#but here we go cause why the hell not

[kheyys-worms]

m'not feelin well so i'm postin some delulu art hahahaha

#yeah have i ever said how much i love jade leech? no? WELL I DO #I ALSO LOATHE HIM #but i still wanna kiss he #and be held lovingly by he #anyway i don't often post yume art #but here we go cause why the hell not #one day when i gain more confidence haha #jade leech #twst yume #twisted wonderland #kheyy's art

[puppyeared]

Spirit tracks is fun teehee

#ITS FUN HAVING ZELDA AS A COMPANION OK… title character gets to be playable omg #god. they are everything to me idk why but spirit tracks zelink is my fav by far #It feels more earned I guess? The other zelda games I’ve played p much established zelink as like some unspoken thing #Like uhhh skyward sword gets brought up a lot bc childhood friends. And breath of the wild although I do like botw zelink #But like you get to see their relationship develop in spirit tracks like they go from oh cool we’re teammates to YOU ARE MY BFF #I also like Zelda piping up whenever something happens like. I remember I used to go swimming here do u wanna go swimming when I get #My body back. Also I like being nice to her we are besties your honor #2nd image is my fav expression in windwaker when his magic gauge increase HIS FACE IS EVERYTHING PLEASEEE #I also drew tetra wearing something like baro’t saya? Using her game model and pictures of dresses and the boxer codex #Everything I’m putting on here is experimental anyway cause I’m checking Wikipedia on my own culture 🫡 #BUT HELL IT WOULD BE COOL like tetra could have a more rugged baro’t cause like she’s a captain and she needs it when on open sea right #And I can imagine tracks zelda having more of a traje de mestiza dress because it’s more fancy right.. waving my hands #Sometimes Filipino zelda can be something so personal bro #My art #myart #doodles #the legend of zelda #legend of zelda #loz #Spirit tracks #wind waker #took link #Zelink #zelda #Tetra

[thetimelordbatgirl]

Zeb Wells I'm in your walls because what the actual fuck is this shit???

Because it definitely isn't something Spiderman whose gone out of his way to visit fans dying of cancer or other medical conditions or tried to save a homeless girl who was a fan of him only to be too late, would say.

#zeb wells #spiderman #the amazing spiderman #like not only is this an insult to the kid who collects spiderman #but its also one to an issue where spiderman is with another kid with lekumia #as hes playing spiderman with the kid as it was the kids wish #but when playtime is over and the hospital and parents say its time to go to bed #the kid refuses and spiderman learns its because the kid is afraid he wont wake up #causing spiderman to ask if the kid has a coat and we see why as he takes the kid for a swing across the city #giving the kid more time of being like spiderman #then there's the time he visited a wounded kid in hospital who is also a spidey fan and looked up to spiderman #and said kid figures out his identity and the two talk before sadly the kid has a caradiac rest and peter goes to his funeral #where his parents ask peter to give the kids home-made comics to spiderman and peter promises #let alone the comic leah where he finds a homeless girl also a fan dying and does try to save her via getting her to the hospital #but its sadly too late as the doctors cant do anything #meaning all spiderman can do is lift his mask a little and give her a forehead kiss #and wish her sweet dreams as we see her in dreams with all the heroes she admires #like long tags here but thats how much this 'joke' angers me #let alone even if you removed all of peters history WHY THE HELL IS THIS A 'JOKE' SOMEONE LET PASS- #no character should be doing that wtf

[terrorbirb]

I'm bored at work so I'm seeing if I should report my old company for violating labor standards.

#totes bro #im so close but it is so obvious it would be me because i used to complain about this all the time #they dont inform their immigrant workers of their rights and so they dont like understand how their timecard works #and thr company advises them to take the least expensive insurance policy because they 'are healthy and don't need it' #but i know one couple wants fertility treatments but couldnt afford it because of that #they dont have the required posters #they also knowingly continue osha violations which i held a meeting over and was told this doesnt apply to us #which uhm it says it does on the Web site so i disagree #all of this is like why i left and what caused me to leave #and literally lying to me and another guy that we would get promotions for the work we did #and then they hired someone else to do the job making our promotions unnecessary and they were like hmmmm sorry #idk they like got a ton worse and i think the president got more reactionary which caused this #not sure how many of these count but thats not for me to decide anyway #oh and cleanliness standards but i actually fixed a lot of those..... fulfilling the role that promotion role that was promised #my coworkers here are like 'absolutely report the hell out of that place' because we do code violations lol #every time i say something they go 'that could be a violation :)' #they paid someone on a salary basis when they were under the salary pay and therefore should have gotten overtime

