#bruh this was overwhelming

[wenkexingdefenselawyer]

ok but can we talk about how word of honor emphasizes human connections and relationships. If there's one thing to take away from this drama it is that your relationships with others makes ur life.

Before Long Que's death, he says, "what's the meaning for me to live longer? My friends have died, so have my love, and my disciples. I owe the world nothing! Death is no big deal, but a kind of release"

It's your family, your friends, your lover, your neighbors, your loved ones and your relationships your Connections are what makes your life better and worth living.

And when Beauty Ghost Qian Qiao says

"Nothing is more precious than the people around you, especially the one you love. One day of staying together means a lot. One more day of that is your fortune."

and when wen kexing talks to tragicomic ghost "no matter how fierce a ghost is, as long as it finds the path to man's world, it will choose to become human again. "

like human connections and love is what makes us well, humans. And no matter how far down a person has gone he will find his way back again if he is loved and cared for.

And obviously wen kexing and zhou zishou's whole relationship and dynamic is based on them bringing each other back from darkness with their love. If it weren't for the other, both of them wouldn't be alive and truly living. Their connection is what gave their lives meaning.

#bruh this was overwhelming #woh #word of honor was a really good show with deep philosophy and good takes on life #word of honor #shan he ling #shl #queued besties im probably sleeping rn

[savefrog]

Will never relate to people who get upset at game delays or the thought of there being less tv shows during a strike or a band not making enough music

HOW ARE YOU NOT CONSTANTLY OVWRWHRLMED BY THE VAST QUANTITIES OF MEDIA OUT THERE

How do you not have 3000 untouched games on steam. Youre caught up on every anime? ALL OF IT? ALL THE OBSCURE 80S OVAS??? GO WATCH SOME FRENCH FILMS!!! Go watch one of the trillions of youtube videos - you mean you havent seen 2527r8393.mp4 yet!?!?!? You have already listened to every song? You've heard every Finnish or Greek or Azerbaijani song ever made???? DOWNLOAD 8GB OF WEIRD WALKING SIMS AND VISUAL NOVELS OFF ITCH.IO!!!! GO TRAWL THROUGH ARCHIVE.ORG (IF ITS STILL AROUND)!!! DONT YOU ALSO HAVE 100 HALF-READ BOOKS AROUND!?!?!

If youre not hyperventalating at the thought youll never see every single cool thing in the world before you pass (like i constantly am) then you havent looked hard enough!!! What is it like to hear that a game you want to play has been delayed and NOT breathe a sigh of relief because you already have 5 unfinished games you started in the past year HOW!!!!!

#dullblogging #i go off on this rant like every 5 months #also name dropping azerbaijani music bc i listened to like...70s azerbaijani music on that radio site #and it was my favorite it fucking ruled #and that just makes it even more overwhelming like id never have otherwise discovered 1970s azerbaijani music #theres so much to catch up on aaaAAAAA #i also collect public domain shit so like....bruh its all fuvking endless #i go through old catalogs for fun (art refs) theres a whole world out there

[kalineas]

Got a new tablet so I'm trying to get the hang on it

KidCat wedding!

#tiger and bunny #tiger & bunny #lara tchaikoskaya #Huang Pao-Lin #magical cat #dragon kid #KidCat #??? whats the ship name #anyway they cute #bruh clip studio is incredibly overwhelming

[renard-dartigue]

IV AND OLI DID WHAT!?

#sleep token #bring me the horizon #sleep token iv #oli sykes #bruh i need to catch up on so much #im so overwhelmed #i wish there was a HD comp of all the performance highlights

[babyblueetbaemonster]

Every time I see your HoK, I imagine a tiny label floating over his head that reads "troubled" Do what you will with that information.

"You know, it's really obvious that you're not fine."

