just wasn't expecting it. I love that my muntxate is calling me by a special nickname. Feels intimate." Neteyam came closer to you and held your face with both his beautiful strong blue hands

You looked up at his face with doe eyes and waited as you knew what was coming. You could feel it. The sneaky butterflies started flying inside your belly again.

Neteyam kissed you slowly, crushing his soft wet lips against yours. He pressed his lips on your mouth again and again for a short amount of time but it was enough to make your legs feel weak.

"Come, oeyä muntxate. I'll help you climb the tree."

Neteyam did as he said and soon enough you both were sitting on the wooden "floor" of the tree, sharing yovo fruits and eating them.

You two started to chill and talk about everyday life. It felt so good. It felt familiar, just like any relationship you had had before with a human guy, but better. So much better. Your alien boyfriend - mate? It felt so weird to say it like that… - made you feel things that none of your ex human boyfriends could ever dream to do. Neteyam made you feel understood. He did not judge you. He made you feel at home. Neteyam was becoming home for you.

You started to tell him how sad and done with everything you sometimes felt. Well, not sometimes… It happened all the time, even though it got better now that Neteyam was in your life. But you did not want to make him worry about you.

"You know, sometimes I feel like that too."

"What do you mean?" You questioned

"Like there's so much chaos inside that I just wanna talk to someone and vent. But I'm always so busy. There never seems to be time to find someone to do that with."

You were slightly surprised. 

"Yeah, me too. Always too busy." You sighed "And exhausted, to be honest. Both physically and mentally."

"Well, I do have way more stamina than humans do" You laughed at Neteyam's teasing "But some nights I come home from training and after taking care of my siblings, really, really tired too. And I don't mean only physically."

"We have some stuff in common, don't we?" You pointed out, smiling

"We certainly do." He smiled back

You felt good knowing that.

Neteyam laid on the floor, right by your side.

"I'm full" He let out a laugh that sounded lovely in your ears while stroking his stomach.

"Me too." You laid on the floor too, just like Neteyam had just done. Your belly felt pleasantly filled up "But these fruits are so good I'd still eat a dozen of them." You playfully said, laughing

"Do you want more? I can get you some more." Neteyam gently offered

"No, it's okay, Teyam. I'm good for now." You smiled at him

Neteyam smiled back, showing no teeth, a soft, enamored look in his feline amber eyes.

You two spent some time together in comfortable silence.

"Oeyä muntxate?"

"Yeah?" You looked at him and let out a relaxed sigh, smiling softly

"Oel ngati kameie." He said, with vulnerable sincerity in his eyes

It seemed like he was gazing inside your very soul. Like his golden eyes could see something in you nobody else could. Like he saw who you truly were. Like Neteyam saw the good and bad and the ugly and the greatness and the doubts and the fears and the uniqueness and the ordinary parts of you, like he saw all of you, and it did not scare him off to see your dark side. You could feel he was staying for both your virtues and your vices. And maybe that's what "Oel ngati kameie" meant, when said to the one you're choosing to be your mate. Means connecting to someone in a raw, deep way, a way that nobody else is able to. A way that allows you to see the other person's flaws but not be afraid of them and try to find a way out. A way that allows you to see the grace in every little detail that that other soul has, to see the beauty in them that they themselves could never see.

"Oel ngati kameie…" You finally said, smiling, still not believing he had said those words to you

Neteyam smiled brightly while gazing into your eyes. He always looked deep inside your eyes… It felt almost too much but it still had just the right amount of intensity for it to be deliciously alluring instead of overwhelming.

Neteyam took your hand and intertwined your fingers on his. You felt the touch of his warm hand burning your skin in a pleasant way. After a few seconds, he kissed the back of your hand tenderly. You kept staring at both your hands glued together for a while.

"I wanna cuddle with you, oeyä muntxate." His voice brought your attention back to his face.

You could hear nervousness and need in his tone.

"Sure, yawne."

You were starting to really like calling Neteyam by na'vi pet names. The na'vi language was incredibly pleasing to the ears, in your opinion.

Neteyam started moving your body carefully, so you could lay on your side and when you obeyed, laying in said position, he himself laid on his side and pulled you in, making your body be as close to his as he could, your ass against his clothed member. 

Your lungs started to do a poor job at helping you breathe now that the both of you were so close. You got nervous as you two had, yes, cuddled before, when you were in your human body, but he was never behind you like that, his body glued to yours. You knew he could feel your ass on his cock. Your heart was beating at the speed of light.

It did not take long for you to start to feel Neteyam was now fully erect, his cock pressed against your ass. You felt the inner walls of your pussy start to twitch and you got all wet, your juices spreading over your panties. Neteyam was so big and thick and your body responded like crazy to him.

It was a violent, invincible desire that made Neteyam cling so much to you, all the time. It would burn his insides, making him yearn for you, for your touch, for your warmth. There was no rational explanation inside his head for it. Neteyam could not understand it, he could only feel it covering all his being, exuding from his eyes whenever he looked at you, touched you, kissed you… He knew you could tell how much he was thirsty for you almost all the time. But Neteyam did not care about being so vulnerable. He wanted you to know what you did to him. Maybe like that you would surrender sooner and give yourself to him completely already. He felt so impatient. Everyday it was getting harder and harder for him to not take you in his arms and mate with you. This wait was killing him, day by day. It was like a slow and agonizing death. And now that he could smell your sweet juices so vividly, he felt like he could no longer hold back.

Neteyam pushed you even closer to him. You whimpered softly, the feeling of his huge, girthy cock pressed against your butt was divine.

Neteyam got you crazily wet just so quickly that it never failed to surprise you. He was like quicksand to you; you could try and run as much as you wanted but you would always end up being swallowed by his love.

"I need you so much, muntxate…" He cried out softly in your ear while rubbing his hard cock on your ass. "You're all wet for me. You smell so good, it's intoxicating." He sniffed the air, savoring your natural scent just like it was the most mouthwatering thing he had ever felt filling his sensitive nostrils "Please, lemme make you mine completely, my sweet yawne. Please…"

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more assorted 141 headcanons

idk what really is considered a trigger warning or a content warning but there’s mentions of ocd tendencies and trauma responses. also the impending feeling of doom that comes with being a solider at war.

soap is a dirty charlatan. going back to my previous headcanon of him being a punk teenager he might of shoplifted from big companies and what not anyway since he’s an adult with responsibilities he doesn’t do that anymore. instead, it turned into making elaborate schemes whether it be a game of cards or pilfering random items from people only to give it back to them to see the shock or confusion on their face

ghost can pickpocket. him and soap once had a long game of who could steal the most stuff off of each other’s persons before the other notices. price had to put a stop to it after they got a little too over-zealous with it

ghost can sew and uses this skill for evil. he find out someone he doesn’t like is superstitious and he’s making a miniature effigy of them and terrorizing them with it. not in an explicit way either only implicit. probably makes it look just like them and leaves it where they can find it and its just mini them in a hazardous situation. no one but price knows it’s him.

gaz is super into formula one racing. he gets soap into it and tries to get price into it but price would rather watch football/soccer. price will still watch it with them but doesn’t understand a damn thing going on

soap is good with cars. bro is a full on mechanic. this may be because he wanted to see how many different ways he could turn a vehicle into a bomb and got really into the mechanical aspects instead. he still figured out the bomb stuff though

soap is very number oriented. counts ceiling tiles and passing cars religiously. may of stemmed from running out of bullets before. this could be seen as a trauma response compulsion or ocd compulsions tbh. feel like its not really an active thing he does but rather an action without conscious thought behind it

gaz once wore eyeliner and everyone short circuited because god DAYUM he’s hot. it was definitely lower lid heavy and pointed down or followed the tilt of his eyes

ghost is a bird freak and can mimic a lot of different bird calls. oh side snippet time y’all know that nursery rhyme about counting magpies? the one for sorrow two for joy? anyway thats very ghoap coded now i gotta write something with that. anyway ghost uses his powers of mimicry (its echolalia and we all know it is) to distract enemies in the field. like the assassins creed whistle except its just bird whistles. he definitely loves infodumping to the 141 when different birds cross their path. when soap learned about birds like great tits or blue tits he had a field day. ghost still hasn’t told him about other birds with vulgar sounding names for that very reason.

a nod back to my previous headcanon about soap collecting pretty rubble from explosions, the team adds onto this for him when they can. price finds him rubble with specific shapes (there was in fact a cock shaped one and price had an internal debate if he really wanted to give it to him knowing what it’d spark. never in his life had he heard so many dick jokes in such a short amount of time. he considered separating gaz and soap because of it. ghost ended up doing it for him by manhandling soap into a different seat and staring at him until he closed his mouth) gaz gets him rubble with specific patterns on them like mosaics and tile. ghost tries to find him specific colors whether it be one of each color of the rainbow or a single color with various shades and hues

ghost separates stuff by color. he mostly wears black but also has some clothes that are like dark blue or green. i don’t see him wearing warm colors at all no matter the shade

price once received a present of cigars from around the world and it’s one of his most prized possessions. even if he sticks to one brand (og price smoked villa claras so we’ll go with that)

gaz and soap make plans to build a race car despite knowing they’ll never get the time to do so. an entire journal of soap’s is dedicated to this car. its got blueprints of the body, motor, and electrical system.

ghost makes soap a quilt with the mactavish clan pattern (i forgot what the actual term is. tartan?) being the key focus and soap cries

all of them try to carry gum for soap (bro definitely got an oral fixation)

okay thats all for headcanons for now. any of y’all got headcanons for price or gaz i can steal and add onto cause its harder for me to come up with mundane things for them

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THIS ISNT A FINISHED STORY !! I JUST NEED OPINIONS.

hey y’all, it’s been a MINUTEEEEE since i’ve written anything omg. please read this and let me know if you think i should continue to write this story. it’ll be like two maybe three parts? idk just lmk what you think :)

there is nothing too crazy in this so far (no smut or anything yet. so i guess trigger warning swears?)

bully shikamaru who is so viciously mean to you :(

he makes fun of your glasses and outfit choices. you look homeless.. why are you wearing sweatpants to school? baggy clothes that make you look.. poor?

you’re disgusting in every way, him and his friends are sick of seeing you to the point where even bullying you becomes old.

you’re an absolute nobody.

and that changes come third year of high school.

you never tried with looking good in school because.. what’s the point? it’s a place to come and learn, to prepare for the big world.

but then you think about how you’re sick of being treated the way you do. being talked about behind your back. being beat up for the sole fact of your looks.

so when you decide to shop for new clothes, try new skin care and makeup, a new hairstyle, you see the difference in yourself. the confident oozing from your eyes. your posture straightening out.

you look good.. better than the popular girls that hang around shikamaru and his friends.

first day of school arrives and it’s finally time to make some friends, enjoy high school like every other normal kid teenager.

when you walk in people are staring and whispering.

