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lmaxxx101 · 10 months

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Cowboy Graves pt.1

Yeehaw mf, gol'ol cowboy teaching ypu how to ride a horse (no smut yet)

It was an nice job you had, smelly but it was a nice workout. Cleaning all the stalls and sheds, putting new hay and bringing the heavy bags of pallets out of the trucks, feeding the horses and so on. It was a hard job for a small girl like you but it was all worth it, being able to see Graves everyday, doing veriouse jobs himself but mostly taming wilder horses. It was worth it, seeign him all dirted up sweat rolling down his body, his shirt unbotting as he struggled keeping himself on the wild horse. His face scrunched, a vein popping out on his forehead. Abs and muscles flexing, glistering under the southern sun, it was tottaly worth it. Even when he was just chitchatting with you, his beutiful smile and chuckle was making you feel warm inside. Cant lie you've gotten yourself a fat crush on the cowboy.

It was a boring thursday, youve had completed the little work you had this morning, you walked through the stalls admiring the horses. You didnt want to leave yet, atleast not until you had seen Graves, beside there wasnt much to do back home eather. You walked petting a few of the calmer horses before one of the woman who was teaching kids to ride on the mini horses came into the stalls. You made small chitchat with her as she prepared a small horse to go ridding, she smmiled pointing to a mare "you should go ride with her a lil, would save me some time later" she said as she waved and went on her way. You ponder for a moment, unsure if you should even try ridding, but you shrugged and decided why the heck not, theres always a first time for something plus it was quite lame being around horses so much but never being on one.

It sounded easy, you thought, though as you sat on the quite easily "spooked" thoroughbred mare you found yourself gripping the leather reins with a thight grip, your knuckles turning white as your sweaty palm fought for tension. Your heart raced with nervoussnes, jumping in your chest every time the mare swung its head back due to you unintentionally pulling the reins. The mare was a retired racer that went to training to handle ridders, roaming her last days eather in a field or just trotting around with someone on her back. But that didnt help your situation, even though she was trained to handle ridders, you a absolute zero expirence person, handling it was making her quite fizzy. Sweat rolled down your temple as you whisperd praises and such to hopefully calm the horse, your body tensed up, the mare could feel your nervoussnes and fear making her nervousse herself as it began making more fuzz as you trotted around. You tried maching her trotts with your hips but you didnt know how to, your butt sliding on the seddle painfully with every trott. "Fuck" you muttered under your breath as she sped up, your balanse was bad as you threatend to fall of the saddle but like an angel Graves came to your rescue. You saw him making his way over to where you were, slightly jogging, his cowboy boots cracking againts the rocks under the rough terrain.

"Easy girl" he spoke as he pulled on the reins slighty making her stop. He patted her head muttering a few words to calm her down. She blew out of her nose making you jump slightly "Ay calm down" he said, his souther accent clear as he put a hand on your thigh "dont wanna spoke her more then yu did" he said smirking slightly as he patted the mare. You smiled nervoussly "Sorry i's my first time on a horse" you said, your heart still racing. He scoffed clicking his tounge a few times "this really aint a horse for first timers" he said chuckling slightly as he smiled at you. You shrugged "This the horse they told me to go on" you say in your deffense.

He clicked his tounge "Well whatever, now i suggest you get off of'er or you gona need be practicing till dawn" he says looking up at you with that white person smile. Letting out a heavy sigh you preppered to get off "i dont got nobody to train me" you say as you where ready to jump off before he put his hand back on your thigh again pushing you back into the settle "well im free, lemme teach ya a few things" he said as he got the mare ready scruffing her mein a bit before letting go and stepping back crossing his arms. You where sat back on the seddle, holding the reins yet again with a painfull grip. He nodded towards your hands "first things first you dont need to be holding it that hard, your just gonna pull her back making her all jumpy again" he said unfolding his arms and coming closer to you. You nodded chuckling nervoussly as you lossend your grip lowering your hands.

