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raindrvq · 2 years

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mischa headcanon time !!

except its all just me projecting random things onto him wooooo

ik i already said he was lactose intolerant but also wanna mention that (like most lactose intolerant ppl) he just does not care. can and will eat a shit ton of dairy and someone will be like 'hey isn't that gonna mess up your stomach?' n hes just like 'lol yea'

weird abt eye contact so sometimes he wont be looking at you during a conversation but sometimes hes just, intensely stare at you, for like no reason. if u ask abt it he'll just shrug but it can be very frightening when you dont notice and all of a sudden you turn and see him just like 😶

will also creepy stare at you if he wants to stop doing something without having to actually say that

for example he hates when people make mouth noises (like loud chewing) so he will just stare at you until you get creeped out n stop

he is trans (real not fake) !!!!!

gets dysphoric over like, small insignificant things but will try n correct it in order to fele more masc

like the way he stands (started putting his hands in his pockets and yes doing the dick grab), how he writes (purposefully writes fast so its more scribbly n messy), how he takes off his shirt (pulling it up from the back of his neck) and other random things that do not rly matter

also type of guy to try out multiple diy binding methods bc theres no way his adoptive parents r buying him one (they probably dont even know hes trans tbh) and he definitely wont ask so instead he resorts to other (probably unsafe) methods

hates when his hair gets even a little too long bc not only does it make him dysphoric but he also hates the feeling of hair in his face or down his neck n shoulders

if he goes too long without a haircut he will just end up putting it up but he learns how to rock the ponytail (without feeling dysphoric too 👍)

also he is ace,,,, bc im ace and i want him to be i have no explanation for this one idc if it doesn't make sense he's ace in my heart

constantly has his earbuds in, likes to be constantly be blasting music and has a hard time working without it (he needs the constant stimulation)

loves to chew on things as a form of stimming

straws ? bottle caps ? pens ? destroyed

loves to eat ice as well (this one is more encouraged bc he wont be accidentally consuming plastic this way)

if he cannot find anything to chew on sometimes he just ends up biting his lips n the inside of his cheeks and he has sharp teeth so his mouth is just kinda messed up

secretly rly likes legos

he will spend hours just building bc he will get fixated on it now he has to finish it

also he is a batman fan but he is NOT a comic dudebro joker stan ok

he loves collecting things he deems sentimental

like a ticket stub from when the choir went to see a movie together ? keeping it. a random pretty rock someone found and gave to him ? keeping it

keeps all of them in a little box in his room

ok this was longer than i intended so im stopping it here for now ! ill will probably post some about the whole choir i just had a lot of mischa ones bc projection 🫶

#some of these r little oddly specific but thats ok #pushing the trans mischa agenda #he is just like me fr #ride the cyclone #rtc #mischa bachinski #mischa rtc #rtc headcanons

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itoshi-s · 1 year

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You cant tell me that shidou and sae fidnt have sex after bllk vs japan u20,, it was implied asf (give me ur number) (after i shower) then bllk has 2 weeks off after the match... excuse me while i froth at the mouth debating whose top and bottom bc both of them wont lose and be receiving if u get what i mean (i dont really like character x character but i have strong feelings for this one)

WOW ALRIGHT OKAY .. i am finally getting around answering this cuz nonnie beloved my mind was going CRAAAZYYYYYY each n every time i glanced at this kshfsalk SO !

i am not much of a shipper either but gawd damn i can and WILL appreciate the crumbs that are just too good to ignore omg. it's the same w reonagi for me tbh cuz as much as i don't ship them,, u cannot tell me they didn't experiment w each other at least once lol

now ryusae 😭 ohhh lawd. oh god have mercy. please the tension between these two made me want to scream. put down my phone for a solid minute bc ik it was a bit of a comedic relief as well but also .. u can't tell me they didn't hook up. they did. THEY DID !!!!!! and i can't make up my mind who topped who. like.. i see everyone thinkin sae's a bottom and i KINDA agree but.. i think he wouldn't just give it up that easily lol he'd be more of a power bottom kinda type u feel me ?? ryusei's such a horndog he doesn't rly mind doing anything. just lets sae order him around lol

also. sae gives CRAAZYYYYY good head. no matter what u have goin on between your legs,, he's so good it makes you cry. he's so good. oml STOOOP AKJSHDJDAIS this is insane 😭 i am down so bad my head is steaming

i want them both in me now this is crazy

#✧.* ✉ zari’s mail: 💔 anon #nonnie is that u #i think it is hehe #ryusae #gawd damn i need the drink now lol

