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gwyns · 9 hours
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In Azriel’s bonus chapter there’s a part that says “Too many wants and needs left his skin overheated and pulling taut across his bones. So he slept only when his body gave out, and even then only for a few hours.”
And this is also said (idk how many chapters before Az’s chapter) "Can't sleep?" Cassian took up a fighting stance. A shadow curled around Azriel's neck, the only one brave enough to face the sunlight. "Something like that," he said.
Was this a slight reference to him jerking off to the fantasies of Elain (the fantasies that E/riel’s think are romantic💀)? It could be a mix of both Azriel pleasuring himself and him being an insomniac/trauma preventing him from sleeping. I still can’t believe he jerks off to headache medicine. It lowkey makes me cringe.😂
NOOOOOO everytime... every single time i manage to wipe this memory from my brain, one of y'all brings it up... you've cost me 20 years off my life, anon i'm kidding ok ilysm <3
anyway this is an interesting catch! i'm not sure honestly. like you said it could be both but i do lean more towards him not being able to sleep because of trauma reasons but... we all know how weird guys can be when they're horny 😭 or maybe i've just been lucky enough to encounter the weirdos
WHY did sarah write that. that's probably the least sexy thing ever, like WHO THE FUCK GETS OFF TO IBUPROFEN?????
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I remember when someone said “I wonder if Truth-Teller allowed Elain to travel through the shadows so that it could "strike true" or if Elain is a low key shadowsinger.” - when ACOWAR came out. E/riel’s use Elain stepping out of a shadow, and that Feyre said to Azriel that Elain has him beat for secret keeping, and Elain sneaking up on Nesta, as foreshadowing her becoming a spy. I think they’re only coming up with those theories to tie her and Azriel together. Characterization be damned.
oh no they do. they don't care about elain outside of their little fantasies that they project on her. i'm not trying to police fandom, but when you project so heavily onto a character and then try to convince the rest of the fandom that that's how they are... uh no. get out of here with that lol
i just don't understand why she'd want to be a spy? she's already a seer, isn't that like... not needed at that point lmfao?? 😭 part of elain's arc will show us her finally being seen in my opinion, so why would she, someone who self admittedly wants sunshine, be forced into the shadows? doesn't make any sense when you think about it
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Someone said that they wonder if Gwyn knows that the necklace was meant for Elain/someone else, and she could possibly scent both Azriel and Elain on the necklace. Maybe that’s why we haven’t seen Gwyn wear it (or maybe she just doesn’t want to or doesn’t like necklaces). Imagine if she actually was able to smell both of their scents on it. I don’t think the necklace will end up being this big thing though, which I will be glad for.
Random, but I remember in ACOSF when Eris arrived at the BOE manor and he was able to sniff that Mor had been there (surprising Cassian), and I think it’s possible that Gwyn has a strong sense of smell, so maybe she could somehow be related to Eris.👀
oh yeah i do think this is a possibility but also, in my head, i feel like gwyn is just... confused by it? like she's smart, i highly doubt it took her very long to figure out who gave it to her, powerful sense of smell or not. she might be wondering what this means exactly, you know? or it could be similar to how i view elain keeping lucien's jacket, it's stored away in her room somewhere and she takes it out every now and again for a sense of comfort
OK BUT I AM THE BIGGEST ERIS GRANDPAPPY THEORY TRUTHER!!!! i know some of my mutuals disagree/don't like it but listen... LISTEN.... it would be funny. the drama would be absolutely unmatched, oh my fucking god. please sjm give me the drama
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everytime (uncut) | britney spears | 2003
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Lightsingers could be Shadowsingers counterparts. I know E/riel’s like to use this to paint Gwyn as evil *me rolling my eyes at this theory*, but we don’t even know (or have seen them) if they sing. Azriel is a Shadowsinger and he doesn’t need to sing when he uses his powers. I saw someone wonder if Azriel has beast form as a Shadowsinger and maybe Gwyn will have one as a Lightsinger and be able to calm him down. Also, it’s probably been so long since anyone has even seen a Lightsinger, so who is to say that history hasn’t been misdirected. And if Gwyn does turn out to be a Lightsinger, if Sarah somehow confirms this before a book is released, this will only make me believe that Gwynriel has a stronger chance of being endgame. Gwyn possibly being a Lightsinger isn’t the serve E/riel’s think it is. This only gives a further connection to Gwynriel. And this would be a big plot point. There’s no way this wouldn’t, so…
i admit i do like the idea that lightsingers, or at least gwyn if she's one, could be the counterpart to az being a shadowsinger. obviously we have the light/dark motif with them and it'd make them even more equal in my eyes, but i just can't get fully behind the theory because this fandom has absolutely ruined it for me
but yeah no i totally agree that if gwyn does end up being a lightsinger, sjm isn't making her an evil one. anyone who actually believes that is dense, i'm sorry
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gwyns · 10 hours
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I can’t believe I’m just now realizing this, but in the bonus chapter Azriel smiles and laughs more in one scene with Gwyn than he ever has in the entire series.💙
YES, EXACTLY!!!! this is totally intentional on sjm's part too!! it means something!!!
