#but his character is boring and awful

[its-chelisey-stuff]

UGH!!! I can accept a lot of opinions and different takes on the drama. I can even agree with them to some extent. But ONE thing I can never agree with is the HanYe slander. Because, what has this man actually done wrong?

This man is in pain and nobody is doing anything to get him out of his misery, and despite everything she’s done till now, this is where I draw the line with Anle. This is where I’m actually angry at her.

So, the man is a saint.

In fact, he takes it upon himself to right all the wrongs, even if it’s not something directly under him, like the flood case. Now, with respect to him bestowing a family jewel on the fake Ziyuan’s head and declaring her his Crown Princess in front of everyone despite no one on his side is all part of a promise he sworn to keep since he was a kid and has said repeatedly, since episode one, that he was gonna marry DiZiyuan. How can anyone be surprised he’s keeping that promise? And the only reason people are angry at him and are glad for his suffering now is because of something Anle herself (the real Ziyuan) did.

And one thing that actually has me gagging, as well as it did in the novel, is the fact that Cunning Minister and Anle are basically planning on letting him go through the marriage with an impostor, because it’s good for their plans. Like??? Excuse me, bitches?? 

And the situation in the drama is actually way, way worse, because the prince sees Luo as his friend. He’s being lied on both accounts, by the woman he loves and trusts and by his closest friend. And this psychopath Minister of a man (that is actually the one fueling even more Anle’s hate towards the Hans and her obsession for revenge) heard him said he was having doubts about fake Ziyuan and not wanting to marry the wrong person. And that freaking dying dude had the audacity of looking him dead in the eye and basically tell him to own up to his choices. WHAT THE FUCK?! Look, I just don’t hate ZIyuan. I don’t know if it’s Dilraba’s performance that I find more likeable than perphaps I should, or the fact that I find her vulnerable moments authentic enough for me to believe there’s a way back for her still, BUT I HATE Cunning Luo with a passion. Can he die already? I’m gonna be cheering.

This was my least favorite arc in the novel, in fact, I read it so fast I barely remember it (must be why I feel it’s longer), but thank goodness is about to end. The next part is actually my favorite bit besides the ending.

Well, on a fan level I’m actually loving Gong Jun in this. And I’m kind of surprised that this is one thing that lived up to my expectations. I look forward to see him suffer more in later eps!! lmao

#the legend of anle #gong jun #dilraba dilmurat #cdrama #anle zhuan #i'm gonna have to go watch a drama where yunning actually has a likeable character #this is my first drama watching him and god he makes me angry #i've seen him in clips of other stuff #and i love his music #and he seems like a fun dude #but his character is boring and awful #don't let the rant fool you #i'm actually having a lot of fun with the drama

[egophiliac]

I love your take on Crowley!

I know that the early, non-Diasomnia stories aren't really your thing, but are you reading the novels at all?

I have been following some of the fan translations and the second book seems intense! Would love to hear what you think about them.

thank you! 💚💚💚 I'm not really sure why you think I don't like the earlier arcs though, I love pretty much all the characters and their storis! (I think 5 and 1 are my favorite of the past episodes, though 6 infected me with the Shroud brainrot something fierce.) I just...ESPECIALLY love diasomnia. :') but there is room in my heart for all of these dweebs! like, who among us is not just as ride-or-die for Adeuce as they are for us.

that said, I don't really follow the other adaptations like the manga (aside from a dip-in just to see the new Yuus) or the novels, though I keep meaning to check them out! I do like seeing the differences between the different forms of media, and how certain things get adapted one way or another! but alas, time/a lack of accessibility stands in our way more often than not. :( someday...someday I will have time to consume all of the media...