[todayisafridaynight]

So he’s fuckable but people personally wouldn’t fuck him… okay that is interesting for the majority but hey it’s a similar to Gohan where he’s very handsome but I don’t think everyone would fuck him. For me it’s Ichi and Gohan all the way ❤️❤️❤️ I feel like when we do the Daigo poll we going to get that thirst!!!

tumblr decrees ichi in fact has game, they just personally wouldn't be a player... interesting but can't complain bout it

anyway daigo time please don't disappoint me

#snap chats #why would you send this ask while we're talking about freud jesus christ #its not your fault as freud would say it I Have Childhood Issues #yeah well he can roast in hell the fuckin weird ass he dont know SHIT about me #anyways. i trust the tumblr sphere of daigo fans to be normal #almost compelled to put a fourth option orale 'its complicated' cause Me #but i forgot to do that for ichi so we're just gonna have to go with objective answers #no open-ended prompts here. i mean you could if yu want but #i feel like a lot of people will find X fuckable but they wouldnt fuck yk waht i mean #like we as an intelligent species can be objective enough to say someones attractive or has he potential #but they arent to our tastes #im a believer in that that's fine #i dont think it makes you thirsty to say a character is fuckable but you wouldnt fuck em thats just like. Objectivity ig #so ichi fans arent thirsty for the most part. not surprising

[coockie8]

I will never understand why there are antis in fandoms like Game of Thrones/House of The Dragon, Helluva Boss, and Hazbin Hotel. Like???? Are they just like ignoring the source material? Why are you here? Why is that content fine in a mass-produced and advertised TV show that has the potential to reach millions, but it's not fine when some rando on the internet with like max a couple thousand followers does it? Make it make sense?!?!?!

#just anti things #anti bs #proship #proshipping #proshipper #especially Game of Thrones and such #like did we even watch the same show? #like Helluva Boss and Hazbin Hotel I can *kinda* understand #Helluva Boss is an indie webseries and Hazbin Hotel isn't out yet #but like these are still shows that literally take place in *Hell* #*Obviously* problematic shit is going to take place like???? #Why the fuck do you think these people are in *Hell*?!?!?! #'Cause they're bad people who do bad things!!!! #why are you here!?!?!?! #go fucking watch MLP or fucking Dora the Explorer if you want pure wholesome content all the time #stop harassing people for making literally the exact same content that is in the source material!

[scarletiswailing347]

just finished reading delilah's statement, there was a lot of things in it that was either only tangentially related to the allegations or straight up unnecessary to put (in particular: putting in media references and cc metrics several times as flavor text, detailing the don turnt situation with no claims of whether or not permission was granted by the affected party, namedropping certain ccs who had nothing to do with the allegations, and putting the tweet and yearbook photo of one of the ppl who put forward that zam was a bully with no claims of whether or not permission was granted) which contributed a lot to the 47-page length

honestly so far what im getting is that there was a Lot of toxicity on multiple sides like not even just between zam and delilah

