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thejaguartour · 5 months
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Victoria Monét has won 2 Soul Train Awards for On My Mama including:
🤎 Video of the Year
🤎 Best Dance Performance
🏆💃🏾🏆
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disarmluna · 5 months
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luckydiorxoxo · 5 months
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Keke & Janelle jamming at the Soul Train Awards.
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cocojonessource · 1 year
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She’s finally taking everything she deserves.
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whitneyehouston · 9 months
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Soul train 1994
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bey-life · 2 years
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Beyoncé received 7 nominations at the 2022 Soul Train Awards!
• Album Of The Year
• Song Of The Year — Break My Soul
• Best R&B/Soul Female Artist
• Best Collaboration — Move
• Best Collaboration — Make Me Say It Again, Girl
• Ashford & Simpson Songwriter’s Award — Church Girl
• Ashford & Simpson Songwriter’s Award — Break My Soul
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thesavageislander · 1 year
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The 2022 Soul Cypher | "Soul Train Awards 22"
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kickmag · 1 year
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Soul Train Award Winners & Performances
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Beyoncé was a big winner at the Soul Train Awards taking home honors for Album of the Year, Song of the Year and Best Collaboration. Tems won for Best New Artist and Jermaine Dupri presented the Lady of Soul Award to Xscape. Morris Day & The Time were among some of the best performers during the evening's lineup, including Ari Lennox, Chante Moore and Xscape. They also received the Legend Award. See the full list of winners and some of the performances.  
Soul Train Award Winners 
Best New Artist Ckay Coco Jones Dixson Doechii Fireboy Dml Muni Long Steve Lacy Tems
Certified Soul Award Chaka Khan Charlie Wilson Diana Ross Mary J. Blige Maxwell Pj Morton Ronald Isley & The Isley Brothers T-Pain
Best Gospel/Inspirational Award Cece Winans Erica Campbell Fred Hammond Major. Marvin Sapp Maverick City Music X Kirk Franklin Tamela Mann Tasha Cobbs Leonard
Best R&B/Soul Female Artist Ari Lennox Beyoncé H.E.R. Jazmine Sullivan Lizzo Mary J. Blige Sza Tems
Best R&B/Soul Male Artist Babyface Brent Faiyaz Burna Boy Charlie Wilson Chris Brown Giveon Lucky Daye Pj Morton
Album Of The Year An Evening With Silk Sonic – Bruno Mars, Anderson .Paak, Silk Sonic Away Message (Ep) – Ari Lennox Breezy, Chris Brown Good Morning Gorgeous – Mary J. Blige Heaux Tales, Mo’ Tales: The Deluxe – Jazmine Sullivan R&B Money – Tank Renaissance – Beyoncé Special – Lizzo
Song Of The Year “About Damn Time” – Lizzo “Bad Habit” – Steve Lacy “Break My Soul” – Beyoncé “Good Morning Gorgeous” – Mary J. Blige “Hrs & Hrs” – Muni Long “Last Last” – Burna Boy “Pressure” – Ari Lennox
The Ashford And Simpson Songwriter's Award “Bad Habit” – Steve Lacy “Break My Soul” – Beyoncé “Church Girl” – Beyoncé “Good Morning Gorgeous” – Mary J. Blige “Hrs & Hrs” – Muni Long “I Hate U” – Sza “Last, Last” – Burna Boy “Pressure” – Ari Lennox
Best Dance Performance “About Damn Time” – Lizzo “Call Me Every Day” – Chris Brown Feat. Wizkid “Have Mercy” – Chlöe “Persuasive” – Doechii “Pressure” – Ari Lennox “Smokin Out The Window” – Bruno Mars, Anderson .Paak, Silk Sonic “We (Warm Embrace)” – Chris Brown “Woman” – Doja Cat
Video Of The Year “About Damn Time” – Lizzo “Bad Habit” – Steve Lacy “Good Morning Gorgeous” – Mary J. Blige “Have Mercy” – Chlöe “Hrs & Hrs” – Muni Long “Last Last” – Burna Boy “Pressure” – Ari Lennox “Smokin Out The Window” – Bruno Mars, Anderson .Paak, Silk Sonic
Best Collaboration  “Amazing” – Mary J. Blige Feat. Dj Khaled “Be Like Water” – Pj Morton Feat. Stevie Wonder & Nas “Call Me Every Day” – Chris Brown Feat. Wizkid “Gotta Move On” – Diddy Feat. Bryson Tiller “Hate Our Love” – Queen Naija & Big Sean “Make Me Say It Again, Girl” – Ronald Isley & The Isley Brothers Feat. Beyoncé “Move” – Beyoncé Feat. Grace Jones, Tems “Slow” – Tank Feat. J. Valentine
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cartermagazine · 1 month
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Today In History
Yvette Marie Stevens, better known as Chaka Khan was born March 23, 1953 in Chicago, Illinois. Chaka Khan is a true Renaissance Woman. A singer, songwriter, producer, visual artist, author, actor, philanthropist, entrepreneur, activist and mother, Chaka is an international music icon who has influenced multiple generations of artists and continues to do so. From the moment she burst onto the music scene in the 1970s as the 18-year-old lead singer of the multiracial band Rufus, her powerful voice and show-stopping stage presence set her apart from any other singer, and during her 40-year career, she has developed a vast international fan base and performed on six continents.