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hqbaby · 8 months

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ya know what? this paragraph

"Suna doesn’t know if he wants to punch Atsumu, hug him, or cry into his shoulder.This is the guy you deserve. This is the guy you should be with. He can see that, everyone can see that. So why can’t he just accept it? Why can’t he just let you be happy? "

hits me deep. it feels like Rin doesn't deserve yn. (tho majority of everyone in here thinks the same but not me 💁‍♀️) but bruh, staking claims (as what a mem of team suna said in the comments) is a red flag. he shouldn't even have the right to decide for yn.

ill just wait for atsumu to realize what TWO THINGS he has done that would endanger his relationship with yn.

first: he didn't inform yn about rin's feelings which i know she has every right to know even tho it wont matter (well it'll do) and threatening rin

second: the moment yn will be confused SO CONFUSED about rin and ayame

#TeamSuna_president welcomes Ayame to the club! LMAO i just know she'll be inlove with Rin or most likely will be the one to tell yn about Rin's feelings after a confrontation or something

YOU WILL NOT BELIEVE HOW LONG I'VE BEEN WAITING TO GET TO THIS CHAP BC NOW I CAN ACTUALLY TALK

anw tbh writing these characters rly made me rethink my whole notion of red flags bc YEAH they've all kinda fucked up at this point (atsumu not only withholding info from reader but outright suppressing suna, suna hurting reader time and time again bc he's not emotionally mature enough to deal with a proper relationship, and reader lying to herself and hiding her feelings at the expense of the people she cares abt) BUT IF YOU THINK ABT IT they're also just doing what they think is the right thing.

idk if i have more sympathy for them bc i'm at a similar stage in my life where i'm both fucking up and being fucked up by people essentially still learning to be people, but i wouldn't say that anyone is going to "win" here by not being a red flag—bc let's be real, they would all be red flags if we were going to define it by a person essentially making a mistake 🤷‍♀️

(also i love ayame sm UGH i actually wrote a scene w her earlier and had to scrap it for... reasons... but i'll probably tell everyone all about it when we get to that chap 🥰)

#THIS WAS SO LONG BUT #YOU SEE #I HAVE THOUGHTS #THIS CHAPTER WAS WRITTEN WEEKS AGO #I'VE BEEN ITCHING TO TALK ABT IT #m.replies

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svturn-exe · 1 year

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I think Brutus especially helps Adam accept who he is because Brutus has been there... He understands what Adams feeling in a way. But they're different, Adam may never feel emotions fully like a human would, but that's ok. I think all three of them assure Adam it's ok, they're not gonna leave him now because they knows he's an alternate. Hell, Brutus is one and always has been.

He doesn't like he doesn't feel emotions all the time or as clearly as they do, but when Jonah hugs him and reassures him it doesn't matter... He feels he can maybe accept it. Jonah jokingly says he's delt with it for over a year now, so it's not much of a change. He just knows why now. And Adam laughs and wipes off his tears and hugs Jonah again.

He's not human.. but it's ok. He's still. Him. Maybe not Adam Murray but he's still.. Adam.

I'm so insane !

THE REAL ADAM MURRAY WAS THE FRIENDS WE MADE ALONG THE WAY

THEY R A FUCKIGN FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hrgrghegh gahs they can now tell when adam is having A Time(tm) n wont get frustrated w him when he's not rly reacting to things or responding accordingly bc he cannot help this,, he is just a Creature

#yooo also..... r u gonna end up giving sab au adam a Creechur design? :0 #asks4saturn #sarah and brutus au #adam tag🍎