#tw abuse #there are multiple instances in particular that i wanted to get more context of #in particular how did zam go from telling delilah to khs to becoming her bestie??? and why did she call kab whos a 16 yo a worthless whore? #theres also several parts that made me think that her rep for jumping to conclusions isnt entirely unfounded #like you can excuse her mental state at the time for a lot of it but there are some that are just. where did you get that #i dont wanna reread the entire thing so ill just be citing that part at the end where she accused zam of not actually being in a bad mental #place and was just trying to manipulate her cause he was in vacation in nyc and was smiling in one of the pics is reaching #also hypocritical cause she was also in a bad mental place during twitchcon but was smiling happily in pics and videos #also dont like the fact that she put the yearbook photo there and the fact it was even posted publicly in the first place #it was probs for verification purposes but holy shit youre basically barely a step away from doxxing zam #apparently bormethius is putting out a statement so ill be waiting for that as well #fucken hell i get that delilah saw posting this publicly as necessary in order to get some kind of closure #but theres so many layers to this that airing this out to an uninvolved and contextless audience was only inevitably gonna make things wors #especially considering a lot of evidence has apparently been lost to deletion or the fact that they were done in vcs #but its too late for that now so i can only hope we get the full picture soon cause everybody involved looks so incredibly toxic #idk i just hope all parties involved will be able to move away from this and get better in the future #cause like theyre still young and immature man #(although the fact that theyre young and immature def contributed to how this even happened in the first place 💀) #with that being said #the drama channels are 100% in the wrong here #they like to present themselves as arbiters of truth but theyre nothing but glorified tabloids #allegations

[seventh-district]

in other news i cannot stop fucking listening to Brokenheartsville by Joe Nichols and i’m starting to annoy myself with it but. i cannot stop. it’s too good

#Seven.txt #music stuff #it’s this perfect mix of being applicable to my current taste while also being a very nostalgic song for me #‘cause i liked it when i was a kid. and i recently heard it on my father’s radio outside. and man it’s been y e a r s since i’ve heard it #why is it so addictive to me #like. you cannot make a song that opens with the lyrics- #‘He wore that cowboy hat to cover up his horns. *insert seductive guitar sounds here* Sweet-talkin’ forked tongue had a temptin’ charm.’ #and expect my southern and devil-loving ass to not go fucking feral over it #even when i’m not listening to it it’s playing in my head. was analyzing the lyrics the whole time i was in the shower earlier #but what’s funny is i think i’ve listened to it so many times that i’ve developed a whole new story than the one actually being told #but like. with how much he’s supposedly upset that this guy stole his girl or whatever #which i know he’s probably just comparing some dude to the devil and not actually saying that it was the Devil Himself #but it’s so much better if u picture it as actually being the devil that’s picking up this dude’s girlfriend in a bar #but anyways given how that’s supposed to be the point. he spends so much time describing the devil and ain’t got shit to say abt his girl #like okay buddy. we know you liked his cowboy hat. we know you liked his sweet-talkin’ tongue. #we’ve heard all about the make and model of his Long and Chrome Very Red Hot Sexy Devil Car #do u not have anything to say abt ur girlfriend. are u not gonna wax poetic abt her? no? too busy admiring the Devil and his Hot Car?? yeah #we’re gathering that #like.. brother… i dunno how to tell u this but i think u might wanna fuck him a lil bit #‘Love’s gone to hell and so have I.’ yeah!! i’m gathering that!! good for u dude!! get it!! #so now the whole time i’m listening to it i’m just like. this is a love song abt the devil! #which it isn’t. but it could be!! and so that’s what i’m choosing to see it as. bc i’d feel the same way tbh #i much prefer the idea of him being pissed that he missed his chance to run away w/ the devil than being pissy over his girlfriend leaving #it’s just so much more appealing to me im sorry #also. side note. when i was a kid i thought the line was ‘that angel up in the air’ and not ‘that angel who did me in’ #and i don’t know how i misheard it so badly but now i sing it wrong every fuckign time cause it’s still cemented in my head from childhood #how young was i. hold on. #oh yeah it came out in 2002. so yeah i was quite young when i heard it a lot so i think im forgiven for mishearing it so badly lmao

[haasegawa]

.

#oh my fucking god I gotta vent real quick here #'cause I'm icing my rl friends atm and need to get it off my chest #(I'm a bit frustrated with them rn) #anyway #life advice #do NOT go into business school if you don't wanna end up with project groups filled with incompetent people #men are ridiculously confident and do shit work completely incoherent with the syllabus #and I thought I was gonna ace with women-only group for another subject but guess what #I get that part of it is probably 'cause I'm in my last years and having classes with younger (frustrating as hell) years #so I'm lacking some patience probably #(for the record it's not 100% my fault I'm behind with the curriculum and taking these subjects) #but what makes everything worse #it's that I dislike almost all of this semester's professors #and in the classes I do take with people from my own year #bitches are like why don't we do this project at FUCKING ELEVEN PM #and yeah we all study and have jobs so time is scarce #but jesus christ can we pls schedule things ahead of time at least??? #and not with 1 hour (or less) in advance?? #got carried away #but I'm just so fucking annoyed #wow #tiny bit better just by writing it down

[pumpkinvampie]

How can you call a god's love 'unconditional' if there's always a 'but' after?

