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angeltsan · 2 days

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oh wait.... ohhhh wait...... sub!sungho ..... is certainly.... something to think about .... i might be a little insane ... and this is just me being me but gosh i can't help but imagine tying sungho up with pretty pink silk ribbons, and like the little blurb you sent into my inbox that time, with him i don't think you'd have to put much pressure at all, because he's so good, he won't move or act out.... the dollification goes both ways oh GOSH he's just so pretty it's impossible not to think about putting him in pretty silky ribbons and keeing him all still and pretty to use and play with so gently..... i'm going nuts bye

belle im sick,, you're gonna kill me like actually 😭 love thinking abt pretty boys in the prettiest most delicate silk, it doesn't actually hold much and its all up to the mental submission for sungho to not do anything to get out of the silky restraints. he'd look so pretty with his hands tied either way but i can't help but imagine if you tie his hands to his front side, trusting that he won't touch himself or try to stop you from touching him. you'd tell him you wanna pamper him, treat him like a dolly and he's melting, he secretly lives for being taken care of he loves when you give him all of your attention like this which is why he's so well behaved. i feel like he sometimes can get very overwhelmed and he may move a bit but he always goes to stop himself, especially when you soothe him and hush his whines and tell him, "dollies don't touch.." or "dollies don't speak.." he's such a perfect play thing, so pretty and sweet, letting you do whatever you please cuz he'd never wanna act out,, just wants to be a pretty doll all tied up in silk that perfectly compliments his skin <3

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aibafiles · 8 months

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so there are two big musical throughlines in npmd, which i was mostly aware of from the digital ticket but it's nice to listen through and confirm it:

the first is the "hatchet town" piano motif, which you can hear in the trailer, hatchet town (the chorus of course, but it's also the bass in the verses if you listen for it), and npmd/ddmd in the "who will pray for you" verse. i feel like i remember hearing it in the digital ticket before the opening (during the police bit) but maybe my brain is just making things up? idk, we'll find out. BUT we actually heard it for the first time in the bridge of axe man, very appropriately accompanied by the "watchin nerds run for their lives" lyric. it seems to be associated with the imminent threat of death, particularly if you're a nerd.

the other is right at the beginning of the opening (leading into "I'm dead"), and we hear it again in cool as i think i am ("I'm not a loser") and its reprise, and of course npmd and ddmd ("darkness will spare my soul"), neatly bookending the show. i think this one is more associated with The Nerds growing and asserting themselves, in contrast to the other theme. it reminds me a bit of black friday having two distinct themes that don't come together until the finale, one associated with wiggly and one with family (remind me to make A Post about that too) - it makes the act 1/2 closers really hit home and the show feels more musically cohesive for it.

uh, in conclusion:

#hatchetfield #npmd spoilers #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #nerdy prudes spoilers #personal #the hatchetfield leitmotifening #SIDENOTE. am i losing my mind or um. uhhh #in the summoning when they start talking about the bargain #are those if i loved you chords?? like from the intro #i might be wrong i haven't tried to transcribe them or anything #but it FEELS like it and im gonna go nuts if they are #starkid

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so-very-small · 8 months

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the tiny, inside the walls, hyping themself up: It’s totally fine. Everything I’ve seen from this human shows that they’re kind, level headed, and normal. There’s utterly nothing wrong with this human, and I can totally befriend them! I shouldn’t be scared at all!

the tiny: *peeks out hole in the bathroom wall, looking up at the giant before them*

the giant, in front of the bathroom sink, obliviously doing their nightly routine: *removes their dentures*

the tiny, has no concept of what dentures are, who just saw this behemoth remove all the bones and flesh from its own mouth in one swift pull, without a flinch of pain: what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

#g/t #giant tiny #teeth tw #slight body horror tw #i feel like that warrants a tag #anyways I MIGHT HAVE TO GET DENTURES. FUCKIN WHAT #IM TWENTY FIVE #tbh i knew i needed them. but still. got that news today. fuckin nuts #anyways. sorry to ramble abt my irl life. but if i told any of my irl friends i was getting dentures id be roasted #not in a mean way. but there was a denture related incident at the place we all worked years ago. and they would be making parallels so fast #plus i think itll be fun to tell no one and then yank em out at a party as a surprise #can u even yank dentures. idk. ill find out tho!#again sorry for rambling i just love to ramble actually #(also absolutely no shame against ppl w dentures! teeth r incredibly important to self esteem tbh and dentures r a wonderful aid to have)#(like man im gonna smile so much after. chew w both sides of my mouth)#GO BRUSH UR TEETH BTW

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quirkle2 · 1 year

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Warriors smiles. It's bright and wide and warm, relieved and watery and wobbly, and he feels like his body has just been recreated. The mourning over losing his only family to portals and fate ebbs from his chest, escapes through the laugh he lets out, incredulous and elated, maybe slightly hysterical, but Legend lets one out that sounds much the same, so he feels a bit more justified in it.