#art #twisted wonderland #i have been playing this game since the day it came out #and believe me i could not have stuck with it for the past three and a half years if i was not deep into all of these idiots #not to harp on it but i do think it's funny because i actually. really did not like the diasomnias at first. #it was like a month before their cards/personal stories were added and so we knew almost NOTHING about them #the website descriptions basically make everyone sound awful #so i thought they were kind of mean/boring compared to everyone else! #(except maybe lilia but i was mad at him for the two seconds of 'girl? 👀' hope i had when they were revealed) #but once their cards came out i fell just as hard for them as i did the rest of this silly game #well. sebek took a little longer. but his ketchup incident converted me. #anyway i have so much sentimentality for episode 1 especially #the prologue was like 'oh this is actually a very silly game! oh there is a plot!' #episode 1 was like 'oh i LIKE these characters and what they're doing with them' #(i think ace punching riddle was the moment i decided i REALLY liked this game) (sorry riddle) (you were being a huge dick though) #also...ink drips. ink drips everywhere. #look when i say this game is laser-focused at me and my tastes specifically i am not kidding

[softly-and-suddenly]

People are so boring about classic literature sometimes. Like I know it’s cool to be critical of men in books from the 19th century or whatever but it just leads to ripping out all of the nuance in favor of “Uh all of the Brontë men were evil and abusive and that’s all there is to those characters.” Say something interesting. I’m begging you

#yes this is about a class I’m in. what of it #There is a scene in Jane Eyre where Jane approached Rochester to ask him for leave for a few weeks to see her sick aunt #and he protests and makes a fuss out of it and he gives her a bunch of money and then takes it back and gives her less than he owes her #and if you read it in the strictest and least charitable fashion then you could say that Mr Rochester is an evil piece of shit who won’t #let Jane out of his sight and doesn’t give her what she’s due #but if you actually read it in the context of the book it’s so obvious that he’s joking around with her #and she’s ribbing him back in that same scene #because when you start out with the idea the Mr Rochester is an irredeemable monster and therefore everything he does is suspicious #you miss out on the very obvious fact that he and Jane are best friends! Their personalities gel perfectly #which is why they become so infatuated with each other #Saying ‘well Rochester didn’t give her all her money so he’s clearly manipulating and abusing Jane in this scene :(’ #is such an awful boring take that ignores what Charlotte spent hundreds of pages doing with these characters! #try having reading comprehension how about that #wuthering heights #jane eyre #the tenant of wildfell hall

[aroanthy]

i love how fraught and complicated discourse around various utena characters ‘dying’ is when anthy is literally stabbed to death eternally by a million swords imbued with human hatred. and then utena gets stabbed to death by them also. like. ‘death’ is incredibly interesting in rgu because most of the time it’s this ambiguous figurative thing that has interesting implications re: ohtori as a closed-off world one can escape. we are all trapped in our coffins. mamiya is the only named character with a grave. nemuro memorial hall functions as one all the same. ruka is implied to have died in the hospital— was he dead all along? who was the boy we saw for these two episodes? is this dead boy the same boy, or is this just another coincidence from the shadow girls, cutting like a knife? it’s heavily implied that akio and anthy murder kanae by poisoning her, adding to the previous implication that they were poisoning mr ohtori too, but there are no perceptible consequences of this. kanae’s absence is not felt. she’s fed an apple slice. what happens to the bodies? we know what happened to the 100 boys, but what about everyone else? and so on and so forth. ‘death’ is a tricky thing in utena, i think it’s constantly functioning on figurative and literal levels in very different ways for very different purposes. dios died. dios was dying. dios didn’t die. he grew up. etc etc