“is that a new girl?”

“who is that?”

“dude she’s so hot!”

the chattering amongst everyone doesn’t go unnoticed. it’s overwhelming with how much positive attention you’re getting considering how much negative attention you used to get.

and then you walk past shikamaru and the rest of his shitty group of friends.

they all turn around and stare at you. it’s like you’re in a movie and this is your big corny slow motion scene. you walk forward without sparing them a glance. flipping your hair over your shoulder and turning the music in your headphones up.

from the corner of your eye you can see naruto and kiba gawking at you, the popular girls glaring at you, and shikamaru eyeing you with the same bored expression on his face he always has.

you smile to yourself as you walk into class, taking a seat at the back corner and glancing out the window. first day of your third year of high school and so far it’s already been a success.

the home room teacher comes in introduces himself, opting his students to say their name and an interesting fact about themselves. when it’s your turn you stand and place a piece of hair behind your ear. “hi i’m y/n y/l/n.. and uh an interesting fact about myself is i enjoy reading manga.” you bow and sit down. everyone’s eyes still on you as they yet again whisper amongst themselves.

“that’s y/n??”

“she looks so different.”

“what happened to her over summer break?”

lunch period comes around before you know it and you’re debating on leaving school to get lunch or hiding somewhere.

but it’s a new school year right? you should try new things and stop hiding from everyone.

walking out of the school entrance you spot shikamaru and his friends sitting in the parking lot, talking amongst themselves about who knows what.

you only hope they don’t notice you as you scurry by and try to leave.

to your dismay they do see you and sai calls you over. “hey you! get over here.”

fuck. here we go again.

you walk over with your head held high. “is there something that you need?”

“what? you think you’re all high and mighty now because you got ‘prettier?’” the most popular girl in school speaks. ino. you hate this bitch. “you don’t even look that good. all you did was take your glasses off and put on sluttier clothes.”

“are you done yet? lunch period’s only an hour and i gotta get something to eat.” you pass a glance at each of them, who are completely dumbfounded by your change of character.

once no one says anything you make your way out of the parking lot, walking to a near cafe up the road.

(btw this isn’t the end of the first chapter this is only half lol)

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just a thought, but have you ever considered solomon and mc ACTUALLY getting married, or maybe getting engaged if we were to soften the blow a bit for the rest of the crew??? bc w everything going on in nightbringer, solomon and mc getting closer, “””jokes””” about them being a married couple, and solomon deadass admitting he prefers to keep things as it is now without the brothers getting in his way😭😭😭i wouldn’t be surprised if solomon actually got on his knee and popped a ring, he gotta keep his pookie close🤞

now if solomon and mc were to ever become actually exclusive (instead of an openness within their relationship, unlike how mc has practically kissed each and every brother without making any statement about being official) how do you think that would that go over with the past versions of the cast? heck, to bring up the severity of this, what if solomon and mc finally getting thrown back into the present/future and that’s when everyone finds out about the engagement??

id like to think, depending on which timeline we’re going with, there’d be varied reactions but somewhat the same. i think past versions of the brothers would react….severely, especially when only they’re getting accustomed to being a demon. i mean, in the recent chap 22 (spoilers) mammon is slowly but surely growing into being the avatar of greed that he reacted very harshly when levi saved mc from falling. that alone, triggered mammon to turn into his demon form and threatened to fight everyone who laid a hand on mc💀the brothers couldn’t even handle him at the time. now, i’m a firm believer that a sensitive time such as that would only ensue in some crazy drama😭 it could only culminate in chaos. maybe who knows, the solomon hate train would start a millenial earlier.

but if we were to go with future/present brothers, it wouldn’t be anything drastic, physically at least. bc at least the brothers have fully grown into being demons and can control themselves. but that wouldn’t stop the pettiness that would transpire. they still care about mc, and to see mc obviously care and have this fondness over solomon that they all crave for, they wouldn’t lay a hand on him for mc’s sake. at least you can sleep well with that thought❤️ still, the hate for solomon would skyrocket to the heavens. they go from being distrustful and wary of solomon’s intentions to actually straight up being solomon’s main haters.

hmm hmm…i dunno. this could result in many varying scenarios. and at a time where mc goes missing from the present timeline and the brothers are most likely losing their minds without mc, only for them to come back and deliver the worst news……….low blow, really. but yk what would be the lowest blow? if mc was the one who proposed to solomon instead. anyways, not to sidetrack, but i like to think present lucifer would be in heavy denial for some time LMFAO the first time he’d hear about mc and solomon, luci is probably the type to just completely disregard it and—not act—truly believe that it’s not real, which this perception borders irrationally. with levi and especially mammon, they’re practically two beat up puppies. while levi would sulk and let his misery fester in the close quarters of his room, mammon would not hesitate to make his feelings of betrayal known out loud. the rest of the brothers would act on the same spectrum, utter heartbreak. even beel would sit mc down at times and have long conversations with them about their decision to be seriously romantically involved with a man like solomon.

i think it’d be devastating. they should be happy, but dont forget that they’re the avatars of the seven original sins.

ps: sorry for the long ramble😭 i’ve been thinking about this since replaying some of the chapters of nightbringer…so my characterization of the brothers might be off. and idk much about the side characters. i just don’t want to think about what barbatos would do.

You're good, anon! I will always encourage rambling in my ask box! I love hearing all your thoughts!

So okay, I've thought about marriage with all the characters a little bit, but I don't think I've actually seriously considered what everybody's reactions would be!

I do think Solomon has gotten more possessive and jealous in Nightbringer, but I also think this could be because he's expressing himself a little more freely than he did before. In the OG, I always felt like he was holding himself back because he genuinely believed that MC would never choose him. In Nightbringer, though, I think he's either finding it harder to do that because he lives with them now or he just doesn't want to keep backing off when he clearly loves MC so much. I could definitely see him asking MC to marry him if he thought it was a good time.

I also think the reactions would vary depending on timeline, as you said. And I fully agree with you - if it happened while they were in the past, as things are right now, it'd be absolute chaos. I don't think Solomon is dumb enough to do something like that. He seems pretty determined to get himself and MC back to their own time. And even if he really wants to marry MC, I think he wouldn't propose while they were in the past for the very reasons you list. The demons are not stable and it just isn't worth the risk.

Now, in the present/future timeline, I think things would be far safer for him to actually propose. The demons are more stable, MC isn't really dealing with anything that could change the course of their lives, all that stuff.

If we consider how it would go before MC was unceremoniously chucked into the past, I think that would be the most stable and least dangerous scenario. MC has been living with the brothers for a while, they haven't been exclusive with anyone, and they haven't made any promises to anyone about being exclusive. It's a little weird if we think of it in terms of the generic OM MC because that MC has definitely been involved with everybody at some point. But this would differ depending on different people's versions of MC. But going with the general MC, yeah, I think most of the brothers would be upset about it.

Like if MC is gonna marry someone, it should at least be one of their brothers, right?! I think all the brothers would be okay with it if MC married Lucifer, for instance. They'd be like annoyed it wasn't them, but also just... they get it, you know?

But Solomon? No way. Lucifer himself would lose his mind. Luci's dislike of Solomon might make him try to talk MC out of it. If Solomon asked for Luci's permission, he'd only make it worse. 'Cause Lucifer'd be like no, get out. And I agree, I think he'd be in denial about MC wanting to marry Solomon. I agree with your assessment of Levi and Mammon's reactions, too.

I think they'd all take it pretty hard, but in the end, I also think they'd come around to MC's decision.

Now if MC came back from the past and was all oh yeah I'm engaged to Solomon? Yeah, no that reaction would be INTENSE. I think MC should probably wait a while before telling them that. Let them get over the fact that MC just disappeared on them first.

And honestly, I think if MC proposed to Solomon instead, everything might go a little bit better. Because if Solomon is the one proposing, the brothers will see that as this shady sorcerer stole away our human and that's unacceptable. We can maybe talk MC out of this! We can maybe influence this choice if we complain enough!

But if MC is the one proposing, then they know that it was always MC's choice. They would see it less as Solomon influencing MC and more like MC came to the decision on their own. Just because they love Solomon. And while I think that would be more devastating for them and likely result in a lot of heartbreak, I think they'd be less likely to fight MC on it. Because in the end, they do want MC to be happy.

OH MAN I think past!Barbatos would not be pleased about such an arrangement! He hates Sol's guts right now, so I can't imagine that going well. Future/present Barbatos on the other hand... I think we'd be dealing with another heartbreak situation. He was just beginning to develop feelings for MC. So I think he would be sad, but also happy for them. Because that version of Barbatos loves MC and he cares about Solomon, too. And I think he'd want them to be happy. And I kinda think that's how it would go for the rest of the side characters, too. Diavolo and Simeon both don't strike me as the types that would like try to talk them out of it or cause any anguish for them over it. I think they'd be sad to lose MC, but happy that their friends are in love, you know?