Instantly, the present burn in his chest snuffs out, smoke in his lungs and soot on his bones, and the hello, good morning, I love you, wants to pour out of him like water to a rickety dam.

piece to accompany a wip fic of mine, cinnamon

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turtletoria · 2 years

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they werent lying that martha sure can speak

#turtlearts #martha speaks #dogs #did u know shes supposed to be a labrador mix? cool huh #i am on a nostalgia kick #i was going to draw her with wordgirl (sorry) but i wanted to practice drawing her first #i wont lie im really proud of this she looks like a dog for real im gonna cry #i think im at the age where i miss being really young. i miss watching pbs kids after school and i miss being small #im still fairly young i know that but still. i feel old and i think im going a little nuts #anyways enjoy the doggie. really hope yall like this #i wonder if anyone still remembers her #i loved the books when i was a kid. she made me fascinated with alphabet soup #ah. missing childhood has such mixed feelings

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cosmobrain00 · 6 months

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if horror doesnt make u uncomfortable then wht the fuck is even the point

#I cant do this anymore guys im gonna go nuts #PLEASE stop shying away from dark concepts in literally evrything ESP dark media I cant be this alone anymore #the point is tht u feel awful! good horror will make u nauseous n if thts not wht ur looking for go smwhere else!#its alrght not to like it but dont water it down for urself to the point where it cant even be recognized as horror anymore. please

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blujaymi · 1 year

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we popping the BIGGEST bottles when qpr nuts and dolts happens tomorrow

#hey man #im coping #very hard #i feel like everything is gonna go wrong but i can dream of one nice thing #rwby #rwby9 #ruby rose #penny polendina #nuts and dolts #rwby spoilers

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origamiyoda · 3 months

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Knowing/learning the actual HL(2) story/lore is making me simultaneously more excited for hl2vrai and also sooooo fucking. scared.

#I know it's gonna be really funny. BUT. 90/10 rule. the tone they've set with the trailer. have u SEEN the gnome finale.#gets scared gets scared gets scared gets scared gets scared gets sc #the thing is with rtvs stuff is I'm like. OuHH they're comedians but dear God they're fucking. Excellent storytellers as well #MY POINT AGAIN. YOUVE SEEN THE GNOME FINALE. YOUVE SEEN THE TRAILER. YOUVE SEEN HLVRAI FOR GODSSAKE. REMEMBER BREAKING BAD. GESTURES.#The thing that keeps plaguing me. did gordon get to go home. did he leave tge videogame. or did that guy get stuck in stasis.#did he get to go home. did he get to go home.#I think about hl2vrai too long I go insane and get really scared and excited #Rewatchinf the gnome saga recently has REALLY . Really got me thinking. Idk #Pacing my room like I'm trying to solve a cold case.#dude it's gonna fucking rule I'm so excited. IM SO EXCITED. starts howling #hl2vrai #Leo yells #ALSO . LEARNING ABOUT HALFLIFE IS JUST FUCKING ME UP IN GENERAL #GORDON. ALYX. BARNEY. ADRIAN??????????#fucking dies.#also cos I've been watching backlogs of VODS I've seen some of th other. idk more theatrical? streams they've done and I'm like. Oughugjjj #the I.M. MEEN stream. the. the Simpsons stream. they're good at what they do and I'm like. Jumping around #there's also th thought of like. Well they didn't follow hl1 tbh but like. THE TRAILER MAN. THEYRE DOINF SOMETHING #tommy as gman....... goes fucking NUTS #the implications of every part of th trailer & like. everything else are making me feel like the Charlie Day meme

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bmpmp3 · 6 months

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lemme tell you im starting to get a little sick of when im complaining about when a show or movie is writing a major female character with not as much depth as her male cohorts or she's written oddly plot device-like for a main character and people always tell me "oh but it's intentional, we're seeing her through the eyes of the male main character and he has a crush on her so he doesnt see her flaws" because like

FIRST of all yeah i get it but its hard to write that trope interestingly to me at this point without a lot of work put into subversion so intentionality doesnt make it any less boring

SECONDLY half the time people say this about ensemble cast stuff and like why is the random dude suddenly designated as the most perspective of all perspective characters when it comes to this specific woman. why dont we get to see the other characters perspectives on her too?