#Fuck you for making me feel this way #fuck you for telling me I'm sinning just by existing #fuck you for telling me I'm going to hell #I'm tired of this shit #tired of fucking everything and YOU are the cause of 90% of it #fuck you for making me feel conflicted every time we meet #why the FUCK am I so STUPID for loving you after EVERYTHING YOU'VE DONE #I can't believe I still think that one day you'll love me without any 'but's but here we FUCKING ARE #religious trauma #parental trauma #Prob gonna delete later

[themechaneer]

🔧

#‟ i am but a sensitive pillar of salt ” || ooc #just checking in friends!! #still working on moving Joel over to his new blog #and ended up taking a break to game that’s landed me going on an Evil Within kick and trophy hunt for TEW & TEW 2 #it’s also got me talking to one of my long term rp soulmates regarding their Sebastian Castellanos muse and a lot of the plots and threads #we had initially planned on a past muse of mine before I got busy on Joel #it’s liable to end in me making some TEW verses for him and may see the resurrection of one of my sleeping muses WE SHALL SEE #either way if anyone was wondering it’s why I’ve been quiet! I’m just gaming and enjoying the hell out of 1 of my comfort gaming franchises #god I’d even forgotten how PRETTY the first game was in all its gorgeous grimey gory glory #graphics have come a ways since but it’s nice to see how well it holds up even now just on the merits of the art style and concepts the #team came up with for it ❤️ #anyways I hope you’re all well #I’m still in lurk mode here but do expect to see me potentially follow you from the new blog once I’m finished with both games and can FOCUS #cause the evil within brain rot is v real rn #BELOVED!!! but it’s got me in a chokehold 😅❤️‍🔥 #apologies for being such an unreliable partner 🥲 I hope you know I adore you all and your patience with my nonsense and limited attention #spam and adderal addled ass means the WORLD to me

[your-jellyfish-senpai]

Losing my mind a little this week it's fine

#literally just need to spill my thoughts here because im struggling #work stuff is so fucking frustrating these days and i have no motivation #because our clients are irritating as HELL 75% of the time and dont know what tf theyre talking about #and it takes so much restraint to not just tell them to stop talking and listen to me and do what we say #and i HATE having urgency in my work the way i do now #it is not how i operate at all and i fucking hate it #like i do not want to have to rush to do things and shove other things aside to prioritize something every single day #but thats whats happening #and our company is so BAD at internal communication #we are a MARKETING. AGENCY. THATS SUPPOSED TO BE. A STRENGTH #im also just. hitting a depressive episode rn which is not helping #i got a notice from a fucking tax collector because i didnt file my taxes for the four months i lived in this county in 2020 #because i didnt realize THAT WAS SEPARATE bc no one TOLD ME #and now i have to pay 25 bucks to do that within a month like. guys i did not make enough for this to be a big deal fuck you #and i have to worry about an upcoming conversation with a friend and their roommates bc the roommates suck so bad and we need them to leave #but theyre difficult and defensive and hostile and toxic hence why im going to be there at all to back up my friend #but i just. it causes me so much anxiety #AND i have to see two of my cousins this week who are closer to each other than they are to me and like. its nice yall reached out but #we arent friends were just around the same age and we have different values and goals and i am so. so tired #ANYWAY. GOTTA DO SOME WORK. #i wasted a lot of time today just. spiralling a little #so i didnt get much done #and tomorrow i have SEVEN FUCKING MEETINGS so am i gonna get anything done then? probably not! #and friday im gonna have to be on a call with a client who has really gotten on my nerves lately (lol thats like a quarter of them rn) and #i just dont want to. i would like to sleep #anyway sorry for this mess of tags for anyone who reads this jfc i just really needed to dump some thoughts #and didnt want to dump them on anyone in particular bc its a lot so ya know. voluntary dump recipients or aomethint idk #something*