The brothers are just too attached to MC to really go that route without trying to talk them out of it. And also we know they really don't trust Solomon. Present/future Asmo might be the only one who sides with MC, though probably pretty reluctantly and that only because he actually likes Solomon in a way none of the other brothers do.

Wow I feel like there is just so much angst potential with this scenario! But I love the idea of MC marrying Solomon, even it makes things difficult for the brothers lol.

#obviously I'm biased #but I think Sol would be such a cute lil husband #while also being a total troublemaker #he'd make the whole situation worse #by being smug about it #obey me #obey me nightbringer #obey me solomon #obey me barbatos #obey me lucifer #anon asks #misc answers

[vacantfields]

Hihi again!! Two in one day sksnhsksls :3 (probably more, you're very welcome)

Adding to my dream I had, I then took u guys home and we lived together and had a lot of fun. I also made you all hairclips *gives :3*

ANYWAYS! MORE QUESTIONS!!!

1. Does Moon like the idea of being a security bot? Of he still is one! I know before he was made specifically for that!

2. Does Sun like adults this time around! Since from what I've seen he can get sassy jdlsdksks XD

3. Eclipse! Clipsy! The best boy I've ever seen! :D Do you like sleepovers? I wanted to invite You, Sun and Moon! :D We'll eat popcorn and watch movies and make paper pals and also watch analog horror :3 (i like horror a lot if you all don't mind)

4. Do you happen to know any other animatronics? Like the Glamrocks! What's your opinion on the Glamrocks? I think Freddy's cool and Chica! Monty is kind of a jerk but Roxy is cool!

5. Moon, moon, moon-moon!!! :D Can you still use the cord? Do you still have the hook on your back? Can u teach me how to do those fancy moves if you still do them? :3

6. Sunny boy! Sunray! :D Do you ever think of what it'd be like if you and Moon still shared a body? But instead of your original forms, the ones you have now! Of course, it's not painful or anything, hugs hugs :(

6. Do you guys have a house outside of the pizzaplex? Like just an apartment or anything? :O i was thinking about it and i feel like you'd all have a HUGE house with your different sections :]

7. I really like those FNAF analog/VHS tape horror videos. Also Mandela Catalog! Would you feel comfortable watching those with me :D (it's horror, so idk if u'd like that :P)

THAT'S ALL!! I'll be back either later or tomorrow >:D evil laugh hehehehejnsoksns :3

Sun: Oh goodness me! this is very long-

Moon: [chuckles]

Sun: [sends Moon a glare before turning back to the questions] I think... Oh this is so much, friend! hm. [he taps his lip a little in thought] Okay! Number 1! [Looks at Moon]

Moon: [sighs] I still patrol. Just not as often. Do i like it? Well when the human security guards are there its very fun to scare the fluff [groans at the censor] out of them. [glances at Sun] Your turn

Sun: [smiles] Number 2!: I am very kind and sweet to the humans who work around us! i am even friends with some of them! Though yes they do annoy me when they are lazy with their tasks! i can do them quick and easy! But no no no no! they do not ask me! [he huffs then looks to Eclipse] Ready for number 3, Clip?

Eclipse: [nods then tilts his head] best... boy? sleep over? i am not currently allowed to leave the Daycare or have guests. I cannot watch violent movies in case it triggers the virus.

Sun: ... [clears his throat] number 4!: We do know the glamrocks! I do not have any favorites but the only one who really talks with them is Moonie!

Moon: Theyre all annoying. [he sounds fond then looks at number 5] Hm. Well we all have our wires still. the cords. I am the one who uses it the most but i would rather not test my luck with bringing someone with me up there sorry, friend.

Sun: number 6!: oh... I do not wish to talk about that type of thing i am very sorry friend. Number 7! We still live in the pizzaplex! we have a room thats been modified so its more homey now! [he smiles] we can however leave to explore the city if we wished! we just gotta tell people where and when we are going and for how long! [he giggles] and number 8! [he frowns] why would you ever watch something so scary, friend! you shouldnt be watching those things! [he tsks and wiggles his finger at you, disapproving]

Moon: why watch scary things when we have the scariest thing right here [taps Eclipse who frowns. He looks sad, eyes distant]

#noah answers #TAB AU answers

[mejomonster]

Checked out Desire Catcher ep 1:

Thrilled the lead actors aren't as young as I expected

The main Luo guy looks so familiar to me, what have I seen him in before....

The other guy looks familiar too, but I think he looks like Khaotung from gmmtv and that's why

Luo Fei.... Luo fei.... Luo fei? You mean like Luo wenzhou and fei du????!!! I am aware the fei in fei du is费, and this one is fei 飞. But. Hear me out. Is this an original script? Maybe the script writer ships zhoudu. I can imagine, even if its not true. ToT

The setup, if at any point it turns magical/sci fi etc, reminds me of death note: being able to kill remotely and investigating that and all. And I do love some magic in an otherwise mundane reality story

Right now it's like that movie where ppl hear a trigger word then kill, except here they die

For some reason I heard some ppl saying this was gonna be bromance vibes? Well, I'll find out. I do think though that it will likely lend itself to such option (like Under the Skin perhaps? I haven't seen Under the Skin yet though)

I WILL say that... while there's the whole danmei not airing situation, and completely made shows not airing that were bl novel adaptations... mango TV is just the kind of bitch to drop an original script bl through the cracks. First, because they've written original script bl before (wasn't Killer and Healer an original script first before novelization?). Second, because it seems original scripts With bromance undertones is getting a much easier time airing right now: one example being League of Nobleman, another being Pledge of Allegiance. So any original script with Any level of gay stuff I imagine is having an easier time airing rn (also in mango tvs case right now? They're not high Press releases. There's a LOT of eyes on say Sha Po Langs drama than on this random one).

I like the vibe of this show. It's leaning darker/more realistic, feels like the kind of novels I read. Like Justice in the Dark, it has a dead animal early on and a murder scene early on. Not sure how many cdramas skew that direction in scary (or dark idk?) But this one clearly is going that route. Which I personally like (again giving me Under the Skin vibes).

ZHAO YUNLANS DAD IS IN THIS PLAYING A SHADY BITCH (GO FIGURE)

the old professor man almost... looks like he could also be Shen Weis old professor mentor from Guardian, but I don't remember that face as well... so this old professor guy could be from a number of dramas I've seen

Not to compare to Justice in the Dark cause I imagine it's totally unintentional, so it's just funny to me. But I Did Notice we have a Captain Luo, a girl cop whos on his team with That Haircut, and a guy cop who's a little less put together than Luo who talks to That Girl and you... you gotta admit visually they look a lot like Lang Qiao and Xiao Haiyang in casting and just character roles (initially) in the story. If I saw someone filling Tao Rans role I'd be really !!!. But no Tao ran like guy yet. However, our consultant? Ohoho... he's a criminal psychology consultant is he (like Fei Du), his professor helped get him in with the cops (like fei du you say?), he's a bit of a little shit (!!!fei du?!!), he's got slightly longer hair (was that a character design choice or just how the actor looked, either way very Fei Du). And I find it all just a Touch funny. ToT (also I miss Justice in the Dark). It's not Actually like Luo wenzhou/fei du though, as these two don't seem yo know each other and therefore Luo hasn't raised him for like 7 years. The dynamic is therefore Way Different.

I almost get a touch of Guardian or Torchwood vibes and I'm not even quite sure why, cause this first episode was Not campy at all or comedic. It's fairly like Beyond Evil type, murder mystery procedural and a bit heavy. But mm just like... design choices I think. Not the writing, not the directing or sound, just like the sets. The sets look way less bizarre than guardian don't get me wrong. But something about certain choices In them. The touch of bright colors at the first murder scene. The odd pink light. The glowing globe on the desk. The room of papers on the wall and a big crane light. The weird dining table on the roof with a big outer building sign in neon across the street. The focus on the Nokia phones, the Lolipop. Just like... lots of small detail decisions but they strike me as Not quite usual, enough to make it not seem like The Bad Kids (and those kind of realistic shows) in set design. Maybe... a bit like Tomb of the Sea? How tots was mostly realistic looking but there'd be a fucking stuffed animal in a kidnapping living room. Little details you notice enough to oddly remember.

All that said? I Like the set designs a LOT. It feels like Watching a murder mystery novel. It's similar to Justice in the Dark in NAILING the right atmosphere, a good coloring gradient for realism but also Slightly distorted/unknown, in sets that look done enough to feel lived in and like actual places, and with the kind of unique small details a Real place might have (like a fake office might just have office stuff, but THIS Xue guys office has some unique knick knacks so it feels more like an actual place thay could exist, etc).

I'll probably give it more eps. It was my kinda thing. Didn't absolutely capture me in ep 1 but honestly I saw just enough familiar faces that I was partly playing guessing games of where they were from in my mind and so it'll probably take me a few eps to settle and just click or not with it

I loved it's opening and ending though and... usually if I like those 90% chance I like the shows

#desire catcher #lb #i like its vibe

[bug-decal-kissing]

Hey friends!

Seraphyllic, by DrakianDH, was updated today, with 17/20 Chapters released! It has a rating of Teen And Up Audiences and Graphic Depictions Of Violence, and Major Character Death, with additional tags "scarab the god auditor - Freeform, prismo the wishmaster - Freeform, Priscrab, ProhibitedWish, Scrabby, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, no beta we get turned to legos like the lich, Adventure & Romance, Story within a Story, Eventual Happy Ending, Maybe - Freeform, Author Is Sleep Deprived, The Author Regrets Nothing, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, You gotta work for the comfort, begining poem important, each chapter a word, prepare"

You can read it here:

CAMEO FROM OUR FAVOURITE EDGY BOY <3333 Everyone SHOULD be scared of angry Scarab because HE !! IS !! GOING TO GET HIS MAYBE POSSIBLY PERHAPS CRUSH BACK !!!!