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burglarbagginsbag · 3 years

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#it doesn't look right but #i literally spend like three hours after it was done trying to make it look right #and sent it to various ppl so they could tell me what they think looks off #(i covered the nip for this i'm not sending thorin with a nip out to my friends)#and now im actually just frustrated and im like #well IT WONT GET BETTER NO MATTER HOW LONG I LOOK AT IT #this is basically the started making it #had a breakdown #bon appetit meme #and like???#the red elements at the bottom of the throne you know what they remind me of?#👁👄👁 this face #and i had to draw it four times #and i cried while drawing every single element #and i was like #rly proud of my shadows #but #something just looks off here #also i drew another one with thorin but his face in that one #i was like #WELL GOOD POSE BUT WHAT IS THIS FACE #and then i decided that the world doesn't need to see that one #actually the world doesn't need to see this one either but im petty and i tried #like i did okay we can't say its bad #its acceptable #something looks up and it makes me feel unnice things #but this rly is ok #i made better drawings but this is certainly not my worst #honestly guys i remember my first ever drawing on a graphic tablet and #hhhhh

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tmabutlesbian · 2 years

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im feeling rly tired n i got an exam tmr so i wont be drawing more today bUT i can expand on the um bfu au a bit more to explain their characters a bit more

like season 1 and 2 of bfu both true crime and supernatural is like:

jon + gerry are basically dating but at the same time they assume the other does not feel the same way even tho they live together since jon finished uni and they share each others clothes n shit and go everywhere together

jon + martin are very complicated. here we don't have like the um boss/subordinate dynamic, theyre mere coworkers so martin is less nervous abt jon HOWEVER jon gets very moody around martin since he's in gerry's place (gerry is away because of family issues and also he later on gets another job so he doesnt come back fully, only makes cameos here n there).

since jon is just a petty lil asshole around martin at the start their convos are sometimes a bit stilted and tense, before this show started jon was neutral/nice to martin, his problem is that he's not gerry.

once martin gets fed up with jon's bullshit however, jon is guilty and just as he gathers the nerve to apologize gerry calls him like "YOU IDIOT!!! JUST SAY SORRY TO THE POOR GUY, WHAT HAS HE DONE TO YOU!!" which in hindsight is hilarious, it's almost like gerry read jon's mind but in the moment jon got very defensive and admitted that he missed gerry a lot. very emotional moment between two ppl who are weird with emotions so things get awkward.

funnily, its martin who helps jon out with his feelings, a martin that, very much like canon, has a crush on jon. he's still mad at jon and now he's a lil heartbroken because its obvious jon likes gerry so he assumes he has 0 chances here but he's an adult and he gets past that and he helps jon n gerry with their relationship.

season 3 of bfu:

jon + gerry are datingggggg (finally ffs), gerry gets a new job doing tattoos but on days he doesn't have appointments he's the one behind the camera when the boys are filming, on other days its sasha and tim.

jon + martin are exploring their new found friendship and it grows fast like wildfire. they have great chemistry, their banter is lovely, their funny, and more importantly theyre only jokingly mean to each other. jon is very much a suffering believer while martin does believe in the supernatural he just doesnt believe that these supernatural creatures would leave so much evidence behind and highly doubts any footage or sounds. this is also a way to lessen his fear of these monsters but jon doesn't need to know that

martin is still crushing. hard. jon is very happy in his relationship that he doesn't see his feelings for martin blooming, even tho there are (at this point) several compilations on yt titled "jon looking at martin with heart eyes for 10 minutes bisexual part 5", or along those lines. timsasha tease them constantly, sometimes they make the cut, others don't. on those bloopers videos it's more obvious and the teasing is non stop

martin is begging them to stop because he doesnt want jon to feel uncomfy or anything, while jon finds them very amusing, since he's so secure with gerry theres just No Way that he has feelings for martin, even if his heart fucking somersaults and the thought.

season 4 and 5 of bfu:

jongerry going strong, gerry has evolved to teasing as well and does more cameos here n there just because, he's also behind the camera more n more after the positive response from fans. gerry more easily sees his feelings for martin than jon and purposefully abuses this, voicing out his musings to jon just to watch him blush and fluster (gerry's fav part time hobby let me tell ya)

jonmartin are in the same situation that jongerry were in season 1. basically married already but assume there's no feelings evolved. martin fully on has accepted the unrequited love situation he believes is going on, jon is still in denial despite gerry's help on the matter, timsasha are becoming desperate, hell, the fans as well. it's critical at this point, somebody PLEASE shake them hard, they need to see it.