[heartyearning]

one day, just ONE day without getting stopped in the street and being roped into smth i dont want to be roped into . what exactly about me is it that screams ‘this man is gullible’ bc whatever it is it sure is right 

#usually its ppl asking for money which im not that bothered by bc we all know begging is hardly the most lucrative thing in the world #so if ppl are asking i just assume they really do need it and i dont care sm #i hate it when im like . ''tricked'' into it tho like i do get it i know why it happens but it bothers me when im having a whole ass convo #and then im Charged for having said convo like dude you've wasted both our times id have just given u the money #but THIS TIME . THIS TIME I GOT ROPED INTO CHRISTIANITY . some dude standing in front of my school #(which i pass to go home) #& he's like sorry do u go to school here ? can i ask u a quick q ? and im like yeah sure assuming this guy is someones dad or smth #wants to know abt the school or smth #then he starts talking rly fast abt Absolute Certainty and abt how no one can help but believe in god #and im like . so over this already (it goes on for like 10 mins) and am not abt to further this convo but its like #yeah . you're right . we live in the xtian west what the hell do u htink that has to do w it huh #anyway . so fucking annoying like #this also only ever happens when theres somewhere i desperately want to Get To #i also ALWAYS wear headphones like !!!! how is it that this STILL happens to me ??? #is it cause im small ?? am i too blonde abt it ? is it my bad posture ? jfc #going to buzz my head again and go back to my 'i look like a skinhead' phase

[theogony]

gn

#ranting here because if I do this irl someone will know but. I really fucking need an outlet but skip if you want #but anyway!! really fucking pissed that. blocking someone for a few days isn't something socially acceptable #like dude I've knwn you for ?? 7 years now?? but that doesn't mean I'm comfortable listening to you constantly talk about my love life #his love life* and like. fucking invalidating me when I come out to you as ace and bringing it up everytime you tell me about your #relationships like I get being gay is not easy in [redacted] but that doesn't mean I'm always ok listening to your tragic gay #romance especially when you like. actively talk about gaslighting others when you rebound like dude?? you're swag as hell #but when you gaslight others - likee I get I may be sounding slightly clingy - I get paranoid?? you've gaslit me too?? #and so like. I blocked you because my mental health is really fucking down the drain and I'm low-key overwhelmed #BUT?? INSTEAD OF CONFRONTING ME LIKE A NORMAL PERSON THAT YOU WERE INSECURE #YOU BLOCK ME. DELETE ALL YOUR SOCIAL MEDIA ACCOUNTS. TELL EVERYONE YOU KNOW I'M TOXIC. girl. gn #yes I know like he did deserve an explanation which I would have been happy to give but uh! why the fuck would you tell others I'm toxic #like mate. I'm not even going to lie I low-key sound toxic here but you do to! what the fuck! #worst part is I can't. I can't fucking complain because I've known this funky dude for 7 years #and like. I still trust him. even though he'd choose someone else in a heartbeat over me which i. have made with peace with #and like most of my friends are just telling me he's being toxic and I should cut him out and that he's just trying to like be a bitch #but like. tbf he used to be such a doormat but now he's like. low-key toxic esp cause I'm on decent terms with his ex #girl gn. move. on. I'm so fucking tired I have to work with you you can't avoid me forever like literally all I want is one fucking civil #convo about the competition we have to work together for but NOOOO you can't do that much. fuck

[kindacreepy-kindaugly]

If I absolutely have to feel like shit could it at least be cause I let it happen again instead of cause I feel like I didn't do good enough