Chaka is a ten-time GRAMMY® Award winner (with 22 GRAMMY® nominations) who has the rare ability to sing in eight music genres, including R&B, jazz, pop, rock, gospel, country, classical and dance music. She has released 22 albums and racked up ten #1 Billboard magazine charted songs, eight RIAA certified gold singles and eleven RIAA certified gold and platinum albums. Chaka’s recorded music has produced over 2,000 catalogue song placements.
She was awarded a BET Honors and was the recipient of the Trumpet Award (Legend Award); honored by the Howard Theatre Restoration, Inc., at its 2nd Annual Gala and Benefit Concert; inducted into the Apollo Legends Hall of Fame at its Annual Spring Gala; inducted into the Hollywood Bowl Hall of Fame; honored with a star on the Hollywood Walk of Fame and with the United Negro College Fund’s An Evening of Stars Tribute. She also received the Soul Train Legend Award (2009), the BET Lifetime Achievement Award (2006), the GRAMMY® Honors Award from the NARAS Chicago Chapter (2006) and the World Music Lifetime Achievement Award (2003). In 2004, she was awarded an Honorary Doctorate of Music from the Berklee School of Music in Boston, MA.
A living ICON.
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justsomekpopstuff · 3 months
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seventeen as a baseball team - part 2
A/N: I have had so many thoughts recently, I just had to share!
part 1 | current masterlist | fic recs
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team colors are white and serenity blue, and every now and again they get ones with rose quartz accents (its my au i'll do what I want)
their team mascot is something whimsical that has a cloud and diamond theme along with it
the whole team goes absolutely nuts the first time that center fielder!Dino gets voted into the All-Star Game
When they find out, they throw an absolute rager of a party in the locker room complete with champagne showers. When the All-Star game actually happens, instead of taking vacations, the entire team shows up to the game. All of them are wearing Dino's jersey, have their faces painted, and come equipped with horns and signs all cheering for him. It is the worlds most perfect Embarrassing Dad Cheering Section™️. Dino is bright red for the entire game because he can hear them from all the way across the stadium every time he takes the field.
third baseman!Wonwoo, on the other hand, despite being incredibly good, BEGS the fans to not vote him into the All-Star Game and Home Run Derby
He just really enjoys his time off...but alas, one year the fans absolutely do not listen, and he gets voted in with flying colors. He is, unfortunately, forced to go by catcher!Seungcheol. Despite not wanting to be there at all and tired all the time, Wonwoo ends up completely blowing the competition out of the water. In his final interview after winning the All-Star Game and receiving the MVP award, he begs the fans to never do it again.
the whole team holds a fun exhibition game every year during spring training where they all scrimmage against each other
The whole game gives major Savannah Bananas vibes, as well as that one kickball episode of GoSe. They have ridiculous rules like when the other team scores a point, the team on the field has to endure a "punishment" chosen by the fans. Inflatable costumes ARE used. Synchronized rehearsed dances are a must-have and they put their whole CHESTS into it. The fans love it and look forward to it every season.
right fielder!Joshua can always be seen playing catch in the outfield with some of the younger kid fans in the stands during warm-ups
He is very sweet with all of the younger fans, and has a reputation for always taking time to sign autographs and take silly selfies. He is, also, a chaos creator. He has absolutely stolen Red Vines from a child after making a catch that almost went into the stands.
starting pitcher!Woozi will deny it until his dying day, but he absolutely did cry the first time he threw a no-hitter
The whole team went absolutely nuts for him and stormed the field. Hoshi 1000% took pictures of Woozi crying. Woozi found out and threatened to absolutely kick Hoshi's ass if he ever showed those photos to another living soul. Hoshi listened.
first baseman!Mingyu has tripped running around second base more than anyone on the team...probably more than anyone in the league
There are multiple compilations each season of him tripping over second. He swears its an accident every time and that he does not trip over the base intentionally. The team places bets at the start of the official season for how many times he does it during the regular season. Winner gets all the cash pool and first pick of dugout snacks next season.
closing pitcher!Jeonghan has always been secretive about the reason why he wanted to become a closing pitcher
He will always say he wanted to be a closing pitcher because he loves the idea of being able to hold down the lead for the team, or give them opportunities to win. Jeonghan will swear that he likes being relied on and is good under pressure (which, to his credit, is technically true). However, the actual real reason he wanted to be a closing pitcher is so he wouldn’t have to run as much.
despite being injured, catcher!Seungcheol still attends every home game
He is usually sitting in the same place in the dugout, close to where the manager usually stands. Seungcheol, despite not being the manager, is absolutely yelling directions from his crutches in the dugout. The team will often listen to him better than their actual manager. The whole team is taking bets on whether or not Seungcheol will become a coach when he retires.