#what am i trying to say here? #idk! think about all of the pieces you have #dying is complicated in ohtori in countless different ways #and i find it boring to see so much ‘this character is dead and that’s it’ stuff #when death is used farrrrrrr more figuratively than some ppl give credit for #and i think the movie too does wonderful things with death #and what ‘dying’ really means #being disbelieved. being forgotten. being rejected. haunting despite this #much more interesting to think about wrt commentary on abusive relationships than it is #to think about what?? oh me when my brother died but plot twist he’s alive and can walk on this road all cool. like????? #akio doesn’t have the power to make himself revenant #he THINKS he does and he absolutely has power when he’s alive and he imbues that power with such meaning that it does live on after him #but ANTHY. anthy is the one struggling with herself and her feelings and the impact of trauma and abuse (that power!!) in aou #he’s dead? he died? she brought him back through her memories? or she’s left him (metaphorical death) and he’s haunting her?? #all such interesting interpretations #i haven’t mentioned touga bc i don’t have the energy today. if dead and just illusion of others memories then why active. why awful #like in aou akio is only Obviously scummy when he’s alive. his illusory self is based upon anthy’s love for him #if anime!touga is nothing more than nanami/whoever’s memories of him before he died……. why does he actively choose to suck again and again #like nanami wouldn’t do that. unless it was meant to be a subconscious thing like ooo he’s dead all along but that’s not what her arc is #it’s not ‘he’s been dead all along’ literally or figuratively. it’s ‘he’s unsafe and i don’t want him’ #sigh. once again i am asking people to think about nanami and touga’s dynamic through touga’s eyes #it’s so interesting to me how people forget to consider his motivations or feelings on ANYTHING #like sure his motivations and feelings are scummy but they’re interesting!!!!! they intrigue me!!!! #compel me even #anyway ignore how i said i didn’t have the energy for this and then typed it all out anyway #dais.txt

[eggwishing]

our couch was moldy anyways

#mindy firefly #august #somewhere out there. like when you look at a photo of our earth you're in there somewhere #ocs #drawin this while kinda bored. which is smn i dont usually do ... #i feel liek i always gotta be inspired when i draw or else it'll come out looking awful #but. this turned out alright!!! #can't listen 2 that dismissive voice in my head #draw draw draw!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #wish i could lore dump about mindy and august oouuuh #but gotta do more than that 2 make other people care about em #i need 2 capture the emotion their characters #anyways #the couch represents their relationship. it got all moldy from being where it shouldn't #they kept it outside bc they couldn't fit past the doorway of her house #and got weathered n yucky over time from being all exposed 2 tha elements and shit #basically begging to be thrown out bruh Skull emoji #she loves him but she's about to go hunt him down and kick his ass for being a huge wad #i think after this the sidh just spits the couch back up at her #all gross and burned and stuff but still in one piece #she gets really frustrated that she can't throw it out and just stews in a quiet rage for a few days #decides to just tie it to her house and set sail #maybe she even tries to patch it up piece by piece #or get it inside somehow later on. maybe she removes the doorway or something

[tigergendermoved]

I don't like DDLC'S MC very much on a very petty level but I still wish there was more fic or meta speculation about him. I'm not interested in him as a character, though, because he's barely a character. Literally by the game's standards, he has no inherent "character file." He is the SCRIPT, if anything. All of his thoughts and actions occur within the little text bubble at the bottom of the screen, and so do the characters'. He barely appears in CGs, has no body sprite, and it is through his observations and his thoughts and his call to make choices that the game progresses.

I think that specific trait of MC is fascinating, especially given how deep reaching Monika's manipulation is. During Act 1 he is active, he is talkative, he has a definitive (and yet inconsistent, based on which girl(s) you're speaking to) personality. He has thoughts about just about everything going on. And yet in Act 2 he is reduced to dust. He stops having any kind of commentary and he almost never remarks upon the horrible occurrences around him unless prompted or unless it is something that could plausibly happen in the realm of reality, like Yuri abandoning him for 10 minutes and Natsuki collapsing on him. But even then he's still significantly muted. Yuri and Natsuki have a horrible fight and the only kind of response he tries to throw out is co-opted by Monika. He witness Yuri declare her love for him and talk about how she would love to pull his skin open and crawl inside of him and the only thing he has to say is "yes" or "no" when she asks if he likes her back. And then he physically cannot move or speak or react because the world is so far gone that Yuri's death has damaged him, the script, so much that all he hears is gibberish coming from her lifeless mouth.

