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eigaandhollywood · 3 years

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Happy 39th birthday to Bucky Barnes (Sebastian Stan)

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yougottalovebuckybarnes · 4 years

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Not Your Concern (Bucky x Reader)

A/N: Hello, everyone. Long time no see. :) I can't believe it's been three months since my last update, but I am so glad to be back. I have said this maybe once or twice before, but my life got insanely crazy these past few months, and I found myself in a place where I didn't know if I should keep writing, or if I should just give it up. My mental health has also become something that I had to care for more closely, so I let myself have a small break before returning to you lovely people. Anyway, all of this to say... one, I'm glad to be writing here again and two, I've chosen to use my journey with depression as the inspiration for this imagine. If any of you face similar struggles, please remember that you are loved and you are cared for. My messages are always open if you need someone to talk to. It would be impossible to imagine a world without you <3

-Megs <3

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Word Count: 1.3k

Warnings: Topics surrounding depression may be triggering. The ending kinda sucks

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Nothing mattered anymore.

Each day that my alarm clock went off, alerting me to the start of another day, I simply turned it off and pretended that my obligations didn't matter. My job could wait another day, my professor would probably be willing to accept my homework one day late, and so on. The list never seemed to end, and I comforted myself in the simplicity of the decision not to do anything.

I found one morning myself lost in the warmth of my sheets, staring up at the ceiling of my bedroom, unable to fall into the dark, comforting warmth of sleep. To be fair, it was already half past noon, and although I longed to go to sleep, my body felt otherwise.

A gentle knock broke the comforting silence of my room, and I glanced in the direction of the door, unwilling to stand to go open the door. There were a few moments of silence before I heard the second knock.

"Y/N?" I resisted the urge to pull the covers above my head at the sound of Steve's voice. This was the third time he had to come to check in on me, and frankly, I wasn't interested in engaging in conversation. "Are you awake?"

"Yeah." My answer was short and clipped, hopefully a warning sign to him that I wasn't interested in talking.

But unfortunately, for some reason that translated as a sign to enter my room, pushing the door open and turning on the lights. At this point, I yanked the sheets above my head, my slight annoyance bubbling much closer to pure anger. "Steve! Turn the goddamn light off!"

His footsteps grew closer to my bed, and I felt the bed dip next to where I was laying. A hand gently pulled the sheet down, and I was forced to look at my best friend's face. His eyes were sad, his eyebrows furrowed in concern.

"Why are you still in bed this late?"

"I don't know why this is of any concern of yours." I snapped, letting my gaze fall to the floor, not eager to continue such a conversation with him.

"You're one of my closest friends... and my other best friend's girlfriend, who made me promise to take care of you while he was gone. This feels like a concern of mine, indeed." Steve pointed out, and I couldn't help the tears building up in my eyes at the mention of my partner.

Bucky had left for a mission God knows where. He had reassured me that he'd only be gone for a month at the longest, and promised to return to me as soon as he could. But that had been over two months ago.

Bucky was the only one who knew about my depression. In fact, he was the one that pushed me to try anti-depressants and constantly motivated me to keep moving. His presence in my life was one of the few things that I had grown to love, and the moment it was stripped from me, it felt that the world had come crashing down on me hard.

"I'm fine, Steve."

"You don't seem fine to me." a large hand rested on top of mine, and I finally managed to build the courage to look at him again. "This isn't normal behavior, Y/N. You've been hiding in this room practically the entire time that Bucky has been gone, and have spoken ten sentences, at most. I'm really worried about you."

"There are other things to worry about than someone like me. I'm not your concern." I scoffed, meaning to sound playful, but the lump that had slowly began to grow caught in my throat, the tears threatening to burst at any moment.

"Don't say that." Steve shook his head. "Don't sell yourself short like that. You mean the world to us... to me."

I couldn't find any more words, so I simply shrugged my shoulders. For some reason, it felt harder to accept his words as true than to let go of this sadness that had resided in me for years, seeming to peak after I had lost the love of my life.

"I mean it."

"I'm sure you do, Steve." I gave him a sad smile, before picking up the picture frame on my nightstand, gazing down at the picture of Bucky inside it. "But I can't imagine any of you befriending me if it weren't for him."

Steve's gaze flicked to the picture before letting out a gentle sigh. "I promise you, Y/N, that isn't true."

"Maybe..." I shrugged once more. "But a lot of promises have been made to me that haven't been kept... the most significant one being from Bucky."

"He's going to come back."