#beatin myself over the head w/ a stick like YOU. DO. NOT. NEED. HIS. APPROVAL. #he's just tryin to dig in any insecurity he can get his goddamn hands on it doesn't mean shit #like yea i know i'm ~ outta practice ~ cause that literally just means i'm not performin at a professional fucking level #you couldn't tell the difference if you stopped tRYIN TO SHOVE THINGS DOWN MY FUCKING THROAT FFS #i shoulda just walked out but it. doesn't even register til much later cause of all the praise n cause i'm probably dissociating like hell #like. are you fucking negging me #yes. yes he is #or some other adjacent tactic that rly shouldn't work on me anymore but here we are #it'd be funny if it wasn't so damn pathetic #which is smth i say a lot lately #i have no idea if i should like......try to give myself some credit for the few boundaries i did manage to hold #cause i mean i did......refuse to sleep anywhere near him w/o surveillance #especially not in the damn car cause i could end up literally anywhere #my mistake was compromisin on the sex stuff cause when i say no it becomes a negotiation n i always end up agreeing to smth #which woulda been fine if he didn't then go on to be a dick about that something #n also if it wasn't pretty fucked up to take it as a negotiation startin point #if i say i don't wanna have sex you know damn well i mean the entire thing no matter how many loopholes your definition has #hard limits aren't the fucking startin point for a compromise they're the bottom line #but he knows all that. he's not stupid he just doesn't care. #meanwhile i'm a fucking idiot for lettin him get away w/ it #i was doin so well. i mean sure i was losin my fucking mind but i wasn't even struggling not to go to him #why can't he just fucking leave me alone if i'm not even a good fuck anymore #spdrvent

[verystressedcollegestudent]

if there's one thing i hate more than slackers in group projects its goddamn hypocrites

#this guy did jack shit for two full weeks when we're building the damn prototype #but STILL brought up the fact that most of our team blew off a report till the last minute in the beginning of march #*prototypes don't work* “sEe tHis iS wHy wE nEedEd tO hAvE a cOnvErsaTioN aBouT MS3” #like hon you lost the rights to the “y'all need to contribute more” argument the moment you left me hanging for 2-3 FUCKING WEEKS #like excuuuuuse me you been prioritizing extra curriculars all week get off your high horse stop lecturing everyone else about contribution #he made maybe 3 contributions? maybe? #first he 3D modeled an adapter and sent it to someone else to print (couldn't even do THAT himself smh) #then he sent the gc a sketch of an idea i roughly proposed literally the NIGHT BEFORE as his own contribution (that I ENDED UP BUILDING #then he...screwed on a few pipe fittings and called it a project :) #would be a LOT less pissed if he didn't show up to One Thing outside weekly team meetings/class #then apologize for slacking off BUT then launch into a FUCKING SPEECH ABOUT HOW HIM BEING HERE PROVES HIS COMMITTMENT #all because he DOESN'T LIKE GETTING UP EARLY. like sir. sir i am rIGHT FUCKING HERE. i was up till 4-5am working on this stfu #we've been building for three weeks and he's come into work on stuff wo me there ONCE for an HOUR #for context id spent about fifteen hours in the shop alone working on the fucking thing that WEEK #like im trying to be understanding ik tech week is hell #but i took “stepping back” as “i only have a few hours here and there to be in the shop and will do the writeups” #NOT “won't show up outside meetings AND we're splitting slides and writeups 80/20” #like id been in the lab all fuckin day and notice we have an assignment due (missed a SINGLE meeting due to exam) #and i ask him if theres anything i can do (and im thinking like look it over maybe add a spec or two) #and this fucker has the AUDACITY to ask me to write the full four paragraph summary cause he #*checks notes* copy-pasted some specs from milestone 3 so of COURSE its only fair that despite the fact I've been in the lab ALL DAY #that i write the four fuckin paragraphs too #course we're troubleshooting and he's like “did you clean the pump? did you disassemble it and rinse it?” like yes??? #i did EVERYTHING i could think of before i even bothered texting you cause i know you're fucking useless #and then he raises fifteen different concerns which while valid would have been NICE TO HEAR WHEN I SENT YOU MY INITIAL DESIGNS #y'know BEFORE i spent over fifteen hours of my free time building this damn thing #with slackers i just pick up the work and move on with my life this idiot is trying to gaslight me into thinking that he contributed fairly #when i heard “i need to step back due to play stuff” i thought we'd be splitting it like 65:35 NOT FUCKING 95:5 #and now hes probably going to give ME a poor peer review because I've been passive aggressive with him in the few meetings he showed up to #like i got shit going on too? how the fuck does he expect me to respond to being abandoned to do this shit myself