A new work, Two large pizzas with garlic bread please by othersin, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It has a rating of Teen And Up Audiences and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Funny, Roommates, scarab just wanted some privacy, prismo just wanted some garlic bread, Walking In On Someone, Drabble, Short Story"

You can read it here:

FREE GARLIC BREAD YEAH!!!!! Every day, we are faced with the philosophical question as to where Scarab's exoskeleton suit ends and where his actual body begins/silly.

NSFW works are below the cut :].

A new work, Fade To Black by Void_Ink_Studios, was published today, with 1/1 Chapters released! It has a rating of Explicit and No Archive Warnings Apply, with additional tags "Smut, Fluff and Smut, Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Tentacle Dick, Alien Sex, Scarab is hermaphroditic, I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping, Laughter During Sex, Crying During Sex, Gentle Sex, First Time, Dirty Talk, Orgasm Delay/Denial, Multiple Orgasms, I'm not sure how vanilla it is when one of them is an alien bug, Smut as character study?, Idk if I achieved that but that's what I set out to do, Vaginal Fingering, Vaginal Sex, Praise Kink, so I hesitate to tag it as vanilla, But no extreme kinks are present here, Alien Biology, except for that I guess, After care, Explicit Consent, Enthusiastic Consent, because consent is sexy, Not Beta Read"

You can read it here:

The devious little GOOBERS getting up to MISCHIEF <333 I LOVE IT WHEN THEY TALK TO EACH OTHER AND HAVE FUN MORE OF THAT PLEASE :]/nf I love Scarab with cool anatomy, thas a cool looking bug man right there of course his parts are going to be cool too !!! Yeah !!!

Timekiller, by MatrixDream, was updated today, with 4/? Chapters released! It has a rating of Mature and Graphic Depictions Of Violence, and Major Character Death, with additional tags "One-shots!, Angst, Loneliness, Isolation, Grief/Mourning, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Post-Canon, (Tags will update as fic updates), Bug Scarab, Popcorn, Captured in a pickle jar, silliness, Physical Disability, Angst and Hurt/Comfort, Scarab had his wings removed as punishment headcanon, Blood and Violence, Blood and Injury, Ableism, Chronic Pain, Self-Harm, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Trauma, Triggers, Whump, Monkey's Paw AU, Major character death - Freeform, Violence,, Hurt No Comfort, major angst, mentions of gore, Revenge, Ambiguous/Open Ending, (But still hopeful), Let me know if I missed any tags/warnings!"

You can read it here:

Screaming crying throwing myself onto the ground in emotional agony; MY BOY MY POOR BUG BOY HOW COULD YOUUU </3/pos the monkey's paw AU hurts so deeply, yet it's so good, the ending brings me solstice it's hopeful 🥹

#prohibitedwish #prohibitedwish fics #fade to black #seraphyllic #timekiller #two large pizzas with garlic bread please

[flame-shadow]

Finally got around to playing more of the Pale Court mod

My progress and thoughts under the cut:

Isma. ffffffuck the adds. holy shit. She herself is fine. I can read her, dodge her, and hit her with little issue. BUT THE FUCKING GULKAS !!!!!!!

I am not good at parsing events where there are many moving pieces. I do not do well in bullet hell scenarios. Never have. Too much visual information, might give me a headache.

So Isma's fight was r o u g h for me. I managed it!!! But it took a few hours. And I got Very frustrated at one point. I took a break once I recognized this, but it does ruin some of the fun to be frustrated for something that I can only be so consistent at. Hegemol took me an hour or two to beat, and he definitely challenged me too, but I enjoyed his fight. Unfortunately, I did not enjoy Isma's fight thanks to the gulkas. The fool eaters were obnoxious but significantly less awful than the gulkas.

But I beat her. I don't wanna fight her again, though. Not unless the adds are gone.

She was the final knight for me to beat!

So then, I went to the Abyss and did that whole thing. Took me a little over half an hour. A fun challenge! It wasn't easy, but it wasn't crazy difficult. I like how the Abyssal Bloom looks, but I do not like its effect when equipped. Kinda hurts my eyes to flash to the shade only for nail swings.

Then, I remembered seeing mentions of Tiso, so I figured whatever trigger for him would be in Kingdom's Edge. I checked his corpse first, then I went through all three Trials at the Colosseum. Then I dramatically complained to a couple friends about not being able to find him. ... then I realized that he's probably in Godhome.

And yeah, there he was XD

I engaged him a couple times, and he's killed me each time. I like what I've heard of his music, and so far his gun attack has managed to damage me a lot, less due to being difficult to dodge and more due to the fact that I keep laughing when I see it. Ah, Tiso. :)

I stopped after that, though. Gotta take a break. I still plan on doing some drawings for Xero vs. each of the challenges I've faced, since I'm using the skin of him.

Fun mod! I didn't expect it to be easy, and it sure isn't haha. I gotta find a list somewhere of all the things in this mod, cuz I will probably miss something otherwise. I wouldn't have even thought to check the Abyss for a trial or try searching for Tiso if I hadn't seen people mention it on tumblr or discord. That could be that I missed some hint, but maybe it's something that had to be spread from insider knowledge first. idk. good mod, though. great job, y'all, if any of the developers or other involved parties reads this

#hollow knight #pale court mod #rambling

[orbleglorb]

Intrigued about a beginner's guide to being normal

this one has slowly become more and more of me projecting onto a character, yuniesky castellanos torres (aka conditional yuniesky). it deals with pretty heavy topics because i am really projecting so hard. honestly, if i write this, i may have to write a personal version & then a sanitized version the blb fandom will not find upsetting. ngl i am worried ppl are gonna think less of me for my yunie lore? i don't share the darker stuff, but ppl have liked the things i have shared! but also i have changed a lot of that lore! so idk lol

i'll use this summary as a litmus test, i suppose. warning for mentions of teen mental health treatment & gooning (if you don't recognize the term, you're probably fine) (unless that was a term only used at my rtc)

the story follows yunie from him joining blaseball up until all players were released. i have not written down that much, it mostly lives in my head. yuniesky runs away from a wilderness camp* in the moab desert and signs up as an employee in the city of moab. by the time staff find him, he legally belongs to blaseball and they can't do shit. he travels around to a few teams as a tech guy and meets conditional, the computer program, who has become incredibly unruly and uses its sentience to be a nuisance. and Yuniesky gets along with conditional. and since conditional is, like, a super important program that holds important information, yunie kinda just gets the job of being condi's caretaker. they become besties! yunie gets reborn as the shieve's s9 postseason birth and lives in their shadows (and works as their tech guy) for a long time. to avoid talking about where he came from & his past, yuniesky lies. and it's fine for the most part. nobody really talks to him. except for his grandma, who tracked him down like a fucking secret agent or some shit (haha. HAHAHAHA.) and is now doting on him, making sure he's ok, etc. his parents and siblings are too, but he's still pissed at them so he ignores them <3 being gooned** really broke his trust and now he struggles to be open in any capacity. so when his fellow teammates and shadow players ask about himself, he lies. and they keep building up. he gets worried that they'll find out, but luckily he is taken to seattle. crisis averted![citation needed]

yuniesky lands on the spies. he moves in with his grandma, which is really good for his mental health! but now she knows about his lying habit and wants him to stop. but there's two fucking shoe thieves on the spies so there's no way he's doing that shit. the problem? he can't remember what he lied about. he was 16 when he joined. he doesn't fucking remember! and even worse, they want to be friends. not just the former shieves, all of them. so yunie just. keeps lying. up until he gets closer with ivy, which was a TOTAL accident. ivy just needed to get out of a flash flood. then they needed homework help. then they decided he was their bestie/older brother. and ivy figures out that he's lying. and oh. oh it goes so badly. so bad. they have an argument at HQ (read: ivy yells at yunie about "betrayal" and "lying to your friends is bad" and yunie's like "you're not my friends lol. you're my coworkers. and we're spies"). yunie doesn't get why people are pissed. yunie thinks he is a good spy and the closest to normal he will ever be.

i didn't mean to type that much but whatever.

trigger warnings for the notes (basically an explanation of anything w an asterisk): residental treatment/troubled teen programs, ableism, mental & physical harm towards children with mental illness, kidnapping

*for those unaware: wilderness therapy camps are nomadic camps where kids are forced to walk a lot and it's supposed to be theraputic somehow. i'm not joking. you get landmarks you gotta be at, and if you're not there, you're punished. several kids have died in these programs because of neglect, because these camps run year-round in places like moab where it's hot as balls during the summer and colder than a witch's tit in winter. most of the camps are based in utah, supposedly because mormons have less strict rules on what counts as child abuse, but idk how true that is.

**i have no fucking clue what the actual term for gooning is. i can't find these companies anywhere. but in the rtc we called them goons. basically, a group of people are paid by a kid's parents (or sometimes the government) to come into their room in the middle of the night (usually 3 am), take the kid out of their bed, and force them into a vehicle and transport them to a treatment center. some kids don't learn that their parents paid for it until after they've arrived at the treatment center. gooning can leave victims with injuries and immense trauma.