He exhaled as he came closer putting his hands on the eather sides of the saddle, as he looked what to fix more. He noticed how you where slouching, he brought his hand to your lower back pushing it while his other hand fixed your shoulder "should always have a straight posture while ridding, you have to have good balance" he said, as he fixed your posture. You couldt help but scream internally as his big hands lowkey manhandle you into the position, sliding across your body. You let out a sigh as he fixed you up, before taking a step back to admire his work "now go on lemme see how you ride" he said smirking as he watched you trying to get the mare to start up. After a fiew moments she started walking, your body bombed as you shifted your hips to match her trott, it was slightly better then before but it was still very reckless.

Your hands hung low, elbows resting on your thighs as your grip was loosend on the reins. The mare was much calmer as you where more carefull with your body movments, though it was starting to become painfull as she sped up her trottle, your hips slamming harshly againts the saddle. You whince, pulling the reins back rather harshly to get her to stop, you pulled them up to your chest groaning. She neighed as she stopped, the restrains pulling her to a stop as she swung her head back, promping herself on her back legs a few times almost making you fall off due to your unproper movments. You where doing everything wrong, one of your feet slipping off the stirrups, letting out a yelp as you tugged on the restrains to get urself back up.

Graves panicked as he jogged up to you, keeping his distance as he waited for the mare to calm down and as soon as she was back on all four legs he scurried over to you. Somehow you managed to keep yourself on the saddle though your soul has left your body, you sat arms shaking as your heart raced. He tried keeping the mare calm as she shifted, quite shook up herself. You sat, your breath rapid as you blinked a few times trying to recover from the mini heart attack you had. He sighed heavily "is a miracle you managed to hol'on" he remarked as he held the restrains keeping the mare in blace as she shifted. You wiped the sweat off of your forehead as you breathed, "fucking hell, i think im better off just getting off huh" you said chuckling nervoussly.

He sighed, his hand finding its way to your tigh again as he slouched shaking his head as he thought for a moment. He clicked his tounge looking up at you "her'es what we gona do, just turst me al'right?" He said in his southern accent as he alligend the mare. "Scott fo'ward will ya" he said as he pushed your lower back forwards on the saddle, you listen taking your feet off of the stirrups and scotting forwards much as you can up the saddle as you await to see what he had planned.

He patted the mare once again whispering sweet things to it as he preaperd himself to get on, for him it was no problem both due to his height and years of expirence. You groaned softly as he jumpes on, slamming his hips into yours as he held on your thighs to get comftrable. He fixed his and yours sitting aligment, you couldt help but burn up as you felt his body so close to yours, god did i die back there and this is the heaven? You thought feeling, his hands on your thighs as he fixed your sitting, you didnt dare look back as you stared infront of you bitting your lower lip as your cheeks blushed. Butterflies flying around your stomach as he grunted a few times, gosh im about to cream.

He let out a satisfied hum as he fixed you both before taking the reins, your hands still on them as his touched yours. You looked down seeing just how small your hands looked beside his, and the veins... you wanted to let out a moan. You heart was now beating faster but due to very diffrent reasons then before. "All good?" He asked, you could feel his breath on your left cheek as his head was beside yours so he could see infront. You nodded letting out a shaky breath, your stomach doing flips as he chuckled. "Alrighty let see" he said as he tapped the mare with his feet to get her to start, she neighed as she started walking. He waited a few moments to make sure she continues walking before sliding his hands to your hips and guiding them, "this how ya ride" he said as he guided your hips, slightly pressing his crotch to your ass a few times. Your mind raced as you swallowed, all you could focus on was his big hands guiding your hips. He smirked feeling you tense up as he continued guiding your hips, he couldt help but lean back a lil bit to look down where your ass was before slamming them againts his crotch making you yelp. He chuckled at your reaction before looking back ahead "Sorry mustve been a bump" he lied still smirking as he guided your hips.

You where basicly in heaven, wishing you guys where naked instead...

"See its quite easy, you just gatta get the hang of it" he said moving his hands back to hold the rein "lets see if you remember" he said as he looked down to see how your hips moved, his elbows resting on your thighs. You where red as a tomato as you tried to replicate how he was guiding your hips, somehow remembering it, but hoping he would guide them again.

He chuckled "eh better then before" he said sliding back one of his hands on your hip to continue guding you as he looked back foward. You nodded as you followed his guide, you where feeling nice and safe inbetween his arms and something else...