"How do you know that?" I let out a half hearted laugh, the tears that I had so desperately tried to hold back finally being released, falling down my cheeks. "No one knows where he fucking is. "

"Sometimes you just have to have faith, Y/N." Steve's voice started to waiver, and I closed my eyes, dispising even the idea of making him cry. But my faith was beginning to wear out, and I did not know how much longer I would be able to hold myself together.

We both sat in silence for a few moments before I felt a pair of lips brush against my forehead. I opened my eyes to gaze wearily at Steve, his eyes red and soft.

"Please don't give up." Steve almost begged, his voice beginning to crack. "We need you."

My chest began to ache, as more tears began to fall down my face and my wall inside beginning to break. "I won't. I promise."

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For the next few weeks, I was able to fall asleep much easier than I had for the past number of months. The words spoken to Steve had lightened some of the pressure on my heart. Although it was still broken from Bucky's disappearance, it was slowly beginning to fix itself once more.

I woke one morning to the sound of a knock on my door. I let out a small sigh, assuming it was Steve, but managed to pull myself from the warm cocoon of blankets and made my way to the door. I pulled open the door and was unprepared for what stood in front of me.

A rather worn-out-looking Bucky Barnes stood in front of me, his eyes weary but his lips pulled in a smile. "Hi."

Tears immediately began to fall, and I rushed forward to embrace him. He let out a small grunt as he caught me in his arms, but he let out a small chuckle before kissing the top of my head. "It's good to see you too, doll."

I pulled away a few inches to look up at him, trying to hide my tears from his view. His hand cupped my face, and his thumb gently brushed away the few that managed to escape. "I always keep my promises, Y/N."

"Did you talk to Steve?" I asked, feeling a small surge of guilt at the reminder of what I had said to Steve weeks previously.

"Yeah. He told me that you weren't doing well." Bucky's eyes immediately grew sad. "And that you thought I wasn't going to come back to you."

It was silent for a moment, as I tried my hardest not to cry even more in front of my boyfriend. "I'm sorry, it's just-"

"You have nothing to be sorry for, sweet girl. " Bucky shushed me gently, before leaning down to brush his lips against my forehead. "I'm just glad to be home with you now."

"Me too." I smiled, the first genuine sign of happiness that I had experienced for quite a while. My gaze flickered to his lips momentarily, before I leaned in and kissed him gently, for the first time in what felt like ages.

My super soldier had finally returned to me, and for that, I would be forever grateful.

#bucky #Bucky Barnes #buckybarnes #Bucky angst #buckybarnesx #buckybarnesxreader #buckybarnesimagine #buckyxreader #buckyxyou #buckybarnesfan #james barnes #james barnes imagine #james barnes x reader #james barnes x you #jamesbarnesimagines #winter solider imagine #winter solider x reader

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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I mean, can u please? #Winterboobearsafetysquad #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney #imwithyoutilltheendoftheline https://www.instagram.com/p/B7T0IGYlBD6/?igshid=gu51f8y9uu85

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andracioclei · 7 years

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Bring Jefferson back in the show!!! @onceabcofficial #Repost @buckybarnesfan with @repostapp ・・・ Appreciation post🙏🏽 • • • • #sebastianstan

#sebastianstan #repost

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mymindisaforestfire-blog · 8 years

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About Me!

Name: Parker

Height: 5′2

Eye Colour: Blue

Hair Colour: Natural colour - Light brown; Current colour - Ombre

Favourite Movie: Any Marvel movie, but Captain America: The First Avenger and The Winter Soldier are currently bae movies right now.

Favourite TV show: Supernatural, Criminal Minds

Favourite Character(s): Dean Winchester, Castiel, Sam Winchester, Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Tony Stark, Spencer Reid, Derek Morgan

Favourite Band: Twenty One Pilots or Fall Out Boy

Favourite Song: Begin Again - Measure, and This Is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco

Favourite Color(s): Grey is my favourite, however it is considered a shade and not a colour, so blue

Favourite Youtuber(s): Prestonplayz (TBNRfrags), Dan Howell, PewDiePie, MrWoofless, Lachlan Power (CraftBattleDuty)

#aboutme #lotsofthings #buckybarnesfan #whyisgreynotacolour

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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Friday thought. #Winterboobearsafetysquad #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney #capitainamerica #steverogers #stucky4ever #stucky #captainamericathewintersoldier https://www.instagram.com/p/B5LNQsTlcNO/?igshid=1ld2cccy3lwxj