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disarmluna · 5 months
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luckydiorxoxo · 5 months
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2023 BET SOUL TRAIN AWARDS
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cocojonessource · 1 year
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Coco Jones 2022 Soul Train performance on the amplified stage (x)
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bey-life · 1 year
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Beyoncé has won 3 categories on this year’s Soul Train Awards:
•Best Collab. (Make Me Say It Again, Girl)
•Song of The Year (Break my Soul)
•Album of The Year (Renaissance)
— She extends her record for the most-awarded artist, with 24 wins.
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mazeinthemiroh · 1 year
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happier with you.
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Genre: One-shot; fluff, reflective
Word Count: 1.3k
Requested?: Yes
Synopsis: Felix and Hyunjin go on a spontaneous trip together as they reflect on their friendship.
Warnings: Deep for no reason, mentions of food/meat
A/N: This is quite a reflective and meditative piece. I know some people aren't into that but give it a read and see what happens! Think of this as an appreciation post for Hyunlix's friendship. The anon who requested this wanted any fluff with these precious boys in, and this is where my mind went. I hope everyone enjoys this as much as I enjoyed writing it. I could write about these two for hours. Please let me know what you thought <3
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They were on a train to nowhere.
It was good that Hyunjin and Felix were so similar. They were sensitive souls who took up any opportunity to escape the normalities of life, even if it was just for a mere couple of hours.
But, of course, they had many differences. Hyunjin was quieter and kept to himself. Being alone was important and necessary to him. He liked to indulge in his creative hobbies and get lost in his talents. It was a need, a craving of his. He needed that creative release. But Felix. Oh, Felix. He needed people. He thought of others often. Even by himself, his mind would stray to others. Window shopping for him was a nightmare. 'Oh, Chan would like this' or 'oh, Jeongin would love these glasses.' Soon he's buying everyone everything. And he left no one behind.
They were both, in their own way, perfect. And in their complex personalities, they were inexplicably drawn to each other. Their bond was not one that could be broken.
The train seemed to go faster with each turn. Luckily, it wasn't that busy, and the two friends managed to find a seat opposite each other, splaying their legs out across other seats in a presumptuous manner. This was the life.
Felix grinned brightly over at his companion.
It was clear that Felix brought Hyunjin out of his shell a bit. Well, Hyunjin was quite loud with Felix. Yes, you would think there wasn't a shell to come out of at all. But when it came to the social events, the parties, the award shows, the idol gatherings, the clubs, the after parties, all the places Hyunjin dreaded to go, you would see in his face the sheer exhaustion and disinterest. It's not that Hyunjin wasn't interested in other people. It was more that... he had already found his own people. His own family. The members were all he needed and, well, why did he need anyone else?
Especially when he had someone like Felix, who ticked all the boxes. Who met all the expectations. Hyunjin knew that he was picky, and he knew that his standards were high. But what he didn't know was that someone would be able to meet all his standards as a best friend. Until he met Felix.
"You wanna get something to eat when we get off?" Felix asked in his low but bubbly voice. Hyunjin nodded enthusiastically.
"You bet."
"I fancy a burger" Felix closed his eyes and leaned back against the glass of the window, feeling his stomach make strange little noises at the thought of food.
"A ber-gah?" Hyunjin mimicked his Australian friends' accent cutely, making Felix snort slightly in reply.
"Yeahhhh, a big, juicy, berr-gahhhh" Felix put in a thicker accent and grinned with delight, opening his eyes. His stomach grumbled more.
While they were different, they figured themselves to be more or less the same. It was weird. Such a weird little concept to grasp. Fire and ice, and yet they overlapped, not the one burning or freezing the other. Rather, a perfect union of two elements. Who would've thought it?
The train smoothly stopped. Where? Neither of them knew or cared. They got off together and walked around their new environment, a new city at their feet.
The sun was bright in its happy daze, but the air was slightly crisp from the subtle wind. But both of them took no notice of the slight chill in the air, not when there was food on their minds!
Finding the perfect street food was easy. There was a marketplace, rows and rows of different nick-nacks and jewellery and crystals and hats and clothing and food. Lots and lots of food.
"We're a bit spoiled for choice here," Hyunjin remarked as they trod along, using their noses as their guide to lead the way to wherever that delicious smell was coming from.
It didn't need to be perfect. In fact, the sloppier, the better. So when they found a burger stall, they went for it. It was greasy and disgusting and everything you shouldn't put in your body but, damn, it tasted so good.
They were both surprised at how fast they had eaten. And how much they had eaten.
Hyunjin wiped his fingers and mouth with one of the many napkins he grabbed while they were waiting in the line.
"Have I got any sauce on my face?" He asked Felix, who had leant back against the bench they had claimed and stared into the cheerful blue sky. "Probably," he responded carelessly, not bothering to look.
"Ugh, you're no help" Hyunjin shook his head, getting his phone out and using his camera to spot any food on his face. He took the opportunity to snap some cute pics of himself, loving the glow of the sunlight that hit him in perfect angles.
He nudged his friend and took a selfie with him: his next lock-screen.
"I could stay here forever" Felix mumbled, arms folded behind his head and he closed his eyes, tired after the filling meal.
Hyunjin mimicked Felix's position and sighed with contentment, his sunglasses flashing downwards and perfectly perched on his nose.
"Maybe we should just stay here forever," Hyunjin said casually. "What have we got to lose, really?"