He hummed some tune as you two continued trotting, your mind raced with dirty things as you savoured up every moment, whishing for it to never end but allas the sun was againts you. The heat was becoming unbeareble as the sun burned up, Graves took a notice of this quickly and suggested to go back. Youve gottan about a mile away from the sheds.

"Lets head back before the sun hits us" he remarked as he moved his hand from your hips to the reins as he got ready to turn the mare to go back. "Sure its getting hot" you mumbled, still feeling the warmth on your hip from his hand. He huffed as he got the mare to make a u turn. You where slightly scared yall where gona fall off but you trusted Graves, his body holding you in place as the mare shifted.

He slammed the reins slughtly to make the mare go faster "Shall we speed up a bit?" He asked getting ready for a faster trott. He didnt want to overstrain the mare with a full on run, espeaccaly since you both where on. You nodded excitment filling you up as you get ready to go faster. He smirked slamming the reins and pressing his foot making the mare speed up.

You took in a deep breath as the mare sped up, it wasnt anything extreme but to you it felt like that. The wind hitting your face as some of your hair that fell out of your bun flew with the wind, it was a nice refresher from all the heat.

As yall trotted Graves rested his elbow on your thighs again, you could feel his sculpted arm mucles rubbing againts your waist. His tall frame providing some shadow over you as the sun hit his back, you could see from the shadows on the ground just how bigger he was. It was making you feel all the heat yet again.

You made your way back faster then you expected, feeling slightly dissapointment as Graves came off the horse, petting the mare as he praised her. He smiled, his dimples showing as he chuckled "Was it nice?" He asked as he got ready to help you down. "Yeah" you mumbled your cheeks burning up as you rememberd his strong hands guiding your hips. You put your other leg over the saddle so you where sitting facing him before jumping down, him catching you by your waist effortsly and putting you down. You thanked him looking up at him before moving out of his way. "We should do this more often, come here t'night ive got a good horse for ya to ride on" he said winking at you before taking the saddle off of the mare, you blushed as you imagined another type of horse. "Well ill be here then, gotta see what you prepare for me" you say running down your hand the mares back, she was quite sweaty so you decided to take her back to the stalls. "Im off see ya" you say as you walk the mare off to the stalls as Graves makes his way to the sheds "see ya tnight princess" he said smirking before walking off. You bit down on your lower lip as you heard him call you princess, you wanted to jump up with excitment as you made your way to the stalls. You cant wait till tonight...

Lmao can you guess i dont know shit ab horses, litterly pulled all of this atta my ass. I have no idea if anything is right ive only ever riden an icelandic horse so idk trott this trott that just pretand im right. Anyways im starting highschool on monday, litterly ab to kms, jk im highkey exited as shit im so hyped to start a new chapter in my life finnaly thank God, but yeah with that i prob wont be posting all that much, atleast until i get into the routine so ya love yall bbys

#phillip graves #graves x reader #cod fanfic #cod #fanfic #cowboy #yeehaw

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needy-self-ship-jjba · 2 years

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Like a time machine.

author's note: I think this was such a great idea, I'm so proud for coming up with this concept! I did this fic in just 2 days!!! I'm in love with this one! Let me know if you want part 2 or want more fics related to this! I hope you all enjoy it as much as I did!

sinopse: a stand attacks jotaro on 2011, causing him to go back in time and switch place with his younger self from 1999. He doesn't know what to do about it. You witness the whole thing.

DAY 1

Jotaro opens his eyes, not really reconizing the place, but the color of the walls, the smell of lavander. The only time he smelled this scent was when he was at the Morioh Grand Hotel. You covinced him that this smell would help him to calm his nerces, when stressed out.

He saw a pile of documents, an office desk, exactly like that time. How did he got here? Maybe this attack sent him to an another place. Jotaro barely knew that is was just an half true. He saw the calendar on the wall. March of 1999.

- What the hell?!

This voice, he couldn't reconize the place, but he could never mistaken this voice.The voice that could make him feel putty. He freezed, eyes still looking at the calendar, fists closing. He couldn't believe it.

- Jojo, is that you?