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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Day 4: in black. I think this is the best day of the whole challenge because Sebastian Stan in black is pure perfection. #challenge #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney https://www.instagram.com/p/B4iEVVJjKrT/?igshid=1crmj8ejlobq2

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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Day 30: your fave pic of them. I already posted my favorite picture of him, but this is one of my favorites. He looks so cute and cuddly. I love him so much. • I'm so glad that this challenge is over. I was so done whit it. #challenge #Winterboobearsafetysquad #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney https://www.instagram.com/p/B53mVUqFT3D/?igshid=njnn5atbw9v2

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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Day 20: reading a book (or something). A huge thank you to @mysunlightsebby for sending me these pictures. ily💕. #challenge #Winterboobearsafetysquad #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney https://www.instagram.com/p/B5QaSUwFrYv/?igshid=oaqe3d9cl9gq

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yougottalovebuckybarnes · 5 years

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For Once... (Bucky x Reader)

A/N: Fluff. Major fluff. That’s all I can say. XD But enjoy. I’ll try to update again in the next few days.

For once... he was still.

The only movement was his gentle breathing as he watched the sun slowly slip into the horizon.

For once... he was at peace.

A small smile touched the corners of his lips as he could hear familiar footsteps tip toe towards him. “I hope you two weren’t planning on scaring me.”

Two sharp gasps and a burst of giggles were followed by faster footsteps and Bucky turned around just in time for two small figures to leap right into his arms, almost knocking him down. He grunted softly as he managed to catch both of them, before stumbling back a step.

“How did you know we were coming?” The first girl asked, her brown hair pulled back into a messy pony tail and her (Y/E/C) eyes lighting up with mischief.

“I’m your daddy, Erica.” Bucky chuckled, and kissed her forehead. “I know everything.”

“You can’t know everything!” The other girl protested, her blue eyes filled with disbelief. “Momma says that sometimes you-”

“We don’t need to tell Daddy everything, do we?”

Bucky turned to see Y/N standing at the door to the house. A soft smile played at her lips as she gently placed a hand on her growing bump.

“Well... now I’m curious.” Bucky chuckled and looked back at his youngest daughter. “What did Mommy say, Riley?”

“She said she loves you, but sometimes you act like you don’t have a brain.”

“Riley!”

Bucky laughed, before turning to look at his wife. Her face was slightly pink, and she looked like she was ready to run at any second, even though she was almost eight months pregnant.

“Your Momma is right, girls. If I'm honest... she’s know everything.”

“I don’t think that’s true.” Y/N rolled her eyes as Bucky placed his two daughters on the ground before walking over to wrap his arms around her. “But I do know that I love your father very much.”

“Ewwwww.”

Bucky turned his head to see his daughter’s face twist in disgust.

“You girls better go get ready for bed... or else you’ll have to see more of this.”

“I’d rather be in bed. Come on, Riley, let’s go.” With that, the two girls raced off the patio and into the cozy two story home behind them.

The silence that followed was comfortable and after a moment, Bucky moved to rest his metal hand on Y/N’s growing tummy.

“Who knew that I would ever get to live this life? After all the things I’ve-”

“Don’t finish that sentence, James Buchanan Barnes.” Y/N gazed up at him. “You deserve the world. “

“Do I?” He smiled sadly down at his wife.

“Absolutely.” She leaned up and kissed his lips softly. “I’m just thankful that I get to have you and the girls in my life... and in a month or so, this little boy.”

The doubt in Bucky began to evaporate at the mention of his son, who would arrive in a matter of a few short weeks. He smiled brightly before kissing her again and looking out into the vast open scenery around him.

For once... he was truly happy.

#bucky #bucky x reader #bucky x you #buckybarnesxreader #buckybarnes #buckybarnesimagine #buckybarnesfan #buckyxyou #buckyxreader #james barnes #buckybarnesxyou #bucky barns x reader

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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I love SamBucky and I will support them. • I'm sorry I didn't have time to find the challenge photo for today, but tomorrow I'll fix it. #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney #sambucky #samwilson #falcon #newcapitainamerica https://www.instagram.com/p/B48jxaiFPE5/?igshid=sokd1s8fauz3

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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This is how I felt when I saw Seb as Bucky for the first time, I was like: that's it, this is the man I'm gonna love, support and protect for the rest of my life. #Winterboobearsafetysquad #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney #margotrobbie #itonya https://www.instagram.com/p/B5X5jWCF8Fv/?igshid=4eu1ic6nd9yc