#yuniesky torres #blaseball (organizational) #a beginner's guide to being normal #asks 4 sasha

[blushstories]

Hi! May I request eddie (or literally any character you would enjoy writing on) x gn reader where they start making out and reader has flash-back from past sa (sexual assault) and starts panicking and body goes numb (idk if this sounds weird but trauma reaction s9metimes are weird, idk if its common sorry-) but it has a good/comforting ending? (Hope it's not against your rule request idrk sorry, would totally understand if u don't write about this since it's a triggering topic sorry).

anyway have a good day and I rlly like your work!!

hey nonnie!! thanks! i'll try my best! never written steamy stuff before so please excuse it if it's poor tw: sa references

There is nothing dangerous about Eddie Munson. There's kindness in his smile and happiness in his eyes. His hugs remind you of a teddy bear, if one of those could stretch their little fluffy arms and hug you. Eddie Munson is safe, and being with him is addictive.

He nudges the door open with his hip, emerging with two glasses of iced lemonade with striped bendy straws. Condensation has already beaded along the sides of the glass, leaving streaks of cool water over his fingers. He places them on the table next to the bed before flopping onto it next to you. He sits with a hand propping up his face, staring at you with those big adoring eyes that make you want to hide your face in a pillow.

"How's it hanging?" He asks with a smile, his hand playing with the hem of your shirt. "Good," you say, leaning forward to kiss his forehead. "Thanks for the lemonade." "Gotta treat you right, keep ya sweet," he leans closer to you, still displaying his signature dazzling smile.

"Yeah, yeah," you let him close the distance between you. He smiles into his kisses often, gently testing the waters before allowing it to heat up. You both sit up a little straighter, and you brace your weight on his shoulder.

But his hands quickly brush against your sides as he looses himself in the heat of the moment, his kisses increase in intensity, and your heart skips a few too many beats. You can't keep up with his kisses, and your hand slips from his shoulder. Tears spring to your eyes and your breath catches somewhere in your throat.

He feels you become unresponsive, and pulls back. "You good?" He mutters, eyes scanning your face back and forth. You shake your head, never being able to lie to him. "Okay: we're done. You're okay." He scoots back a little bit, giving you space to breathe.

He knows your history. It was whispered to him under the covers of your bed during one of your bad days. Usually, you insist people should go, and they usually do. Except Eddie. He wanted to stay, to tear away the walls you've built around your heart and fill in the cracks.

Now, he's looking at your shaking form, completely attentive to the point of almost not blinking. Studying you carefully, not wanting to spook you but wanting to comfort you with everything he has. When he notices your breaths beginning to mimic a spluttering car engine, he jumps in.

"Can I help?" You know what he means, and you trust him. You nod, and he slips behind you, one leg on either side. He doesn't use his hands, but guides you to lean back onto his chest. He exaggerates his breathing, and you close your eyes with the steady rise and fall of his chest.

Following each inhale and exhale eventually pulls your breathing into a more manageable pace, and brings you into a headspace where you reach for Eddie's hands, playing with them on your stomach.

"How're you doing, sweetheart?" He says, and you feel the rumble in his chest in your back. You mumble something incoherent and unenthusiastic, so he leans forward, ducking his head to hear you better. "One more time?" "'M sorry."

Eddie freezes, taken aback by your unexpected apology. "There's nothing to apologise for!" You make an unconvinced sound, grappling with guilt, embarrassment and undertones of anxiety in you. "D'ya wanna get showered, hop into bed, and watch one of those movies you like? I can get popcorn!"

Your chest swells with adoration, gratitude for his attentiveness. You nod happily and say, "We can watch The Breakfast Club!" He chuckles lightly, lovingly. "Yeah, we can." His fingers have wound themselves into your hair, massaging your scalp with just the right pressure. You melt into him, in disbelief that your boyfriend is Eddie Munson, and he want to watch The Breakfast Club with you.

#eddie munson #eddie munson x reader #eddie munson x you #eddie munson smut #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson fluff #eddie munson x f!reader #eddie munson x fem!reader #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson one shot #eddie munson fic #stranger things one shot #stranger things x reader #eddie munson fanfiction #eddie munson fanfic #stranger things

[a-court-of-moonlight-and-ire]

Greetings everyone! So uhm. its been a while since my last liveblog post. there have been some circumstances that made me really not wanna read, but now they have passed and I have risen from the ashes like a glorious phoenix and I can resume my divine mission of complaining about this mediocre-at-best book series to an audience of as many as 60 people if you can believe it. Also we're back to the style of post where I just jot down all my thoughts bullet-point style because my life is in shambles

Anyway, last time we had a chapter where literally nothing happened except for Lucien showing up at the very end, so lets see what he does in this chapter 47

I still cant believe its been only two months since Feyre started permanently living at the night court and forgiving Rhysand for torturing her, its taken me longer to forgive people at my school who mildly annoyed me. Also wait, Feyre was UTM for three months, shes spent more time consecutively being tortured by Rhysand than consecutively having a good time with him wth

Feyre stop fuckin jacking the bat boys off challenge (impossible!!)

Ive seen this part where Feyre talks about the bat boys being so much stronger than Lucien in english where shes like "Lucien may have trained to be a warrior, but Cassian, Azriel and Rhys were Warriors" like oh fuck, we gotta get out of here!! those guys are Proper Nouns!! But in the german version, this line is just "Lucien may have trained to become a warrior, but Cassian, Azriel and Rhysand were warriors" because nouns are always capitalized in german and not just when theyre Super Epic and Cool so you cant do that thing that english books do with proper nouns, and Idk i think thats pretty interesting

Something about Feyre being all like "theyre hunting me, its like Im their prey" really pisses me off, I think its because it could be cool and thematically relevant but instead its just kindof nothing

Speaking of which, Lucien coming ip to her and saying "We've been hunting for you" is so forced, it reminds me of how Tamlin would say these weird objectifying things to Feyre alllll the way at the start of ACOMAF even though hes never said shit like that before, except this is way worse because who on earth would say it like that?? hello?? If you were looking for someone who went missing, you'd say like, we've been searching for you or we've been looking for you, not we've been hunting for you thats just insane

HUH?? which high lord gave her the ability to slow down time??? Thats so overpowered and I dont remember anyone ever talking about it

Oh, of course they cant just be afraid of Feyre, they have to be afraid of Rhysand who just showed up

Did this motherfucker really take the time to change his outfit just make his dramatic entrance just a little more dramatic? Honestly, if it was any other guy I would think thats so iconic, but because its Rhysand just wearing his fucking black tunic again I just want him to explode

"Has your mother, the Lady of the Autumn Court, not taught you that you should listen to a lady?" why he have to say that Lucien's mom is the Lady of the Autumn Court thats so awkward. Also yeah, it sounds more awkward translated from german to english because they use both 'Lady' and 'Dame' (which is german for lady) in the same sentence, but its still just a very bad line

This is actually kind of interesting because Im guessing Lucien called Rhys a dirty son of a bitch in the original and then he growled because its like, oh Lucien insulted his lovely mother that he loves soooo much, but its been translated here as 'Hurensohn' (lit. 'whore's son') so it gains this additional layer where Lucien is not just insulting his mom also using a word that's like a trigger for him which makes it much more impactful imo. good job, Ms. Ernst

The fact that Feyre is getting on Lucien's case for siding with Gamlin over her is mighty ironic when you consider whats gonna happen in acosf, but also Lucien right now and the IC in acosf are making the same choice of listening to their close friend of several centuries over his gf that theyve known for like a year. Like, yeah, obviously its super shitty in both cases but I do get why they did it. And thats not even factoring in the political power Tamlin and Rhys have over their friends, like, it really doesnt matter if you "dont enforce rank" because youre the super special ones who were literally chosen by god to rule, you have an inherent authority over the people around you

This is all so frustrating because I do sympathize with Feyre for feeling abandoned by Lucien because that is essentially what he did, but I really dont like how hes portrayed as being unambigiously in the wrong for caring more about politics or himself than Feyre when its like, first of all, politics impact sooooo many people of course making sure that the SC at leats looks stable from the outside is more important than Feyre's mental health, and second of all, Feyre also pretty much only cares about herself. Which is her right btw, she has been very traumatized, she should be prioritizing herself for a while now, i just dont like the way the narrative frames this whole thing

Honestly, Feyre's kinda slaying rn. Her with her big spooky bat wings being all like "when youve been trapped in the darkness for so long it becomes your best friend" is kinda cool, idc

Okay, nevermind, she slayed for exactly one line and then she was nearly choking on Tamlin's name "because of what Rhysand did to him" girlie that was centuries ago why are you making this about him when he was being abusive two months ago* *i dont think he was actually being abuse but thats the framing of the narrative so im just going with it

I would usually properly translate this line but my brain isnt up to it at the moment, but its onpage 528 and I think you'll know which one I mean if you look at it, but I dont really understand Feyre being like "if I had stayed at the spring court and just given myself over to my own misery, I wouldve learned to take pleasure in other people's pain" Is it trying to justify Feyre being needlessly cruel by implying that it was inevitable and that her UTM trauma would've made her become like this no matter what? First of all, you cant say that for sure though and second of all, wowweweee Sarah Janett Maas knows soooooo much about mental health, she should become a psychiatrist, no degree necessary

"You are dead. You and your entire damned court." ohhhhhh so THATS why they call him death incarnate. Someone bring him back to life so no one ever calls him that again

??? Feyre was talking about how weird she felt about her lack of feeling when she was speaking to Lucien just now, but she was thinking about feeling guilty for desjring Rhysand?? what. Am i just being stupid rn or are those things no in any way related

man this chapter was exhausting

#anti acotar #anti acomaf #flames and darkness liveblog

[klvbxlove]

surprise (yosuke x gn! reader)

a/n: holy shit, how long has it been since i wrote a persona 4 drabble? maybe a year? idk. but anyways, my cousin, nikki’s birthday is today and like i did last year, i’m writing her another yosuke drabble hehe. sorry if yosuke might be a bit OOC here; it has been a while since i wrote anything for persona 4. i kinda wanna try to get into writing again, but i can’t promise that’ll happen quickly. maybe one day, i’ll give you guys another drabble. but until then, enjoy this fic!

reader-type: gender-neutral

reader specification(s): none

trigger warning(s): none

summary: after celebrating your birthday in the best way yet, you weren’t expecting another surprise from your boyfriend, yosuke. 

word count: 1.8k words

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key:

(d/o/b) = date of birth (f/a) = favorite artist (f/a/c) = favorite anime character (l/n) = last name (n/n) = nickname (y/n) = your name

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   Ah yes, (D/O/B). Your birthday. 