season 6 and onwards of bfu:

jongerry still going strong folks, gerry is way more direct to jon abt his feelings for martin and they (youre not gonna believe this-) talk about it. jon feels very stupid and after watching those compilations is also a lil embarassed but then he finds martin's versions and just gets flustered because "holy shit, its.... mutual?? maybe??" and gerry just facepalms and says "yes jon its mutual now go kiss. or talk. maybe talk first then kiss, yh"

jonmartin (again this is very shocking i know) talk (WOW OMG) and both realize their feelings (very awkwardly let me tell you but martin was a brave lil boy abt it n they got somewhere), they very much did kiss (wrow) and it was very sweet and all before the start of season 6.

so basically season 6 comes and they dont mention it to the fans, timsasha knew immediately and sigh in relief so now they turn to their new victim: gerrymartin, who everybody assumes is one sided, gerry as well.

gerry is a very bad influence so now its jon who teases martin and talks abt gerry very romantically just to watch martin blush. however it takes wayyy less time for martin to come around because. come on now. gerry's hot n shit n also very nice n weird and a nerd, he's like a taller, goth jon whos a lil less awkward and a bit more confident, u think martin wouldnt fall for this man as well?

anyways at this point, martin is at his what i like to call "lil shit phase but like it's obvious this time", so instead of confessing like a normal person, he teases gerry off and on show. it takes gerry off guard at first cuz "???? is martin flirting with me???? is he just being a bitch???..... i love it" but then he hits martin back equally, so jon is ever suffering between these two when they're in the same room, which is a lot since jongerry live together and jonmartin are dating. timsasha are finding this all very hilarious, so are the fans

season 7 bfu:

jonmartin get togetherrrrrrr, yes bitch. jgm polycule lets go!!! in on of those postmortem vids they casually mention this along with jonmartin n shit (they talk abt martin moving in with jongerry) and the viewers LOSE THEIR SHIT. they trend on twitter n everything. is all very funny. n they're very happy together. at this point a lot of the bloopers is just them being cute n gross n also arguing like an old married couple which they then have to cut or the vids would be like 1 hour long

n thats it. im gonna take a bath now. n then do a covid test!! n hopefully its negative!!! im nervous!!!

#tmalesbeen bfu au #tma bfu au #tma #the magnus archives #jonmartin #jongerry #gerrymartin #jongerrymartin #tmalesbeen au #tmalesbeen talks

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romancemoved · 2 years

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One thing I love about Vi is mannerisms. He seems very purposeful in what like physical actions he takes and you portray that really well. Plus, every ask and reply I get from him is so different and engaging, but it's also very consistent in what you say about him so it doesn't feel like you're just tossing mannerisms and concepts at a wall to see what sticks. Everything is very thought out and built upon. If makes sense (or any of this, my mind's been in a fog for days lol) but he's just so well-rounded. Plotting with you is really fun and it's been neat to see things develop.

✨ @emptyvictory. meme. still accepting!

ive had vi since early 2017....... and tbh he's gone through everything lolllll. when i first started virote, he was so shy and afraid and didn't really express his opinions all that much. not as strongly as he wanted anyway. he was always so timid and soft spoken, but then life dug its heel into his back and he kept getting disrespected, so he's the person you see now!!! so he's been through like. it all in terms of how development. he used to be somber and quiet. but he figured no more. no more of that shit. you'll know who he is, you'll know his name, and you'll know his presence. whether u like it or not!!! it's been a natural progression for him. over the course of half a decade.

i write vi according to his day-to-day moods and how intensely he's feeling so u never know what ur gonna get. but the core of him is like... resilient, strong, and full of love. and insults lkgjfdgjdflkgfd. that's his core. he'll never stray from it, no matter what else he goes through. certain facets of him may change but those traits wont.

virote rly do represent a doom-and-gloom millennial with destructive habits, an air of sadness, and an uncomfortable sense of humor lgjlkdf. thank u rory!!!!!!!!

vi’s a flower disguised as a grenade. sometimes the other way around.

i love vi and niko..... they have so much 2 learn from each other....