"Our jobs" Felix quirked an eyebrow up.
"Yeah that stuff is overrated" Hyunjin adjusted his sunglasses slightly, "this feels... real. I don't know..."
Felix hummed in thought. "It feels very... happy."
"Yes. Happy."
It's not that they weren't happy. They were just... busy. All the time. They loved their jobs but between waking up and hitting their heads back on the pillow, time evaporated. Here, everything seemed to slow down. They didn't have to be anywhere because they didn't even know where they were. They just... were. They existed. Just sat and existed. It was nice to just sit and exist for once. It didn't happen a lot.
Hyunjin whipped his hair back with his sunglasses, which now sat on his head. He gazed over at his friend who basked in the sun like a sleepy cat who had its belly exposed.
The truth was, Hyunjin would drop everything for Felix, given the chance. He didn't know why, but he knew he would. There were not a lot of people he could say the same thing for.
The question that chipped away at Hyunjin's mind is if Felix would do the same. Sure, he agreed to go on this spontaneous little trip to nowhere with him. But this was a momentary thing. They both knew that, in a couple of hours, they would go back. They both knew they would return to the normalities of life and forget the peacefulness they found in basking in the sunlight with bellies filled with greasy heaven as they embraced each other's quiet company.
"What are you looking at?" Felix teased as he caught his friend staring at him. Hyunjin blinked and shook his head, a little embarrassed at the tangent his mind had gone on.
Felix chuckled and twisted his body to face Hyunjin more, one of his legs propped up on the bench. Hyunjin stared at the floor now.
"You're my favourite person," Felix said out loud, letting his thoughts ripple in the air freely. Hyunjin looked up. "You know that right?"
Hyunjin shrugged and licked his dry lips. "I really don't know how to answer that."
"That's alright" Felix shrugged back, a kind smile spreading across his features. "Just thought I'd let you know."
Hyunjin wondered how someone could look so utterly perfect and in their element, the sunlight making Felix's freckles glitter with warmth. Beautiful.
"Well, you're alright too I guess" Hyunjin grinned, tipping his sunglasses downwards in one elegant swoop. Felix nudged him playfully.
"That's all I get? I paid for your lunch!"
"As you should, I paid for your train ticket!"
They bickered and laughed for a bit, as best friends would do. The day grew warmer and the subtle chill of the wind turned gentle and ticklish.
Nowhere was their new favourite place. It's a shame they couldn't stay forever.
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m1dnyt3-w0lf · 8 months
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Chapter 1: Moving In
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I prepared my surroundings to be at least presentable. I fiddled with this and fiddled with that. At this point, I was nervously cleaning. How could I tell? Because my room was already spotless. I gulped and attempted to take a calming breath, sitting at my desk to look at my open laptop. I was moving to New York City soon for school in the fall, and I needed to find a roommate. I tried looking for an apartment, but I was not able to afford any of the available apartments, so rooming with someone was my best bet. I glanced at the time. Eleven-fifty-five. Five more minutes, and I'll be on a call with, hopefully, my future roommate. I got up again and started to pace. I needed to release the nerves. I shook out my hands, then twisted them together, then shook them out again. I'm not sure when, but I started to mutter to myself, just started voicing my thoughts out loud. Like, what if I'm not able to find a roommate? What if this one doesn't work out like the rest? What if he's a creep like the others? What if-
BEDOO-DOO…BEDOO-DOO…
I lunged for my laptop and quickly answered, shifting in my seat to sit correctly and smile. Although, I was sure my hair was a mess from the rush.
"Hi." I say, looking at the man in front of me. He had dark brown hair that was brushed back with one strand falling forward over his forehead. His dark brown eyes held a cold and calculated look that made me nervous but excited at the same time. His face was nothing short of a model, high cheekbones, full lips, the whole works! I wouldn't put it past him if he was awarded the most handsome man on earth. He also seemed to have quite broad shoulders with the way he took up the screen.
"Hello, you're Ashley Hernandez, correct?" He asked, his voice a deep lull that sounded on the brink of boredom, his accent not helping in his overall tone. I gulped.
"Yes, I am! And you're…" Shit, what was his name?! "Manuel?" My own accent seeped out.
"Miguel." He corrected, annoyance leaking into his voice as his eyes seemed to gaze into my soul. The blood drained from my face. "Miguel O'Hara."
"Oh, right. Heh, sorry, I'm not the best at names." I let out a nervous chuckle. He looked unimpressed. So much for first impressions.
"Right. Well, you'll have time to learn it soon enough." He said, taking a sip from his mug. I assumed it was coffee. I bit the inside of my cheek, trying not to laugh or snicker at his words.
It's a dirty joke just waiting to happen! I thought. I took a slow breath. No, I can't do that. I don't even know the guy! Or if he'll even get the joke. How old was he anyway? Forty? Fifty? Whatever, he was old.
"I will?" I ask him instead, destroying my train of thought. His eyes flashed to me as he set his mug down.
"Yes, just looking at your application tells me you're the perfect candidate for my new roommate."
"I am?!" I yelp out. I quickly cleared my throat and backtracked, speaking in a much calmer tone. "I am?"