   It was that time of the year when you grew a year older.

   You had to be honest. You did not care much about your birthday. Even though it was a special moment, you never made it a big deal. In fact, throughout most of your life, you have never made it a celebration unless your friends and family had planned something extra. Therefore, the most you spent on your birthday was opening presents and maybe going out. 

   That was, until today. 

   At first, it started with you waking up to breakfast in bed. And yes, all of it was made by your boyfriend, Yosuke. You did not want to discredit him for his cooking skills. It was only the fact that he must have had to wake up early to make it. And he was one to only sleep in late whenever possible. 

   You were impressed by how full you felt after eating. But little did you know, that was only the beginning. 

   That was when Yosuke took you to Okina City, where you met up with the rest of the Investigation Team. You never thought you could have had this much fun on a day, but holy shit. It was a blast, especially in the shopping mall. Yosuke was spoiling you like you were royalty. Although you were concerned that his wallet would end up empty even before the end of the day (which surprisingly did not happen. But it almost did). 

   It was not as if you were not grateful for what your boyfriend and friends had planned. You were thankful for everything they did during the celebration! However, Yosuke had another surprise. After being told to close your eyes and open your palms, you felt something in your hands. 

   Opening your eyes, you swore your face had gone pale. It was two tickets to see (F/A). What shook you was that the concert was happening today, and Yosuke had bought them without your knowledge. 

   You had no words to describe how fun the concert was. All you knew was that it was one for the memory books. 

-

   The moment you walked into the bedroom, you rushed straight to the bed, collapsing onto it back first. Yosuke chuckled, placing almost all your gifts on the floor (Of course, he wanted to be extra and carry almost everything. You were worried that his arms would fall off from how much was in it). “Had a pretty busy day, right, babe?”

   “Tell me about me,” you grinned. You slowly sat up. “But it was fun. I never expected to be spending my birthday like this. I can’t even believe you planned all of this out without my knowledge!”

   “Well, you are my (s/o), so I gotta treat you like royalty on your birthday! But then again,” Yosuke sat down next to you, wrapping an arm around your shoulder and pulling you closer to him. “I have to treat you like royalty every day, regardless. I would be a pretty shitty boyfriend if I didn’t do that,” You felt yourself blushing as he turned to place a kiss on your cheek, but then you smiled.

   “You’re the best. Do you know that? You made this one of the best birthdays of my life. Ever.”

   Yosuke smiled softly. “I guess I did a good job planning your birthday, then!” He chuckled. “But anything for my baby.”

   A few minutes of silence passed. During that time, Yosuke unreleased his arms from your waist, and you decided to check out your presents again. To say you were happy with what you received on your birthday was a bit of an understatement. All your friends knew you so well!

   However, unbeknownst to you, Yosuke was staring at you with a nervous feeling crawling up inside him. He never thought he would be this nervous, especially since the day he asked you to be his (S/O). Yet, here it was, the butterflies in his stomach. He could almost feel his heartbeat increasing. 

   It was when you turned around to put your new (F/A/C) statue on the shelf (given to you by Yu) that Yosuke stood up. “Babe?” As you turned around to face him upon hearing your nickname, he found himself blushing. You tilted your head when he said nothing, and your boyfriend sighed. “Sorry. I..uh…”

   Damn it, you better not chicken out! Just do it!

   Yosuke internally grimaced at the voice in his head. Suddenly, it was almost as if you were fading away, and the only thing present was himself and his inner consciousness. Was he about to get into another argument with himself again?!

   I will, but not now!

   You got the perfect opportunity to do it, and you decide to back out?! Get on with it!

   How can I when I’m nervous?!

   THEN STOP BEING NERVOUS! I SWEAR TO GOD IF YOU FUCK THIS WHOLE THING UP–

   “You good?”

   Yosuke blinked at your voice. That was when he made eye contact with you, and Yosuke noticed a somewhat concerned look on your face. “Hon, you blanked out.”

   The brown-haired man sighed and ran his hand through his hair. “Sorry, (N/N). I'm...nervous. I don't wanna mess up this surprise, you know? Especially not on your birthday.” 

   Your heart clenched, watching as Yosuke looked off to the side, not wanting to make eye contact with you. And at that point, you could sense his nervousness. If there was one thing you hated, it was your boyfriend being insecure and nervous. So you carefully placed your hand on his cheek, caressing his skin with your thumb, and that was when he looked back at you.

   “Yosu, you could never do anything to mess up my surprises,” you cooed. “Haven’t you seen how well your surprises went on my birthday? I literally could not stop thinking about them! So whatever you have planned for me next, I’m ready for it. No matter how big or small it is.”

   Seeing your smile and hearing the cute nickname you gave him shot a tang of happiness in his heart. God, you were just so cute!

   With his anxiety almost fading away, Yosuke sighed again and cleared his throat. “Well then, I guess I’ll get on with it.” He started. He scratched his cheek with a finger before staring at you again. “(Y/N), I first need to ask you this question, and I want you to answer me as honestly as possible.”

   You raised an eyebrow but nodded your head. “Got it. What’s up?”

   Yosuke then looked straight into your eyes, but not in a creepy way. “Do you see yourself being with me forever? Like for the rest of your life until the day you die?” 

   You were taken aback by this question. It almost made you curious about the surprise, wanting to know about it now. But you knew this would not happen, so you might as well give Yosuke a reply. “I’m not lying when I say this, but yes,” A blush crept on your cheeks. “Considering how many years we have been together, you make me so happy, and without you, I dunno what to do. I don’t think I could have asked for a better boyfriend like you, not that I think I would ask for another one.” 

   God damn, Yosuke almost wanted to tear up. But not now. 

   “I’m glad you think so because I feel the same way,” Yosuke continued. “Honestly, sometimes I can’t help but be in disbelief that I’m dating someone as amazing as you. Despite some of the stupid things I did in the past or just how ridiculous I can be, you have never once thought of leaving me. You have always stayed by my side and helped me whenever needed. That is why I just had to ask you.”

   This is it, me. No going back!

   Yosuke almost felt like he was shaking when he slowly got down onto his knees, pulling out a small box. Your eyes widened at first at this action, but they widened even more as soon as he opened it. In it was a small golden ring. It sat there in front of you, showing off its beauty with the way it shone. Oh my God, you thought to yourself.

   Feeling as though a tear was going to trickle down his cheek, Yosuke looked up at you and smiled softly. “(Y/N) (Y/L), will you stay with me for the rest of my life and marry me?” 

   An overwhelming feeling washed over you like the waves on the beach. You could not believe what was happening.

   “W-Wait, are you serious?” you had to ask out of disbelief. “You want me to marry you?” You had to admit you had moments where you wanted to be married to your boyfriend before. But never have you thought of proposing to him or making him propose. If anything, this almost felt like a dream.

   Yosuke chuckled. “Yes, babe. I’m being a hundred percent serious! More than anything in life, I want you to be my spouse. And I want to continue living with you for eternity. So what do you say?”

   That was it. There was no holding back. Tears started forming in your eyes and immediately poured down your cheeks. “Yes,” you answered in a shaky voice as you nodded your head. “Yes, of course, I will marry you!”

   Yosuke decided there was no other choice but to let his happy tears fall. He stood up on his feet and took your left hand, carefully placing the ring on your finger. 

“G-God, Yosu, this ring is beautiful!” you gushed, looking at the finger. You have not done anything to it yet, but you were already starting to get scared that something would happen to it. 

   Your now-fiance chuckled. “I had to get it for the most beautiful person I know. And I’m glad I bought it. It looks perfect on you.”

   The waterworks in your eyes kept on running, and you doubt they would stop anytime soon. You looked up at Yosuke with tear-stained vision. “This has been the best birthday ever. Not only did I spend it with the best people in my life, but now my long-time boyfriend is my fiance!”

   “That proposal was the best present ever, am I right, baby?” Yosuke winked, poking your cheek.

   “Damn right it was,” you grinned. 

   Then you placed your hands on his cheeks, pulling his face in for a kiss. There was no hesitation as he returned the kiss, wrapping his arms around your waist and pulling you close. At that moment, you and Yosuke felt like the only people in the world. 

   Pulling away, you looked up at Yosuke. “I love you so much, Yosu. So Goddamn much.”

   Yosuke smiled softly, leaning forward so his forehead would be resting against yours. “And I love you so much too, (N/N). Happy birthday, baby.”