And like... that's neat to me. I like that by the end of Act 2 the script is so off the rails and so far gone from reality that MC can no longer really function as a person, because the script is barely functioning. He stops reacting to anything happening around him and most of the conversations he has are just the girls talking at him. Monika has to literally rewrite the script and force Yuri and Natsuki to say things to further her agenda or keep the scene rolling. MC had a clear and very human response to Sayori's death because it was a plausible but horrible (and not forced) event that could happen naturally. Yuri's death was so jarring and away from the scope of the natural order of his world that MC (and Yuri, by extension) can only sit frozen and broken until Natsuki and Monika show up to force new progress.

Like Monika's effect on the girls has been talked to death and it is an interesting topic but I also think what she unintentionally did to the POV character of the game is also something neat. It really adds to the feeling of the world in DDLC being hollow. The MC is a half-character who can only react in incredibly predictable ways, and when the world stops being predictable, he stops being anything more than a walking camera for Monika to speak into.

#ddlc #this isnt even really a character analysis this is just my vague jumbled thoughts on this guy #ive always found mc interesting even if he irritates me #when i was bored and a middle schooler i used to imagine this self insert of mine in his place #what choices would she make if she knew the ddlc world was a farce? what choices would she make if she didnt? #would she be beholden to the game structure and choices written in the game's script? #could she change anything? how would she feel if she knew the girls in a context where they were her normal friends? #these scenarios were of course some random shit i thought about to make PE less awful #but it made me think of how horrible and strange it would be in mc's position #and subsequently how mc himself kind of never gets the chance to BE in his own position in a way #he is fully beholden to the whims of monika and whatever the girls around him are doing at all times in act 2 #even in act 1 his personality and motivations fluctuates constantly depending on which girl u are talking to #mc is the script and the script is mc. he never had a chance to change anything and neither did you #the only way you can do anything in that world is to be a character a .chr a person. and mc is not a person in any meaningful sense #on the topic of 'hey wouldnt it be fucked up to actually experience ddlc as a Thinking Person' #'to your eternity' (anonymous author) on ao3 specifically chapter 1 of it is a cool fic based on that thought #anyways. i know mc mostly just shuts up because it would be lame if every time yuri's eyes bug out he's like 'jeepers creepers!!!' #but i think his dwindling presence makes him an interesting non-character ❤️ #doki doki literature club

[eebie]

people who act like liking.or dare i say sympathizing with spot as a character is a moral failing

#stop treatin fictional characters like real people You are killing your media literacy #he’s a SYMPATHETIC VILLAIN THATS THE ENTIRE POINTT #like why are you boring as fuck do you want it to be clear who’s good and who’s bad Do uou want no complexity of character #(jesse voice.)​there’s heaven and hell in all of us Bitch!!! #sorry this has been in my heart for a bit😓 #my rambles #like obviously if he was a real dude acting like how he did in th latter half of the movie he would fucking suck #but he’s not #its ok ….*talking like im calming a spooked horse* easy now Settle down #nobody is agreeing with his actions man Like killing ppl 💀💀💀 But the fact that he was originally a decent guy #driven by shit hand after shit hand to do these drastic and awful things is INTERESTING !! #an relatable in a sense Nobody is perfect and although not 2 the point where theyre causing hundreds if not thousands of deaths #but at a smaller scale like snapping at someone uou care about because u r stressed #stuff like that

[yuridovewing]

yknow part of why i wanted to start catching up on wc is because the nightheart discourse intrigued me with how much misinfo was spread about him, and how youtubers who show sourced pages can still definitely be holding their own biases, i wanted to be like "ok i want to read these for myself and come to my own conclusions about nightheart and characters like him" because if being a dovewing stan has taught me anything, its that it can really sting when most people's opinion of your fave kitty is from misinformed fandom osmosis, and i wanted to be fair and give the guy a chance, try to see what people like about the guy, even if i figure from what i hear that i'd hate him based on the tropes he embodies

but now im thinking that like, if i hated alderheart THAT much then i dont think nightheart stands that much of a chance sdlkflksdfs