#( 🌙 KEEPSAKE! MOON HEALING ESCALATION. ✨ )#emptyvictory #/ heeheeeee. :)

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ao3gingerswag · 3 years

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on the whole idea of the boys when they're older interacting with kids, what if one day a kid comes in with his family who's like rly shy and timid, like not bc of abuse he's just rly shy and with his family who are perhaps quite boisterous and he's not and he gets quite anxious and there's a whole thing where the boys are able to bring him out of his shell ;~; like when he and his family are sitting down for a meal dean comes out with their food and makes him relax bc hes so good with kids. he comes down during the night bc he heard a noise and got scared and cas is down there cleaning up for the night and talks to him about nature to calm him down and the boy is like :)) and then the next morning he's outside and there's other kids who are playing with sam and he's off to the side but sam notices and is able to bring him into the play and he ends up making friends with the other kids, and then by the time the family have to leave the inn he's like smiling and happy and he turns to his parents and is like 'can we come back here soon :D' and it's this rly nice moment, maybe from his perspective so we get to see others reactions to the boys :))

ALSO AS I WAS WRITING THIS I HAD AN EPIPHANY WHAT IF THE BOY IS JACK. DOESN'T NEED TO BE BUT IT WORKS KINDA WELL!!

awwww this is so cute!!! Maybe this could be combined with the prompt about cas helping the family with an autistic child and helping the parents understand their kid better....like maybe the kid is autistic and so he has a hard time talking sometimes and is withdrawn bc of difficulty interacting with others. and dean is so good with kids, even if he can't spot right away that the kid is autistic like cas would be able to, he can tell when he comes out with the food that the kid is in distress. like he's like and here's yours sir :) to the kid (dean is very polite but he is calling the kid sir as a bit of a joke to make the kid smile) and the kid like doesnt look up and the parents are like oh sorry he's just shy. and dean is like oh. hmmm. cause the kid has like his fingers clenched in his tunic. when he comes back out he like crouches next to the kid to make him feel more comfortable and is like hey :) i'm dean :) and the kid doesnt look up or say anything and the parents r like sorry he gets like this idk why. jack look at the nice boy and introduce yourself. (i didnt watch the later seasons but from what i see on tumblr.edu the consensus is that jack is autistic so!) and dean is like no thats ok he doesnt have to look at me/talk to me. and then to jack he's like. u know i have a friend who doesn't always look at people or talk to them and we get along just fine. so i think me and jack are gonna get along great :) and then to jack he's like. you know. my friend and i dont always talk using our voices. sometimes we use our hands! (i guess this is post meeting eileen- i've said this on a different post but once dean cas and sam r introduced to the concept of sign language they adopt it immediately bc cas feels so much more comfortable communicating like that when he's having trouble w/ words) and jack is like ??! so turns towards dean w/o making eye contact, clearly intrigued. and dean is like :) wanna see? :) and jack nods. and dean shows him a few basic signs and jack mimics him. and one of the words is upset. and then once jack learns it, dean signs "you upset?" to him. ;~; and jack nods. and dean is like. wanna tell me what's up? maybe i can help! and then jack does the shy kid thing of indicating with body language that they dont wanna say what's wrong out loud, so dean leans in and jack whispers into his ear "loud." and dean is like oh! i see! we can fix that :) can i tell your parents what you just told me? and jack nods. so dean says to the parents (who r looking on in bemusement) its a bit loud in here for jack. mind if i take him outside for a minute? and the parents are like oh! sweetheart why didnt you tell us? (they arent bad parents they just dont get jack and its the middle ages so its not like there is info out there) and jack shrugs and the parents sort of helplessly shrug at each other, bc jack not verbalizing issues is a common problem for them. and they r like um its ok u dont have to take him outside we will take him. but do u mind bringing our food outside and stuff. like can we eat there. and dean is like of course no problem! and theyre like r u sure? im sorry that u have to go out of ur way for us, im sorry about our son, he can be. kinda fussy sometimes. and dean is like literally dont worry about it!