Somehow, my shenanigans pulled at a small smile from my future roommate, seemingly amused. But just as quickly as it appeared, it disappeared. I could feel his eyes boring into me after that. It made me feel the need to shift my shirt slightly, making it appear baggier than it already was.
"When should I expect you to move in?" He asks finally.
"Uh," my nervousness seeps into my voice. I clear my throat once again. "In about a month."
"A month? Why not immediately? I was under the impression it would be immediately." He questions, confusion seeping into his voice.
"Well, it would be a bit hard to move in immediately since I currently live in California, and I didn't expect to actually be accepted to being your new roommate. And, anyway, I've got things to pack and ship out before I can make my way over." I ranted to him, waving my arms about as I spoke. He listened until I had finished speaking, nodding.
"I wasn't aware you were across the country." He looked at me, brown eyes looking into my own blue ones. "Alright, I'll wait until then. Any designated date of when you'll be here?"
"On the thirtieth of July, or rather, the thirty-first for you." I told him with a firm nod.
"I suppose I'll see you then."
"Miguel?"
"Yes?"
"Would you mind picking me up from the airport on the thirty-first?" He looked taken aback. "I promise to pay back the gas and trouble."
"No need." He tells me, holding his hand up to stop any other words. Geez, his hand looked huge. I couldn't help glancing at my own hand, tiny compared to his.
"I'll gladly pick you up, just let me know when your arrival time will be and I'll be there."
~~~One Month Later…~~~
"Miss? Miss, we'll be landing soon." The stewardess gently shook my arm, successfully waking me.
"Hm? Oh, okay." I say softly, rubbing my eyes as I sit up. I yawned into the back of my hand as I looked out the window beside the other passenger. He was an old man reading a book, though he was only now in the middle of the book from where he started at first. My gaze looked out the window, eyes widening at the sight of all the twinkling lights of the Big Apple. My breath caught in my throat. I was here. I finally made it. I've officially completed one of my dreams. A small smile appeared on my face as tears brimmed my eyes.
I did it! Me! I thought. The old man looked at me and smiled.
"I know that look." He said, chuckling. I look at him, sheepish.
"Ah, sorry, I didn't mean to interrupt your reading." I say in apology.
"No worries, I was done for the night." He says with a chuckle. "What are you coming to New York for?"
"Schooling. I plan to be a writer someday." I told him. The plane starts to descend.
"Oh, maybe I'll read a book of yours soon." He says with a bright smile.
"What about you, sir? What brings you to New York?"
"Ah, it is the place I grew up. I have family waiting for me." He smiled nostalgically.
"That's sweet."
"How about you?"
"Pardon?" The plane landed.
"Do you have anyone waiting for you?" He asked. I looked into his eyes. They were a handsome hazel that dazzled in the dim plane lights and shone dull from his years.
"Um, no. Just a roommate. He's picking me up." I told him.
"Oh, a 'he!'" He chuckled. I felt my cheeks burn with heat.
"Oh, it's not like that! He's just a roommate." I quickly told him. The old man only chuckled as the plane stopped.
"I only tease! An old man can joke." He chuckled more. I chuckled with him as the surrounding people started to get up to get their things.
"Right, right." It took roughly five minutes for the crowd to disperse. During this time, I turned on my data and turned off my ringtone. I didn't want to disturb anyone if I got a buttload of messages which, knowing my family, I would have many. I helped the old man up and asked if he had a carry-on with him. He said he didn't but thanked me for the sentiment anyway. He then walked away as I turned to my duffle bag in the luggage compartment.
It was an old one I used to use when visiting family. It was small but could hold at least a week's worth of clothing in it, along with some essentials. I plan to hit the market this morning so I can buy the other necessities I couldn't exactly bring with me.
With my bag in hand, I make my way out of the plane and out into the waiting area. I moved out of the way for the remaining passengers as I surveyed the area. No Miguel. I should've known he wouldn't have come to greet me like that. He's just here to pick me up. I hurried on to the designated pick-up location, checking my phone to see if he sent a message. Nothing. I chewed my lip as I wondered if I should send another text. Maybe he was still sleeping? Maybe he forgot? I walked out into the lot, looking around but not seeing that man anywhere. I started to get worried even though I just got there.
"Ashley?" A voice says from behind me.
"Yeah?" I turn around, eyes landing on a large chest. "Oh my-"
I looked up, needing to crane my neck slightly to meet Miguel's eyes. He was tall and buff. He wore a fitted, black crew-neck shirt with gray, flannel pajama bottoms. He took my breath away, just the sheer size of him was enough to dwarf me. I wasn't the only one staring either. Many people were staring. I backed up away from him slightly to give some ease on my neck.
"Miguel?" I asked in astonishment. He only nods.
"Shall we go now?"
"Uh, yeah, sure." I quickly say, adjusting the strap of my duffle bag. He wordlessly led me to his car. A sleek black car that shined under the lights. I wasn't a car person, but it looked beautiful.
"Nice car." I complimented as Miguel unlocked his car, opening his trunk.
"Thank you. Bag?"
"Hm? Oh, here!" I quickly handed him my bag. Once placed in, he closed the trunk and walked over to open the passenger door.