#look i went into avos expecting to think that alder was just boring bc thats how i viewed him as a kid #and i was just in awe at how frustrating and stupid his whole thing was #and he only got pissy at and hated ONE female character... nighty's got SEVERAL character assassination charges against him

[whumpberry-cookie]

The trope when character A says the most hurtful cruel unhonest bull#it they do NOT mean to character B in order to protect them?

This one, officer.

Straight to jail.

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#Like no Bella Swan you could just tell your dad you're going to visit your mom and NOT TELL HIM HE'S AN AWFUL AND BORING FATHER #AND THAT IT'S HIS FAULT YOUR MOM LEFT HIM WHY WHY #Shrek telling Arthur he was just a tool to escape from responsibilities as a King and that he never really cared about Arthur's life at all #character writing #writers on tumblr #writing #writblr #whump meme #writing prompt #writerscommunity #tw swearing #my point is there is hardly ever ANY explanation from character A or resolving misunderstanding at all #character B just goes with it and it feels like those words stay with them forever

[irregularbillcipher]

going over old fic notes and outlines and character talks with friends and it's always really funny when i get to the stuff i was developing early-mid 2019 where bill just literally kept kryptos around to rag on, and he genuinely just. did not like the man. like was just completely annoyed with his general existence. boy have things changed

#for anyone curious: i came to the conclusion that no amount of 'this guy sucks but he's fun to bully' would get bill to keep someone around #for like literal eons. bill gets bored of his toys too quickly. he'd break 'em. plus the fact that bill decided he was worth saving to begi #with. there was at first an element of 'i owe the guy' because [FIC SPOILERS] and a grudging 'if i had a gun to my head i'd say he was my #best friend i GUESS but do not tell him that' but no real genuine friendship or anything more #before realizing that with the specific story i was going to tell it just made the most sense to have these assholes still be like. #bad people for sure but to actually care about each other. it also just felt too easy to write bill off as someone whose cruelty is just #a lack of certain emotions. like that doesn't automatically make a bad person and a bad person doesn't automatically lack emotion #(there's a character that'll be introduced sometime soon who is aroace and doesn't make friends easily and she's lovely because...) #(idk man. i'm aroace and why shouldn't she be. a lack of affection doesn't make you bad and the ability to feel it doens't make you good) #so bill can and does love people-- even if actual vulnerability is near impossible to get from him-- and kryptos is included in that #it's just that he still sucks really bad and hurts and even kills people that he loves because again. bad person who has no idea how to #navigate relationships healthily because of his own baggage and the environment he grew up in #(also in canon he usually does not want to navigate relationships healthily because. again. he sucks!) #so the only lasting relationship he's ever had where he isn't trying to hurt someone is still just... messy as hell #(and to be fair kryptos is also a p. bad person by adulthood it's just that they're pretty young at this point in the fic) #(so there's less avenues to show that) #kryptos being desperate for any scrap of attention and bill providing the only attention he's ever gotten was always the vibe #but it really was much more of a 'bully and bulling victim who he lets hang around him because said victim' #'is like the only one willing to talk to him' dynamic which is... very much not the case anymore #as said in the tags of my fic. these awful shapes care about each other as best they can care about anyone #anyway sorry idk how much anyone really cares about these tag essays but theyre helpful for me to get my thought process like... down #and track how different the story used to be

[the-darklings]

What is the I'd let you win tag? 🥺 👉👈

It’s a ship tag for two pov characters from my original novel.

They’re the duo I said people would like if they liked Corinthian/Wanderer in tibyim as their dynamic was basically backwards engineered from those two.