so then jack's parents take him outside and they all eat on the porch, and dean keeps popping back over to check on them. and jack is clearly much happier and starts to become much more verbal now that he's not overstimulated. still shy and quiet but much more smiley and every time dean brings them something he's very quietly like "thank you."

omg! maybe dean notices that he's not eating his food and so he's like do we want something else? and the parents r like omg no omg im sorry he's just so particular about what he likes omg the food is great jack pls eat ur food dont be rude. and dean is like he's not being rude at all he's a very polite young man :) id be happy to bring something else out. and the parents r like. well. if you're sure...he likes things that r like. boring. like really really boring. like plain porridge with nothing in it and stuff like that. and dean is like mashed potatoes? and the parents r like yes! and jack perks up. and so he brings that out for jack. and he brings it out and the parents r like omg omg thank u SO much for going so out of ur way for our weird kid even tho he still wont look at u at all. they dont say that part they're not assholes to jack, its implied tho and jack kinda curls into himself bc hes embarrassed about causing problems. and dean ofc notices and is like. u know. my friend who talks with his hands can be very particular too. he doesnt like the noise in the dining room either, and he also only likes certain foods. and jack perks up again :)

ahhh he keeps coming out to check on them and he's like hey how u doing? and!! oh no maybe dean also taught him the sign for happy and he signs "happy" at dean ;~:

to be clear- dean doesn't make the connection that jack LIKE like cas, as in he's autistic, at least not yet. like i think he WOULD if he had more time with him, but cas is the only autistic person he's ever met, and he just met jack. dean def just thinks he's very shy, but he's great with kids and can tell right away that jack is upset, and he shows him the signs not cause he realizes that jack is actually non-verbal in that moment but because he really doesnt care if the kid doesn't want to talk to him, he just wants to help. and he shows him the signs and stuff bc he wants the kid to tell him whats wrong, but kids wont tell strangers that if u just ask upfront, you have to gain their trust a little first ;~; and dean understands all of this instinctually bc he's great with kids so he manages to figure out whats wrong and solve the problem even without realizing that jack is autistic. ;~;

the person who figures out that jack is autistic is definitely cas!! jack comes down in the middle of the night maybe not cause he hears a noise, maybe he just cant sleep bc he hates his routine being disrupted and being in a new place ;~; and the sheets feel all wrong and everything smells wrong and everything is different and he hates it ;~; so he comes downstairs maybe be he's crying and he doesnt want to wake his parents up. and cas is downstairs cleaning up still, it's totally quiet tho now so there is no overstimulation. and cas is like oh! a tiny person!! uuhhh.... he def panics a little bc he's not good w people and he's not sure what to do with a random crying child. maybe he briefly considers waking dean up bc dean is good with kids and also maybe he saw dean talking to jack earlier. but then hes like no dean is tired i dont want to bother him ill try to deal with it. and hes like um. hello. um. my name is castiel i am the owner of this inn. um i guess u dont care about that. um. r u ok? and then the kid signs "upset" ;~; and cas is like oh! bc thats their signs! so he signs "what's wrong, why are you upset?" back even tho like it's just their home signs so how would this kid know them. but he signed "upset" so cas responds kinda on instinct. and the kid does not understand anything other than upset bc dean only showed him like 5 signs and he kinda already forgot the other ones. but it doesnt matter! bc those r hand words like dean was talking about and showing him! which must mean this is his friend who doesnt like looking at people or talking!! and jack is verbally like. r u dean's friend who doesnt like looking at people or talking. and cas is like um? yeah i guess? thats me. and jack is like ! i am very particular too! and bc he trusts dean and now by extension cas, and believes dean about cas being "particular" like him, he doesnt feel embarrassed about admitting what's wrong. and he spills his guts hes like everything is WRONG i dont like how anything feels or smells or tastes and everything is different from how it is at home and i HATE it and mom and dad says thats rude but i dont want to be rude but i cant sleep bc everything is all wrong!!! ;~; and he says all this not looking at cas and waving his hands around his head. and cas is like......................................................................oh. hm. i see. this is Me.