AND THIRDLY do people view women they have crushes on as bland plot devices without lives of their own enough irl that this is so universal in writing? isnt the point of having a crush wanting to hang out and know more about your crush, know about their likes and dislikes and all that. am i missing something here

#im gonna sound insane for what im about to say. but i grew up watching way to much harem anime for a 10 year old #and im gonna be honest. maybe that spoiled me? those things were not without their flaws but at least the 5 different magical giant #goddess demon vampire women with multicoloured hair inexplicably in love with random normal guy at least had like. inner lives #like thats why the guy is so normal and bland. because the focus is on the magical women and their pink hair and their complicated #backstories and familial lives and whatever outside of the main character #like theyre still big boobied colourful haired fantasies but at least they showed me something about em #when it comes to these other stories where a woman is treated like a plot device love interest and written like a dead wife in an #action movie but like. alive. i cant help but feel like. are you holding out on me? i want to know her. show me her LIFE i want to SEE IT #grabs writers by the collar ARE YOU HOLDING OUT ON ME???#its nuts because sometimes you see the bones of a really cool character but the writers are more interested in what she can do for the main #male character and how he sees her than whats going on in her head. i dunno im just getting annoyed. i think u can do this trope well #like how i think you can write basically any trope well. but i see intentionality used an excuse so often so i wanna see you do #SOMETHING interesting with this trope if ur gonna do it at least. subvert it in cool ways i dunno just do ANYTHING hfjdkjfkd

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legendryhero · 1 year

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like for ... a very small starter.

#feeling... crazy #also u gotta tell me which era u want or on christ i WILL randomize it #ill be honest i'm refreshing a lot of my memory on any downfall timeline games + minish cap & spirit tracks #oh and a link between words i need to replay that its been a LONG time #but like oot/mm or tp or ww/ph or botw/totk or sksw ... all of them i can go nuts #i have tomorrow off im probably gonna sit and watch play throughs of as many games as i can so i can have a solid refresher

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vse-kar-vem · 4 months

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which joker out members have a deep and unhealthily personal attachment to the noah kahan song the view between villages and which of them are normal

#sprry this is such a bad post but im kinda going throigh it ☹️#listen i was either gonna post this or 'none of you think im weird right. right. do i seem strange and awkward and unerving im sorry :('#like i can barely talk to a person irl believe me im hyperaware of how i come off online #which is again weird and offputting 😢 and i cant rven use age as a crutch cuz there are people in this fandom younger than i am who are #doing fine #like i just feel so useless im not funny i dont draw that often or like brilliantly i dont have anything to contribute to intellectual #discussions besides rehashing stuff other people have said jn a worse and clunkier way #ugh ☹️#sorry this turned into the post i said i wasnt gonna make 😞#anyways to answer my post:#nace: yes (leaving home)#jan: yes (emo)#kris: no #bojan: maybe? i can see it going both ways because he's really quite sentimental ... actually yes #jure ..... hes a tough nut to crack because i really don't kbow much about his personal life #tentative no #vee rambles #was gonna go in the tag but because of the vent it's not. thanks me

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guideaus · 5 months

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hearing anything abt israel really makes me wanna go crazy :/ you've got endless footage of them proudly recording their own crimes for each other's entertainment (with them at most being like "maybe we shouldn't share it... we might get in trouble..."), and then here in the west the people in charge are comfortable enough to just flat out ignore all the people here and blame the victims there, and It's so....