#i'm fine. just stressed about the daedra invasion and worried we'll never take back the amulet in time and everyone will die and... #bruh... #ask and i shall answer #you're right dear anon #he's visible troubled but will pretend nothing's wrong #baurus #hero of kvatch #hok #tes oc #oc: acelta #ah yes my hok is very sensitive and weight of the oblivion crisis will crash him very easily #traumatized overwhelmed and everything sad. these are the ingredients chosen to create a perfect little hok #i draw a meme #ask #L.A.Noure doubt

[tarraxahum]

my biggest failure as a butch artist is being too lazy and/or forgetful to consistently draw body hair on people. any people, regardless of gender.

like I can tell you immediately who has how much of it (not even just with butches - do you think Lyoka shaves? first ot all, with what, but mostly she doesn't even know that's a thing - why is that a thing?!)

but I'm SO bad at smaller details (I barely keep up with scars tattoos and piercings) I'll just forgeeeeet and then 50 frames later be like "FUCK"!

queer community forgive me for my sins

#inspired by a mutual's post #every time I'm like RIGHT should draw more of it next time #and by next time I'm already overwhelmed with everything else and forget again #bruh

[dutybcrne]

@strdstd replies to your post:

{Bruh Boothill would LOVE Mika and Noelle- Esp if he gets to be Kae’s right hand if he gets hus Captain job back, assuring Kae he’d look out for them, too.}

Hfhhfhfb Kae immediately emphasizing Mika also fights with crossbow to him ONCE and Boothill just as fast setting on giving the kid a few marksmen pointers and personally mentoring him a bit in combat styles he could potentially make more use of his crossbow in

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Teaches the kid to use a gun (prolly looking the lad at first hfbfb) and does Kae a STRESS jfhfb #//Bc ‘Mika is just Fine with a crossbow wHY DOES HE NEED A WHOLE GUN’ #//‘For safety and efficiency; Starshine; the kiddo needs to SHOW them varmints who’s boss! :D’ #//Then Noelle; she prolly overwhelms the dude with how attentive she is jfnfn #//Somehow is always there; practically manifesting whenever he needs a hand around HQ #//He’s low power? Oh look Theres Noelle with a Lisa-patent emergency electro charge(tm) #//Needs to run a message but is running late to smth? Noelle’s there to help! #//Needs sb to lend him an ear for whatever reason? She is ON IT #//remarks on it to Kae and Kae says she may not be a knight YET but she is a STAPLE to their team; & Kae’s best helper more often than not #//She has saved him many a time; both in work and emotionally. she is a PILLAR to the knights #//Guess which rootin tootin second in command heckin SPAMS Jeanie with letters of recommendation hdbdbdb #//Bruh I near forgot Kae the idea that trained Benny in swordplay bc of their matching styles #//Can you imagine them handling BENNY djdbbdb #//Mans sees another reckless optimistic Pyro boi and has a STRESS in thinking he’s seeing a mirror #//Then finds out it’s not on purpose; he just has Hella bad luck #//But he’s vibin #//Benny would adore him jdbfb; get all shiny eyes and wanna be like him #//Super cool; chock full of swag and apparent whimsy #//Would also wanna try his hand at guns but maaaybe he should stay away from that hffbbf

[ozlices]

i have to make appointments & also let my doctor know id rather continue one of the new meds she put me on bc it actually helped but ive been completely unmedicated for 2 fucking days & the thought of doing Anything makes me wanna throw up im so over being a person

#mine #i rly do not have it in me to make appointments dawg i have medical trauma can i get used to one new doctor #before im tossed around like a gd hot potato to numerous others. i literally attend my appointments w my cane #what's not clicking abt me having VERY fucking low energy in the aftermath of sm straining stress bruh #but like i dont have a choice bc i could have some of my meds stopped if i dont see certain doctors & im just here like 🫠 #i feel somewhat stupid like damn i rly thought finally i had a chill doctor w common sense but no i still gotta fight for my gd life #just be given say over MY OWN GODDAMN WELLBEING #'oh well this causes physical health concerns' to be completely blunt idfc anymore. #truly i fucking do not #my body is a fucking nightmare my entire system resents at this point bc we always have some lvl of bs going on w it #we've no choice but to stop fucking caring bc the numerous mental strains we're dealing w worsen them ON THEIR OWN #& also like literally fuck off bc my body wouldn't be this shit if doctors actually TOOK CARE OF ME PROPERLY #before it got this bad. #there's no fucking fixing shit now by worsening my already overwhelmed & strained body/mind by making me a gd hot potato #if im not Actively Perishing or on the immediate brink of the risk IDC #I NEED TO FUCKING BE ALLOWED TO //CHILL THE EVER LOVING FUCK OUT// #//that// SHOULD BE THE PRIORITU #ive been strained for YEARS but esp since last year to a CONSTANT degree #can i fucking get one GODDAMN foot on the ground to pick myself back up jfc #im so tired & annoyed & sick of there always being SOMETHING #i just wanna fucking chill & finish my preps to stream again & get back to pursuing what i love please #im gonna LOSE MY MIND

