#but its so cold and im so tired

[skunkg1rll]

well... i woke up in time for school. which is the hardest part since it starts at 9am nd i always go to sleep at 4am and wake up around 12-13pm lol. but i got up nd checked when the busses are running.. i checked the weather nd it says it's gnna rain. then i thought "do i rlly need to go today..... cant i go next week?". the thing with me is that if i allow myself to have that thought then it's ruined. if i have the thought of not going, then i wont. thats why i make myself just get up nd go thru the motions nd leave, nd never allowing myself to think that. buuuuut i messed up today... i just wanna stay in bed nd go back to sleep T-T im sitting here "thinking abt it" but the time is already running out nd i dont rlly have time to get up nd get ready now. i dont think i'll get in trouble that i missed this week if i just make sure to go every day next week. ugh

#i should rlly just get out of bed and go #but its so cold and im so tired #my neighbor is stomping around upstairs nd just that makes me wanna die lmao #i just dont feel like going even if i do hate staying at home too #bc i do feel like a loser and a worthless failure #it's just that.. idk i dont want to do anything :/ ig i also kinda feel like self sabotaging #and im so tired of trying #im trying to do this but i get no help from the health care system #i rlly need therapy bc i wanna kms lol but everyone r just like nah sorry cant help u #why should i have to try soooooo hard when nobody cares #i just wanna rot #even if rotting also makes me feel bad #idk i just wish i was normal and healthy #can i even go back to sleep now that i feel so bad abt mysel skskksks #ughhh #no ok i decide i will stay home today #then i'll go every class next week #but i'll give myself one last day to stay home nd feel bad abt myself #im not allowed to do this again next week i've decided

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

finally colored that Eddie scribble <3 rough day p.2!

#am i happy with this? no! but im tired of messing with it so this is what we get #i mean its not Bad but. sigh #i gotta get better at coloring stuff its my Art Weakness #no matter how much i try i cannot understand color theory #my brain simply says No <3 #i have perfect color vision and yet. and fucking yet. cant use it for shit! yeehaw! #scribble garnish #welcome home #welcome home puppet show #eddie dear #i hope he enjoys that ice cold soda - sold exclusively at howdys for a stellar deal only one hundred percen- *gunshot* #i would like everyone to know that i unironically initially wrong 'seld' instead of 'sold' #and genuinely didnt know why there was a little red squiggle friend underneath it for a solid minute #the brain is rotting <3 i go outside and the ravens start divebombing <3 #i am living up to my url of 'carrion' #dead meat walkin babeyyyyyy #i think the chronic migraines are actually frying my neurons!!! yee! haw!

[fabledtactician]

irregularly scheduled arknights doodles dump! recent lingering echoes rerun has turned me into a full time goat liker im afraid (+a few other sillies)

#cycha tries to be creative #arknights #ebenholz #its the middle of winter and all im thinking of is the beach....im so tired of the cold #also that couch is my actual coach in my room #and i was thinking that of all people lumen would enjoy sitting on it #the logos one is me findind the banshees kiss artifact in is2

[diientedegato]

And if my dreams come true, I'd be there looking at you. And as you start to undo, I'll hold a mirror to you.

#listening to man or muppet its so bellcore am i right gys am o right #ougheughguoguhufuhg............ #i will render this sometime maybe idk i do like it or im too tires ro see its bad anyways #cod cw #cod cold war #bell cod #wip #my art #russel adler #russell adler #did it go with one or two Ls idk #adler cod #cod black ops cold war

[robinfollies]

smth smth arthur gets sleepy when it’s cold…

#hi im CRAZY ABOUT THEM. BBU ART REQUEST STREAM TODAY I PAID 7 BUCKAROOS AND GOT AN ARTHURSTOTLE JUST FOR ME AND BESTIE TO MATCH WITH #they dropped the tidbit that arthur gets sleepy when it gets cold and i like #i grabbed that and i ran with it #came up with this while on a walk today and decided to scribble it out before i go to sleep #its literally spring. thr weather is warm IT WAS SO WARM TODAY. HELP #ROBIN NO DONT MAKE A COMIC ABOUT THE COLD IT WAS LIKE 20c TODAY ROBIN ROBIIIINNNN #anyways im so unbelievably normal about them can you tell #i love writing banter between them IT JUST COMES SO SO NATURALLY TO ME ITS SO MUCH FUN AUUGHHH #I CARE THEM SO BADLY. IM GOING TO THROW THEM INTO THE SUN #robin’s art #billie bust up #2024 art #bbu arthur #bbu aristotle #arthurstotle #comicfollies #<- new comic tag btw because i make quite a few of those apparently!! how silly #okay im tired goobmite!!! hearts hearts explosion