#personal #that article abt the telegram channel in israel... how evil do these people have to be #meanwhile i see my state's organization speaks to their gov and not a single person thats supposed to be listening is #they all look like bored kids in class or customers that hate the workers and wish they'd vanish. our representatives!!#the UN can apparently finally pull out a desperate action of finally voting against 'veto everything' US and israel doesnt even have to #listen...#idk just hearing any news makes me feel like im gonna go nuts. why is it so backwards!! no one in charge cares!!#and ppl STILL wanna say the 'vote blue no matter who' shit?? when we already know from 2016 voting does not matter #thats not how it works! i just feel soo frustrated

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skunkes · 1 year

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I guess in some ways having a life that is very small and dark has its benefits especially when one finally gets to lay in a sunbeam (⬅️ saying this as a step down from "getting to step into the light", which is the metaphor i was Gonna use but i havent stepped into the light yet/its been minimal...so sunbeam)

Like...im in persistent unending agony but every little small thing is a joy now that im finally getting to experience a bigger variety of little small things

#drove parents to walmart today i got to go buy stuff without anyone right next to me #since they were waiting at pharmacy for stuff #and i bought things and a paper trimmer for if i decide to make those prints #and some macadamia nut white chocolate cookies that im enjoying rn #and a dress❗#and im so sad right now and i dont know if and when things will ever get better for me #just like in general i dont have any visions of my future #but its okay i just have to focus on the cookies rn. and the prints. im Happy abt that much #talkys #i always feel i sound like such a faker when i make posts like dis #i promise im not being...stupid. life is so short and difficult its so difficult. its so difficult #but that can coexist with being insanely happy with the small stuff. it makes it easier to me #like of course im gonna be overjoyed that i got to listen to my music in the car today. what else do i have!

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mwagneto · 9 months

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getting my driving licence tomorrow.. 😐

#for the record when i say i got it so I'd have it later i mean my licence. i did not want nor get a car ->#i feel really bad for my car coz brother i am never ever gonna drive you sorry. devil's machine #literally living in a city with one of the best public transports in the entire world and my parents expect me to drive...#i got it so I'd have it but like broooo im not gonna drive anywhere i fucking hate driving😭😭😭#also fun fact getting a licence in hungary is literally harder than getting into heaven as a rich person like holy fucking shit #I've been going through the process for well over two years now. my god #you need 4 different exams and many many many hours of studying and practice #which is good in that i know most ppl who drive trained really hard to do it #but bad because boy they don't act like it<3 also bp traffic is fucking nuts. JUST TAKE THE BUS #or the metro. or the trolley bus. or the tram. or the hév. or the train. or the fucking . boat #no the boats stopped running during covid and they still haven't started again which makes me so sad. bring them back...#barking

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sonicunleash · 2 years

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thinking about that one post that went around where it was like. arguing that stores and restaurants shouldn't be obligated to hold a 12 hours a day open 7 days a week schedule (correct), but then went on to argue that NOTHING should be open late, and also that the people who are ordering food late are all like. self-centered well-off office workers who don't care about your time and thats just. so ridiculous to me as someone who works fast food nights.

like.... i can barely remember any late night customer that matched that description at ALL. 90% o the time people who come in the last hour of us being open are people who worked late-night, low-wage shifts like me, who are likely physically hurting and tired and just want some affordable, low-effort food after a hard shift. And idk the assumption that all these people are just entitled bitches that are a part of the problem just feels inhumane to me? I really feel like there's better ways to make your point without throwing minimum wage late-shift employees under the bus. I promise most of your grievances would be better helped by better pay and a bigger staff (which stems back to having better pay).

#idk this isnt very verbose but u get it #also i know ive seen someone else going around saying the same thing im just thinking about it again #i think about every time im working the late shift and seeing someone pull up in their work clothes with a badge on #usually being so nice too.#actually gonna keep reblogs off i dont feel like dealing with exploding notes today #actually im turning reblogs on go nuts

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wibble-wobbegong · 2 years

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i don’t think i’m popular enough to start a gate but if i could i would literally create an entire post explaining all of mike’s death tags and how his intrinsic connection to dnd shows that his character’s death in the opening dnd game literally proves he’s going to “die” so people TALK ABOUT IT

#I FEEL LIKE A WILD ANIMAL SOMETIMES I NEVER SEE ANYONE ELSE TALK ABOUT IT #MIKE IS LITERALLY GONNA HAVE A FAKE DEATH AND WERE ALL JUST SITITNG HERE #IM GOING FUCKING NUTS DUDE #mike wheeler #byler #HE PREDICTS MANOR EVENTS THROUGH DND EVERY SINGLE SEASON #IM BBSJDHRJDJDH ENDN PLEASE GUYS PLEASE

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