Jotaro slowly turned, the anxiety going high, heartbeat fast. When his eyes found the owner of that voice. His breath hitched.

Good. Freaking. Grief.

It was you, hair on it's most natural form, casual clothes, eyes widened, not moving a muscle and your marriage ring on your left hand. Your stand was out, ready for any move or sound. It was you, but younger.

- God damn it! Say something!

Your stand made a threatning sound, its fists closed. Jotaro needed to make you calm down or else you both could get hurt, he didn't want to hurt you. You were getting nervous, you probably witnessed something about the stand attack, something changed on the timeline he thought.

- Y/n...it's me. I promise you. - he slowly got closer to you. But you stepped back.

- Prove it.

He brought Star Platinum. Maybe proving that it was his soul could do it.

- It's me. Jotaro. But...a different one. - he winced when different came out of his mouth. Did he really change? Was he different to you?

- What do you mean?

Yeah, it wasn't enough.

- Tell me at least two things that only you know about me.

He didn't remember how determined you were back then, he let a little smile come out as he looked on your fierce eyes. He forgot how you could be strong on your own way. But he remembered of why he fell in love with you.

- When we went on our first date, you said you were scared of the sharks section. You held my arm the entire time and when one of them got closer, your stand almost hit the glass. - your deffense pose was slowlying dissappearing, your eyes no longer widened, but surprised and soften at the memory. - And you made me promise you, that every time I went to missions, I had to come back alive.

When this setence finished, he was already close to you, he slowly touched your hand. He didn't know if you were comfortable by it, but he thought it was okay since he was your husband. You let a sigh out of you. Your shoulders slumped and your stand vanished.

- What happened? You were right here! I-I didn't know what to do! - you waited for his answer, he squeezed your hand.

- I will explain. - his voice was silent. This time it was him who let a long sigh scape. Then, he heard you let a giggle.

- Snake pants? Really, jojo? I didn't know you liked these things. - you smirked, you couldn't contain your euphoria of knowing such a secret of the Doctor Kujo himself. Your hand went to your mouth.

- Good grief, y/n. - you laughed harder and Jotaro joined, but in a little laugh.

Maybe it wouldn't be so bad be here again, he thought.

DAY 3

After Jotaro explained to you everything that happened, you didn’t mind he had to stay with you, he offered to get na another room just for him, he thought that maybe it woukd be too much for you. But you couldn’t help, but feel worried for your…other Jotaro?

It wasn’t supposed to feel strange with this Jotaro. Different clothes, 40 years old, a respected biologist, he seemed mature? Actually, Jotaro always seemed matured all the time you knew him. But his older self, it was different, he made a presence, calm and standing confident.

Sometimes your mind made you feel safe with him, but you always felt safe around Jotaro. This time, it feels different. He is your husband, the man you love and know. You made a decision that would be better if he stayed at the hotel, you could deal with Josuke and Joseph later about his absence.

They might understand what’s going on, but for some reason it felt better to just keep it to yourself.

He still remebered what he needed to do, he filled reports, wrote his thesis, like your Jotaro would do, maybe he remembers your routine. One example, he was out of his office for a break, hoping for a cup of coffe, you always did one for him. But you didn’t.

- I’m sorry, I think I’m still processing it all. – you filled his cup, you felt so embaressed. Jotaro took his cup. God, how he missed this, the old things you both used to do.

- It’s okay, I know how it is. – he was glad that you seemed at easy around him now. He was concerned for you treating him as a strange. You had the right, but deep down he wanted to be near you.

You both stayed in a short silence. Jotaro looked at the window, Morioh could be so beautiful and calm sometimes.

- So…How is the future? – you held your cup on both hands, the warmth of it bringing some comfort to you.

- You mean us? – he arched his eyebrown. You nodded, you had a little smile.

- We are still together, if you are worried about it. – your smile grew wider. – You still love me after all this bullshit. – you snorted a laugh, he was right, with just few years of wedding, you both dealt with bad moments.

- Did I change too much? – you ask, but in a not seroius way, just for tease. Jotaro looks lovingly at you, he touches your forearm with his fingertips, then, he lets his massive hands rest on it. His thumb caressing your soft skin. – You are still you. But, stronger and…- he couldn’t believe he was going to say that. – Even prettier. – he pulls his hat over his face, but the bush was apparent for you.