[isupposethisisagoodusername]

I love how one line tore this fandom apart from it's handsewn stitches that were covering piles of patches of this old holed fabric and just made a gigantic fucking tear right in the middle of it

"Honey I'm home"

Yeah, I'm freaking out, it's very cute, I love it, but lmfao

No I am too tired to process emotion so I am not physically freaking out but it's still dope as shit

#i just saw a post where someone spammed honey im home over a post of another person doing the exact same thing #tbff same #but its still funny #damijon #jon kent #damian wayne #supersons #batman #Robin #i refuse to call jon superboy because i think its unfair with kon #i love them so much but i cant write jon for shit so canon has to cover my fanfiction needs and holly fuck it's doing it #honey im home #honey im fucking home #fuck #enough #i am tired #feeling like tim rn #someone knock me out cold so i can sleep

[puppyeared]

man

#maybe im being pessimistic abt this. im not saying u should wear a mask every waking moment of your life god knows i cant #but also. hell no i dont trust u if anything i distrust u ppl even more after how things played out for the past 3 years #like there are situations where it might be inevitable catching covid. most of my family members are nurses and in constant contact #but there are also a ton of ways to make that risk low as possible like masking and wearing a face shield and having sanitizer #for me its not enough to just say oh we're in a small group and we're all vaccinated #motherfucker your kid is sick from preschool EVERY TIME WE VISIT. of course ill be wearing a mask she gave me covid last year #also no the fuck it isnt seasonal the cases go up because lack of caution makes the virus spread and mutate especially around times when #ppl gather. add that with virus transmission in cold weather and its a matter of different factors increasing the risk of spread #im also tired of ppl not understanding that i wont be their responsibility if i do get sick. maybe they can help me recover #but at the end of the day the risk of death and long term health is all on me. i cant change that #the govt barely gives me accommodations what makes u think theyll do anything for every individual case of long covid or worse #im so tired. im so tired #i dont even know if its possible to want this to be over anymore i just wish we didnt have to deal with this in the first place #ALSO COUGH INTO YOUR SLEEVE SERIOUSLY HOW IS THIS SO HARD TO REMEMBER #oh its just a cold/dry throat its not like i have covid or anything. no!! its basic hygiene!!! how is this so hard to understand!!!!!!!!!! #and no this isnt abt whether people have the means to protect themselves this is me bitching abt my relatives not taking me seriously #vent #my art #myart #doodles #covid 19

[theeflowerofcarnage]

they will never free my girl nina from that atrocious hair

#simblr #my sims #dina caliente #nina caliente #i think i figured out what was tripping me up abt thier new look #n its that i always thot sims 2 nina n dina had a more warm orange undertone this new one seems more cold or nuetral #w the hair n makeup it looks funky on them #it doesnt match thier undertones so they just look tired in this look i feel the same about what they did to bella goth she cant wear #bright reds like the first bella did shes a dark wine red girly now #im keeping my OG dina makeover just toning down the eyes i love her too much even tho she doesnt really look related to nina #ah well in my head thier still aliens but scary looking this is just thier human disguise #not making them real aliens in game tho it fucks up thier faces so im using cc costumes but shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

[tibli]

Someone: Here's why Dirkjohn sucks and doesn't make any sense! *explanation that completely misunderstands both characters*

#homestuck #dirkjohn #dirk strider #john egbert #its both annoying and hilarious lmao #im so tired of the take that dirk is like emotionless and cold #bc its like congratulations you're thinking of bro and clearly did not read any of act 6 literally whatsoever #either that or you take dirk's concept of himself entirely at face value #and with john theyre always like 'he'd hate dirk for *completely random reason* and theyd be at each others throats' #when its like. dirk edited an entire detective pony novel for jane. he knows how to mess around #and john in general doesnt usually hate people bc he's just generall a friendly guy #but also sort of emotionally detached from a lot of things #im not even like. hugely invested in the ship or anything #but i do actually think it could work tho i wont go into detail #bc the tags are already novella length lmao

[wall-e-gorl]

ashton's cool ass hammer upgrade + new outfit but mesh shirt + boobs + crutches

#my art #ashton greymoore #critical role #cr fanart #bells hells #THE MESH SHIRT ISNT MY IDEA BTW I SAW SOMEONE ON HERE DO THAT FIRST AND I THOUGHT IT WAS GENIUS #anyways not my favorite face ive done for them but like the focus was the outfit so its fine #also forgor the immovable rod in the handle BUT im done with this piece <3 too cold and tired for that

[madmutts]

ITS SO COLD WAAGH 😭

IM GONNA FREEZE TO DEATH NOOOO (I am contently sitting under a giant heat lamp. The outside is dangerous.)