so he's just very empathetic and is like im really sorry i totally understand, you're not being rude, i also feel that way whenever we travel and i also am very selective about what i can touch and eat and stuff and am very sensitive to the physical environment. i know i cant fix it all but is there anything i can do to help you feel better? do u want to try some different blankets? and he takes jack to the linen closet and is extremely patient as he brings down each blanket and lets jack touch each one and decide which is the best. and it DOESNT solve everything but just having someone take him seriously and listen to him makes jack feel so much better and hes eventually able to go back to sleep ;~;

in the morning theyre outside, sam who's like 16 or whatever is chasing the kids around playing tickle monster. and jack's parents try to get him to go play with sam and the other kids but he doesnt want to he's too shy and anxious. and cas keeps staring at jack like :( bc he KNOWS but he doesnt know what to do about it. he brings it up with dean and dean is like OH. i see THATS what was going on with him he's like you! and cas is like yeah :( idk what to do about it...

sam sees jack hanging around with his parents on the side and he's like hey! do u want to come play? and jack is like................ and his parents r like sorry hes really shy. and sam is like thats ok! i have an idea, why dont we change the game and we can play hide and seek! (bc that doesnt require jack to jump in to interacting with a big crowd of kids) he's like :) i bet u can hide real well! :) and jack is like! :D and he nods bc hes like whoa i CAN hide really well! and they play hide and ofc sam is the seeker but when he finds the kids he always kinda turns it into man hunt cause he's like ah HA i got u!!! and he chases them around. and eventually he finds jack and hes like mwahahahaha now im gonna EAT you!!! and jack like screeches and giggles and bolts away and sam chases him and the other kids, and basically he like tricks jack into playing the exact same game they were playing before by like easing him into it by not making the start of the game require walking up to a crowd of ppl. but then once they r in the game he's ok just running around with the other kids :)

meanwhile dean and cas watch this and dean is like. do u want to talk to the parents. and cas is like. :/ i dont know how to do that. like how would we even start that conversation. and dean is like. i can help u :) so he does! he's like hey u remember i was talking about my friend to ur son the other day? this is he! u met him when u were checking in! ive noticed that he's like really really similar to ur son and has some of the same issues, and we were wondering if u wanted to talk about how cas deals with some of those things? and basically dean eases them into the conversation and makes it unintimidating for both parties. and cas teaches the parents all about the concept of sign language, and how going non-verbal is more than just being shy, and like they start describing situations in which jack was like Weird theyre like one time he started screaming and crying and rocking in public we didnt know what to do! and cas is like well where were u? what was going on? and like helps them identify the kinds of sensory things that probably trigger jack and stuff. and just like. its a good convo.

omg and cas is literate by this point and maybe the parents r too and hes like. if u ever wanna write to me and ask me about more shit and whatever pls dont hesitate. and then they DO and basically they help this family understand and raise their autistic son and its great!!! :D

anyway this is a VERY long response i definitely just outlined a mini-fic here.

#ao3gingerswag #asks #prompts #ideas #wander home #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this was fun now i have to do hw

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unravelling-the-world · 3 years

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umm talkin w my mom abt human relationships get so weird bc she doesn't like being wrong but i've actually got. quite a lot of facts to debate danganronpa style. it's fun and i wish i could talk abt human relationships w someone else sometimes....hmm. whatever. also she confuses gender identity w attraction so much it kinda bugs me but im not gonna explain to her bc even tho she now knows i am trans if i tell her she'll be like how do u know all of this and "im uh trans" wont suffice so. yea. silent. also she finds it weird how ive never rly been in love but like....does it even matter? and i had a crush once i just didnt tell her and honestly it didnt last so long and the rejection was epic (it was in shibuya crossing at night w ALL those neon lights) and helped me move forward and come to term w my own feelings in a better way and also we're still friends! not too close but yea :-) so i have no regrets there. and ive been in love twice (in my dreams, not kidding) but ive never ever felt like that irl? and idk if i can? but if i do then,sure? i dont rly care! i dont mind being by myself,yknow? plus, when i feel too lonely (partner wise) i just go to my little self insert world idc