"Ah, thanks." I tell him, flushing a bit from embarrassment. I hurry in, hearing some lady passing by as I get in.
"Lucky girl." I felt even more embarrassed, but Miguel seemed unaffected. Did he get those kinds of comments all the time? I mean, he must, right?
He got in the driver's seat and started the car, driving out of the parking space and driving off onto the highway. For a while, we stayed silent. I looked out my window, settling into the thought that I literally knew no one except Miguel. Well, actually, not even him. I hoped I could change it, but between school and my hunt for a job, I doubted I'd even have enough time for socializing.
"Hungry?" Miguel asked, tearing me out of my thoughts. I looked at him.
"A little bit." He only nods and starts merging into the next two lanes.
"Wait, where are we going?" I ask him.
"I know a place to eat."
"This late at night?" It was two in the morning. What the heck was going to be open?
"I know a place." He simply repeated. I felt uneasy. Was I supposed to just let him take me somewhere foreign in a foreign place trapped in a foreign land? Foreign sounds weird now, doesn't it? It wasn't like I could stop him anyway. I was stuck under his mercy. All I could do was hope he wasn't going to murder me. I tried to keep a tab on all the turns and street names passing by, but nothing stuck. I was never the best with directions. I watched street after street pass by until, finally, Miguel slowed the car to a stop by a small shop. From the outside, it wasn't much. There was a blocked and barred window with an open sign on it. The door was wide open and emitted a sickly, pale light.
"This is the place." Miguel killed the engine and got out. I went to do the same, taking my mini backpack with me. However, my movement came to a complete standstill as my nose was assaulted by the most delicious smells I've ever smelled in my life. Miguel had come around by then, sticking a hand into his pocket. It was then that my stomach chose to growl loudly. Miguel held open the door as he looked at me with a mildly amused expression.
"Sounds like you're hungrier than a little bit." He repeats my words in a teasing tone. I huff and get out of his car.
"Oh, hush it." I tell him, flushing from embarrassment. I've been in this man's presence for only thirty minutes, and I've felt nothing but embarrassment. Miguel lifted his hand up in defense, waiting until I was out of the car to close the passenger door and lock the car.
"After you." He offered. I give him a smile as thanks and head inside. I felt Miguel's presence loom behind me and give me a shiver. I walk into the shop and give a look around. The shop was small. On my right, there were a few empty tables and some chairs pushed into them. There was a long counter on my left, the dish pans inside holding varying meats, veggies, and salsas. I look up to the menu above the counter and see Mexican meals from tacos to burros ahogadas to even menudo. Obviously, that's only on the weekend. My mouth started to water as I read through all the familiar foods.
"Señor O'Hara!" A lady who seemed to be in her fifties walked up to the counter from the kitchen and smiled. "¿Como estas, hijo?"
"¿Muy bien, y gusted?" He asked her. I looked between the two as they spoke, feeling like a sore thumb between them. They spoke civilly until the lady's attention was on me.
"¿Y quien es esta dama tan bonita?" She asked. Miguel opened his mouth to speak, but I beat him to it, a blush on my cheeks as I spoke.
"Hola, soy Ashley." I said simply with a wave and a shy smile. Miguel gave me a look, his expression unreadable.
"¡Ah, hola Ashley! Soy Betitua, pero me puedes llamar Beti." Beti said with a smile. I giggle slightly, my nerves easing. She chuckled and reverted to English, her accent a little on the thick side. "What can I get you both?"
"The usual, Beti." Miguel told her then looked at me. I quickly looked back up to the menu, chewing my lip in thought. They all sounded so good! Then my eyes landed on the prices.
Oh. That's expensive. I thought as my heart sank. I was smart and had saved some money for necessities and groceries and whatnot, but if just this shop was this expensive, then what was the rest going to look? Worry began to seep into my head. What if I wasn't ready for this? What if I failed? What if I go broke?
A hand rested gently on my shoulder, making me jump and pull me out of my thoughts.
I looked up and met Miguel's eyes. They shined with kindness, an odd softness I didn't think he was capable of.
"I offered to go eat, I'm paying. Choose what you want." Miguel crouched slightly as he spoke to me. Damn my shortness.
"Oh, no, Miguel, I couldn't-" A gentle squeeze from his hand halted me. He looked into my eyes, sincerity pooled deeply within those chocolate drops.
"I insist." He rumbled. I gulped. "Besides, it'd be rude to deny a nice act from your roommate."
Conflict plagued my brain. On one hand, I was raised to never take handouts as that would make me a beggar. On the other hand, I was also raised to never be rude in any way. Oh, he had me cornered, but my hunger won out. I look away from his eyes in defeat and let out a sigh.
"Alright, alright." I look up at the menu again, choosing one of the cheap options. "May I have a burro de birria?"
"Coming right up!" Beti said before walking back into the kitchen. Miguel straightened and finally removed his hand from my shoulder. He walked to one of the tables and sat. I quickly did the same, sitting across from him and laying my bag down between my feet. Silence befell us, and with the silence came my fidgeting. With nothing to distract me, I start to look around, bouncing my leg and twisting my fingers this way and that. The shop was simple, some pictures hung on the wall for random landscapes and a mural on the far end of the shop. There was a fridge behind the counter that held many drinks and desserts within it. After seeing everything there was to see, I grew bored.