[sad-writers]

3:06 AM

I am bleeding out of my heart constantly constantly and I am staining everything and everyone 

And I keep bleeding and keep wondering why everyone is always greeting me with a wince, angling themselves to avoid the worst of my mess, and leaving pulling wet and ruined shirts away from their bodies 

and I keep wondering why I always feel a little empty on the inside 

And I have to keep reminding myself it’s because you’re bleeding yoire bleeding you’re bleeding and there’s a special place where it all goes which is down the drain when they wash the red from their hands and you cant forget that you are just too much. You’re bleeding out of your heart all the time and you’re ruining everyone’s clothes 

And I’m trying I swear. I’m trying to pull away from hugs faster and make only the lightest touches. Im trying to stay inside in my room where the only things I can ruin are my own sheets, and certainly no one cares if I stain those. I’m still marred by my own impermanence and unimportance and I just get desperate sometimes and you're always cold when your insides keep seeping out of your like they also just can't wait to get away

I guess nothing was meant to stay by my side

n.

#no beta we die like men #a cutie from the notes app 2nite #idk #i just feel like i am not fit for any person and all i ever do is make things worse with an overwhelming and unwelcome presence #sigh #maybe im just tired #maybe im just insane #maybe maybe #lololol #if i clawed at the wrists of every person who tried to leave me and made them bleed as deeply as i do #do you think theyd stay then? #wow ok why do i think evil things sometimes girl wtf #that was psycho and you know it #UGH #and you know what #i think shit like this as if im not a dirty rotten coward #who leaves bloody footprints in her wake as she runs away so she doesn't have to see herself in the reflection of anyones eyes #like bruh #can i like colleen ballinger apology song myself back into feeling loved #do i even know what that feels like? #do i want to know? #what if it goes away #what if im never loved again #UGHHHHH ok tags over I have CLEARLY been awake too long and have too many regrets for a 140 character limit

[abbyslev]

Ok so- it took me a lot of courage to talk to you but let me tell you something. I really admire you and your writing. You are such a cool person and you seem like a really good friend. (I hope this doesn’t sound creepy, I’m bad at wording things)

Yesterday when I got on Tumblr and saw that you followed me I was really shocked. I was so happy I was crying- I was saying out loud “She’s following me!” “Oh my god she’s following me!” I was telling all my friends this, I didn’t care if it was 2 AM where they live they had to know about this right away. Like I couldn’t believe it, the person I admire is following ME?!

Sorry I just had to tell you this. I hope you have a good day or night :)

OH MY GOD HI MY ANGEL!! i just want to start off my thanking you for so much love and support you have no idea how much i appreciate you!! this is gonna be long cause i’m ab to pour my heart out 😭😭 i seriously don’t deserve your sweet self, you’re so kind to me and the fact that you were courageous enough to talk to me i’m CRYING (I PROMISE I DONT BITE TALK TO ME ANY TIME💞💞) AND ID LOVE TO BE FRIENDS W YOU 💞😊

i checked out your acc and I HAD TO FOLLOW YOU!! you seem so fucking cool and i’d absolutely do whatever it takes to be friends with you!! AND THE FACT THAT YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS SHUT UP BECAUSE WHEN I GOT YOUR ASK I LITERALLY TOLD MY BEST FRIEND AB IT BECAUSE YOURE JUST SO KIND AND PEOPLE LIKE YOU ARE THE REASON WHY I CONTINUE TO WRITE AND SHARE MY THOUGHTS 💞💞💞💞 don’t apologize, i appreciate you sharing your thoughts with me, you truly made me smile and cry from joy. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND IDK WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT YOU ANGELS THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