You put your hanad on his, squeezing it tenderly. You get closer to him. – I’m happy to know that. Thank you. – you tip toed and kissed his cheek. – I didn’t expect that aging made you softer, my Jojo.

Good grief, you were always so bold, he forgot this part.

DAY 5

Even though now you already could feel used to Jotaro now. He still didn1t sleep on the same bed as you. As you were getting ready to sleep, you decided to get him at least this night. You remembered your first attempt to it.

- I can’t let you sleep on the couch, you lived here before, you know that! – you crossed your arms and tried to block his way to the living room.

- I know it. – he still tried to go through you.

- Then stay on the bed! We are married and you don’t wanna act as we are! – he sighed, he didn’t want to come off as a creepy and he felt like he was being too foward if he prompted to sleep by your side. Even though he wanted to be with you.

- Maybe next night, okay? – he could easily pass by you, but he waited so you could let him do as he pleased. Maybe he convinced you this time.

What you didn’t know, that night he didn’t sleep right away, he wanted to see you peacefully sleep.

You headed to the living room, where he was reading a book. You quietly touched his shoulder ans sat beside him. He closed his book and put it aside and took his glasses off.

Damn, that glasses looks good on him. You didn’t know he could get more attractive on his 40s.

- Jojo, are you sure you still want to sleep on the couch?

He shrugged. – Don’t worry about it, I’m fine here. – of course he was going to say that.

- Sleep with me this night. – he looked surprised at it. He waited for you to continue. – I don’t want to be alone and you are my husband, it’s not fair to neither of us. – you touch his arm and smile. – And I miss seeing your face by side when I wake up. Don’t you feel the same? – you get closer to his face and gently take his hat off, massaging his scalp and he relaxes, you use this as na opportunity. You get up and offer your hand to him. He reaches for it, but instead. He awings his arm under your knees and back, taking you in bridal style. You let a squeal at this and laugh. So you were right, he indeed wanted to be with you. You put your arms around his thick neck and rest your head on his shoulder.

A man of actions, huh?

Jotaro opened the door with Star’s help and the stand pulled the blankets, so Jotaro tucked you in. You let your body rest on the matress, feeling the cold material of your pillow and watched Jotaro as he took off his hat and coat.

You still found amazing his style, he always had a good taste on it. You liked how he kept his chain, reminded you when he was a teenager. You missed it.

Jotaro noticed that you zooned out. – Are you sure of it? – you flinched as you came back to reality.

- Oh, yes, of course. – you patted the side he slept. – Come here, big guy. I’m feeling cold. – you grinned as he adverted his gaze.

He climbed the bed, his body was stiff, he thought we were the one who would be nervous, but he was. Maybe the old feeling of having you in his arms, as if you were at the beginning of your relationship, he thought he would be used to every nove of you by now. But, seeing you back in time, made him feel young again to all of this.

The Kujo layed by your side, facing the roof, his right arm was barely touching you. Maybe letting you proceed the move would be better, since it was your request. He heard your body moving under the blanket and then you spoke.

- You know, I’m worried about…Jotaro. I mean, the one that was here with me. – he turned his head and saw the frown in your face. – I don’t know if he is safe, hurt or… - you thought that it was better not to say the last word. No, Jotaro still kept his promise.

You wish you could see him. But how long is it gonna take?

- I’m sure I got this. – he was on his side, looking at you. A faint smile appeared. He took your hand that was cluthed on your chest, like you were protecting yourself. – It will be back to normal before you notice it. – a kiss in the back of your hand. He proceeded to kiss your nuckles. It tickled a little bit.

- I hope so. – he looked at you with his eyes half closed. – Can I hold you this night? – you felt his lips form a smile on your fingers. He pulled you to his chest, his arm curling your waist and the other under your pillow. You didn’t hesitated to put your arms on him too. You nuzzled your face against his chest, he smelled so good, a wooden scent.

He noticed how warm your body felt. He wanted to feel more of your skin and your clothes didn’t help it. You were soft, he noticed as his thumb made circles on your waist.