I tried not to glance at Miguel, but I found it impossible to. I kept giving quick flashes at him, observing him in quick spurts. He simply sat there, not really staring at anything. At one point, I stopped giving quick glances and started to get bold. I stared for longer and took in his features. His high cheekbones, the way his hair fell over his forehead, his eyebrows that seemed to cling to the top of his eyes, everything. At this point, I memorized his features. I tried to read for any sign that may indicate his emotions, but he was about as blank as a piece of wood. Scratch that, wood had more emotion than he did at this moment.
Then his eyes met mine.
It happened so fast. I jumped and quickly looked away, pointedly moving my body away from him as my cheeks burned from embarrassment. I'm such a fucking idiot, how could I allow myself to stare?!
Ugh, he probably thinks I'm a weirdo now. I thought as I thinned my lips. We sat in a more awkward silence. I knew I did this, I hated it.
Say something, damn it! I screamed in my head. But just as I started to think about what to say, Miguel spoke.
"What part of California are you from?" Miguel asked. I looked back at him, surprised to see calm eyes looking back. I shifted in my seat to better face him.
"In Gardena, around the Los Angeles area." I answer.
"What's it like there?"
"Uh, it's warm practically year round. It's kinda on the poor side. I lived right by the beach, so that's kinda cool. Morning fogs during the spring and fall seasons." I tell him, brows furrowed as I try to think of everything.
"Sounds nice. Why come all the way out here?" He sounded almost accusatory. I bit my tongue to stop any retort from escaping. I needed to stay civil.
"I'm going to school here. I heard Fordham University was the way to go for my writing major." I say a bit tersely.
"Writing? Like journalism." He had a small scowl on his face.
"No, creative writing, like stories." I huff out.
"And how do you plan for this degree to help you?" Now he was just jabbing at me.
"It's helping me better my craft."
"Oh, so you came with the dead end."
"Dead end?!"
"You can't become a writer overnight."
"I'm willing to put in the work."
"And if it takes you nowhere?"
"It will."
"How do you know?"
"I-"
"Here's your food!" Beti said suddenly, placing the plates of food in front of me and Miguel. I immediately turned to Beti with a warm smile.
"Thank you, it smells really good." I say. It smelled just like how my grandma made it. It made me a little homesick, but I suppose that's a good thing with food. Beti returned the smile and gave my cheek a loving pat.
"You're welcome, mi linda. Is there anything else I can get you?" I shake my head.
"No, thank you."
"Por su puesto, mi hijita." She turned to Miguel and gave him a very disapproving glare. "Comportaté."
I shot him a smug look as his face reflected offense, staring at the lady's back as she walked away.
"¿Y yo qué hice?" He called after her. He turned to me and glared as I smugly grabbed my utensils and dug in. Miguel huffed and ate as well. The entire meal went by in silence. There wasn't much room for me to talk anyway as I shoveled bite after bite into my mouth. I hadn't eaten since yesterday morning due to nerves, and now that I was here and safe, I had nothing to worry about. I told my parents I'd be fine.
Shit! My fork and knife fell with a clatter as I hurriedly dug my phone out of my bag. Miguel glanced up at me, his taco inches away from his mouth for his next bite.
"Are you alright?" He asked, eyeing me as I quickly unlocked my phone and typed away. I chewed my lip as my leg bounced with nerves.
'I've landed safe and sound! Currently eating some food with my new roommate'
"Fine, just letting-" I was cut off by my phone's ringtone going off. I look at the caller ID and see my mom's contact. What the hell is she doing still up?! I answered quickly and put the phone to my ear. "Hey, mom!"
"Oh, it's so good to hear from you! Why didn't you text me as soon as you landed?!" She reprimanded. I chuckled nervously, trying to avoid Miguel's questioning look. How could he arch his eyebrow that high when they seemed to be glued to his eyes?
"I'm sorry, I got distracted." I tell her nervously. If there's one thing you don't mess with, it's a Latina mom.
"Ay, you and being distracted. What am I going to do with you?" I opened my mouth to speak but heard my dad on the other end and stopped, knowing he was going to take the phone next.
"Hi, mija, we're glad you landed safely."
"Hi, papí." I didn't miss how Miguel nearly choked on his food. I spared him a glance before focusing back on the conversation at hand. "How's everything on your end?"
"Oh, you know, same old same old." My dad said. I could imagine him waving his hand to dismiss my question, the image making me smile softly.
"Mhm, that so?" I asked, not believing him.
"Okay, okay, you got me. We miss you muchos, mijita." He admitted. I smiled sadly, missing them just as much.
"I miss you guys too. I promise you the holidays will come by faster than you think!" I reassure them, my tone light and happy while my face showed just how devastated I was that I wouldn't be able to see them until then. Miguel watched me, something simmering in his eyes I couldn't quite catch. I was still trying to avoid his eye, obviously.
"Bueno, ojala, it is soon." My dad tells me, his voice full of sadness.