-

aaand before we end the fanfic, i have a message for you, nikki:

damn. you’re 26 now? just 4 more years until you’re 30, you old hag. LMAO JK JK. 

but anyways, i hope you enjoyed this fanfic! i’m sorry i couldn’t actually buy you anything and then give it to you as an early present when i saw you last weekend. unfortunately, i couldn’t find anything good to give you, but i felt bad for nothing getting you anything, so i might as well write you another yosuke fic (don’t worry, hopefully by this christmas, i’ll find you something good hehe 😉). 

in all honesty, you’re one of the best cousins i’ve ever had. like out of all the cousins i’ve known from either my mom or dad’s side, i definitely feel like i’m closest to you. i’ve said this in last year’s fic, but i’ll say it again. you’re not even my cousin at this point, you’re like my big sis. and you’re the best big sis anyone could ever ask for ❤️ (i think it was best if we were made as cousins ‘cause OH BOY, our parents would NOT be able to handle us under the same roof AHAHA). from me sending you random jjba pics to us getting way too horny over our favorite anime characters and everyone bonking us to me watching you get drunk whenever you visit us, we’ve been through it all. i’m so glad to have you in my life, and i can’t even imagine what it’d be like without you. 

i hope you have the best birthday ever, and i hope to see you again soon! love you so much, thank you for being an amazing big sis to me. no one could ever replace you :)

from your little sis, kris <3

#persona 4 #persona #persona 4 x reader #persona 4 imagines #persona imagines #yosuke hanamura #fanfiction #persona 4 golden #p4g #yosuke hanamura x reader #oneshot #gn reader #x reader #kristin's writings

[autumnslance]

So one thing I tend to do with my WoL’s story is decide, usually late in the patches, when side content happens and who handles it; sometimes I determine a story happens all at once, sometimes spaced out. Like in Stormblood, WoL handles all of Omega while still in Gyr Abania before heading back to the Far East for 4.2 and 4.3, which is then when Ivalice, Four Lords, and Hildibrand happens while waiting on the MSQ between those patches. In Shadowbringers, Eden happened more or less as released, Bozja started in an early patch but got lumped together later on, same with Weapons.

I’m debating what to do about Pandaemonium and Aglaia now (and whatever our trials and relic content are), and some of it will ultimately depend on where those stories go and how we get there for the “when” but I was struck by an idea late at night and it sort of hinges on how I see gameplay versus story.

There are definitely some story elements that are given game mechanics; teleportation is one. The aetheric net is a thing in story, teleportation is a magic field of study and figures in to troop logistics, character travel, who can and cannot go places. It’s given space in the story as integral to the setting, as well as handy mechanically.

Then there are game mechanics that are given a story lampshade, a bandage to cover up a shaky transition or element that doesn’t really have a story reason, but there are other stories attached to it. The Ragnarok being “two places at once” post-Endwalker feels like this as it’s briefly mentioned then handwaved away and the point is really “we can’t cut off or stop using an entire endgame zone even though logically the characters would only be able to get there once so we’ll say ‘dynamis did it’ and have leveling and endgame content there.”

Same thing with a lot of Fates, dungeons, daily quests, side quests. It’s blatantly there as game content, sometimes has neat lore or ideas, but a lot of it is also just pretending to have story to excuse that gameplay element in the actual setting and story.

And Ultima Thule gets a better travel explanation than Elpis; there’s really no reason the WoL should be able to keep traveling there, either, except again, the devs aren’t going to cutoff an entire zone. But there’s really no mention of it, in the fishing quests, in the clan hunts, in the Panda quests—it’s just taken for granted WoL can go to this one very specific place and time still, whenever they want.

I love those zones and their content, but from a story angle, that bothers me. Not in a major way, but just enough to leave me dissatisfied and wondering how to handle it with my WoL. Hunts I can ignore; Fishing I can say she happened to grab a sample while there and brought it back or something if I really gotta, but Panda? I’m just not sure.

Then I remembered the scene with Cid’s goggles in ARR, and before that the back-and-forth in the 1.0 city intros, and the whole thing in Bozja’s opening where they solidified that as the Echo interacting with and affecting memories. The Panda quests are triggered by finding one of the Ancient memory crystals, sending a warning about a disaster that must be averted, in Pandaemonium. So what if, to study this crystal, the WoL is there to interact with it as someone who can understand those Ancient memories and the Echo lets her relive that person’s experiences? The disaster was handled in the past, by people already there—maybe even Azem and their allies, IDK. Elidibus’ memory of WoL in Elpis is easily sorted out as he was also there at the time, visiting or working on his own projects while shenanigans occurred, before he got into the mess at Pandaemonium. And in the present, WoL is trying to use the crystal and the Echo to learn what happened, reliving it in memory, rather than physically going back again by an undefined method. Maybe even learning something about Azem, Elidibus, and Lahabrea in the process.

I dunno. It’s a random 2am thought that won’t leave me alone. We’ll see where the raid story leads by the time the 6.4 patch rolls around sometime next year and how I feel about this then.

#final fantasy xiv #endwalker #lyn meta #msq #pandaemonium #elpis #ultima thule #gameplay #story #story vs gameplay #late night musings #queuing to see how unhinged this 2am thought sounds when I see it in the daytime

[softguarnere]

HOLD THE GOD DAMN PHONE!! I don’t think I’ve ever sent in a ship request for you…(have I?? fuck idk??) and I am appalled

Can I please have a ship babyyyy? xxx

I can send a description through if you want but also…kinda feel like you know me enough to go completely freehand with it hehe

Babe of COURSE you can have a ship 💖💖 We do know each other pretty well, so I'm gonna try to do my best (but honestly, you're so cool, do any of these boys even deserve you??)

I ship you with . . .

Ron Speirs!

I'm not gonna lie -- I've literally been associating the two of you together since I wrote Pull That Trigger, since you were one of my first requests and it was the first time I wrote soft!Speirs stuff hehe. I'm 'bout to have a lot of fun with this hon

Badass power couple, are you kidding me?! Talk about turning heads when you walk into the room. No one is gonna mess with the two of you

In canon era, y'all would totally see each other for the first time in an officer's meeting. He sees you and Nixon joking around while you ready your intelligence reports and he just freezes because holy shit, she's hot, and am I allowed to date a fellow officer?? And because he's Ron Freakin' Speirs, he's gonna do what he wants anyway

You truly bring out the best in each other (it's the introvert + extrovert dynamics for me) Don't get me wrong -- Ron is great as a leader and at taking command of a situation, but homeboy has some trouble putting himself out there in social situations, and if it were up to him, he would just kind of stay on the fringes of the crowd and observe. But you're so outgoing, and you introduce him to so many new and interesting people, that he finds himself actually kind of enjoying going to parties, if not just because he likes watching you have fun in your element.

Omggggg, guys would be coming up to flirt with you left and right, and he would just put his arm around you and give them the look, and they're running for the hills

(Also, Ron's not a huge fan of drinking, because he likes to be in control of himself. But there was one memorable occasion where he had one too many drinks. Let's just say that he's a cute, sappy drunk, and that this may or may not be how he confesses his feelings for you)

As an introvert, he's gotta recharge his social battery, though. His favorite part of parties is when they're over, because then y'all get to go home, and he just gets to unwind and feel like himself again. His favorite way to recharge is 100% having a lie-in the next day, just holding each other. (He'd kill anyone if they knew, and he has trouble asking for it, but he likes to be the little spoon, which is just *chef's kiss* 🥺 but that's between y'all 🤫😉)

If you ever get a little too dark-brain, he is there for you in whatever way you need. This man would wait on you hand and foot, bringing you tea or coffee and blankets (or a grilled cheese ;) ), or giving you space. He'll hold you for hours on end if you want. Contrary to popular belief, he's not completely averse to emotions, and he'll do his best to understand what you're going through, even if it's just to listen while you get your emotions out, because he wants you to know that he's there for you, and he's trying his best

Forehead 👏 kisses 👏 are 👏 his 👏 specialty 👏Other people would be shocked to learn how gentle he is with you. You're truly just such a safe space for him where he feels like he can unmask and be himself, and he's probably told you so many things that he's never told anyone before, and just UGH, I'm tearing up thinking about it man

Also, touch his hair, touch his hair, for the love of GOD, touch his hair, it makes him so soft!!!!!!!! If he's not sleeping well or has a nightmare or something, your touch immediately soothes him. If you're just chillin' and you run a hand through his hair -- shivers down his spine, he LOVES it

He's lowkey SO COMPETITIVE hehehe. (Straight up, there are stories in his biography about him racing with people on the Currahee runs, so you know I had to work it in here somehow) He loves going to the gym with you, because he feels like he's in his element and he gets to spend time with you. But also he is gonna try to race you on the treadmills or smth, because it's Ron we're talking about. (You always beat him, and he can't even be mad about it, because he's so *heart eyes emoji* for you)

This man would move mountains for you, and he'll truly be happy with whatever kind of future you want. You want to stay in the military? Works for him -- you guys can keep climbing the ranks together. You want to settle down somewhere? He's already calling his old accounting firm to see if they have openings.

Whatever you do and wherever you go, he's going to make sure that it has good weather and good views, because he's pretty sure that he could handle living almost anywhere in any situation, but he's gonna make sure that you have the world

Sorry this took a sec babe 😘 I hope you liked it!

#back on my soft!easy agenda #y'all really just enable it with these ship requests lol #not that I'm complaining -- I just hope y'all like it too #bestie I hope you likeeeed this #tumblr friends #band of brothers #band of brothers x reader #band of brothers ships #ron speirs #ron speirs x reader #soft!speirs

[ariondevereux]

Soo, remember when I said to grab a seatbelt for all the Maya x Phoenix hcs, you can grab another one for Kirsten x Blaze. I know you said that Kirsten is an oc that isn’t the most developed so hopefully these are a little helpful… and like, y’know, I’m an anxious mess so if these are ever annoying pls tell me asdfghjkl:

Kirsten x Blaze <3

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/CeMXL0TN27D/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- I know you said Kirsten is a shy bean and crushed on B as soon as she saw him, so a few years down the line I’d think that B would try doing stuff to get her all flustered and y’know, keeps the magic of their romance alive.

(https://www.instagram.com/p/CLA-3EfjAPf/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- couples that have banter stay together!!!