#honestly it affected me badly when i was 13-15 #but i kinda accepted it at some point? i've moved on #i just wanna live in a way that has no regrets. monky brain #i do what i want when i want and thats it??#if i regret it later i just think damn but i had fun in the moment so whatever!!#so yeah #literally carpe diem??#just live your life day by day and try to enjoy each/make the next enjoyable if you cant enjoy today #also you dont need anyone even if youre broken youre entire on your own

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(Kinda long post ahead sorry)

Really hoping next year will be a better year for Henry, im tired of this non-personal-cold interaction he has going on. Yeah he fucked up and made a whole mess of a lot of things, but idk. Drama like this happens every time he gets a gf so this obv wont be the last time.

I wish the fans would stop setting themselves up for disappointment every freaking time he gets a new gf. Like cmon, most of u r grown women, yall should not be making hate pages on instagram about his gfs and making him the victim every time and perhaps use ur brains and start questioning his actions and intentions instead. (@ the fandom not u)

It makes us look like one of those obnoxious kpop fandoms that get wild over the smallest rumors. I wouldnt even be surprised if Henry thinks his fandom is a joke given that hes barely posted anything personal this year (dont blame him but still?, just shows the drama and everything has affected him mentally) and that his co-stars and ppl he knows irl probably thinks his fandom is immature too

All i ever want from him is more nerdy laid back stuff or just sharing his hobbies in general (though i think his only hobby is gaming & working out?, but like thats enough for me (i love gaming too). Fans would eat that shit up! No matter if they dont even like his hobbies, theyll take anything! Deadass

Hes shown he can do it with the PC build that caught a lot of attention. Man literally went viral. He should just relax and be himself more, but i feel like there is something stopping him, maybe not a person, but his mental state.

(Btw i enjoy ur acc, ur seem rly nice, tho i was kinda OOF by the aries post bc im an aries too 😂)

The HC fandom certainly has a trend from what i've seen of just straight up not liking his GF's, and that can be said for all of them, not even the problematic ones. It's just going to be the case from here on out, I don't think things will really change for the people that are apart of the continued cycle (and that isn't EVERYONE before people bite my face off, it's certain people who have a trend of hating every single one and still slagging them off, like on certain forum sites etc) but even if he dates mother theresa, there is going to be an issue cause it seems that with HC people create a more intense parasocial relationship probably because he does date relatively normal women and therefore is attainable? Idk, but I don't think it will change. Once again, that's not the entire fandom, but you can't deny there is a trend with quite alot of people within the HC fandom. I also would love to see more of his interests cause he was actually kinda fun and goofy when he was more himself. Even when he's near Sam Claflin he is really enjoying himself when he's usually just a bit dry tbh. I wonder why he has decided to stray from that. I know the MT thing is DG's influence, but that doesn't mean you need to hide the rest of yourself.. Also, Sorry Babe, My whole inbox is full of "an Aries has PERSONALLY ATTACKED ME" so maybe it's just the sun sign of some firey people heheh, but, I do have to say the rest of the aries that have contacted me have had methods of self reflection and seem like pretty good people, so I think that it's more that we're bringing afflicted aries' into our life in order to learn something. I read somewhere that we tend to draw certain signs into our life at times that we need to learn something that those signs specialise in, and I am currently in my Aries' phase of people. They're both the exact same people two and it's causing me alot of strife where one I finally broke off with and now the second is alot harder cause they're just always there and no matter how much I ignore they always will be, so I'm trying to find out what it is about them that I need to learn through the pain if that makes sense. So all signs are a blessing. That being said - also someone I thought was a Taurus (they're just on the cusp, and very much more Taurus traited than they are Aries) turns out that they actually are Aries, and although she does have some :\ traits, she is also Super loyal, and super fierce, and loving and giving. So there are good Aries out there for sure, I think it may just be a sign where, if you're drawing from the dark part of it, you're gonna burn the people around you, and if you're drawing from the good part of it, you're gonna be probably the best friend anyone has ever had. Which is where you can draw comfort from Anon cause you sound like you got the good parts :) That can be said for the rest of the signs btw. But it seems like hell hath no fury like an Aries scorned 😈

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