#junes all emotional bruh #i love you x1 million #I WANT TO HUG YOU SO BAD #you guys make me sob i love you all #THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING #JUNEY IS OVERWHELMED BY LOVE RN YOU GUYS I CANT #MY ANGELLSSSSS

[happy10thousandyears]

I think brx is Chinese bc he have that special vibe of Chinese tm despair and passive suicidalness also gaIIifreyan society is v similar to Ch!na now

#like there is kinda. no hope for change kinda vibe #esp when he's a politician like he tried to reform and shit and they put an mind virus in him n exiled him💀 #a special kind of overwhelming powerlessness and despair #also everyone around him are brainwashed nationalistic conservatives #source I'm ch!nese #having vpn and talking to other chinese speaking friends on twt is the only thing that makes this life bearable tbh #like I can't go on Weibo without recieving 10000k psychic damage every time I see a take or some news about #new victim found brutalized in an insane way and the govt is again trying to cover it up and shit like. bruh

[self-conscious-author]

Having been gone for as long as I was, I’m not entirely sure where to start now that I’m back 👀

#bruh why am I overwhelmed #hello tumblr #hey what’s up hello #writer #writing #i’m not dead

[gloombby]

i need to turn messages notifs off because i replied to get rid of the little red 1 notif but they replied immediately so its there again

#bruh SHUT UP #in my overwhelmed leave me alone era #not any of u btw its someone messaging me on snap yall r great n perfect

[randomingoftherandomness]

.

#do not reblog #gab rambles #I am so fucking anxious right now #problem: my credit card info got hacked and there were unauthorised transactions to the amount of about AUD 250 being charged #bruh. I had to block my card and tomorrow I'm travelling so my financial lifeline isn't there #I feel so overwhelmed

[kanene-yaaay]

Holy fck I just had an experience

#A Experience #gosh #have you ever lived a moment that left you breathless because holy gosh I was not expecting that #bruh nature is beautiful #I feel like I met something unespokeable #a piece of the universe #the quiet but not silence #a black so black that it disappears and start at the same place #f u c k that is why beans like to go out when it's hella cloudy and about to start a storm??? #f u c k #I wanted to have taken a picture but it would be just... nothing #it was nothing and it was still something and it was SO BEAUTIFUL #Kanene being Kanene #I feel like I will get overwhelmed if I think too much more about it rn so I might delete this later but #g o s h #There are simply memories that you look at and get 'I will never be able to get over you will I?' #and the answer is no ajgatfajvwyw #but the experience was very good! amazing even! so no worries!

[spookyheaad]

I’m going back and forth between KenUno & Tesoro/Stella so much in my head that I’m fighting for my life & not in the haha funny way

Going back and forth from writing & drawing the most tooth rotting type of fluff, and the most dismal, archaic, and relentlessly upsetting depictions of grief and sadness takes its toll

It’s very weird, something I’ve noticed. Kenpachi/Unohana content has been exclusively fluff and adorable and/or romantic, all of my recent Tesoro/Stella writings have been so depressing. I am still writing Metanoia and the whole purpose of that is to be a study into the turbulence of Tesoro & Stella’s healing processes; so, yeah I guess it makes sense as to how dark my content for them has been.

Also making a note for myself in writing: I need to find the post I made about the description of/ influences for Interloper’s creation. I have to add to it/need to reblog for writing reference.

#I think I’m overwhelming myself AKSNSSN #I have so much art I want to share for both of them #it’s putting me on a mental rollercoaster methinks #I have a few KenUno writings to share - as well as some Tesoro/Stella writings too #bruh if work asks me to show up on one of my days off again I’m gonna kermit #KenUno #gild tesoro