"It will be, I promise you that." I was barely keeping myself together. "Alright, I have to go. It's pretty rude of me to be talking on the phone while with company."
"Ah, sí, of course, of course." My dad said with a chuckle. "Enjoy your date."
"He's not-" I started but was interrupted by the click of the hangup sound. My cheeks erupted in pink as I put my phone down, clearing my throat.
Every damn time. He's not my boyfriend, dad! I thought in my head as I plastered a smile on my face.
"Sorry about that, you know how family is." I explain quickly, going back to my food. Miguel only nodded.
"Feeling homesick after hearing from them?" He simply asked. I hesitated.
"A little bit. But this is something I have to do. I can't quit now." I say with a determined voice. I worked way too hard and way too much for a little homesickness to tear it all down. No, I will see this through! Miguel only nodded and went back to his food. I did the same, though I was no longer hungry. I picked at my food more than I ate it. When Miguel had finished his meal, I asked for a box and packed up what I couldn't finish. Miguel paid, and we were back on our way to the apartment. We were silent again, simply in our own minds, as music played softly through the radio. I could feel my mind starting to overthink my decision to come out here.
What if it's not all it's cracked up to be? What if I'm not able to wow everyone here like I did back home? What if I'm actually a mediocre writer with an inflated ego? Oh gods, what will I do then?!
"What do you write about?" Miguel asked me suddenly, making me jump. I looked at him, blinking away the remnants of my thoughts.
"Uh, any sort of fiction, really. I've only written short stories before." I told him. If you could call fanfiction that.
"Maybe you should let me read something." I looked at him suspiciously. When did he suddenly have an interest in my writing? The last time I checked, he thought it was a dead-end career.
"What's the catch?" I ask him. He sighs.
"The way I talked to you wasn't fair. I just want to avoid seeing you fail. I'm sure you've got plenty of potential, but I don't want your hopes and dreams crushed. Call it the father instinct in me." He says with a shrug.
"You've got a kid?" I ask him. I wasn't expecting to room with a dad, that wasn't in the advertisement he put out. His lips thinned as his gaze hardened on the road.
"No." He went silent after that, so I didn't press. Was he experiencing baby fever because I was around? That doesn't make sense, I'm twenty-three. How could he be? My eyes slunk back out the window as the air between us grew awkward and left a sour taste in my mouth.
Quick, think of something! I chew my lip in thought before looking over at Miguel again.
"So, what do you do for work?" I ask, thinking an icebreaker question will alleviate the tension building up. Miguel glanced at him, his gaze softening ever so slightly before he looked back out to the road. It was something, at least.
"I'm a bioengineer." He says. I couldn't help the look of disbelief that took over as I gave him a once over.
"You? A bioengineer?"
"Yes, I study the-"
"I know what they do, Miguel, I just don't believe you are one."
"And why is that?"
"I mean, look at you! You're the spitting image of a gym rat." I joked. Though, that quickly died down as he gave me another glance with an unamused expression this time.
"And what is a bioengineer supposed to look like?" Miguel questioned, his eyes narrowed on the road as if challenging me to answer.
"Uh…like a nerd?" I tried. I chuckled nervously as this only caused Miguel to look more pissed off than before. I gulped.
"I'm starting to rethink this arrangement." He said with an annoyed tone.
"No, no, please! I'm sorry, I was only joking, I swear!" I quickly told him. I couldn't lose this apartment, I had nowhere else to go!
"So was I." He smirks. An offended look makes my jaw drop.
"You didn't sound like you were joking."
"I sounded like that to myself." He said with a shrug. I huff and look back out the window, crossing my arms.
"It wasn't funny." I mumble.
What an asshole. I think, glaring out my window. Silence falls between us as Miguel continues the drive back to his apartment.
I take my phone out and click on Tumblr. It was the only place where I posted my works. Mostly fanfiction, really, but I was working on a book. I had high hopes I'd be finished by Christmas. But hope and reality were two different things. I sigh and click on the "notes" of my most recent post. I read through the comments and reblogs, smiling to myself at the positive feedback I received. The piece was of that Spider-Man guy. The news had been crazy about recently. I noticed a goldmine of fans obsessed for any bit of work to thirst over, so I figured, why not? Might as well give some fan service. The post had reached higher numbers than I expected. It satisfied me. I didn't care about the numbers or anything, but I'd be lying if I said it didn't boost my ego. I smirk to myself. Miguel didn't know what he was talking about, I knew I could make it.
After reading through all the feedback, I lock my phone and look out the window once more. I realized with a shock that I was in New York. Home of Spider-Man. How weird, right? I mean, here I am, a fanfiction writer, in the homestate of Spider-Man, the very man I wrote my recent piece about. What are the chances I'd actually see him in action? It's probably slim, but a girl can hope. Hell, it would help with learning his moves and better portray him in my writing. Clips can only do so much justice, and, what can I say, I'm a sucker for accuracy.
I yawn into the back of my hand, getting more comfortable and sinking into the seat. I'm sure just resting my eyes for a few moments wouldn't hurt. Just a moment to let my mind think of new ideas and whatnot. Just…a few…moments.
Before I knew it, I was out like a light.
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