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ch4mx0trVeh/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- it wouldn’t truly be a B headcanon list without a fashion hc. I personally think the two of them would look goddamn beautiful on their dates.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/ChfJac9tgXW/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- dates at home, like really cute, chilled out dates like this…idk, they’re super wholesome y’know.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/ChJfhw7PNOw/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- if Kirsten and Blaze don’t wanna do this then you and I can, Disney movies are top tier! But yeah, I feel like they’d enjoy it with their ice cream sandwiches and they’d watch each other’s favourite movies and like rate them out of ten.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cjxd-PwPHcD/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- I feel like B would be a fan of giving these unique kind of gifts, like you’d walk past and see that framed up and go ‘omg, we did that together’ <3

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ch_sbFJDM05/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- Blaze and Kirsten on vacation!! I think it’d be so cute, and romantic, like it’d be such a vibe. It’d be a few days or weeks together and they’ll be completely into each other and asdfghjkl, if Kirsten is into marriage then B would probably propose on a holiday.

(https://www.instagram.com/p/CSkNY9Ph5d0/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- okay, but like the roles are reversed where Kirsten worries over Blaze when he walks in in the morning after difficult full moons; gotta put that nursing degree to good use. I imagine Kirsten being all worried and Blaze saying that he’s fine with a smile on his lips.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cj1ILDBONV3/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- sort of getting angsty, but I think it’d be cute if Kirsten and Blaze did something before each full moon so Blaze is less…stressed out.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Cj78AxursNi/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- okay, proper angst time and well, self-explanatory, if Kirsten has a sad backstory then you know B’s going to give her sweet pick me ups.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/CjyTR8MLGbI/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- not necessarily this specifically, but any childhood triggers Kirsten had, Blaze is going anything to squash them.

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/CXUbYk5tUqR/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- this just gives me Blaze vibesc, like I see him does this for Kirsten.

(https://www.instagram.com/p/CL-BKLpj8wz/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- I’ve put this here but this could probably go in two ways: one being that Kirsten totally already knows how to do Blaze’s hair, or P would teach Kirsten how to do it so brotp vibes <3

(https://www.instagram.com/reel/Ccb2MajP1n3/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=) <- spoilery? Maybe, but Blaze’s reaction in chapter 9 🫢

Brotp with Kirsten and Phoenix; like two shy, intelligent souls being friends. I think P would come out of their shell a little quicker than Kirsten. Like I imagine P on their days off calling up Kirsten like “hey, i’m going out, wanna come?” and they go to cafes, exchange photographs, and P definitely give Kirsten a lovely sketch of her and Blaze. One of those candid ones <3 I feel like their friendship would be wholesome, and like, ‘soulmates can be friends, not just lovers’ and that’d be them.

Asdfghjkl, okay, thanks for reading my word vomits I really appreciate it. Ilysm <3333

PLEASE I WAS DRUNK WHEN I FIRST READ THIS ASK AND I COULDNT STOP GIGGLING IDNEUSJWSK listen some of these headcanons are literally the exact same ones i have for blaze and kirsten ugh the way we are always on the same wavelength 👯‍♀️

THE WHOLE THING ABOUT KIRSTEN NOT ABLE TO MAINTAIN EYE CONTACT WITH BLAZE 😭😭😭😭 that couldn’t be MORE them!!!! and the thing is it’s soon after they met that blaze realized how flustered kirsten gets when they’re eye to eye. kirsten has always been more of an introvert and she’s always been too conscious to talk about whatever she likes with someone and when she meets blaze, she quickly feels his interest in getting to know her better in the way he always initiates a conversation with her. one of my scenarios is that she’s going on and on about something she’s passionate about and it looks like she’s in her own little world until she looks at blaze and he’s literally staring right at her and her whole system glitches like ON GOD she is down bad for this guy and i don’t blame her <333 please the idea of blaze still teasing her about it in the relationship stage UGH IT FILLS MY SOUL 😫😫😫

THE SECOND REEL I DIDNT REALIZE B COULD BE SO GOOFY KSXNEJSJAKS MILA ALL YOUR ROS ARE SO PERFECT I CAN FEEL MYSELF SIMPING OVER B :(((( i’m literally going to fight kirsten for blaze

AND THE FASHION HC WAIT WAIT not to insert maya everywhere but i actually have this headcanon that her being a blaze x kirsten shipper, she’s DEFINITELY designed a matching outfit for them once jxbjddjsjssj

and the home dates…….. b highkey starting to look like my ideal partner… 🫣

me and you on a double date with blaze and kirsten when?????? snsnejskska but OMG WAIT why can i imagine them doing that thing where they reach into the popcorn bucket at the same time but blaze would do it on purpose because referring to headcanon #1 he would do anything to fluster kirsten 😭😭😭 i’m literally foing insane at this point i’m crying

AND THE UNIQUE GIFTS!!!!!! LISTEN OMG there’s a few sites like this where you can know the phase of the moon on a specific date and i’ve always hc’d them getting a frame of the moon phase when they became official and it’s like kirsten’s little way of associating moons with a few good things for blaze 🥺

THE WINE TASTING IN THE VACATION REEL IS SO FUNNY PLEASE I CAN IMAGINE BLAZE’S GOOFY ASS DOING THAT UFHSGWJSJDJ i just KNOW they’d be the sappy couple i would literally HATE seeing because i would be so jealous jzbejaqjjswj

also after full moon, kirsten would be such a strict nurse that first thing in the morning i can imagine blaze immediately going “i’m fine. i’m fine” literally at the second kirsten sees him but she will NOT have it and will check blaze for wounds or anything and PLEASE if blaze has a smile on his face, kirsten would try her hardest to sound stern and be like “stop it’s not funny” but it only makes his smile widen because she’s such a natural softie she can’t be intimidating at all even if her life depended on it 😭 and he’d probably pull some on the spot flirting like “how lucky am i to have such a cute nurse?” UGH i just know the flirt in b does not rest 😩🫶🏼

and the angst hcs actually apply to kirsten SO much. her backstory definitely isn’t as sad as maya’s but kirsten being conscious of the things she talks about comes from the mindset she kinda drilled into herself when she was younger that she should only talk about things that are relevant to being the mayor’s daughter. it’s like she’s kirsten adler first, just kirsten second. out of all my golden ocs, she has the least messed up relationship with jared and now i’m realizing i think it’s the people pleaser in her and she’s like trying so hard to fit into this mayor’s daughter mold so she doesn’t cause any problems for her parents. and this isn’t to say her interests are problematic but she tries not to indulge in, let’s say photography, because she thinks that’s mostly seen as a hobby. she tries to keep her indulgence lowkey, even though they’re harmless, just so she can avoid media people like erin who will do anything to twist her image into another rich kid having all the luxury in the world to do what she likes and not have a care about real people problems blah blah blah

so yeah she meets blaze and she realizes he’s a breath of fresh air because he’s coaxing her out of her shell. no matter how concise she’s trying to be, he keeps asking questions about her, not about her family and for the first time in a long time she feels seen <3

AND NAURRRRRR BLAZE CARRYING KIRSTEN TO BED PLEASE I CAN IMAGINE HIM DOING THAT WHEN SHE FALLS ASLEEP TRYING TO PULL AN ALL NIGHTER 😭😭😭😭😭😭 and please omg blaze would whisper smth like “and yet you tell me to take care of myself” god i got tears in my eyes

THE CHAPTER NINE REACTION DHHEJSHWISJAJS MILA PLEASE WHEN I TELL YOU IM LITERALLY SO EXCITED FOR THE UPDATE 😭😭😭 i just know b’s gonna pull some “uhuh” level shit that will make me go insane again 😭😭

OKOKOK PHOENIX AND KIRSTEN’S FRIENDSHIP <3333 kirsten WOULD ask phoenix to teach her how to do blaze’s hair 🥹🥹 kirsten would do it in secret though like “don’t tell blaze i asked you” or something just because she’s shy LMFAO so phoenix will be discreet about it like if she’s in the room while he’s doing blaze’s hair, he’ll be like “kirsten, you wanna try it?” like it’s just some random question and blaze will have the cutest prettiest smile on his face that will soothe her nerves 😩😩😩😩

AND YES YES YES YOU ARE SO RIGHT ABOUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP BEING SO WHOLESOME 💕💕💕 i’m gonma ramble about them because i have been wanting to talk about this for the longest time jdxbsksk

i imagine kirsten taking being in the early relationship stage with blaze to be fully comfortable with the team. she doesn’t hate them, it’s just her shyness so at first, even though she likes being around them, she still feels a bit too self-conscious unless blaze is there too. and like she’s glued to blaze that at one point blaze is like “i swear they’re great” and she mumbles “i know” and that’s when he realizes she’s just shy 😭 so after a while, in the middle of the conversation with the group, blaze intentionally brings up photography and when phoenix lights up, he goes “kirsten likes photography too” and that’s where their friendship begins

and after that, they bond over photography (the same way blaze and maya bond over fashion. #parallels) and other common interests they later find out about each other. early friendship stage, kirsten’s still a little conscious so phoenix makes sure to ask her open ended questions that he can elaborate later on with follow up questions. soon enough kirsten relaxes around him so she goes “blaze told me you can draw?” and he’ll probably say something like “oh yeah. i’ll have to show you sometime” like please it’s like a whole platonic meet-cute and it’s the cutest fucking thing ever. and when blaze notices kirsten growing more and more comfortable—like when she starts rambling about something—he’ll throw phoenix an appreciative look for making her feel at ease <333

UGH I ENJOYED THIS SO MUCH 💞💞💞 it literally shocks me how you Get my ocs. especially kirsten. these are so in character for her. i watched the reels so many times and i smiled every time at the accuracy dnxbejskwk and please. thank YOU for going out of your way to make headcanons when you didn’t have to. they’ve made me so so happy and i just can’t thank you enough. ilysm i hope you’re having the best day. i’m sending you a million kisses <3

#i keep saying i’m giggling and i got tears in my eyes #but i Legitimately was giggling and tearing up reading and typing these hcs #thank you for these mila ilysm MWAH <33 #mila ✨ #nikka answers #oc: kirsten adler #blaze x kirsten #brotp: phoenix x kirsten #<< their first tag <33