#angelo txt #hea au #hdkfjdjf im so tired but its hard to sleep cuz its so COLD #HELP

[kitamars]

buncha blushy bunnies >///<

#GOD. HES SO #hes my everything #my ray of sunshine #id kill and die for him #sorry for lack of posts btw school is kicking my ass 😭 #too tired for most things lol #went swimming today while it was cold out and i almost died lol #anyways #back to he #kotetsu how does it feel to have sunshine by your side #i’ve already used that tag but fuck it its still true #im in love with him #barnaby brooks jr #kotetsu x barnaby #bc you know me #taibani #tiger & bunny #tiger and bunny #t&b #tnb #ok bye

[nolongerexistingsadcatface]

Ok yes America hating the cold is funny (eh) BUT. have you considered that I like the imagery of an America sitting alone in the forest in the bleak mid-winter landscape of an east coast woods, all alone in both body and mind, agonizing over her seeming doom to be stuck in the throes of loneliness for all eternity?

#aph nyo america #aph america #i want engagement <3 #secret confession i actually hate that canonically america doesnt do well in the cold #it gives too much ammo to the west coasters (villains) who can’t let my poor baby alfred be the east coast girl he truly is #also in a broader sense i feel like it creates a weird divide in both the portrayal of america and the connection he has with his country #as its representation #america is one of the most climate diverse countries in the entire world and i feel like making the REPRESENTATION OF AMERICA not be able t #handle a large majority of his country’s climate is an Odd choice and creates an unfortunate barrier between american culture #and the way it’s portrayed in hetalia #imo one of the most amazing parts of the geography of the us is its ability to be a metaphor for the american people #so insanely diverse and fundamentally different and completely irreconcilable—but it works anyways. #the land works together anyways //we// work together anyways we become one anyways despite what any and all logic dictates #what any and all logic DEMANDS #so for america to not be able to represent that cohesion + community—and in fact represent an intense and almost INNATE complete inability #to even try being accepting of and embracing our differences—is just.. not something I like + insinuates a very odd view of American cultur #my eyes are shutting as i type this im so tired #sorry if this is horribly written rip #i see this a lot in the hetalia fandom (IK I JUST DID IT IN THIS POST LMAO BUT I SWEAR I DO IT AS A JOKE; I REALLY DO APPRECIATE THE WEST #COAST AND AM FULLY AWARE OF ITS ROLE IN THE US CULTURE AND FUNCTION) where people write alfred as being almost hostilely exclusionary??? #towards certain areas of america—city al who doesn’t like the country; country al who doesn’t like the newfangled cities; northerner al #who hates the southerners (because theyre poor + dont fit the author’s view of respectable people BUT THATS FOR A DIFFERENT POST);southerne #al who hates the northerners—and it’s all very gross to me. america is not—at its core—a country/culture founded on separation!! our ideals #are based on being—at our most basic—separate multi-faceted individuals who COME TOGETHER!! as one because of common ideals and love #E PLURIBUS UNUM!!!!!! #ok im done gn

[maria-ruta]

walking into the kitchen after midnight, because family forgot to turn of the light there, while living in Argentina in summer, in the house of the ground floor, is like walking into a fucking disco party of little fucking critters on the floor

With 5 slugs and one giant cockroach roaming around 😫😭

#And i haven't even checked the kitchen sink #It always has at least 3 slugs at night #Me #My life #Argentina #Im tired of those guys #My least favourite neighbours #Also i was born in Siberia so all the insects and critters like that always used to be very small there #Bc its fucking cold #But here all those guys are giant for me hahaha #Giant butterfly and spider and bumblebee so big it sounds like helicopter #And fucking monsters of cockroches

[sleaterkinnie]

being in a bad mood on halloween is crazy like can you lighten up bitch

#im so mad bc im at WORK and im TIRED and its COLD and i have a HEADACHE. but mostly bc im at work on halloween

[soldier-poet-king]

Why is writing cover letters like pulling teeth. I DONT LIKE having interviews and conversations with strangers but in this case I actually find it easier to talk myself up / talk about my abilities and experience in person, not limited to a single page of job-speak language that is ultimately meaningless

#ughhhhhh #the duality of fran #i want this job thoooo #and i didnt work on it yesterday bc i was tired and not feeling 100% #but i REALLY want to get the app in by the end of the week. friday evening ideally #just like. one less thing to worry about #its weirder bc i know the guy who's hiring #not particularly well #but its not like. a cold open letter #so i feel weirdly formal writing him like this #even tho thats what im supposed to be doing #when really like #as colleagues from related orgs i could just email him like hey (name) what's up #were it any other situation than me trying to get him to hire me at this specific position #bleghh bleghh bleghhh