They’re the my monster recognises your monster, they’re dark mirrors, he’s her mentor (but trying to make her worse), they’re extreme versions of each other, they’re the academic idiots who can discuss anything for hours (he’s a genius, she has insatiable desire for knowledge), he’s extremely dark and manipulative while she’s grey at best so their morality is agree to disagree since he sees the worst in people while she sees the best, big I chose you/I made you dynamic, he’s Icarus and she’ll either help and prevent the fall or crash with him. Because who doesn’t love a good dose of devotion that corrupts and potential tragedy?

#only thing you really need to know about the three main characters is that they’re all kinda awful #bring out the best in each other while also making each other severely worse #and they’re all aware of it but accept it because who else in this horrid world could ever understand them? accept them? #putting the ‘no’ in ‘no place for heroes’ #these two are not explicitly romantic (since clara is in eventually in relationship with the other lead) but together they have…. vibes. #you really can’t tell what the hell is going on with them except that it does and it’s 👀 #augustin is NOT made for love. if anything you should run in opposite direction. #he tends to destroy things when he’s bored of them. very few ever register on his radar as people even worth note #anyway I’m rambling sorry jdhfgjkdha i could just talk about these two for ten business days no cap #asks #v: npfh

[vaugarde]

oh havent been sharing my trigun stampede opinions here as much have i. uhhhhhhh its good really beautiful show visually and i dig the darker tone and knives’s new look and deal + more insight into wolfwood but man do i wish roberto would die

#he is so lame. where the fuck is milly #hes not awful or anything but hes so painfully boring to me like he adds nothing but more sad men #when vash and wolfwood fill that quota just fine (and a lot better than he seems to be) #in the dub i can barely tell his voice apart from wolfwoods too so thats annoying #like. milly filled his roll just fine! if u wanna have a seasoned mentor figure and a newbie whos reckless #then just have the meryl/milly dynamic as normal #‘’oh but meryls character would have to be tweaked if you want a hardass mentor’’ well they had no issue changing wolfwood did they #im six episodes in and all hes done is be boring and make snarky comments to meryl #yeah this is totally better than the meryl and milly duo guys #echoed voice

[brookheimer]

hey it’s the uh. angry roman anon again. not to out myself as an actual idiot (and possibly an illiterate) but i didn’t even register your blog name until you brought it up.

sorry for being so aggressive, that wasn’t very cool of me. i promise my rant wasn’t targeted at you, i kind of just picked the first blog i saw. your response was really insightful though, i appreciate you giving me the time of day!

LOLOL ur all good no worries!!! it happens fr. and hey if you ever want to read some loser's rambles about why roman roy is being such a dick (not that it's excused or valid or Sometimes People Are Fascists And Sexual Harassers Etc To Cope???? but more just like damn how'd he end up this way) boy do i have the blog for u :)))

#but yeah no him and gerri are downright painful to watch. and shit's only getting worse from here on out with Fascism Arc Time #that's what i'm here for though honestly!!!! i like it when people do terrible things and they're characterized with humanity and sympathy #anyways bc that's just kind of how people are! it's boring if they're evil and that's it. he's horrible and he's also deeply tragic and #doesn't take pleasure from these interactions with gerri at ALL and it makes so much sense given everything about him and it's not #out of blatant malice or sociopathic cruelty but something far sadder and more interesting -- good ole emotionality and humanity #he's fucking awful but he comes from a human place. like he is PAINFULLY human. which makes his momentsof inhumanity even harder to stomach #imo!!! #but for some people they're just like Man Fuck This Guy IDGAF and honestly valid. i just take issue w ppl who are like 'roman is a less #developed nuanced meaningful character than the other sibs' 'he's just evil perverted comic relief' bc he's so much more than that #but if the critique is man this guy's a fucking asshole i hate him then like yeah you're right he is LOL and not everyone finds that kind #of character really interesting so it really is a case of to each their own #anyways! appreciate u following up <3 no worries at all it was just a funny ask to receive like... hello? LOL #have a good rest of ur succsunday (pretend it isn't monday now) though #heheh #succession #asks #anon