- Good night, Jojo. – he kissed your head, Jotaro made sure that you would sleep first, this way he could see that you were comfortable with him. He listened to the sound of your breathing and closed his eyes.

He hoped tomorrow he was still here with you.

DAY 7

You were tense. You couldn’t stop thinking about Jotaro, was he okay? Is he going to make it? You needed to know if he was at least not hurt. Even if it meant he wouldn’t be able to be back.

Seven days and no sigh of him. Even if the old Jotaro assured you, you thought the worst. You should do something, but what?! You understood what happed, but you had no way to get to this stand user.

You felt lost. It didn’t mean that you hated this Jotaro, no! But you just wanted all of this fixed already. It wasn’t fair that you were safe and he was in danger, you hope that you are wrong on this one.

Today you had to do some investigating with Josuke, searching for stands and this time Josuke and Okuyasu told you something about eating a ice cream from an Alien, you weren’t surprised, after all you had some bizarre event on yourself too.

When you got home, you were really tired, you had to babysit the baby Joseph found and you were so worried at the same time. It was starting to become frustating.

Jotaro noticed you state, right when you got at the door and opened it, he reconized that face. He remembered what you used to do when he’s like this, so he opened his arms for you.

You melted on his arms, finally letting the weight of all your feelings on his strong arms. His smell making you feel at ease. You were so happy to be in his arms, but still not *his* arms.

- I don’t know what I should do, Jotaro. – you voiced it in such a sad way. You held him tighter. – Am I being selfish for wanting the other you back? – you propped your head to meet his eyes, afraid of offending him, before you could pull away from his embrace, he muttered:

- Never. You have been so good to me all these years, if there is something that you aren’t is selfish. – you rested your forehead on his chest, you were still feeling your frustation growing. But you were happy to hear it from him. He pulled you to the couch to sit with him, guessing his position, you put your legs on his lap and your head on his shoulder.

Star Platinum appeared by your side, holding a bottle of water, as you took it, he patted your head. You kissed his cheek and opened the bottle, slowly drinking it. Jotaro thought that maybe some physical comfort would be the best for you know, he caressed up and down your forearm and let his other hand ghost on your thighs.

He looked deep in thought. Maybe he was trying the right words for you. You were already anxious. It was good to have some time with an older Jotaro, but how could live a life without being worried or guilty about him?

This week was full of discoveries. You were happy to know that in the future, you still are together and happy or at least trying to be. You got to know and understand more about your husband.

You love this man that is holding you right now as much your Jotaro.

- I…will miss you. – he spoke. – It’s not like I won’t be with you again, but…I will always cherish you.

That evening, Jotaro felt deep in his soul that he wasn’t going to see you tomorrow. Maybe it was his younger self telling him, it was time to back to his home.

DAY 8

You woke up not feeling strong arms holding, tapping the side of the bed, it was cold. The sun hitting your face, looking at the window, it was sunny and the sky clear. At the realization, you suddenly got up, confused. “Where is he?”, maybe he got out and went to the town? You called his name, the slince responded.

You went to the bathroom, living room, kitchen. Nothing. So, that was it? He was gone? Why didn’t he tell you anything before leaving? You sat on the edge of the bed, you didn’t know what to do or feel, if he was gone, e probably got back to the future, right? You hoped so.

The door of your bedroom opened, you sighed in relief, so he was back. You were ready to complain about him scaring you this way and the deal was to not leave the hotel. But, before you could say anything, you didn’t saw a purple coat and purple hat. In fact, it was all white. When the door fully opened, you held back a sob.

Jotaro, this time, your Jotaro.

He was about to say something, but you ran to him and hugged his waist. He made a grunt sound when you hit his body. His arms embraced you, inching you closer and patting your head. You finally let some tears fall.

- I’m back, starfish. – how you missed this nickname, the sound of it. The safety provided by his arms, you cluthed his coat.You and him had so much to talk about. He is finally back.

It was just like seeing him for the first time, again.

#jotaro part 4 #jojo part 4 #self ship #jotaro part 6 #jotaro x reader #jotaro cujoh #jotaro x you #jojo jotaro

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