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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We have some artists in the fandom! Swipe to see the real color. • Found: @princessbarness Artist: aullyq #Winterboobearsafetysquad #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney #fanart https://www.instagram.com/p/B5N3iW9FNy-/?igshid=975kzsztyn5u

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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Day 13: smiling. When he smiles I get breathless. #challenge #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #winterschildren #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney https://www.instagram.com/p/B457XlDFjbP/?igshid=57wdbgwuhr5a

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hogwarts-nao-me-mandou-carta · 4 years

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Have you thanked God for Sebastian's existence today? #buckybarnes #buckybarnesedit #bucky #wintersoldier #sebastainstan #sebcon #winterboobear #hydra #buckybarnesfan #sebastainstanfan #sebstan #jamesbuchananbarnes #aesthetic #sebbystan #marvel #mcu #seb #seabass #fatws #fws #thefalconandthewintersoldier #disney https://www.instagram.com/p/B4iltzyDS7N/?igshid=f8b9onya441i

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yougottalovebuckybarnes · 6 years

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Rest and Heal (Bucky x Reader)

A/N: the relationship between Y/N and Bucky in the beginning is kinda like frenemies. just so you have an idea. :)

WARNINGS: Angsty, but fluffy at the end

“Ouch! Will you stop that?”

“If you’d stop moving while I treat the wound, then it wouldn’t hurt as much!”

“It’s not that bad.” Bucky grumbled from his place on the bed, wincing slightly as I applied more ointment to the area around the stitches the doctor had secured in place.

“You were shot clean through the shoulder, Bucky.” I gave him a dirty look as I screwed on the lid and grabbing the roll of bandages off the edge of the table. “I’d say it’s about as bad as it comes.”

“I’ve been through worse.” He glared up at me. “I don’t need you babying over me like it’s life or death.”

“Just shut up, Bucky.” I grit my teeth as I start to unravel the roll.

“Come on, doll. I’ve taken bullets before. It’s not like this any different than before. Why would you care if I died anyway?” Bucky snapped, venom leaking into his voice.

My movements froze and I just stared at him. I shook my head slowly before beginning to speak. “I’ve seen way too many people die, Buck. But you wouldn’t know, would you?”

My voice cracked, but I didn’t care. The anger slowly started to fade from his eyes and he opened his mouth to speak but I shook my head.

“I watched them shoot you, and I watched you drop to the ground. God, Barnes, you might annoy the hell out of me sometimes, but I was fucking terrified that you were gone. I-” My voice hitched in my throat as I felt tears began to pool in my eyes. I looked away quickly, but felt a cool hand touch mine. I turned to look in his eyes again. “I can’t lose anyone else who I care about, Bucky. I can’t. It’s just not fair...”

“I know...” He started to sit up, wincing, but didn’t stop when I urged him to lay back. His metal hand slid up my neck to cup my cheek as his soft blue eyes focused on mine. “I’m so sorry for being such a dick to you. Now, and all the other times before. I actually really like you. I just didn’t want to pull you into everything that my life entailed, with HYDRA and everything. But I never got to hear your story.”

I leaned my face against his hand at his touch, and smiled softly as I moved my hand to cover his. “I forgive you... on one promise.”

“What’s that, doll?” He gave me his signature smile, the one that made my heart skip a few beats.

“You’ll rest and heal... and let me be your personal nurse until you’re better.” A genuine smile spread across my lips as I looked at him.

“Of course.” His hand moved to catch mine and bringing it to his lips. “I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

A faint blush dusted my cheeks as he kissed my hand, and the small school girl crush I had on him started to grow even more.

“Alright. Well, let’s bandage you up. if you’re a good patient, I’ll give you a surprise at the end.” I pulled away to grab the bandages.

“And what will that be, nurse?” Bucky smiled.

I leaned in close so my lips were by his ear. “If you behave, I might give you a kiss.” Small goosebumps formed on his neck and I giggled softly as I pulled back to start bandaging the wound. “Now, Mr. Barnes, you’ll need to have at least a good week or two of bed rest before you start to go back to work. Understand?”

“Yes, m’am.” Bucky replied, a smirk in his voice and I smiled as I wrapped the bandage around his shoulder and arm area.

This was going to be a fun few days.

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A/N: Good? Not really? Let me know!! :) Constructive criticism and comments about what you enjoyed is greatly appreciated!

-M <3

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