[mbat]

rest in piss this youtuber i used to like but this hogwarts legacy gameplay video of his is not only sponsored by warner bros but the guy turned off the comments... like dude no come on what the fuck

#thisll be the last of his videos i watch i guess #hes kinda been boring for a while anyway honestly #like he had some videos that had me laughing my ass off but not in months upon months #this is really just a nail in the coffin #the youtuber is callmekevin by the way #and no im not gonna watch any more gameplay of this game after this i just wanted to see if it was even worth people going mask off in #in any possible way. spoilers! its not worth it at all. boring graphics boring characters boring story awful horrible everything in general #and me watching this one video isnt going to undo the payment this guy did for the game anyway. garbage #my post #hogwarts legacy #im done talking about it for now unless something major comes up in this lame ass video i guess

[coffeeastronaut]

i am once again giggling over MOFFAT of all people understanding (or at least getting extremely lucky in how it comes off) doctor gender better then the two ‘progressive’ writers. incredible stuff

#deadass i think its bc he didnt give a #fuck about making lefties happy he just wanted to say whatever. vs chibs agonized fear over getting things wrong paralyzing him into the #most boring writing on the planet AND forcing him to include the absolute shallowest ‘representation’ on the planet bc he knows he Should #have it but doesnt know how ro actually do that #versus rtd who seems to genuinly really really care about this kind of stuff BUT gets all his info via like. instagram posts and his #experiences with trans ppl begin and end with a drag show he went to once in the 90s where a queen drunkenly explained her theories on #gender to him. so like his hearts in the right place but he is sososo wrong. #anyway. does not bode well for ncuti i must say…. ive been worried abt rtd’s treatment of black characters and while this did not confirm #those fears of it continuing to be as awful as it was back in the day it also doesn’t exactly assuage them. we will see! i will stay #optimistic until i die probably so. fingers crossed ig lol #mi

[irascible-iridescent]

I do enjoy the Jean as a character and his dynamic with Harry makes me crazy, on the other hand I hate Jean fans here

#personal #like im sorry but making him in a poor meow meow who did nothing wrong just makes him a boring plain character #the thing is that he DID a LOT of things wrong and he is not innocent #ppl say that Harry made choices that led him to the bad things happen to him BUT SO DID JEAN #its his freaking choice to stay in rcm and its his choice to work with harry #and he says that he is old but he is 30 he works out he isn't alcoholic he can choose to have a better life #BUT HE DOESN'T DO THAT #he is so hang up on the rcm and harry and their special force unit that he cant move on #he unhealthily clings to something that breaks him and he sees how it broke Harry #but he says it won't happen to me I have my shit together I am an authority I am in control I can do it #like he is so offended that Harry told him to fuck off and that he is cramping his style like it was probably a first time Harry said that? #but we know that Harry would take on too much cases and he would investigate them by himself A LOT so did he just sneak out? #we will never know but pls dont make anyone in this game Have It Together they are all broken #bc they are humans #and you can't live Right #its not a possibility in real world #they are so three dimensional Im in awe like how do you even show such humanity in a character #he is no longer a character he is a person #who cant be good or bad yeah even Harry #well I must say firing squad is like the first candidates for bad people they do feel like they are animals or smth #like you cant see anything human about them except for the fact that they avenge their captain #fucking game makes me emotional again #why didn't Jean try to talk to Harry when he saw that he is unwell #like I was standing there seeing him sitting in this cafe in his stupid wig #refusing to talk to me #yeah I understand he doesn't owe it to Harry to explain anything #but I dunno if a person cried for your help and they used to be your friend and you still work with them... #like would you just let them die #would you turn your back on them #and if you would why do you still cling to this failed friendship and this person who cries for your help