has he smiled/laughed around and because of other characters? of course! but we hadn't seen him do it to that extent until gwyn, i genuinely cannot believe people pretend not to understand this
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gwyns · 14 hours
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it's jesus jurian
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Cleo: Can you do me a small favor?
Magnus: I've literally killed for you, but go on.
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Nesta Archeron // power lay in her hand
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i just want people to care. why is that so hard when it comes to me?
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Do you think Azriel isn’t used to being teased or flirted with? Possibly because people are scared and intimidated by him or it’s been a while. I feel like Gwyn wouldn’t be afraid to tease him or flirt with him and it would take him aback if he’s not used to it. He might even like it. In his bonus chapter when he was with her it felt like he wasn’t overthinking. He just lets himself feel.
ooo! i never really thought about this but, yes, i do. in a way at least. like it's obvious he's attractive and has had his fair share of lovers but he can definitely be intimidating. even if people flirt with him, i don't see them being as... hm... open as gwyn? if that makes sense. like that girl is not scared of him at all lmfao and he totally loves that about her
like imagine being him and you're this dark, broody killer, that everyone knows as cruel and they balk from your very existence. you've given up on finding someone who truly sees you and your self worth is so far in the toilet, you've lost hope of ever getting it unclogged (forgive the bad imagery) and then this spunky, charismatic and irreverent redhead comes along and just does not give one single fuck about your background, only that she wants to beat you at everything and then rub your face in it. there's a reason that az is so amused and smiles often in her presence, he likes her, and that makes others upset 🤭
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Do you think Azriel would reject his mate above all else? Would he choose Elain over his mate? And say that Azriel and Elain do get together, wouldn’t he always have that question in the back of his head as to who his mate is? And Elain will always feel that tugging of the bond even if she rejects it. Azriel would want someone to love him wholly. An unconditional love.
nope! definitely not. his bonus chapter showed us how desperate he is for a mate. he would never, ever, in a million, billion, cajillion years reject his mate
i agree that he needs an unconditional love so i do think that during his journey sjm will have him realize he doesn't need a mate to not feel broken, but he'll still 100% end up with his mate in my opinion, sarah loves her mates and happy endings too much. and as you, and many others have pointed out, he would never feel secure with elain. firstly, their relationship wouldn't push him to truly heal and realize his self worth. and secondly, he would always be questioning why he doesn't have a mate. overall it would be very unhealthy for both of them
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If you forget about Gwyn after (actually) reading A Court of Silver Flames...
Where Gwyn is Nesta's first proper friend. She is the first to sign up for training. Where they make friendship bracelets together and have sleepovers. Where they train together almost everyday and become valkyries. Where Gwyn is the first to cut the ribbon. Where they went into the blood rite and won it together. Where Gwyn confesses to Nesta and Emerie about her struggles with losing her twin sister and the guilt she feels surrounding it. How she still refuses to wear the stone because she doesn't feel worthy of it. Where it ended with Sarah telling us that even though Gwyn would love to do more, she still went back to the library. Handing us that shit on a silverplatter that Gwyn's journey is not yet over.
Where, in Az' bonus chapter, she was in the second half of it, smiling at his shadows and teasing him. Where it ended with Az thinking about her (Gwyn), and her joy and how he had to stop himself from smiling when he thought of her teal eyes.
...Then maybe... you just.... didn't.... read the book... nor the bc...
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Dagger Eris 🩸
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Bryce and her handsome prince :D
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gwyns · 2 days
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i did not babygirlify that man. look at him. he’s doing it all himself.
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